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I'm glad I'm not the only one who thinks they're codependent and not in a shippy way either. I'm not sure if I want to say it's codependency in an emotionally abusive/manipulative way but it's definitely not healthy and there are other factors to it outside out that as well.
I think it’s only manipulative on Jimmy’s front.
I see Curly as this deeply lonely person because he doesn’t open up well. I believe he is very rehearsed because he’s used to being the rock, strong man and stabilizing force. His vulnerability is very much ignored or downplaying in the game intentionally by Jimmy who uses his and others woes as a comparative. I see this as a common behavior between them but also just something Curly will do to himself to keep himself complacent. He doesn’t have much he actually enjoys in life more so things he just does. Jimmy is one thing he’s felt more than complacent and comfortable around in a long while despite how inconsiderate Jimmy is. He’s more used to it than he loves it but he’s used to that.
Jimmy in the other hand is like a dog that bites the hand that feeds it. Jimmy recognizes those little cracks Curly has and likes to dig into them to get a foothold. He knows Curly isn’t the one to suddenly budge, so if he can keep him wedged in a place he is, he’s secured to. He needs Curly, but forgets that he chose to attach himself that way and resents Curly for keeping him from getting out from under him. He based everything off the reflections on the shield he force Curly to be for him but can’t see the painful light Curly obscures.
To me, it’s really just Curly is used to how draining Jimmy is. He relents and works with whatever keeps Jimmy placated because it’s easier and he doesn’t feel like he has much else that he actually enjoys. It’s an abusive relationship but not physically, not until after the crash atleast. Jimmy’s a leech and Curly just got used to being lightheaded.
#like he allows Jimmy to get away with a lot after Jimmy rags on him and tears down what would be considered his backbone#but that’s like a behavior that’s conditioned like they’ve been friend for years and Curly is a good friend to him but not the other way#around Jimmy justice spent a while getting Curly to this space where a few toxic words and Curly is second guessing himself and his choice#to condem Jimmy and by proxy distance himself. just like Jimmy can’t live without Curly Curly has convinced himself that Jimmy is somehow#important to his happiness and joy despite him causing more stress and problems#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#ask#anon
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anyways when richard siken said "if you can point to it, you don't need a word for it. you only need a word for it when it's no longer there"
and when tolkien said "but of bliss and glad life there is little to be said, before it ends; as works fair and wonderful, while still they endure for eyes to see, are their own record, and only when they are in peril or broken for ever do they pass into song."
and when claudia said "diaries are friends of last resort"
we don't see madeleine and claudia in their months together because their happiness was created in the present and presence of each other, and captured only in the eyes of the other. there's no need to share to strangers what was already shared between the people it mattered most to. the voyeurs of the world will only ever see the outline of where pleasure lies.
#it is SO <- guy who's tearing down the curtains and clawing at the wallpaper#memory is a monster because with each iteration the jubilation of life succumbs to time and distance#you forget because in the moment you were too busy experiencing it to write it down#and when the archive of memory fades you only have the written proof to mark times past. and those are words of loss and pain#the circuitous nature of regret demands that the more you look to the past the greater the tragedy and the duller the joy will be#and the more you try to find meaning in that pain the more you will sift through its ashes and find another ache or grief to greet you#happiness can only be found by carving it out of the future and holding it in the present#and vampires are damned to remain trying to reclaim the past#argh.#iwtv
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more hugs for muichiro!!! this time featuring obanai and mitsuri!
gyomei vers | redo of this
#demon slayer#kny#demon slayer art#kny art#muichiro tokito#obanai iguro#mitsuri kanroji#muichiro kny#obanai kny#mitsuri kny#artbites#i just know mitsuri learned muichiro regained his memories and cried tears of joy for hours#and obanai was so happy for him bc he finally started acting more like a kid :(#pls ignore how awkward the side profiles look i dont draw them a lot!
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I beat Veilguard.
It's 4am. I'm a mess. I'm in tears.
#datv spoilers#the moment that completely broke me#''Ich entlasse Euch aus meinen Diensten''#Ar lasa mala revas#you are free#and so am I.. I feel like I've ascended from Solavellan Hell to Solavellan Heaven after ten flippin years#I think an embrace would have hit me even harder than a kiss at the end.. but it was just done so beautifully#I've always had one wish for Solas' story regardless of all the speculation and theories made over the years#and that was for him to find peace#so these are mostly tears of joy#I'm too overwhelmed to find the right words now#this game had many glaring problems to me but I still had a great time and there are many things to love#and maybe I mourn the potential of what could have been#the Veil still being up is.... very unexpected to say the least?#but Act 3 was incredible and god did that ending hit all the right spots for me#it's so strange to say ''goodbye'' to a character that you've been thinking about for so long#but I'm so thankful to have closure now#my heart is full#you know what's crazy?#right after that final cutscene ended I saw that it had actually started to snow outside for the first time this season#snow symbolizes purity or something right?#and that just made me think of how Solas used to envy Sera for her purity of purpose that he lacked#I like to think he regained it now#thinking about a little Wisdom spirit#hmm#I don't think I can sleep now#I think I'll just watch the snow a little more
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Me anytime Asagiri talks about Kunikida and Dazai
#bungou stray dogs#bsd kunikida#bsd dazai#kunikidazai#if you guys couldn't tell I'm losing my sanity#I've been crying so long for a kuni backstory and it might actually happen??#I'm crying tears of joy#I KNEW IT#ASAGIRI IS NOT ONLY A KUNIKIDA TRUTHER BUT ALSO A KNKDZ TRUTHER#this is the best day of my life#framing this and putting it on my wall#also it's so funny to me that asagiri is like their scenes are gradually disappearing#when we actually haven't even seen them interact since the cannibalism arc#they wrote the best partnership duo of all time in ln1 and never did it again#expect me to rant over this more lmaooo
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hi! i binged 75 chapters of ur amazing fic within a week, so have some art of a scene i particularly enjoyed. have a great day deer
NO FUCKING WAY 😩😩😩 this is beautiful and i love it!! genuinely gonna make me cry tears of joy lmao thank you so much for enjoying my writing and for this amazing art!! do you mind if i link it to my masterpost??
seriously tho i fucking LOVE THIS and i’m so honored 😭❤️
#radioapple#duckiedeer#appleradio#hazbin hotel#hazbin fanfic#hazbin fanart#art#artists on tumblr#do you want to know#dywtk#literally the best thing to wake up to lmao#giving me that extra push to continue improving my writing#like genuinely this is amazing art#wish i could draw like that!! maybe someday!#and??#it’s for me???#it’s for MY fic???#fanart? of MY fic? it’s more likely than you think#pls tell me someone got that meme ref cause i’m old#gonna go cry tears of joy now
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I believe in the almighty power of BARBIE (2023)!!!!
#barbie#I started weeping when I saw this#tears of joy and everything no joke#I’ve got finals to write but this is more important#barbie 2023#barbie movie#barbie the movie#cinema#cinema incoming#greta gerwig#margot robbie#barbie roberts#barbara millicent roberts#harley quinn#ryan gosling#issa rae#hari nef#simu liu#ncuti gatwa#will ferrell#america ferrera
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fa cup 25.05.24
#rasmus højlund#manchester united#i cant imagine how he must be feeling#from the innocent joy and excitement when you sign for your boyhood club#to facing the grim reality that it no longer the same fairy tale you were told as a child#instead you are being told you are part of the problem when you havent had time to even figure yourself out#and to go through all the odds to get that same fairy tale ending regardless#many more to come little bro!!!#+#sorry if the colouring is shit i have tears in my eyes
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'I flirted with the idea that instead of being trans that I was just a cross-dresser (a quirk, I thought, that could be quietly folded into an otherwise average life) and that my dysphoria was sexual in nature, and sexual only. And if my feelings were only sexual, then, I wondered, perhaps I wasn’t actually trans.
I had read about a book called The Man Who Would Be Queen, by a Northwestern University professor who believed that transwomen who were attracted to women were really confused fetishists, they wanted to be women to satisfy an autogynephilia. And though I first read about this book in the context of its debunkment and disparagement, I thought about the electricity of slipping on those tights, zipping up those boots, and a stream of guilt followed. Maybe this professor was right, and maybe I was only a fetishist. Not trans, just a misguided boy.
About a year later, on the Internet, I come across a transwoman who added a unique message to the crowd refuting this professor. Oh, I wish I remember who this woman was, and I wish even more that I could do better than paraphrase her, but I remember her saying something like this: “Well, of course I feel sexy putting on women’s clothing and having a woman’s body. If you feel comfortable in your body for the first time, won’t that probably mean it’ll be the first time you feel comfortable, too, with delighting in your body as a sexual thing?”'
-Casey Plett, Consciousness
#this quote always moves me almost to tears when i remember it#i'm not a trans woman and i don't share the author's specific experiences with transition#but it really moves me that she frame transition as joyfully giving yourself permission to approach your body#not as something that has to be disciplined and deprived and made small in all these various ways#but as a means for experiencing pleasure and joy and delight and for insisting that our feelings and desires are worth#valuing and exploring and treasuring#i always used to think of prioritizing those things for myself as selfish and irresponsible#but who does it harm to want to experience pleasure in your own body?#it's such a beautifully simple and powerful switch to have flip in your head#and equally why are we forced to deny our own pleasure in transition and anything else related to our bodies in the name of moral rectitude#this is why i get so confused and pissed off when other trans people are fatphobic for example#like why are you so invested in politics of shame and disgust that never had any purpose other than#violently disciplining people as if they've violated moral codes by existing in a body#to say nothing of white people being racist in gay and trans communities#like again this system of violence is foundational to homophobia and transphobia#so why are you acting like it has nothing to do with you#even if you are unmoved by the urgency of other people's suffering which btw you should be moved by#what do you hope to gain by acting a collaborator and handmaiden to those systems#Casey Plett#she really is one of my favorite authors i wish more non-canadians read her#this quote is from a series of columns she did ont transition and every single one is a banger#i love when she talks about the people-pleasing elements of dysphoria and transition denial#she's so sharp about noting how many of us deny our own dysphoria on the grounds that others like and validate our bodies#that's how i always felt during my cis conventionally feminine era#it pleased other people so much and also that reception felt so hollow and joyless to me because i hated it#i get less of that positive feedback but that feels so unimportant next to the joy and pleasure i get to experience#said with the understanding that i'm very privileged in being able to prioritize those things without fear. but it was a switch flip#personal nonsense
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Ok but imagine genshin and hsr mcs switch places for a day, the chaos hsr mc would wreak upon teyvat, they waltz up to enemies and just bonk them on the head with a baseball bat because peace was never an option no matter what universe
ok but the trailblazers shouldn't be let out to roam around an open world like teyvat, no one would be safe
can you imagine those raccoons being out in nature?? the boar and bird population would never recover
them gliding??? omg,,, they wouldn't bother getting a gliding license and would just fly around illegally
meanwhile everyone over in hsr are pleasantly surprised at how helpful and kind lumine and aether are (and how clean they are)
#i have a lot of thoughts about trailblazer in teyvat so thats the thing i went with lol#paimon cries tears of joy when traveler returns the next day#rly proud of that paimon ngl#honkai star rail#genshin impact#trailblazer#stelle#caelus#paimon#doodle#my art#i wouldnt let them near a kitchen#i have more ideas but i need to show some self restraint ok
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Me after watching the second trailer of GxK:
HOLD MY BEER GUYS CUZ......
SHE'S HERE!!!!!!!!!!
I KNEW IT!!!!!!!! IT'S MOTHRA!!!!!!!!!!!! LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
#*SQUEALING INTENSIFIED 1 MILLION TIMES*#I'M FUCKING HAPPY AND CRYING THEN I'M FUCKING LAUGHING WITH TEARS OF JOY AND I'M FUCKING JUMP MY ASS OFF#MOTHRA OUR QUEEN OF THE MONSTERS IS FUCKING HERE!!!!#I GOT A BETTER VIEW OF JIA'S EYES AND I AM FUCKING LUCKY#ARE YOU HAPPY?!?!?!?!?! CUZ I AM!!!!!!#MORE MOTHRA PLEASE MORE MOTHRA!!!!!!!!!!#godzilla#godzilla x kong: the new empire#gxk#mothra#monsterverse#jia#trailer#PLEASE PRAY FOR HER PLEASE PRAY FOR HER!!!!!!!#I AM POSITIVE NOW!!!!!!!
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#new york rangers#jimmy vesey#I COULD CRY TEARS OF JOY YALL#BABY MAN IS SO BACK#JUST A FEW MORE GAMES
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my thoughts on buddy daddies finale ✌😁
#buddy daddies#buddy daddies fanart#buddy daddies spoilers#kazuki kurusu#rei suwa#shave it off u look uggo im sorry#OTHER THAN THAT and the way they like reverse developed their relationship a little...#i liked#good ending now give me more 🤲#miri cries tears of joy when she gets home and he is now goateeless#ohhh my i just realized how pixelated this is#and that is fully my fault idk how i only just noticed#i forgor to put anti aliasing on OOPS!
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so who was going to tell me that james tolbert has two videos up on youtube teaching starkid choreography. no one remembers achmed and cup of roasted coffee. im about to start sobbing you have no idea
#i would do anything for more of these#id pay him#genuinely#i am not exaggerating#i am sobbing#tears are streaming down my face#out of pure joy#i am so crazy about the choreo in these shows and hes EXPLAINING IT#ough#starkid#hatchetfield#james tolbert
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Forget Me Not - Épilogue
Bones cannot talk, but Sirius desperately wishes they could. Just this once.
It is done. This is the end. The link to the very last chapter can be found here. I am still in denial it is done.
#I'll probably write some more snippets and microfics#so maybe stay tuned in for that#but other than that?#it's being laid to rest#those are both tears of grief and joy#or maybe just a fly that flew into my eye#wolfstar#remus lupin#sirius black#marauders#the marauders#ao3#ao3 fanfic
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Ok but imagine this au joy is the chosen and nina is her osirian
#joy mercer#nina martin#nina comes to a new school in a new country only to find out that she's supposed to be the protector of somebody she never met#she still has her relationship with Sarah and Sarah tells her things and to be a better protector then rufus was to her#i love this#hoa#house of anubis#and joy has a connection with Rufus that parallels Nina’s relationship with Sarah#or victor because he does care about the kids in his own way and it would give more weight to him giving joy his tear of gold#I imagine joy sneaking out again but this time she gets caught by Rufus
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