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“You are not to expect an explosion, for the explosion has already happened” ‼️‼️

“Your expectation of something unique and dramatic, of some wonderful explosion, is merely hindering and delaying your Self Realization. You are not to expect an explosion, for the explosion has already happened [...]. [...] The mind and feelings are external, but you take them to be intimate. You believe the world to be objective, while it is entirely a projection of your psyche. That is the basic confusion and no new explosion will set it right! You have to think yourself out of it. There is no other way.” ― Nisargadatta Maharaj

Remember you don't require Self-enquiry to be who you are, because you already are THAT. However, it can 'help' in dissipating illusory 'beliefs'.

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dream the dream.

think of your life as a dream. think of all of the things surrounding you as objects who are completely under your control and can only do, say and move according to your commands — because that’s what it is! a dream only you are entirely in charge of.

postscript before you dive into this post, i would like to give credits to edward art as this post has been inspired by his lecture "dream the dream" which is the 17th part of his series on reddit!

this is your dream.

this dream belongs to you as you are its dreamer. what you think of appears the second it comes to your mind. you can do anything you want, simply because you can dream anything you want. you can witness anything you want, you can experience anything you want, you can even incorporate your senses and see, feel, taste, smell and touch things to your liking. being able to dream any dream gives you a feeling of relief, of power, of confidence and certainty. you know you can have anything you want the minute you want it. but what if you felt this exact way about THIS life?

dream a greater dream.

if you can imagine anything you want, go into as much detail as you like and make it come to pass, why wouldn’t you do it? wouldn’t it be your greatest desire to explore what you are capable of doing? what would you dream of? what would you imagine? what would you create?

the transformative dream.

see, this dream of yours is as malleable and as changeable as it gets. you cannot make any "mistakes" since anything you create, you can correct. you aren’t tied to anything, there are no promises between you and your creation, you owe nothing and nobody anything. everything can easily be transformed and adjusted. the world is at your command!

imagine the feeling.

what i would advise you to do is to imagine and "dream" as if everything you are now desiring to have is present. it’s here. it exists. and it’s yours, in this given moment.

get rid of the outer world and anything physical that depicts and obstacle or unfavourable circumstance to you.

let go of the idea to "try to manifest", to "hope to get", to "wish to have" or to "want to be".

and last but not least, change your inner-world, your imagination, your DREAM to your deepest wish and make it a reality. start to live your desires.

everything is a feeling.

the reason i said to no longer "try to manifest", to "hope to get", to "wish to have" or to "want to be" is because all of these are FEELINGS. feelings that declare you are not in possession of what you want, at least not yet. "affirming to get", "trying to resolve", "manifesting against", "attempting to make something happen", "intending to manifest" are all feelings that will accompany you once you enter the act of imagination — and guess what? they are more than likely to prevent and disrupt you from actually feeling the way you would want to feel.

dream from within.

i know, we technically all already "dream from within" but with "within" i'm actually referring to what or who you deeply and truly wish to have or be. dream from a place where you don’t accept less than you want, where you are unwilling to settle for less and where you simply cannot hold back from imagining what you want to its greatest detail.

a word to the dreamer.

be bold. be stubborn. leave the world as it is for there is nothing to do and nothing to force on the outside. all the change that you could want has to come and be done from within. so only deal with your inner world and promise yourself that you will only let yourself imagine things which are beneficial for you and accept it as your one and only reality. as edward art said, KNOW your power and FEEL your abilities to be true and infinite!

with love, ella.

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nothing exists outside of you.

when you end up not getting what you want, it’s never because of something or somebody else. no one actually thinks "oh, you weren’t good enough" or makes things happen in your reality that go against your wants. i know this is a hard pillow to swallow but it’s no one else but you doing that. like, for an example, when you get dumped by your partner, when you get denied from your dream university, when things don’t end up going your way or even the opposite, it’s never other people sabotaging you and being in your way.

things don’t exist outside of you, remember that. it’s only you in and out there.

you are your own limit.

but this is exactly where it gets exciting. the most useful and thoughtful quote i have heard so far regarding manifestation is: "it is entirely up to you to decide how much is within you. you declare who you are." this means that NO ONE can ever tell you "no". well, i'm sure they can, but you are not obligated to accept it. you don’t have to force yourself to like things you don’t like, or to settle for things you don’t want. again, you DESIRING a state is enough for it to exist. and there are infinite states and therefore realities out there! think about it this way: there is a version of you, right now, experiencing all of your desires. they have everything you have ever dreamed of. and you wanna know what’s so cool about it? you can be that person!!! infact, you already are them for all states exist within you and belong to you only! creation is fucking done, and just as neville said, your refusal to see that you already are who you wanna be is the reason why you will remain as you are right now.

others can not hinder you.

no one can define your worth. no one can determine your success. no one can make decisions for you and expect you to obey them. no one can create your life. no one can limit you. only if you think that others have power over you, then they can do whatever they want — because you let them!

only you direct your life.

i know life gets hard sometimes. genuinely hard. sometimes it’s unbearable and you feel like being suffocated and you‘ve got a shitty 3d right in your face, demanding you to deal with it, draining you the fuck out, and and and… but that doesn’t have to stop you. it won’t stop you. the outside world is also your creation. it is nothing you have to fear babes. after all, you know it’s only your conceptions of self… it’s just you. really nothing that scary!

get back on track.

now, do yourself a favour, and stop being afraid of circumstances. stop being a slave to your senses. stop giving in. stop thinking so small of yourself. stop belittling yourself. stop being so overly submissive. stop wavering. stop overthinking about every single detail that won’t go your way and remember that there is a wonderful version of you "inside" you that wants to be embodied. how wonderful is that? to be fully in control of your world? and it will only ever be up to you what you do with it!

things can change in a day. your 3d can look so… deranged? if you will? and yet, you could still get your desire the same exact day. NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY YOUR DESIRES FROM YOU BUT YOU!!!

with love and rage, ella.

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the sp you want is not special.

the job you want is not special.

the money you want is not special.

i can go on and on..

you are the special one, all these things seem so special to you because you are the one who gave them such meaning. understand that it's always about you and only you. you only want these things because of the feeling they will give you - you keep forgetting how manifestation works and that you can give yourself the feeling of fulfillment and having it without physical proof that you have it. you are a creator so feel like a creator.

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i still think of nd like a method. how did you collapse that? i’m so annoying with “myself”

This mindset comes from you trying to get or achieve something.

There's nothing to do, nothing to get, nothing to accomplish. You are already free

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Something I noticed is that “we”are an effortless being.

Any effort exerted is NOT us, we just think it is. You are not the one meditating, not the one reading posts or asking questions, not the one watching videos, not the one trying to change your mindset. You’re just aware and it means nothing to you.

On the days that I was successful I was totally indifferent, and on “bad” days I was trying to analyze and alter my mentality when we should just have no mentality at all. Our default state is effortlessness so you don’t have to try to be effortless.

I get it, I have that overachiever fix-everything personality too AND IT GOT US THIS FAR but we don’t need it anymore, okay? 🤪

THAT does not try for anything; how can you reach for something when you are that something? It’s like a cat chasing its tail.

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Stop. There is nothing to change.

"How do I become aware of x"

"I'm tired of waking up as y"

"I wanna experience z now"

Guys, seriously?

Okay, let's take it step by step. Do you see what you do when you force yourself to change something? You just establish it NOT being there.

That leads to you thinking that it's something separate you have to achieve.

That initiates another cycle of cause and effect and you mentally beating yourself, pushing yourself only to get in your own way.

You do not change x into y. You do not change this into that. It's always THAT. And when it's always THAT, then why are you trying so hard to change something? Anything?

It's always " " Experiencing " ".

It's always perfect. It's always you.

By wanting to change something, you create a separation between what is and what you perceive not being. When it's all the same. One.

Being is effortless, so just be. You don't change something. You just become what you wanna experience, you are the experience. It seriously can't get any simpler than this.

There is nothing to change. Watch it all unfold perfectly. Because it is. Because it's all you.

Give up. And just BE. (Yeah that's my favorite line)

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IMAGINATION VS REALITY

It’s the same thing no difference.

So whatever you imagine is “Real” and whatever is Real is “imaginary”

So the banana 🍌 you see in your head is no different than the banana 🍌 you see with your own eyes.

So collapse the idea of reality and imagination there is no duality .

The millions in my bank account in my dream is the millions in my bank account in “real life”

So relax !!!!!!!!

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repetition❌❌❌❌❌❌❌❌❌❌❌❌

acceptance✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅

"when i speak of feeling, i do not mean emotion but acceptance of the fact that the desire is fulfilled. Feeling grateful, fulfilled, or thankful, it is easy to say, "Thank You," "Isn't it wonderful!" or "It is finished." -neville

repetition helps some people accept their desire as a present fact, but it's not the repetition that gives them results, it's their acceptance, accepting their desire as a present fact in their imagination. science comes from imagination. let's not bring science into manifesting and say things like "but science says affirming 10k times will rewire your brain"........brain is an illusion because brain is a part of the body and body is a part of the outer world which is just an illusion.

"Science does not know its debt to imagination" -Ralph Waldo Emerson

PREACHHHHH

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"truly the illusion is the fact that you don't have your desire."

- edward art

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It's not my goal to experience with the 5 senses because the 5 senses are not reality. I GIVE reality to the 5 senses, not the other way around. I know that I do not NEED to experience something with the 5 senses for it to be a "real" "valid" "true" experience. I can experience something with the 5 senses IF I WANT- but I must stop putting the 5 senses above me first. I saw it, I experienced it period. The 5 senses have always been a BONUS. Just another way to experience my creation. Not the only way- not for an all-knowing, omnipotent being.

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✨Do whatever you want!✨

The words awakening/enlightenment are often associated with Monks meditating in the mountains every day for 7 hours. (Words are meaningless but you get my point)

You are free to enjoy this experience however you choose! It's all you experiencing yourself. Please don't think you have to give up your hobbies and interests in order to be ""enlightened""

Another misconception is that you should be generally peaceful all the time and void of personality. You do not have to be ""zen"" all the time either!

There's no such thing as "good" or "bad" emotions! "Feel" everything if you want to! Let yourself "feel" happiness, sadness, anger, annoyance, there's NOTHING wrong with that! You created these sensations for a reason! Why demonize them?

Stop judging yourself based on false ideas of what awakening/enlightenment is supposed to feel like. Let those ideas go!

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LOVE

What is love can you love an other when there is no other? What is it then Star does not love Aurie

It’s “ “ loves “ “ it’s self love

Love yourself and I’m not saying love to receive love or love an object or something or someone

Love transcends all , form , senses , the world

You are love and to know self is to love self

This isn’t conceptual love but something more , something deeper that transcends all bounds , all concepts. It’s infinite , comforting, warm and bright as the sun , limitless and it’s YOU

Notice it , it’s there

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you are not happy because good things happen to you - good things happen to you because you are happy.

this is how states work, everything happens first in your consciousness. 3D progresses and not precedes.

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“One with everything, but bounded by nothing, because all is only you seemingly appearing as all.” - my FAVOURITE analogy about nondualism thus far.

The one post :

Again, there is no enlightenment, nothing to detach or get rid off, you are always you. No matter what is appearing it's still you. Oneness. Now it's your choice if you keep seeking and trying. But it's still ONE.

That's why we drop all concepts, even non-dualism, when we know. Because there is no one to be realized and nothing to find. It has always been the same.

Even though there are great pointers to self in non-dualism, in posts, in videos I share here, it's still meaningless. So don't take everything seriously and word by word. Even in my words and the content of others that I share, there is no right or wrong, if anything is limiting then it's not real. The only absolute Truth is you exist and are "THAT" ( even that seems like it's limiting, when you know you know).

One with everything, but bounded by nothing, because all is only you seemingly appearing as all. Don't forget that pointers just hint who you are, when you notice it, you'll see by yourself that all is meaningless because you always had been "THAT". Even if you don't notice it (would be hard not to tho) , oneness, emptiness,pure knowing, awareness, " ", is still already a fact. So either accept that now, or keep waiting for realization of nothing and limiting yourself.

Everything that is in your awareness, no matter what labels and meaning you put on it ( like real , unreal, impossible, imaginative...), is just an illusion , they are never real in themselves , it's just you appearing as such, experiencing, but there is nothing there. Limits, time, matter, space, don't exist, they have no impact on you. Since it's in your awareness it means "they" are dependent on you ( because surprise it's you making up concepts for experience, "THAT" playing with "THAT", pretending to forget its true nature just to experience fully the illusion )

A pot is not really a pot, it's clay appearing as a pot. The form of the pot is only clay, we cant seperate clay from pot. But clay is not only a pot (not limited by it). You are the clay and everything else is you in different form but never seperated from you .The difference is you're made of no-thing so you can appear as anything. As you already are appearing as the whole seeming universe and every possible things and details you can think of. Limitless is not enough to describe you.

You can try to think about anything that is not you, but you can't, cause even the fact that you're thinking of it means it's in your awareness so it's you and it never exists outside of you.

Even the "unknown" is in you as "unknown" , you'll know it when you do, if you want. It's still you.

Masterlist of my illusory words. I won't answer anything that as already been answered here.

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“How do I be?” “How do I go within?” How how how

The pointers you see all over tumblr, instead of just reading them, liking and reblogging, take them for what they are! They are POINTING you to your true being. For you to realise you have never left home and have always been “THAT”.

Get off tumblr, stop consuming post after post. Rely ONLY on yourself. No one can help you because there are no others.

How do you think all these bloggers “did it”? And what are their blogs for?

Are they making posts just to have a laugh? Is it all just some inside joke? Do they answer your asks just for jokes? No, no and no.

Don’t fool yourself thinking you’re a person with a long process ahead of you and that you will be realised soon, or are waiting for an “aha” moment. Nonsense.

There is no one to go through any journey, process or take any steps. There is no moment or goal to reach.

Stop overthinking and overcomplicating something very simple. Step out of your own way.

And NO there is no ego you need to get rid of because it doesn’t even exist.

Who is thinking?

Who is seeking?

Who is forgetting?

Who is this false “I”?

There is no one to do anything.

There is no person to take any steps to enlightenment.

There is no one to get enlightened.

You’ll notice there was never anyone doing anything.“ ” is all that there is.

You already ARE “THAT” now. Always have been.

It is very simple. See it for yourself.

“There is no search, no answers, no enlightenment, you just think there is.” - infiniteko

“Don’t spend time trying to figure out how to be freed but be freed instead” - edward art

Go within. Go beyond. Go deep.

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“Once you realize that the world is your own projection, you are free of it. You need not free yourself of a world that does not exist, except in your own imagination! However is the picture, beautiful or ugly, you are painting it and you are not bound by it."

Nisargadatta Maharaj