#mindsick

[tgcf-fic]

Here’s a fic rec ask, do you still take them? Do you have any hualian fics that primarily take place in ghost city? Or happen to often have them be in and/or around the gamblers den? I’m not looking for smut fics, which is making my search a bit hard. Thank you for any help you can give.

Hello! This is actually first ask ever over here haha

As for fics happening in the Ghost City there isn't too many I've read but here's a couple I remember being mostly in Ghost City ^^

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Paw Prints to my Heart by yunster (G, 3k, hualian, Cursed Xiè Lián, Ferret Xiè Lián, Different First Meeting)

mindsick, heartbound by goneforthestars (T, 20k, hualian, Canon Divergence, Beauty and the Beast Elements, Memory Loss, Angst Fluff, Pining, hualian and the mortifying ordeal of being known to each other, Ghost City, Paradise Manor, slight body horror, Hurt/Comfort, wu ming lives au)

wild heart by lost_riddles (G, 3k, hualian, Canon Compliant, Post-Canon, Fluff, Bickering, Xie Lian needs a rest, ticklish Xie Lian, Hua Cheng is the best husband, the ghosts are tiring, High-speed chase, spirit dog, Established Relationship)

a bet, a boy, and what remains by joonkorre (M, 3k, hualian, Child Abuse, not between hualian and the kid ok, Adoption, Bets & Wagers, Ghost City, Mentions of Blood, mentions of gore, hualian being married, Implied/Referenced Sexual Abuse, as in kids being in harems)

Roll the Dice by unfortunategay (G, 2k, hualian, Post-Canon, Gambling, Xie Lian's Bad Luck, except he uses it to help and fuck with people)

Sunshine in the Night by Dgcakes (ficsnfun) (T, 20k, hualian, Canon Divergence, Fluff, Humor, Meeting Early, kid Hua Cheng (temporary), Affection, Getting to Know Each Other, Identity Reveal)

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#bring back mentally ill there was never anything wrong with it

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so this was a tag on a post about people calling themselves "neurospicy" and like not to sound like a tumblrina but i actually do think theres something wrong with a label that posits that a mind can be sick. the theory of "chemical imbalance" was, according to modern psychiatrists in response to criticisms of this theory as pseudoscientific, never intended to genuinely explain pathologized behavior (working more as a placeholder theory, according to them), so rather than a diagnosis, "mentally ill" as a label works as a tool for societal categorization. ask yourself why a group of vulnerable people are being called mindsick as an identifier.

not trying to attack anyone who self-identifies as mentally ill obviously but to say there has never been anything wrong with this categorization feels like deliberately obtuse revisionism created entirely because you think some people are being cringe about their chosen categorization.

[cowboy-interstellar]

mindsickness

[dianadijana]

[john-ps]

Sabotagem

Sabe, tenho que desabafar, tem algo em mim a qual odeio profundamente, tenho repugnância e aversão a está certa característica ou pensamentos, é algo que me acompanha desde a infância e que me levou muita alegrias. Falo em relação a todos esses pensamentos que me tomam a cabeça toda vez que tenho um tempo, toda vez que tenho 5 minutos pra mim, ou quando eu paro para raciocinar o que estou fazendo, todos esses pensamentos de auto sabotagem, é como se houvesse um agente dentro de mim, levando me a ter um grande paranoia de mim mesmo e de outros em minha volta, desconfiar de todos e principalmente da pessoa que vos fala neste momento, é um sentimento horrível onde não sei como sou induzido a duvidar de tudo, todas certezas e incertezas, todas as alegrias e tristezas, tudo que é bom e tudo que é mau, pensamentos que me fazem me sentir triste, pra baixo, inferior e muitas vezes até inválido. Não sei exatamente o que é isto (tenho minhas próprias conclusões, nada concreto), mas sei que alguém em algum lugar desse planeta deve se sentir assim e se eu puder ajudá-lo, eu irei, justamente por saber a dor que isto causa.

[janesmythishomesick-blog]

And, now, The Doctor!

[hualian-fic-recs]

Hi! So, I’m an avid Hualian fan fic reader, but I may or may not have lost two very similar fan fics that I just need in my life.

They’re both Fangxin Guoshi!Xie Lian and his time in the coffin. The first one is basically one where he loses his memories (because of a ghost? I don’t really remember why) and thinks he’s hallucinating while in the coffin. Hua Cheng comforts him and tells him that he’d be there the next day, but it turns out that Xie Lian’s past and present selves had switched, so as far as his past self was concerned, Hua Cheng lied to him. (Hua Cheng ended up going back and helping him out, but the pain was beautiful).

The second one I remember far less of. All I know is that by the end, Hua Cheng, Mu Qing, and Feng Xin opened the coffin. I think it was also a time travel thing, but I really just loved the reactions.

If you or anyone else knows them, or could keep their eyes out for them, I’d really appreciate it. And if you have any other coffin fics to suggest I’d love to read it!

Hey there! Ok I found a few that might be the first one:

use me as your stepping stone by EyeElm1654

The Things We Lost by strawberry_ia. Its WIP

The other is a little vague, so I'm just going to list some feely coffin fics and hope one of them is what you're looking for!

Bloody Coffin, Bed of Butterflies by fullmetalpotterhead

Give me your suffering by fullmetalpotterhead

The Awful Dread that Chokes by Naamah_Beherit

Beginning; Anew by SunflowerQueen1. WIP

Galatea by zarasu

As The Rain and Seasons Pass by Jiu_Lei

mindsick, heartbound by goneforthestars

Hope this helps!

[faggvert]

izzy hands is so workingclass bitter prolegirl mindsick cripplerage.

[pablitocortesp]

"A veces sólo hace falta reconocer lo enfermos e imperfectos que somos para enlazar y dejar de jugar a pretender." #sketch #doodle #drawing #art #ink #dark #rebel #share #illness #mindsick #enlace

[sarna666-blog]

#moon #breakwater #jetty #falochron #beach #baltic #sea #small #man #mindsick #getting #better #friends #love #together #wecandoeverything (w: Kuznica, Gdansk, Poland)

[dianadijana]

[dannnyfantom]

Mindsick absent

[janesmythishomesick-blog]

The Doctor & Theresa! <3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kIqNjt7npaA You look like a perfect fitFor a girl in need of a tourniquet'Cause I can tell You know what it's like The long farewell But can you save me Come on and save me If you could save me From the ranks of the freaks Who suspect they could never love anyone

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#5

this show is so fucking funny. the winchesters are the only family ever that held the neurotypical child in a worse light than the very AutDHD one. “because i didn’t wanna bow-hunt or hustle pool because i wanted to go to school and live my life, which in our whacked-out family made me the freak.” like that’s hilarious. i just KNOW dean was getting a 60 or below in every class and his dad fucking loved him for it but sam gets straight As and Bs and his dad couldn’t give less of a shit. dean has never completed a piece of homework in his life but sam would always do his AND get it in on time and their dad discouraged sam’s way of thinking because he liked it better when they slacked off. dean’s only friends were other warriors cats kids and they were only friends for like a week because he was too weird even for them. sam made friends with or at least was acquainted with most of his classmates and that was seen as bad because he had less time to hunt monsters. literally magical.

6 notes - Posted July 10, 2022

#4

sorry for theaterposting but the the general impression i'm getting from the rtc fanbase is that not a lot of people like or agree with the idea of noel catfishing mischa but i for one am super on board with it. i think it's hilarious.

think of your high schools soundcloud rapper (there's at least one of them). you don't know him that well and he's got goofy ass rhymes and he's just a funny character. now imagine your school and town are small and insanely boring, and you're the only gay guy there. you're bored as fuck and one day on youtube you see one of this soundcloud rapper's videos in your recommended and you think "hey, wouldn't it be funny if i pretended to be a hot girl and trolled this guy?" so you do and it's funny and you keep it going for a while because what else do you have to do. then it's been a couple months and you realize this guy is super serious about this relationship and you don't want to end it because you're still having fun, and also because deep down you know it'll hurt him and you've kind of gotten to know him. he ends up proposing to you and you don't know what to do so you say yes and you guys are having cringy google translate internet sex on the regular and he starts talking about saving money to go to ukraine where you don't live to meet you and you realize there's no way to get out of this without him getting hurt. you're vaguely considering faking either your death or your catfish persona's death because you love drama. then you go on a choir trip and the guy is there so you do what you usually do and reply to his texts whenever he's not looking. then you fucking DIE and you're like, this sucks but at least i don't have to deal with that fake online relationship i got myself into.

and then you look over and he's there next to you.

7 notes - Posted December 11, 2022

#3

izzy hands is so workingclass bitter prolegirl mindsick cripplerage.

10 notes - Posted November 28, 2022

#2

honestly from now on im considering it a hate crime to think of zoro as straight. and cis for that matter.

13 notes - Posted April 25, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

i love ruining zoro for dudebros. you dont understand him like i do. i know that hes fat and trans and autistic and gay and mentally ill and disabled. but even more importantly i know he likes math.

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Mindsick by Loony-Madness on DeviantArt

[mybrokenmouths]

I don’t know what to do now… After that festival she told me that she’s going to country side for a while and after that she’s gonna go to the seaside. I wanted to see her so we talked that in the day between coming back from countryside and going again in another part we will see each other like a really simple and cute date…  I texted her after I saw that she was following on Facebook her ex again and they’ve got some mindsick game of reacting at each other posts that they shared… I started to feel frustrated so I texted her and actually kind of put up a fight because she wasn’t even texting me first… she said she’s having a rough time and I understood that… She was thinking again at her ex and maybe wishing that they will met once again when her ex will move in the same city with her. Yes they are parted by 1000 km or smth…. It’s so hard to keep comparing myself with that girl… Cause it makes me feel sad and not enough… And maybe I want for once to see that she tries for me… That she comes after me when I’m exhausted… But she won’t… No she won’t.. And it kills me to know if that I will stop keeping in touch with her, she will just carry on with her life… Cause the truth is that I’m not giving up on a person that’s not giving up on her ex… I am so dissapointed in myself. I understand that she still loves her.. but why can’t she see that I trully feel for her… That I am nothing but tender and a gentelman to her even if she doesn’t deserve this… Why? Am I that kind of a bad person?  I am in tears… And I made  a decision that I’m gonna stop chasing her. If she’s happy only with her toxic ex, then she’s free to be with whomever wants. I’m tired…and deep down I wish that she’ll come after me… But I can’t deny the truth: She won’t.

  So I guess this is the end guys… The end of the story. I waited a painfull 8 months for her to return only to find myself in the same situation as before… She doesn’t love me. Or if she does it’s not enough to make her see all I feel and do for her. But you know what, guys? It’s okey. No, seriously, it’s okey. I’m gonna go on my own way always loving her. And maybe this is my path… being left opened and hungry for one person and getting higher on my carrer… Maybe money will comfort me in the end.  

Goodbye.