#miss ice cream

[kidfrompluto]

August 12. 1989

[tilbageidanmark]

(All the memes I made..)

[flickering-nightfall]

ubemaster (they are ube colored to me)

[stimming-puppet]

Brown Sugar Pearl Sundae

[viperwhispered]

Too Little

Part three of Jamil (not) dealing with feels here we go. Jamil x reader, Jamil’s pov Previous parts: part one, part two

This was stupid.

Here he was, rolling around in bed, unable to sleep because thoughts of you filled his mind.

It had been futile of Jamil to think that he could simply brush your presence aside, that he could treat you like just another schoolmate and not let you consume his mind. 

Not when every quiet moment had him reach for his phone in hopes of a new message from you.

Not when you kept on finding new ways to make his heart skip a beat every time he saw you.

Not when he missed you more acutely every time you weren’t there.

So, despite his best efforts, his mind treaded those same paths, time and again, occupied by all the parts of you. Your expressions, your mannerisms, your words, every single detail committed to his memory and played over and over.

He suspected that at this point he’d be able to recreate most of your expressions just from memory. Your voice, too, playing so clearly in his mind.

Not to even mention those oh so tantalizing what ifs, supplying him with even sweeter temptations than the confines of reality and memory could provide.

What it would feel like to touch you, to hold you, to kiss you, to-

No. No no no. He would not go there.

Jamil could feel the heat burning in his cheeks and he rolled over, groaning into his pillow.

This was ridiculous. Absolutely preposterous.

Yet, there was no getting out of it.

He wanted you.

He wanted more of you, so much more than what he had.

Because each taste of you left him craving more, each glimpse made him want to uncover everything there was to you.

Even the parts you might consider ugly, as sappy as that was.

What kind of people did you like, anyway?

Charming? Intelligent? Funny?

Rich and influential? 

Did you even like guys? Or relationships in general?

Just the thought - relationship - made Jamil's cheeks burn even brighter, made his legs twitch under the covers.

Yet, somehow, it did not sound so bad.

To have you.

To be yours.

To know and be known.

He huffed and turned over onto his back.

As if his duties left room for something for himself, left enough of him to share with someone like that.

And would you like what you saw in him, anyway?

Yet, his excuses were beginning to sound more and more hollow.

After all, he was nothing if not resourceful, and so far you’d shown no signs of shying away, even as you dug your way deeper.

Jamil stared at the canopy over his bed with unseeing eyes.

He’d have to do something about this.

Because if he didn’t, he might just lose his mind.

But was the alternative any better? Could he even handle it? The full force of you, if - and it was a big if - you were to accept him.

Even now, when you looked at him in that particular way of yours… He never could hold your eyes for long when that happened. The softness and the warmth he saw were far too overwhelming, always forcing him to turn away lest he made a complete fool of himself.

If he were to have that, with the full force of affection intention behind it… How could he even bear it?

Like the other day… You’d found Jamil in the middle of his chores and dragged him away, his to-do list crumbling when you grabbed his hand and led him outside.

He was all too aware of how his protests had been half-hearted at best. How your sudden appearance, your touch had shut down every sensible part of him, leaving him unpleasantly raw.

And by the time he’d gathered himself, nearly convinced himself he had other things he should be doing instead, you were sharing ice creams outside Sam’s, to celebrate the first warm day of the year.

As if it wasn’t warm in Scarabia year round.

As if he hadn’t been too preoccupied by your happiness and enthusiasm to bring himself to heel.

Sometimes, it was all he could do not to be swept away by you, barely keeping his head above the surface.

So, what choice did he have but to act?

You’d made a home in his heart already, whether he asked for it or not.

All he could do was take control of what he could.

Eta: you can find part 4 here and part 5 / the final part here. Oh dear I'm starting to get tempted to write this from the reader's pov as well. Or maybe I'll just have to ramble about the thought process behind this at some point to get that out of my system. I also considered going to a more horny direction with this but decided to go with this kind of yearning in the end. But, if the horny version is of interest for y'all, maybe I can do that as an alternative / supplementary thing to this series, or some sort of a standalone at some point. Hope y'all enjoyed! One or two more parts are still to come. Tag list: @colliope @crystallizsch @diodellet @jamilsimpno69 @jamilvapologist @mazapanmiau @perilous-pasta @twstgo If you'd like to be tagged for any future works, do let me know! Also feel free to specify if you only want tags for particular kinds of works (like sfw/nsfw for example).

[honeymoonavenue2013]

Neapolitannnnn 🎀🍨

[intothefrisson]

I will never recover actually. Absolute devastation.

Based off this post

intothefrisson Twitter/Insta

[episodes-without-incident]

1/4/2024:

7 episodes since Drawfee last referenced Cats (2019)

0 episode since Drawfee last referenced Everytime We Touch (2005)

[bluehairperson]

I had a dream I was making a fanart of him eating ice cream 🥺🥺

This below is the first version I made, which I guess might be more on character. But the version above is more dream accurate. He had a silly expression like :P and both the background and the gelato scoops were very colorful, even tho I can't recall the specific flavours.

I don't know if he would actually like pistacchio and strawberry, I can see him more ordering "boring" flavours like cream or hazelnut. But oh well. The flavour down here is red... cause... wine. Apparently wine ice cream actually exists even tho I've never seen it.

[kaleidoscopeminds]

luke in dc n1 💜

[grian-in-a-plethora-of-places]

New ice cream flavor?!

Grian is becoming a brand new flavor of ice cream!

[chowpatty-ka-icebear]

"Heere Moti main naa chaahoon, Main to chaahoon, Kamra Thanda." ☀️🧊

@wizardcherryblossom bas main aur tum aur glass bhar ke ice cubes... 👉🏻👈🏻

[employee052]

messin around with the manga tools in csp using a manga im reading as reference sdjfh (feat. narry as sensei only hes a bitch /aff)

[abby-howard]

Part 2 of my 2023 hourlies; Part 1 here!

---CW family death (not sad)---

[betweenblackberrybranches]

There is nothing as great as woodruff flavoured pudding just look at it!!!! A+ grade german food!!! Just the prettiest thing

[hearts401]

its like if fireboy and watergirl were magma and icecream

magma belongs to @melissa-titanium IM SORRY FOR THE RAPID FIRE i like ur guys a whole lot... sniffle