#mmmmm so emotional
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summer of junior year 06/11
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#gorgug thistlespring#riz gukgak#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#fabian seacaster#adaine abernant#the bad kids#this is like. the First time I put down a palette for the kids lmao#I thiiiink its pretty consistent with the tones I did with my early sketches? iirc#gods. Ive been staring at this for Hours. I need to sleep lol#summer... it is happening. I feel like that always brings with it big emotions for me#it is. a little bit funny to me that whether these kids get a peaceful summer or not depends fully on how many roll20 campaigns happen#between now and a definitive end/last season of fh lmao#but also the last ''summer'' movie I watched was uhhh summer of 84. which. mmmmm#grim affair! so I'd need to stock up on less gloomy stuff to even think abt this...#well. what I need right now is sleep. so sleep I shall. thank u for tuning in today. see u again I think
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Dad bod Leonardo gets his own post! I updated the prosthetic base and gave him a little bit more chub <3
#mmmmm yeah. yes. this man deserves a life where he can chill and grow fat. this is canon to NQK now (eventually)#my lip is actually wobbling at the thought I'M SO EMOTIONAL ABOUT THIS SWEET STUPID TURTLE#also again:#I wish I drew this in full body but I think his thighs would've killed me... so we all just get to imagine them in their thunderous glory#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt leonardo#rottmnt movie#nqk adjacent#nqk#future leonardo#future leo#peepaw leo#tervdraws
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c!aimsey stop making me cry challenge
#aimsey#c!aimsey#mcyt#i think its so amazing to see a character encounter and experience so much grief but still choosing to go on#like that kind of emotional strength where it comes from the character itself and not from the magic of friendship or some quick fix-its#grief never goes away but it does change over time#and i think that is so lovely to see represented#mmmmm i just like c!aimsey ok 😭
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happy maffhewsasha making it to one of the new 4 nations bumpers to me who celebrates
#theyre posting them now... thank god...#i think i got tired of the INTERNATIONAL BEST ON BEST one#they look so good mmmmm#SASHA IN THE BLUE HOODIE YEAH BUDDD#MAFFHEW IN HIS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT TOWEL#GIRLS WE ARE WINNING
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This is why I’m not debating anything as arbitrary as sales or record breaking numbers. She broke that glass ceiling 20 years ago.
This was pre-I Am…Sasha Fierce. Pre-Self Titled. Pre-Lemonade. Its been nearly 20 years since this interview and she did/is doing exactly what she said she would. She has become the blueprint. She is an icon and more importantly, she continues to evolve as an artist, continues to push boundaries and is constantly outdoing herself. It’s about legacy now.
#Beyonce#Beyoncé#these new fans arguing numbers and shit and its like mmmmm#who cares??? do yall know we’re talking about?? this is BEYONCÉ. like. cmon. i just got so emotional. ugh im fine.
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i may just have a very different view of lilia as a whole, so this really is just tossing ideas at a wall, but the non-smut introspection i have for gen vanrouge is not that he would see who he's become and act out of anger, hatred, or frustration, but fear.
even now, lilia is a force to be reckoned with. he's capable, cunning, and strong.
worst of all—he's playful.
he commands respect and showcases his physical prowess while covered in frills and glitter. he smiles and jokes while establishing his authority. he's wholly unreadable to someone still so rigid in their anger.
i think gen vanrouge would recognize that lilia, as a foe, would be toying with him above all. and that would terrify him, to see someone with his face who is still so capable yet so horrifically casual. it's beyond difficult to read those you cannot understand.
...but again. a singular opinion. i feel like my twst opinions usually differ anyway.
NO BECAUSE THIS IS THE BEST INTERPRETATION OF THEIR DYNAMICS THAT I'VE SEEN YET????
it's the fear of looking in a mirror at someone who so easily intimidates you by the sheer ease of their self control and self confidence alone, the kind of self mastery that general vanrouge at his age does not possess the wisdom nor life experience to understand. that this is you at your fullest potential, and it's nothing like you've ever dreamed it would be, quite the opposite in fact, and yet more self assured than you've been at any point in your life.
this lilia doesn't have to fight for his place to belong, to be respected among the rest- he's accepted and beloved for who he is, and that's a sense of belonging that the general sadly won't know for several hundred years.
#lettie's asks#wails how dare you dump this on me at midnight when I have work tomorrow#ALSO WHAT WAS THE SMUT INTROSPECTIVE I THOUGHT YOU WERE JOKING 👀#MMMMM I LOVE THIS DYNAMIC IM GOING TO BE CHEWING ON THIS TONIGHT#fuck i love the idea of the gen bluffing and snarling out of fear to see his future self so at peace and loved#what the fuck what the fuck could that mean#was he capable of this emotion all along#what the fuck does that mean for him
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Tastes of Whumptober: Day 13
I had to actually Do Things today so I wanted to write more but I got my idea down and that's what matters :D! These aren't characters I've established or anything, they've just got names because I needed them for the story!
Team as a Family
“Ah, I see! The fiendish pair finally show their faces together when I invite them over for a meeting.” A full, pearly smile swept open the door. “Welcome in, officially.”
The first man adjusted the camera strapped to his chest. His only protection in the lair of the enemy. Two security guards flanked them when they crossed the threshold and took each forcefully by the arms.
“Hey! We had a deal!” The second squirmed and tried to kick the legs out from under them.
“Relax.” A leather gloved hand on his shoulder allowing the other to loom over him. “We had an agreement about contraband. If this is to go on, I’ll be verifying your compliance.”
They patted him down feeling first over his jacket, grabbing at the empty pockets, then under. An “excuse me” was murmured when feeling more intimate areas, and they finally struck gold at his back left pant pocket. A wallet, and a thick one at that.
“That’s my wallet,” he grumbled.
“Yes, I do wonder what’s inside. I’ve yet to learn much about either of you.” They flipped it open and plucked out the driver’s license. “Peter Borowski, hm? Thirty-two years of age, a Capricorn… ah, your address. Now we’re even, don’t you think?”
“Give it back, Dorian.” Pulling the name as a power card didn’t mean much when his own had just been revealed.
“I think it’ll stay right here until we conclude tonight. Insurance for me.” They gestured to the camera. The proof that Dorian wouldn’t be able to steal it.
Peter’s legs were felt down as well as his shoes, including the strange bump under the zipper. They unsheathed a concealed knife and stood up, tutting.
“Naughty boy…” The blade pressed to his neck. “This your plan, sweetheart?” The other was struggling against the guard to point his camera their way.
“You’re under surveillance,” he growled. The knife was lifted and held up in surrender.
“No sense of humor in either of you. Calm down, enjoy yourselves!”
“Them first.” He inclined his head toward the guards.
“Touche.” They twirled the knife between their fingers and chucked it behind the pair, the blade lodging itself snugly into the wooden doorframe. Both flinched. “Finders keepers.”
Deeming their business finished with Peter, they approached his partner now. He stood fast against the invasion, but his trembling couldn’t be hidden from thorough hands. Dorian unzipped the pocket of his jacket and found his wallet, eyes lighting up in the same way they had before.
“It’s certainly an interesting tactic, bringing your identifying information right into my hands like- oh…” A look was shared, knowing exactly what they’d just discovered. Their eyes darted between the pair. “No wonder you never let me see you side by side.”
“Is it really such a big deal?” Peter scoffed. “I can’t see what you find so surprising.”
“Really now? What do you think, Gordon?” They twisted his ID card between their thumb and index finger. “Gordon Borowski?”
“You’d be surprised at the bond you can form when you investigate with your brother.” “I’ll say. Twin, even. Fraternal, assuming that black hair didn’t come from a box.” No resistance was an affirmative, they supposed. “Well, boys. Let’s not dilly dally any longer. Step into my office.”
#whumptober2024#no.13#team as family#team as a family#original#writing#fic#knifeplay#knives#manhandling#creepy whumper#team whump#multiple whumpees#whumptober#whump#emotional whump#whump writing#my writing#snippet#shoutout to polish names that end in -ski they're so fun#i love a found family but it would sound forced to me in a drabble so i was like mmmmm hurt the biological familyyyyy#oh borowski boys i wish i had time to torture you today#maybe you'll get to be tormented in a further prompt <3#i love torture :D#i know i know that's a shocker coming from me
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kuwana + vent art
#kuwana jin#jin kuwana#lost judgment#judgment#jichanart#personal art#mmmmm i love projecting#.....with negative emotions i'm far more prone to anxiety/fear/sadness and irritation than i am anger but. god i was feeling fucking angry#this was from a few days ago so don't worry about it lol but that's the context
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also, my go-to hibi song, bc it ticks all the boxes yknow <3
#ooc. ♥️ 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖎𝖙 𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖚𝖒𝖆 𝖎 𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖎𝖙 𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖊.#'like youve got empathy inside but u dont really care' mmmmm#its abt their general emotional state before returning to the underground <3#needless to say. they didnt do it entirely out of guilt or bc chara was throwing a fit#they generally did not have much going for them on the surface lmao#AND also their emotional detachment is both a product of their avoidance of their guilt + other experiences#and a product of their higher LV#i have so many headcanons to share abt that actually#INHALES. anyway. i love em <333
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Her eyes are so brown
#I love her design so much#she is so cool looking#I love all the triangles#the defined color palettes too#oh I love how the game did go for like emotional and environmental color palettes#not to throw shade but bg3 only managed that in two environments#Subnautica below zero was way too bright#had way more colors in biomes#just#mmmmm
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On a happier (or at least less mixed) note, @cream-and-tea and @vexalia will be glad to know that I listened to the first episode of The Silt Verses today, and while it made me feel a little sick (for some reason reading body horror doesn't bother me, but hearing it did??? idk I've never really listened to an audio-based story before, and horror usually isn't my genre), I did like it. Idk if my adhd that makes me automatically tune out all audio if I'm not spending energy to concentrate really hard on it and also have a visual in front of me (in this case the transcripts) will let me keep up with listening to the episodes, but I will definitely keep trying for as long as I can, and at the very least read the transcripts.
#''a god must feed. a god must be fed'' and ''why five?'' mmmmm yeah. I like where this is going.#morrigan.text#morrigan listens#<- new tag I guess???#the silt verses#I'm so sorry for the mile-long parenthetical up there but it's 2am and I just got off an almost 6-hour discord call. I'm a bit spacey.#I read the transcripts while I listen bc otherwise I will tune out the audio completely. But the issue is that I read at least 4x faster#than the audio (obviously) so I end up rereading the same sentences over and over and over again or getting a bit distracted.#it's very interesting to do both at the same time though because I can point out every single little discrepancy between the two.#which is kind of funny.#(there's not that many but when they do show up it's slightly jarring to my brain. The transcripts are great though.#I love the like... tone descriptors?? of what emotion or meaning is meant to be behind the dialogue because it's not always something#I would pick up on my own. Especially not being autistic and terrible at judging tone.)
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Is this a satisfying as fuck section of a sudoku game or am I weird about numbers
#mmmmm yummy I wanna eat these numbers. the one two three to the four to the five to the six seven eight nine. oughhhh so good#it’s very….. it’s giving phone password. not even for me just the vibes.#am I okay? is this normal? do other people form emotional bonds with sets of numbers in squares during sudoku games
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thanks to the cloudflare, ao3 is inaccessible on the device I read it on 🥲
#trying not to get emotional about it#but it fucking sucks#i hate using my phone#i always accidentally touch my screen that will shoot me all the way back to the top of the page#and its absolutely murder on my thumb#and reading on the desktop is so uncomfortable and always hurts my neck#mmmmm yeah nope im spiralling#time to try and sleep#man . . ...... im just#really bummed#i had stopped reading on ffn because i could access it on this device#fic is my go to solution when i cant quiet my head before bed or after waking#noting is calming about having to scroll back to find your place every two minutes#ignore me#just complaining
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#misc; txt#asking for a friend (me. i'm the friend)#i know vn style is more visual and easier to read bc it focuses on actions#rather than feelings or emotions#but at the same time i feel like you're missing out a lot on character conflicts and mmmmm#maybe it's been overused too idk#book style also gives me a great excuse to write from different character pov#which has proven to be pretty fun for romance#i'm just curious so pls give me your opinion 🙏
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Ok so, not fuullly important i guess but I figured I’d let ya’ll know a week ahead of time cause why not
So this weeks me birthday, so thats fun
And thus since i like trying things out, imma try out a stream! Not a big one tho just a doodle daddle chatting one
Am i doing this from only my ipad and is the first time I’ve fully tried this? Yes and yes.
Does that mean it’ll probably chaotic in tech terms? Also most likely yes.
But hey, it’ll be an intro to the march break, and expanding my horizons so wahoo
So yeah.
Sunday the March of 10th… EST i think my timezone is—
Not exactly sure of the time, but I’m thinking sometime after lunch, so starting probably some time between 12 and 2pm
Come in if you’d like! Ask for requests or questions or simply hang out if you’d like.
I tried in figuring out more on twitch so I’ll probably be there at ‘Iced_Souls’
Welp, that’s it! See ya then i guess—
Have a doodle for the way out:
#about a month ago when I was doing little tests and was looking at my oh so old username and was like MMMMM lemme change that#It was an oh so emotional goodbye to ‘helicopterbewear’#anywhoodle#I feel very awkward making things like this so that’s why I’m posting it shortly before I get ready for bed so I don’t have to look anymore-#ok buh byeeeee#have a good day#random stuff—
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Summary: Ace wants to try something new, but any time he's deep inside of you his possessive streak takes over. ~1.9k words. Mildly edited, I'll come back for a second round soon!
CW: Afab reader, cockwarming, possessiveness, pet names (“princess” used once), P in V.
MINORS DNI. NSFW CONTENT.
“Do you know what cockwarming is?” Ace looked at you with an eyebrow raised.
“Uh… I think so. Wouldn’t that mean you just put your cock in me but… we don’t move or fuck, really?”
“Mhm.” He nodded. “Wanna try?”
“Well, does that mean I get to fuck you after?”
He flashed a smile. “Sure.”
Many minutes later, after Ace fingered you and ate you out, you sunk down onto his cock. You were straddling him while he sat in a chair, bare chests pressed together, and your face in the crook of his neck. His cock was buried deep inside, unmoving.
Ace was doing something, but the memory of that night is foggy, distorted by pleasure. He must have been reading, writing, polishing his belt buckle, fixing his beaded necklace, something like that. He was working on something while you drifted in and out of sleep.
Ace felt warm and comforting inside and the experience was intimate. He smelled good and you could feel his chest rise and fall with each breath. You felt safe, like you usually did around him, and you napped like that for a while.
Time passed and Ace finished whatever he was doing. One of his hands started to pet your hair, and his other hand came to rest on your hips. “Hey, gorgeous.” He murmured, stirring you awake. “You doing ok?”
You pulled away from where you were nestled in his neck and looked at him with sleepy eyes. “Mmhmm.” You forgot that his cock was inside of you for a second—you had gotten used to the sensation. But you were quickly reminded when Ace rocked his hips up, just slightly.
He pulled you closer and your lips met—you could tell he was smiling through his kisses, in excitement for what he was about to do to you, as well as pure adoration. Another slight push of his hips upwards and your core started to tingle and pulse around him.
He hummed in response. “I can feel that, baby. Does it feel good when I do this?” On the last word, he pushed his hips up again, cock pressing your g-spot as you let out another muted gasp. The warmth the pressure inside of you quickly turned to full-fledged heat, in two senses of the word. First, you were buzzing with pleasure already. He knew how to coax it out of you effortlessly. And second, you could tell he was literally warming you up inside, putting his devil fruit powers to good use, as he always did.
“Mmmmm, Ace.”
More kisses. They got intense, sloppier. His tongue pushed past your lips and prodded into your mouth; he reached a hand up to rest tangled in your hair. Every roll of his hips upwards felt electric.
“Fuck,” he pulled away and a string of spit connected your lips. “Your pussy feels like it was made for me.”
Ace had a possessive streak and it showed, in full force, whenever his cock was in you. It was a projection of how much he cherished you and how much he wanted to be cherished. You both knew that he was all yours and you were all his. Even so, he got off on reminding you in bed. Something about it really got him going.
We can speculate, but it must have to do with how badly he wanted to be loved and needed. He ate up the fact that he could be as possessive with you as he wanted, and you never said no to him (because every word he said was true). It was, among other things, one of the most intense and purely emotional sides of Ace, this all-encompassing need for you and your affection.
He relished the fact that no one else had you in any way—no one else knew you as well, no one else knew how you liked to be treated, no one else loved you like he did (and no one else ever would).
And tonight, his possessiveness was emphasized. Earlier that evening, the whole crew had been at a bar. It always drove Ace fucking nuts to see how every man in the room eyed you like a piece of meat. It pissed him off that they objectified you, eyes stuck on your figure any time you moved or any time your smile beamed. But what had been particularly worse about this night was that both of you had been chatted up.
A gorgeous young woman had grabbed Ace by the hand and dragged him to the other side of the bar when you were distracted. He tried to be polite, but he couldn’t focus. He was watching you get flirted with out of the corner of his eye. You didn’t seem to care that Ace was over in some dim corner with a random woman (he knew that you did care but you trusted him, so you weren’t that bothered). But Ace could see that the man chatting you up was being handsy—the guy did that classic and creepy hand-touching-the-small-of-your-back move that made you cringe in obvious discomfort.
So, Ace left the woman he was speaking with as she was in the middle of a word. “Sorry, I’ve gotta go.” He smiled painfully and practically bolted across the room, putting a hand between you and the creepy man and prying him off of you. “You’ve got the wrong idea, bud.”
Suffice to say, he got into a bar fight. But “fight” wouldn’t really be the right word for it. The second that Ace held a flaming finger in front of the creep’s face, the man ran out of the bar with his tail tucked between his legs, as they say.
But back to the moment at hand. Ace’s possessive streak was shining more than usual on account of the dual flirtation by randoms mere hours before. While Ace pressed his cock up into you with each second that passed, he reminded you that you were each other’s.
“You’re the only one for me, sweetheart.” He whispered in your ear. He only had eyes for you, only ever wanted you, and it would stay that way. “You’re mine.”
As Ace grinded into you, he used the leverage of his hands on your hips to push you down on his cock, hitting every spot he possibly could. Your arousal started to trickle down his shaft and onto his balls.
“Tell me who you belong to, princess.” Ace cooed in your ear. His desperate grunts accompanied wet sounds of you bouncing on his cock.
“You, Ace. Only you.” You whined as his pace increased. Each time his tip pushed on your gooey, sensitive soft, it felt like fireworks of pleasure lit inside of you. Your walls throbbed in time with his cock, driving him crazier.
His lips left a trail of kisses down the curve of your neck. Sinking his teeth down, he bit your shoulder, leaving a sunken crescent of teeth marks. A sign that you were his. The pain wasn’t too bad (though you yelped anyway), dulled by the fact that he was fucking you senseless. He lapped at the bite mark as if that would make the pain go away. When you whimpered in reply, his cock twitched.
“Look at me, pretty. Say my name.”
You made an effort to lock eyes with him, but you almost couldn’t look straight. “Ace. Ace, fuck. Feels so good.” The only word for the desire-riddled expression looking back at you would be ravenous.
As his name fell from your lips in a constant stream, your fingernails dug into the skin on his back—it felt great and encouraged him to thrust faster.
His precum wept inside of you, pearlescent and hotter than usual. He slammed frenzied, erratic thrusts that made you start to seize up with pleasure. You could barely speak, and you gave up on holding yourself upright, choosing instead to rest your face in his neck again.
“Wanna be with you forever, baby. You’re mine. All—mine.” He rasped in your ear, low and husky. Oozing desire from your cunt seeped down his shaft and onto the chair below; obscene noises echoed in the room as more filth left his lips.
Ace was out of breath, fucking you so hard and fast that he forgot to breathe. He choked out words between animalistic groans. “You’re so fuckin’ tight for me, sweetheart. Only—ever—for—me.”
The orgasmic coil inside of you was about to snap; you gave up on answering him and instead babbled, nodded, and moaned into his neck. He could tell that you were getting close from the way your walls shuddered around his shaft, the way that your muscles were starting to tense up and spasm.
“Cum for me, angel. Show me how good it feels. Show me whose pussy this is.” Ace almost couldn’t get the words out; he was heaving breaths and his mind was in a haze of desire. He needed to know that you were all his, that he was the only person you ever wanted. He needed to hear it before he let go. He was dying for you, feral for you, down bad for you in ways that words can’t describe.
“Ace—Ace, fuck, I’m—I’m cumming, Ace,” you keened his name and arched your back as he bucked his cock up into you. He deliberately controlled the heat of his shaft and flashed it blazing hot just for a second while he pressed on your g-spot forcefully with his swollen tip—it was too much.
Your orgasm exploded, euphoric and intense. You writhed on him in pleasure, convulsing over his cock with harsh squeezes.
That was what he wanted. Only he could ever do that to you.
His hips jerked one last time as he felt your walls squeeze and beg him for his cum. A guttural moan left his lips as he came deep inside of you—you could feel him filling you up in milky white ropes, dripping out of your slit and coating his shaft and balls.
With a long groan and exhale, Ace rested his head next to yours as he came down from his climax. His arms wrapped around you to bring you into a closer embrace as his heartbeat struggled to return to normal.
When he loosened his embrace slightly after a few minutes, he brought your face to his with gentle palms and started to nuzzle his nose on yours, radiating affection so strongly that you could feel it in your heart. His freckles popped out through the hues of pink and red that flushed his cheekbones.
Sighing in contentment with his cock still resting inside of you, both his hands cupped your cheeks, and his thumbs caressed your skin. “God, you’re so beautiful. I can’t get enough of you. Fuck. Will you be mine forever, baby?”
You laughed and the sound made his heart twist and flutter. A slight roll of your eyes accompanied your tone of feigned annoyance. “Yes, Ace. You always ask this, and the answer is always yes.”
“Okay, just checking.” He kissed every part of your skin that he could access until it tickled. “Are you still sleepy? Wanna go to bed?”
woowwww this was a fun one, omg. im down egregiously bad for him. if this man was real, i would do things to him so much that he wouldn't be able to walk for a week. pulling out all the stops. unhinging the jaw and whatnot. i can't describe how bad i want this man it's honestly pathetic at this point 😭😭😭😭
thank u so much for reading! here's my masterlist and my posting schedule for october.
finally, trick or treat? (tumblr links)
#z's kinktober#one piece smut#op smut#one piece x reader#op x reader#portgas d. ace#portgas d ace#portgas d ace smut#portgas d ace x you#portgas d ace x y/n#portgas d. ace smut#portgas d ace x reader#portgas d. ace x reader#op ace#one piece ace#one piece ace smut#fire fist ace#ace one piece
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