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Is it possible to enjoy g/t without it being a kink? /genq
100% yes. Many people in the g/t community like it without it being sexual or kinky in the slightest. In fact that’s why (at least on tumblr) there is a clear split between the kinky side and the soft side (aka Macro/micro for kinky stuff and g/t for non-kinky stuff)
But anyways; yes you can enjoy g/t without it being a kink. Most people use it as a coping mechanism and a comfort thought. Like for those who like the idea of being tiny, it’s the idea of being so small that the world’s problems can’t reach you, hidden away from prying eyes and crazy ideas. For those who like being giant it’s about being seen about being strong enough to fight the world and protect those they love. Size-shifters basically shift between the two, usually based on their mood. Although these aren’t the only reasons people like being Giant/tiny, there are many more but i just wanted to give a basic idea and I guess some psychology. Heck, Some like seeing things from a new perspective, a sense of adventure in something we see everyday. Then there’s also the mini collectors and also the enjoyment of “here’s a tiny object but BIG” (I mean giant cards? Hell yes I’m playing with those!!)
Lots of people are into it non-sexually. Cause there are so many aspects to g/t than just sex. There’s the trust building (and in some stories breaking) which, at least I believe, is one of the most essential parts to g/t; the trust. Trusting someone so big to not hurt you and trusting a tiny to not run away. There’s also the comforting stuff; like being hugged by someone so large that you just get all the stress and worries squeezed out of you with so much care so that you don’t actually pop. Having someone so small put all their effort into just hugging you and it’s not much but they’re doing everything they can to show how much they care. There’s the initial interaction where each party is frozen in time, and neither knows how to act, with their minds racing “what now?” Type thoughts run through their minds. There’s stories simply put into a g/t setting like fairies. There’s so much and there are so many scenarios out there that don’t involve g/t as a kink (Me and many others have shared these scenarios) Theres so much and there are many movies centered around g/t (like The Borrowers and the BFG) most of which are made for kids.
Heck I was into g/t as a kid (I just didn’t know what it was called) I grew up watching the 1997 movie The Borrowers and Honey, I shrunk the kids. I rewatched those so many times. I was fascinated by seeing the world from the tiny perspective. Seeing normal day things huge, it just sparked my young mind. I would daydream about it whenever I could (mostly school and church but still) The idea of being small or interacting with someone huge OR being big or interacting with someone small; it just made me all giddy. It made me smile and it might’ve been a coping mechanism but i genuinely enjoyed the stories too. I read the entire borrowers series in one month cause I was that into it. As a kid I didn’t even know it was a kink or could be, I just enjoyed it for what it was.
So yeah, you can definitely enjoy g/t without it being a kink. As they say, there’s always 2 sides to the giant quarter.
If you or anyone else out there, has any more questions about g/t, don’t be scared to ask! I’ll try my best to answer questions about it.
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lovinglylibelle · 24 hours ago
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—𝐣𝐣𝐤 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐮𝐩 { pt. 2 }
pt1 || pt3 (will be posted either today or tomorrow) || pt4
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moodboards will be posted after the series <3
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✧. FUSHIGURO MEGUMI
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His aesthetic i would say is... dark academia meets street style casual if you know what i mean?? It's hard to explain. anyway
Megumi has a very simple goal, be comfortable while looking good and he does just that. He doesn't even realise it, he just naturally has a way of pulling off just about anything. His sense of style is casual yet chic, streetwear yet classy.
Megumi usually go for dark colours, mostly monochromes like black, gray and white but also occassional dark blue, dark green, olive, maroon etc. and might i just say that he fucking serves those colours??? like!?!?
wears a lot of hoodies and sweatshirts, like a lot. but when he feels hot, he wears oversized tshirts like the one in lost in paradise. These shirts are either solid coloured or graphic tees, sometimes its fan merch, sometimes its from a cool small business with amazing prints.
He carries a cross body bag, for school and yk to carry random stuff and just as a nice way to accesorise.
He wears a simple silver chain around his neck, a thin one just because.
He also wears a few black rings, not chunky tho, he doesn't like his hand empty cause he has LONG fingers.
He kinda switches between leather bracelets and watches, depending on his outfit. Prefers to wear a watch usually. Has them in every color, but prefers black or silver metal.
HE ALWAYS has his headphones with him, so much so that it has become an accessory. He has a collection of headphones actually.
Occasionally, he also wears trench coats. IDC WHAT ANYBODY SAYS but he wears trench coats or long coats.
HE ALSO WEARS TURTLE-NECKS, its his personal favourite actually. Pairs it with trousers.
He actually mostly wears loose trousers or wide leg jeans. It depends on the day.
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✧. ITADORI YUUJI
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He is so adorable, pleaseeeeeeeee
He LOVES hoodies, like is obsessed with them. You will open his closet and you will see only hoodies with occassional shirts.
He has them in every type, warm hoodies, hoodies for summer, short sleeved hoodies, hoodies with buttons?? he has them all and is proud of his collection.
He does wear t-shirts, but very rarely and just like Megs they are graphic tees of his favourite fandom.
Would wear button ups in special occasions. VERY special occasions
Has a lot of caps too, doesn't wear them all the time tho. He has a great fashion sense so he wears them when they look good with an outfit.
Has a lot of shorts like Inumaki, all sorts of them.
Wears joggers when he is feeling lazy and cargos/wide legs when he has to go out with friends.
Will either look like a model for a photoshoot or homeless, there is no inbetween.
Wears cute bracelets for aesthetic purposes and to look adorable, he loves it when girls notice his bracelets and smile amongst themselves. Makes him feel proud.
He also silently coordinates with Megumi but always plays it as coincidence.Would see what Megumi is wearing and decide his fit accordingly. Its an everyday thing between Itadori and Kugisaki.
He likes light colors believes that they go well with his skintone.
Sky blue, pastel yellow, white, mint, light green etc etc are his go to colours.
Has a very fun vibe going, approachable and cute. AAAAAA he is just a truly adorable little man. i love him.
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luneengene2 · 3 days ago
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HYUNIE
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• Pairings : Myungjae x fem!Reader
• Warnings : Smut content (Masturbation, videotaping, voyeurism, making out, squirting), insults, Jaehyun is pretty toxic, grammatical errors. Tell me if I missed something.
• Notes : Finally, I can finish this Jaehyun oneshot. Meanie!hyunie🥺
Myung Jaehyun, the only son of a school owner named Koz Academy and a successful businessman in South Korea. Since childhood, his life has been spoiled by luxurious things, he never lacks anything. Whatever he wants, he can get it easily. Going to school with a luxury car that changes almost every day, being part of a basketball club, entering the circle of the sons and daughters of the conglomerate. Of course that made Jaehyun very popular. Especially among the girls in his school.
Because he was spoiled too much by his parents, Jaehyun grew up to be a child who was difficult to control, arrogant, and always did whatever he wanted. Never care about the circumstances around him. His father and mother must have regretted making Jaehyun grow up like that because they spoiled Jaehyun too much. They were too tired, even giving up on educating Jaehyun to be a good child.
Every day, Mr. and Mrs. Myung receive complaints from the teaching staff at Koz Academy that Jaehyun often misbehaves. Mainly fighting and bullying students he feels are beneath him. The teaching staff there certainly didn't dare to punish Jaehyun and his circle. Because Jaehyun is the son of the school owner, and his circle is mostly children of high-ranking officials or businessmen who have strong connections with politics.
And here you are. A lucky girl who was able to enter Koz Academy because of Mr. Myung's kindness. Your father is Mr. Myung's employee. When your father had trouble finding a cheap high school for you, Mr. Myung happily offered to send you to Koz Academy for free until you graduated. It's not without reason that Mr. Myung is very kind to your father. Your father has done a lot of services for Mr. Myung's company. Your father, who initially had financial difficulties, is now able to support you very well, giving you a much more decent life than before.
But, your days at Koz Academy are not easy. Jaehyun and his circle make you one of their bullying targets. Moreover, Jaehyun found out that you were the daughter of one of his father's trusted employees. Make him feel like you are lower class in his school.
Every day, you could only surrender as Jaehyun and his circle bullied you. Bothering you and sometimes taking away your lunch, just to make you suffer. You never told your father about Jaehyun's rude behavior towards you. You're afraid, that will cause a big feud between Mr. Myung and your father. Your father loves you more than anything, after your mother died, he guarded you like a diamond. He didn't want to lose his precious treasure again.
But, there is a secret that only you know. You have more feelings for Jaehyun. You love him. It sounds stupid and crazy, but you can't deny it. If Jaehyun finds out that you have feelings for him, he will insult and mock you because you are far below him.
You also have a dirty secret that of course no one knows about. Every Thursday, you take extra German classes, which last until the evening. You were brave enough to sneak into Jaehyun's classroom after your class hours are over, to take one item he was using. Whether it's hats, clothes, jackets, or even books. You stole his things for a fantasy that you've always been addicted to. A wild fantasy.
The fantasy that you want him to touch you so badly, to fuck you as if he wants you so badly to be his doll. His pleasure doll.
You used his stolen things to act out your fantasies. Holding his things while touching yourself. You did it at twelve at night, in your room when your father was already asleep. Doing it while imagining Jaehyun doing it to you. You want Jaehyun, but you can't. Sometimes after doing that, you cry because your love and stupidity for Jaehyun will definitely not be able to get Jaehyun's love. You can only imagine it, but you can't have him completely.
If you go to a psychiatrist or psychologist, you will definitely be declared insane because you have crazy wild fantasies.
You would return his item the next day, you came to school at five in the morning so that it wouldn't be known that you had stolen Jaehyun's item in one day.
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Your German class is over. You pack up your things and rush out of the classroom. When the students went home, you made an excuse to your teacher to go to the toilet first, then go home. In fact, you wanted to steal Jaehyun's stuff from his locker again. To accompany your crazy night.
You slowly slid Jaehyun's classroom door open, closing it and quickly walking towards his locker. Biting your lip, you slowly opened his locker. You didn't understand why Jaehyun never locked his locker, he was never afraid of his things being stolen. Oh, since he was rich, he didn't seem to mind if his stuff went missing. Besides, his friends were upper class, there was no way they would steal. They never lacked anything.
When Jaehyun's locker opened, this time he left his Prada jacket behind. You smiled faintly, grabbing the expensive jacket and holding it tightly.
You inhaled his scent while closing your eyes. Jaehyun's signature scent that is identical to expensive perfume. You hugged the jacket tightly, imagining that you were the one hugging Jaehyun's athletic body.
You couldn't wait any longer. For some reason Jaehyun's scent was so strong compared to the previous items. Making your body feel like it was being stimulated so much.
You sat on the floor, leaning against the lockers and lifting up your skirt. One of your hands quickly slipped into the pink lace panties you were wearing. You don't care that you're doing this wild act on school grounds, you can't wait to get home.
Your two fingers were buried in your wet pussy hole and you wanted Jaehyun to do this dirty thing to you so badly. Your fingers are moving in and out of your pussy at a moderate pace. You can feel your pussy getting wet and you may have already made a puddle beneath you.
One of your hands must be holding Jaehyun's expensive jacket tightly. Inhaling his scent repeatedly with your eyes closed. Your mouth can't help but be noisy. Moans calling Jaehyun's name as if he was doing this dirty thing with you.
"Hyunie~~ah please~faster, Hyunie. I like it when you mess me up like this," your fingers moved fast, you felt more pleasure because of this. Jaehyun's scent was like a stimulant, making your body go crazy.
Your nose sniffed Jaehyun's jacket hard, and your hands held onto it tightly, as if your life depended on it. Your fingers also move faster, you chase your orgasm that will soon come.
While you are lost in your pleasurable desires, you don't realize that someone is watching you behind the sliding door of the classroom. The person's phone was also raised, recording your hot activity of satisfying yourself. The expression on the man's face was indescribable, but he was watching you sharply and intently.
Myung Jaehyun. Yes, that person is him. He came back to school on a night like this to get the jacket you were sniffing and holding tightly. However, he was surprised by a surprising activity. The girl he often bullied was masturbating while holding his jacket tightly. At night too.
Jaehyun is a normal guy. Seeing something like that must make him horny right away. His cock was hard, especially when he heard you moan his name sexily. Jaehyun couldn't deny, you were so hot and pretty when you were like that. Jaehyun didn't deny it. The thing that you were very pretty. Even though he didn't admit it, he didn't deny it. Since he first met you, he didn't deny that you were pretty.
"Hyunie~~~ahhh!" You moaned his name quite loudly, at the same time you released your fluids until they were completely pooled beneath you.
Enough! Jaehyun couldn't take it anymore! He barged in making a loud noise, making you jump in surprise.
Seeing Jaehyun suddenly in front of you certainly made your body weak, especially with the phone raised. You immediately knew he was recording you. You stood up with some difficulty due to the effects of your heavy orgasm.
"Jaehyun-"
"Woah, I really saw a spectacular disgusting show. What would your father say if he saw his daughter doing the most embarrassing thing like this?" He cut you off, a mocking grin clearly visible on his face with his phone camera pointed at you at quite close range.
"Jaehyun, i'm sorry. Please-"
"Even using my expensive jacket for this disgusting act? Oh my, why do the lower classes in this school have no ethics," He cut you off again. You lowered your head in shame, gripping his expensive jacket tightly. Embarrassment and fear mixed within you. Your disgusting act was caught red-handed, even by the man you like. The man you use for your wild fantasies.
"By God, I should burn my jacket right now. Being touched and used by a girl like you, is really disgusting," he continued. He turned off his phone, put it carelessly on the teacher's desk then returned his focus to you who could only lower head. "How dare you use my expensive things for your disgusting purposes. If my father finds out that there is a perverted and horrible girl like you about me, he will definitely kick your father out easily," You panicked when he said about your father, your father could lose something that he had built to make your life better. You will embarrass him if your actions get out. Moreover, you 'used' Jaehyun for your dirty deeds.
"If I spread this video, you can be sued by my father for indirectly defaming my name, Y/N. And your father will have to bear the shame because of your-"
"No, Jaehyun! Don't do that, I beg you, don't do that, Jaehyun! I can do anything you ask, but please! Don't do that. Don't involve my father in my bad behavior, please," You begged Jaehyun with teary eyes, you were definitely scared. Jaehyun's threats are always true, he will do anything to destroy anyone who 'disturbs' him.
Jaehyun stared at you deeply as you begged him with teary eyes. He knew you were scared, you were really scared to a high level. You were never like this when he bullied you, now you are begging for your father's good name.
Jaehyun immediately snapped out of his stupid daydream, and instead gave you a mocking chuckle. "After that disgusting behavior directed at me, and you expect me to give you 'leniency'? I'm afraid I'm not that kind, Y/N," he said while leaning on his locker. Not caring that you were really scared, you wanted to cry.
"I don't know what's on your mind that you have such a crazy motive to make me one of your sexual imaginations," You lifted your head, looking at him with your eyes that were now shedding tears of fear.
"I love you. I did that because I love you, I want you but I can't," when you said that, Jaehyun's body felt like it was struck by lightning. He didn't expect to get an answer like that from you. The look in your eyes doesn't convey any lies or playfulness towards him.
Jaehyun was stunned again. Shock of course. The girl he had been bullying turned out to have more feelings for him. That girl wanted him, loved him.
You know it's stupid to confess your feelings to someone who will obviously never like you back. His type is a girl who is his equal, and definitely prettier. But for some reason, that sentence spontaneously came out of your lips when he wanted to know the reason why you did that action.
Jaehyun didn't break his eye contact with you. Staring into your beautiful eyes that were glassy from crying. At this close distance, he couldn't deny the strange feelings he had been harboring all this time.
You don't know, there is a strange feeling inside him that he always denies because of his pride. He desperately denies these feelings when he is bullying or insulting you. But at a time like this, for some reason he had a hard time denying those feelings.
The feeling that he also has more feelings for you. That is stupid and can be a source of ridicule in his circle. Jaehyun sees you as a beautiful girl who is too kind and sincere. You never take advantage of the people around you to get what you want. You are often 'exploited' by people around you to achieve their goals. Jaehyun often saw you distributing food on certain days to beggars, you looked very sincere when you did that. You did it yourself, without cameras or witnesses. That means you sincerely did it without wanting to be praised.
But this time, he couldn't deny anything when he heard you say you loved him and wanted him too. And the look in your eyes also made him weak like this.
"Jaehyun please, I can do anything, but please don't spread the video and don't involve my father. I beg you," your voice was soft, already surrendering yourself to Jaehyun. You were scared, very scared. Your father could lose his good name.
Jaehyun returned to his daydream, his face turned flat. He stared at you with a sharp gaze. "Masturbate in front of me if you don't want your dirty behavior to be exposed!" He ordered you sharply, he wasn't kidding. The orders he gave you were completely serious and completely insane.
"J-Jaehyun-"
"Do you want to do it or not? Do it in front of me and everything will be safe," Jaehyun cut you off, his tone extremely hostile. If you were aware of things, you could feel his body shaking violently.
There was no other choice to protect your father's good name. You stepped back and sat down at one of the tables right behind you. Meanwhile, Jaehyun leaned against his locker. His gaze never left yours.
Your two legs are up on the table, spreading your thighs and lifting your skirt. You take off your panties and put them underneath. With shaking hands, you slid your middle finger into your still very wet hole. Start fucking your hole with your own fingers.
You bit your lower lip, you did this dirty thing not alone this time. Jaehyun watched you, even told you to do it. This is your fatal mistake because you couldn't control your lust, you should have been able to hold it in before you got home. But you did that right in the classroom where Jaehyun was studying, using his jacket as a tool.
Because you are used to doing that, you just drown again in the waves of pleasure. You threw your head back, suddenly ignoring Jaehyun who was in front of you. You moaned lewdly with a heavy breath, closing your eyes. Your mouth opened wide, adding your fingers to your pussy. You occasionally tease your clit to add stimulation to your body.
You occasionally kept doing the same thing as before. Sniffing his jacket that was still in your hand, inhaling the intoxicating scent.
Seeing such a sight, Jaehyun's heart raced strongly. His breath was no less ragged than yours. A lust also formed inside him. "Open your eyes and look at me!" Jaehyun ordered again, he wanted to see your beautiful eyes staring at him as you did that. And miraculously, his words succeeded in making you do what he wanted.
Your eyes opened, looking into his eyes that were staring at you intensely and sharply. That look, not the contemptuous look he always gave you. A look you had never gotten from him before.
Unknowingly, clear liquid came out of your eyes. You cried again because you realized that after this you would never get Jaehyun. You did this in front of him to protect your father's pride from being damaged by your bad behavior.
"H-Hyunie," you cried his name again, the nickname you made for him, with your breath starting to hitch. You also increased the speed of your fingers, you felt your orgasm was near. "H-Hyunie g-g-gona~HMMMMM!" Your mouth immediately shut up when you felt something soft land right on your lips. Jaehyun came in front of you, he kissed you suddenly.
His tongue slipped in, tangling with yours skillfully. You were really shocked when Jaehyun suddenly kissed you. Your body immediately responded well to his kiss, resulting in your tongue and his tongue entangling with each other. Your tears flow, your heart aches. He kisses you without the same feeling.
Jaehyun knew you were crying, but he didn't care. He didn't care that his mouth tasted salty from your tears that had also entered his mouth.
Soon, Jaehyun felt your breath starting to hitch and your hand movements starting to get out of control. He knew you wanted to cum soon.
Jaehyun broke the kiss, his saliva with yours didn't break. He stared at you deeply, your tears mixed with your saliva. You were already a mess on your face. You groaned softly. "H-Hyunie-"
"Yeah, I know, Babydoll. I know, do it for me. Look at me when you cum. Just let it go," Jaehyun smiled as he brushed your hair gently and down to your cheek. Your breath hitched when he called you babydoll. It shocked you that he could be this gentle.
"Hyunie!" You convulsed violently as you cum, making the black trousers he was wearing instantly wet from you squirting. Your body wanted to collapse backwards, but Jaehyun immediately caught your body, hugging you as tightly as he could.
You could also feel his body shaking as he hugged you tightly. You took a few breaths, your tears flowing even harder.
Jaehyun planted a few kisses on the side of your head, more precisely your temple. “Shhh, it’s okay. I’m here, it’s okay, babydoll,” he whispered soothing words to you. He really changed in an instant. Immediately treats you like a precious gem.
He broke the kiss, looking back into your eyes. He wiped away your tears and smiled sincerely. "No need to cry, I won't leave you. I won't do anything to hurt you anymore," he said softly and stroked your cheek again.
"What-"
"You want me right? I'm yours now," He cut you off, shocking you when he said it so easily. He squeezed your waist gently, giving you another kiss on the cheek.
"Are you playing me?" You asked with a shocked face. Not wanting to jump straight into Jaehyun's story, because you know how he is. He is good at playing with women's feelings. There's no way he could change like this.
"I love you too, I swear on my parents' behalf, I love you too," You were even more shocked when he suddenly said the same thing you said earlier. You looked at him, there was no hint of deceit in his eyes, only sincerity. He seemed serious about what he said.
"You know, I was so stupid because I repeatedly denied my own feelings for you. I didn't deny that you were very pretty. But, I denied the most important thing," he continued, he kissed the corner of your lips briefly. Turning to hold your hand, he kissed the back of it too. You stared at him in disbelief... He had the same feelings for you.
Seeing you remain silent, he instead took off some of the accessories that were on his body. He took off the ring, bracelet and necklace that he was wearing. And after that, he put those expensive accessories on you. You know, that accessory is his favorite accessory. Since he wears it every day, he rarely takes it off.
"That's my favorite accessory, but I put it on you. I'm serious about you," he said again, trying to make you believe that he was serious and had no intention of playing with you.
"Jaehyun," your eyes filled with tears again, squeezing his hand. You believed, truly believed that he wasn't playing with you now.
He shook his head, cupping your cheeks. "Hyunie, not Jaehyun. I like it when you call me Hyunie, it's sweet," At that very second, he immediately pulled you back into his embrace. It makes you cry hysterically. You can't believe that someone you've always wanted, you can actually get.
"I'm sorry, babydoll. I'm sorry," he whispered in your ear, apologizing for all the times he's treated you badly. Kau memeluknya erat, tidak percaya dengan apa yang kau hadapi hari ini.
If you are dreaming, you don't want to wake up from your sleep. This dream is too beautiful if you wake up. One of the dreams you want.
After he was satisfied with giving you 'calming', he started to help you clean up the mess you two made. He helps you put on your panties and safety pants.
He opened his locker and took out a small bottle of his perfume that he often left behind, spraying it on your hands and uniform. He also tidied up your hand bag containing some books and your lunch box, combed your hair and finally put on his Prada jacket for you. It was already night, he didn't want you to get cold.
After everything was 'clean' he carried your backpack and your handbag then put his arm around your body to quickly get out of the school building. He walked slowly, because your legs were still shaking a bit from what you did earlier. Jaehyun initially wanted to do 'something more' to you, but when he saw you already collapsed in your second orgasm, he couldn't bear it.
"Jaehyun, what's our-"
"Hyunie, babydoll. You're my lover now, don't call me Jaehyun too often," He cut you off, smiled warmly at you and kissed your cheek again as he continued walking.
You stopped in your tracks. Making Jaehyun of course stop too because suddenly, he looked at you confused. "What's wrong, doll?" He asked in surprise because you suddenly stopped in your tracks.
Suddenly you cupped his cheeks softly, bringing him back into a soft kiss. He chuckled when his girl stopped just for the kiss. Jaehyun understands this, you have wanted it for a long time, when you succeed in getting what you want, you will definitely be very obsessed and love what you wanted.
"JAEHYUN, Y/N!" You jumped in surprise when a sudden shout was heard for you and Jaehyun. You looked back and found one of the teaching staff at Koz Academy, Mr. Jeon standing with his eyes glaring and looking angry. And that's where you and Jaehyun will get into big trouble.
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rosysins · 9 months ago
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OOC.
Happy Valentines Day ~ I hope all of you had a great day today! <3 I hope everyone got lots of chocolates and flowers today!
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puppyeared · 1 year ago
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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supercantaloupe · 3 months ago
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what’s a fun fact about you that people may not guess
i am not anyone's idea of athletic. however since my social circle is like 90% other honors student orchestra losers, i technically qualify as a jock given that i have six years of experience playing field hockey
#i was a goalie though. jysk. lest you think i was actually running around like a fit person or something#sasha answers#infinitelytheheartexpands#i wasn't bad at it actually. though my 12th grade season was squandered by my fucking coach who never let me in varsity games#my team was shit and my teammates hated me. i don't think i ever had an unqualified Great experience playing with them.#by some miracle though i came out of it all actually enjoying field hockey as a sport#both as a player and a spectator#and to this day it's the only sport i've willingly gone to see professional matches of#and will actively sit down and watch the olympic matches of#though they don't often get broadcast here because field hockey in the us is not taken seriously and our teams rarely make the olympics lol#so if i want to watch i'd have to stream it online at odd times. like a netherlands or australian match or something#though the upside of the sport being kind of small in this country outside of specific regions (like where i grew up)#means that going to see literally the us national team play on their home turf is great. the crowd is modest it's not cramped or too loud#lots of fun. too bad they moved their home base though and are no longer in driving distance for us to attend games. oh well#my sister was always way more into field hockey than me. she played in college as a recruited athlete...i just played in high school#mostly cause i had to. but i still somehow enjoy the sport anyway#which i can't really say of any other major team sport#not the ones i've tried to play anyway
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chrisbangs · 11 months ago
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hello... (and bye ig 👋)
#👋😭 hi...#i haven't come on in about a month and i didn't realize a month passed by like that... i've kinda stopped using any apps on my phone#i barely even talk to my friends anymore lol 😭#i just saw my follower count this morning and realized i hit 13k and i was like 🥸 huh...#uhhhhhhh 😭 idk i wanted to say thank you i guess 🫂#i'm done with stayblr and tumblr in general 😭 this much has been obvious for a while now... i tried to fit myself back in during 5star but#i think i realized i've outgrown the vibes here and in online spaces in general... i don't really enjoy it anymore 😭 which is weird cause#i've used tumblr since i was in middle school so 🫡 end of an era some would say...#i think it sucks because i don't have the same feelings about this place or skz or anything in my life right now... i tried to ignore it bu#it's so obvious now that the entirety of december passed without me really talking to a single person / without me using social media /#without me really doing much except for like homework and assignments lmao#i think genuinely i've stopped enjoying everything i used to like and i don't know why 😭 it hit me the other day bc i don't even enjoy#pc collecting anymore which is CRAZY considering how much time and money i've put into that hobby so 👋🥸 who knows what goes on#i haven't consumed any skz content since rockstar dropped 😭 and that also feels weird to me... idk... i would say maybe i'm going through a#depressive episode but i don't really feel how i do then... i think i'm just tired like i always am and that's just how i am now .. i think#i'm just not really interested in things anymore? weird but .. yeah idk😭 if i knew what was wrong i would Fix It sndjdndkd mostly i'm just#sad because i haven't been talking to friends... i keep ignoring everyone and not replying to any texts from anyone because ????#i tell myself i will do it later but i know i won't ... idk i genuinely don't know why i'm struggling to talk to ppl anymore 😭 i've become#even more of a reclusive hermit than i already was 💀 and the worst part is i feel normal abt it#i don't feel /bad/ i just feel guilty that i'm not replying to ppl bc i don't want to hurt ppls feelings... on my end i feel Normal abt it#like i ??? is it weird that i'm so detached from everything that not even a month ago made me so happy..? that's weird right 😭 like idgi#i don't feel (as) depressed (as i usually do) but clearly ?? smth is wrong ?? like ik i'm not a clingy sentimental person but ? it kinda#makes me sad wondering if i really don't care abt ppl anymore ... but i think 😭 it's also the object permanence issues that come with adhd#not seeing or talking to the ppl i love . not doing my hobbies or seeing the groups i care abt . makes it easy to not care or forget what#they make me feel etc etc ... i get it... but idk 😭 if that's what this is . well wow it sucks ASS.. cause i feel guilty for not feeling#anything at all ... 😭 idk how to explain that HENSKDNISJS anywayyyy 💀#i came on cause i wanted to say thank you for 13k followers 😭‼️ and that i probably will not be online anymore unless i really want to say#this was a really long winded way to say i feel bad but i'm done with stayblr fr 👋🥸 i tried so hard for the last 2 years to make it feel#like home again but it stopped ages ago so 🥹 that's ok.. i still cherish my memories here 🫂 anyway thanku and sjsjsksksks bye i guess 😭#who knows maybe i'll enjoy it one day again and come back :') never know what the future holds 🫡
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jackredfieldwasmyjacob · 9 months ago
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i'm giving guadalajara too much shit but los pueblos negros (the black villages) are genuinely really freaking cool
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also! my first experience with them was through an andrea compton video, cause she is from one of these villages!!! for those who don't know her, andrea compton is one of the most belovedests spanish youtubers, one of the ogs as well and i love her very much. anyways, she lived here until high school, where she went to live with her father in my hometown lol, in suburban madrid. so. pretty big change. i unfortunately cannot find her video, she might have just deleted it at this point - i watched it at least 10 years ago - but i found what her village is if you want to look it up, it's called roblelacasa, and as of 2016 it has 22 inhabitants. i remember she told in the video that she had to go to another village to go to school, and that in said school there were 6 kids in total, of course with different ages all together in the classroom.
#guadalajara#spain#also. and i feel obligated to say this every time i talk about andrea compton or inés hernand but it's the only good thing i can say#about my hometown#but not only did she live near me. the high school she went to is the one that's next to my house. like the park in front of the hs was#the park i went to when i was a kid#which most likely means i met andrea compton and inés hernand when they were teens and i was a kid#cause all the kids from that high school also go to that park#and for those who don't knw#inés hernand is like. one of the most important people in this country i would say??? at least among young people#she studied law but she's mostly a tv presenter nowadays and she is like. extremely political extremely leftist extremely funny#i love her#well they've talked thousands of times how andrea and her met on the first day of high school and became best friends and how tehy've been#inseparable since#to think that happened next to where i live while i was living there just blows my mind lmao#and we've met andrea compton cause she's my sister's favourite youtuber like she's been following her since she was like 10#in fact my sister was the one who showed me the video about her village#anyways we've met her twice in anime cons and also we've also met her a couple times more in concerts and stuff cause she's fan of stuff#we also love sjdsj#and every time we talk about my hometown and we know ehere her dad lives (very close to us) and she's confirmed the high school was that on#and yeah. she's very dear to my heart and i'm extremely happy everytime she gets recognition cause it's only what she deserves <3
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i-am-distressed · 1 year ago
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Proof that Kyoto has the potential to be as chaotic as i claim them to be:
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...And by potential I mean they themselves are already quite chaotic
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shima-draws · 1 year ago
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Just got back from my friend’s wedding :’) I think it says a lot that I was the only high school friend that showed up
#TBF the others in our friend group back then live in different states now#And flying out for a wedding can be SO expensive.#But yeah idk it just meant a lot to me :’)#And my friend (the groom) was SO happy to see me. And his family was too#That made me really glad 🤧#The fact that he invited me to come at all also says a lot I think#And you know what maybe I cried on the way home in the car but that’s nobody’s business but mine!!#I’m very very happy for him. And his wife is SO sweet and so pretty#It’s just weird yk? Cause in high school I liked this guy SO much#Like I daydreamed about getting married to him some day#So seeing him marrying someone else felt very weird lol#Bittersweet mostly#Sorry this is super embarrassing LMAO but it’s not like I’m ever going to tell this to his face.#I know they’ll be very happy together and I’m so so glad he found someone that fits together with him so well#He’d better come to MY wedding tho. In the future. LOL#Shima speaks#It was a very ‘saying goodbye to your first love’ kind of thing.#Even after I confessed to him in high school (and got rejected) I never really stopped liking him#Like I just never got over it I guess. Even tho I KNEW nothing would ever come of it#Idk sometimes it’s hard to let that stuff go! It’s hard to stop liking someone after you liked them for so long and so strongly#I want to say I’m over it now but considering I was crying in my car:#Well. JFJSJMFMSMSNN#I know I don’t feel that way for him anymore like as a fact but. Idk it was weird—#Again bittersweet. I think I just needed a second to process and really let it sink in#Goodbye to my high school fantasy //waves a handkerchieff#Also MAYBE I saw them be so happy and was like. Why can’t I have that with someone. HUH#Leetle jealous. I need to find me a someone *squint emoji*#Anyway rant over wedding was good I’m just an idiot ;)
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reminderstodothings · 9 months ago
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hello, its time once more, to brush your teeth please and thank you very much
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roaringroa · 2 months ago
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they should make a life where you don't have appointments, work, school and scheduled events every single day for months on end
#i just wanna spend like 2 full days rotting in bed is that too much to ask#december i'm going on a vacation with family + gf and we're trying to schedule a lunch/dinner so that we can go over the itinerery#and other stuff like my gf is diabetic so she's going to tell everyone the procedures in case of an emergency etc#and the soonest i'm available for that is oct 20th like bruh#every week day i've got classes 7:30-11:50 work 13:00-17:00 and then gym therapy or futsal practice at night#oh and sometimes the professor that i'm the student assistant (? monitor in pt) for wants me to go to her night classes#and then on weekends i've got futsal practice sat morning usually a match either saturday or sunday legal advice clinic 4x a semester#and then birthdays friend group meetups (with ppl i haven't properly seen in a WHILE so i don't wanna bail) family stuff or gf's family stu#oh and i take care of the finances of our futsal team so there's that as well#and then when i'm free i spend my time with my love (who i mostly see on either day of the weekend and sometimes for dinner on weekdays)#those are my favorite “appointments” i love spending time with her so much but even though we have quite a few staying in dates we also#pretty frequently go out to cafes restaurants parks meet up with mutual friends etc#so like... no bed rotting ever adfdsal#honestly i am not THAT busy compared to some ppl that i know#like i work from home most days of the week commute only 20 min to college am not a part of any study group etc etc#but man... that vyvense sure is working cause i do not think i would be able to do what i do now when my adhd was unmedicated#also i'm thinking of maybe getting a new internship next year cause even though i love my current one it's in public law which atm#is the field i'm thinking of getting into after school but getting into private law in brazil with only public law uni experience is#incredibly difficult. so i wanna be 100% sure i actually want public law. which means experiencing private law.#which means a private law internship#so i'm wondering how the fuck imma be able to pull that off next year#at least it pays much more than my current one! like probably double!#but honestly even with all the shit that i do and wishing i had more time for myself i've actually been so happy lately#i'm learning more at uni than i used to be able to i do pretty well at my internship i've got wonderful friends both old and new#my family is well and we get along like always i switched positions in futsal and am doing suprisingly good as a goalkeeper#and i'm in my first ever relationship. it's been almost 8 months till we made it official and it blows me away how good it's been#like we haven't faught once. disagreed on a couple things sure. but not a single fight and tbh even disagreements are very rare#idk we communicate and give each other grace and i just feel so loved. she knows me so well. i love her so so so so much.#like man just this saturday we were having an early dinner at a bakery. she stopped what she was saying and just stared at me smiling#and like i couldn't hold eye contact. cause she's so so fucking beautiful and she was looking at me with so much love and i had to look awa
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medicinemane · 1 year ago
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Can I just for a minute complain as someone dyslexic about how when I was young everyone would always be like "well look up the spelling in the dictionary"?
Just now, I go to type a word and I spell it something like "erevicobly", which is obviously wrong, but... no idea
Well, I throw it in the search engine* and find out it's irrevocably (didn't spell it right there either, but got it close enough spellcheck could fix it)
Now you might notice something here, which is if I'd looked it up in the dictionary, I wouldn't have found it, no matter how long and hard I searched, because I'd be looking under "er" not "ir"
So do you see why that advice made me mad as hell as a kid, and I stand by my feelings today?
*literally one of the few ways search engines are a blessing is being a really great way to find spellings
#like my typing is great with very few mistakes; but my spelling while mostly alright these days isn't great#cause like... literal diagnosed dyslexia since I was a tiny kid#and let me tell you; no matter the reason; people will shit on you so much for poor spelling (no matter the age too)#fucker; we speak english; everything you said was a lie#there's not (consistent) rhyme or reason to it; and sounding it out is terrible advice cause we've all got fucking accents#and sometimes even if you don't the word is fucking worcestershire and you're fucked#actually gets me a bit heated how many good teachers I had who still acted like this#I actually have many strong opinions on linguistics and teaching despite not being a linguist or a teacher#give me descriptivism or give me death#prescriptivism can burn in hell where it belongs#and one thing that technology has 100% made better (at least for me as a dyslexic adult) is being able to spell well and quickly#it's an aid and an accommodation to me; we just don't look at it like that#I literally can't even spell accommodation; but you get to see the right word there#I have a vast vocabulary... I just can't fucking spell half of it#so prespellcheck you just kind of... had my writing look a lot worse and be a lot harder to parse#the main thing that helped with my spelling wasn't school or anything... it was everquest#you want to be able to type to people and be understood; there's no spellscheck or anything... you work to get it right quickly#mmos are a great way to teach typing if you don't have voice chat#similarly it's actually thanks to tumblr that I'm a quick typist; zero formal training with it and sucked through my teens#was a quick chicken scratch typist... pretty fast; but I pecked#through typing a lot of messages and asks to people on here and wanting to do it quickly I stumbled on something pretty...#close to what I think they teach; though I'm pretty sure there's gotta be some differences#it's nothing formal for one thing; it's all muscle memory; the fingers go where they go#but I can type pretty fast and accurately with my eyes closed#and it's just cause... I wanted to say things to people and say it quickly#eh... I hope I kill myself soon#... it seems out of nowhere; but that's just how my brain works; this is stream of consciousness more or less so... figured I'd leave it#anyway... there whatever this is... is#mm tag so i can find things later
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littlebigplanet · 7 months ago
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two more weeks of work,,,,,,,,
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killerchickadee · 7 months ago
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You know, case in fucking point, I went to go vote and on the way back I was halfway through an intersection and a car went to turn and came about a foot from hitting me. In a pedestrian heavy area. And I was wearing all black in broad daylight so it's not like I was blending in. Fucking pay attention.
Also I decided it was too windy for an umbrella, so by the time I got to the polling place I was soaked. Dripped all over my ballot lol. But I voted!!!! No excuses!
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thesinglesock · 2 years ago
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I'm curious about this in general but also about how much this is a cultural thing or not, so if you vote please reblog with your answer and where you're from in the tags
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