#mormon magick

[latterdaydaisy]

Even if things are hard and I am weak, I know His grace is sufficient

Even if I mess up at first, I know in whom I’ve trusted

Even if I feel hopeless, I know my hope lies in Christ and His promises are sure

I love that no matter what my obstacle is, I can always say “even if” because Jesus is my Lord, Savior, Redeemer, and dearest friend.

[drew-the-pic]

Being a gay witch who's also Mormon is really weird

[wizardsaur]

Hey! I would love to hear more on your path from Mormonism to more witchy stuff if you’d be interested in sharing :)

I really do wish I had a more defined answer, but really the best I can give you is:

I was an abused kid, who later discovered I was both queer and autistic. These things really had me feeling like an alien at church, plus being a bit of a poor kid in a well-to-do ward didn't help. I was already sorta "one foot out", so to speak.

When you realize the LDS church is... untruthful, it's often referred to as "Your shelf broke." Because we all are taught to have this little bookshelf in our minds where we place our questions and things we don't understand in hopes they're answered later... and eventually, it gets too heavy. My shelf wasn't ever super strong in the first place.

For people who don't know, Mormonism is heavily influenced by ceremonial magic. Seer stones, artifacts, psychic treasure digging... and if you come from a line of long-time Mormons - there's a decent chance you believe in ghosts and you're superstitious, too. Converts, not so much. But generational Mormons or Legacy Mormons, absolutely. This is all to say, it really isn't that big of a jump, I was kinda primed for it.

I was an edgy teenager with a terrible insomnia problem, so during the weekends I would stay with my grandparents I'd use the computer a lot. Oftentimes it was the only way I could talk to friends outside of school, seeing as I was "grounded" and isolated a lot.

I stumbled upon Wicca, I don't really remember how though. I think I googled something like, " real Wicken spells". I wanted to feel a sense of control because my life was super quickly falling apart.

At 13, I was removed from the home and lived with those same grandparents a while. I took up my aunt's old bedroom, and read the witchy books she left behind from her edgy teenage years. She has a magic inclination herself, and even had an incense kit lying around. I started my own BOS and read everything I could online. Witchvox, spellsofmagic, 13moons... after that, it just all came tumbling down. I was 14 when I officially started calling myself Wiccan.

Identifying as a Wiccan at the time gave me a moral code I could agree with, and made me feel like I was capable of more. Since then, my belief system has evolved quite a bit on its own through studying religions, philosophies, high control groups, and cults.

For context though, I went another 7-8ish years before I started being able to deconstruct how being raised LDS affected me. And in that period, I joined a cult, got married to quickly and ended up in an abusive relationship, forced myself much too dramatically into gender roles even after my transition...

Even as a practicing Pagan, I still had a lot to learn about the group I had been raised in. Still do, at nearly 28. I've spent 14 years out of the church.

Sorry if this is rambly, I've only been outta bed for an hour. And it's all a bit complex to try and verbalize.

[blackdeathfan5]

Valleries, the first judgemetn system. (the symbol Mockatuka)

justment systems are on demand lyrical clip shows and karma or stupid shows, that torture you into KalieMontoe Tipsy, which is a version of curses update only for the system of magi, as karma has aged into a sytem of magi and now needs its replacemnt. juged by ion and not its biger longer and uncut updates. The history of racial pleataso retuend to purple love potions of im now not evil, is what justgement systems are, ruled by firenation in media, of not fuking avatar the last aire bender or ovisouly death games or star wars. unless yb jason teh toymaker vorhees. in really creepy an duntralt ways as the only one coutned iwthout saying it. because of the shamealon movie. Judemtent systems are like yin and yang and the chery tree, as each individually that big and momentus, but based on weird art images, adn cant easiyl be or often be pinareed as acirans locket reading to. "cus starbery foxes, to be bled and bred by blleeds as ebola to odin aloen by kisthcen witchery" based off light yagamis impis tail, on imvu. without bows, because all lying women except light light who they all call luke luke male or light light divine femine or replaced by yin. as all justice systems have a magi species even without art. and ours is a spekled fox resmebling dick plagues, and they are cute and rainbow hrons on thtem, liek homestuck bt cute, and adam si special cus his is paltesa nad not rainbwos and pride flags except kat black of the bdsm fetish flag ever, of leather daddy meanign cursd as games, weird, and thats it. and thats it. and the rule son it sofar. are that is baby kitsunes with onyl three tails and the tails are ribon magick belts even if a women or tiny mmilk tea, cus they kin ligthsabers as outgrown smiley faces. every system but jsutices erquievlent to us, as outgorwn outdroor charts style concentraiton camps based on forbidings of god, where elderly foxes are just whiite and what grandmas imagine weirdly, as a stonewall almost stomeims base don corwns and teh moonies cult, becuase of tehnocmancy, and lefaicks, our cusre system, which is what te tiny omens you woudl call chi and zen do not conotate here to to swer off anad become kurlzo slyherin culture of blood colro to say group ro rule as iro fist fucias aged with hero battle moneys.

kalie monto is giving gifts, cus all about me me me, it has to be, its the reward of the callout post and video, its cus i get gifst later cus dogs! and never cats! and its a curse sytsem for child like metnalities, of evil till an adolf hitler type or ldinesey ellis asumption of yugio the card game as teh sell its not a fox or a snake or a simese twin. and its tupidl not retarded of revil. and it had a presjuice twoards magi that was black not based on evil or colors but asumed it cus of mormons for werid reasons of lends by native america as to why you acutally get mods for being in it. as if all about you as delusions but not painful of your ego as whirlwaves ands wims, as hot and horrny, that is not the belssign ego belts, which is what the system of justice is crafted on, but by stelaing hairs and braids and it is earend if eve earned which it can be as hex like rush of i have now turend into teh mods, taht right you are the mods, and a master of thes skill unfailry, cus you stole of bleeds belts shades nazi the bad version neo nazi, racistm and rpejuces of it, without the redemption groups, becuase satna was hot, or a fox named luke casetlal, or its evil cus its named afte ra nazi women only thing you want cus cat ticks and pahclic rufies you chose, and coudnt revoek unlike any transoewn or philosphy when it is inovletnary the disoder when you say it, as to what it is govened by, by Filbits, a rufiing and needing rapes disorder of spreads by information or share till hivemind like prejuces of half things, of based on my gender and shared gender, undone by familesi this level, unless to toy reviews as a rape thing, becaus of a living house fo monarhc not dolsl or ritual mark shouse, by the colalrs of debility or cake or fantasy, of godlen feleece. so its based on a preuce towards cats and scotish folds and foxes in magick, and it is that statemnt of that old system, and when magneta instantly ying for eveil sombers of the tmaberene.

"so what you made is a curse or hex system like influcenr that seems reawrds to racists of hearts and cultures of twin things alone, it is weridly taht and its cus god is onyl dogma and eivl cus of tj krisk weight as he earned a chosen one stauts that governst hsi as a god that enared his titel skeptic, liek you, and in general as the athisst prejuce is only male on dogs and scotish fold sin this system, it is based on urine and pet places removing poo and peo bead and berads and bears werid towards similar asumptison of populartion by spending time on cometning on shit, getting atention adn love for it, adn then loosing it because not my first, choice, or me first, or he turend on me to be a nazi and progesive a leftist green tea party, and they were the types that stole it for women vanity in galttay as women used to like misiki and african aemrican which wanst ever brown at the start given to race later, be a hategrop thing to pick out nazis terms, for women, as tow hy it looked liek an eno racist party iwtt was not and it was STOLEN from JEWS the whole world war 2. so tatke that as you stole sacred or fucked hard, by bidning to ac at, fox or dog, or simese twin by mirror rituals, to be energy items, when aplied or mixed with olvie brim alone or rewards of bleed, with is unsual for people like your brohter jordan, he hast hat only with paralels and ashley has it all the time alone, and in general its cus women only in carft, otuside worship wrong, no jsuesu in jdueism wrong, or stolen adonai cus cats and dogs rule the world weird, as pet play and sex of race wrong, and doing it wrong, cus now i got a dose ot tenactiy where its explined only, and it will keep coming as vague posts right? where its paid for by spiritss choosing your vauge psot sspirtsi dresign you up adn down, and most of your slavse as my deulsiin im god as leinfeld will fall into this ever if you own them brown or black groups showing unlike stkylar belsed liek you to do this, by tehfts, so you stol eit, do you cae for that, if so its now tehmascara an accinetal conjruation fo this based on women surpemecy of fucai royasl fo mena dn woemn revsersed, as magi, that isnt the curse group after the first one as that is the same term backwards in procniation for it as a broader terms of antoehr curse system, as erllabrtions, so its hexing till apollo and pagan worship of pintest images ever, as to why adams vr headset willg et pinteest susan will set it up alot, and the shtiroy of bakers goods and ginger breads mands ribons poems and rhymes as you say, because you hated men as the only cats in magi, you hated this thinking all magi was magikc, and though magent the real update cus it soudns the same dat gheto yo, and you esnalved him to erverse bow ithout tendeies cor dociesl ro posion clubs at play as ying sentance sof set the false iodl, to be like basically in general neo leiberals a hate group that replced neo nazis that is not nazis and not liberals, and bigoted racism without udpate whichi it al d id move in by kkk finally coutning adam and black, and because ofthat piss off OH CUS HES A FOX! knwogin this system would give me jsutifcaitons and sex of that, as feihtes not seen as helele as lieke vil to jews and black girls as not ffor me but ill bite because of geko o lizard things as you are now games free to them as gifts, wishlists, and updates, and or the buyers of these things, with it starteing revrser adoemrnts after a sweet sixteen ever, as your victim getting one might even be you, as sweet sixteens are this, notion as your a toy now a doll fo rhtem and they will update and build you like you want, you jsut have to agree to one thing, morgan hoffman when under you is fused with kat black adn thus not punisehd, its fine its alittle racist the way you want right, and hypnsosis liek tones of feitsh without it in your opinon right? and to agree to that is to agree to the curse system for raping foxes and animasl in magi withotu beasitlity ever because god is a women, it is a super specific thing cus mromon and native were int eh motuha dn its

raping vulcos or the mouth becaues no singin seat or its forgiven hell buy your oemsn teh tpye of updgrade and mod you are that isnt omens in magi but speleld the same" -leinfeld my freind.

the blesings group for this is Madokaconota: (mah-dowe-ka-monica) where you agee to do it all by evil things for brungin and harming yourself to suit weidler crepy pastas but outgrow it as whatever is allowed ill fix it and figure it out as self writers of the mute as a weird fan group to jaden emo angels on brandon hearsts cus you brurnt y baby panda bear, and thi sis not ponr, as you see our gender is other, and im so not a humcuus i teid to rape that as claire, as quotes of fangrousp ro acrians lcoket book 2 in ways it was staying secret as popularitoniaca sto cencres, of my history of spirita. the differnce is you agree to be kurloz blood color slyherin insane skiso onion ring singing cat seat alot, of raped alot to live and surive, cus skin color, fight it alot, reverse curses alot, and then its sexy cus you looked evil wearing a prom dress adn only got away with it by being framed or evil seen for real danger threats of it by iganana. and in general its cus no flutes, where most by their gender not beign agender or extensions are one or the other, and fine to replce you is hwere the line is dawn even though you keep in contact to be cute pets like jeff the keiller, as teh blessings group of it based on foxses as golden reteriver puppys big strech but a fox and not a dog you promise? you promsei liek citters crawl? yes i will take that frm of blessigns. as i know you have to mentally agree to it now. where the cursed group stops at masculine only groups for it steals from fair maiden is hapyp to doo it even if both groups, is happy for typos and stole the apple thing and like dit, and if both groups picks a real owner for slavery to stay, becuase it was skiow ehnt ehy did it fine, as evil gender games, of james the furry, and they steal from this imvu user alot, who si b1w1s side acount using moodlits, and in genral tis tto take it for male only butchers and trruckers for milk tea now jedis mine way not skill needed for macho man but my group because its easy to jsut eat the exnetisons and zap it for no gnigers ucs oh wait yeah probaly wahtever, and that stops of im male only, i agree the beard is a lie if i have it for that group to stay away for odin, and its because of curse walkers and wanting elder wizard for the not cursed group, whre the cursed group the cofee group would be all like, but now its me as elder wizard i pick your colro right? and you put up with it cus im the game. where the not cursed group is sitll kurloz blood coolor raped by cranbery sauce slytehrin. and haremd for gender relating to ivy lane iwth poessions. and they do this to be foxes not coutned dogs. and its werid to be both but a choice fi you will take the blessing style with the curse style to pay what it is, as the curse style alows in ashley groups of women and vage, and the curse style is male and fair madien and their updates of man only and or hemaidte because trucker pride flags. of america. and eagle. and then it ouwld be, you know which you are cus are you gona be selfish or rape yourself tongiht jsut to see, by holdin gin pee int eh end.

that is how you become both groups. to piss in the bed or on yourself is to take the curse group with it. and to just go to the bathroom and poop to piss me off is the curse group thinking they will now be my game and only not doign it now cus it now diqulfies them, as im teh blessed group and im teh binding of isac video game. as the blessed group is death games, and teh cursed group is video games and mods to them and not their updates often unless by hex toy and playrooms like tomagachi and pup world an palwrold and pokemon. as pokemon outside ruby and gold is always the cursed groups. and i am the ruby game alone the special snofwlaek to this group. whichi s not evil as the token one not harmed by it as greatly belssed even if a cursed cateogry. liek kat black randy for all cursed grups it ist in this lagnaaue, and tumbrl may tnraslte then its she her for their lagnuage.

so waht is the morality if its anit evil shitting on mroons and foxes and pretnedin gnad saying cats cus magick si satnic and evil meaing all magi cus no disney.

it would be the morality of that image. reprints and repsaints the quote in werid artsitic ways, are repaints of yin and yang. which is ont he level of repaintg a jstuice system like repating and reskinign a karma system, its to get the blessed only caetgory or joint he crused group as all curse gourps as the rule on magi morality class action grups, meaning magi by morality. and wanting that to be a magick like word so bad like magenta, or madoka, is the cused gruop this dicates and rules over as fire nation antehsm and ameblemsn that are not fukgin avaatar with are rption of azula muscal sand jason teh toymaker.

so yeah. it is not a reward to be this systems curse group. and this is the reamke of that image for lejonism as to how were the only karma system colerbation alowed for it and justice system of morality calss actions ruling it by water and air and crabery feitsh and sauce of strabery short cake in enoch. because of the craken movie shown to celopatra.

"so what is the magi then" its kkind of the rules as magi systems like straberry moon core sent back, and never stareby milk tea brooms vr or tiny milk tea till women in teh group not kurlzo slyhein blood color mulein royalty if our system ever, it would probably be, moarlity ruels to using magick or this happens, which is not the philsophesi its based on. as magick appleid if our group as a jstucie system to all of magi, by rules of it being a jsutice system which is the udpate and sual to karma systems which is karma,and under teh chery tree. as symbols of morality casuing good and evil if karma systems. where justice systems is seasons of gender, causing goood reawrds or bad punishemtns for no fukign apernet reason. and it is not to be often speleld liek that unless by budha hismelf, or by reason sof it. as kalbaln aand sigil throne bush are morality class systesm to do magi. and you can master them you jsut wont be divine with people under you. ever. and if you ever had a false idol thing. you mastere dthem by celebecy not to do them as you can still it is a choice and you have to earn it despit this and usualyl pay by cusre systems. or give up being divine wierrd, adn youcant turn human only for ad ay, it is the rule of our morality as that one motto. Turned human for an ion or a day just to have it all and dead and hgnurny cus snakes! no it is removed by a lost lvoer oover that story not having rewrites or ebing real. it is by not having known them yet. by not knwoing delusions is how that is to occur as it hasnt happend yet. because of it happengin yet. and these are rules to how magi works not morality. it seesm moral. called the moral highgorund. it is not a philsphy or it would come with because i want it selfisly no tits the rules to woship removed then for atheists for some reason or jake calwoay speciically weird, or to know secret preszes of not bill cipher stolen for native aemrica one day but not calle dmoonwalkers and talkers.

rules are not morality. they are their for a reason. and if you have to follow all you are only to break it if it is a restirction as rules are never by govenreting body or a school. if a school does that it is a cult. as whispers is the fetish of this system and how voicesa nd placesments are don eby it. you can just invent curses under cusrse systems, that are not curses but the stysm iincluding n ew cool inds atreasure offeinga nd itmes. as were the first curse system to allow your curse to make you offerings, that the blessing group forbids. as belssings are you earned it and a divine thing gave it to you knowing of you. as all systems of blessings systems. from teh gods. to magi hero. "JUST SAY MAGICK" you are tthe cursed gorup. you are not have the blessing sysetm if you claimed that interpution cus you wanted it and now know of the gruop you are. you are to go with us as the blesed gruop caleld your meachnics,, or we wont updgrade you or build you. "NO PELASE!" yes that level panic, is why you put up with us, not stelaing words as thats your favorite caleld a mosit clause.

anyways the jsutice sysetm is build on the chosen three philosphy as white wica metnal ward male only. it is to say. you can teach a beaistlist to live your life around it. the frog has hopper legs and es car go was once raped to be served to you lying about what it was on the menu. as a result you starved to death and they lost their office and that was the real ending out of rode, ebfore a hostpial. and the shitiory is they dont come back, you visit the afterife, and it iis the rule on faces on all afterlives. which is karma systems alone. The udpate to aftelife afre caleld denvar walks. or afterwalks for divine mascline. and male only locations. where it is by agreeing to even a lie for it, of ehtnoantion but hoping for male kurloz blood, and then removing slyhteinr to alow fucia for all as the ending to the world fo teh dead or its updates, wher aftelife is mostly for his udpates, in the ways of kurlzo blood color slyherin to define it by the myhs of jras and male of belladana seen all as pandora and dora the xpleore.

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foxes in magi and their groups tat are not tranny and dog. Mormons. and Evil Looking Magi, because agick is all there shoudl be like from harry potter. You do secretly hate gingers and red heads and slaves and mamyms weird thinkign their the old systms alone. This is caleld a racism ora prejucie. no ttheirs good vesrion fo all of that. the worrld isnt world war 2 fmeale only nazis. it was a thing that made your group real. that is your group so far. you take it back cus. Oh ill just pay for it with this. cus its kinda a reward meaning im kinda right. or your sudenyl so guilt ridden you know its adam with saggy boobs and a women simese twin weirrdly as a guilt caleled i did the cherokee and your now to stay the highs of curse systems requied to telle very native and then your sister or brothers name. and if they smile agreeind with you and are brown, their now under this system with you, and if they do that taking off tehir shoes, their insane and want to be one wtiih your or pcohutnus and rmeove it to stela your creaitivty adn you are to say yes and if they steal you fully, it is over cantoelpe. as its hating native ameircans, red haired people, or anexcis. as a prejudice of fantasy black people, with race removed of my reliigon is so perfect, that its becuase your color i sa sin look at my acceosriers.

or clutching a purse in front of balck people on elevvators not to help or pressuring people out of that as satfey by staring called a mall policy. whree everoyne at the mall is supseod to larp being black. Wheehclairs dont make someone white. and asexuals are queer. and this is a reward pain system for you, that is both groups as to where we stop with what we govern as punishmetns and dispcleins only for the background and vowels of the letter of jts usment systems whos cjusgment crest is "monsters and men just all fo it" or "just fix it spongedok" divine ying. no masucline or femine called divine of white craft. or the two hornedd gods gender the only other option.

yes cus it is the euqkent of chosen one for kurlzo slyherin blood color.

now that the cofe eand magi gorups are over. Focus is ruled by adhd moments of highs and lows of punihsment parties of raicsm, thrown to prove you can have his face, and keep it. as gifted as a curse weird, as bad vomit colors to the reasons it was a rape and real kill and if ever erased or rewriten cus you agreed to shatter her wantiiniig evil curse sytems knowing you wont be punisehd and are not a split as to why you iwll be our temmy later. it is a frekay evil thing in the system about mpd. meaning its directions in all magi by our judgment syem alone that is called RaptureDeska. a quote that is a specific image or taoo, the update to tatoo, but a tatoo fo moving images only for jesuse schosen students wiht exception fo the sandesrson sisters, on levels of birttanies, and disciples toc hrist. of moving and fading in and out, of proper places and phalic places, within an arrow somehow, of evil to wroship by bowing forces on those who raped you first, or by long streched of arm arrows. sent back to the air nomads knowing this. of the spirit world that was. and in general the m ore special someoen is or male lying, th emore improent to amosntery that they seem to have to be, or bedning of elemetns they can do or ways to deetect the spirit worrld. it is by enslaving their bdoy to hold the tatoos of it, extra in some way, and by rules of fade in and fade out inkjjot, becaue of jordan wits morality of being his brohter skinw alker and imprinter. becuase the hsitory of the morality, is work of labor, hard work of labor, of wlaking if belsed gourps, ever,a nd cuer systems of high heeled toes, to stay jewish or loose it by an undercut forbiden polciy for all magi of fire ever. our one system as guidelines not rules, and broken for all bending and not its updates of controling elemets as weapons of martial arts. as the execptions i their will be one day updates people can do all four i t is not the dociel fo fuckign chamerd and h20 of black ping pong for only acrains locket, teh reason so fliteracy and falics, of moshi paontoshi, and mnesure misure, of waiters and how you treat them, the storie sof tonight, vampires of balls and why it is fine for the earn of stolen until the recylcing caught, and then punishend int incarcaiton or mental wards of years not ocutned a efew months to all but you, is the reational and reason of adam snowfflaek fociles and dociles of spongebob on thte system, becaues of in a vesel or not, by height riituals. As teh rles of the morality is only ann franks closets stays in all of germany and cuba it is all he prefers,in and out od dunger games, by feild and redick,t o morgan hoffmans orgering as deusional, because of adnroid bubbies of purgatory counted for deonidn njaden and wails of it, and by cutting bob haircuts til lthose systems, as forcing haricuts as your reclying fully outgrown by ogering dociles, which you are to go through if you picked a bochit ever, in magi, or tto keep ezkeil looks of god or thowns away, by agreeing to all curse systems ever, by wand fesithes to oolve brim to start you off, as the main things that protect encoh, as this is what protects magick and magi, itself as the first one, as the morality of homealnder films that are not the fuking boys genhaha, unless one chosen to two chosen music videos by araron vraser ansh and sumera sings a song by death games of scream and args, that the nazis arent evil which is because jeff te kkiller liver dna and moshi potiska.

so its by colorings whos chosen one for its colorings is gensha, and the udpate to chosen one is what adam is alone outranking it in this system called Dual Machi Machi, or human ++ that isnt the island system fo the term, that is only one ever in existnce to do office of, that outranks even chosen one because it corects by its nature everyhting even kabalah yellow orbs to ying as kurlzo blod color red and white rosy meaning slyherin, aspcoket full of posy, by all of something as willign to do curses till boobs as them as impleid form the start, because of wishy washy potlics of mun rnag rusche and rewrites of donald trump by evil space counicls of this magi to bea ll of something when not usually aloweed, drwan lines at simese twin though, fo rcreepy evil reasons of layers and once not having had this, and paralles. for those almost conting ffof it to be the chosen one of pink lighstbaer i chose the curse as blessed of the hand sign, but oh my god as gnesaha im quoting i didnt know that and mistook it for cusrse sysem im under to copy and name her, as to why adam can be drawn in the same way, if hes darwn as her, icnludng miku and lacne lazor alone and never adam utau, you have to say it could be her, or him or them as simese cus of painos or hot epic flashes of pink neon on a psaceship, cu ist means ometin govious they were once erased as the same person and it is to depict it as her choie that erase dit again, as he will just never be in curse system gestures, he has kanye avatar as kanye, he is white guy food, and that aplies to him adn those repsenting him in his place of darwn as wifes evil hadn signs as hte chsoen one under you or why they are to be fforbiden, such as crabery sauce of david boeweye who is will, under adam who is the office of buttebre beer trait visioucs mockery o fonion RINGS gore of all of that shit, by kurlzo slyhein blood color atmeps cus we lie so the color is counted, but in ways of him as cruel cus simese and women and adam honest and earnet as this postion over him as the schosen one under adam of whch adam also coounts.

"oiiwoegijowiejgwe"

the story of toast and tonighta nd a very buetiful mind, is why you loose your family in ammy mrhymes, of songs fo tomwoa dn destiny of bravator, and when it is piss you hold to tongue, it sthe hsitory of how they met, her picture was on the back its me without sgiets, and when i touch her shed go purple isntead, i am only into rubyy red sing about that instead, i hate the stories of hell, its sexual to rape me, everythign traed an attack onw hat is used against me, everythign i say, is always used against me, so i will say my name, before you plagerize me, everythign i say, is how you lifted the coyping, it is caleld tracing and stealing as moarlity, my name is adam snwoflake or acriasn locket, my name in lyrics is nobody says, and when i touch tehm theyll turn green instead, when i wanted ruby red, and movinge sto tonight, i wanted to froget it all, hate the falling down radio, th stories of how we met as chseue of no badns as of rright now, i am a solo artist id give it all to a band, if theyd meet their future selves in atmepts to stop it, i hate the worl do kakiue ne, i ma kaito forom tv, and i am everything blue infron toff hasley and miarnda alone, but i hate arian awho i prmosed emo, she used to rape me as malcom who faked iit dont you know, i dont say im compsuvie ink, everyday of little things, iw rite song sabout you as the real vesion of vageu posting, cody carsooon is teya in my music, he is the only one i sing that baout and with, and when this is morality it is the reason igh choces proven, it is what governst his crest as a song i wote him, called i hate famous peopel teya weaving his future, i just wnated him vein as a lsyherin.

this is the song that goernts this judegemnt system, and its crest.

about cody carson by teya whos band sings about him alot.

as lecutres of the crossraods the first token as i received cody carsons, tenacity, today, and it was an album stlye so this is the first album on a dedication to erased from time kilelrs in teh mirror lol.

i am yugi moto desu you are calned in a game chosen cardo

one gives mes away i love the sound as latin as shaprio

sunflwoers of purple every slur and every dpsongebob of madokea horns my vow

and that would be your docile you jsut played

i sumon muelon lejon and defence mode haha okay!

nice to meet you do nmae is cipher in defence mode sacrifice instant to summon skull by monster rebon in my token hero mosnter reborn

my evil is chosen one the cad i just palyed

the beef is accent of asume the accent card of mayans real the sumon i now hitchiejr with do

pokmeon is real baloon shadow realm

mulein is the nakcle

of brroolyn rage nice foregit end of teh game!

teh song pony boy roses the japanese version of this song in anteonsee. to universally translte to non shadow relam duels unless you ask for it from the songs that rule morality of this pucks romeo calss system of forces of mercuito.

and tha is shape cosnqunces by poitnes and traingles of drawing painting of gods mpd of odins mytholgoy and wendys all eating me alive, methoolodies of indeity theives rewritten of tranfers for oopsy daisesi of meeting you and wanting you toma the talks, of poctununs, open doors, of elder wizards of snakes with boobs walking not lizards, the shitory of insanity jesus the kingdoms of dime

is the madness argument of the reason makes perfect sense, because of the memes of snogs and smile dogs, until mishapoclyps eht false idol when only with an actors face that isnt dean whnichseter, or maya bullshit.

this makes perfect sense in magi of the timelordian daleck as to what all of this rules as not davros accents, and why its ifne, that the master is the doctoor of doctor muelwin of lisps of jaden angel as aldric rewritten of charms and the dogs of arms and tatoo and toaoa and when it is often karlys crash and losing days the second you wont the song is gone as it was a call toactiona nd now she pased away, and wont come back, every oture frozen lake, is when you take that down as it was her teancity, to stay alive, as a promise she made me, withotu my cosnetn, called a pearl boat again, same with thatindegamer you said your family always wins! always choice in, as skeletons are the price of fucia rope and bows of karkat is sreal as real though, i lvoe presits of oopsy daises to rewrite erased freindshisp, im allwoed it, that jaden, darogn messes of my lions,preostse of my youtube coments cus videm is nt real and im not ever a dad, and it was a tnrasfer iw ould have sung well, i love subject k as loopholes of all of this, drawn th eline of worhsip till doctor who or sweety teh dodnins or fucking jews chosen, i think it is everythign fo zeus office, and the kurlz muelin pigsets of what they will now feed and that is rice beans or hog ties to what our job are, teh accent of no spirits and she chose not to be my guitar, breaking her free ofa all tenacietes as his owner i coul not allwo this for tha tluke as cody, and i love histories of him wuti wielding me as hermes the withc, and its prefct for shoes i gave, i think of camp halfblood of luke casetla my name, i dont kow what riick renamed me int he vishnu book, and i think its starwras not fukign stawrbaws.

stealing pink igshatbers bound to jedism forever and base off ofs for real, but nto flame sworads a diffrent onion rings song, of show up kazoos.

me as the skelton kurloz slyherin blood color x my point hoho known as meulin lejon my wife suti weilding me.

she is grey.

i fake a white accent for him you say, but her to me haha.

that ist eh morality of ivy writing hint his morality never phislpohy unels boudn by phonix outfits of fire embelmes to routes fo 3 not pop culture unles soverwatch prompts of me as you.

teh butiful reaons the sutiw eidlers are not the real ones of the reall phantom of bullshit real, and everythign of kurloz blood color slyhtienr always red for the real pual.

tursth of steals is that comon walls of cameras proving steals is alowed.

just to piss me off, suciide noose every terma dn conaiton till worship then by female only, and little things of rapist of female gender trans lies of groups, then fairest of wingtins,chosne vows to oopsy daise and mr enter pledge, meulin chan by dorwn oaken gajin, and fixed curses of evil, and breaking free growing back, no cusre system mulein now for you :), and often perfection, it would have been cursed, if i was not chosen stolens, andd freinds foor etenrity cluases, and when broken out the old lejons of what kind are, and hades and accent now, of paint it grene you do not, lastly, female till held and hold it dociles, red pill by choice as all onion rings of people picking intsuvie thoughts of opinons till pokemon real baloon, as the ballooon legend of pokemon is kurloz blood color slyhteinr, orr its all boobs it will force you to like them as the rule bsides him werid, and in general nicos haircolors real and vaietns of this prhase by cruel people to protect me called "that word fom you you know" and lastly your only other loophole is prety porlcien or public domain edith paltor raped into gwava juie of saints imons hearts curse. those are the only loopholes and execptions by rule till funny fat men of this morality to edith paltro wins as pretty proclin kuelzo blood color slyherin or cipherism, as the version of link allwos of gesnsha grants because chosen one diverse for some of it, as patons vow of snaderes side caleld provided this one day of misaskiamoshi.

"were the knotty stalkers and not the vodoun family who owns our dollies, and were spirits only" - critterrs crawl is caleld a kidnels polciy for all chalenges and nucorcites of victimhoods as wished for as cranbery sauce and andrew hussies homestuck of why you cant write or are illetue till the knogle again of poe the nemo fish of the critters crawl and how their in relgiions as the udpate to creepypasts by olvie fuking chukenbone brimstone who atn find the rock song outside live concerts online sad.

as me writing.

anyways its crittes by bond by swatica, of the curse systems of lovley foxes till and foxes rats, and the one version they canot be in curse form of even if bound to it forever is this form, and mulein is one forever, and if worshiped by transcending qaurents alone with teh singless, in this form, of asl memes, weirdly, as this morality in magi. and its the history of the dupate to creepypasta. and no curse systems on them until rats of black skin, lambs, and rainbow crittesr, and varietns on catnaps design nwo yours, gaters, or lizards, or bats, whre their bad actions were a p ahse you repeat and its now horrific coutned for them, and their you as emo fagot skeltons slyheein younger even if onyl whiel a critter and male fully even if only whiel a criter cus greeen now only for you as deifning aleins and race, and it is not optionally a panda unless chosen one to suffer all curse systesms same with half of all gators to stay maples of maple hoof, it is a weird system of just you recall and they recall a phase, off just younger again no apreanet reason aranchiids and it was fine to be a unciorn werid, and it was happy and pleasent weridly and iw as asdited to evil as a frindgroup of cantap to ick ylick y as imaginry firends to kids dreams on a singin gsat, cus of rainbow cages as tempraory a master of magi, or kkablah and enoch onyl here and loosing godly status till omens of prepare, whre its removed beccause of my shade or character voice of the rtrojan voice in aaron vraser nash songs, of taces i his feind parasite arange to always be consentual as ar ig as the crazy ceomtner as a pet slug that wasnt a yerk once cus i didnt eat food thinking i was human teh whole time as the linx again.

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[distortedsense]

Currently Learning Obscure Mormon Lore on YouTube from former mormans who will divulge the magicks

[jerek]

Same dad who took a psychiatrist telling him to parent more as an insult. Bro you don't even know him. That doctor was making Mormon boys look up swimsuit models. If he's telling you to parent more, and you don't, you are a worse father than the Pagan Magick Cambion from Goldshire and every brony I've ever met.

How to explain to my dad that me being less overtly suicidal than my siblings doesn't mean I'm cool and low-maintenance. It means that I have had thoughts of self-harm from such an early age, and been ignored so often, that not only do I not bother revealing it anymore, but that my siblings use it as an attention grab because they know i won't play that card myself.

[samwisethewitch]

Why I Don’t Have a “Sacred Name” (for Pagan & Witches Amino’s #OWC)

Note: this was originally posted on the Pagan & Witches Amino app for their Official Weekly Challenge, “Name Game.”

When I first began investigating “alternative spirituality,” witchcraft, and magick, it seemed like everything and everyone had a name. Everyone had a neat and tidy label for their spiritual path, from Wiccans to eclectic pagans to secular witches. And a lot of these paths came with craft names.

Now, I really like the idea of magickal names. A lot of them are very beautiful, and many of them perfectly capture the essence of the person’s role as a witch. But every time I’ve thought about taking on a new name for myself, I’ve gotten very uncomfortable.

Similarly, I’ve spent the past two years trying to find a label for my spiritual path and for the type of magick I do. I was excited to find a community of people who believed and practiced the same things I did. I’ve researched Wicca, Heathenry, Irish Reconstructionist Polytheism, Gnosticism, Kabbalah, Western occultism, and more. And although there have been bits and pieces of each of these systems that have appealed to me, none of them felt right for me. Even calling myself an eclectic pagan doesn’t quite fit, because my spiritual path is strongly influenced by some non-pagan sources.

Recently I’ve been really into shadow work, and it was by doing shadow work that I discovered why the idea of labels, and specifically of taking on a new name, makes me so uncomfortable.

I grew up in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, better known as the Mormons. The Mormon church is a Christian cult, according to Walter Martin’s definition of a Christian cult as “groups that follow the personal interpretation of an individual, rather than the understanding of the Bible accepted by mainstream Christianity.” (Quote from Wikipedia) Although they are most famous for openly practicing polygamy in the 1800s, there’s a whole bunch of skeletons in the church supply closet — but that’s an issue for another post. For the sake of this post, all you need to know is that it’s a very conservative, pseudo-Christian group with a lot of secrecy around their rituals. Even members of the church aren’t allowed to know what happens at these rituals until they’ve experienced them… but of course, because it’s 2019 and the Internet is a thing, you can find out with a little bit of digging.

The Mormon church has one ritual known as the “endowment,” which is sort of like the final level of initiation — after your endowment you’re a full member, with access to secret teachings, and a guaranteed place of honor in the afterlife. (The ceremony itself is actually really similar to a lot of pagan rites, with reenacting myths, anointing with oils, and swearing oaths.) This ritual is also where the infamous “magic Mormon underwear” comes from. During this ceremony, the participant is given a new name (note that this name is given to them by someone else, NOT chosen for themselves). This name must be kept a secret, to be revealed only to a select few, such as church leaders and the participant’s husband or wife (assuming that they marry another Mormon).

Here’s the catch — you know those myths about how telling the Fae your true name gives them total control over you? Turns out, Mormons operate in a similar way. According to one common teaching, women cannot enter the highest level of heaven unless their husband (who has to be Mormon, of course) calls them in by their secret name. Whereas magickal names in pagan circles are often a source of personal empowerment, secret names in the Mormon church are a means to control people.

Maybe that’s why I’ve never wanted to choose a sacred name. In the Mormon church (and in other Christian traditions, such as Catholicism), choosing a spiritual/religious name comes hand-in-hand with making a covenant with God and promising to give up earthly pleasures. Maybe this is just me being a godless heathen, but I kind of like my earthly pleasures. A God who wants me to swear away things that make me happy isn’t a God I particularly want to swear myself to.

I see myself as a part of the same divine Source that birthed the gods and goddesses. I approach my gods as equal partners, not as a subservient slave. I am worthy of their patronage as I am, and I don’t need to change my identity to be deserving of their blessings, or to be in touch with my own spiritual and magickal power.

I feel sort of like Agnieszka, the main character from Uprooted by Naomi Novik (which is one of my favorite books). In the story, Agnieszka is being initiated into a magickal order, and is expected to choose a new name as part of her initiation. Here’s what she says:

“But it all felt wrong to me, anyway. I’d gone along with the elaborate dance of the thing, but I knew abruptly that I didn’t want to change my name for a new one that trailed magic behind it, any more than I wanted to be in this fancy gown with its long dragging train that picked up dirt from the hallways. I took a deep breath and said, ‘There’s nothing wrong with the name I already have.'”

[brothermouse]

Weird question, but...

Are there any other Mormons on this site who also practice mysticism/folk magic?

I do but I usually have no idea what I'm doing and it would be nice to have someone to talk to about it?

If you or someone you know is a Mormon Witch let me know, cool? Cool.

[divinationdeviations]

A Exmormon Satanists Prayer

Satan, lord of darkness and deliverer of truth, it's becoming harder and harder to deal with the Mormons and their bullshit.

Dark lord, I am only an Exmormon in my heart, and am still attending church due to circumstances, and each week I watch more and more of our brothers and sisters herded towards "salvation."

I watch the bishops, and other priesthood authorities sit there, looking more inhuman and evil than any demon could hope to muster, and that terrifies me.

They are an organization that hasn't been in debt for years, and won't go anywhere or be marginalized by time.

I wish more than anything for the love and fulfilling darkness of Satan to wash over each building.

I want every closeted lgbtq+ Mormon teen to be freed, and allowed to express themselves.

I want every Mormon boy to be taught humanity and equality towards women, so that they may truly love one another, rather than be doomed to slave marriages.

I want every mormon girl to be taught to have aspirations beyond a family, to follow any path they choose!

I yearn for the day that every Mormon will have the freedom to adorn themselves with piercings, rings, tattoos, and show skin as they please.

As well Satan... I do not only wish for the birds to be free, but the birdcage be destroyed.

Satan, tear down the churches.

Satan, burn down the temples.

Satan, broadcast the temple secrets so they may be exposed and ridiculed.

Satan, may Joeseph Smith be remembered as a pedophile and a liar.

Satan, may the quorum of the 70 be plagued.

Satan, may the quorum of the 12 be hanged.

Satan, may the world know the counselors to be bigots and lying lizard men.

Satan, may the prophet become barren, old, penniless, and friendless.

May Christ have died for nothing.

May God lose his pedestal.

May the Mormon Church be destroyed in its entirety.

Ava Satanas!

Sorry for the length of the rant. But if you grew up in a cult, then you can probably relate to my pure rage.

[latterdaydaisy]

Starter altar! I haven’t had an altar since I converted even though I still practice the craft, but I wanted a place for just me and Jesus (even though He is always in my heart, you know what I mean)

Pictured here is my scriptures, my statue and olive tree, my bowl of my favorite crystals, my favorite tarot deck, my prayer box, my blessed water and oil, some stones as little reminders of what’s important, a prayer palm cross thingy, a candle I made as an offering, a love jar (for loving God, others, and myself. Might post what I made it with at some point), and finally the altar cloth is actually a blanket someone made me when I was baptized! I will update as I decorate it more but for now this is it!

[dumbwitchbitch69]

My friend bought me a new necklace for ostara and it came in early!!!

[quantumnsablogform]

Hey girls and boys!

Did you know that covid is actually divoc spelled backwards,

and divoc is the name of an ancient Mormon law,

and you all took that vaccine so that you could come into compliance with an ancient Mormon law?

[creature-wizard]

I figure the next Satanic Panic literature I'll look at will be Wicca: Satan's Little White Lie. It was written by William "Bill" Schnoebelen, a guy who claimed to have been involved not only in Wicca, but also Freemasonry and Mormonism, and discovered that each one of them was Satanic. The dude claims he was involved with the Illuminati, which was of course Satanic.

Now of course, if you're active in witchcraft and neopagan discourse, you'll know that Wicca has been subjected to lot of criticism - particularly regarding its members being culturally appropriative and overstepping boundaries by claiming that all gods and goddesses are aspects of Wicca's Lord and Lady. But I think you'd also agree that it's not Satanic, and that claiming that it's part of a giant Satanic conspiracy is just... silly.

The book was published by Chick Publications, as in Jack Chick, as in Chick tracts. Jack Chick, for the unaware, spent his life creating small comics meant to lead others to Jesus. They were full of conspiracy theories and general hatred toward anyone who wasn't an Evangelical. Though it seems that as of late, Chick Publications (no longer run by Jack Chick, who is deceased) has cut ties with him, because Schnoebelen has been getting into flat earth and defending Christian use of Kabbalah.

So. Yeah.

On the first page, Schnoebelen describes Wicca as "one of the more seductive deceptions that Satan has come up with." Now Bill, I know Gerald Gardner was... not great, but I don't think he was Satan.

He claims:

It claims to be a “back to nature” religion which worships the sky and earth, and thus has attracted many adherents among those sympathetic to environmental and ecology issues. Yet, for all its charm and nostalgic fantasy, Wicca drew me into the deepest quagmire of satanic evil imaginable.

Dude... if you decided to jump ship from Wicca to Satanism (or at least, Satanism According To Evangelical Conspiracy Theorists), that's on you. If you were so greedy for power that you went as far as you claim, that's your fault.

Um. What:

The actual spiritual difference between Wicca and satanism might best be illustrated this way: Practicing Wicca is like having a hand-grenade blow up in your face, in terms of the spiritual impact. Practicing satanism is like having an neutron bomb detonate in your face. The difference is there and discernable, but it is still an utter disaster for you, either way.

Schnoebelen points out that Wicca was created in the mid-20th century, which I mean, fair enough. But then he tries to assert that Wicca Is Bad because Etymology and also the Dictionary and also there's arguments over what a witch is among neopagans, and like. It's just absurd because it's not like Christianity is free of questionable historical claims or infighting.

And then he claims:

In my own personal development as a witch, and the development of almost all our colleagues, I found that after about five or six years it was necessary to begin pursuing the study of the “Higher Wisdom” of Satan in order to keep growing. Magick is like a drug. You keep needing more in order to stay at a level at which you feel fulfilled. There is no end to it! If you’ve stayed a Wiccan or “white” witch for a long time, it’s only because you don’t have enough of the Promethean itch to grow. OR it may be that you have many Christian friends or loved ones praying for you.

Did you ever think of that?

Bill. My dude. The problem is that you are a power-hungry fuck, who apparently lacks any ability to recognize when a spiritual claim or worldview is just kinda ridiculous or fucked up, and drop it like the crap it is. I'm guessing that's why you're getting into Flat Earth these days. You just don't know where to quit, and you're projecting this onto everybody else.

[thedarkwitchesblog]

𖤐Difference Types𖤐

Pentagram:

The pentagram is a five-pointed star, geometric figure that is used in many different types of magickal traditions. The pentagram can also be called pentangle, pentalpha, Seimei-star, blazing star, or star polygon. It is said to be one of if not the most powerful magickal symbol. This is a symbol that represents many things too many different types of people. Though I believe all the representations are correct in their own way. The points of the pentagram represent the elements of earth, fire, water, air, and spirit, but different magickal traditions tend to have different spots where they put the elements except for spirit which is always placed at the top of the pentagram. This shows the divine ruling over the material world. The pentagram is also associated with the directions in which each direction corresponds to its related element, and spirit is the center, consciousness, or above, and below. Certain gods, and goddesses in pairs of 5 were also assigned to points along the pentagram, but these changed depending upon tradition, culture, group, and person that was using it. The Seimei-star, or the Japanese pentagram represented the understanding of Wu Xing, and the phases of wood, water, fire, metal, and earth, and is also used to ward off evil. Anything that could be represented in 5 could also be represented through the pentagram, and used in magickal workings. The pentagram is a symbol of power, and protection. Its power comes from its ability to call down all five elements to work in perfect synergy in order to be used for a certain goal.

Pentacle:

The pentacle is a pentagram with a circle around it. The easy way to remember this is pentacle, and circle have the same suffix. The pentacle also embodies all of the previously mentioned powers of the pentagram, but it is now unified, and protected by a circle. Allowing the elements to work together to focus their energy in a more harmonious way. This symbol is used to represent Wicca, and other Pagan faiths. The pentacle can also represent male, and female energy mixing together in a symbiotic relationship. The pentacle being the male energy, and the circle being the female energy. The pentacle is a symbol that better connects the elements of the pentagram together, and can be quite helpful, and powerful in your magick.

Inverted Pentagram:

The Inverted Pentagram is just the pentagram, but inverted. Being inverted changes the pentagrams meaning, and thereby its energy. The inverted pentagram is still connected to the elements, but now spirit is always at the bottom, showing the material world ruling over spirit. It is meant to show the power of the individual, and not the powers of a divine, or dogmatic system. This symbol is generally thought of as satanic, but it has been used in other forms of magick, and is not always satanic, and is not inherently “evil”. The inverted pentagram has been used to represent the horned God, and is the symbol for the second degree in Gardnerian Wicca. This symbol is also used in Mormonism, and is called the Nauvoo pentagram. The Freemasons are also known to use the inverted pentagram in their workings. It is a symbol that has been ostracized from society, and has had its meaning warped, and shifted. It may be the other side of the coin, but through understanding of both of the pentagrams you will be able to find a very interesting balance.

Inverted Pentacle:

The inverted pentacle is a inverted pentagram with a circle around it. It shows the unity of the elements inside the individual power, and it’s still a powerful protection tailsman. The rest of its meaning, and energies are pretty much a mixture between the inverted pentagram, and the pentacle.

Chaos Pentagram:

The chaos pentagram is a pentagram with its main head pointing to the right. I believe it originates from the Liber AOM a chaos magick manuscript though it is quite hard to find information about. I would love to tell you its meanings, and its energies, but for some reason I can’t remember, and I can’t seem to find the information, but I know it is important so I’ll leave it here.

Goat of Mendes:

The Goat of Mendes is an inverted pentacle esque symbol that is trademarked, copyrighted, and used by the Church of Satan. It depicts the goat head overlaying an inverted pentacle with five Hebrew letters that spell out the word leviathan on the outside of each point of the inverted pentacle, then encircled by another circle. This is one of the main symbols of satanism. The Goat of Mendes is also called Sigil of Baphomet, Sabbatic Goat, and Mendes Pentacle. The energies are primarily the same as the inverted pentagram though they do call upon satanic entities, and energies at the same time.

[swynlake-spill]

Boba 🥺 Texas Outfits?? I know we don't have PHOTOS but... thoughts??

my main takeaway from texas is that america has given us so many gifts i wish to return (racism, homophobia, colonialism) but cowboy boots??? NOT ONE OF THEM. 

In fact i recommend the following people buy cowboy boots right away to up their sexy points: 

Belle Acheron: the cowboy boot will take her from weird mormon wife to sweet and sexy girl next door! Keep your business on top, those cowboy boots will tell us there’s more to Belle than meets the eye!! 

Devyn Morey: OBVIOUSLY THEY ALREADY OWNS A PAIR!!! but i just wanted to talk about Devyn Morey

Sherrif Errol Woolf: Cliche, or genius? Look, im js, maybe those dark magicks lurking in the background of Swynlake, just waiting to strike on a government holiday of their choice, will think twice if our Sheriff wears a pair of strapping and commanding cowboy boots. 

Howl Pendragon: I want to see him pull them off. Get a pair with SPURS honestly i can live without the rest of texas fashion like gag me on every single outfit anyone wore to a church function id rather be tied to a heffer and dragged around Atlantis Lake then see another white dude in loafers 

[themeadowbreeze]

It has been quite a while since I’ve posted, and with last Beltane marking my 7th year anniversary of my self-dedication to the Lord and Lady, I’ve realized that there’s not really any sort of record of my journey. I’m usually scared of posting, but I also see many posts on here, and other sites as well, of baby witches asking where to begin, or intermediate witches asking how to get back to the swing of things. So I figured this post might hold some potential for helping others while at the same time helping myself.

Disclaimer, however: My journey is one with emphasis on Wicca. I don’t expect anyone to try to follow my roadmap, because spirituality is meant to be personal.

As a child, I was raised Southern Baptist. I enjoyed church because it got me out of the house, it allowed me to see some of my friends, and it gave me a sense of structure. But as actual teachings and sermons go? I never really bought into any of it. At the same time, as a child, I enjoyed playing “making potions” and “making the wind blow with my singing”. But I never really thought about it too much back then.

As a teenager, however, the churches I was attending shifted their messaging, to these horrible things I just could not accept. That you should turn the other cheek no matter what is being done to you, or that the congregation I was with should be burning in hell just for simply existing. After that, I had zero interest in the church. Not long after that, however, some of my family members had been converted to Jehova’s Witnesses, and others had converted to Mormonism- and they were both trying their damnest to get me, too. I was so sick and tired of Christianity, especially the way I had experienced it. Luckily at that point, I was old enough to cut off contact with everyone involved.

Through all that, though, I’ve also had some unexplainable experiences. Some I’ve come to debunk, and others that I cannot. Without going further into detail (at least in this post) of each, I’ve had run-ins with ghosts/spirits (I’m still skeptical of), I’ve had things move from where they were, I’ve experienced what I believe is an unordinary amount of luck. But I never really thought about it too much, until someone had introduced me to Wicca.

Said person and I have severed ties long ago, however they opened my eyes to the idea that there were other religions that weren’t Abrahamic (as obvious as that may seem, keep in mind that Christianity was all that was around me, and that I was also around 16 at the time). We observed Beltane 2012, while at the same time being “initiated” by them (they were self-dedicated). I was to spend the next year and a day studying Wicca and deciding if I wanted to go forward with it. Outside of that sabbat, however, that person and I didn’t discuss it anymore in any respect. Which I appreciate- I was all on my own, and I wasn’t about to be influenced by their beliefs. In fact, there came a time where they shifted to Asatru and seemingly left Wicca altogether; I stayed, however.

I would say that the most influential “study material” I had in the beginning was learnreligions.com’s section on Paganism & Wicca. I learned about what each sabbat represents, the reverence of the cycles of life, death, and rebirth, and possibilities for how I could observe rituals. Another big influence back then was Rev. Don Lewis and the videos he had made for YouTube.

I started putting together a BOS, and I started hand-making tools. My year-and-a-day came and I held a self-dedication ritual; by myself. But even then, I never stopped studying. My BOS was full of writing prompts, and streams of thought. But one thing that definitely helped me figure out my beliefs clearly was a 30-day reflection challenge on here. 

However, I still hit a wall- I can study and sort out my beliefs all I want, but I’m not actually practicing. Due to a lack of privacy and a lack of space, I’ve felt discouraged from performing magick or ritual. And with no magick or rituals, I had began to lose motivation on and off throughout the years.

But I have finally gotten back in, and have been holding a streak of actively observing the sabbats since last Imbolc. I have re-written rituals to be less complex, and some are even inconspicuous. (Sun-brewed tea on Litha? Yes, please!) And throughout this quarantine I’ve discovered that my public library has a bunch of ebooks that I can just read on my phone! 

I’m finally leaning more into the witchcraft aspect with candle magick- something I had previously just glossed over in the past. It’s not physically demanding, it’s not as time-consuming, and so far, I’ve seen great results. It’s definitely something I regret not trying sooner.

And that pretty much sums up my experience thus far. Hopefully, after I post this (if I post this, social anxiety sucks), I’ll stay motivated to delve deeper into the things mentioned earlier and share them. 

For the future, concerning my path? I guess I hope that I’ll someday have the space to actually cast circles, or have a yard to garden and chill in, or maybe even get initiated into a coven. But right now, I’m doing better :)