#mind numbing

[the-boy-demetris]

Seasonal viewing of yore

[haxnmor]

I sometimes wish I was smaller than what I am now. I understand that some people like to be tall and I'll admit it has its upsides. But being a tall loud guy isn't really an option where I live. I can't even wear what I like because people will just be more afraid of me (I dress in a punk like fashion).

I can literally wear a just a hoodie and jeans and some people actually try to avoid me. It's not everyone but it does happen. It's even worse when I'm singing quietly I just look crazy to other people.

I can't be silent but I also can't be loud so I'm sorta forced to be someone I'm not in public. Which sucks because the more I'm not myself the more numb I start to feel.....I'm tired of feeling numb.....

Ps: for those wondering my height, I'm 6'3

[elvendeity]

the only way to navigate the internet is to literally just ignore what doesn't serve you..what used to be an adventure through a dense forest now feels like walking through a crowd screaming at each other, unless you're very particular what you engage with. what used to be tall lush trees with the occasional tavern or inn full of a celebrating crowd now is a densely packed mass of people parroting each other's opinions or giving their opinions on others' opinions... everything lacks originality, and unless you meditate you cannot block the noise so to speak. focus on simply what you crave and follow it away from the crowd. to effectively do this you must let go. not everything needs to be reacted to, not everything deserves your time. you're not going to change the opinions of others nor are you going to effectively shush the crowd. ever. make your peace with it. all of this disappears when you shut your phone off, don't let it disturb your peace when you're on it. it can rot your brain.

[yourvenomwaslethal]

And the desire to be a surface to get people's cigarette stubbed out on, is overwhelming.

[i-ex1st-ig]

only thing keeping me sane

[splendidsinner]

Popping pills smoking weed boozing

fucking faking it ciggys extra dirty tequila

ain’t nothing but Melancholia in Bucholia

[2kyo7]

Im speechless

[hissugarsedatesme]

What my mind sounded like after getting that first hit

Also what my mind sounded like the first good day of recovery

[manicpixiefemgirl]

spotted on da home page

[that-classy-bastard]

I think ass in fishnets would fix me rn.

[purpleisbeyondneutral]

Exploration kind of, going with what the scribble looked like

[kurazaru]

Whenever my mind starts thinking abt shit i dont wanna think about and i can't stop, i just put on my earphones and play IDOL by Yoasobi on FULL VOLUME. The song is already so loud, putting it on full volume on my earphones makes it so that i cant think about anything else lmao. Works like a charm lol, try it if u want

[dumbnotstupidfuck]

this photo will have pop culture significance for years to come holy shit

[sickrelations]

[i-ex1st-ig]

a never ending war

[aesha-101]

I had the most mind numbing conversation with someone recently, that being about horror.

They believed horror movies aren't meant to scare you, or at the very least try.

What the fuck?

Why the fuck?

How the fuck?

I don't understand the fucking thought process behind this