#monty storytime: being a kid is hard

[youth-liberation-june]

do you ever get punished for following unwritten rules?

i just did.

my mom had this new box of cereal instead of the normal brand of cheerios. and usually, when that happens, it means i have to eat them, because i don't have a choice in what i eat unless she approves of it.

but i was wrong. she never told me the cereal was just for me, but for either one of us.

so she got upset from me following the unwritten rule & opening it, saying “i shouldn’t even get snacks for that 👵🏽, for that sTuPiDiTy”. i had to walk away from that, it was just too much bitterness & hate.

i'm not sure why she's so upset i opened it, though, if it was for either of us.

[survivor-marianas-trench]

AMANDA’S JURY QUESTION

First off big shoutout to Ricky and Monty for hosting the season and a mini shoutout to Sid for keeping my confessional fun af. NOW ON TO YOU THREE TRASHY BITCHES WHO VOTED ME OUT...kidding. I honestly love all three of you.

Kait- Reading everyone else’s questions a lot of them are saying they see you as a comp beast and using all your advantages and stuff and they question what else you did. Having worked with you myself I know your ass did a ton of shit socially and strategically because we laugh about us flipping votes all the time so i’ll let you tell them all about that stuff in their questions. The one thing I always struggled with in this game is that I was 100% playing the middle throughout and going between two sides for information. On one side I had Luke and Dan and on the other i had you (and kind of Christine) . I loved all of you but I was constantly torn because OF COURSE you were going directly for each other and didn’t seem to want to budge much and go for some of the other people. Loyalty is a big deal to me especially when it goes past game and i’m playing with friends like this so being torn between you guys really hurt. That being said I always had a gut feeling that you were only keeping me around for a vote and weren’t actually wanting to be loyal (which i could be totally wrong dont kill me lol) So really what I want to know from you is like a play by play of how and when your main loyalties shifted throughout the whole game and how did they help you in getting where you are right now at FTC. Did you actually trust me or were you just working with me cause i was there and willing? Drag me if you have to explain that you didn’t trust me i don’t care I just want the truth so DONT SUGAR COAT THINGS!!! We’re big girls remember? Lmfao

Christine- You’re literally one of the sweetest people I know and from both playing and hosting you I know that helps you sweep past a lot of people’s radar. So my question for you is simple. I wanna know the strategic big move, twist of plans, or change of loyalties that might have been caused by a little devil popping up on your shoulder. Did you have any evil plans that failed or succeeded? I wanna know any master manipulations that might have happened that i might've missed by thinking you're a literal angel.

Rob- One of my biggest regrets in this game is definitely that we didn’t start talking sooner. As of right now you’re definitely being viewed as the underdog but I feel like there’s gotta be more to your game than just being Kait’s bitch which honestly is how i viewed you the first half of the game. Now it's storytime. So towards the end we started talking and you mentioned something that it was Kait/Christine and Luke/Sam and that we were in the middle. So in my head I had this plan at final 5 after Sam left that maybe Luke and I could pull you with us to get out either Kait or Christine. The Challenger Deep stopped that plan from happening because it made it so i couldn’t vote that round. My question for you is had I had a vote at that tribal and come to you that round with this plan would you have flipped with Luke and I and made the move? Or would you have stayed loyal to Kait and Christine?

Like I said in Kaits part, I hate sugar coating about game moves. Give it to me cut and dry in the answers above. But I also have a bit of a fun question for the 3 of you. As i’ve said I love all of you so while i’m being a hard ass about honesty above here is your opportunity to KISS MY ASS!!! I want each of you to write a Rites of Passage message for me because i’m narcissistic,  my ego needs fuel and I know you all want a moment to kiss someone’s ass to vote for you so here it is. LOVE YOU ALL GOOD LUCK!

[youth-liberation-june]

i'm on my period again, and it's reminding me when i got mine on a school day with the worst cramps, and my egg donor still made me go to school.

istg. i almost passed out. i had to walk too many hills to get there.

some1 say smth nice pls

@freeyouthnow @immortalvipers @charles-le-sorcerer @that-bisexual @dragon-in-a-fez @theconcealedweapon @your-dads-filing-cabinet @sparrow-the-tired-lesbian @punkstylerecovery @neuroticboyfriend @liberaljane @thedepressedweasel @hyperlexichypatia @journeyofbell @wanderingandfound @furiousgoldfish @childrensrightsrehumanrights @sticky943 @just-a-lesbian-human @acemdzsfan

[youth-liberation-june]

i just need time to rest and calm down, left alone, with the internet——my outside world——for more than one minute. i am so overwhelmed.

[youth-liberation-june]

i can't sleep.

i might have insomnia.

probably from having to wake up at 5 AM and all.

and everything else of prisons 1 & 2

[youth-liberation-june]

affirmation: everyone has realized and faces the truth that all adultist “parents” are enslavers——they have the same mindset——since mid-august. my egg donor just now straight up told me i don’t have a life outside of hers, that i’m her literal slave w/o saying it, and that i shouldn’t think about it so much like a good little slave. with the ugliest smirk i’ve ever seen.l (i genuinely don’t think she has the right to not call herself a coon bc of that (just a reminder she’s treating me as our ancestors’ enslavers treated them), but yt supremacy & slavery has affected my people a lot.)

@sticky943 @childrensrightsrehumanrights @axolotlofficial idk i just want some1 to reblog my story

[youth-liberation-june]

here's an X post i made ab my current situation, & it's also a youth oppression awareness post ab smth i haven't seen youthlibs mention

but also, this, atm, is all from a current pipe leak in my room. it sucks. it's somehow leading to my egg donor & her sperm donor talking ab fucked up shit as to deciding how many human rights i should have

& other stuff they could discuss at his house or smth

@youth-rights @freeyouthnow @bingboop @immortalvipers @charles-le-sorcerer @that-bisexual @dragon-in-a-fez @self-loving-vampire @theconcealedweapon @your-dads-filing-cabinet @elhopper1sm @traumasurvivors @sparrow-the-tired-lesbian @witchyykitten @hellischange @teaboot @fnord888 @punkstylerecovery @neuroticboyfriend @liberaljane @confetti39x @hollow-keys @thedepressedweasel @agent-starbuck @cultsurvivorsafe @taviamoth @hyperlexichypatia @journeyofbell @motherofplatypus @wanderingandfound @furiousgoldfish @wanhyutji @childrensrightsrehumanrights @sticky943 @just-a-lesbian-human

[youth-liberation-june]

i hate having to hear my birth mom's dad's voice whenever he comes over.

again, i, as a kid, should be able to decide who is welcome in a home that is ALSO MINE.

“but you don't pay rent, you not grown” this is supposed to be my HOME. i shouldn't be treated as a guest because of my age.

“bUt yOu ArE sO jUsT sHuT uP aNd GeT uSeD tO iT!!!!1!!!!1”

you wish. get help.

sign my petition.

@ list

@immortalvipers @theconcealedweapon @elhopper1sm @traumasurvivors @witchyykitten @hellischange @fnord888 @punkstylerecovery @neuroticboyfriend @liberaljane @confetti39x @hollow-keys @agent-starbuck @cultsurvivorsafe @taviamoth @hyperlexichypatia @journeyofbell @motherofplatypus @wanderingandfound @furiousgoldfish @wanhyutji @childrensrightsrehumanrights

@aliceoseman @meganebii-tables @characterhub-com @veryluckyclovers @gooseworx @tacodemuerte @fatkatanuz @ianthelol @saltsig @racheldrawsthis

[youth-liberation-june]

sooo…

i reported it to my counselor, and she said she’d look into what she can do in her position

typing this, i’m hoping she wasn’t lying, but it’s much better than i expected!

[youth-liberation-june]

my school condones dog whistling abuse.

[youth-liberation-june]

i would like to stop fearing my insane enslaver indoctrinating me by playing religious music out loud.

[youth-liberation-june]

kids can’t just hurt their classmates and get away with it. i’m so confused.

this damn girl and her friends that cursed me out just now needs to know how to talk to people.

she needs detention, suspension or something for how she just treated me.

she needs to be escorted away from me. and her friends. they are hurting me.

but instead it’s like i did something wrong again.

tell me this: a kid gets harassed. is it then normal for the abuser to continue to be allowed in the classroom and work like everything’s normal?

[youth-liberation-june]

i made the worst mistake of making another batch of ramen.

it’s cold as shit. i’m tired.

at least i won’t eat it in one gulp, at least i can take my time.

ugh and then i gotta clean up the tub after i took a shower soon cuz it’s clogged up, like—‼️‼️‼️

[youth-liberation-june]

just got indoctrinated by my egg donor again w/ a yt supremacist (chris*ian) song 😜

[youth-liberation-june]

i have a bump near my jaw that’s hopefully not a tumor. don’t know how to tell my egg donor cuz she’s always neglectful & irresponsible when it comes to really important stuff. wish me luck.

[youth-liberation-june]

stop blasting videos on tv at 9 pm like i'm not trying to go to sleep.

and i swear to gosh, i don't want to say it, but it's like every time i turn my tv up to tune out hers, she turns hers up. and punching up is never the same as punching down.