#moonflower I'm so sorry this all happened to you

[blimbo-buddy]

Nah because it's downright nasty that people will claim that PineStar groomed LeopardFoot or that he's a predator, yet turn a blind eye to StormTail quite literally grooming MoonFlower when she was so young and he was so much older than her. StormTail genuinely manipulates MoonFlower, we see their interactions together when MoonFlower is young and he gives her constant praise and makes her think that she's mature for her age.

[lavender-butterfly-cookie]

I meant the isekai x self-aware fic with the team that you would never fight. I love it and want to see a part 2 of it. (sorry if I worded my previous ask incorrectly and confused you into thinking I was talking about another fic!)

OH- Butterfly- be more specific next time. I got around 3 different self-aware crk au's going on and you ought to specify which one you're referring to. I'm gonna mix them up if you don't T T Anyways, part two coming right up

Previous part

The ball's in your court pt2

While the battle between the heroes and Shadow Milk cookie raged on, Y/N cookie was just chilling with the kids and watching from the side eating popcorn (From where? nobody knows). The fight was pretty much still a 50/50 battle since neither team was taking enough damage for defeat. When did Shadow Milk cookie become THIS resilient??? Oh well, provided you got the healers doing their job and everyone else is holding up it would be fine.

Gingerbrave: So...

Strawberry cookie: The baker, hm?...

Wizard cookie: I thought you'd be bigger...

Y/N cookie: the feeling is mutual. And take as much time as you need to come to terms with it.

Strawberry cookie: And those cookies- the ones you brought to fight. Are... they the really like the ones we know? As in- the white lily cookie and dark cacao cookie. I don't know who the other two are.

Y/N cookie: Yes and no. Unlike the cookies of this universe, these ones are solely brought in to fight the enemy on my command. And if they crumble it's not a permanent death. They'll always come back provided I choose to use them for battle again. And even if I don't, they're on standby. Though I don't exactly think I'll need to put any of them on the bench with how well the battle is going.

Y/N cookie looks back at the fight, which hasn't calmed down in the slightest. But at least they were slowly getting the upper hand. The three other cookies looked at each other before looking at the baker.

Wizard cookie: So you're saying that anyone you choose to fight for you can and will appear?

Y/N cookie: Yeah, but that'll probably only be possible once I beat this boss or they lose.

Gingerbrave: Wow! This is so cool! It's like some awesome video game in real life!

Y/N cookie:... riiiiiiiiiiiight......

Strawberry cookie: I have a question.

Y/N cookie: Ask away.

Strawberry cookie: Earlier you said something about... Elder Faerie crumbling?... I-is that really gonna happen?

Y/N cookie: Uhh

Wizard cookie: Oh so I wasn't the only one who heard that.

Y/N cookie: Well-

Gingerbrave: Wait- he's gonna crumble?! When?!

Y/N cookie: Ok just calm down so I can speak, geez!

All three cookies go silent, looking up at Y/N cookie with visible concern as they sigh.

Y/N cookie: So originally, he supposed to die. I'm not gonna go into too much detail cuz that's way too many spoilers but yeah, he dies. I was admittedly hoping it wouldn't come to that since a whole lot of dialogue was changed, but I guess there odds of the story changing were pretty low.

Gingerbrave: W-when does it happen?! Maybe we can stop it?!

Y/N cookie: Considering how long the fight's been going I'd say right about-

Just then there was a yell of pain from the battle grounds, causing all the cookies to look at the source. Surprise surprise, Elder faerie was dying.

Y/N cookie: Now...

The four went to the scene. (skipping the whole using the guardians strength part because it's gonna take forever for me to finish this story if I don't.)

Y/N cookie: Can't you heal him or something, Mystic flour cookie?

Mystic flour cookie: No.

Y/N cookie: Why not-

Mystic flour cookie: I'm not about to interfere with a canon event.

Y/N cookie: Ah- fair.

Burning Spice cookie: And so the old fool dies. And yet, I still feel nothing.

Y/N cookie: Wait is that a ref-

White Lily cookie: WHY ARE YOU GUYS SO NOCHALANT ABOUT THIS?! I JUST BECAME A GUARDIAN FOR TREES SAKE!

Moonflower Faerie: You'll get over it.

White Lily cookie: Wait- really?

Moonflower faerie: No- that's gonna haunt you for weeks to come, trust me.

White Lily cookie: oh-

Dark Cacao cookie (Dragon lord): Now, let us make haste and seal that wretched beast once and for all.

Y/N cookie: He's gonna be back in- like, Beast yeast episode 7

Burning spice + Mystic flour: What?-

Y/N cookie: Nothing- let's just go!

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[moonflower-ifs]

Hello everyone! Sorry for being MIA these past weeks, but July has been quite busy!

Remember when I said "If everything goes well, I should be able to release the Demo at the end of July"? Yeah, not everything went well, but!

I've come to a decision in regards to Moonflower, because I want to show you more of the story and characters.

This month I've been working on a customized template and I've been trying to work on some technical aspects of the IF and story. I'm hoping to have everything figured out soon. Still, if this doesn't happen in the time limit I've given myself I decided to use a pre-existing template, publishing the demo without some aspects and story parts, so that you can at least see a little more about Moonflower.

I won't say when I will be able to post the first draft of the demo (I've seen how it went the last time I put out the ideal date haha) but I'm hoping it to be soon!

In summary: If I manage to do everything I want within the time limit, you'll have the custom template and the whole first chapter with all its aspects, if I'm not able to do so, you'll still get some salient parts of the first chapter and a later update once I've finalized everything else. Thank you for your patience and interest! These next days I'll answer all the asks I've received, and sorry for being late in my response!

See you soon!

[krscblw]

ghoul perfume associations pt. 3!

more ghoul perfume associations bc ghost and perfume are my two main hobbies! all of these are indie/niche perfumes because those are the types of perfume i'm mainly into. these lists are really fun for me and i would love to hear what people think!!

also, jsyk: because this post is so long, some of the text might get cut off on mobile. it should be okay on desktop if that happens (i don't know how to fix it, sorry :/)

Aeon

Notes: non-sweet chocolate, linen, lavender

Perfumes:

Autumn Morning - Pulp Fragrance

hot chocolate, slightly spiced oatmeal, carnations, a cozy blanket

Twice To Tea - Poesie 

strong earl grey tea, lavender absolute, vanilla syrup, a splash of milk

Aether

Notes: bourbon, amber, vanilla  

Perfumes:

Not A Deer - Little & Grim 

cedarwood, chestnuts, sandalwood, maple, oak, tonka, suede, clove, spiced vanilla, amber, tobacco 

Loggia - Solstice Scents 

“High above the village, a castle sits shrouded in a heavy gray mist.  Muted moonlight illuminates its upper terraces. Thick with incense smoke, the loggia swells with invited guests, each heavily cloaked and masked. Laughter, violas and a harpsichord fill the night. Wine flows from never-ending mahogany vats. Exotic spices drape the air in fragrant bouquets. A bell rings from the archway, and all in attendance fall silent as the master of the night creatures crosses the paving stones...”

mahogany, sweet amber, musk, dark incense, deep vanilla bean, sandalwood, cardamom, black pepper, cognac and allspice

(i have this one and it's great, perfect for aether imo)

Alpha

Notes: leather, smoke, gunpowder

Perfumes:

Spiritus Fumosus - Alkemia

volcanic basalt, smelted metal ores, amberwood, smokey birch tar, old leather, galbanum, white oud, gray amber, petrichor, wet sand, bergamot, sichuan peppercorn, gingergrass, white patchouli

Deus ex Machina - Alkemia 

“An olfactory portrait of industrial decay and the fallen gods of age of disruption, innovation, and technological revolution.”

fire-hardened steel, rusted iron, motor oil, wet cement, burnt copper wires, gray amber

Cirrus

Notes: dark fruits, musk, heavy florals, honey

Perfumes:

Virgo - Deconstructing Eden   

dark amber, bulgarian rose absolute, lavender maillette, orris root, benzoin, dark fruits, bourbon vanilla

Eglantine House - Deconstructing Eden 

honeyed roses, mahogany, plums, amber accord, champaca flowers, eglantine roses, white musk

Cumulus

Notes: lilac, magnolia, jasmine, sugar, cold air

Perfumes:

Midnight Garden - Alkemia 

night-flowering white flowers – tuberose, lily, honeysuckle, gardenia, moonflower

Calliope - Alkemia 

clementine, orange blossoms, white orchid, sugared currants, tonka, and vanilla musk, cotton candy, saltwater taffy

Dewdrop

Notes: berries, smoke, spices, metal

Perfumes:

Unrequited - Deconstructing Eden

black sandalwood, raspberries, bitter orange, black pepper, smooth silky musk, dark amber, smoky patchouli 

Lightning Storm - Nui Cobalt Designs 

Petrichor, ozone, electrified metal, cold musk, bergamot, lime zest, cracked pink peppercorn, copal smoke, myrrh, teakwood

(this one represents dew as a water ghoul – citrus, spices, ozone, and metal. sweet, cold, and a little bitter)

Ifrit

Notes: black tea, incense, spices 

Perfumes:

Tasseomancy - Nui Cobalt Designs 

black tea spritzed with orange, incense smoke clinging to heavy velvet curtains, fireplace embers, cinnamon, clove

Tasseomancy - LVNEA 

bergamot, black tea, lapsang souchong, honey, spices, milk

(yes they are both called the same thing. he's a guy with a brand i don't know what to tell you)

Mist

Notes: water, herbs, ice

Perfumes:

Eisheth - Deconstructing Eden 

seawater, herbs - rosemary, mint, clary sage, bergamot, hyssop, lemongrass, and verbena, white tea

Blackwater Lake - Osmofolia  

“Short-needle pine branches hang over mossy lake rocks, radiant white water lilies soak in the sun, the surface of the dark lake water ripples above submerged northern watermilfoil, and a chill in the air warns of impending autumn.”

pine needles, cold wind, northern watermilfoil, white water lilies, moss, stone, lake water

Mountain

Notes: vetiver, plants, earth, mushrooms

Perfumes:

Poor Farm - Little & Grim 

“Overgrown grass, tangled undergrowth, wildflowers, the memory of fresh linens, and distant, greener pastures.”

moss, sage, ferns, sweet grasses, green wood, and chamomile

Mycelium - Treading Water Perfume 

“Rounding the corner it came into view, the being that had terrorized the village for decades. It sat terrifyingly still on top of natural rock formation that resembled some strange amalgamation of an altar. An altar not made by human hands but as if created by the forest itself to honor this being. The being was here long before the village and it will continue to be here long after we are gone.”

soil, mushrooms, patchouli, black currants, hinoki wood

Nimbus/Aurora*

Notes: peach, rose, earth

Perfumes:

The Lover Tells Of The Rose - Alkemia 

wild roses, lemon verbena, white pearl tea leaves, delicate white patchouli, new greens, wet moss

Apothecary Rose - LVNEA 

rose gallica, rose de mai, damask rose, tarragon, violet leaf, apricot, labdanum, myrrh

*i headcanon nimbus as a earth/air multi

Omega

Notes: wood, amber, tobacco

Perfumes:

Danse Macabre - Fyrinnae

sandalwood, amber, labdanum, vanilla, woodsmoke, smoldering logs

Leo - Deconstructing Eden 

frankincense, myrrh, benzoin, amber, liatrix, blood cedar, blond tobacco absolute, sweet spices, honey

(i have this one and i love it, it's very warm and resinous)

Rain

Notes: seawater, ozone, vanilla

Perfumes:

Ambre Gris - Alkemia 

“A rare blend of proprietary perfumery ingredients carefully oxidized by sunlight, sand, air, sea salt, water, and ocean minerals. The result is as changeable and morphing as the ocean... earthy, sweet, musky, saline.”

gray ambergris, ocean minerals, sea salt

Cerulea - OSMOFOLIA 

“A synesthesia perfume inspired by a color. Sapphire ocean blue with flashes of turquoise and glistening white.”

osmanthus, ambergris, sea salt, ocean water, tuberose, cucumber

Sunshine/Stratus**

Notes: strawberries, citrus, vanilla, spices

Perfumes:

In Love with Everything - Imaginary Authors

“This extremely versatile (and genderless!) fragrance is great for any time of day and any time of year but the blast of energy it possesses is ideal for whenever you’re feeling low or looking for a little boost of bliss to keep your body moving and your lungs laughing long into the night.”

raspberry, citrus pulp, coconut palm sugar, madame isaac pereire, sandalwood, tropical punch, stardust

(i have this one! it's very fruity, you definitely get the fruit punch, but it still has a good amount of depth)

Eos - Fantôme 

“Eos is named for the goddess of dawn—who beckons the daybreak with her rosy fingers. This perfume smells like the color of the sunrise; pink and gold light breathing life into the morning dew.”

tart lemonade, raspberries, candied rose petals, wild berries, a hint of ginger

**i headcanon sunny as a fire/air multi

Swiss***

Notes: smoke, musk, patchouli, incense

Perfumes:

Black Heart - Spirit & Venom   

dark patchouli, clove, caramel pipe tobacco

Scorpio - Deconstructing Eden

“The fixed water sign of the zodiac, Scorpios are sensitive and intense, complicated and multi-layered. This blend is deep, still water, with notes of humid air and just the barest touch of mud.”

white and pink lotus absolute, orris root, myrrh, patchouli, gray musk, still water

***i headcanon swiss as a fire/water multi

Zephyr

Notes: dust, ozone, faint sweet musk, mint, cool air

Perfumes:

Walking with a Ghost - Spirit & Venom 

“Light & ethereal musk, fresh harvest pear, a whiff of perfume from a loved one long passed.”

Aquarius - Deconstructing Eden 

air, an undercurrent of water, sparkling aldehydes

if you made it this far, thank you for reading! and i would love to hear your thoughts!! (/gen - do you have any recommendations? do you agree/disagree? i love talking abt this) (also thank you sm to @midnight-moth for recommending lvnea!!)

[nescaveckwriter]

Moonflowers & Werewolves 🌝🐺 - Chapter Two

Teen wolf

Derek Hale x reader

A/N: Uhmmm hold on bugsies, this is a 'claw-biter' 🤣... Hope y'all enjoy 🐞🩷

Side Note: Starting to think of doing a rewatch maybe 😅🐞🤣🥹... Also thanks for the love and support 🐞🐞🐞❤️❤️

Warnings: Swearing light. Anger. Violence. Use of weapons, anything else let me know🐺🐞😍

Stops inches away from her, glancing at her and then at the moon, the wolf starts howling at the moon, as she stood there, to afraid to even move, she catches a glimpse of the wolf's eyes, it's sort of friendly looking, there's a sense of gentleness and familiarity about the blue orbs, but that's just plain crazy, she's never seen a wolf up close.

The wolf starts walking away, he suddenly stops, staring at her, not to growl, he just simply let's out a little whine, then he starts running deeper into the woods.

Barely breathing she stood there, unsure of what to do, unable to comprehend of what just happened, why the animal didn't attack her.

....

Panting now, as he stood there on the hill, looking out over the forest, cursing himself internally "what the hell was that?, how is it that still after all this time the full moon still has such an affect on him?"

"Her heart were beating rapidly" somehow he just couldn't stop himself from getting closer, hearing her cry, just drew him in closer, somehow it made him angry, who in their right mind would hurt her? Of course he would never attack her, but it's as if the rage inside of him made him see red, it bothered him seeing her like that, scratching the back of his neck, "why did it bother me so much, seeing her with so much hurt and sadness?" He regretted it the very second when he walked towards her, seeing the fear in her eyes, made him feel like a predator, but what was he going to do tell the poor woman "hey don't worry you've met me, I'm Derek Hale and I'm a damn werewolf, yes I can rip your throat out with my bare teeth, but I won't"

Hearing footsteps between the trees makes him growl, "Dad it's just me"

"What the hell Eli?" He hissed

"I'm sorry, you were gone for so long, I had to come and see if everything is okay" he stuttered

Instantly regretting his tone in his voice "it's fine son, I'm sorry, I'm doing okay, how are you?"

Mumbling "yeah good dad, can we go home now, I always feel so strange when the moon is full"

"I know son, you'll get used to it" he lied

"If only I can be more like you dad" he whispered, knowing his dad would still hear him

Giving him a half smile "no son, you don't want to be like me, you just be yourself, all your strength will come at the right time"

"Thanks dad, but what strength, I don't have any strength" he sighed

"Your my son, a Hale, a werewolf, we'll figure it out you'll see, but we can talk more about it at home. You have school tomorrow" he replied.

....

Still struggling to figure out last night's events, she starts going through the assignments, she gave the kids, there's some nice quotes from Marilyn Monroe, even a few from Hemingway himself, but the last one she reads, leaves her cold, 'Just because I am a predator doesn't mean I have to be a killer' glaring at the name on the page Eli Hale, "what does that even mean?" Thinking to herself, "I'll talk to him after class"

The bell ringing let's the children know it's time to go home, as she's the last class for the day, as the kids walks past her, she asks Eli to quickly stay behind.

He stops, "yes miss, something wrong?" He mumbles

Her voice is sweet "Eli, the assignment yesterday, you never wrote down, where you heard it from?"

Smiling almost proudful "my dad, taught me that since I were Little"

Trying to hide the judgment in her voice she smiles "oh that's nice, I were just curious, thank you, have a great day"

He just nods, says "goodbye" and walks out.

Trying to suppress the anger she feels boiling, "who would teach their kids that? What type of monster" shaking her head , "Since when am I such a bad judge of character, he looked genuinely nice!"

....

Pulling in her driveway, glancing over to her neighbors, shaking her head. As she gets out, she hears the man's smoky voice "hey neighbor" , contemplating if she should wave at him or just let it be, but she just can't control the anger.

"Excuse me Mr. Hale" she waves him down

He laughs a little "A bit formal don't you think?"

There's a fire burning in her eyes "what is the matter with you?"

Shocked "Excuse me Madison?"

There's anger and judgement in her voice now "why would you teach your son his a predator, what type of parent does that?"

His, green - hazel eyes seems concerned, "Look Miss Wells, what I teach my son, has nothing to do with you"

The color leaves her face, "your not even going to deny it? How are you trying to raise your son? To be a predator? To go on some sort of crime bender, what kind of father does that "

''You have absolutely no right to come and attack me, about the way I parent my son, so I would appreciate it if you leave'' he hissed

Her eyes darken, her voce sharp. ''I have every right to tell you, what I think, its my job to look after the kids of my class, so in opinion you are  a terrible parent and a horrible human being'' 

His heart rate is sky rocketing, he needs to fight harder than ever to not shift, folding his arms, to hide his claws coming out, feeling the sharp points piercing into his arm's flesh, his voice sounding croaky ''you need to leave right now, go away and don't ever come near me again''

Her eyes widening, ''fine, but this isn't over'' she mumbled 

He just turns around, closing the door, falling to the ground, ''what the hell is happening why can't I suppress the shift'' letting out a soft roar. ''Something aren't right!''

Walking to her house she could've sworn she heard a roar sound. Usually she won't back down so easily but something in his demeanor frightened her. Something about him, makes her feel frightened and intrigued at the same time.

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As Eli walks into his  house he sees, his dad sitting at the dining room table, tapping his fingers on the wooden surface beneath, his go to thing, when ever his really mad. ''Dad, everything oaky?''

''No Eli, everything is not fine, why the hell did you think it was a good idea to write that little thing I taught you since you were a pup down and give to your new teacher'' he hissed

''Uhm Dad, I..I'm sorry, it was the only thing I could think off, I thought you'd be proud that I remember the stupid phrase'' he stuttered

''Dammit Eli, your a werewolf, that's a phrase to keep us human, to keep us from killing, you have any idea what you've done?'' he echoed

''I'm not a werewolf, not like you'' he stammered and ran upstairs, closing his bedroom door like just a teenager can.

''Eli, get down here this very minute'' he urged. Making a fist, almost smashing it against the table, but decides against it. ''I'm doing the best I can, dammit'' he mumbled underneath his breath.

The doorbell rang, as Derek opened it, he saw Sheriff Stilinski. 

''Hello Sheriff, with what can I help you?'' he sighed

''Rough day Derek?'' he acknowledged

''Two words, 'Teenaged son'' he hissed

''Been there, done that, just be glad you don't have Stiles as a son.'' 

Both men starts laughing.

''What brings you to my door Noah?''

''Well, something isn't quite right, some high school kids were hiking in the woods and found four bodies, two of them were human with bite marks but the other were your kind, and they were killed with silver bullets, but also, here's the part that doesn't make sense, there blood was black, as if they ingested some kind of poison but, I don't know what it is, the bodies are at the morgue, mind checking it out for me?'' he pleaded

A puzzled look on his face, ''yeah I'll check it out, give me a sec'' running upstairs, knocking on the door, ''Son, I'm going to leave , Sheriff Stilinski needs some help, I'm sorry about getting angry with you earlier, we can talk when I get home.''

Eli looked at his father, his voice distant, ''Yeah whatever dad''

Grabbing his keys, off the kitchen table, walking outside, glancing over to the neighboring house, seeing Madison carrying a box from the garage, realizing his been a full grown jerk, he needs to apologize, and think of some kind of excuse for his behavior all while making up some kind reason for the phrase. Gesturing he'll be right behind the Sheriff, he walks over towards her house.

Already catching the sweet scent of her , she smells like roses, sweet fruity roses, but the moment she turns facing him, he hears her heart starts beating faster, he can sense her fear, he just absolutely hates that this gently person is afraid of him. His voice low ''Hello''

Pursing her lips ''Hello''

''Listen about earlier, you just caught me on a bad time, and I were already stressed out, so I kind of took it out  on you, as for the phrase my son wrote down, it came out of some movie, the name I can't recall, but I will talk to him, well I tried but that didn't go well, anyhow I hope you'll accept my apology.'' he claimed.

Her voice a bit shaky, ''Its fine, I'm so sorry as well, and I didn't really mean your a horrible person, I can't make assumptions of people, like that,'' pouting now ''in a way I think I let my own anger and personal baggage spill over, so I'm so sorry'' 

Picking up she's a bit more relaxed  now and there's a soft smile forming on her lips, but before he can invite her to dinner or something, to show how sorry he is, he hears a different sound sliding through the wind. Turning around to where the sound is coming from, then suddenly hearing the exact same sound in another direction, his senses is heightened, hearing multiple heartbeats, some fast, some relaxed, forming almost a circle around them, the scents are human, the swooshing comes closer and closer, but he catches the arrow, and then the other one, but then there's multiple arrows, remembering the woman behind him, turning to face her, she's just standing there shock on her face, as he hovers over her, managing to pick her up as he ran towards the trees, she squirms and screams, but he doesn't really care, he needs to get away, drawing them after him and not after his son, while getting her too safety his eyes starts glowing, turning his hazel green eyes, into an electric blue, his back is pierced with multiple arrows, most probably laced with wolfsbane, as he feels his strength getting weaker and weaker, crashing down to the ground, seeing a man, most probably a hunter walking closer towards there position, he clings to her, for life, afraid they might think she's one of them, he pushes through the pain, gathering every last bit of strength he has left, first came the claws then the fangs, he starts roaring, warning what ever comes closer that he will attack, but the figure comes closer, until he...

Chapter Three Here :)

[sleepy-vix]

Hey (with the intention of taking walks in a forest in the rain with you?)

How's your day been? (or how's it going?)

I don't really know what I was going to say, but hello from the abyss :) and is there anything you feel like ranting about right now? (sorry if it's a weird question, and you only have to answer if you feel comfortable to, but if you do, then it could be about anything - whether it's a life problem or a special interest)

And if you had to be any plant or part of nature, what would you be and why?

Anywho, sorry for bothering you and I hope something nice has happened or will happen to you today 🪴

YOU'RE NOT BOTHERING ME AT ALL!! i'm really happy to see you in my inbox

my day's just started (i just woke up) but my whole week has been really bad- i had all my exams crammed into this week and due to family reasons i couldnt study at all last week. usually i'm not so stressed out but i'm senior year now and everything is becoming real and i don't think i can handle it all.

i took a few quizzes last week for maths and my result was so bad (i got a B... which is bad to me)- its a reasonable score considering i didnt study (ive studied now and ik im ALOT better) but it still hit me hard because i'm so used to being "one of the smart kids" it terrifies me to be anything but (i feel like i'm nothing if im not smart)

i have my maths test today (i had 2 this week bc i do normal maths and specialist maths- that specialist maths threw me and im still a little sore over it so i feel like i'll do bad in my normal maths test- even though ik thats stupid bc i KNOW my normal maths content and im normally GOOD at maths... idk)

ig i've been panicking for my future alot lately. i dont want to disappoint anyone anymore and i want to be smart again but its getting so confusing 😭

anyways thats basically most of what im feeling, sorry for ranting (but you did tell me to rant abt smtg hehe :))

i'll be okay tho, honest (so pls dont pity me, youve already done sm to help me by letting me talk abt this TvT)

also if i were a plant, i'd like to be a moonflower. blooming at night time sounds very nice to me and to be named after THE MOON is like the highest honour ever in my head :)

how about you? what plant would you be? what'd been happening in your life? 🌃

ty for the ask 😵‍💫

[goldeiafortuna]

✦ ALSO SURPRISE BITCH UNO REVERSE BC NOBODY ELSE WILL

I love u very much, having you part of my life has been the greatest thing to ever happen to me. I don't think I would have continued on tumblr, let alone the internet without you, you are a bright sunshine to my day and I always am eager to talk to you.

Bless you for always sitting on calls with me for 8 to 12+ hours and play dumb games with me even when my ass should sleep.

You are very talented in every possible way and I will mcfistfight anyone who dares to not appreciate you for the absolute gem that you are. SHOW MORE APPRECIATION BITCHES.

The first thing I want to do when I meet you irl one day is to tell u how much i love you and gib you a big hug while we go out for nuggies.

I love having endless yap sessions about characters, memery, and down chaos with you and I hope to do so for the rest of my life. oki bye kissu kissu

✎ » I'm gonna mcsob, this means so much to hear and just thank you so much. You have always been here for me, through my worst times and have never given up on me. You've stood in my corner through so much and no amount of words can ever properly describe how much you matter to me and how much I appreciate and care for you.

If you told me back when I first made my Eddie blog that thanks to it I would have someone I consider as my little sister, someone that I wanna meet more than anything, someone that I'd feel comfortable talking to despite my insecurites with my voice I really wouldn't believe it. Yet here we are all these later going strong.

I love our long calls when we play games. How even if we have to spend 5 minutes waiting on Mario Party 2 fps we are still having fun, getting to talk and joke around. How I can accidentally fuck over a whole murder mystery game by accidentally giving you the wrong names and we still have fun and laugh it off. How we got to travel Paldea's story mainly together, how we've built many Stardew farms, how we've struggled in poor escape room games, and how we even played connect 4 in webkinz. I've always hsted co-op but with you it is fun and always brightens my day.

I love our threads, the stories we've made are near and dear to my heart. Carbon × Serina, Aria × Feng, Talia × Eizen, Esmee × Kiki, Nyssa × Roman, etc. they all mean so fricken much to me. I love having someone I can make threads where my responses are only emojis and threads where we can write deep stuff. I love how we work together well and that our headcanons for MtMB feel more like canon than the story. I'm thrilled to work on MoonFlow with you no matter how long it takes because you are a master of worldbuilding and we always make the best stuff together.

Thank you so much for always allowing me to curse you with the most insane hellspawn graphics ever (Im not sorry to the people who saw the Grandpa, Charles Entertainment Cheese, and Knuckles approved promo). You've always allowed me to express my creativity even if it was dumb and that is what has allowed me to grow and better myself.

I can't wait to meet you and giv you the biggest hug ever as we get nuggies and cheesesticks and have all the fun. You are someone who has been my rock. You've inspired me to keep writing, to keep trying, and to not abandon this hobby. I genuinely don't know where I'd be without you. And I am so glad to have you in my life, I wouldn't have it any other way. I care for you so much.

[starsarefire824]

👽- What do you think is the weirdest thing about your WIP is?

🔪- How do you feel about writing fight scenes?

👍- What was the first piece of creative writing you ever did? How do you feel about it now?

😍- Post one sentence you think is really great.

I want to know them all, sorry <3

aw ollie my love thanks for these! @souverian-are-we

👽- What do you think is the weirdest thing about your WIP is?

oh god. i guess i think the weirdest thing i'm writing right now has to be a derelict mind? there's just so much uncomfortable shit happening in that story that has to do with mental institutions historically exploiting and abusing patients. and the weirdest part of all might be that the whole story was inspired by research i did into my great, great grandfather who lived and died at 32 from TB in the 1910s in a pretty notorious state hospital near where I live. I have his records and have even included some of them in the graphics i made for it. so even though the story really has nothing to do with him per se, emotionally that's where it's coming from! a lot of the stories and videos and books i've looked at on the hospitals near me have inspired it. it's all just a little more morbid than i usually get.

🔪- How do you feel about writing fight scenes?

i hate it honestly. lmaooo. altho! i have been trying to look at them like i do love scenes, which helps. 😆 i'd love to write a pirate au someday. it's just the swashbuckling i'm a little worried about!

i do have to say tho---the domestic fight scene in moonflower was fun for me. there was just so much pent up emotion and deep anger brewing that i enjoyed writing it finally coming to a head.

👍- What was the first piece of creative writing you ever did? How do you feel about it now?

i watched harrison's flowers when i was like 13 and was so heartbroken over it i wrote three chapters of a similar story. never to be seen or heard of again. thank god.

😍- Post one sentence you think is really great.

i hate u for this one, ollie.

but i really love the letter mike writes in touch me like you know me. it just makes me all emotional for some reason.

here's a line from it:

But there’s something I wanted you to know. That I need you to know. That day in your room at the end of senior year, when it was too hot and sticky for June, and the clouds blew in thick and dark and laid heavy across the green tops of the trees, is where I left my heart.

[gemcatx]

Hey, I'm back! Sorry for not posting for a literal year or so, but the plot shall continue!

~~~~~~

Chapter 4

Back to Hanazuki, the sick moonflower woke up in a cold sweat. her head pounded and her nose was stuffy, but the more she fought the sleepiness, the stronger its pull became. she was scared. what was happening to her? it doesn't make sense. The the thought brought her to tears.

She whimpered softly as tears streamed down her cheeks. "hemkas? is someone there...?" Hanazuki whispered quietly, her vision blurred with tears. the hemkas hopped to her and talked over each other, hugging her in relief while simultaneously trying to console her. she felt a pang of guilt as she saw her beloved hemkas so concerned, even though it wasn't their fault that she was sick.

then a sudden though crossed her mind "hemkas...I need you to help me up. I have a plan" she said, with a hopeful look. the hemkas chittered with hesitation and concern but they didn't have anything better than what she was thinking of. so they jumped into action, grabbing onto her legs and hauling her into a sitting position, "ok...halfway done" she muttered, her petals flashing continously between gray and purple as her determination somewhat overpowered her fatigue. "I can do this....." she said with confidence, clenching her fists. she stood up, and her hemkas combined into one big hemka that placed her atop it. "yeah, that's probably better that what I planed to move. thanks" Hanazuki said with a chuckle as she wobbled slightly. she was still weak, though she couldn't deny that her determination helped immensely. she rode the big hemka, guiding it to a certain mouth-portal. but they stopped when hearing "Hanazuki? where are you going? you shouldn't be moving by yourself" which came from Dazzlessence. "oh...hey Dazz...I was-" she was interrupted by her sneezing fit.

"-going to test an idea I had to stop whatever is happening to me" she finished.

Dazzlessence nodded in understanding. "well? let me hear it" "see that portal over there?" she pointed to the mouth-portal. "yeah?" "it's connected to multiple gateways to other moons. mabey there's a moonflower that can help. I haven't gone through before because of all the paths, but I'm desperate"

Dazzlessence grinned mischievously "I guess it can't hurt to look; I love a challenge~" Dazzlessence said as he stepped forward and entered the portal. "wait!" Hanazuki cried, reaching out towards Dazzlessence "what happened?" "nothing; just be careful" she replied before passing out again and was taken back to bed by the hemkas.

[writcraft]

Rare Pair Tag

Rules: List the top rarepairs that you like outside of your OTP, and why you ship it! (Criteria for what makes a rarepair is up to your own discretion.). Thank you @sitp-recs for the tag! I am sorry it has taken me so long to get to this. Also sorry to my dash for answering all the tags in one day <3

Okay, so my OTPs are Drarry and Snarry and I also love playing around with all different pairings, so I'm going to choose a select few. Below the cut, thoughts on Harry/Teddy, Minerva McGonagall/Wilhelmina Grubbly-Plank, James Potter/Sirius Black (is this a rare pair? IDK) and bisexual Molly Weasley.

I would love to hear thoughts on this (no pressure) from @teacup-tai, @thehoneybeet, @gracerene, @shiftylinguini, @moonflower-rose, @magpiefngrl and @danpuff-ao3 (if you haven't already done this) and anyone else who cares to!

Harry/Teddy: I ship it because it's WRONG. Ha. No, I don't think it is at all, but I think Harry does and that's what appeals. So many of my fics have this kind of inner struggle and conflict, the questions, the lingering sense of maybe doing something you shouldn't or tentatively starting a relationship that transgresses self-imposed boundaries. I love a confident, smitten and adult Teddy. I love seeing Harry as older, through Teddy's eyes. In fact, seeing a 'salt and pepper' Harry through anyone's eyes is a massive *chefs kiss* moment for me. The difference between the man the world sees and that private character that has to be teased out from all the noise that surrounds him in public life. They have all these parallels through losing their parents before they ever got to know them, but what happened after that point was so different, the way they work through those points of similarity and difference is fascinating to me. I thank @lqtraintracks and @shiftylinguini in particular for their damn fine Harry/Teddy which first got me into this ship and kept me there, salivating over their stories.

Minerva McGonagall/Wilhelmina Grubbly-Plank: I feel weird writing 'Wilhelmina' because it does, per my headcanon, feel a little like deadnaming. Will (as I will call her from here on) is so much more comfortable for the character I have in my head, but also Will in my head is of a generation that maybe doesn't have the same language we have today (as per my short Stone Butch Blues). I love thinking about these characters both as younger, older and everything in between. I love this ship so much I wrote nearly 70,000 words in homage to them (Play Me Like A Love Song) which is my longest fic in HP fandom. I have @kellychambliss and others to thank for my love of Minerva and, indeed, for introducing me to this ship. Something about these women, the butch lesbian potential of it all, the stories, the timelines they lived through (PMLALS is split into five decades from the 1950s to the 2000s), the wars they have seen and the potential for that cross-over with things happening in queer Muggle space during that timeline is so completely my jam. It was a privilege to have the luxury of time to indulge all my thoughts and feels and to bring (hopefully) a really rich Minerva-centric story into the Little Compton Street universe.

James Potter/Sirius Black: Is this cheating? Is this really a rare pair? I suppose it is more rare than Sirius/Remus (which I also really enjoy) so I am counting it. This is my OG BFFs to lovers ship. I primarily lurk around in the enemies to lovers space, but these two. THESE TWO. From the glimpses we get in canon? Obsessed with one another. As with Min and Will, there is something so compelling about their timeline that it has this really visceral impact on me whenever I write them together. I get very Muggle about them, I must admit. The 1970s. Punk rock. Rock Against Racism. National Front. Police outnumbering people marching in London Pride. Thatcher. Winter of Discontent. The impending doom of 1981 per canon (but also the queer history of the 80s that looms too for me with this ship). My original fic, if I ever get to finish it, is sapphic, non-magical and very much not James/Sirius, but it is all in their timeline. The whole 'navigating being gay (or bisexual)' thing in this particular moment, in this particular time, gives me so many feels for them. I do have a project planned where I get to write them as older men who 'lived through it all.' I just need to wrangle with canon and plotting to get to that point. Here's my playlist for them. All music of the era.

Bisexual/Questioning Molly Weasley: I actually have no single ship I enjoy more than another with this headcanon (I have written Molly/Poppy before) but I kind of love Molly femslash. There is something about her character that is written in such a heteronormative way in canon, I am always thirsty for any kind of Molly love story involving another woman and still letting her have that canon trajectory but queering it. The invisibility of bisexuality, I guess. IDK. I'm just drawn to this and love it when Molly has these moments of queer exploration.

[randomscropio]

First Meeting

Day two of @angelcloves half mil extravaganza, OC. I'm gonna be using one of my WoF ocs because I have had this idea for a while now and finally have an excuse to do it! (I also couldn't figure anything out for Lilly, sorry Lilly :( )

Warnings: hiding, school, things being too loud

Moonflower was always different from the dragons around her. She hated being touched without warning, she hated thee feeling of mud on her talons, and she hated sudden loud noises. All of these things (except the last one) other dragons loved or were okay with.

When Moonflower first got to Obsidian Academy, a school made for hybrids and triple hybrids, everything was so loud. But she didn't want to tell anyone out of fear of what they would think.

One day when she was having a particularly sensitivity to noise (which sometimes happened) a younger student, probably a one or two-year-old who was visiting a sibling, yelled in her ear. She ran away as soon as that happened and covered her ears with her talons while hiding in a closet.

A dragon came up to the closet and Moonflower got ready to leave immediately.

"Hi. The teacher told me to come get you." A blueish-grey dragon said. Moonflower knew he saw her distress. "Hey, are you okay?" He asked, sitting down next to her.

Moonflower shook her head. "It's just really loud. Well, today at least."

"I get that, sometimes it's too loud for me too. Happens every two to three years for me."

"Well consider yourself lucky. I have to experience this thing every six months or so."

"I'm Emperor, I'm in the Topaz winglet. What's your name?"

"Moonflower, Pearl winglet. You can call me Moon though."

"Okay, Moon. Hey, that sounds familiar!"

"Moonwatcher had the same nickname."

"I was about to say that. Wow, you must really like history."

Moonflower nodded. "That's actually my favorite subject."

"If I'm being honest." Emperor spoke in a whisper. "I hate history. It's so hard!"

Moonflower giggled, "I could help you."

"Thanks, let's get back to class before the teacher sends another student."

"Alright, sounds good."

[vanillafalvoredcoffee]

POV: You came home late (one shot)

"When they coming back?"

Moonflower mumbled , her eyes glued to the floorboards. Her hands clutched at each other tightly, her nails leaving marks on her palms. The room grew so quiet, she could hear the faint sound of her own heartbeat and heavy breathing. Her eyes burned with the need to cry... but she couldn't do it. She wouldn't let them see her this weak.

Not...again..

Her gaze shifted from the floor to the clock hanging on the wall by the kitchen table, it's way too late... A few minutes earlier, the front door had opened with a loud click, which made her feel a rush of relief.

She rushed over to the person that came inside their house with a bright smile,

"Welcome back! I was... worried about you"

Her voice cracked when she finished speaking. They looked at Moonflower with a soft expression on their face and then they smiled warmly at her, Her partner just looks so pretty when they smile...

Moonflower was drawn from her thoughts when she felt them resting their hand on top of her head and it made her heart beat even harder - not out of fear, but because they seemed to be looking at her in such a loving way.

"Sorry for the wait...my friend asked me to do their work for the time being"

The way they spoke to her made her cheeks blush red and she quickly pulled her attention away, her focus on the ground instead. It took a moment for her to compose herself enough to speak again,

"That's... fine..."

There was a long pause before she looked up at them again. She stared deep into their alluring irises, trying hard to look sincere. After another pause she started fidgeting,

"Um...do you want some water? Or something to eat? I can make dinner-"

Her partner shook their head, giving her a soft smile before saying,

"No...No, thank you...I'm just...not hungry today"

There was a slight hesitance in the way the words left their lips. There's something wrong...she could tell

"Is there something you're hiding from me? huh darling?"

Her gaze turned serious...in an almost scary way as she leaned down towards them and her partner immediately averted their gaze. Moonflower's eyes widened slightly before narrowing showing concern with a slight anger

"I'm going to ask you one more time...what's wrong?"

They didn't answer...but Moonflower already knew

"You don't have to hide anything from me...you know?"

They said with a sigh.

There was a long silence between them as Moonflower tried to calm her racing pulse, she could still sense her lover's unease and tension

Finally, after what felt like hours but was probably only a couple of minutes passed, Moonflower sighed and gave her partner a warm yet forced smile

"Come on...we'll sit on our couch. You can tell me whatever that's on your mind, I won't get mad!"

She grabbed onto their hand and brought them to the living room before sitting down. They sat down next to her and crossed their legs, placing their arms in their lap

"I promise you, if you tell me everything that happened, I'll stay with you through it all. So please, Darling...tell me what's bothering you"

[celiastjamesoscar]

I KNOW I FEEL SO ASHAMED AND UNWORTHY!! Please don't kick me out of the Milf club 😭 She's only in the studio on Wednesday and Saturday and since I usually get bigger pieces I really didn't think about her. I'M SORRY HOT TATTOOED MILF ARTIST!!

Yes! For my patchwork leg I will get some! I currently have 4 specifi ideas that I wanna get soon! Maybe I will directly ask for the hot milf... The excitement in the upcoming days before getting the tattoo is the best feeling ever. Enjoy the euphoria of it all!

Omfg The Haunting of Hill House is absolutely incredible!!! The hidden ghost, the cinematography, the meaning behind it all. It's fantastic! That is definitely the best piece of horror media. Mike Flanagan is a genius, all of his movies are fantastic as well! Only Midnight Mass was a bit disappointing to me. Bly Manor was heartbreaking, I couldn't finish it. But still so beautiful! Hush and Oculus are my favorite movies by him. I'm so so excited for his upcoming new show, I really cannot wait. Kate looks so fucking good in it!

Tattoos based on Hill House and Bly Manor?? What a good fucking idea! What are you planning?

I could never kick you out of the milf club!! I’m scared to get bigger pieces, but I love all of your big ones!! I think the longest one I have gotten was an hour. What was your longest one?

What kind of tattoos do you have in mind? I bet they are beautiful! Dude, I am so excited for tattoo, but it’s going on my ribs and it’s going to be so painful but it will be worth it!!

YES!!! YOU GET THE HAUNTING OF HILL HOUSE!! THAT ENTIRE IS JUST CHEFS KISS!!! I actually might start my rewatch a day early just because I miss those little shits (they are fully grown adults with all different types of trauma). I want to put Mike Flanagan in a box far away from people so nothing bad ever happens to him. He truly has some of the best work out. Midnight Mass definitely isn’t my favorite work from him, but I thought it was still a good watch, the ending was a bit of a letdown though. You should finish Bly Manor if you have the time!!! Although I recommend finishing it by yourself with several hours to spare afterwards to spend crying. The Fall of the House of Usher looks so fucking good, and I love that it’s based off of Edgar Allan Poe! And Kate does look fantastic in it!! God she was so hot in Hill House

for the Hill House tattoo, I want to get ‘the rest is confetti’ or maybe a fineline one of the house itself. For Bly Manor, I want to get a moonflower with maybe “As long as those days are with you, Poppins” around it

[exepelia-chan]

Hello, may I request how Rengoku, Tengen, Douma, Muzan, and Akaza would react to a female reader getting 'stuck'?

(Whether she did it on purpose or accidentally can be up to you)

Ok here goes ✓ 1+, mentions of breeding, modern AU, jerking off, blood sucking, (stepbro I'm stuck without the stepbro) female!Reader praise kinks degradation if you squint. Oral(fem receiving) bondage. (Sorry for the typos, guys.)

Rengoku, Kyojuro

So you thought it'd be funny to pretend that you got stuck in the washing machine in front of THE UMAI MASTER and, long story short he knew it was a prank and actually made you get stuck..

You lied on the bed in defeat. All limbs tied eyes covered; which didn't matter cause they'd be closed in bliss so anyway. "Kyojuro... W-we can talk about this..." "Really? We can? Didn't seem like talking when you flaunted your ass while the other half of you was quote unquote, " stuck". You couldn't say anything to that. A Waze of excitement cane over you as the bed dipped under the weight of Kyojuro. "Itadakimasu~". Was what you heard. He sloppily lapped up the clear and white fluid that seem to pour out every second. "Kyo~ please let m- AH!" A jolt of pain came to your left ass cheek along with...heat? "Ahhh~ " You dragged out a moan. "Calm down little flame, you're not coming until I say so. Yeah.. Its gonna be a long night.

Uzui, Tengen

There's not much to say here but... Two of the rest of the wives teamed up WITH Tengen.

Tengen stands tall, belt in hand. You look in the mirror, tears in your eyes. Makio holds you down and Hina hold Suma. She just HAD to have her awesome, bright idea. Now look at where you are. Crying, ass red, face puffy. This could've been avoided. "TENGEN SAMAAA WE'RE SORRYY!!!" Suma yells out again as fresh, hot tears roll down her face. "Really?" "YES!" you screamed out. Makio looks down with pitiful eyes. "Well let's check to make sure~. Took about a good two days to sit down...

Douma

He was thankful for this opportunity because instead of having to go out and kill a human he could drink straight from his favorite person whose been such a bad girl today.

"Douma~" you huffed as tears threatened to spill out of your eyelids. You know not to cry around him. Crying makes it worse. He waa so much stronger than you. You could only sit there and take it as your face became pale. "Its ok baby, this helps you sleep remember ~. That sweet voice was the last thing you heard before closing your eyes.

Kibutsuji,Muzan

I personally don't like the dude soooo.

You yell and cry for some sort of savior. But there is none. Muzan fills you up with his blood; more and more. But suddenly you're on the brink of destruction and he stops. He pulls your face in for a kiss that feels like your skin might rip off. You don't care though. It grows back in less than a second. All you need to sit and love this feeling of blood rushing power. "Ah~ this painful feel of power~". " My fucking little masochist."

Akaza

He smiled and left?

It had been two hours since you pulled your little stunt and he didn't do anything. You got sleepy and decided to take a nap. "Mmm" you wiggle your hips and reach down. 'Hair?' You thought to yourself. "Ah!" The feeling you had suddenly got intense; so intense in fact that you thought you about to cum hard. "Akaza I-" All pleasure stopped in an instant. You grabbed his hair and tried to force him on you but, he wouldn't budge. "Sorry moonflower, that's the most you're out of me." He winked. "Oh, and don't let me catch you touching yourself! You have a vivid imagination so, I'm sure you know what would happen ~" . And just like that... He got up and left.

[drarrymybeloved]

thank you for the tag @crazybutgood & @softlystarstruck i'm v excited after seeing all your brilliant goals 👀 this is a fab idea @corvuscrowned, a great way to ring in the new year 🙌🏼 i also made a banner because....any excuse to make one, am i right?

2021 was the year i started writing for fandom — writing in general really — and it's been an amazing learning experience! i've found a community of really cool people (special shout out to @drarrymicrofic) and i've pleasantly surprised myself with my writing. in that spirit, here are my goals for 2022:

✰ my biggest goal for 2022 is to stop writing with the sole intent of publishing! i've noticed that practically everything i write, i write with the end goal of sharing it on tumblr/ao3, and while there's nothing wrong with that, i want to focus on writing for the sake of writing, first and foremost. not even writing to finish a story, just writing an unconnected scene or whatever, that i don't intend on sharing with anyone.

✰ this next goal is sort of connected to the first: write that damn conversation!! i have various fictional characters living rent free in my head and they end up talking to each other a lot (way to not sound like a crazy person nim👍🏼👍🏼). i often find myself idly thinking "oh that was good, i should write that down" only to not do so because it has no context (yet) and/or i'm feeling lazy. no more of that in 2022!! who knows, just by typing out a few exchanges, i might accidentally stumble upon the perfect context. but that won't happen until i actually open the damn document.

✰ write smut 😂 not because i feel like it's something i need to do, now or eventually, because it's not! you can perfectly well never write smut if you're so inclined. but i want to experiment with it, because i've never written it and i do love a challenge. maybe it'll be shit and i won't like it, and maybe it won't, but i want to give myself space to play around with it on my own, with no outside eyes (until i feel ready for that, if i do).

✰ write plot. when i say write plot, i don't necessarily mean write long fic, because even short fic can pack a lot of plot as well. whether it's 5k or 15k, i want to write things with a substantive-ish plot and structure, that has a clear beginning, middle and end.

✰ participate in at least 2 fests! i won't hold myself too strictly to this goal, because life does seem to have a habit of imploding at inconvenient times, but honestly i would love to achieve this! fluff fest was SUCH a lovely experience, i want more of that next year.

✰ get better at commenting 😩 the joy i feel when i get a comment on one of my fics is such a rush and i honestly need to give that back to the authors i read and love.

✰ and finally — and this is a very me thing i need to work on — stop with the comparisons! i've gotten better at this over time spent in fandom and in fandom spaces (all thanks to the lovely, encouraging people in fandom 💕) but if i'm not comparing kudos and hits and comments, then i end up comparing fandom presence (which, to be totally honest, i don't even fully understand comprises of so 😭) and that's really detrimental to my confidence in myself in general, not just as a writer.

i'm pretty sure at this point all of the drarry squad has been summoned 😂 sorry if i end up double (or triple) tagging you! @nv-md @hogwartsfirebolt @callmegri @gallifrey1sburning @tackytigerfic @april-thelightfury115 @cluelesspigeons @moonflower-rose @starlitsilvereyes @phoebe-delia @isamijoo @wheezykat @orange-peony @the-starryknight and anyone else who fancies, jump in if you like!