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ihophashbrowns · 2 years ago

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ALSO i signed up to do karaoke at school on friday sgfddsdffhg help

#most of my friends signed up too #its like. one of the activities during this lil winterfest we're having before winter break #im gonna sing have you ever by brandy 😭😭 in hopes i catch the attention of *ahem* HIM #bcuz the way it works itll be one grade at a time there.... and we're in the same grade so.#i already know what im gonna wear SGFSDDGHHF #i have a plain red shirt and this pattern red n white skirt that i cut up to make it shorter #im also gonna wear my hair in two pigtails...#i bet HIS gf will wear something cooler... :/#WAIT I NEEEEEED to pick out my shoes asdfggdfhhfhjsdokrsf #🧁.txt

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balladetto · 3 months ago

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hh...hii.

#* intermission / ooc.#good golly. it's been a while huh!#apologies for disappearing. i was something other than okay for a hot second but now. we are okay to post again!#i have only just signed in and i'm a little too scared to check my activity and ims sldkjf #but i'll check them...! give me a day or two to do that. and another day to sign into disc again slfkdjfl #beloved friends and mutuals: i have missed you dearly and i sincerely hope you lovelies have been doing well since we last spoke <3 #i'll be honest folks i do not know when i'll have it in me for threads again. still feeling the creativity; it's just taken a different for #and channeled into another project that i've had on the down-low for months now #but i still love and think about these goobers!! maybe they will surprise me!#if you are still up for just shooting the shit with me re: any of my fellas please do catch me on disc when i get back there :)#otherwise i will be around on my personal (@eventempest)! and most likely on that project (url to be revealed. maybe)#for the first time in a while but definitely not the last: be seeing you <3 #long tags cw

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the-vibing-ghoul · 2 months ago

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some people will be all about mental health awareness and leftist ideals of at least tolerating the mentally ill who show ''ugly'' symptoms until it's someone they know and ''care'' about having a bad day and acting like it in a way they don't find appealing

#[temporary text post tag]#vagueing about irls #everybodys your friend until one time youre too tired to act right after getting yelled at first thing in the morning #worst thing is i trusted her enough to tell her shit none of my other friends know about #liek i genuinely believed we were friends and i wasnt just an accessory so she wouldnt feel lonely and could vent to someone about whatever #now im really wondering if all the shit she told me about other people was real or if she just ditched them as well after they-#- acted emotionally in a way she didnt like #like im sorry people have bad days and sometimes act in none cutesy ways #at this point idk if the few times i did tell her im feelin like shit she took it seriously or just thought i was joking #im kinda assuming the second one #like she did feel and act fairly progressive - she'd often talk about acceptance and understanding #i don't even think she sees this situation as dropping a 'freind'#she's prolly gonna find a way to justify it somehow idk #point is im hurt and need a drink #she even vaguely texted me like 'if someone you knew hurt someone you care about would you try to fix it with them or just block them?'#like not even confront me and say 'you hurt someone i care about so now im ending things'#or just tell me to fuck off or call me a piece of shit #i feel after a year and all of the 'youre a good friend' shit that maybe i was at least entitled to a 'fuck off kys' text and then a block #i shouldve dropped her first - save us both some time #honestly i dont even think she thinks about this at all #im probably just sulking like a kicked dog while she does whatever the fuck it is she does #she probably didnt even care about my side of the story #why would she #honestly she always did most of the talking #i was just there to listen and sometimes make a joke for her to laugh at i guess #like i didnt know i was signing up for a '1 strike and youre out' type deal lmao

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mellotronmkll · 3 months ago

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I need to stop having one weird reaction with someone and then letting the anxiety decide in my head that the friendship is doomed because I ruined it like it's my absolute worst trait and I just have to move past it but it's hard

#i have to operate under the assumption that if people have an issue they will tell me but unfortunately this isnt true .#and it has happened to me in the past that i thought everything was ok because people were giving signals i wasnt picking up on #due to the autism so now im paranoid and constantly looking for signs i did something wrong and people are mad #and then i find them where they arent there which perversely does more to ruin a friendship than almost anything else #like the constant Are you mad at me... so i try to force myself not to do that and just #try to again assume that people arent however. im so worried about being blindsided Also of course i naturally dont want to make people #upset so if i am doing something wrong i want to change my behavior. however the fact its nuanced like #where you have to only do that a little bit and then take people at their word most of the time #fucking sucks like you actually are required in relationships to read peoples unspoken signals but you cant do that Too much #and if you misinterpet them its bad... but you cant ask for feedback too much because thats bad too. IT DOES MY HEAD IN actually like #it makes it so hard for me to interact with people because im just worried All of the time . and i have to be constantly like #ok check the facts and adjust behavior. check the facts and adjust behavior. make sure the facts are facts and not jumping to conclusions.#ok how do i do that . ok when do i ask directly. also people dont always tell the truth when you Do ask directly .#and then this is why my whole life i have mostly kept to myself and im trying to stop doing that but its hard because talking to others is a #puzzle for me that stresses me out more than anything else. man this sucksssssss can i just BE NORMAL!!!!!!#i know like Everyone has this problem its a common issue with relationships Communication but it feels especislly difficult for me .i #like cant fathom how other people manage very large numbers of friendships like even being able to count my close friends #on one hand i feel like im barely managing everything and im letting everyone down constantly but again i think thatsnonly my perception/#worry and not even true. god

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liquidstar · 1 year ago

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A lot of you guys in the replies had really good/funny things to say about the concept of a "subaru being technically under house arrest in the felt camp route" tags and I'd love to talk about it w you too but I feel kinda bad taking over ops post 😭

#someone did say that rein does the lap pillow emotional breakdown scene in this route though which is great 👍 but what i wanted to say was #well does the seemingly-inevitable-in-every-route reinbaru divorce still happen????#they're already good friends in the main route but we're proposing one here where they're far closer if not just due to proximity #but like just going through more shit together instead of reinhard being MIA most of the time bc him being around makes the group too strong #so #but actually it would be kinda funny if it happens in a similar way to his falling out with emilia in arc 3 but this time #he ends up staying at the roswaal estate instead of with the crusch camp #it'll let him get closer with the others before they're all attacked by the witch cult #and then stuff can go down similarly but differently. I'm sure there's some way to rope in the ana and crusch camps though #''ferris julius i have some important business i need to tend to can you guys go check on my idiot for me?#yes the one you beat up last week please just go.''#''he's not signing the papers'' LOL #re:zero

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supercantaloupe · 9 days ago

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also gd okay i know this is a minor detail but . our online class discussion board site thing has my real/legal name listed as my display name. and i can't actually change it because my account was set up by the university tech services and is linked to my university account which naturally is under my real legal name. (nevermind the fact that i Do have "sasha" listed as my preferred name In my university account but whatever . ) but no matter how many times i introduce myself as sasha and sign things as sasha and turn things in as sasha fucking EVERYBODY in my class responds to my discussion board posts by calling me my real legal name. and it's starting to really get on my nerves. i would literally prefer you not use any name for me than do that

#i wanna talk about me #i don't even dislike my real name but that is NOT the name i use socially and i DO NOT want it being used casually and socially by my peers #DON'T!#i have the same issue with my school email too (the display name is set as my legal name and i can't change it)#and even when i sign an email as 'sasha' i very frequently get replies addressed back to my legal name #which. like. fine. understandable. it's the name that pops up when you type in my email address.#most of the time the people emailing me are functionally strangers to me anyway like parents of youth orchestra students #whatever. i can deal with that.#but i am gonna blow a gasket the next time EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN MY CLASS calls me by my legal name instead of sasha.#call me sasha. that is my name. don't call me anything else.#unless we're friends in which case sash or sach (or occasionally sauce) is acceptable. (good friends only in those last two cases.)#and if you're an administrator or a govt officer or a doctor or what ever you can use my legal name. fine #but if you're my classmate. call me sasha or i bite your head off. thanks.

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nerdyfangirlingbooks · 2 months ago

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I've had a stupid merlin au idea stuck in my head for days now and I know I'll never get around to writing it the way I want it written but I kinda wanna try anyway even though I am 100% of the target audience

#it's an f1 au btw #so I feel like a merlin x f1 crossovee is very niche #but I just have this idea in my head pf arthur as a driver and merlin as an aerodynamics engineer #and arthur starts off as an ass (as per usual) and thinks that he's god's gift to motorsports and all his good results are because of his #skill and bad results are because the engineers fucked up bad #and lowkey people don't like working with him BUT uther is giving red bull absolute mega bucks to keep him and he is actually a fantastic #driver in his own right. deep down he's not super satisfied though because people keep saying he's only winning because of his car #and his dad's money which is why he's a grumpy ass to most people and tries to claim good races as his and blame engineers for bad ones #also because uther probably taught him that attitude #in this au I think either Newey didn't exist but rb dominance still did or this is far enough after Newey that I haven't got arthur blaming #him for a bad car because y'all I can't do that it's too unrealistic no one would believe it #(yes I am aware that max and checo are currently complaining about a car newey made but shh)#anyway he secretly goes to sign for like. williams or something who currently suck so he can prove to himself and everyone else that he IS #a good driver and can drive a shit car well. he's admittedly doing fairly well in a tractor when merlin joins the team as the new head #of aerodynamics and arthur is giving him shit because he's so young and how could he possibly fix this shitbox #then Merlin's first big upgrade packages comes and makes a pretty big difference and arthur has to rethink a bit #the next season is the first car that merlin was actually mostly in charge of and it's a massive difference and suddenly it's competitive #meanwhile merlin's pov is that arthur sucks ass and he hates him but he keeps being told that arthur is his destiny #he refuses to believe this though and even though he has magic he point blank refuses to use it on anything that would help arthur even #somewhat indirectly like using it to help design the car. his official reasoning to people who know about his magic is that the fia wouldn't #allow it but personally he also just wants to say a fuck you to fate because he doesn't like arthur. but then they get to know each other #more and he realises that maybe arthur isn't that bad and they become friends like in the show #arthur is leading the championship (pendragon dominance could bore fans) but then he has a big crash and is out for a couple of races #by all accounts it's a miracle he's even alive (it's the only time merlin has used his magic for arthur). when he comes back he still has a #chance at wdc but it's way tighter than it was. maybe there's only a few races to go. he gets some podiums and his competition has some bad #luck (genuine not merlin) or something but then at like the second last race he can guarantee wdc if he wins regardless of where anyone else #places. he does it and merlin is the one to go on the podium with him on behalf of the team (maybe not for winning wdc but just his first #win after the crash idk) and it's this big emptional moment #also morgana was as good as arthur as kids but uther only supported arthur so now she works for sky or someone in a role like nico rosberg

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todayisafridaynight · 2 months ago

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Since you mentioned it, what did you think of Speak No Evil? I was thinking of watching it myself :0

i really liked it ............ my friend scoffed at me when i told her i was watchin it so take my opinion with a grain of salt tho </3

#snap chats #SHE DIDNT EVEN WATCH IT BUT W/E SPOILER FREE QUICK REVIEW DOWN HERE HIIII <3<3<3<3 #ive been made aware my tastes are. Questionable so proceed with caution vlklvjv im so sorry if i convince you to see it and you dont like i #moving on I Have. done nothing but listen to Eternal Flame for the past week its been stuck in my head ever since #BUT FR as i said I Really Liked It. i heard that theres another/original version so i wanna watch that at some point #if i care to remember and find it vjaelkjeakl but as This Movie On Its Own i had a swell time !!!#it does a really good job of teetering that line of #'this is just a quaint little sometimes-awkward get-together' and 'this is so stressful i just might throw up'#it did a good job of keeping me invested and on my toes i guess- it bitters innocuous scenarios really well which i like #like i wasnt sure WHEN whatever scene i was watching would turn sour but i always had that feeling it /would/- that lingering feeling #the horror in this is more psychological than violent- it only gets crazy by the last quarter honestly #which isnt bad! i like psych horror and Christ. the amount of times i was just grimacing in my seat like Suspense Is The Word #like imagine a dinner party where people only say controversial things and you dont want to blow up the situation #so you just try to be really polite about pivoting from the topic. but they keep going. thats basically the horror of this movie at its cor #i do have SOME comments about some bits but i wanna rewatch the movie at some point to be thorough on my comments jglejlakj #yk do a rewatch where im. NOT jokin bout with my brother- THO TBF DESPITE THAT I was still invested #like its premise is so. simple? in concept imo. but 'simple' isnt automatically bad in my eyes and i really liked how it played out #i dont watch movies much tho so maybe its been done different but there is ONE thing tht definitely made me like. HUH #but its nothing super major i dont htink? I MEAN IT WAS KINDA BIG BUT there were signs to it being revealed. still it made me vjLJ like god #i cant explain tho cause SPOILERS but ... Yeah. its not that crazy it just definitely took me by surprise for how quick the reveal was #tldr: if you ever wanted to watch an awkward dinner party where you couldnt do anything about it this is the movie to watch #and i like that. i like that because i hate myself apparently jVLAEKJVAEKLJ #coupled with horror it was also funny at times which i felt did help with that underlying 'when will this be tainted' horror #i really liked that ... when normalcy or the feeling of safety can be taken away in an instant #if you watch it and wanna talk bout it more in depth ill prob have rewatched it by then and id like to give a more. Detailed review #OR AT LEAST ONE NOT SO RAMBLY VELKAVJEALKJ im not good at reviewing things .... i just know when i like or dont like somethin ..#ive only had my bro to talk bout this with and he doesnt really. Give his thoughts or opinions too much like i do #so id be happy to talk bout it and get your perspective !!!! but only if you want Again if you dont like it im so sorry erlakjaekl #god theres so much more i want to say but im just rambling and i wanna be brief for you my friend vlakjlakvlkj #anyway yeah. those are my quick thoughts. i was Very Normal about james mcavoy for most of this movie ty for reading

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mars-ipan · 3 months ago

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this place is so cool :)

#marzi speaks #i’m staying in my seat for the most part bc i’m not trying to give myself a flareup #but it’s like Really Nice Here. i like this place #nice outdoor venue which makes me feel safer abt the crowd. still masked up ofc tho #loveeee seeing all the merch shirts #my friend is off on a journey to go buy a linda lindas tote bag and hopefully get it signed lmao #wishing her luck o7 i’m probs gonna go get food either during or after rancid’s set #they’re a new band for me too! expanding my horizons today :]#also they have a booth to register to vote and win a signed poster but I’M ALREADY REGISTERED ＿|￣|○#alas. i’m a good boy who performs his civic duties </3 too responsible

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narelleart · 7 months ago

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Oh! I just realized I never posted updates. It looks like the last anyone here heard about my academic pursuits was still mostly about recovering from my traumatic experience with my original PI.

My PI that I am doing the MS with is excellent, a fantastic mentor. I'm really happy to have gotten to work with her. She was exactly who I needed coming out of that bad situation.

If all goes well, I should be defending my MS thesis early this summer. Afterwards I'm scheduled to attend a conference and present on the same project.

I have been accepted to a new PhD program starting Fall 2024, so I'll also be moving again this summer. The PI I will be working with there is great. I think this time I'll have both a good research fit and a good mentorship fit. We already planned my dissertation chpaters out during recruitment (this usually happens over the course of your first year of the program so big deal that we knocked it out before even being officially admitted) and discussed making trips to Southeast Asia to sample fishes!

My MS was a detour into American Poeciliids, but I will be back to catfishes and Southeast Asian freshwater fishes when I start PhD take 2. I'm super excited!!

The part that feels a little odd is that until this semester, I was still officially in the system here as a PhD student so I've been very aware that I was supposed to be a 3rd year PhD at this point. It feels so strange to be going back to 1st year PhD. Other people enter PhDs with a MS, but those are typically MS degrees started with the intent to get an MS. I know the ropes of being a PhD student already but will be masquerading as a fresh new student. Weird.

#i want to be transparent about having mastered out of a phd at the new institution #but i probably need to be careful about how i go about it and not overtly shit talk my original pi here #because my new pi considers him a friend #original pi is great to most people especially if they are men #so not surprising that the likeable dude i signed up to work for has friends who know him as that likable dude #rather than knowing him as the horrible person he was for me once i was his student #i dont think it reflects poorly on my great new pi #new pi is a much bigger name in my field too so im moving up in the world joining his lab #of course i would be a big deal either way i have always planned to be wildly successful #but it will probably be an easier road getting there with a mentor like him vs one who hasnt achieved that kind of success #ill have guidance on the path to success rather than having to forge a new path of my own you know?

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izzy-b-hands · 8 months ago

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At what point do i stop bothering to differentiate between the panic and anxiety attacks when they just. meld into each other and seemingly feed off each other

#text post #i have been fighting my brain since i woke up bc like. I dont actually feel anxious?? abt work or anything else but #my brain has the WE ARE NOT SAFE DO NOT REST DO NOT BREATHE WRONG OR SO HELP YOU GOD neon sign flashing constantly today #All ive succeeded (lol) in doing is most of the dishes (couple need to soak) a failed filming and now #i would like a couple hours of Minecraft before work #but i am uncertain the brain will allow for it lmao #had to come back upstairs to my room after dishes bc brain just. freaking out. too open. too many windows.#anyway. apologies if im not as available as i intended to be today #good thing is thus far i don't work the upcoming week/weekend so i can catch up then #try and finish some drafts and talk to friends more and everything #im babbling in the tags willing myself to stop sweating and snap out of what i think is actually an anxiety attack but #no idea on what the trigger was since all i did was wake the fuck up #back to music to help and maybe Minecraft until work #thank u all for ur continued patience with me ❤️

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nateslehky · 2 years ago

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nathan mackinnon's ability to be the ugliest man you've ever seen while also being the hottest man you've ever seen is truly remarkable

#my friend and i have had in DEPTH convos about this #like he's not hot? but also he's the hottest man i've ever seen #by FAR the av im the most attracted to #he sneaks up on you too cause i first you're like hmmm he's okay and then all of the sudden ur ovaries explode #nathan mackinnon #i think this is my sign to go to bed #rambles

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namocchi · 2 years ago

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Im so sorry i've been absent these couple of months,, maybe a year?? ;o; I opened a store 2 years ago,, it has kept me WAY too busy but recently decided to close it LOL so i can go back to drawing pretty pictures :) I hope you guys dont mind, but i've felt too boxed in fanart, which lead me to burnout, picked up a bunch of other hobbies to help. i'd like to post here more than just artwork :) I want to focus on cute food art and landscapes because that makes me happy, but also i wanna talk about some books i've been reading, crochet projects, some of my pretty journaling pages. Maybe i can make this account my cozy hub of things i enjoy to do instead than having the pressure of just posting art im not super keen to do but feel like i have to 😅😅😅 I still have pastry suggestions on my inbox!! im working on some cream puff art, and some mini cheesecakes :3 and the water drop cake!!

#im so sorry no one signed up for this ;o;#but i hope its totally okay with most of you if i post here some bookish thoughts and my cute little crochet accessories #and my scrapbooking things!#lowkey this is sad but i have no friends LOL i have no outlet for these things #so i might as well dump all of them online #and im too lazy to create a whole separate account so #REBRANDING i guess

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battleaxeproficiency · 1 year ago

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have to focus on finals but became so distraught because google photos did the like . "one year ago today !!!!!!" thing and it was a picture of me and my friends in our old dorm . what the fuck .

#I WANNA GO HOOOOOOOME #vent #technically #the picture is so FUNNY TOO #its the board state of the single most insane game of magic ive ever played #had like 15 auras and equipments on my commander and everyone had like 10000 creatures out #and its my one friend whos about to get hit for 76 commander damage sitting at the other end of the table #throwing up a very nervous looking peace sign #its so FUNNY #which makes me sad in a fun cool way i didnt expect

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dutybcrne · 1 year ago

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I like to think every chance she gets, Sigewinne holds Wriothesley’s hand. Both bc of touch starvation, but also out of fondness. She’s so proud of who he’s become since he’d first set foot in a then much crueler Meropide and of all the changes he’s made; he is her very best friend, damn near family.

The handholding gets a lot more frequent after the incident with the Primordial water, as a reassurance to herself that he is alright.

#hc; sigewinne #//If handholding is not feasible; like when he’s working; she will burrow into his side #//Like a cat #//Won’t do it so blatantly if at all in front of other people though—they both have reputations to upkeep after all #//Maybe during a patrol after hours; maybe during convos in his office or her infirmary #//Esp if she’s fixing up the straps on his arms and yelling for making them too tight or leaving them on too long ndbdn #//Bruh the fact that [leaks] he is unsure if he’s even Fontanian or not & joking abt finding out the Hard Way STRESS HER TF OUT [end]#//She likes his dark humor but that one is a little too much for her #//Losing her favorite human and best friend would absolutely DEVASTATE her #//Did once tell him if he DID puddle bc of the Water; she would put him in a jar and keep him like a pet bug #//Bc she was snippy about the joke he’d cracked; only to get MORE snippy bc wHY ARE YOU LAUGHING. I AM SERIOUS; WHY IS THAT FUNNY-#//Y’know that bit where Mushu was all ‘My little baby; off to destroy people’? ye that was her abt him when he took over as head of Meropid #//Or whenever he went into the ring to earn credit coupons; bc he most certainly did #//Her favoritism definitely got her a talking to; but did it stop her? No #//Heck I went off topic. Ah well; that’s a good sign my brain is slowly going back to normal ig

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pzos-amiserableidiot · 1 year ago

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was watching tiktok and a video had the song michael in the bathroom playing and I was vicerally reminded of being in middle and high school and mom always mentioning how much I looked like my dad (his name is michael) and how I slowly was able to start noticing it too and whenever I sang the song it reminded me of him and I felt like we were overlapping too often felt like id never be anyone but a shadow or his mirror and then i began learning i was trans and now the song makes me think of him even more (he’s not a bad dad he tells me he’s proud of me and stuff there’s just two really big moments he unknowingly failed and one long continuous one but he loves me and he’s proud and he supports me and he didn’t mean it and ive learned to make that enough) and the weird flashback I got when I heard that song and overlapping with his face and how if I transitioned I almost fear I’d be his clone and yeah Anywyas banger song

#the moments were that time he told me how he used to want something to be wrong with him and he’d cut himself to try and prove something was #and he showed me his incredibly faint scars and this was after I told them I was depressed and his solution was to tell me he faked it????#and didn’t even see anything wrong or worrying that he’d cut himself or was self destructive or wished something was wrong so he’d have #something to blame for being the way he was and like DAD THATS DEPRESSION but I was too numb and shocked and felt so so so betrayed becuase #it felt mocking at the time like his way of comforting me. his child. was to fucking show me his scars and be like I faked it so I know #it’s real and sorry I don’t understand WTF DAD #Other time was when he gave me his phone to play Pokémon go and I betrayed his trust (he didn’t like anyone going through his phone) and #went looking through and found Grindr and saw some shirtless photos and people messaging before I left #dad had a shirtlesss photo on there. and I had to pretend everything was fine and erase the evidence and give the phone back and help look #for furniture for our new house and never tell mom cause she’s been through so much already (I really shouldn’t have known I wasn’t her #therapist but this is about daddy issues right now not the mommy ones) so anyways I never told him and years later he told me his friends #signed him up for Grindr as a prank and to make friends and that’s why he thinks someone from his work I pranking him by signing him up #for a gay furry dating site and yet I saw him on his bed sometimes messaging people and yeah #oh and the long continous one was not divorcing mom and defending her saying she loves us when she rejected me and my sister for being trans #and being gone for most of my childhood working and never understanding the fucked up dynamic of home that took place and resenting him for #ruining the perfect routine (sharp words scary feelings always wanting to cry)#anyways michael in the bathroom always gives me weird feelings #cause I hate and love my dad and I looked up to him so much and loooking like him would’ve been a dream but sometiems the wrongs he did #come back haunt my thoughts and I want to scratch and tear apart every feature that makes me look like him. I look nothing like my mom so #there’s nothing physical to tear apart (I just act like her sometimes and have to force myself not the throw up and attack myself from the #disgust)

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