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I think i might be going insane about matthew brown
#me whilst struggling to sleep: what if- him !!#i have a whole little sketch about it too#him and my fucking self insert oc#i made a playlist about him#im making a playlist of songs he'd listen to while trying to sleep#mostly bc of projection#i cant sleep without music and now music helps him sleep#now for my flinching reaction to touch#he wouldn't cuddle unless asked#he would have arm around crion#or in its hair to feel through if skin contact was too much#he would deffo be big spoon#or if crion is on his back instead of its side#he would gently massage/push on its shoulder#if its before the arm loss#he would have one hand holding crions#if its after the arm loss#he would mumble little revenge plots while doing so#he'd get a small laugh out of crion#“we don't even know who did it”#“but when we do”#hed be so sweet and soft and tender with it#matthew brown#i am not normal
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i need them equally obsessed with each other
#hi i felt bad for drawing sooo much angst recently so heres something sweet <3333 enjoy my friends#i drew these mostly bc my boyfriend is SO nice to me and i need to gush about it somewhere. so sun and charlie projection#but ALSO i realized ive never drawn charlie blushing over sun??? or very flustered??????#so i NEEDED to change that#theyre both so bad down#my art#sun fnaf#charlie daydreamers#sundrop#sundrop fnaf#fnaf sun#sun security breach#sun x reader#the daycare attendant#dca fandom
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design by @brandirecognition, with some personal fuck ups freestyling. hand dyed & 30 count.
#seas crafts#cross stitch#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#only the cloth is hand dyed ftr#its for a friend#yeah i opted the make shadow gray so he had a bit more clarity in the actual stitch… mostly bc the weave is so small#okay i think ive finally gotten over the yips with this ridiculous project… 30 count is brutal. back to drawing
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when your cute robot assistant enjoys pets a little too much :3c
#listen. i am not immune to cute robots#and neither is kel bc im projecting hardcore#anyway if you pet kerfur fast enough and for long enough their voice gets higher and higher pitched until they explode#which is certainly supposed to be a funny haha joke thing but friends. consider#votv#kerfur#dr kel votv#voices of the void#suggestive#mostly for the implication#kel/kerfur#is that a tag? it is now ig ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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#my art#doodles#project sekai#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#emu otori#tsukasa tenma#wonderlands x showtime#polysho#once again 5 billion tags sorry#this ones kinda old bcs ive mostly been working on a big project
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VERY late entry for Ulysses Week's prompt "the divide". Lyrics are from Autopsy Garland by the Mountain Goats. I have a project for fnv planned involving the whole song, but I couldn't get this concept for an alternate Ulysses thing for these lyrics out of my head. I love Ulysses and the divide very much. >24 hours of drawing on this one.
#fallout#fnv#fallout new vegas#ulysses fnv#ulysses fallout#ulyssesweek2023#courier six#kel#fanart#digital art#illustration#so my process for this was taking screenshots in my game and basically tracing them for the backgrounds. collage style sometimes#i think it turned out well but i will NOT be doing this for the main project. mostly bc of how long it took#also bc i felt like a dingus for tracing. nothing against tracing esp if its your own image. but i wanted to challenge myself more than tha#for composition and simplification of the details which i obviously did not do FNSVSMS#art#500#!!#1k#tee hee heeee
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she took the cat thing seriously
#okay but lets be real rubbing ur face on things (mostly bed related stuff) feels so nice#i also sometimes rub my face on my dads shirt just bc it feels nice#also clothes. fabric. yeahhhhhhgggg baybee yeahhhhhhh#project sekai#prsk fa#more more jump#mmj#airi momoi#shizuku hinomori#proseka#shizuai
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The fandom god discussion is interesting, but I feel it’s sometimes hindered by an unwillingness to separate gods from mortal society, or even a sort of over-eagerness to project our own reality onto them, which simply doesn’t work. I've seen the gods referred to as rulers or tyrants demanding worship (which I kinda understand because it’s something Ludinus says in-game, though it’s funny to see fandom corners confidently repeat the inaccurate talking points of the antagonist) but more interestingly I've also seen them referred to as a higher/the highest social class, as colonizers imposing themselves on mortals, the raven queen specifically as new money. Overall these comparisons tend to talk about the gods and their actions regarding Aeor in the past and predathos/the Vanguard in the present less as if they're about saving their own lives and more as if they want to preserve their powerful position.
The gods, by their very nature, are above mortals. They cannot be compared to any mortal ruling class because they didn’t choose or strive for that power and cannot feasibly get rid of it/step down/redistribute it (nor do they actually in any sense rule; killing the raven queen, unlike killing an actual queen, will not end the 'tyranny' of death), they simply have it by virtue of being gods. Saying that’s unfair or unequal and that the gods should be killed because of it is akin to saying it’s unfair a mountain is bigger than you and demanding it be levelled, except the gods, unlike mountains, are living, feeling beings who shouldn’t have to die because some people can’t stand the idea of not always being top dog. Thing is, the gods themselves ultimately understood this power imballance and that they can't help but hurt Exandria the way humans can't help but step on bugs, and thus removed themselves from the equation by creating the divine gate. Saying this isn’t enough and that they're clinging to power is just demanding they line themselves up to be killed.
#critical role#cr3#downfall#nella talks cr#ultimately all these 'ruling class' comparisons are simply flawed and don’t work when under the slightest bit of scrutiny#gods arent rulers or tyrants bc they don’t rule and can't be deposed#they are representantations and guardians of (mostly natural) concepts#and those concepts won’t go away bc you killed the gods. death and nature and the fucking sun will still remain#they aren’t colonizers of mortals (wtf lmao) who demand they be worshiped and mortals live according to their oppressive rule#again did you watch calamity? not even before the divine gate did the gods demand worship or even respect#they were never less respected than during the age of arcanum and still they were just chilling#(until someone released the betrayers and they had to step in to stop the ultimate destruction of exandria)#technically you could argue they were colonizers against the titans but even that feels like a stretch#the titans to me feel less like people and more like representations of the chaotic and deathly side of nature#being angry they were killed sounds like being angry someone stopped a hurricane just bc the hurricane was there first#I'm sorry but that hurricane would've flattened you. it wouldn’t appreciate your support bc it isn't a person#and 'a higher social class' fucking NEW MONEY? this is just blatant projection#I'm sorry but not everything more powerful than you is a stand in for oppression#sometimes it’s a narrative stand in for nature and i promise nature isn't oppressing you
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Knight of Cups 🌷
My card illustration for the @novaandmali LGBTarot project! There are rainbows hidden in here if you squint :)
We're 99% funded with less than 4 days to go - help us get to 100% and unlock some cool stretch goals!
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)
#IN CELEBRATION OF THE REVIVAL OF MY PHONE#HAVE SOME ART#my art#artists on tumblr#illustration#lgbt#queer#zine stuff#guys i kid u not when i met all the other artists in this project i was shocked#the sheer amount of artistic skill in that discord was insane#imposter syndrome who#overall a super cool experience!!#even though i went through like ten compositions before landing on this one#mostly bc i kept sketching medieval armored knights and horses before realizing halfway that i dont rlly like drawing either of those#and so bug knight and her trusty bug steed were born#i actually learned that pill bugs are a type of terrestrial crustacean bc of this project!#a land crab if u will#and for anyone curious abt my interpretation of the card:#technically the knight of cups relates to romance but i wanted to take a more self-love & discovery route#in hindsight a very aroace-spec thing of me to do lmao#my sister pointed out that if you reverse the card it looks like a monster's jaw with teeth which is also pretty cool#nom nom
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What i did for that one trend on twt. My fave Blue sillies. 💙💙💙
#yes i know its flipped and not completely the same as the meme but who cares#i havent finished a digital project since FOREVER#it feels so good#i kinda rushed the coloring at the end but it turned out good ig#dang i just realized this is the first compeleted digital art that i post on here#i was debating which Leo to draw bc you know…i LOVE all of them (mostly at least)#but i chose Rise Leo cuz ive been thinking about him…A LOT lately#and Gus will always be superior#and Bluey is my lil twin sister so if u mess with her imma shoot u#or she’ll shoot u first before i can#tmnt#rottmnt#save rise of the turtles#save rottmnt#unpause rise of the tmnt#rise leo#toh#the owl house#gus porter#toh gus#toh season 3#bluey#bluey heeler#bluey fanart#why do i always yap sm on the tags??#my art#I think we’re gonna have to kill this guy
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godpokes for your soul
#meant to make more doodles but shit happened and now im trying to lock in on the project im working on#alas#great god grove#im mostly just posting these bc i havent posted much of substance recently
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Hey girl you must be an angel. because a
#pachidraws#angela lobcorp#angela#angela lor#project moon#library of ruina#i meant to post this yesterday but i got distracted! oops#fun fact i had to test tv inputs for my job today and so angela got to be on all the tvs bc i just had the tumblr post page open#i did this mostly as stress relief but i like how she turned out ^^#the colorsss specifically :) i was Cooking#she may become a keychain eventually but im unsure so far... we will see#fun fact x2 the original version of this was done in crayon but i decided to digitize it bc i enjoyed it :)#pachiposting
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The way people talk about Tsukasa makes me want to murder people /neg
Somehow just because Tsukasa attracted the attention of the younger fanbase, people just have found themselves allowing to dunk on his fanbase because "how dare these 12 year old misinterpret a character that I don't even personally like".
Because yeah it's almost like young people can identify a darker part of a character but overexagerate it because the part that discerns nuance isn't even fucking developped yet. Or you know maybe it's just fun making angst, maybe they're just venting through Tsukasa ?
And somehow these people making angst are somehow more wrong than the people who just act as though Tsukasa is like the happiest guy ever with the least amount of struggles (because how dare he be happy, the only way a person can be struggling is if they're miserable 24/7).
Like it's wild it's somehow the same thing that happened to Sans, it's as though people don't realize that making a character have less problem than in canon is just as much of a misinterpretation than the opposite, you're not smarter for it.
No genuinely what's wrong with people, every other male oc fans get to do whatever and somehow Tsukasa fans are the ones that only enjoy his character cause he's a "dude".
I'm a Rui fan but it makes 0 sense to me how much of us just get away with more because ig it's more acceptable to make angst of rui ????
Like people say "wow people exagerate Tsukasa's backstory so muchh lol", like ok here are the multiple instances of Tsukasa flashbacks :
-Dazzling Lights
-Tenma mixed event
-Colorfes card
-Vocaloid World Link
Wow, yeah really short and rare Tsukasa flashbacks yeah....
And also people acting as though he was fine being alone at home are just straight up lying, like that is a lie the game literally tells you he's not fine blatantly in Dazzling Lights. And if you somehow needed more proof you can dig through the vocaloid world link, his colorfes card or even fucking side card stories.
There's no reason to talk about Tsukasa fans and how exagerated Tsukasa angst is i'm sorry, you're just being a bully and passive agressive to fans who want to have fun. The only time it's worth while to dunk on them is for ableism which IS a problem with Tsukasa fans.
Obviously I'm not gonna police you into what you should talk about but I just think it's really obnoxious and just kinda has been worsening the toxicity of this already radioactive fandom.
Also don't take anything in this post too personally this is just like a scream into the void about this fandom's behavior around Tsukasa.
I'm talking about this also because I literally saw firsthand how just kinda mean people are to others who just have fun.
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#tsukasa tenma#tsukasa wxs#tenma tsukasa#wonderlandxshowtime#wxs#fandoms are trying way too hard to dunk on people for making things too edgy cause they remembered when fandoms used to thrive on that shit#like this behavior is just residue from the cringe culture era#also don't say “well it's just me criticising their analysis” cause 99 pourcent of the time it's not and often time those#criticism are based on just complete falsehoods or biases#like yeah sure you don't think Tsukasa's childhood was “that bad” but uhm the story still confirms it had#an effect on him like weither you want to deny that or not#if you want tsukasa to be your happy golden boy you can but it's as much of a “minsinterpretation” as the people you dunk on from making#tsukasa a sad little guy#if tsukasa fans annoy you talk about it to your friends don't just like act passive agressive#also keep in mind Tsukasa isn't my fav in WxS the only reason I talk about him so much is because people just keep talking nonsense#In fact i'm more of a Ruinene type of guy the only reason I don't talk about Nene as much is bc she is (mostly) free of misinterpretation#though that's in part bc no one talks about her even though she deserves it
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sometimes i wish i was one of those artist that make people go "this is a PAINTING???" or "with WHAT programm/medium???" but its just not what i can do or find fun :/
#ganondoodles talks#personal#not really for the attention thing but more for .. work being recognized?#im not sure#to feel more like people actually stop and look at sth instead of skipping over it?#maybe its jsut an internet phenomena(?)#like the way everything is just consumed within seconds and never lasts long and if you miss the trend you are irrelevant#the sort of weird pressure to have to subvert expectations or be exceptionally exceptional just to be recognized ?#(which i know isnt always a good thing lol)#also this isnt a complaint per se more like a thought#like i sometimes wish i was into the popular characters instead of the niche ones etc#that kind of thing#also like i wish i could make art that really speaks to people .. like those that are just so .. interesting and strange and poetic#bc (while i know fanart and silly oc projects arent worhtless) those feel more worthwhile? more worth really being called art?#for soemthing to be truly art it should be either exceptionally skilled or profound like the greatest poets?#im just doing whatever my brain allows me to do- which i know is fine#but i also dont think its inherently wrong to wish for being more than that sometimes#(... maybe its mostly just loneliness without knowing how to find friends)#(especially where i am and especially as i just want a friend to live with - not a partner... i dont want to be this alone forever ...)#(actually ....... what if all my art self consciousness comes from wanting to feel less lonely .. oh dear- no time to unpack that omg)
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I love Steph's origin as told in the Secret Origins 80 page giant- I just overall think it strengthens her character by giving her a lot of pathos and adding to her heroism (which isn't something writers were focused on in her actual intro in detective comics #647 since she was just meant to act as a plot device back then) BUT there is one tiny detail in it i will begrudge, and that is the portrayal of her having a minor love at first sight moment for tim
Secret origins 80 page giant, ID in alt
(or well, technically this was their second meeting in that story (the brick was the first) so...love at second sight?)
Mostly because Stephanie showed no interest in her introduction and only showed romantic feelings towards Tim AFTER this moment here:
Robin (1993) #4, ID in alt
Straight up the progression here goes:
The adventure in 'tec where they first meet -> Tim investigating the same crime scene as Steph -> she beats him up not knowing it's him at first, apologizes but says he shouldn't have scared her -> he remembers her/the moniker she goes by -> they talk about plot for a few pages -> Stephanie starts flirting
Robin (1993) #4, ID in alt
Which...is so fascinating to me and says so much about Stephanie. She highlights the fact that Tim "remembered" her. Like. Steph. Girl. This is our bar? It's sweet but kind of speaks to how much Stephanie is ignored at home/how little and sporadically she's shown interacting with her peers (and rarely ever the same kids twice). Her idea of peak romance is just...being on someone's mind even when you're not there.
Kind of also adds layers to Steph's proclivity towards jealousy later on, a manifestation of her insecurity and loneliness (though don't get it twisted, she's not written this way bc Dixon and co think it's an interesting character flaw, they wrote it bc they think it's an inherent character flaw of (particularly young) women/girls, which is very apparent in how he approaches Ariana's character as well from what I've read)
Also the fact that Steph becomes so smitten for Tim almost immediately after this is (a few issues later she aggressively flirts with him during AN ACTIVE HOSTAGE SITUATION. WHERE SHE'S THE HOSTAGE) again is kind of a mixture of kind of funny and sad. One boy is nice to her once and she's fully ready to wife him. Girl you are deranged (affectionate) (concerned)
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#stephanie brown#tim drake#timsteph#meta#< ??? ig#robin 1993#made this post and forgot to finish. saved it in drafts. saw posts that annoyed me. proceeded to finish it#the subset of fans who think they're doing a righteous feminism by giving steph more flaws than she has in canon...headaches#yes flawed female characters are important representation no i dont think you projecting chuck dixons conservative values onto her-#-is doing her character a great favour. if so you need to commit to the bit and make tim a stone cold nark /j#sorry okay im done vaguing. there's real things going on in the world that matter. the bad take is the mind killer etc etc#anyway the zero to 100 progression of early timsteph is fascinating. on the one hand i know it's mostly a product of its time#both in terms of portrayals of romance (esp teen romance) and partially of women and girls by dixon (not extremely boy obsessed-#-but there's a. dark shadow of the boy crazy trope. a gentle whiff of it in the air. just a little)#but bc this aspect isn't blatantly/egregiously author bias i choose to analyse it#i could also analyse how steph in general is portrayed as liking guys she can't/shouldn't have a little#(her crush on the much older detective in bg2009 and also tim a little bit w/ the secret identity thing)#(but that's a whole other discussion. also that aspect of the romance in bg2009 is. also a little sexistly motivated-#-and also dropped part way through to an extent so like..not exactly ripe for analysis)#ANYWHO i love you Steph <3 you're unwell and yet so adorable and compelling Steph <3
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🩷💛💚💜
#emu gets 2 birthday arts becaus ei Lauv her.#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#wxs#Youcan tell when i pist at 1am bc i cant think of a caption. WAUUUUUUUGH I NEVER FINISH DRAWINGS IN TIME FOR BIRTHDAYYYYS#ignore the other one i did. that was a group thing. so it was eaiser. also it was like a redraw of last years#sorry 4 drawing this for hours after class instead of my assignment i have to hand in at 2pm tomorrowww in my defence its mostly doneee#I GOT HER BIRTHDAY CARD ON MY FIRST 10 PULL. ANNIVERSARY SET BE NICE TO ME. NENE LIM BE NCIE TO ME.#kind of mad as hell bc i like how the unrendered version of this looks MORE i overrender things snd i dont likeeee it#Falls flat on my face and eats concrete. whatever. THE NEW CARDS ARE CUTE haruka clocking in at her fulltime ikemen job#i wish her outfit was a bit more interesting like streetwear esque or smth.. i love her csrd but the outfit is like#the same as 100 other prepass outfits. i like the direction the flyer cards went in. kohanes outfit in that is cute and unique but simple.#Krsekai gets all of the cool outfuts jpsekai keeps implementing the same skirt + sweater combo and suit. Come on#I LOVE THE RECENT KRSEKAI PREPASS IUTFITS OK. NENE LOOKS LIKE S LITTLE GNOME. IM OBSESSED. I NEED TO DRAW THEM#i need to draw other things though. Sorry.
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