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livbedum Ā· 3 days ago
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older chapter two
younger actress!reader x drew starkey smau
summary throwback!!
previous chapter
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yourusername giving you the szn 2 flashbacks bc i miss it as much as u do
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username chris in this one a lotšŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļø
username i swear the only reason i havenā€™t starved is because of you
username STAYLORšŸ˜–
madelyncline i miss ur face on my tv screen
ā†³ yourusername i miss ur face period
ā†³ username ladies ladies! just come and sit on mine:)
username i miss taylor so fucking much
username chris is so hot
username collecting white boy of the months like infinity stones is crazy work and y/n is doing just that
username i would be so mad if i was drew bc her posted up w chris is crazy
ā†³ username first of all, her and chris arenā€™t dating. neither are her and drew. secondly, i doubt drew would have any worries if they were
username HE THOUGHT YOU KNEW. FROM THE MOMENT YOU KISSED ON THE BEACH HE THOUGHT YOU KNEW
sean.kauf okay post on instagram but ignore my calls
ā†³ yourusername sorry i know my prioritiesšŸ˜’
ā†³ username BYEEEE who is this diva
username i wish i looked like her
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username ok but r u dating drew?
carlaciagrant my baby looking so cute in the last picture
ā†³ yourusername pls come c me ily
username only thing holding me on is the fact that bonrad is endgame
username the way chris is looking at y/n in the polaraoid is everything to me. i want what they have so bad
ā†³ username the way you canā€™t spell and canā€™t comprehend that itā€™s acting. i donā€™t want what you have LMAO
username why canā€™t we have y/n and chris together on screen and real life???? the chemistry is beyond
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TEXT MESSAGE FROM D!
i love you and hope you have a good day until i get to see you:)
ur cheesy but thank you and i love you more
iā€™d hope you donā€™t find your boyfriend expressing how he loves you and wanting you to enjoy your self care day is cheesy but okay
okay diva
do you even like me??šŸ˜­
i loveeeeee you, but it was cheesy
just tell me to kill myself if u hate me that much
drew i stg ur the OLDEST child i have ever met
actually ur perfect
except for the fact u didnā€™t comment on my postšŸ«Ø
i liked it
so not the same. after a year you should know thatšŸ¤Ø
drewstarkey commented ā€˜šŸ«Øā€™ on your post!
i hate you
i love you too. iā€™ll be home before dinner
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an the way this is literally just a filler chapter
taglist @sabrina-carpenter-stan-account
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diy-dynamite Ā· 1 day ago
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Longing for Home (2)
Mr. Crawling x Reader || use of fem terms
Content: spoilers for Homicipher, game-typical violence
You won't understand this without reading the first part !!
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THE wedding began smoother than you thought. No one crashed. Everyone had fun, and you and your loving husband-to-be sat beside you with the ceremony about to begin.
You were the happiest human alive, your smile already hurting your face. You thought of all the slivers of heaven you'd find with him. You thought of his smile. Love itself is pitiful in comparison to him.
You remembered further back.
When both your families introduced each other at twelve.
When he hurt his legs at fifteen. Your mother was a doctor, your father was a physical therapistā€”and you?
You were his friend. He was yours.
Now you're almost his.
You just completed your vows when everything came tumbling down in a violent, raging rumble from the cores of the earth.
You never got to go home with him.
"Don't apologise," he shushed your tears, brushing a shaking hand against your eyelids. "As long as it's with you," he choked. You were too weak to open your eyes. "I don't care."
"Dying is nothing," he coughed. You felt the warmth of his hand against your cheek once more, and he curled his body against yours, his head against your chest.
"As long as I'm with you."
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You finally stepped out from behind the curtains to reveal yourself to the creature who you believed you met in only this life.
If Mr. Crawling had eyes, they'd be glittering. He was giggling, crawling up to you, his head craned upward in adoration.
He let out a soundā€”it felt like a "wow".
You brought your stained hands to hold his face, and he quickly interlocked your fingers with his before lunging forward with whatever strength he had in his legs, pushing you to sit on the hospital bed behind you with your back against the wall. He cooed happily with you beneath him, his head on your chest, as always.
Something felt so familiar with how his hand felt enclosed around yours. The cold of his skin made you feel more alive than you were when you were human.
"Not sad?" he said, chin against the centre of your chest. "No more crying?"
Your brows furrowed, and he froze, his smile disappearing again in concern.
That made you laugh, which made him laugh.
"With you?" you began, tucking his hair behind his ear. You didn't actually move it. You just wanted to hold his face. "Happy."
There goes his little giggle.
"With you, I home," he suddenly said.
You could've sworn you felt tears again.
You bit your sobbing back. All you could offer him was yourself. It was the same for him.
"Rotting doesn't seem so bad," you said more to yourself than to him. He tilted his head in confusion, his hair hanging off the side of his face.
You snickered.
"As long as I'm with you."
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Short but hopefully it was sweet enough for u guys
Idk I think it feels off. I might be missing something
ANYWAY THIS IS 4 THOSE WHO WANTED PT 2 SINCE YALL LOVED PT 1 SO MUCH šŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ”„ā€¼ļøā€¼ļøā€¼ļø
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maybe-im-dark Ā· 3 days ago
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Half the boyfriend, half the fun
Chapter 2 | Chapter 1
The best way to pass the time until his legs fully grew back was to sit in Dopinder's car and eat samosas. Wade ignored Dopinder's complaints that his mother had baked them for him. She could make new ones. He had bigger worries. He couldnā€™t stop thinking about Logan and the fact that he was responsible for his condition. Damn, he couldnā€™t even remember exactly what had happened! If only heā€™d never convinced Logan to come along on this mission. But that was just another bad decision added to the long line of bad decisions that defined his life. He could practically hear his fatherā€™s voice. Idiot, faggot, loser! You canā€™t do anything right! Wade shook his head. No! He would make it right. He would find a way to fix this.
He pulled his phone out of his belt pouch and sent a text.
Wade: Hey :3
Negasonic Teenage Bitch: What do you want?
Wade: I need a fayvr. Big one
Negasonic Teenage Bitch: ?
Wade: Loganā€™s hewrt. U need to find out wat they're dooing to him
Negasonic Teenage Bitch: Find out yourself
Wade: I...may or may not be bent from the promises
Negasonic Teenage Bitch: Not my problem
Wade: Then Iā€™ll brayk in
Negasonic Teenage Bitch: Youā€™re gonna get in so much trouble
Wade: Aight bet
Wade looked down at his legs. A few toes were still missing, but otherwise, they were back in their scarred, pale glory.
"Dopinder, I have to go. You wouldnā€™t happen to have pants for me, would you?"
He eyed Dopinderā€™s jeans.
Dopinder shook his head vigorously. "No, youā€™re not getting mine!"
Wade sighed. "Itā€™s probably for the best. These buns donā€™t wear Leviā€™s!"
Sneaking around the back of the building was easier than expected. There was no sign of security cameras, but then again, who needed them with mutants who could see through walls? Unfortunately for him, none of the windows were open, so his plan of entering quietly was thwarted. Concentrating, he scanned the ground until he found what he was looking for.
"Let him, who is without sin, cast the first stone!" he muttered with a grin, tossing a rock through the window.
After climbing inside, Wade realized he was completely lost. The mansion was a maze, and heā€™d only been there a few times. The wood-paneled walls all looked the same, and the portraits of old white men didnā€™t provide any hints as to where he was.
"Quentin, was that you? I told you to..."
Storm was descending the stairs. Her white hair was styled in a sassy pixie cut, and she wore a pink crop top with glittery letters spelling out, "RAINING ON YOUR PARADE."
When she saw Wade, she let out a sharp shriek and covered her eyes.
"Wade?"
"Yes?"
"Why arenā€™t you wearing pants?"
The mercenary puffed out his chest. "Marvel Jesus doesnā€™t need mundane things like pants!"
Storm sighed, still covering her eyes. "Iā€™ll take you to the Professor."
Now wearing a pair of gray sweatpants emblazoned with the school emblem, Wade sat stiffly in front of Professor Xavierā€™s desk, arms crossed, staring at the wall. The spacious office felt confining to him, like a cage, despite the ample space and the light streaming through the tall windows. Behind the desk was a bookshelf set into the wood-paneled wall, filled with countless books whose gilded, ornate titles he couldnā€™t decipher. In one corner stood a large globe, and in another, a sitting area with a chessboard. On the desk itself were a few file folders, a Newtonā€™s cradle, and a photo of the Professor himself, younger and with a full head of hair. Beside him stood another young man with his arm draped around him, presumably Magneto. It might have been more than a friendly gesture; theyā€™d been arguing for decades like an old married couple.
"Wade," Charles said, giving him a calming smile. "Can I offer you something to drink?"
Wade shook his head defiantly. "I donā€™t want a drink. I want to see Logan."
The Professorā€™s expression turned somber. "You know thatā€™s not possible."
"Urgh, okay. Iā€™m sorry for calling you Egghead. Can I see Logan now?"
"I donā€™t think you fully understand the gravity of the situation, Wade. Something has nullified Loganā€™s healing factor. Dr. McCoy is currently treating him, and any outside influence could be harmful to him in this critical state."
Wadeā€™s eyes narrowed. "So, what am I supposed to do now?"
Charles thoughtfully placed a finger on his chin. "Well, you could help by telling us what happened. Jean mentioned that you also lost your legs. A failed mission, I assume. What exactly happened there?"
Wade ran his hands over his face. "Thatā€™s the thing! I donā€™t remember! I..."
His voice broke. Loser. He was a fucking loser. The love of his life was fighting for his life, and his brain had decided to shut down. Logan was going to die painfully, and it was all his fault. Tears welled up in his eyes.
Charles took his hand and squeezed it gently. "I could help you remember."
Wade nearly jumped out of his chair. "Oh no! After Cassandra Novaā€”did you know you had a psychopathic twin sister?ā€” thereā€™s no way Iā€™m letting anyone into my head again."
"Iā€™ll only see what you allow me to see, and only with your consent," Charles assured him.
Wade swallowed and nodded. After all, this wasnā€™t about him. Charles slowly extended his fingertips toward him. Heā€™d nearly reached Wadeā€™s temple when the screams echoed through the halls. Desperate, raw, agonizing screams. Loganā€™s screams.
Wade burst out the door, ignoring the Professorā€™s shouts. He ran down the hallway, nearly tripping over his own feet. He didnā€™t know where he was going, just following the sound of the screams, his chest tight with fear. His bare feet slapped against the wooden floor as he followed the sounds to a door with frosted glass. It was locked, but that was no obstacle for Wade, whoā€™d served in a military special unit. He pivoted halfway, raised his leg, and kicked hard. The door burst open.
Nothing in the world could have prepared him for the sight that greeted him. Hank was bending over an operating table. Logan lay on it, his torso crudely stapled back together at the hips. But that wasnā€™t the worst of it. What froze the blood in Wadeā€™s veins were the tubes. Countless tubes and wires ran out of Loganā€™s body and back into him at different points. He looked like a machine. But unlike machines, he was screaming.
Wade was reminded of Weapon X. He quickly made his way over to Logan. Loganā€™s eyes darted back and forth beneath his closed lids.
"Oh God, what did you do to him?"
He reached out to stroke Loganā€™s face, but Loganā€™s hand shot out, gripping his arm. His eyes snapped open, revealing yellow irises staring at Wade from blood-red sclera. His lips parted, exposing razor-sharp fangs. Then he lunged forward and sank his teeth into Wade.
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gavincreel Ā· 9 days ago
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ā€” and this time will be bigger! and brighter than we knew it. so watch me fly, we all know I can do it!
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oceanwithouthermoon Ā· 4 months ago
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yk when i think about it, especially when im watching the anime with people who havent read the manga, the reason a lot of people who only watch the anime and didnt read the manga misinterpreted saikis character so badly is definitely in part because of how damn fast paced the anime is šŸ˜­
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like that little smile and eye shine frame is there for not even half a second in the anime, so its easier to miss it and assume that he really did only finish those workbooks to get coffee jelly ā˜ ļø its much more clear if you get a good look at how he reacts here that hes just a silly little tsundere and a fucking liar
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wovi Ā· 10 months ago
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peter a. levine, waking the tiger
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jmslov4srs Ā· 29 days ago
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had a brief thought that went along the lines of ā€˜sirius black was falsely imprisoned for 12 years for the murder of his best friends which he didnā€™t commit but he thought he deserved itā€™ and now iā€™m crying. is this what life is about? tears
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deangril Ā· 12 days ago
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Hello, Dean
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pseudophan Ā· 6 months ago
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ficrec this fucked me up
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satorugojoswiife Ā· 8 months ago
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What do you think about gojo ships
I feel like I'm pretty indifferent to most of them. This is super cringe of me, but whenever I fall super in love with a character I don't often like shipping them romantically with anyone. šŸ’€ (im delusional I know)
It doesn't help that for some reason the jjk fandom (especially twt) is weirdly aggressive about ships. I know it isn't all the shippers and it's mostly just the loud minority, but seeing so much of the discourse has kinda put me off and I don't really engage much with the ships in the fandom except for rarepairs and selfships bc alot of the time those communities are more wholesome and cozy (if that makes sense LOL)
#satofie best ship#andnajdjskdjksnfksndjdj im sorry im cringe šŸ˜”šŸ˜”#anyways i honestly have no idea#its not even about not liking seeing him with others bc i enjoy seeing other ppls gojo Ɨ oc/selfships#i just for some reason dont really vibe with any of the existing gojo ships in the series#weirdly enough if i had to choose one i feel like sukugo is the most interesting one LOL they are so funny with eachother#i feel like in a different life they really couldve hit it off#i feel bad for gojohime shippers sometimes#like i personally dont like the ship but oh my god ppl on twitter are so mean about that ship i dont even know why ???#is it bc alot of them prefer him shipped with a guy ?? or they dont like seeing another woman that isnt them with him?? i dont know#but i see so much hate for it and it makes me sad bc like just move on or mute the account so u dont have to see it if you really hate it#the amount of times ive seen some big jjk account qrt a fanart dissing the ship while also getting more likes than the artists post is craz#why do ppl fight over fake people kissing.......#i remember this one account specifically that was obsessed with gojo but they were so snobby about it and like gatekeeping other fans#and they really hated gjhm and for some reason felt the need to make it into a problematic ship instead of just saying#i dont like this and moving on#but they made this whole thing abt how toxic they actually are bc utahime hates gojo#only to (in the same thread) gush over their fave ship which was nanago#and i felt crazy bc its......literally the same dynamic what#like am i missing something ?????#anyways this got a bit wild but pls be nice to eachother and respect eachothers ships#you dont have to justify why u dislike a ship you can just not like it#no need to turn it problematic
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theladyfae Ā· 2 months ago
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i think human nature/family of blood is a really good two parter in how it manages to show how full of shit ten is šŸ«¶
#look . i LOVE ten . esp whatevers going on w him in s3 he's horrible and i like that#but just !! martha :(#its so incredibly unfair to martha he doesnt unleash his wrath on the Family he chooses to hide instead and okay yeah fair#and sure u can say the tardis chose the setting and time period for them to hide in but like#did that not filter in to his calculations he went through all that turned himself human put his friendship with martha to the test in#the worst way possible. knowing she wouldn't let herself leave him even if he was Abhorrent towards her (and he was) because#of her duty to the universe and beyond and whatever . to blend in and keep the Family off their tails#and she's put in a demeaning position and degraded and even he doesn't seem to care much for her but she still hangs on#and then in the end its like its all for naught. all that pain and suffering martha went through being the only one w her wits about her#he had the capacity to deal w the threat the whole time he had the ability to dole out a horrible punishment he could definitely#have dealt with them a different way than that too .#and instead in his quest to be the bigger person he ends up putting martha through the horrors and then#does the same with the Family anyway ! i dont think he can ever tell her how harshly he dealt with them#surely this isnt an original thought im just thinking Way too much about blue moon by niki#he Does care more about being good than being good to her specifically !! and its so upsetting theyre so volatile i miss them#its more complicated than that sure but at the same time. it sort of isnt .#anyway martha jones my love my life u deserved at least a billion apologies alongside the thanks like god . whats wrong w him#oh and also he wants to move on without properly talking about it . act as if it never happened#like girl be fucking considerate for ONCE she just went through a personal hell for you !!! how insanely lonely she must of been#i dont believe martha ever let him just brush past it w no acknowledgement like yes i think she definitely didnt want to discuss the#accidental confession but i Do think she would sit him down to finally get him to Accept he cant just take her wherever in the past#if he's not ready to look out for her . its a vital conversation i think they need to have otherwise martha would just walk out there#not even love could make her stay through that its been established already she has the strength to try walk away#and also to try and but through his bullshit and demand answers . and here more than ever she deserves his acknowledgement and he Knows it
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james-spooky Ā· 1 month ago
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this is a test
#iā€™m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters thatā€™s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring letā€™s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk iā€™m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad thatā€™s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isnā€™t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw thereā€™s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i donā€™t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like iā€™m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much itā€™s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books theyā€™re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry thatā€™s made everything a bit messy. i shouldā€™ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think youā€™re being annoying i literally donā€™t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now itā€™s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i donā€™t really have any thoughts to put here idk if weā€™re halfway ermmmm omg itā€™s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. itā€™s wild how itā€™s basically almost christmas. like#what. thatā€™s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesnā€™t crash or#smth cause iā€™ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but iā€™ve saved it and holy jesus itā€™s a lot of text im just sat here giggling thereā€™s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldnā€™t that be crazy) so wait thereā€™s 140#haracters and 30 tags so whatā€™s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i havenā€™t done maths lessons in two and a half years iā€™ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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boxwinebaddie Ā· 3 months ago
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when i put ravenstan in this croptop it's all over for everyone
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reegis Ā· 10 months ago
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Random question! Whatā€™s your favorite breed of cat or dog! This can be based on looks or personality or even how friend shaped they are!
oh thats really fun!!!!! im 100% biased based on experience but
my favorite dog is the chihuahuaā€¦ i know they have a bad rep for being unfriendly or yappy (and they Are yappy i wonā€™t deny that) but my old roommate had a chihuahua named Chad who was absolutely the worst & most adorable little man youv ever met, let me find a pic of him
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he only loved his mama & my roommate & he bit me for 2 years before we became friends but when you get to know them they are so loyal & protective of their loved ones & make excellent snuggle buddys
ily chadsworth id die for you šŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ’–
for cats i love all of them sm but the stupid ones most of all.. my favorite is tuxedo cats. my soul cat, my absolute angel, my literal son, my everything who was stolen from me by my ex was a tuxedo his name was Baby Boy but i always called him biggie, pls look at him
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hes the worlds most perfect boy. he likes to be carried around in bags or your shirt, eats absolutely anything like a garbage disposal, and loves to wear little shirts and go on walks. i miss him every day
a close second is orange cats, their heads are empty and they are always full of love & violence
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oceanwithouthermoon Ā· 3 months ago
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maybe its just me but i cant stand when people are like "it just doesn't sit right with me how teruhashi thought about aiura šŸ„ŗ" like yes... its not supposed to ??? because her thinking badly of other girls and prioritizing male validation over everything is one of her main flaws ??? can we talk about that WITHOUT making it seem like shes not allowed to have a single actual flaw without suddenly becoming an awful person? nobody can handle complex female characters at all and its so fucking annoying
#you guys all missed the point of her development AND her and saiki's relationship development#like did you miss the parts where the only times he genuinely seems to not like something she does is when shes mean to other girls#and he still understands that she isnt a bad person for having bad thoughts in the private comfort of her mind#and besides... in this case she was literally just being a dramatic and insecure teenage girl LMAO#like dont fucking lie to me and tell me when you were her age you didnt have similar thoughts#youre worse than her if you lie about it while judging her for it#sorryyyy#she shouldve been MORE unhinged youre all just cowards#AND ALSO ? how can something even be 'mean' if its just a thought#thats like if u opened ur friends private diary without permission and then unfriended them over something they said in a random upset vent#and in this specific situation if u found out ur friend called someone a bitch because they liked the same person as her ??#LIKE THATS ?? its bad but its not as crazy as you guys make it out to be#shes allowed to be angry and insecure in the privacy of HER OWN MIND#idk if this makes sense but i just feel that her thoughts are more of a concern about her wellbeing than anything else#like she canonically is extremely kind to others even when she doesnt want to be so why are we worried about how she treats others.#theyre fine. im worried about HER.#and WHY her mindset is so negative... but u guys dont give a shit because u cant handle even a spec of complexity#sorry ive said all this before i just like to rant#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#teruhashi kokomi#meows post
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aropride Ā· 1 year ago
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i really dont understand studying at all like genuinely i don't know what it is . i know about "taking notes" and "reading the textbook" and that's it . quizlet doesn't do shit for me because i don't know what to. do. with the cards. look at them ? am i supposed to just look at them . No one bothered teaching me actual skills bc i got good grades when i was 8 and now i am so hopelessly lost . why did no one think to teach me this for when stuff got harder than four plus three
#text#ive never understood flashcards . like what to do with them. how is that any more different or helpful than just like... writing a list on#paper of vocab terms or whatever#and like conceptually i know 'learning' is like. not only committing things to memory but also being able to engage with it which#is why teachers loveeeee group discussions and essays. but like. you read the text and then you go to class and Discuss but how do you#Learn what the text is saying like how do you . put it in your brain and udnerstand and remember it .#i think im missing something very simple because everyone else in the world seems to understand this fine#like where does the part where you go oh! i understand this and can explain it in my own words. Happen#how do u force it to happen if its not something ur autistic about#Like the only example i can think of rn of this is when i hyperfixated on hpa axis dysregulation + trauma a couple weeks ago#so i was learning stuff about it for Fun and not for school so no comprehension tests or notes or anything#and basically i'd just put on a webinar while i sorted seaglass or worked on sewing or whaever#and i can explain the concept fine. ur brain controls ur body so if it gets too scared ur body loses its shit basically.#but i dont remember most of the words. i still can barely define neurotransmitter#i can apply this to my own life but i confuse the hippocampus and the frontal lobe and the amygdala etc#and i couldnt point out any of them on a diagram#i dont get it . like i know a lot and simultaneously nothing at all abt it#how am i supposedto be remembering words and numbers AND understanding the concepts AND im supposed to do that between#reading the book and engaging in thoughtful conversation with my peers i dont understand
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