#might delete later idk im tired

[voidheartkisses]

crazy things the bishops have done in my cult:

Leshy: got in a relationship with BAAL of all people (Seriously how do I break them UP)

Kallamar: had 2 abortions (he has the lustful trait so he's my guinea pig for whenever I need the egg yolk to make someone younger)

Heket: stole someone's wife (who had a kid)

Narinder: tried to kill my other spouse (It's a whole drama I'll talk about it later)

Shamura: took forever to give me their quest because they forgor (dangit grandpa)

[kingabezka]

I don't owe anyone an explanation on why I made this

Oxygen Not Included x Night at the Museum

For the record the top left were traced over actual game sprites, that's why they look better than the rest

Go play ONI, or at least watch the trailer

[ghostpaynes]

I wonder if the people who use Edwin looking sixteen as an excuse to hate on Cat King despite the very clear indication he's definitely not mentally that also look at people who date their age's but look sixteen.

[artheresy]

No but I don’t think anyone understands how deeply I need to witness Blade identity crisis content like, the focus on identity usually with the HCQ and the struggles usually centers around Dan Heng because of course! We get the content in canon touched upon, expanding on it with your own view is so much fun and I want to do it myself at some point.

But the potential of Blade? And exploring his fucked relationship with his identity and with Yingxing? MWAH, delicious, and not done enough compared to something I do see a bit whenever the topic comes up which no hate to anyone for but I have my own opinions on it

Like, shit Blade has HUGE issues with dehumanizing himself as a result of Jingliu’s teaching in which she projected her own self dehumanization onto him and taught him to turn his body into a weapon and remember the feeling of death. He doesn’t view himself as being a person, he is nothing more than a sword for slaying, a weapon whose path is soaked in the blood of both his victims and himself. And UGH listen, I’ve already ranted about this so many times that y’all are probably tired of hearing me talk about it.. it truly is one of my favorite topics, the disconnection between Yingxing and Blade that does exist in canon to certain extent. Though he takes on the weight of his sin as his own and his duty to repay it (and make sure Dan Heng repays it too), the ways in which he doesn’t connect to Yingxing in other matters is used in such a tragic way when you peel back the layers upon layers that can relate to the simplest things. Like fucking hell, not to mention it again but the use of craftsmanship between the two of them is heartbreaking as crafting represents not only what he happened to do as apart of the HCQ and in the end his legacy, but how it is used as a representation of his passion that Blade does not share, how it represents the revenge that dominated his life as Yingxing built on the pain and trauma of losing his entire family and home while still such a young child which Blade probably doesn’t even fully remember anymore let alone connect with. I swear, that hurts, it hurts me every time I think about it.

I also just have a lot of my own headcanons that I firmly don’t think are canon, but are things I instead sprinkle in like finishing salt into my wounds to make myself even more sad. Like thinking about Blade in a way constantly being in mourning, not solely for Baiheng, but genuinely in mourning for Yingxing as well. Although he used to be Yingxing, that man is still dead and gone and never coming back, never in a way that will actually be Yingxing. So I like to imagine he mourns for him as well. Not just his death but mourns the severed connection between them. The passions he cannot submerge himself in, the pure dedication he cannot fathom, the love and happiness he cannot even begin to imagine the feeling of. Or at least not the warmth of them, he only feels the bitter shards of those feelings left within him, making his hatred all the more agonizing and deep set.

Hm… I wonder how we’re going to see Blade progress as the story keeps going on. I do truly hope we get more of an exploration of this. I need to see what happens to him. I need to see how his mindset ends up evolving or instead of evolving, the sheer amount of shit it ends up getting him into. God do I love this man, sorry that my love manifests in needing to see him suffering. It just comes with the territory

[bassguitarinablackt-shirt]

do people realise that by going out of their way to tell aromantic people that they're not being given hate for being aromantic they are giving that person hate. for being aromantic.

[stupidusernamepolicy]

sometimes wish i could like. kms temporarily like kenny southpark. like i just press a button and explode and then wake up the next day with all my stats replenished to 50% like "well got that out of my system time to face the day"

[hag-darling]

future in-laws apparently hate the cute little wedding pikachus I got forever ago and don't want me to use them as decorations in the wedding

two 8 inch plushies is apparently just too tacky

I'm not going to listen to them and they will be put somewhere during the reception but I just. Hate how they care more about this wedding being generically picture perfect than me actually enjoying any aspect of it

[demonic-shadowlucifer]

okay im probably gonna lose followers for this but i dont care anymore. do i hate trump? yes. abso-fucking-lutely. but idk. i dont think we should be celebrating violence. especially during a time where things are looking bleak for the us in terms of safety. if anything, this assassination attempt is just another reminder that the state of the US is... not great right now. this really isn't something to celebrate. ).

also, and this is a shocking take i know, but in my opinion nobody deserves to be murdered. yes even *those* fuckers. you cannot "condemn violence" in the us and then cheer for it after a shitty human being is almost killed (especially considering an audience member was killed, and another is in critical condition). you don't have to feel bad, but you cannot fix the current political landscape by going the extremist route either. (something something thoughts and prayers)

[cosmic--strawberry]

I got bored today so made some silly cosplay vids of Solar. The lighting in my room is beyond awful no matter what I try... I'm sorryyyyy

Do not repost or use for AI

[thecatspasta]

Do you think the corporations will realise that we will care about their straight ships if they're not a girl fawning over the first guy she sees and getting married within the year and it being treated like a good thing or is this thought process too advanced for them to handle right now.

[koheletgirl]

it's always "dodge the draft" but none of you have ever dodged the draft

[roseverdict]

"my adult children are lazy and have no dreams and are perfectly content to leech off of me their entire lives!" no!!! you dipshit!!!!! they're several diagnosed types of mentally ill each, unmedicated for all of them through no choices of their own, unable to go anywhere outside the house without parental permission or assistance*, and have repeatedly been outright mocked by you for expressing joy at things they like and jobs they want to have while you claim to always support them!!!!!!! you cannot treat them as failures of completely fine and fully-autonomous adults when you never even finished teaching them the things you think every teenager should learn!!!!!!!!!

*: and even then they're chafing badly enough that they are pushing for ways to work around you! to escape you!!! once they can pedal a bicycle for further than a mile without going into Goddamn cardiac arrest it's fucking over for you!!!!!

(EDIT BECAUSE I WANT TO HAVE THIS HERE BUT ALSO UM: yall ever feel like you're engaged in a cold war that's never actually been declared? bc the increased aggression in the passive-aggressive texts over the past 24 hours (DESPITE the fact that most stuff from the last batch was in fact addressed in a timely fashion) has me like 👁️👁️. mom, dad, if you're reading this, you know you can talk to me like the 24-year-old human person i am, right? not treat me like an impudent teenager who doesn't deserve to make their own choices and should be grateful to even be living with you, then get frustrated when i'm making angry vent-like posts online?)

[tsukana]

i know its part of game deisgn or whatever but im tired of ppl attacking each others bases like. ive been tired since day 1 when red got attacked by blue for doing nothing and then when red went to green and fucked theirs up. and im still tired now with blue hunting down reds base and red waiting or whatever to potentially hunt down blues. its just not entertaining content to me and feels so annoying because everything leads to a feeling of wasted time and fanbases being meanaf about it to the other lol

[mistyechoes]

guys what if i.....stopped trying

[scourgefrontiers]

ok i'll say it. under a cut bc i dont want it just floating across people's dashboards

when proshippers use the argument "conservatives use this rhetoric to oppress lgbt people all the time" to justify getting off to fictional incest/pedophilia/etc it feels really fucking gross!!!!! this is not comparable to that!!!!! what is wrong with you!!!!

"you chewing me out for getting off to fictional incest is the same as conservatives oppressing lgbt people" like fuck OFF with that dude!!!! thats what youre saying!!!!!!

i GET the whole idea of "you cant use your disgust to say something is morally bad" because yes THAT is what conservatives do. that tracks. but theres a difference between a convervative oppressing a gay person bc they think theyre gross and someone calling you out for not being fucking normal about shit like incest or pedophilia in fiction!!!! that shit is Objectively Gross!!! be better!!!!!

and dont even get me started on "generally exploring gross topics in fiction" vs "getting off to gross topics in fiction" b/c these are Definitely Different Things as well!!!

[tsukasalover]

“yeah no i just havent had any good ideas recently” its okay Felix Tsukasalover we all lie sometimes