#motherly!may

[cissyenthusiast010155]

Pent-Up Distractions ~Motherly!Melinda May(S6) xFem SHIELD!Agent!Reader

Set in Season 6, A little Motherly!May Blurb. And a reminder that it’s okay to talk about mental health, sexuality, difficulties, and vulnerabilities.

Mommy… Master List

Requests & Prompt-List

Warnings: fluff, sparring, practice fighting, embarrassment, sexual pent up/tension (on reader side), vulnerability, etc.

Enjoy (:

You hit the mat again with a smack!. You huffed in frustration, rolling over and getting back up to go again.

“You’re distracted.” May bluntly stated.

“No I’m not…” you grumbled.

Within seconds, the woman had you pinned on the ground again. She stared down at you with an ‘I told you so’ smirk plastered on her face.

“Ok fine, I’m distracted, today” you huffed.

At your words, May got off of you and helped you off the mat.

“Channel your distraction. Focus it. Use it to fight better.” The woman instructed.

You nodded, bringing your hands back into sparring position. You swiftly blocked a hit from the seasoned agent, and then managed to almost land a punch of your own. But May easily took advantage of you celebrating a tad bit early, as she grabbed your arm and twisted you to the ground. You winced in pain. May let go once you had hard landed on the mat again.

“I said use it.” The woman curtly reminded you.

You sighed in discontent. You were getting frustrated.

“But how..??” You groaned, smacking your hands against the may for emphasis.

May took a deep breath and stopped to look at you and have this conversation.

“What is distracting you…?” She paused, asking you.

You raked your mind, but you didn’t have to think too hard… Deep down, you knew exactly what was bothering you. You hadn’t had any personal time in days…

“Ummm… I’m not sure…” you anxiously breathed out.

“Think. I think you do.” May spoke.

You gulped and avoided her gaze.

“You thought of something. What was it?” She lightly urged you to open up.

“I… ummm… I haven’t… I think I’m sexually pent up…” you muttered.

“Sorry?” May asked, because you had practically whispered your answer.

“I think I’m… sexually pent up…” you cleared your voice, repeating yourself only louder.

The seasoned agent nodded in recognition of your words. Your face blushed red at your confession. May then began to put up her sparing mits. You looked at the woman in confusion. She came up to you, offering her hand.

“Take the day off. Go have some personal time.” May instructed you, “Work out that tension.”

You nodded, taking her hand and standing up, then going to put away your gear away.

“Thank you, Agent May.” You sincerely told the older agent.

“Anytime Agent L/N.” She responded genuinely.

May then gave you a curt nod, before exiting the training room.

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Melinda May Masterlist ~Coming Soon (:

[bananafire11]

Tadc..... dinosaurs.... tadc dinosaurs

[likeabxrdinflight]

...I should be editing my dissertation but now I'm thinking about how both Azula and Katara are perhaps the most "adultified" of the atla characters and...hmm. Interesting.

[littlefankingdom]

Bitches be like: I will refuse any canon evidence or interpretation that Bruce Wayne is a bad father. I don't care, it's not happening, because Batman is my childhood's hero and I have daddy issues.

It's me, I'm bitch.

[catlliecal]

I think what’s interesting to me about Yor is that Yor Briar/Forger isn’t just a front to hide Thorn Princess, that Thorn Princess alone isn’t her “true self,” nor is Yor Briar/Forger alone her “true self.” They both make up her. She’s compassionate. She may be a bit aloof, but she’s also very intelligent and knows the best place to attack someone to kill them as quickly as possible. I think that makes her a very wonderful character.

[my-pjo-stuff]

The female urge to grab nine year old Luke, hug him against your chest and tell him he's safe now.

[aprettyweirgirl]

Lin and Izumi escape the royal bodyguards while visiting Omashu.

Just imagine what they could do from there…

OK YOU KNOW WHAT IM CONVINCED IZUMI IS THE MASTER OF ESCAPING THE BODYGUARDS like when she was a teen shed dissappear all the time that it got to the point they didnt even worry

guard 1: hey have you seen the princess?

guard 2: i thought you were looking for her

guard 1: oh spirits not again

guard 2: ok who does it

guard 1: not me, i did it last time

guard 2: ugh alright

guard 2, on the phone: hey fire lord zuko, uhh yeah so we lost the princess again

and meanwhile izumi is already somewhere in air temple island gossiping with bumi. this also means her kids cannot escape from them bc there's nothing they've tried that she didn't do before (but she is not as overprotective as zuko was)

[blacknbluejustice]

The future is split into two... mainly because in this AU he may or may not be Bi lol. (Also may be my HC for OG Steven.)

Anyway the future is uncertain so I'm not sure where this would go lol.

[young-botanical-genius]

What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like?

Character Development Questions: Hard Mode

Having been surrendered to the Skid Row Home for Boys as a baby, Seymour never truly knew his birth mother. The only thing he ever really managed to find out about her was her name, Winifred Krelborn, which was helpfully written on the birth certificate he had been left with (strangely, the spot for his father's name was mysteriously left blank).

At the time she exited his life, he had been much, much too young to have formed any lasting memories of her. He often finds himself wondering if she ever truly cared for him— if she ever felt any regret towards leaving him at the orphanage, or if she simply abandoned her unwanted child as soon as she could and never thought about him again.

...Given that he was presumably born on Skid Row, he strongly suspects the latter, but there is a part of him deep down that still hopes otherwise.

[chronicparagon]

Your Literary Archetype

the caregiver.

You've spent so long taking care of others, you don't know what to do with yourself if you aren't. you probably suck at taking care of yourself though, maybe you feel like you aren't worthy or deserving. But deep down, I know you wish to be cared for too. You want someone to show you that you are worth even just half the effort you put into caring for other people. Don't neglect yourself.

Tagged by: @riftofthestars [Thank you!!]

Tagging: Anyone who wants to do this

[subtlesolitude-tailoredtaste]

4 solid years later. I had it, I ain’t got it no more.

Ellen Bass, “The Thing Is”, Poetry of Presence: An Anthology of Mindfulness Poems

[kisiselintihar]

What is it they put in mothers that makes you want to resort to the world's worst murder suicide

[the-silent-hashira]

great googly moogly this crush is slowly becoming something substantial. i should watch Hazbin again

[snekdood]

wait steven universe came out in 2013...? why do i remember it coming out in like. 2015/16??

[jenanigans1207]

What I wanted so badly was for Mary to learn about her boys from Cas. Like that night where Cas finds her when she can’t sleep and she expresses that she just doesn’t know anything about her sons since she missed so much?? All I wanted was for Cas to sit down with her at the table and just start telling her about them. Basic stuff at first: their favorite foods, their sleeping habits, the stuff he’s just observed by being their passenger for years.

And then I want him to say something totally Cas, like “Dean always wears more layers but that’s because his body naturally runs two degrees colder than Sam’s. But that’s normal for him and not indicative of any illness, so it’s nothing to worry about.”

And as they talk, it starts to get a little deeper, and Cas tells her more. He tells her about what she missed, about all the horrible things that happened to her sons and how they coped; how it changed them. And he tells her about Sam, he does, but really it ends up being all about Dean.

He’ll tell her about how Dean clenches his fists when he’s upset, even as he tries to keep his face impassive. About how Dean drums his fingers on the steering wheel when he’s anxious. He’ll tell her about Dean’s nightmares, about the ways he’s chosen to cope. He’ll tell her how to know when to approach Dean and when to give him space, how to gently acknowledge what he’s feeling without pushing him too far.

And with every word he says, Mary’s curious head tilt from when she’d seen them hug in reunion turns into a bone deep type of certainty. Because Cas is telling her things that only someone who paid special attention would notice. He’s telling her things that only someone very, very close to her son’s heart would know.

Cas will tell her the cliff notes of what they’ve been through; will tell her how the whole world looked to Dean and he rose to the occasion over and over again. He’ll tell her about Dean’s doubts in himself and then vehemently declare them as wrong and explain, at length, why. He will tell her about the people Dean has loved— the people who loved him like he was their own— and lost. He will tell her about Bobby, Ellen, Jody, Donna, and Charlie. He’ll tell her about Claire, too, and how Dean stepped up.

And the whole time, Mary will have this realization that oh, she may not have been around to guide and protect her sons, but there was always someone there to care for them and support them when they needed it. She will realize that she and John may have left them, but they were never alone.

But more than that, there was someone there for Dean. Someone picking Dean over and over again while Dean picked Sam, or the world, over himself. There was someone fighting for Dean when he wasn’t fighting for himself. There was someone who saw Dean, and loved him unconditionally.

Sitting across from her, at the asscrack of dawn, filling her in on all the things she missed was every mother’s dream: someone who loved her child with the kind of devotion that would break the world. And from the sounds of the stories she was being told, it did break the world. Someone whose love is entirely untainted and comes without any strings attached.

It’s so clear to her as she listens to Cas talk that Cas loves Dean with no expectations. That loving Dean is something he just does, like he doesn’t know how not to love Dean, like the possibility of not loving him never occurred to Cas. He loves Dean in a way that Mary knows can and will soothe Dean’s sharp edges and battered heart. He loves Dean in the kind of pure way that tells Mary that it will continue to endure and overcome everything without ever diminishing, even the littlest amount.

Mary, through tears, will tell Cas how she always told Dean that there were angels watching over him. And before Cas can make some comment about Dean being the Righteous Man and the interest of most of Heaven, she will place a hand over his and give him a motherly look that will convey all the things she’s not sure how to say— and the things she’s not sure Cas is ready to hear yet. And Cas will flush and look away, mumbling about how her son is very special to him.

And when she pulls him into a hug and murmurs thank yous into his shoulder, she will be comforted in the knowledge that her sons turned out to be wonderful men, and that they managed to stay together through everything. She will be comforted to know that no matter what happens, no matter her shortcomings as she tries to fill a role she never meant to leave, Sam will have Dean and Dean will have Cas.

And this time, when Cas tells her that she belongs here, she will believe him. And she will tell him that he belongs here, too.

And when Dean wakes up a few hours later and wanders in to find Mary and Cas still chatting over the table, he’ll be surprised— but pleased— to find Mary looking more at ease. He’ll be pleased when she gives him a warm hug and pats him on the cheek and tell him with all the sincerity that only a mother can muster that she’s glad that he met Castiel. And when Dean agrees, a little confused, Mary will just smile at him.

“I always said I’d like a third son.” She says, “so give him a reason to take our last name, won’t you?”

And Dean will splutter and turn fifteen shades of red as he steadfastly doesn’t look at Cas but mumbles something that suggests he’s not against the idea at all.

And Mary will laugh again and wink at an equally red Cas before heading towards the kitchen like “Cas said waffles are your favorite, so I hope you’re hungry!”

[cupidlovesastro]

🍊𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒆𝒏𝒋𝒐𝒚🥮

astrology observations #21 (sad edition)

astrology observations #20 (hate edition)

astrology observations #19 (love edition)

libra suns may be really happy when they’re able to do their make up, dress up, but new clothes, redecorate things, etc

fire mercuries, suns, and moons love joking around and lightening up the moon

5h venus’s can be happy when in a relationship or when they feel pretty

sun trine, conjunct, sextile your moon can show that you feel most comfortable when being yourself. it can also show that you feel happy when you express your feelings

gemini placements tend to have a childlike energy to them, and tend to get along with children in general

5h sagittarius/ sun in 9h can show that you are happiest when you travel or get out of the house. even if it’s a small trip

virgo suns are happy when something they’ve done goes exactly as they planned

sun/asc aspecting jupiter can mean you have “life of the party” energy. you have a bigger and more noticeable energy to you, and when your happy, everyone can feel it

5h scorpio can show that connecting with your spiritual self, and expressing yourself through astrology , tarot, etc is good for you

sun in the 12h can show that you feel happy when your in another world or when your alone. you enjoy day dreaming and dreaming in general

moon in the 12h can show you feel comfort when you are alone, day dreaming, or dreaming in general

cancer suns, moon, and venus feel happy when they are able to express their motherly nature and when they are able to empathize with people

sun conjunct, trine, or sextile mars can show that when you are having sex you feel happy and alive

aquarius suns, moon, and venus can be happy when they’re doing things like gaming, watching youtube, streaming, etc. maybe even working on a piece of technology, like building a computer

sun in the 10h can mean you will be happy in whatever career you choice and will gain recognition/ respect from it