#more fluff than smut atm tbh

[railingsofsorrow]

Hiii i saw ur tortured poets department requests and these two came to mind instantly!!

idk if u still write for TVD but I feel like “who’s afraid of little old me” for Klaus mikaelson would fit, (it’s could be him 1000 years ago before & after he was a vampire) x reader

As well as Kol mikaelson w ‘guilty as sin’ x reader (it could be human reader watching him from a distance before he notices and makes a move??)

Even if u don’t write for these characters anymore/atm I appreciate u reading this :)

Guilty As Sin

[kol mikaelson x reader]

A/N: your idea was amazing (need more kol mikaelson requests tbh!) and I immediately thought about turning it into a slight darker plot... I hope you don't mind. since you didn't specify, reader will be gender neutral, though they will have some characteristics regarding hair and eye color and style, but that's it, gender isn't specified. and the klaus mikaelson request is in the process of being made.

A/N²: you will see "month signs" at some point but that means zodiac signs, this error is on purpose to depict that kol has no idea what astrology means. (he would probably hate it lol)

summary: and so the lion fell in love with the lamb. . . but what if the lamb also became the lion? pairing: kol mikaelson x gn!reader w.c: 2.9K warnings/content: blood and gore; descriptions of child abuse; sexual activities (my attempt on trying to write smut); moral values are twisted; good vs. evil; graphic descriptions of violence; language; morally grey characters!!; there’s fluff; paragraphs in italics mean it’s a memory.

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❝ my boredom's bone deep 

this cage was once just fine 

am I allowed to cry?❞ 

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The Devil, for him, had short hair with dyed ends, dressed in ripped jeans, and carried the darkest pools in their eyes he had the pleasure of letting himself drown over and over again. He fell in love with the blood dripping from your lips and the taunting before proceeding for the final kill. You liked games when he created them. He thought he enjoyed the hunting, but you were born for this much more than he ever would. 

Kol Mikaelson met Evil when he was only a child. He watched as he beat his brother until he passed out from the pain and he turned a blind eye to it so he wouldn't be caught in his bad temper of every evening. Evil had a name and a last name, but he hadn't spoken these or acknowledged it existed from the moment he felt blood on his lips and life draining from a human body. Because now, he had power. Now, he had strength. Now he didn't need to corner and lower his head for a man whose only language was cruelty. He had defeated Evil.  

Kol was never a believer in God. He believed in the grey area between good and bad because he constantly leaned towards both once in a while — mostly the bad. Depending on his mood on the occasion. He didn't believe in a higher power, in month signs – because apparently, that's a thing in the modern world? People just have to seek something to feel less ordinary – or say something countless times for it to become true.  

He did, however, believe in magic. Not only believed, but he trusted magic. Kol was skilled enough to use it with pride and knowledge even after he lost his powers due to having become undead.  

Magic. 

It was exhilarating. The world was in his hands and he could burn an entire forest or make a flower grow.  

Some days, he missed magic like he missed breathing. So he would dig out his grimoire from an old box he kept his stuff and read it all over again like he hadn't memorized every single chanting and spell throughout his entire life. 

They called him Devil after seeing the wreckage he could cause in five villages in a week. The carnage that was left for the Earth to claim back as its own. But, one thing that nobody knew was that Kol met the Devil when he was casually strolling through a college party on Whitmore College's campus.  

Actually, the Devil was staring at him. And, surprisingly, it had blood pumping strongly to their heart. Life coursing through their veins. The Devil was human. And Kol was drawn to them like a moth to a flame. Like a man starved for months without food or water.  

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❝he's a paradox, 

I'm seeing visions, am I bad?❞ 

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He thought he had found his prey that night when, in reality, he had been the one falling into their trap.  

"I think you look too bored to be here." You observed, a normal tone of voice for someone who wanted the other person to hear in a loud party full of drunk people speaking loudly and fast. Kol heard it well, of course. Your voice was smooth like honey if he were to compare it to the awful music they had playing.  

"And you look like you're enjoying this." 

You lifted a brow, a teasing smile spreading across your mouth. "I'm not. My friends dragged me, I couldn't say no." 

"You've got a problem saying no?" He glared at a drunk kid who bumped into him and turned to look at you, who still had that look of satisfaction on your face. He didn't know why, not back then.  

"Not really, but I lost a bet so..." You shrugged. "It was my dare. Part of it, actually." 

Kol nodded. Why had he been so interested? Don't ask him. He won't know the answer. Maybe because the Devil had their ways of playing their little games, to turn saints into sinners. And what was Kol Mikaelson if not a sinner? 

"What was the other part?" Kol found himself asking. He was about to take off at any second. He was only in town because of Klaus's stupidity and his family needed him again. Until they didn't. He could be halfway out of town by now. Why wasn't he? 

You approached him slowly, head tilting as you surveyed Kol up and down. He noticed the ink in your neck, right where your pulse laid. A strong and inviting pulse.  

"Well, the first part was that I had to come to this stupid party..." You said, tongue moving between your teeth and forming a teasing grin. “the second part,” You drawled out, lifting a hand to his shoulder, fingers rising to the back of his neck. Kol didn't move away as he was pulled closer. He didn't move away when your breaths mixed. “they dared me to take a handsome stranger home so I could have some fun.”  

It was Kol's turn to smirk. And just like that, it took one night, a few minutes, for him to be whisked away into your world with no turning back. 

A human.  

How could he let himself get carried away because of a human? 

Perhaps because it had been so long since he was a mortal and you reminded him what that felt like. A tad nostalgic and a lot euphoric. This is how Kol felt every time he was in your presence. The strangest thing was that there was no magic.  

“I'm starting to think that paranoia may run in the family.” 

He offered you an eye roll, perching against your windowsill as he watched the street. It was fairly empty. Quiet. Two of the five vampires he compelled to keep an eye on you were by the parked Black SUV. 

“Kol.” You closed the book with a thud. He glanced at you, schooling an unimpressed look. “I do not need protection. I can handle myself.” 

“Alright.” 

You scoffed, annoyed at his ability to turn down a conversation because that would end in his favor.  

“Alright doesn't mean shit if you're going to be a controlling prick.” 

He raised a brow, “I'm being controlling? Do you know who my family is? How many times has my brother threatened y— Try to walk out of here without losing a limb, will you? That's what he's capable of.” 

“I don't care.” 

And maybe that had been the whole problem. You truly did not care.  

There were few things you cared for, fewer were those you considered worth your time. Kol should have felt flattered to even be worth a minute of your time, but he took a lot of things for granted, including your safety. 

Immortality was not something he asked for. It had been imposed on him like the heavy burden of life previously had. 

He felt guilty for learning to enjoy it over time. He felt guilty for finding someone to keep him alive when he had been dead for decades.  

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❝why does it feel like a vow  

we'll both uphold somehow?❞ 

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Then, he lost you. 

Because of retaliation. Because of his family. Which was always the reason for his undoing.  

He lost the human and met the Devil. Except that those were the same person in one and he only found out when he saw the glint of joy and the absolute exhilaration as you sucked someone dry and then tossed the body with a sigh.  

“I was sad when you stopped looking for me.” You whispered into his ear like his nightmares would on particularly bad nights. This was real, he just couldn't believe it yet. “Thought I was important for a minute.” 

“What happened?” 

You leaned back against the wall, leather jacket scrunching as you crossed your arms over your chest.   

“You sound disappointed.” 

Kol forced himself to move and you watched as he took a cautious step towards you. That was the first time you saw Kol Mikaelson hesitate about anything. When you reappeared in his life. 

Tilting your head a bit, you said in a casual tone, “I'm no longer fragile and broken, so your interest has vanished, is that it? The idea you had of me, that I needed your protection, it's completely shattered now. You're disappointed.” 

The Devil, for him, had slightly longer hair than the last time he saw them, still dressed in ripped jeans and the ink in their body had grown in numbers. The eyes didn't change. They were still the darkest he had ever seen, the night sky was jealous of them.  

Kol wasn't disappointed in you. He was disappointed in himself for not being able to protect too. Maybe he had grown a hero complex, Elijah had rubbed off on him, after all. 

To grasp the fact that he didn't lose you — because you were still here — wasn't easy. There was the fact that you were always on a different wavelength. Two extremes. Mortal and immortal. Human and vampire. Protected and protector. Destroyed and destroyer.  

There was no such a thing anymore. 

But he never saw you as fragile or broken. 

“Bonnie asked to turn my humanity back on.” You told him during a dinner in the Mikaelson compound. Kol placed the wine glasses on top of the counter, glancing up at you with careful eyes.  

“Did you? Turn it off?” 

He remembered thinking how cute it was when you scrunched your nose whenever confusion drowned your line of thought. He had never thought someone was cute. The person in front of him, nursing a glass of red wine as they pouted over something someone said to them a few days back, had killed around fifty wolves for threatening his family and somehow managed to acquire animosity with the Strix as well.  

He found you cute. What was going on with him? 

“How does one even do that?” You cracked a laugh, shaking your head at the idea. “What, you turn off your conscience to do unspeakable things to not remember them later? Is that a thing?” You placed the now empty glass of wine in front of the bottle so he could pour your another glass. “Then that means I'd have to grow a conscience first, wouldn't I?” 

Kol blinked, his lips stretching slowly into a soft smile that he couldn't hold back.  

He knew what was going on. You know, it's been known that Kol Mikaelson was an exceptional sinner and all the gods loathed him. So it made sense that he fell in love with the Devil, didn't it? 

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❝crashing over my grave, 

without ever touching his skin, 

how can I be guilty as sin?❞

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“Do you remember your human years?” 

You questioned him late in the evening. You were both in bed, you reading a book as he answered a text from Hope with one of the only memes he owned in his phone.  

“Yes.” Kol replied, turning his phone off and putting it in the nightstand. It wasn't until a few months ago that he stopped complaining after texting people. Big technophobe. You said he sounded like an old man whenever he complained about modernity. “Vaguely.” 

“Do you like remembering it?” 

“It depends.” A pause, the bed shifted. His hand wandered through your body, ending up on your hip, the shirt raising a little as he drew circles with his thumb. “Those weren't my favourite times.” 

You turned a page, avoiding his curious eyes on you. “Yeah?” 

“Mhm. I like it better now.” 

You stayed silent.  

He gently pulled the book away to be able to take a look at your face. 

“What's on your mind?”  

A lot.  

“Nothing.” 

Kol pecked your lips once. “Really?” He did it twice. “You don't know how to lie to me.” The corner of your lips lifted in amusement, which was always his intended goal. 

“Do I need to remind you what an awful liar you are?” 

He shrugged unapologetically, “That's why we're a good match. We're terrible liars.” 

You snorted, pursing your lips.  

“Is that what you think?” You said. “That we're a good match?” 

His forehead creased in confusion. He knew you were a bit odd during the day but he didn't push it when you didn't want to talk, figuring you would, eventually. But that? What did that mean?  

“What's going on?” He asked, thumb traveling across the back of your hand.  

“I don't know.” You bit your lip. “Sometimes I just feel like your life could be different. Without me.” 

He withdrew his hand to sit down on the bed, one leg under the other. The blanket falling on his lap, exposing his naked chest.  

“Yes, it would,” he said as if it was obvious. “It would be different in a way that I would never like to find out.” 

Your face twitched into a grimace. “Are you sure? Because people have a lot of opinions. About you and me. They say I make you worse.” 

“I was worse before you,” Kol interjected. “I didn't know you cared about people's opinions.”  

“I don't.” And that wasn't a lie. Oftentimes you had to stop Kol from shutting you out because of other people, mostly his family, interfering in your relationship. “But I'm a vampire now. And you... you're a Mikaelson. You're destructive and selfish and a lone wolf, except when you're with me. Do you really need someone who's the same?”  

“We're not the same.” He promptly disagreed. 

“Kol, we're both destructive.” 

“We were destructive before, what difference does it make now?” 

You sighed. 

“It doesn't bother you? That I'd kill and rip limbs out for you or my own benefit and not feel guilty about it?” 

With an arm beneath your legs, he brought you closer to him with a pull.  

“No. And neither should you.” He cupped your face, thump grazing your cheeks lovingly. “You didn't make me who I am—” 

“I'm aware, Kol. Your body count was above average way before I met you.”  

His forehead fell on yours as he chuckled in disbelief. “Fair enough.” 

You managed to smile a little.  

“If people tell you you make me worse, what do they say I make you?” 

Shrugging, you replied, “Satan, probably.”

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❝oh, what a way to die 

my bedsheets are ablaze  

I've screamed his name 

building up like waves  

crashing over my grave  

without ever touching his skin  

how can I be guilty as sin?❞

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He hummed into your skin, kissing down your collarbones and your chest and your stomach, until you exhaled with your eyes falling shut.  

“It's funny.” Kol mumbled against your lower stomach, his chestnut eyes boring into yours. “I thought you'd bored me out when I first met you, but it was the other way around, wasn't it?”  

You were about to respond maybe when there was a slight tug in your shorts and your body just worked on automatically lifting your hips so he could get rid of it. 

“You had a grip on me the first moment I heard your voice, darling.” He pressed soft kisses down the inner skin of your thighs with his raspy voice due to his position. “You don't make me worse, you make me better. Infinitely better.” 

The mattress beneath your head crumpled under your hold.  

“That's why I pledged my spot in Hell the first moment you laid eyes on me. I was yours. I am yours. And I will always be yours.” Your back arched as his mouth reached its final destination. “Proudly,” he whispered but you could hear it perfectly through the sounds that echoed throughout your bedroom. “Undoubtedly. . .”  

The Devil, for you, had the most beautiful chestnut brown eyes you've ever seen, a rather basic sense of style and carried an uncontrollable thirst for blood like you. He knew how to dance but he hid that ability out of embarrassment. He knew how to love and was too scared to lose that capacity of feeling after centuries of working through it.  

If people claimed that he was responsible for Hell on Earth, 

“. . . Unrepentantly.” 

Then you would gladly fall into the clutches of his undoing.  

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[agonizedembrace]

◈ get to know the mun.

basics.

pen(name) : han

pronouns : she/her

zodiac sign : cancer sun / capricorn moon / sagittarius rising

taken or single : @kalijhomentethi ♥

three facts.

i play a lot of games other than league! one of my primary games i have a lot of hours / time invested into is xiv ( over 6k hours .. ) i'm a slightly retired raider atm ( plan to return in the next expansion ), and am a quad legend! ill eventually go back and do top but i still need a bit more of a break from it all.

a bit more of a silly one but i had over 150 hours in bg3 while it was still in early access. i was that devoted to shadowheart ( who i have a blog for btw! )

your local unhinged jungler -- i mean, i like playing ship duty in lethal company :)

experience.

platforms :hmm, i've been a bit of everywhere. but most of my experience would be on tumblr, i've been here on and off since like 2013. back in the ye olden days i used to rp on skype, msn and aol ... though i was so young i'd hardly call that rp sdsdfhskdfhds i do sometimes rp on discord too.

plotting / winging it / memes : i work best winging it tbh, but i don't mind plotting, and i also work really well off meme prompts that turn into threads / etc if there's communication beforehand.

muse preference.

gender : i typically write female muses? i cannot recall a male muse that i have written ( or .. ever, save danny phantom when i was a kid for shitty lil fanfics LOL dfkjsdkjfh )

multi or single : i typically stick to single ship, building my character's story over a progressing relationship. that said i don't mind writing one offs from time to time. and for someone like eve, that's a bit more common.

least favourite faceclaims : i.... do not have any :salute:

fluff / angst / smut.

fluff : i am the biggest slut for fluff i cannot lie. i just find it so cute and unfortunately it doesn't fit eve at all so JFDHSkhf thankfully i have shadowheart for that.

angst : THAT SAID... man i love angst so much, it's p much what runs this blog. especially after my latest drabble that i wrote.. sometimes i find it's much easier to get into those raw and brutal emotions -- which in turn can create some beautiful writing and experiences that i can never get enough of.

smut : i tend to keep explicit smut off my blog save for some occasions, but i won't write that with anyone but my girlfriend. i'll do fade to blacks or leave it vague otherwise, as it's not typically something i'm always comfortable with sharing, despite my muse.

tagged by : stole this from @khadah hope that's okay 🫡 tagging : you!

[mrdixon]

can you please do more fluff one shots without smut? i looove those and i think it’s so cute, like the “sorry, i still love you” one is definitely one of my favorite daryl one shots!!

yesss of course i can! i love writing fluff more than smut tbh 🌝

and sorry to anyone reading this but i will for sure put some fics out but school is hectic atm!

[rotten-pest]

NAME:

Fishee/Fishes

PRONOUNS:

she/her

MOST ACTIVE MUSE(S)?

Just Cotesia atm

RP PET PEEVES?

Not particularly any I can think of – I like to keep things collaborative and open. Writing fights tends to stress me out more than annoy me just because I never want to be in a place where either my muse gets treated poorly or I treat someone else’s that way unintentionally (eg power gaming or similar). I think lots of issues can get resolved ahead of time by discussing the major plot beats.

Again, less of a peeve and more of a stress thang but sometimes when a thread fizzles out I feel a bit bad ;;

EXPERIENCE / HOW MANY YEARS?

Hm well I used to RP on a game called Blockland in the ~Dark Ages~, then I moved to tumblr with my first dark souls and bloodborne blogs (moreso bb, my ds one never especially took off as I kinda missed the boat). I think I stopped about 2017? and just restarted like,, last month? So in total maybe something like 7 or so years.

FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT?

I’m not really sure! Cotesia lends herself to being somewhat angsty at times. In past it was definitely more angst. TBH I like my rping like I like most of my writing, giving levity where its needed and reflecting on tragedy otherwise. And violence. Smut I’m kinda *shrug* about, I haven’t done it but I’m not opposed either, but Cotesia is not really the muse for it atm. I actually haven’t decided how she feels about sex...

PLOTS OR MEMES?

I prefer to plot out but memes are really good with coming up with ideas, or getting me to think about things I haven’t thought of before. Memes are better for short interactions too, which can be nice for fleshing out little things.

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES?

Usually long! I try to match substantively but there are some times where a short, direct reply, is perfect.

TIME TO WRITE?

I’m unemployed rn so you may have noticed its any time I’m awake but usually closer to midday/afternoon/evening. I like to think ahead of time so usually come around to writing/editing my reply later.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S)?

Maybe? Everyone puts a little of themselves into the things they make. I think Cotesia reflects some negative qualities of mine—eg being Really Intense at times, flipping between being patient/kind and then being uncontrollably angry, also just general alienation/isolation. But she has good qualities too—she cares for Millicent so much that leads her to eventually allowing Millicent to die the way she wants to, healing a little bit of Cotesia’s wounds wrt Malenia. Cotesia’s unabashedly curious, and she’s confident and thoughtful. Also much of her notions about the True Nature of Rot TM is with regards to my own studies in ecology, which I think is just fun.

tagged by: @necrophcge Thank you!!

tagging: I believe everyone’s been tagged already lol, but feel free to swipe this if you haven’t already

[heartsdefine]

⋆ NAME?: Bean / Bee

⋆ PRONOUNS?: they/she, in that order of preference

⋆ MOST ACTIVE MUSE(S)?: oof, uhh...it's hard to say when i have so many. probaby elspeth cousland or vasilisa here atm, along w/ anais evernight @thiefscant

⋆ RP PET PEEVES?: probably just...not being given anything to work with in threads or in plotting circumstances. i try to come to people with ideas when i reach out for plots myself, and always put a lot of effort into ensuring my replies haves something for my partners to respond to and build upon, so it's frustrating when someone hits me up to plot with no idea what they're interested in exploring or gives me a reply that's just their character reacting to mine with nothing new to build from.

⋆ EXPERIENCE / HOW MANY YEARS?: oh boy i've been roleplaying since i was a kid lmao. i originally rped primarily on forums. first, it was a hp forum (rip) and then years later i joined a dragon age forum, then a multifandom crossover forum that was a lot of fun. from there i decided to try out tumblr and it really stuck. tl;dr: i've been roleplaying on and off since i was about eleven years old, so that's like...22 years of experience???

⋆ FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT?: it truly depends on my mood tbh! i can write all three under the right circumstances, and i enjoy them all in their own way. i guess i lean more towards fluff and angst over smut, but i have been known to discuss the sex lives of our muses with my partners (as long as everyone is comfortable with it), and then occasionally write it out with them in thread or meme form.

⋆ PLOTS OR MEMES?: both! it helps me to keep a thread going if i have a general idea of where we both want it to end up. but i also love getting memes and replying to them and continuing them into threads spontaneously. it works a bit better for me than starter calls, which i am notorious for never finishing (sorry!).

⋆ LONG OR SHORT REPLIES?: again, both! shorter replies are easier for my brain these days, but i love a longer thread as well. it just takes me a while to get around to replying to longer things, as i want to give my partner plenty to work with (even if i can't always match their exact length).

⋆ TIME TO WRITE?: literally whenever the muse strikes, which is unfortunately highly sporadic and constantly bouncing from muse to muse.

⋆ ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S)?: all of my muses have a little bit of me in them, i think. that's one of the joys of writing. finding parts of yourself in others and exploring or processing your own experiences through fiction can be liberating and cathartic (though i think it's also important to see and work with characters who are different from you). so yeah. there might be more of me in my ocs than my canons, but i like to think there is a little shard of me in all of them. <3

tagged by: @lunawish <3333 tagging: @ghosttsar, @avrorean, @gggno, @wayan9an, & anyone else who wants to!

[unfinishedjulyrain]

GET TO KNOW THE MUN

NAME?: Dana

PRONOUNS?: she / her

PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION?: IM and discord - I am slow on both, my apologies!!

MOST ACTIVE MUSE(S)?: Miran, Hana, Adelaide, Fenrir, Mari, Donghyun lately too haha but I guess mostly Miran - even if she is not really present here! Trust me, she is very active in the bg lol

EXPERIENCE / HOW MANY YEARS?: Uhmmm I think it's already 11 years since I first got in touch with tumblr rp!

BEST EXPERIENCE?: Definitely now on this account with the people I know now. While one friend isn't active here atm, I met her and also @temporalobjects more than two years ago and I'm just glad I got to know them and the other kind and patient souls! Even if I don't write a lot these days, the bonds are there, with muns and muses so trust me, on my side, the interest is always strong! It just needs to align with my current situation ;w;

RP PET PEEVES?: Trust me, I know guilt tripping when it happens and it happened to me often enough. It comes in various forms and I also had to learn how to stop myself from doing the same thing so I guess I'm kind of sensitive towards this topic. Also, never responding to a starter when I ( and people in general ) state they would rather not have people like things if they don't answer. Things can fall through after one or two replies, that totally happens! But at least we tested things out instead of never trying, right?

FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT?: Plot driven smut is totally fine with me - I do have flirty, sexually more active muses ( in the sense that their personality is more open minded and blunt ) and even the shy ones love it at times! But fluff and angst are and will always be my prefered ones ( Miran, looking at me with evil eyes....)

PLOTS OR MEMES?: Both but due to my current circumstances I guess I tend to do more meme driven things. However, if I chat with you and we do so on a more or less regular basis, plots can happen! And I am totally alright with them being plots only for the time being!

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES?: Both! I think it depends on a lot of things so unless my brain is fried, I try my best to match the length!

TIME TO WRITE?: Tbh, I'm trying to find the best time for myself. For a while, I thought evening was best but now I think I might even spread replies throughout the day since I haven't been able to focus on them the way I usually do ( one hour just writing etc. ).

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S)?: I put a little bit of myself in every muse I think. A character trait, a hobby, a favorite dish, that sort of thing. But if I had to name one or two muses... hm, I think I'd name Adelaide and Tadashi.

tagged by @temporalobjects tagging @lunaxriax / @xneverendingchaosx / @dencesin / @mournus / @levantcrs / @celestialshearts / @r3dblccd / @star-paths / @officerconners / @svnandmccn

[somewhereinthepines]

How do you think Kaylee and Caleb think about Ryan and Chris? In ASB, Kaylee was trying to subtly push them together a bit, so I got to wondering how they view Ryan liking Chris and their dad liking Ryan. This sent me down a mini rabbit hole of thoughts that somehow led me to thinking, "Does Chris have something like a knot like in popular werewolf fiction?" I honestly can't remember how I got to wondering about that, and idk how it'd even work either, lmao.

Then, from that thought, I naturally jumped to the next randomised one, which was wondering about how Chris spent the year when Ryan wasn't there? The tapes he has of Ryan wandering around and staring into space got me thinking that maybe he'd watch those sometimes? They have eachothers phone number, too, so they call like they did a bit in ASB. It was just interesting to think about in the context of GP because the nature of their relationship is different. Chris has his obsession, and Ryan atm isn't quite on the same level rn, but he's still pretty fixated on Chris. With these things in mind, I just wondered how it might change how Chris feels/reacts to Ryan's absence during the off-season of camp.

Then, finally, I thought, "What if Ryan stayed with Chris during the off-season?" Idk what the circumstances would be, but Ryan just doesn't go home or doesn't live with his family anymore? I was thinking about what they'd do, obviously with Chris's parents around, he can't bring Ryan to the house. So they'd be at the lodge, or at least Ryan would be. It leaves a lot of room for potential domestic fluff or smut. Without the campers and counsellors around, Ryan would truly be in the wolfs den. I'd imagine Kaylee and Caleb might visit more without the noisy campers and nosy counsellors there.

i’d say, that they prob don’t think about it too deeply. like, ryan’s crush is pretty clear to everyone, who bothers to inspect his and chris’s relationships for more, than 2 minutes. but while kyalee thinks, that it’s fun and might be good for chris, i feel like caleb sort of avoids the topic. and not bc the hates the idea of it, more so, bc it’s very awkward lol. i mean, he’s the older out of the 3. he views ryan on the same level as kyalee, like as someone, who’s clearly younger than him. and his sister has a habit of having new, non-serious crushes pretty often. so he might assume, that ryan is the same in that regard. like that he’s confused or smth. and then, chris is his dad, who he considers to be good-natured, but a bit lame. not to mention, that ryan is around the same age category as them, and learning that your father is a ‘dirty old man’ surely doesn’t help, haha. so yeah, caleb would try to not dig too deeply into it. and nope, chris doesn’t have it, haha. i mean, in human form surely not. in werewolf one, he prob does, haha. but i struggle to imagine ryan surviving such an encounter tbh. 

ah, that’s a good question. i imagine, that chris has a lot to do around the campground, even when no one is around. then, he and the rest of the hacketts prob try to track down silas and all that business as well. but i feel like, chris doesn’t really believe, that they would ever find him. one would imagine, that it’ll be travis, who low-key gave up on everything, when in fact, trying to kill silas is in part of what keeps him going. compared to this, chris has a more cynical view on it. at least, in my fanon, haha. i guess, i always picture him as a guy, who really wants to help others, but considers himself to be beyond help. or maybe, not even worthy of it. i mean, i feel like while fandom adores fawning over travis’s situation, no one ever considers why chris had to be the one, who runs the camp. i don’t think, that it was a gift from his parents. i actually, assume that he was ‘trusted’ (read conditioned) into that position, bc travis was always a scapegoat of the fam, but in a way, he was ‘let go’. he could do whatever, bc no one cared all that much, which is still pretty bad, don’t get me wrong. but with this in mind, and added fact, that bobby is clearly the favorite child, it would mean that chris was automatically put into position, where literally no one, but him could ‘inherit’ the hackett’s quarry. and where he had to be the one to have a family, and be ‘the ideal man’ or whatever. all eyes were on him, bc there were things expected from him. nothing was expected from bobby. and in a way, from travis as well, but for different reasons clearly. with this being said, i don’t think that chris had it ‘worse’ than travis or smth, it’s just that he had to suffer through different sorts of parental pressure and most likely abuse too. travis has a stockholm syndrome toward his family, and chris was basically conditioned into filling the role, that no one else could. sorry, tangled up, haha. 

but like with all this in consideration, it’s fairly easy to imagine why he would get so obsessed with ryan. and yeah, he for sure would rewatch the tapes, and enjoy phone talks, that they have. he never had anything like this before. a thing to truly look forward to. his kids are adults, so in all fairness, they no longer need him like they used to, and i feel like chris gets very aimless, when there is nothing for him to do, no one to care for, bc he has no idea how to live for himself at all. and yeah, in GP ryan’s and chris’s levels of obsession are a bit different. i suppose, partly bc chris’s mental state is also worse, than it was in ASB. he tries his best still, but cracks are starting to show more and more often. as for how he feels, when ryan is not around for months, i think that it’s a tricky question. chris is party terrified of himself and what he can do, so rational part of him says, that it’s good that ryan is far away from him, and that it might be better if he never comes back. but then, he also always longs for him to be back all the same. need vs care. obsession vs common sense. chris is very morale dualed, haha. esp when it comes to ryan. but i feel like, he’s prob one of the rare kinds of characters, who can overpower his own selfishness more often, than not. like, if i had to put all my supermassives otps into situation, where they had a choice to basically keep their ‘better half’ with them or have a chance to let them go with hope, that they can do better, that it would essentially be better for them, only chris and andrew would be capable of smth like lmao. everyone else, ryan included, would have the ugliest tantrum imaginable. even john with a similar level of self-hatred as chris, wouldn’t have been able to stop himself from being terribly selfish and keep andrew, no matter what it would have taken. this is partly why chris was okay with ryan killing him in WCA. he just assumed, well, it would be better for ryan. kinda a dick move tho. like ryan killed people for him, and he then, asks him to shot him lmao. 

and oh, funny enough, i had un-used plot, where ryan gets kicked out of the house by his mother. idk, where his grandparents are. maybe, they don’t exist in that au or they’re not close. so as result, ryan literally has nowhere to go. he asks kyalee and caleb, if they can hook him up with some temporary place, until he finds a job and will get out of their hair. but naturally, they call him an idiot and say, that he can just stay on the campground during that time, chris won’t mind. i imagine, that ryan would ask them to not tell chris why he’s here, make up some story. it also leaves a lot places for humor, bc ryan is city kid, he doesn’t know much about life in the country. but chris be there to teach him. so yeah, they would spent a lot of time together. just two of them. kyalee and caleb would also indeed have a chance to hang out with ryan more often, show him around and such. for a while everything will be alright with the world. which is smth that i really about the quarry tbh. their set-up is so deceptively cozy.

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SHIPPING INFO! ♡

Answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog. REPOST. Don’t reblog!

WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE? I honestly get more into oc/canon ships than anything tbh lmao. Anna/Hewlett is a favorite, Lilith/Jacob honestly (Lilith is a canon character in my mind okay), Sean/Javier, Zoey/Ellis is pretty cute, Kieran/Mary-Beth is also cute. 

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING? Anything, really. For toxic ships, I’m more selective and it depends on what it consists of, Hateships, friends to lovers, enemies to lovers, lovers to enemies, arranged marriages and more are free game. For me, shipping isn’t always romantic, I’m into platonic, familial, and enemy dynamics as well. I’ve been leaning more towards the term “dynamic” because it seems more universal than shipping. Since shipping is usually equated with romantic pairings.

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE? As long as all characters are 21+, age gaps don’t matter to me at all.

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING? I am, I suppose. I work off of chemistry and usually I like it when there’s progression. If there’s been previous interaction and instances that lead up to the romantic feelings because it makes it easier to write effectively with fluff. Like it’s more realistic to me since there’s reasons for why a character is into another, so chemistry is essential. Sometimes, though rarely, I can work with very little interaction but that’s usually in instances where I know and understand the others’ portrayal. I don’t ship based on face claims. All of my muses are into different traits and features.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NSFW? This is a little embarrassing to write out, but basically whenever the clothes come off or one muse or the other (or both) get “excited”. Basically when it gets really suggestive, I’ll throw it under a read more. It really depends on the predicament and my own comfort. I only write suggestive stuff like this on my other blog. I’m also more selective with smut writing than anything else.

WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH? I’m pretty much game for anyone if chemistry is there. My muses differ with their approaches to relationships and it ultimately depends on the connection they have with their person. Some muses get crushes and hooked onto people easier than others (Like Sean and Hewlett vs Varric and Evie). For canons with my ocs, I tend to stick to one portrayal (idk if that would mean exclusivity or not) and that’s sorta the same with my canon/canon relationships (like Javier/Sean, for example). So I usually stick to on mun’s portrayal for things like that, but things change and I’m never against duplicates. I don’t want people to be scared to ship with me. Just ask me and we can talk it out. I have toyed with various small ships in my mind (like Cassie/Baker), but overall, I’m pretty much game for anything. I don’t necessarily have any ships in mind atm.

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU? Preferably. Usually, I ask just in the instance of force shipping. I don’t want to do that with anyone and I want to make sure we’re on the right page. This also gives someone else the opportunity to deny a ship and we can speak of other dynamics to try with our muses. Sometimes it can be obvious that you and the other mun are into shipping your muses, but I usually prefer asking just in case. It’s just healthy communication behavior. So, I would say I would prefer if someone asks me to ship.

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP? Anytime and this isn’t only for romantic shipping. I love to explore dynamics generally. I know shipping is the more popular term, but I love deepening dynamics and trying out different things! I do love a good ounce of fluff and angst and my most memorable times in rping is the ships/dynamics I have dabbled in. I would like to see more lgbt+ ships on my blog(s) though!

ARE YOU MULTISHIP? Yes. All ships take place in their own verse. With canon relationships, I usually drift to one portrayal because that just makes it easier writing-wise, but I’m open to duplicates. The only muse that’s single ship is Jacob, he’s taken by Lilith because I personally can’t see Jacob with anyone else. 

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS? I guess so? I love writing and talking about dynamics generally (not only in the romantic sense), so I suppose I am lmao.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM? Generally? Annlett. For a while, I found Connor (AC) x Evei to be an interesting concept, same as Arno x Evie, but I’m more drawn to Annlett in my shipping. As I stated, I tend to drift towards ocs/canons for some reason lmao.

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU? Basically, just interaction lmao. I don’t mind pre-establish relationships to get the first meeting awkwardness out of the way, but basically just ask me and I’ll give my answer. Once we start interacting more, we can see where things go! Don’t assume or force me into a ship.

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NAME: Flora PRONOUNS: she/her PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: definitely discord MOST ACTIVE MUSE: tbh my activity is a mess atm, but I'd say my g.rishaverse muses somehow tackled everyone else out of the way & took the spotlight for now fjsdhfldh EXPERIENCE / HOW MANY YEARS: since 2015, I'm old & tired xD PLATFORMS YOU USE: mostly tumblr, but I'm also trying some discord rping & enjoying it BEST EXPERIENCE: I can only predicably replicate Fawn's anwer here bc I will forever be grateful that this hellsite brought us together. & now I'll move in with them soon & I couldn't be more excited to start this new chapter 🥰 apart from that I also met other amazing people here, who I now consider my friends even outside of rping & I think that's beautiful. RP PET PEEVES: oh there are few I could think of (mostly things that I saw on my dash & that didn't happen to me personally), but my biggest one is probably when people think they can judge a mun by the character they write. sending nasty anons bc you hate the muse is just not ok. FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT: I rarely write smut tbh (I think I just need to feel a certain level of comfort with the other mun to do that), but I love both fluff & angst. with me it's usually angst with some fluff sprinkled in for good measure xD PLOTS OR MEMES: I really like both! mostly I'm just bad at writing starters & I love getting things going with memes. if we plotted a dynamic beforehand - even better! my favourite is this stage where we can just randomly yell at each other & send songs, gifsets etc that remind us of our dynamic LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: I often do prefer short replies, just because it takes less brain power for me to write them, but I also really enjoy more in depth replies, where I can just work with a lot of inner monologue (just as long as you don't expect me to reply quickly lmaoo) BEST TIME TO WRITE: whenever I feel like it & my brain cooperates 🤷‍♀️ ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSES: I wouldn't say so? like surely most of them have some element I can relate to (especially my ocs) & the whole theme of finding yourself & struggling with that is quite personal to me, but I think it ends there. most of them are also more badass than I could ever be fkjsdsljfdkl

tagged by: @rasvyet <33

tagging: tbh I think most of you did this already so steal it pls??

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                                  about the mun ;

name:  eliza! i've also gone by fortune on here in the past (and tbh all elizabeth nicknames. such is the fate of an elizabeth!)

pronouns:  she/her

preference  of  communication:  tumblr ims exclusively atm!

name  of  most  active muse(s):  Ellaria, Willas, Catelyn, & Jeyne are always my most active.

platforms  you’ve  used:  I started writing on tumblr then moved to jcink, then back to tumblr! still have a soft spot for forum rp tbh. I'm not a huuuge fan of writing on discord unless we have a private server, then it's fun!

best  experience:  making friends and having that moment when plots come together in IMs and you really vibe!!

rp  pet  peeves  /  dealbreakers:  huuuuge multimuses that shift up their roster depending on what's popular and never actually respond to starters or threads...why! (this is not a vague btw, I don't follow these blogs). I have a couple of writing pet peeves (orbs instead of eyes...) but they're so petty they don't ever matter much.

fluff,  angst,  or  smut:  all of them! angst first probably because you can really get your teeth into it. smut last because I have to have a good rapport with the characters first, but I'm up for anything!

plots  or  memes:  I like to do both, but generally plot after someone responds to a meme/I respond!

long  or  short  replies:  LONG. with my longest term writing partners I have been known to write more than 1000w a reply. never any pressure to match though!

best  time  to  write:  like...9pm-1am GMT is when I'm most active, if I'm honest with myself. It's 1am right now RIP.

are  you  like  your  muse(s):  I think there's a bit of us in every character we write! I hope not too much though, because ASOIAF characters are morally grey in general. Catelyn is porbably most like me, and I love her for it.

tagged by:  @pulchramsolis my angel &lt;3

tagging:  @reiignonme, @bruiisedpetals, @asoulunbound, @hamcrtia, @blossomhcir, @rosecrowned, and anyone else who wants to do this!

[where-is-francis]

𝙄𝙣𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣

[ 𝙍𝙪𝙡𝙚𝙨, 𝘿𝙉𝙄, 𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙇𝙞𝙨𝙩 ]

𝙍𝙪𝙡𝙚𝙨:

Be respectful. It’s not that hard.

Blank blogs get blocked — tired of having to tell people to get a pfp. You wanna continue to read my stuff? Let me know you’re an actual person.

Characters with a ✶ are canonically underage. I will write for them but only for fluff. Both reader and requested character will be high school age.

Different characters have different rules depending on their canon gender or sexuality.

My comfort level with writing things for different characters varies; anybody with a ☾ means I’m more inclined to write for them.

Strikethroughs are for characters I’m not currently writing for atm.

If you have a more detailed request you are more than welcome to leave it in my dms. Tbh my dms are open for anything, come say hi.

Spam like/reblog friendly! I find them endearing!

Ask questions if you’re not sure. My nickname may be Jaws but I really don’t bite.

I used to write smut but I don’t anymore. Any requests for 18+ content will immediately be trashed.

For the love of god: no female-aligned readers interacting on my MLM fics. It’s fucking weird and fetishistic.

I do not give permission for my works to be reposted, copied, edited, used for videos, OR to be fed to any kind of AI software. My works are only available on this page and, eventually, my AO3 under the same name. All stories and ideas are my own unless stated otherwise. If you’re interested in translating my works to another language, please contact me first.

By making a request or interacting with my fics, you have agreed to the rules of my blog and acknowledge that I am at liberty to block if I see fit. Be a nice person and we shouldn’t have any issues.

𝙔𝙚𝙨!

Angst - fluff - mix - etc

One shots, headcanons, imagines, blurbs, series*

Platonic pairings/fics

Poly trios*

AMAB - AFAB - NonDescriptive!Reader

Transmasc - Non-Conforming - Non-Binary!Reader

Kinks*

Blood and gore

Body horror*

Monster!Character/Reader (mainly vampires, demons, incubus/succubus)

POC!Reader* (I am not a person of color but I will try my best)

Disabled!Reader* (just let me know what I’m working with; will try my best)

PlusSize!Reader

MLM - NBLM - MLW - NBLW

He/Him, He/They, They/Them pronouns

𝙉𝙤𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙙? 𝙅𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙨𝙠.

𝙉𝙤!

Smut (I’ll hint at it but nothing more)

S/A Themes of any kind

Literally anything where there isn’t clear consent

S/H* (open to mentioning scars or struggles but nothing else)

Ab⚠️se

Why I don’t do age regression

Age play

Petplay

Inc⚠️st/st⚠️pcest

P⚠️do shit

Extreme age gaps (ex: 20 and 40)

Parent!Character and/or Child!Reader

Omegaverse — A/B/O stuff

Furry stuff (not against it I’m just not into it and wouldn’t do it justice)

Mafia

Yandere

Any extremely dark themes

Why I don’t write for celebrities

She/Her, She/They — Fem!Reader (there’s enough content for you already)

𝙍𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙢𝙢𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙙.

𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙄𝙣𝙘𝙡𝙪𝙙𝙚 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙍𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜:

(* = 𝙤𝙥𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡)

Pronouns, gender, sexuality*, or gender expression*

Type (headcanons, fic, blurb, imagine, etc.)

Style (angst, fluff, mix, etc.)

Themes or tropes

AMAB*, AFAB*, or Non Descriptive (if it matters to the plot; default is non descriptive)

Bits of dialogue*

I love getting requests, but sometimes it’s hard to work with when they’re super vague — especially if it’s been done before. The more detailed, the better.

𝙏𝙖𝙜𝙨 𝙏𝙤 𝘾𝙝𝙚𝙘𝙠:

★ Jaws Asks — Usually where I answer questions, but occasionally has denied requests. Feel free to write for those if you wish!

★ Jaws Important — Self explanatory; mainly updates but also important information

★ Jaws Recs — Anything I’ve read and have enjoyed (making a masterlist soon)

˗ˏˋAll requests closed as of May 2024ˎˊ˗

𝙁𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙤𝙢𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨

˗ˏˋ Marvel ˎˊ˗

Tony Stark / Iron Man

Steve Rogers / Captain America

Natasha Romanoff / Black Widow

Thor Odinson

Bruce Banner / Hulk

Clint Barton / Hawkeye

Loki Laufeyson (female form/genderfluid Loki

included!) ☾

Caret Danvers / Captain Marvel

Gamora

Mantis

Drax

Wanda Maximoff ☾

Pietro Maximoff

Vision

Bucky Barnes / The Winter Soldier

Sam Wilson / The Falcon

Doctor Stephen Strange

Scott Lang / Ant-Man

Hope Van Dyne / The Wasp

T'Challa/ Black Panther

Shang-Chi

Yelena Belova ☾

Kate Bishop ☾

Matt Murdock ☾

Foggy Nelson ☾

Karen Page ☾

Frank Castle / The Punisher

Wade Wilson / Deadpool

Shuri ✶

Peter Parker (Tom!Spidey only for rn) ☾

Michelle Jones ✶

Ned Leeds ✶

Spiderverse!Miles Morales ✶

Spiderverse!Gwen Stacy ✶

˗ˏˋ Stranger Things ˎˊ˗

Steve Harrington ☾

Nancy Wheeler ☾

Eddie Munson ☾

Robin Buckley ☾ (NBLW only unless platonic)

Chrissy Cunningham ☾

Jonathan Byers ☾

Argyle ☾

Eden Bingham

Gareth Emerson

Mike Wheeler ✶

El Hopper ✶

Lucas Sinclair ✶

Max Mayfield ✶ ☾

Dustin Henderson ✶

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*  knowing  your  partner  well  can  potentially  make  writing  a  lot  easier,  repost,  do  not  r.e.blog.

name :  sera. pronouns :  she / her ,  they / them. preference  of  communication :  at  this  point  smoke  signal,  carrier  pigeon  or  yelling  into  the  void  is  fine  w.  me  but  i  also  enjoy  tumblr  dms / discord  ( though  i  do  tend  to  forget / avoid  answering  them  because  socializing  is  Hard  sometimes :( ) name  of  muse(s) :  jane  ‘ 011 ′  hopper  ( this blog ),  selina  ‘ catwoman ’  kyle ( @nineprowls ),  dan  torrance  ( @shinedied,  maybe  one  day  his  muse  will  return  from  the  war  but  he  on  hiatus  atm ) experience / how  long  ( months / years ? ) :  lmao  u  make  it  sound  like  a  profession,  but  ig  i’d  count  2013 / 2014  when  i  rlly  started  rping.

best  experience :  would  definitely  be  meeting  @surftendo  back  in  the  twdrpc  mostly  because  we  are  engaged  and  have  been  living  with  each  other  for  the  past  7  years  xoxox  but  other  than  that,  i  love ??  every  like  ‘era’  /  muse  i’ve  taken  up  because  i’ve  always  met  new  people  and  really  have  been  super  lucky  with  always  having  friends / partners  who  are engaged  to  write  w.  me  ♥  oh,  another  thing !  people  who  follow  you  through  different  blogs,  and  are  willing  to  engage  with  you  on  any  muse !

rp  pet  peeves / deal  breakers :  writing  underage  muses  but  being  gross  about  it  ( oversexualization,  sexualization  in  general,  extreme  focus  on  shipping / romance  when  they’re  like  children  --  aging  up  just  to  ship / smut,  etc ),  being  an  elitist  ( in  whatever  form,  either  with  aesthetics,  muse’s  canon,  the  whole  comic / book  >  film / show  bs. ),  toxic  shit  ( cliques,  bullying,  trying  to  collect  people,  etc ),  anon  hate  or  vaguing.  and  godmoding / metagaming / etc.

muse  preferences  fluff,  angst,  or  smut :  given  jane  is  still  a  minor  ( even  though  i  do  think  often  about  her  as  an  adult,  etc )  i  do  not  engage  in  any  s3xu4l  content  on  this  blog  specifically.  i  do  love  angst,  but  also  like  breaking  down  canon  events  in  thread  form,  writing  out  the  actions  characters  take  against  a  partner  is  usually  super  interesting  as  well  as  making  really  sad  plots  :)

plots  or  memes :  it’s  honestly  a  lot  easier  for  me  to  engage  with  someone  with  memes  because  it’s  something  i  can  just  immediately  jump  on  and  run  with.  plotting  is  great,  but  often  times  i  find  a  lack  of  interest  to  actually  discuss  indepth  or  one  party  is  contributing  more  ( and  sometimes  it  isnt  me  tbh  but  i  do  love  coming  up  w.  ideas  we’re  all  just  scared  of  rejection )

long  or  short  replies :  i  can  get  pretty  winded,  but  honestly  i  try  to  make  sure  it’s  necessary  the  length.  though  i  do  try  to  match  at  least  the  paragraphs  of  my  partner  i’ve  been  trying  to  be  okay  with  either  one  reply  shorter  or  one  reply  longer.  just  feeling  the  flow  and  writing  what  i  think  is  appropriate.  quality / having  fun > quantity !

best  time  to  write :  oh boy  it’s  usually  whenever  i  can,  these  days  it’s  either  early  morning  ( 7 - 9 am )  to  like  late  evening  ( 10 - 3am )  but  honestly  the  muse  strikes  when  it  strikes.

are  you  like  your  muse(s) :  in  a  way,  yes.  there  has  to  be  that  initial  connection,  source  to  tap  into  for  me.  though  everyone  can  pretty  much  right  anyone,  i  feel  it’s  more  engaging  for  me  personally  if  i  can  tap  into  a  character’s  feelings.  though  i  can  hardly  relate  to  jane’s  experiences  in  the  lab,  i  can  understand  the  feelings  and  try  to  tap  into  it  that  way.  i  think  the  muse  i  connected  with  most  has  been  her,  dan  torrance  and  carl  grimes  because  of  their  rough  childhoods  and  having  to  grow  up  in  traumatic  conditions.  writing  them  has  actually  helped  me  throughout  the  years  with  coming  to  terms  w.  my  own  trauma.

Tagged by: @batfall ( love u ! )  Tagging: @surftendo ,  @crscendo ,  @rulebent ,  @ourpaladin / @guiltskate ,  @lightspoke ,  @nancewheelr​ ,  @gentsleuth ,  @gallowes  ,  &  u  since  i  just  wanna  keep  tagging  ppl  <3

[jackrrabbit]

ask answering/updates

first of all, thank you 💘 second of all...

ok ok ok don’t get too excited, but I finally got the juice to start working on the next part of Fanatic 🖤 most of you guys will be like ‘who cares’ but i know some of you have been waiting for this for a while! it’s been what, 2 months?? hope I’m not jinxing myself by saying this *knocks on wood* also not to hype myself too much but it’s kinda bomb 😳 maybe this is just my sick bias but I’ve really been wanting to write about...aftermath iykwim haha. reader all scared & shy & trying to avoid him but yk he’s not going to leave her alone :P

I also figured out the ending to it will come back!! it wouldn’t be shiggy if it didn’t get dangerous 😈 also gonna be nice to write some eyes-rolling-back-in-the-head fuckery so our favorite handsy creep can finally get his dick wet with his beloved little nursey <3

here are some other vague ideas, some based on requests, some not. as always no promises!!

BNHA—pillage & plunder with fantasy AU warlord Bakugo (and his gang of ruffians?? hmm...)

BNHA—Overhaul makes you work off your daddy’s gambling debts the extra hard way uwu...also I have SO many ideas for Overhaul 😷 after I finish iwcb my next multi-part fic will probably be with him

BNHA—various things with reader as an aspiring villain set in the same universe as Caught in the Act: reader getting quarantined with shiggy & dabi...dabi getting mad at you after you keep fucking up...incel shiggy jacking it to his adorable protégée without her knowledge (a galaxy brain request from a very good buddy!!!!)

BNHA—ABO with alpha Hawks and omega reader in an elevator...and uh-oh, it’s stuck! and you’re going into heat! oh no, whatever will you do??

Haikyuu—you get stuck in a hole in a wall, good thing your dutiful boyfriend Kuroo is there to help you out ;)

Haikyuu—gangbang with Tsukki, Bokuto, Akaashi, and Kuroo...a challenge bc I’ve never written a gangbang before!! will have to do some research 🧐

Haikyuu—your bf Atsumu does mean things when he’s jealous, like putting his hands up your skirt in public

KNY—Kokushibou decides to keep a shrine maiden as his cute little human pet 💜 actually already wrote pt. 1 but I’ll wait to post til I’m done with Fanatic

AxK—just some no good very bad yandere content with Dr. Midori...neglect play stuff...sensory deprivation stuff...icky icky

Gintama—something with Kamui. does this count as monsterfucking? very very rough...idk what exactly? some form of dastardly acts

thanks for the concern friends 💕💕 I’ve been preoccupied by things happening irl for the past few weeks, trying to educate myself, going to protests, etc.

also in case anyone else is confused, my stance is and always has been that Black lives matter and all cops are bastards. I’m not sure my porn blog is the right place to talk about this at length but if you’re a bootlicker, please smash that unfollow button and don’t let the door hit you on the way out. if you don’t already have a decently functioning moral compass you should not get anywhere near my writing...fr

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omg thank you & yes yes a million times yes!!! hope you don’t mind commitment issues and student loan debt 💝👯‍♀️

the line between not hawksfucker and hawksfucker is very thin and very blurry, beware.....lol and thank you!!

the video you recommended...like damn!!! that’s exactly the vibe I feel like fratty Hawks x reader from be a little bad would be like if they had a happy ending eventually (start at 1:39)!!!!! “I didn’t make you do this” “I’m not accusing you of anything” it’s that exact dynamic. imo Hawks might be a little less willing to make things official and reader would prob have a hard time being straightforward enough to ask tho...hmmm

I did get several requests for a part 2! I’m thinking it over atm. I will say tho that most of my reqs have very slow turnaround so if I write it, it might be a while

ooh I love getting recommendations! here’s what I like:

fanfic: I read stuff like what I write (smut, kink, yandere, villains). at some point I’m going to make a long post of fic recs of my own! I also read fluff and character x character ship fic so interests are pretty broad

TV: humor, crime shows like Bones, Criminal Minds, Psych, that kind of thing. nothing too dark or complicated, nothing that requires too much investment. same goes for anime

movies: pretty much everything! lately I’m really into Howl’s Moving Castle and Once Upon a Time in Hollywood

books: literary fiction. can I say I’m into dark academia if the only dark academia I’ve read is The Secret History? favorite books I’ve read semi-recently are TSH, All the Light We Cannot See, The Poisonwood Bible, and Discipline & Punish. currently reading Foucault’s History of Sexuality

music: idk man...all kinds of stuff. I listen based on vibe more than genre. all my spotify playlists are named things like “sunday” and “the power” and “[sparkle emoji]”. my artists on repeat are Hozier, The Weeknd, Kendrick, M.I.A., The Neighborhood (F I’m a basic bitch) but I’ll try anything once

jfc these two asks have given me so much hope 🥰😭💗 you know what? sooner or later I’m going to post Kamui x reader smut and it’s going to get 3 notes from the three of us liking it and that’s okay because I’ve thirsted over this man too long and too hard to go my entire life without reading over-indulgent reader-insert porn of him. yes the villain kink jumped out but DAMN!!! the man has ‘h*rny scumbag who lets his instincts rule him’ baked into both his DNA and his psyche, and I’m so here for it 😌

if you don’t know who Kamui is, do me a favor and watch gintama. yes there are like 400 episodes but it’s worth it. I will convert more bitches to the gintama thirst train if it costs me my life. Kamui was made to star in disrespectful breeding kink smut and this is a hill I will die on.

??? sure, if you can point me toward part 2 ????? lmao

I’m guessing you meant to ask for a pt 2 instead of pt 3? in which case, thanks for asking!! but tbh...for some reason I have a really hard time imagining what a pt 2 would look like, maybe because I wrote it 100% from Overhaul’s POV so it’s hard for me to define the reader’s feelings. I’m not saying it’ll never happen but 🤷‍♀️

HOWEVER if it’s Overhaul content in general you’re craving, you’re in luck!!! he’s a favorite of mine. legit he ticks so many of my boxes—villain kink? check. medical/scientist kink? check. yakuza kink? honey I’m weak. I’ll definitely be writing more for him in the future!

oh no! I checked it on my computer & on mobile and all of the links are working for me? are the links still broken for you guys?

anyway, here are the rules, here’s the short version of the request rules, and here is part 1 and part 2 of it will come back.

thank you to everyone who has sent kind words, everyone who replies to my writing, and everyone who posts thirst in the tags!!! I read that shit!!!! and it makes me fucking cry, I love you all

one more thing: several people have requested continuations to Sleepless, Sidekick, and Fanatic. on one hand, I’m so flattered that you guys want more!!! on the other hand, I actually already answered asks about pt. 2′s for those particular fics. before you request a continuation of anything, it’s probably a good idea to look up the name of the fic as a tag on my blog so you can check and see if anyone else had the same question 💖💖💖

[the-pale-goddess]

30 questions

Thank you for tagging me, beautiful Terr 💞 @terrm9

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Name/Nickname: Hilde, Miss Hilse (made up by Miss Rebecca)

Gender: female

Zodiac Sign: virgo ♍

Height: 5′0

Birthday: August 30th

Lucky Number: 9

When did you create this blog?: September 2016

What do I post?: ✨ 24/7 Ethan Ramsey & Open Heart shrine✨ fics and all that jazz, but also (to a lesser extent): some personal shit, positive vibes for my lovely followers, relatable memes and other chonces shenanigans

Last thing I googled: love you heart meme

Do I get asks?: occasionally

Why did I choose my URL?: I used to be the biggest fan of the heavy sounds, so this url was my tribute to the album I was obsessed with back in the day - The Pale Emperor by Marilyn Manson. Thought goddess would be more fitting than empress.

My current projects and wips: Oh dear...Why do you have to remind me of my failure fkjdskfj

Scar Tissue - Ethan’s POV of Contaminated (angst)

Puncture Wound - NYE fic set in OH1 (angst)

Lace Curtain - flashback from Home With You universe (smut)

Louder Than Sirens - set during Miami in OH1 (fluff)

Conquest - kinky role play fic (smut)

The Addams Family (Ch4 of Home With You)

Special Treatment (Ch3 of Through The Glass)

Favorite artist(s) (atm): Rhye, The Neighbourhood, White Lies

All time fav: Interpol, BANKS, Arctic Monkeys, The Weeknd, Queens of the Stone Age and many more

Favorite song of all time: I can’t possibly pick just one, you know? But let’s go with the one that came to my mind first - Special Needs by Placebo

Last movie: I’ve recently rewatched LOTR: The Fellowship of The Ring for the gazzillionth time

Last show: watching Lupin atm

Favourite food: pasta is life

Food I hate: the mix of sweet & sour - no, thank you

Favourite colour: red, black, pink (in that order)

Favourite animal: dog, lion and the traumatised turtle from OH ksdjfksdjfk

What I’m currently wearing: an oversized t-shirt & dotted pyjama pants

Dream job: wine taster fjkdfjgkdfjg

Dream trip: Italy, New Zealand, Bali, roadtrip across the US - just to name some (but at this moment literally any trip is a dream trip tbh)

Currently Reading: rereading The Picture of Dorian Gray because I found an English version in my attic

Currently thinking about: when will I get my shit together and stop procrastinating gkdgjkdfd

Fun Facts:

1. I’m scared of frogs.

2. I used to be emo, then I became a heavy metal fan. I still listen to some of my favorite bands from that teenage period.

3. Black is my happy color. I rarely wear colorful clothes - when I do, they’re either red or pink.

4. When I was a child, I dreamed of becoming a pediatrician (lmao @ this poor kid and her wild imagination)

5. My anxiety & self-hatred made me abandon my plans of pursuing a drama degree.

Ok...These were not fun kfjsdkfjkds

Top three fictional universes: MCU, Harry Potter, Middle-earth

Tagging: @beckaroo @doilooklikeiknow @blossomanarchy @blaineofardona 

[cryathon]

kylee’s follow forever

Hi, I just wanted to update y’all on who I’ve been following (very closely) since tbh I can’t even keep up with my own hyper fixations anymore. So here’s a list of about 10 or so blogs who’s content i thoroughly enjoy!! all but two are criminal minds fanfic writers (yes I know I have a problem and no I don’t want to talk about it) but please feel free to message me about more blog recs!! I won’t hesitate to give y’all some more!!! Also, only I could ,ess up one of the blog names, it’s fixed now but i am still dumber than a doorknob. :/

@smokahuntis - kinda bias bc she’s like my best friend but she really does have really great star wars fics, I recommend Temptesas (the mandolorian) or one of her MANY anakin fics (yes this is a personal attack Shelby)

@spiderrpcrker - you don’t really understand how sweet this girl is. She’s always popping up in my notifications and tbh shes probably one of the only reasons I’m still on tumblr

@linguinereid : she has these really great Spencer Reid fics that are wayyy more interesting than like three AP books I’ve read. Even tho she prolly hates me at this point, I still stan 25/8 and have notifications on (yes she has an enemies to lovers fic and no that’s not the ONLY reason I put her here)

@thelukealvez : I can’t really find good daddy luke content on tumblr but I’ll ALWAYS binge read her masterlist whenever I have the time. But on the VERY off chance that Luke isn’t your vibe, she has some great Spencer fics on her masterlist that AT LEAST deserve a check out.

@bxbyspxncer : shes prolly one of the first cm fic writers I’ve followed on here and I have never regretted it since. (If you’re gonna check out anyone from this list find her masterlist!! There’s this one fluff piece called “Bubba” and it’s honestly my favorite on the website atm)

@jpegjade : also a HUGE favorite of mine. (Again, if you’re gonna check anyone out it’s definitely safe to say they are a good bet. masterlist) she also has a lot of fluff pieces and super easy to just talk to and stuff and I just agejanskxn

@reidswords : I think y’all are starting to see a pattern here? They write a bunch of fluff pieces and they just nail the dynamic of the team yaknow? Also, they don’t write smut which is great for me bc personally I don’t like rbing or putting smut on my blog. Along with Spencer content they also have a bunch of Luke stuff and I just eat that shit up.(masterlist) Also might be bias bc I bought earrings off of them and I’m super excited to get them oh well

@emilyxprentiss : y’all know the drill by now. She has this Emily fic (platonic) that I fucking love, but I will say. Not exactly for the faint of heart. BUT ALSO she writes for Emily like in general (I’m a huge simp you don’t have to tell me) and blogs about hotchniss (which is pretty interesting, tbh I’m fairly new so I didn’t rly know about it til I followed her buttt I kinda stan)

you are under no obligation to follow these people. Also pretty much they all already know each other so i basically aint doing shit, but i love appreciating creators on this website. Also there’s probably a bunch that i missed bc it was late lol, so again, if you want more recommendations just send me a DM or ask lol. :)

[dragons-bones]

Stories you want to write...

...but for some reason haven’t yet

tagged by both @autumnslance and @msviolacea and I haven’t done one of these in a long-ass time soooooo let’s do it.

1.) The Vacation Fic AKA Aymeric and Synnove get locked/thrown out of their offices by their friends and they take a week to themselves at the Bloodshore cabin. Set between Patch 3.3 and 3.4. Fluff, worldbuilding, food porn, little bit of smut. Problem is, this thing is basically a chaptered fic--at least five--and I’m fucking bad at that. I suspect this is something I’d need to write the entirety of in advance so it doesn’t languish in Unfinished Fic hell, but fuck it’s a big project and getting the energy for it is going to be hard. One day, though, I got to all the other projects at some point.

2.) Post-Grand Melee Victory Sexing Fic. Well, more like finish, but its contents are written all over the place. This one needs a proper contextual build up, though, as well as discussion by Aymeric and Synnove about consent and boundaries and also birth control because this is the fic where they first have sex with one another and I am not skimping out on any of those things. Like, yeah, it’s shamelessly smutty but it’s way more than just smut and tbh I’m weirdly protective of this concept and I suspect that’s part of my block on writing this because despite the WIP title, the smut’s not as important to me as the relationship.

3.) I should. Like. Figure out what the fuck Eydis has been doing the past twenty years. She’s the only member of the Greywolfe family where I just have this huge blank spot on what the fuck’s been going on with her. Part of the problem I think is that because Synnove gets the lion’s share of attention of all my FFXIV OC’s, and there’s a...*consults notes* thirteen year age difference between Synnove and Eydis and they were never close, that what’s gone on with Eydis isn’t actually important to Synnove’s story.

3a.) Synnove brings the portrait of her Uncle Tyr and Aunt Angharad back to Ul’dah for Auntie and Eydis is there and they have a big family cry. Honestly I had forgotten that idea until just now, thank you, meme thing.

4.) Hilda/Lucia. I recall a joking reference in a meme response I did about a Squad bar crawl with Hilda and picking up Lucia and then later during the crawl Lucia and Hilda furiously making out and that’s been quietly stewing in the back of mind ever since I wrote that. I. I don’t think that’s actually how they got together in the Squad verse? *pondering*

5.) Some sort of confrontation during Werlyt as a Lupicide followup because honestly I’m basically ignoring the enormous elephant in the room of “Synnove Greywolfe and Gaius Baelsar having to work together however grudgingly.” That said, I...don’t like how the Werlyt storyline is handling Gaius and his reactions (or, lack of reactions, really...) or other people’s reactions/the lack thereof to what the shit is happening with that sidequest, and I know very well I’m not fair when I write characters I don’t like or have complicated-but-leaning-towards-negative feelings about. So I would very much like to write something compelling and complex but won’t because it’s not gonna end up that way. (I’ve actually had to flatout stop reading fic with Gaius in it, because I feel his portrayal and motivations are handled better there, and it’s making me dislike the canon version even more.)

6.) More carbuncle shenanigans but that’s a given.

7.) Mistwrought ‘verse stuff, but I’ve recognized the setting works better as a TTRPG thing rather than something for novels or short stories unless a miracle happens and suddenly there’s Plot for this original ‘verse of mine and no just interconnected Eldritch Shenanigans.

Okay, tagging, uhhhhhhhh @tehjai (feel free to answer this on the Tiona sideblog if that fits better), @victhespookygoat (same deal for you, Vic!), @ravenclawnerd (we are currently not hanging in the same fandom circles atm but who cares), @to-the-voiceless, @ahlis-xiv, @starsandauras, @stars-bleed-hearts-shine, @goblin-alchemist, @ginger-nightmist, and whomever else would like to do this and hasn’t yet!