#mod chia rants

[st4rrl1ghtwastaken]

Intro!! pls read before interacting

So umm. Hi everyone. You can call us Chiaroscuro, or Chia for short :) We collectively identify as nonbinary and bi-ace, but we each have our own genders and orientations. (Alters under the cut.)

We’re a fictive-heavy traumagenic OSDD system, overall syscourse neutral, but syscourse is not unwelcome because we like watching people fight. (/j but also…not.)

We’re bodily Asian and might post some Chinese stuff occasionally (this is mostly an English blog though)

We do art and write fanfics sometimes (here’s the normal ao3 and the ship writing ao3.)

Friend of @kavzz @chaotic-snowflake @catamaurrr-star @heav3n-of-rxses and @yourlocalxiaosimp :D

🌏pro-LGBTQ+, pro-Palestine, mihoyo-critical 🌏

‼️We have autism, anxiety, NPD, BPD, OCD and probably a lot of other stuff! This is not ‘bragging’ or anything of the sort, this is a list of things to consider if you interact with us‼️

Posts we’d pin if this wasn’t our intro: a hot take on HSR/Genshin gameplay, list of tumblr resources, art refs for drawing non-white characters, parallels between Sunday, Nahida and Wanderer (+additions from an awesome person), someone’s thingy about why March 7th could have NPD, a post about living with NPD, a reminder about cluster B personality disorders, a writing trope i wanna do, something about freedom, something else about masking, help for writing, adblocker tip, details about Narcissus myth

AND A VERY VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE TO THOSE LIVING IN THE USA.

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No DNI list, but we will block you if we find out you are:

LGBTQ+phobe

ableist (including sanist)

misogynist (including transmisogynist, transandrophobe etc)

racist in any way

offending/pro-contact harmful paraphilia (MAP, zoophile, necrophile etc)

zionist/pro-Hamas

islamophobe/antisemitist

mihoyo apologist

fan of cc!Wilbur and cc!DTeam

kink/porn blog

generally not someone we vibe with

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headmate tags:

vengeful god turned college student 🌀🪷 (icarus, he/him)

don’t mind me lol 🧹🫧 (misha, they/them)

teyvat’s greatest magician 🪄 (lyney, any pronouns)

i’ll always be the final victor ♠️ (aventurine, he/they/it/xe)

paradisaea aka 🦜 (paradisaea/🦜/kav/kaveh, any pronouns)

every day is sunday 🦋 (sunday, xe/fae/they/it)

wielding both pen and sword 🌧️ (xingqiu, he/she/they)

hope is the thing with feathers 💜 (robin, any except he/him)

a certain cavalry captain ❄️ (kaeya, any pronouns)

falling leaves painted in red 🍁 (kazuha, they/he)

of mirrors and memories 🔮 (black swan/fuli, she/they)

your favourite wind master 🪭 (shi qingxuan, generally they/them)

a bird and also a cage 🗡️ (wonweek/sunday, he/him)

not silver and not a wolf 👾 (silver wolf, she/it)

the little oceanid 💧 (furina, she/her)

set the seas ablaze 🎆 (firefly, she/her)

WHO’S PILOTING THE FLESH MECH?? (when we don’t know who’s fronting)

there will be more tags later on.

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content tags:

st4rrl1ght yaps: /silly stuff

zhenyu writes: writing stuff

calx sketches: art stuff

qingque plays: gameplay stuff

wolfe socialises: social interactions

icarus exists: /srs stuff

riri thinks: mental health stuff

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expect to see:

art

reblogged stuff

memes

mental health stuff

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what’s ok?

asking questions about our gameplay

rambling about HSR/Genshin lore in a long ask

asking questions (about the blog or the mods)

anons (or blogs in general) vibing in the inbox

mentioning us in fanart/reblogs/polls etc

mental health rants (excluding selfharm/suicide)

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what's not ok?

irl stuff unless we're close

harassing us about our views

invasive questions

NSFW (this is a safe space for minors!)

kys/kms jokes

generally being mean to mods in a /srs way

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stuff we like:

Genshin Impact

HSR

TGCF

art

music

cats!!

acting like we’re god /lh

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stuff we don’t like:

mihoyo (the company)

loud noises

bright lights

dogs sometimes :(

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[multiplefandomsblog]

my last line in the rantaro x reader x kokichi fic is literally, i kid you not

“Sex… Ahem, yeah.”

THATS WHEN YOU KNOW IT GETS DRY AS FUCK

THATS WHEN I KNEW I LOST THE MOTIVATION SKSSSKJSKSJKJKJDKJD WHY AM I PIECE OF GARBAGE WHY DO I ACTUALLY DO THIS AND SUCK AND EHUEHUEAHSYGUHBJKSYUBHASJ

[paipayaseeds]

there are gross flakes of dried blood scabs and hardened fluid coming out of my scalp from stress picking :') its so gross i stg i have more dandruff than shuicheese wtf

[bnhaphoenixzine]

Our first mod spotlight is for Mod Kuro, the founder of Phoenix: From the Ashes - who also functions as the co-head, writing/beta and temporary graphics mod.

If you want to know more about them, check out their mini-interview beneath the cut, or find them on their Twitter or Tumblr - but if you have other questions about the zine itself, check out our FAQs and Schedule, or drop us a question on our Curious Cat!

Tell us a little about yourself: I’m ChiaRoseKuro, but please call me Kuro or Chro - I’m okay with Chia, but Rose just makes me feel awkward. I go by they/them pronouns, if you ever wish to refer to me, and I’d love to make a career out of creative writing someday, but I’m working towards graduating from college as an English/Mathematics secondary teacher. I’ve been writing since 2013, roleplaying since 2011-2012 and editing graphics since 2012, but I really found my groove for fanfiction writing in 2017. It wasn’t until late 2019 that I began looking into contributions to fanzines, though - and what started off as a half-joking ramble/rant to Suga and Nooty about the lack of BnHA post-apocalyptic zines back in January turned into Phoenix: From the Ashes. I’ve been told I’m intimidating at first glance… but if you do happen to think that, even after reading this mini-interview, then you’ll probably change your mind once you hear the things my brain comes up with (even when I’m not in the grips of my persistent insomnia).

What other experiences do you have with zines and/or modding? This is my first time heading and modding a zine - and whilst I did act as the communications moderator for one other zine, I parted ways with them due to internal issues. I’m currently a writer for the Heroes Ever After zine and another BnHA zine, and I’m also a moderator for several Discord community servers (one of which is the TodoBakuDeku server), but I’ve had far more experience in other fandom events - I’ve organized and ran six gift exchanges and one mini-bang in the past half-year, and I’ve participated in several other events since 2014. A full list of what I’ve participated in, moderated and organized can be found here.

Who is your favourite BnHA character? That’s such an unfair question, considering that I can’t pick favourites to save my life. My usual choices oscillate between Bakugou Katsuki, Todoroki Shouto, Shinsou Hitoshi, Toga Himiko, Monoma Neito and Kuroiro Shihai, so that’s why I couldn’t add any names to my spotlight graphic. It just wouldn’t fit if I tried to list them all, haha…

What is your favourite post-apocalyptic AU? Zombies! It’s a bit of a love-hate relationship because I’ve had recurring, episodic dreams about them since I was around 14-15, but there’s something about the grittiness of a zombie apocalypse story that really excites and interests me. Also, watching characters die in zombie media is almost always entertaining (just don’t talk to me about the ending for Train to Busan).

What are you looking forward to most in the zine? I’m honestly so honoured that so many people are taking an interest in one of my not-so-secret pleasures, but I’m really looking forward to seeing all our future contributors coming together to share their love of post-apocalyptic AUs with me and my fellow mods. I can’t wait to see how people are going to reimagine the BnHA characters in all these settings, and I can’t wait to share it all in our zine when it’s completed!

What’s your favourite type of chocolate? (asked by Nooty) I can’t eat much chocolate - something about it makes me sick - but I like white chocolate. Yes, I know, that’s mostly just milk instead of actual cocoa, but I can eat a little more of that without feeling sick (and Cadbury Dream is delicious). 

What’s your star sign? (asked by Suga) The quirky Aquarius, which is probably not a surprise to anyone who knows me. I always feel a mixture of amusement and disbelief whenever I realize how much I relate to Aquarian traits.

How would you fare in your favourite post-apocalyptic AU? (asked by Kuro) Quite frankly, I don’t think I’d make it very far. I may be an insomniac who’s small, vicious and fast in a pinch, but I don’t have much stamina. If I can escape the initial chaos, I don’t think I’d really survive beyond those few days, and the constant paranoia from having to watch for zombies and unfriendly humans would wreak havoc with my over-imaginative mind. I think I’d much rather get turned straight away - at least it wouldn’t hurt after a while.

Tune in for the next mod spotlight on March 10! Until then - if you haven’t yet filled out the interest check, click here to access it.

[multiplefandomsblog]

this is literally going to be the 3rd time i rewrite the entire plot of rantaro x reader x kokichi :') im LITERALLY AT 2K WORDS AND IM GOING TO DELETE ALL OF IT GOD WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME SOMEONE HELP I NEED IDEAS OR LIKE A PROMPT FOR IDFK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

JUST NEED IDEAS WHERES MY MOTIVATION SKSKSDDHDJDHSKJABJKSBDFAKJSDHB I DONT WANT TO DLETE IT AWAAWHHYHYHYHWY

[multiplefandomsblog]

WAIT OMFG SHUICHI

HE FUCKING FANBOYED OVER THE GAME AND WAS LIKE

I’ll do anything to be in Danganronpa!

AND DJSJDNDIDNDKSSKMF BRO I LOVE THIS GAME THIS IS AWESOME AND SO DISTURBING IM CRYING THIS IS SO FUCKING TWISTED YESSSSSS

[multiplefandomsblog]

a fun update/back story to ‘river water for brains’ aha

so for my 2-day break, I was feeling a little better but my nose was still running, so the internet told me to get some fresh air and I did

and then I found a nearby lake and stuff, also a storm drain? And there was a tunnel in it and everything

so I couldn’t go inside all the way because there was water and my shoes would be ruined

so my smart genius brain thought it’d be a good idea to make a rock path way, with the rocks in the lake— so my smart genius brain told me to take off my socks and shoes so I don’t ruin them, and then I walked in the water on the stones to get the nice rocks that could be used as stepping stones down the water tunnel

You may be thinking, “oh no this is where it happened”

but no

No, it happened when I was walking over to the tunnel entrance with the rock as big as my head, I think it was made out of cement or something, but point was, it was very heavy and I was carrying it with 1 hand because I wanted to keep one dry

And then half way, I had to put it down for a break, and then it slipped off my hand bc of the moss, and then fell on top of my ankle :’) blood was forming and it felt like hell

It hurt a lot, but I really wanted to make a path way, so I sucked it up and picked the stone back up. The adrenaline made me run with the fucking rock and probably broken foot- I felt kinda like, “well since I fucked up already, if I fuck up again, it won’t matter bc I’ll have the pathway”

and then the moment I stepped back onto the water from the grass, I slipped in the moss, on the same ankle, and I slid and fell on my ass, scraping my ankle on the moss floor.

it’s not over yet tho

I got back up after sitting in my own shit, took my phone and stuff out my pockets that luckily didn’t get wet, and then I stood up with the fucking stone that splashed river water all over my clothes

and I opened the gate to the tunnel, I walked inside of the disgusting gravel water and I put down the last cement block

I hit my head on the gate lightly the way out, and the way out, got out with my phone and sat on the fucking ground for a good 30 minutes. I didn’t know how I was gonna go back home because I needed to bike but I already skinned my knee a few days ago, and my ankle was, well, bleeding and bruised

anyways, that was my inspo

Oh and the update was, I’m going to the hospital later

[multiplefandomsblog]

I’m literally having a mental breakdown, and I blame this on bread. This mother fucker-

Basically, if y’all could choose any character in the DGR universe to exist, who would it be?

At first, i said nagito, but then bread was like, “no Chiaki, bc at least she wouldn’t end the goddamn world” and they had a point. And I got confused, like oh shit that’s right, and then I started thinking of the other characters I simp for that won’t cause chaos, and it’s pretty hard;;;; I have to factor in, personal biases, how they would react, how it would fuck up the dgr universe, how it would fuck up earth. AND ALL OF THIS IS RUNNING IN MY MIND DESPITE IT BEING LITERAL FUCKING FICTION AND I CANT-

I want to say nagito, but if he was real he probably wouldn’t like me, and instead I would unleash a little despair/hope/arsonist shit sticker to the rest of the world- I could potentially end the world if I get him to exist. Nifididifjdjfifd someone save me from myself-

And trust me, I love Chiaki but, NAGITO!!!!!! Like, NAGITO!!!!!!?!!?!!! Chiaki would be the logical choice though ;—; god why do u do this to me bread?

[multiplefandomsblog]

why is it that every time I write past 2k words, my computer fucking crashes????? WHY????? IS IT BECAUSE ITS TOO MUCH OF A FUCKING COWARD TO GO ANY FURTHER

[multiplefandomsblog]

Tumblr decided to say fuck you so now I can’t type anything on my computer :)

I’m so close to losing my mind someone please save me

[multiplefandomsblog]

TW; Kinda suggestive??? Boob grabbing lmfao

Okay this is something random I just thought of but-

imagine your s/o is just feeling you up, groping your boob whilst you both made out, and then they’re just like- “wait is that a bump??” And then they start to feel your breast even more, but thoroughly groping it; not thinking of how weird the situation was. They would start panicking, “WAIT DOES THIS MEAN YOU HAVE BREAST CANCER!?” Then they’d start crying like- “oh gOd YouRe goNNa DiE-“

[multiplefandomsblog]

My computer is literally giving me the hugest fuck you, every five seconds it asks me if I want to exit the page because of how laggy it is- and then it gives me hope as it disappears, ONLY TO APPEAR BACK AND IM JUSTBDJSNDS

[multiplefandomsblog]

WHAT THE FUCK

KOkiCHI IS ABOUT TO COMMIT MASS MURDER AND KEEP SHUICHI AS HIS TROPHY WIFE P L E A S E -

[multiplefandomsblog]

WHEN SHUICHI DIDNT REPLY-

“Weeeell? Who is it?”

FUCK YOU HE HAS BEEN LITERALLY BOSSING SHUICHI AROUND AND I SHOULDNT BE HAPPY BUT HE SOUNDS SO BIG DICK ENERGY!?!?!??HELP ME IM LITERALLY GETTINF LIGHT HEADED

[multiplefandomsblog]

WAIT WAIT WAIT

wHAT THE HELL IS RHIS

THEYRE BREAKUNG THE FOURTH WALL WHAT??????????

what THE FUCK SMDJJDNDISJSB SO EVERYTHING WAS A LIE?????? InSIDE A LIE??????????!!!!!!

[multiplefandomsblog]

Chap 4 spoilers under the cut

WHY IS KOKICHI BULLYING GONTA SO HARD HE SOUNDS LIKE A FORTNITE CHILD SCREAMING INTO THE MIC OH MY GOD THIS GAME—

OH SHIT KAITO SNAPPED

Dude Kokichi’s fucking voice keeps going from, “GET OUT OF MY ROOM MOM, IM PLAYING MINECRAFT” to, “uwu bulgey wulgey”

AND GONTA IS SUCH A MOOD WHAT- HES SO FUCKING UPSET BECAUSE HE HAS NO IDEA WHATS GOING ON AND HONESTLY ME TOO BITCH