#mix of sad quotes bc i'm sad lol

[asoftepiloguemylove]

HOW DID I GO FROM GROWING UP TO BREAKING DOWN? // ON GROWING UP

Mother Mother Mamma Told Me // unknown // 어른들은 몰라요 Young Adult Matters (2021) dir. Hwan Lee // Kristin Chang Churching // unknown // Salman Rushdie East, West // Lorde Ribs // Cameron Awkward-Rich The Child Formerly Known As _____ // Lorde // unknown // Leanna Firestone Least Favorite Only Child // リリイ・シュシュのすべて All About Lily Chou-Chou (2001) dir. Shunji Iwai // Richard Siken Crush // unknown // Hala Alyan I'm Not Speaking First

[youredreamingofroo]

top 5 quotes from the passenger? (i haven't even watched it but i see how much you like it LOL, i support it)

ASIUHGD I love this streak of getting The Passenger asks because of my obvious obsession with it LMAO THANK YOU!!

honestly quotes is HARDD cuz theres not only good lines but theres also just scenes with multiple lines that are good alone and together if that makes sense?? So i'm just gonna kinda do a mix of that idk :)

I dont have any particular order of favs (scenes is a different story...) so this'll just be in a random order, I also retrieved these from the script someone posted on AO3 + This is all gna be spoilers so LMAO

1, Benson: "Bradley, I could’ve killed you a hundred times by now. Will you get in the fucking car?" - He says this while Randy is standing frozen outside his car, frozen because he just witnessed Benson murder 3 ppl, i just like it cuz its good delivery and funny asl LMAO 😭 2, Benson: "Seven hours. Man, who knows where we’re gonna be in seven hours?" - He says this after talking about how he did the math for how long it'll be before he [benson] gets caught. It's a fav only because it makes me MEGA sad and I think about the end of the movie :') 3, Randy: "Well, I was only seven." and Benson in reply "Still." - This is after Randy talks about how he was held back in second grade, not explaining why and only saying his "mom didn't think he was ready", a fav bc of the way Benson says still and bc of bensons backstory, it literally breaks my heart :( 4, Randy: "[You know] why I ate that cheeseburger today? Because nothing good comes from me making my own decisions. The one time I let myself react the way I wanted to, I ruined a person’s life." - Randy says this after telling Benson about his second grade incident, Benson is the first person that hes told about this incident. A fav because it hurts my heart (lots of angsty lines 🧍‍♂️) and also bc the scene that follows this involves Benson punching Randy in the stomach after asking him about no good coming from reacting to things at all (which is also a fav and will be clumped into here) 5, Randy: "You’re still in charge, Benson." and a few moments later after retelling a story, Benson: "I was never in charge, Randy." - this is at the very end of the movie and UGHHGHG i could go on and on about why these two quotes break my heart, and they hurt so much (im an angst enjoyer, could you tell??), and theres sm about just these two lines, that they are an IMMEDIATE fav <:( also this is seconds before Benson goes and gets shot to death by cops 🥲 (remember quote 2? yea...)

[flyinghome-againstthewind]

Writer asks: 13 and 21??

Hello friend!

13. Describe your writing process

I think what I've figured out works best for me is having a solid outline of where I want the story to go, but leaving a little room for inspiration to shift the story a little. If I try to write the thing without an outline or try to write the whole thing before I even start posting, I feel like I lose steam. The rest of this process is just... what works for me lol. I usually have the following types of files for a multi-chapter fic: 1) "notes" - literally just all of my notes that usually come to me when an idea is first forming so it's a mix of plot ideas and random quotes and descriptions of scenes. 2) And then there's "scenes"! 😂 This is for the random burst of inspirations for a scene that is beyond the chapter I'm working on so I don't know where it will be slotted in the story yet but I want to capture it right away before I lose it. The first scene for Seaside was Faith playing under the front desk when Claire and Fergus arrived at the inn 😊 3) outline - this is where I try to organize my plot notes into a rough breakdown by chapter. 4) timeline - I throw important dates like birthdays, marriages, etc in there and then usually also keep track of what date it is in each chapter bc I am supremely weird like that! 5) [I bet you are regretting asking this question by now aadjflksdjflksdj I'm sorry] "Extras" - this doc is where I throw any bit of writing that I am scrapping from a chapter just in case I liked how I worded it and want to repurpose it for later lol. I did actually do this at least once with TBBFIY - the scene in chapter 17 when Jamie speaks to the spirit of Brian while Faith is sleeping was originally going to be in chapter 13 and didn't really fit but I was sad about cutting it altogether so it made it back into the story later. So I guess my writing process is to hoard an outrageous amount of word docs for each story 😅 I use the notes and outline when starting each chapter and then usually have the "extras" doc open along with the chapter I'm working on.

21. What aspect of your writing are you most proud of?

I think I tend to want to just live in the small moments within a story that make my heart swell but in writing longer fics, you usually have to actually make things happen too! And that's something that I've definitely grown in, over the last few years of dipping back into writing fanfiction. I was so heckin nervous and panicky writing the separation arc of TBBFIY bc it was so far out of my wheelhouse (my outline was pretty much just "Claire, Murtagh, and Fergus... *gestures vaguely* look for Jamie and Faith??"). Even if it's not the strongest part of the story, I'm really proud that I actually got something down and managed to write a coheasive story in the end.

[Writer Ask Meme!]

[invisiblegarabgetruck]

Ooo I love these ask thingies. Thoughts on #4 and #19????

ooohhh I already answered them here. so I'm gonna extended it instead!

4#

I'm bad at naming stuff. but I believe that Birdperson would be bad at it too-- so I think if their daughter was named with something like, just their names mixed together would be pretty funny. also, I lowkey just want their daughter's name to have 'tammie' in it too :)

19#

I really like Jerry's quote here in the season 2 final where he fights w/ beth. idk why, but this line sticks in my head a lot. Its like both a called-out and a summary of the family dynamic with Rick (which is sad lol)

and this scene is what made me like Jer more and see him more than just 'dad who is funny sometimes' lol (rick even agreed w/ him there!!!!!)

Also i guess bc the lines were brought up again in the comic from Dofus Jerry, contradicting to what Jerry said in the s2 final. i really like that.

Jerry has a lot of good quotes tho. almost always the best in the show tbh-

[taegularities]

idk if these songs are on the list but !!! today was a rough day for me so I was listening to sad tunes to cry it out LOL (we are okay now🤭) couldn��t help but think of our faves <3

on a happier note !! I couldn’t help but imagine da besties (eun, tae, & jimin) cheer her up by going out to karaoke ahahha - I think it’s bc I’m watching business proposal (again) with my niece

abee :(( i'm happy you feel better now, but can we still cuddle up with good food and drinks and watch your favourite movie for ultimate comfort? 🫂

and... first of all.. the besties taking oc out for a night out? this is actually so accurate omg, like you'll see why but wouldn't it be so damn cute if they did just anything to bring her smile back?! :(

and ah yeah.. the songs. it's almost 3am here, and i'm listening to them and crying, so... thank you for that :'') putting some lines under the cut bc i'm very fkn hurt

as i am.. special mention to "take me with the good and the ugly. say, "i'm not going anywhere"" bc she's ready to stay... she is :(

secret love song... special mention to "i don't wanna live love this way, i don't wanna hide us away". THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO HIDE RIGHT!!!

nights like this.. this quote above has MAJOR cmi8 (or cmi9 in case i need to split) vibes and you'll see why. holy fck abee, it hurts what do i do :''''')

[twstedtales]

Sorry Athy for resent this again cause maybe tmblr decided to purged it soo ...

Hi Athy! Chapter 6 is coming up and sksksksks all the emotion bagged with the VDC, Grim, the kidnap then Idia is somehow connected with all of those dramas with S.T.Y.X and Jupiter ... I really want to hear your feelings about the recent event happening with Twst chapter 6 cause I think people right now are very confused, cram with theories and having mixed feeling about many, many things.

Oh and I also that anon chan had accidentally sent you the art museum reqs so ... I'm so sorry about that! Hope you're doing fine and pls remind yourself every day that your writing is not cheap pls <3

Jwjeje hi!! tumblr probably purged your first question 😭 I just received this one last night but i couldn't get to it immediately because of some personal shenanigans but here we go! 

Episode 6 spoilers, unprofessional screeching, long rambling with a few curses under the cut! Proceed with caution because i won't be able to contain my feels 💦

Soooo, I've read the last chapter the first hour it was released because of excitement lol, but it was only through rereading it the third time that day I had finally be able to organise my thoughts about it shsjs.

First of all, I am quite sad that we only got a scratch on our hand xD sure, i'm glad we're safe but come onnnn disney, the last chapter of Episode 5 had us fainting and stuff and I expect the worst to happen to us ehwhwj. though that scene where Ace and Deuce had come to us when we called them even though its thd middle of the night warmed my heart like OMG BESTEST FRIENDS EVER 😭😭😭😭👊

Cue Ace insisting we should treat our injuries first before asking what had happen made me adore him even more like wtf, man, you usually cause us trouble but at times like this (and that scene in Ep 4 where they rushed to the desert thinking were in trouble) had me fangirling over him 🗿🗿🗿💦

Anyway, I also didn't expect Crowley to call all Dorm Heads bc AZUL AZUL AZUL 😳😳😳 even though he called Grim a problem child uwu. And Leona was so funny that time too 😂😂 Ortho best boy in finding lost stuff, maybe I should ask him to locate my things later too /j

Probably my favourite part of the first Ep is Vil apologising to everyone. I mean, technically, no one in the VDC team had blamed him anyway, but he still owed up his mistakes. That's a big plus for me hshwhw that even though he was a prideful teen (which, let's admit, most teens have high pride nowadays and i'm gonna tell you i am one too ehjekw) but Vil just knows when to apologise and admit defeat. Irl, that takes up a lot of courage and character growth, especially to lower down your pride and I admire that about Vil. HE WAS A TRUE QUEEN 🙇‍♀️👑 (you forgot your crown on my back, your majesty ejshw)

BUUUUTTTT, THE ROBOTS MAN. I am very surprised the first time I've seen em crashing in ramshackle LIKE DUDE, OUR DORM JUST GOT RENOVATED AND YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO RAMSHACKLED IT AGAIN 😤😤😤 I hope Idia pay us for property damage bc honestly, if it was me, i'm gonna storm right in ignihyde and vigorously demand compensation for the damage his robots caused us sjsjw 🙄🙄💅

And yooow, those freaking charon robots(? Is that what they call it in english?? hwnw idk man) had kidnapped Vil and Jamil hwhwhwhw fuck it. Though, Vil and Kalim displaying their "leadership" had me go WOOOW bc that's the first time I've seen them take on full action and protect the first years djsjsksjw LIKE OMG SO COOL 😳😳💅

Riddle going "ugiiiii" after so many episodes brings back the memories of Ep 1 😂😂💦 I honestly missed the other dorms taking action, and THANK DISNEY, they all have had them appeared then and there (well, except jack rip) HSJAJAJ 😭😭👊 

Lilia and Malleus know what's happening (esp about the STYX) is prolly bc they're royalty and retainer? Cause Leona knows about it too and he quoted that "i had seen them roaming in the palace before" that prolly indicates that Leona had seen Overblot before, which brings me back to that particular scene in Ep 3 after Azul's OB when Leona asked us if "the furball has always been eating black stones all this time". Leona prolly knows what that is but doesn't have enough evidence to support his claim (similar to Crowley who, "apparently", never seen Blot stones) so he just dismissed it before.

AND HELP EJEDHSJW LEONA'S NEW POSE IS MAKING ME LAUGH HE LOOKS LIKE A CAT THAT'S BEEN JAILED LOL 😂😂😂 tho his smirking expression when he was raising his hands and that "pls handle me gently im delicate" vibe is making me cackle so hard 🤣🤣🤣👌👌 

Tho jokes aside, i like his character development here 🤔 like, we rarely see Leona (tbf, we RARELY saw him in his OWN episode sjwbw) so I was highly impressed at his development here. From him saving Ruggie from the falling glass, leaving Savanaclaw to him while he was gone, and to the fact that he was surrendering bc he knows that it was futile to struggle further dhejw. I mean, Leona here shows that he knows how to pick his own battles and calculate the situation, and him being careful with his actions and entrusting the welfare of Savanaclaw. For me, tbh, that's a plus for him. Because most people irl (obv not all!) just charging recklessly and mindlessly to battle despite knowing that they would lose the war djehs (the others doesn't include here bc they dont know who those robots are anyway and they are protecting their campus and fellow schoolmates so that's okay, i guess)

AZUL AZUL AZUL 🐙 i also like how he was about to stand up for his schoolmates too, esp to his underclassmen, since he was a leader uwu. And Idia being sus...tbh, I've suspected his family belongs to some group that does shady stuff (like the tweels and they had somehow that shady vibes) and I think most of my predictions had come true??? jwjwjw but fuck, I didnt expect their family is as rich as Kalim's lol. That's definitely a surprise.

I also laughed so hard when I read that "Leona let Riddle sleep on his lap for three hours" LIKE IT WAS SOFT??? EVEN THOUGH IT WAS BEGRUDGING AND LEONA WAS BEING GRUMPY AFTERWARDS MADE ME FEEL *AFFECTIONATE* qwq 

Anywhoooo, I'm not really into reading theories a lot xD so perhaps I haven't read lots of em that was circulating bc I have a memory of a goldfish shahab i'm gonna forget what is "canon" and "theory" at times sjsjwjw but if you want to talk to a particular theory with me, FEEL FREE TO HOP INTO MY INBOX OR DMS, whichever you prefer ehe. I always like talking to my followers and mutuals about our favourite boys ejshw.

And by the way, you need not to worry about that request 😘 if you want to resend that again, feel free to since my requests are open again! I won't definitely reject such a cute idea hahaha. 

And be sure to drink plenty of water and take care too, Rei-chan (can I call u that ehehe?). Hsjwjehe thank youu for wanting to hear my thoughts about this even though it's stupidly long hahaha😳😳 and thinking my writing is good enough lol.

[ionicexpressions]

🌸Doublebounce, ❄️Light Stream, ☀️Hare! maybe a little 🌲/☀️Merry or a ✨Speckle!

🌸 Double's relationship with all of Tideclan interests me tbh. Given that it was her birthclan and she left them after feeling like an outcast and burden for so long...theres a LOT of tension there to play around with. Of course, her relationship with Tenderheart will always have a special place in my heart bc Anon and I had it planned for so long and have finally been able to rp it. There's so much guilt and hatred and desperation mixed in with those two...

Largely Double's relationship with her mother created all the relationships she had with other Tideclan cats as well. She would have never become close to Orca and her adopted kiddos if her own mom had been there more. They would have never had such a poor falling out. And the mentor/apprentice relationship between her and Mako would have been better had he not been so focused on playing the middle man and protecting Tender's feelings.

It's always a lot with Double and I really appreciate how much COTM has allowed me to develop her. She's one of my favorite ocs.

❄ Light

"It's rather hard to forget a cat as brilliant as you- looking like a nymph yourself in all this pretty fashion. You gave them a right scare, I imagine." (I just like the poetic nature of this quote)

"So many good things have been happening for us - for me - and I can't even appreciate them like I'm supposed to because I'm so focused on losing her..." (Sad mom hours)

☀ Hare's ideal friend would be someone who he can confide in. Who listens and doesn't judge. And tbh he's already found this in Turtlesplash and Jasperchasm! Clawsplash is another good friend of his but Claw reminds him a lot of one of his siblings so they can get testy with one another sometimes.

☀/🌲Merry...Cousin Merry...I want Razz to be closer to you in rp. They haven't talked much in regards to the twins' mom disappearing or Razz's "adventures" on her own and I wish they would! In terms of shipping...I don't know if I have any specific cats? I havent seen Merry interact with too many his age.

✨Intial thoughts on Specklestone: Mean little baby!!!! She called Ladybug a "pretender" (in her head but still lol). Lady got her chance to teach some manners though. I'd like to talk to Speckle again and see how she's grown since they last talked, considering Lady has been with Creekclan for many moons now and is an official warrior.

[reylooo]

Hello! I'm French (so sorry for my english ^^') and I saw TLJ yesterday! I don't know what to think about the movie honesly, and I feel very weird... But I absolutely love the relation between Kylo and Rey. It was my favorite part. I ship them since I saw TFA the first day of its release two years ago x) and I followed you shortly after. I read some of your answers to the reylo community and I don't agree with some of your theories ^^' 1/5

It’s clear reylo it’s not happening and will not happen. I’m a little sad about it because I did really want it to happen and I still want. But we’re wrong and we have to accept the truth. In the movie, the connexion between them was false and made by Snoke. Kylo manipulated Rey: he made her believe that he would eradicate the First Order but it was false. He played with her kindness to achieve his purpuse: to kill Snoke and his gards with her help and to rule the First Order. 2/5

He asked her to rule with him, bc he’s alone and he’s suffering bc of that. But I don’t think he fall in love with her, finally. And she doesn’t either. He turned against her and said it was her the one who killed Snoke and then, he took the throne. For me, Kylo will die in SWIX: he’s the only bad guy now, he’s the enemy. There will be no redemption arc, because it would be to similar to ROTJ, and scriptwriters understood it’s not the good solution to make a good story and please the fans 3/5

It’s not reylo and yet, I love this evolution in the story. Kylo Ren is my favorite character and I think he’s the best caracter in SW universe. Adam Driver is INCREDIBLE as Kylo Ren. His feeling explode at my face at each scene. He’s soooo tortured and confused and consummed with pain. He’s attracted by light but killing Han Solo destroyed him and I think he will not be able to go out the abyss. 4/5

I don’t remember exactly what you said about Rian J… Did you say he hadn’t understand the bond between Rey and Kylo? If not, ignore this: I think there multiple explanations to the relation of Rey and Kylo in SWVII. The reylo explanation is not universal. Rian doesn’t read their relation romanticly, that’s all :-) But maybe I’m wrong! Maybe he didn’t manipulate her, maybe the bond between them is true (at the end, there were connected again!) What do you think? 5/5 (it’s so looon sorry ^^’)

Hello there!^^

I think this has to be the longest ask I’ve ever received. Thanks for sending it and being enthusiastic!=)

I still have mixed feelings about TLJ, honestly. I loved some scenes and disliked others. But I think I was overhyped too, and that can happen when you’ve been reading hundreds of Reylo fanfictions for 2 years with endless theories of what could possibly happen in the future. In order of storytelling, I truly wished that Rian would’ve taken MORE risks! Yes, Reylo is a risk but I’m talking about Rey’s family and Snoke. I wanted to see Snoke being more powerful but after seeing TLJ I felt like his character lost all it’s meaning because he was killed off so easily. I also wished we would have gotten MORE interactions between Reylo where they actually talked more, because I felt it was a bit rushed to see Rey being infatuated with Kylo that soon after seeing him kill his own father, lol. I also had problems with the timeline. When The Resistance needs to escape from the FO, Finn and Rose have a span of a few hours to fix the tracker, meanwhile we see what feels like days or maybe even weeks pass between Rey, Luke and Kylo’s storyline.

Yes, Adam Driver is truly amazing!=)

Of course you don’t have to agree with me!^^ We’re all entitled to our own opinions and theories.

And when it comes to Reylo’s storyline, I don’t agree with you.^^

Kylo is in love with Rey and she is infatuated with him. Their attraction to each other is genuine but they have to overcome their obstacles which are different views and goals. That’s why Rian called this movie a romantic drama.xD

No, I did not say that. But I wish he would have filmed their scenes a little different (like JJ did in TFA). And when I wrote this earlier, some of my followers thought I meant that I wanted subtlety - NO, JJ gives more time and confuses a lot more on Reylo’s faces when they interact. He’s a master in this area, I think. Because somehow it feels even more intimate and real, and I think Rian didn’t quite capture that in TLJ. BUT that doesn’t mean that their scenes were horrible, not at all, they were good, I just wished he would have taken more time with them.^^

Well, Rian sees TLJ as a romantic drama (if I remember that quote from Japan correctly). So no, he does see Reylo as romantic, but they’re not perfect romantic right now. I think Reylo will end up together. Because WHY would Rian plant so many romantic seeds in their scenes in TLJ? It would be pointless if they didn’t have some kind of meaning to them. Reylo have a forcebond, in my opinion, so that wasn’t “manipulated” or made up by Snoke.^^

[v7eila]

"dilute me, i tell them. make me easier to love."

contort and destroy my fragile heart until i'm molded into the perfect shape, easily digestible and undifficult to hold dear.

HOW DID I GO FROM GROWING UP TO BREAKING DOWN? // ON GROWING UP

Mother Mother Mamma Told Me // unknown // 어른들은 몰라요 Young Adult Matters (2021) dir. Hwan Lee // Kristin Chang Churching // unknown // Salman Rushdie East, West // Lorde Ribs // Cameron Awkward-Rich The Child Formerly Known As _____ // Lorde // unknown // Leanna Firestone Least Favorite Only Child // リリイ・シュシュのすべて All About Lily Chou-Chou (2001) dir. Shunji Iwai // Richard Siken Crush // unknown // Hala Alyan I'm Not Speaking First