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THE DARK, THRILLING PLOTS THAT I SECRETLY CRAVE
Trigger warning for kidnapping, torture, gore, murder, manipulation, trauma, a toxic relationship, the Saw franchise in general, etc. You have been warned!
Our muses getting put into a Saw trap. Maybe one muse has to kill the other to survive. Maybe only one of our muses can survive. Just give me a scenario where both of our muses are in a desperate and hopeless Saw trap situation lolol
THE AFTERMATH OF SURVIVING A SAW TRAP! Oh my godddd please give this to me! The trauma, the physical / mental pain that comes with recovery… give this to me pleeeease
Your muse getting recruited as a Jigsaw apprentice!
Your muse getting revenge on one of the Jigsaw killers (preferably Mark Hoffman or John Kramer) and putting THEM in a Saw trap! Watch them squirm lolol
Our characters being literal murderers / partners in crime. Bonus points if they’re also secretly lovers. Just two of our muses, casually murdering people and committing crimes while being hopelessly in love and trying to run from the cops.
Alternatively, our muses accidentally kill someone together, or one of them kills someone in front of the other. But they’re both involved, and they have to cover up the murder while trying not to get caught by the police. Think season 1 of The End of the F**king World.
Toxic relationship stuff! I want manipulation, I want jealousy… I want it all! Joe Goldberg would work great for this, of course, but anyone else would be great, too! I’m down to play the manipulator or the manipulated!
Or, alternatively, they’re both secretly manipulating each other 👀
Another toxic relationship idea — this one is based on Joe Goldberg in You, but it could really work with any toxic muse. The whole “i would kill for you” dynamic. Muse A would — and does — kill anyone and everyone that gets in Muse B’s way out of love. Muse B suddenly notices that people keep dying around them and somehow finds out that it’s Muse A’s doing. It’s up to you whether Muse B actually approves of this or not.
KIDNAPPING PLOTS! Maybe one of us plays the kidnapper and one of us plays the kidnapped — or we can just write out the angsty aftermath. Anything is good!
Blackmailing! Muse A did something bad or embarrassing in their past and is being blackmailed by Muse B. This is very vague, so take it as you will!
Anything hero vs. villain!
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comparison: one of the fireworks at my grandparents' farm in Nacoochee, GA -- taken on my Nikon Coolpix July 4, 2010
8/31 - 31 days of lensbaby - velvet 85 lens
pincushion coneflower
western australian wildflower
#it was a tough decision which one matched best but i had to go with this one#might add more later lol
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having a stalker track your movements, planning everything out to the very last detail. it has to be perfect for you
they know your route, the exact moment no one will see them step out and grab you. they’re so much stronger, holding you despite how you kick and thrash, every bit of the pain worth it just to finally have you.
it’s just like finally taking in that stray dog. they’ve already got a cage and bed set up for you. the same bed they press you down into, apologizing about how they just can’t wait any longer as they strip you. they’ve even got lube ready. they don’t want to hurt you any more than you force them to. why hurt your beloved pet?
but their cock still stretches you all the same, every thrust fast and rough, their entire body weight holding you down. you can only accept it, any protests earning you a painful smack until you’re pliant again.
it’s not good training without a reward, though. you’re leaking with their cum as they pull out, the same rough hands that muffled your screams and held you down now fully focused on forcing out an orgasm from you, ignoring your desperate whines and moans until they have you shaking. you should be thankful for getting such a reward after how much you’ve misbehaved. your new owner won’t be so kind next time.
#i might add more later#barking#is this anything#im procrastinating studying rn lol#trans ns/fw#t4t nsft#t4t cnc#cnc k!nk#cnc kidnapping#kidnapping k1nk#kidnap fantasy#puppy sub#pet pl4y#r@pe kink#r@pe fantasy#cnc stalking#stalking fantasy#nsft concept
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Astarion :3
#his face is saur hard to draw lol but aslo im bad at drawing peoples likeness but still man#anyways heres a messy astarion maybe ill fix it up more later but i jsut wanted to render seomthing but also not take forever on it so#here he is :3#i forgot to add like someof the spots and stuff on his face but whatever too late now#astarion#astarion fanart#astarion baldurs gate#astarion bg3#astarion ancunin#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#bg3#bg3 astarion#fanart#still doesnt look wuite how i want it to but eh#bg3 fanart#baldurs gate 3 fanart#okay i edited his eyes a bit i think i drew them too large last time but also might switch back and forth cause ia m indecisive :^)#art#sketch#doodle
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Beyond Salvation, but Still Within Arm's Reach
Part 1 of my accordion book comic project!
#persona 5#shuake#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#persona 5 protagonist#fanart#persona 5 spoilers#blood cw#violence cw#gun cw#its....done?#might go back and add more greytones to some of the background areas but that is a problem for later lol#will probably switch the greys to halftones for printing also we'll see how i feel#hopefully the next two parts go faster#they're way less complicated and no trains to distract me lol#also before anyone points this out- yes the 6 and 9 balls were a deliberate choice but it wasn’t to make a dirty joke lol#those are the balls in play at the end of the game in his rank 7 event#also something something mirror images
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On (soccer) partnerships, commitment, and why Nagi and Reo are the poster children for always doing the opposite of what the series is about
Alright fellas, this started out as something completely different, so forgive me in advance if it feels disjointed, but.
Have you wondered why in chapter 18 of epinagi, Nagi’s inner monologue complains that his “heat is being stolen away”? Or why even in the main series Nagi can’t seem to win a single match even after he and Reo get on better terms? Well, if you have, this post might be a fun read for you. If you already have answers, I might sound like I’m stating the obvious because none of this is particularly subtle or particularly new. But since both series have hit the Nagi Flop Era, I thought it’d be fun to take a deep dive into his character and Reo’s, the themes of the story, and how their codependence contradicts the entire premise of blue lock, intentionally so. I’m going to go over why stagnancy is the entire point of their partnership, and why the fact that they keep failing and failing is instrumental to the type of story Kaneshiro is trying to tell.
So, without further ado. Get comfortable, this will get long.
So, as I anticipated, Nagi and Reo are very very often written to be at odds with the themes the story functions around, and I think their regression is another instance of that. In a manga that often underlines the importance of making soccer your “reason to exist” if you’re serious about it, Nagi and Reo are the only duo repeatedly singled out as more committed to each other than to the sport itself. This, the story tells us, being the root of why they so often fail.
The premise of blue lock is that you can’t become the best in the world until you dedicate your whole self to the sport. Only that egoism will push you in the right state of mind to go above and beyond for a victory.
Time and time again, we see the most outstanding goals happen in what gets called the hottest place in the field. This “center of heat” comes up a couple of times, and it’s usually represented by a person. According to Ego’s philosophy, the idea is that the world’s best striker possesses a soccer-specific kind of charisma. When he enters a state of flow and pulls off a world-class play, he’ll have a ripple effect on the players around him, pushing them to reach flow too and elevating the level of the game itself. We saw this happening in the U-20 match. Ego’s not really aiming to create a national team, or to foster the talent of the new generation. He only cares about nurturing one person into that role, betting it all on the fact that once that striker awakens from its “rough diamond” shell, they will fire up their teammates & lead Japan to victory.
Because of this, ideally, everyone aiming at becoming the world’s best striker should strive to be that center of heat. To an extent, even Nagi does. His motivation is spotty at best, but whenever a game heats up, Nagi’s ego gets tickled awake the same as everyone else’s. This is not limited to the times Isagi challenged him, by the way. He reacted to Rin’s skill in much the same way.
Problem is, neither Nagi nor Reo seem to know how to become that center of heat by themselves. They only react to someone else raising the stakes of a match. Even when Nagi feels fired up, his lack of creativity & playmaking sense fail him against any opponent who is more tactical than him. In a similar way, even when Reo starts going after goals alone in the wake of his split from Nagi, he still can't see his vision of a goal through to the end, or gets outsmarted and beaten to the punch by other playmakers.
The only times they really get their head into a game is when they're working as a duo. Compare for example Nagi losing grasp of his heated frenzy when he splits from Reo to how quickly he reaches flow when they go back to playing together.
So why is this an issue? If Nagi's limit is his over-reliance on instinct, and Reo's is the lack of self-centeredness that's key to scoring, then shouldn't teaming up solve the problem and make them a powerhouse? How come, even after somewhat resolving their communication issues, their soccer still is no match to that of the blue lock elites?
Well, before I can begin to unpack the answer to that… A big theme driving the soccer partnerships is that you won’t go very far if you rely too much on the other person to carry your weight. This is the reality Bachira faces in the 4v4, when he “disappears”, swallowed by everyone else’s growth. This is also the lesson Rin learns from Sae when his brother returns from Spain a completely different, overwhelmingly superior player. The series tells us that relying on others to pick up your slack makes you less sharp and prone to noticing your weaknesses because someone else will cover your back.
For a practical example of this, Rin's style when he played with Sae mirrors Nagi's around Reo: they both relied on instinct, trusting that the ball would always come if they just positioned themselves in the right spot to score. And for a time, it did. But that's not the level the rest of the world plays at. Nagi and Reo's winning streak ends when they face an unpredictable, explosive talent like Isagi, who doesn't operate according to any predictable patterns. Similarly, Rin's playstyle gets wrecked in a matter of minutes by a Sae who got to experience the "real" soccer played overseas.
The point, then, is that Nagi and Reo never really assimilated any of Ego's lessons, instead resisting his philosophy to a fault by choosing each other. From the start, they’re not very good at being apart, given how their strength draws from being a team. Both of them are noted to only ever increase the level of their plays when they are working together, but not as much when alone.
Nagi’s the brawn to complete Reo’s brain, and their dynamic too often falls back on that codependent partnership. In fact, they default to their roles even when they're not playing with each other. During the second selection, Nagi replaces Reo with Isagi, continuing to rely on someone else's creativity and game sense, while he just follows. And in the 3v3, we similarly see Reo fall back on playing the midfielder to Kunigami and Chigiri's forward, offering up the perfect passes to make them shine and get all the scoring options they want.
But what about when they're together? Aren't they strong then? Didn't Nagi score a crazy super goal thanks to Reo's assist? What do we make of that?
You'll probably remember how Ego got a sense of foreboding from Nagi's five shot revolver. Of course, you might say, Ego never liked their soccer! He was cussing them out for playing together since day one! Of course he's a hater!
Well… Yeah. But Ego's also an authorial insert, and he's there to tell us the themes of the story, and comment on the characters growth. Or in this case, their stagnancy. Nagi's returning to his reliance on Reo's brains and Reo's willingness to entertain it are both framed as a bad thing because it specifically contradicts the idea the series is based on: that a real striker is an egotistic, self-reliant existence that doesn't bend to other people's rules, but instead dictates their own, and makes everyone follow or fall through in their wake.
There are several players this definition already applies to. Rin, Barou, Shidou and of course Isagi all come to mind. Isagi's growth in particular has been rotating around this concept. Isagi not only believes in his (meta) vision, but he also possesses the sharp-wit and the cutthroat resourcefulness to see it through no matter the odds, at times even to the detriment of his teammates. Nagi and Reo, on the other hand, can pull off some incredible plays, but it’s never enough to land them a solid victory, especially in the NEL arc. Usually, in a story, when a character fails enough times to become stagnant, the author is making some kind of point. In this case, as the narrative itself points out through Isagi first and Agi later, it’s the concept that relying on their teamwork is actually making Nagi and Reo’s soccer worse.
Sure, Nagi might've caught Isagi off guard with those feints once and managed to score, but that's still him relying on instinct over brains. If you dissect that match, you'll see that aside from the fake volley itself, which is the product of a non-replicable state of flow, there isn't a single move Nagi and Reo made during that game that Isagi didn't see through, expect, and match their pace at. This is by design, of course. It's meant to indicate that while Isagi grew, learning from stronger players and assimilating new elements in his arsenal of weapons, Nagi and Reo are still stuck playing the same way they did in the second selection. With Reo as the heart, brain and anchor directing Nagi around, and Nagi as the leg kicking the ball into the net following a momentary burst of inspiration.
The fact that this is intended as a setback in their path towards a more egotistical soccer is made more obvious by the timing. It's not a coincidence that Nagi went back to Reo the moment he got frustrated by how hard creativity and tactics come to him when he's on his own, without a "handler" like Reo (and later Isagi) taking care of all the hard parts.
Nor is it a coincidence that Reo was faced with the choice to go back to helping Nagi out right when Reo was beginning to go after his own goals, without help. Nagi comes up to him and shakes him up literally one (1) panel after Reo's dramatic, resolute decision to prove himself alone.
Had they gotten anywhere in their quest to polish their individual skills during the split, maybe their partnership could’ve aspired to become more like Isagi and Bachira’s, eventually. However, they weren’t apart long enough to master their respective strengths, or to consolidate their egos as something separate from their status as partners. Thus, when they resume playing together, they instead hold each other back.
So is their ego the problem here, then? Ever since that five shot fake volley, we see Nagi’s dissolve, leaving him unmotivated again, grasping for answers he can't seem to reach no matter how many people he asks. And surely, its disappearance is significant, much like how Reo's ever changing definition of his own ego is also significant. But I think the real issue is something else. Egos can take many forms, and Nagi and Reo aren't the only players whose so-called “protagonism” isn’t rooting for their own success. Most recently, Hiori gained an ego too, and it was framed as a good thing even though it doesn’t strictly lead to him becoming the best striker in the world.
My idea, then, is that it's less that they lack the "correct" ego, but more like they lack the correct attitude towards soccer to begin with. From the start, they're both motivated by something that is not inherent to soccer itself, but only tangential to it: the World Cup—or rather, their promise to each other that they'd win the World Cup. Because of this, I think, they center their football more around their partnership & their shared dream than any genuine passion for the sport, unlike pretty much the rest of the cast (now including Hiori. Yay!). In other words, the problem is that neither of their egos is really about themselves, yet. So it fails them because it's not conductive to "protagonism", but centered around an "us" that drags them off course.
Let's go with Nagi first. On the surface, "commitment" and "Nagi Seishirou" don't seem to go well in the same sentence. Nagi doesn't do anything excessively. He's content to coast through life doing nothing more than he strictly needs to survive. As long as he can put in minimal effort and still have time to play video games and nap, he's happy. When his teachers asked him to fill a form about his future, he couldn't think of anything he wanted to do. He's the embodiment of living one day at a time cause it's too much work to figure out his life past that. Yet, he genuinely commits to soccer.
Or does he?
Sure, he agrees to not only playing the sport, but to dedicating several years of his life to becoming pro. That’s dedication, for sure. But is it really for soccer? I would argue that no, Nagi’s commitment is to his partnership with Reo, not to the sport itself. And okay, you can’t have one without the other, but the distinction is important to understand Nagi’s (and Reo’s as well) resistance to character growth.
So, Nagi had no passion for the sport until he saw the level some other elite blue lockers played at, and got curious and frustrated enough to put real effort in it himself. But until then, soccer was simply something he tagged along in. In fact, he was pretty unenthused with the idea of playing until Reo promised him an easy life and made it so Nagi wouldn’t have to work hard for it. Nagi signs up for blue lock with the expectation that he’ll be the one to flunk out first, without being too torn up about it. Clearly, it’s not a career as a professional soccer player he has an attachment to. I’d argue it’s more the fact that he feels comfortable around Reo, and he is invested in what only their agreement can bring forth. That is, a life more exciting than any nap or game.
The excitement part is the focus here. At their core, both Nagi and Reo’s characters are motivated by the wish to escape boredom. So much so, the epinagi movie made that its tagline. Thematically, dissatisfaction with boredom is the catalyst for every choice they make. While everyone else is motivated by an ambition that is inherent—that draws from their wish to excel—Nagi and Reo are more prize-oriented, lacking the conviction that they’re special on their own. It follows that the challenge of bringing home the World Cup represents just that—for Nagi, it’s the thrill of a final boss with the prospect of an easy life afterwards, and for Reo, something hard to obtain that he’d conquer by his own merit. In both cases, soccer for soccer’s sake is not the end goal. It’s just a tool to achieve what they really want.
Neither of them ever really dreams of becoming the world’s best striker, and neither swears their entire life to soccer, either. Not even Reo ever brought up a career in the sport, past winning for Japan for the first time. This is why I say their commitment is more to each other than to football, and also why they struggle to advance in the program.
Let's think about it. The Cup was never really Nagi's dream; beating Isagi was. Yet, when their partnership all but crumbles down, Nagi keeps making choices with the Cup in mind. The boy who never fought for anything becomes determined to honor his promise to Reo even if he's not certain that Reo still cares about it. By his own admission, he chooses Isagi and then England because both of those things bring him closer to their original goal, and Nagi's resolve for that has never waned, even if for a time he thought Reo's had.
It's like he clings to inertia to avoid thinking what the sport means to him. Despite how Reo seemingly turned his back on him, Nagi doesn't want to give up on what made them partners. To him, soccer never stopped being something they shared (to a fault). That's why, I think, when they make up, a big part of their reconciliation is going back to sharing a dream. This time, with Reo helping Nagi out instead of the other way around. And I'm saying that's a flaw because his subconscious need to seek answers and help from others made it so that whenever he's alone, he doesn't have a very defined idea of how to move forward. But again, a striker should be self-reliant, and have the capacity to evolve on his own even as the match is unfolding. But Nagi didn't even believe in himself until Reo convinced him he was special, so how can Nagi have the right mindset to seize his protagonism?
Similarly, Reo’s drive is also not based on anything inherent. From the start, he doesn’t believe he was “chosen by football” the way geniuses like Nagi and Rin are. Because of this, he never bought into Ego’s striker philosophy, nor has he been a very fitting candidate for it yet. Much like with Nagi, his set up as someone willing to step away from the spotlight positions him in defiance of the story’s themes. While Nagi has the talent and instinct to become a powerhouse but lacks conviction, Reo is a born leader outside of the facility, but within blue lock’s rules he can only make it to the U-20 bench, and so far no further.
The point here is that Reo’s readiness to be Nagi’s crutch is lowkey framed as a voluntary burden he places on his potential growth, a fact that the narrative condemns.
Reo was born for success—bred and raised with every luxury to make sure he'd step into his father's shoes and be one of Japan's wealthiest and most capable businessmen. And Reo takes obvious pride in his social status, too. We can see it in the flaunted wealth of his spending and daily habits, as well as in the way he interacts with his peers. He funds his Hakuho soccer team and easily seizes captainship. Blue lock teams don't have captains, but he still rises to a similar position even within an environment designated to promote violent competitiveness and a wolf-eat-wolf mentality. Heck, he asks Nagi to call him "boss" and demands Zantetsu recognizes him as "super elite". Pride in being the best and excelling at everything he does is written into Reo's code.
Yet, the moment Ego suggests that there is no such thing as cooperation within his training program, Reo is quick to bargain—take him, he’s the real star. I will tag along and ensure his success.
Ever the businessman, right? Problem is, renouncing his pride for someone else is the opposite of the attitude he should have. Same as Nagi, Reo puts a lot of weight on their shared dream. Too much weight. Somewhere along the line, “I want the World Cup” became “If Nagi’s at my side, we will win the World Cup”. Being partners until the end became so entangled with Reo’s dream that he can no longer separate the two. When Nagi leaves, Reo’s image of that finishing line crumbles. Iirc, he doesn’t even mention the World Cup as his goal anymore until Nagi comes back to him. When asked to put into words what he wants to achieve with his soccer, Reo tells Chris that he wants to go after goals alone. It’s only later, when Chris questions what happened to his solitary resolve in the wake of Reo’s restored friendship with Nagi, that Reo is like “well, my actual dream was the World Cup anyway, so this still counts.”
That is both true and a deflection from the truth. Yes, Reo’s real goal has always been the cup… but he also subconsciously sees it as something inseparable from his promise with Nagi. He can’t have one without the other. Or he thinks he can’t, is the point. Partly because of that, and partly because Nagi is his best friend, Reo is very resistant to Agi’s criticism. The story’s trying to nudge Reo towards personal growth, telling him that the only way out of this impasse is to quit what isn’t working. However, because Reo’s meant to resist the themes of the story, the choices he makes are rarely the right ones. That is, the choices a real egoist would make in his place.
This isn’t anything recent, by the way. For this same reason, for example, winning Nagi's trust back becomes his main motivation to survive past the loss in the 3v3. By his own admission, Reo is the only guy in blue lock who not only has a safety net outside the program, but a very comfortable life to fall back on if a career in football doesn't work out for him. But when push comes to shove and he faces the chance of dropping out, Reo resolves to improve by thinking of Nagi and their shared dream.
Let’s compare that to Barou, who was similarly broken down and had to crawl his way up again. Barou goes the egoist way and finds his resolve within himself, vowing to double down on his king shtick and devour Isagi back. To Barou, the simple idea of passing a ball is akin to defeat. When he envisions a future of normalcy, with football as something to only watch on tv, Barou’s hunger to reign the field like a king rears its head again and motivates him forward. Reo, instead, never reaches a point where he embraces the series’ trademark selfishness. In fact, he does the opposite. When he vows to step up his game, he doesn’t do it because he thinks he’s the top dog like everyone else. The root of his despair is not a wounded pride, or a desire to prove himself further, to “devour” others back and rise to the top, but just the loss of his fix against boredom. Remember, chasing an exciting life is both Reo and Nagi’s main motivator so far. To put it simply, Reo doesn’t want what awaits him outside of blue lock.
That’s the seed of his actual ego, by the way. Not the Cup, not making Nagi the best, but rather obtaining something by his own merit. But because of his reliance on Nagi (and Nagi’s on his), Reo hasn’t yet reached the point where he can realize this and use the knowledge to better his plays. In that sense, their partnership holds both of them back from exploring their inner motivations and individual strengths further.
And I said that this is instrumental to the kind of story Kaneshiro’s telling because it’s meant to show us all the ways a striker can’t be. This is not a manga where the power of friendship will get you anywhere. No matter how stubborn you get about having it your way, obstacles will materialize in your path and set you back the longer you refuse to play for your own sake.
Yet, Reo doesn't want to advance in the program for the sake of becoming the world's best striker. He never did. He wants to move forward because Nagi left first, and he wants to meet him on the other side (quote, "beyond our dreams"). In other words, to return to being friends, even if he fears that Nagi might've replaced him with Isagi and "forgotten" about him. It doesn't have anything to do with soccer per se. It's more like Reo sees soccer as his chosen tool for self-determination. It was the trial to prove to himself, as well as his father, that his "worth" wasn't handed down to him by circumstance, but was inherent. He could achieve something worthwhile thanks to hard work, and not just reap the benefits of his last name.
And the thing is…If he were literally anyone else, at this point he would’ve already channeled that into individualism, but because it’s Reo, he doesn’t. Despite possessing that seed of egoism, Reo doesn’t water it. His ambition doesn't make him an egoist in the way Ego Jinpachi intended, but instead becomes something that's meant to be carried by two people, contradicting the story.
Reo’s resolve is then always a bit off from falling in line with the rules of blue lock. Even when he gets something right, he does it for the wrong reasons, stumping his development. For example, his resolve after the 3v3 is both a step forward and two steps back. The positive is that he "engraved despair". He faced his shortcomings, realized his powerlessness, and took measures to improve to avoid being left in the dust again. The negative part is that being on his own should've given Reo a taste for real egoism, a hunger for self-reliance, but it does the opposite instead: it makes him long for what he had, and put all his willpower into restoring that partnership however he can. If the issue was that Nagi's improved enough to no longer be satisfied by the level of Reo's plays, then Reo's solution is to make his soccer exciting again in Nagi's eyes to, quote, "be enough to satisfy" him.
Because of that, however, the moment he has Nagi's trust back, their partnership back, Reo pretty much stops trying to improve. His chameleon style is still a go, but it becomes yet another tool to assist in Nagi's goals. It didn't start that way.
Initially, it was what Reo intended to use to score alone, remember?
Yet, even after coming up with a style that's solely his, that focuses on his strengths and brings no value to Nagi's, Reo keeps committing to stagnancy. In different but similar ways, both do.
Teamwork and passive codependence are the two things Ego asked all the blue lockers to leave behind, but Nagi and Reo make it their job to bring typical shonen manga dynamics into a series that sets out to break from the norm. And that’s the point!
In this sense, Reo is more at fault than Nagi, who instead realizes that sometimes being apart makes you better, and doesn’t mean the end of your friendship. If I were to pin down Nagi’s role in the narrative, then I’d say he’s meant to show that talent doesn’t equal success without discipline, self-awareness and determination. So the world’s best striker can’t just be good. He needs to know what he’s doing, and when and where he can do it to make the most of every play, since nothing happens by chance on the field. Whereas Reo’s role is that of showing us the mindset of a real striker. Because Reo enters the program without accepting or even understanding Ego’s rules, Reo’s faulty beliefs get challenged at every turn, with the author basically spoonfeeding us the correct path to soccer stardom.
So in the end, since they struggle so much to even understand what they should be doing, their fumbling around makes it so the story goes more into depth about its own themes. Their job is to be incompetent, basically, but in a way that doesn’t rule out eventual growth. They just need to come to terms with the rules of the competition they entered first. So far, they’ve been content to just live in a bubble and coast through the increased stakes of the selection. If they’re serious about their dreams, however (and we’ve established that they are!), they will have to make a choice between what’s comfortable and what’s necessary. Cause, to quote Ego from epinagi chapter 2, in blue lock there’s no place for self-conscious babies who don’t want to ever get their feelings hurt.
So what will they choose? Each other again, or the only way they can make it past blue lock and thus actually chase their dreams?
#Blue lock#Blue lock spoilers#Nagi seishirou#Mikage reo#Seishiro nagi#Reo mikage#Bllk thoughts#And here it is! Sorry for the wall of text. I might go back on this and add more pictures later but rn I'm toast#I need to get this out or else I'll add 4k more lol#I am very normal about those two yes#Nagireo#Reonagi
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politely hands this out to you on a silver platter
#canary continuity#rottmnt#some of the later music i added cause it fits fic events >:3#the healing stuff LOL#i might add to it more later but im happy with an even 40#Spotify
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[ ARCHIVING! ]
hi hii so,,, after a lot of thought and contemplating i think it’d be best for me to archive this blog </3
i came to tumblr nearly a year ago and it’s been fun but now i’m drained + uninspired, n i js have so much stress n negative emotions associated w this blog that now its time to leave and maybe start anew ?
who knows! :>
i’ve gone back and forth with if i should delete my works here or not bcs ik lots of people love them but they’ve js been a constant bad reminder to me and i’m not proud of most of them anymore :<< but as of rn i’ll be leaving them + this blog up!!
(may change in the future but i’m scared of the deact button LOL)
js kinda being on here stresses me out and its no longer fun so i hope that by doing this i can have some peace + you still get to read my old stuff :3
i started this blog js before my first year of uni and i never expected to stay this long on tumblr honestly,, like i was js gonna post a bit for fun n delete my acc LOL but i’m vv thankful for the almost 2k of you who stuck around and enjoyed my writing ^_^
youre all vv sweet n i wish i couldve provided more writing on here for yall to read before archiving this blog TvT i feel like i have nothing here honestly LOL
if my blog does deact, i may repost my fics on my new blog but for now i js wanna be lwk on here and not have to worry abt updating so many series at the same time (so sorry to all dfh, vbs, loveholic ++ all other fans of my ongoing series :<< the stress to write and update is too much for me to handle 😞)
please take care of yourselves and i hope to catch you again someday if you find me !! :3
bye bye!
#the read more is js sum other info its not too important LOL#idk if i should rb this a few times or not but like . we’ll see lolz#it feels weird leaving right before my one year anni of this acc . . . :<#ik ive like— said i’ll archive and move a bunch bcs im rlly indecisive so im sorry abt that everyone LOL#but js being on this acc where i cant priv my blog js kind of stresses me out and i dont like this feeling 😞#++ i havent been active much w my mutuals so i’m sorry all my moots :(( wish i couldve chatted more w you all on here !!#anon is off bcs i get sm nasty anons but to all my lovely anons i’ll miss youuuu#i think thats all i need to say in tags if i think of smth later on i might add it here LOL#( 𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐁 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄 )
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Little sozo headcanons that I never wrote down.
This one is actually for the ant race. Their Wings are very important to their culture. Ants typically shed their wings when they have mated.
“During the spring and the summer, most species of ants will produce reproductives. These are winged males and females that leave the colony to mate and find a location to begin a new colony. Usually, the males die after mating and the females disperse, shed their wings and attempt to start a new nest.”
My version of ants show off their wing scars almost as if it’s like a wedding ring. It’s to show they have met their one and they have made a family. The wings usually shed very easily after being mated.
Sozo shows off his shedding scars to show that he in fact did have a lover and a family. He doesn’t like covering his marks.
However Sometimes in the darker world ants will sometimes get their wings ripped out and the scarring from them getting ripped out is very different than the shedding scars. You can typically tell the difference (I might make a side by side comparison in the future and add it here)
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Ants may not look it but they are in fact very strong. One of the strongest races in cotl. Their bodies are meant to be tanks, with their outer shell and their pure hidden MUSCLES they were made to defend and protect their home. That being said Dr sozonius is very strong and if asked he could do all the heavy work around the cult.
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Imma pause this here sorry if it didn’t make sense but I wanted to get my thoughts out. Imma come back to this and make it better but for now enjoy!
If you like this so far please do check out my other sozonius headcanons here
#might add more later I’m Multitasking lol#I love writing about cultures and want to continue this#cult of the lamb#my headcanons#cotl sozo#cult of the lamb headcanons#cotl dr sozonius#cotl
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Kurt Wagner and Names
Just some headcanons/observations about Kurt Wagner and names because has anyone else noticed that he very rarely gets called by name? Seriously in any version the name "Kurt" is rarely mentioned.
So here's some thoughts I have about that:
Kurt appreciates when people call him by name. He likes his nicknames of course, but he's spent his whole like getting called things like "demon" "freak" "blue boy", etc. When people actually take the time to call him by his real name, he notices and appreciates it.
In a similar vein, he takes the time to call others by their names. He doesn't like using his friend's superhero names unless they're actively in the field because he feels like using the hero names can become dehumanizing.
He's also really good at remembering names.
As much as he appreciates his real name being used, he associates certain nicknames with certain people to the point that those nicknames are almost more impactful than his name. For example when Logan calls him "elf" it's something specific to them, and thus means more to him.
Idk those were just some thoughts I had based off of observations
#kurt wagner#nightcrawler#x men#marvel#xmen headcanon#marvel headcanons#might add more later#who knows lol
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Local cat feels sunlight for the first time in 1000+ years
#justa arts#sketch#cult of the lamb#cotl Narinder#cotl Lamb#cotl Shamura#cotl Leshy#cotl Kallamar#cotl Heket#a world where Lamb didn't spare Narinder ig#will I ever figure out how to draw the Bishops? maybe. probably not#Leshy will never have the same antlers twice sorry O7#planning to add more to this later. and also some. super angst#not pictured: Shamura and Kallamar having Older Sibling Instincts activate and running over to him while the others just stand and stare#tomorrow I might digitize it after I do some schoolwork I've put off all week lol
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“Skull!”
Before Ryuji could begin to panic, a familiar voice shattered his thoughts, and he whipped around on automatic, and just as automatically reached out to catch Sophia as she slammed into him with all of the enthusiasm of an AI in her rare physical form.
“You’re here!” She beamed, still clinging to his neck with all of her strength.
Ryuji answered automatically, “Well, yeah, ‘course I’m here.”
Then his brain caught up with his mouth. “Wait, wait, back up. Where’s ‘here’?”
(From "Reflections and Reunions" by carriwitchets)
Hellooooo y'all! So glad I survived July and August of 2024, and I'm here with a piece I made for the 2024 Ryuji Bonk! I collabed with carriwitchets (AO3), hence the fic snippet (fic link pending, but y'all should totally read it, it's awesome!) Anywho, y'all should check out all the amazing fics and drawings that everyone made!
Full Bonk fic collection: https://archiveofourown.org/collections/RyujiSakamotoReverseBonk2024
#my art#digital art#art#persona 5#fanart#ryuji sakamoto#ryuji big bonk#ryuji persona 5#ryuji sakamato#sophia persona 5#idk what other tags to put#might add more tags later idk#we'll find out lol
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Me when Rebecca doesn’t komm heim
Doodling Danny cause it’s been a minute
#fanart#art#digital art#digital drawing#artists on tumblr#mrs danvers#rebecca the musical#rebecca daphne du maurier#rebecca das musical#my art#mya draws sometimes#this was supposed to be bigger but honestly I’m just a little tired so I might add onto this later on#ohh Danny how I love you and your delusional ass#breaks my heart we don’t have MORE content of her- there’s just never enough#I’m just kinda on a roll right now with doodling so now we just wait until I crash lol#gonna try and push out as much as I can before that happens though🖤
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Sidia Knight reference I made for Artfight :)
#sidia knight#i might add onto it later but leaving it basic for now#since i have more refs to make lol#kirby#kirby oc#my art
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Delicious in dungeon update: marcille is the best character by far I would die for her I would kill for her
(Im like 8 episodes in don’t say shit about anything after that)
#she’s so pathetic and cringe and whiny#but so eager to help and funny and cute#she loves her friends so much and she just wants to be a capable ally#she wants to help her society and she was willing to learn with falin#(last episode I saw was her backstory with falin and the undine stabbing fight lol)#she’s stubborn as fuck but still willing to admit she was wrong#holding her holding her holding her#delicious in dungeon#marcille#might add more later#I love her
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admin rambles complete and utter nonsense that adds nothing to the world (about shadow milk pre-corruption)
i found this old screenshot of me trying to get into the mind of my version of pre-corruption shadow milk and it reminds me that i want to write down how i see him before his update is released! so that i can compare it and inevitably cry when seeing all the differences!!! praying-upon-my-own-downfall type shit.
some people like to write pre-corruption shadow milk (who i'll refer to as 'blueberry milk' from now on) as someone who was always a bit of a cunt, but... as fun as i think it is! i can't commit to that! he was made to be kind. he was made to be a guiding pillar.
for me, blueberry milk was... someone who dedicated his entire life to truth, to wisdom, and respecting knowledge... someone who wants to USE that faith to reality and integrity to help others through their own struggles.
...someone who eventually sees how people don't really want to hear the... truth. they want sugarcoated lies. they want someone to tell them everything is going to be okay. i mean, really, how can you expect him to keep going? knowing that your desperate followers don't even respect what you value the most?
he loses the ability to empathize with people who aren't ready to face the truth. he can't see any point to hiding behind falsities.
he wanted to educate others. to show them the truth. not be a sage, a lying prophet.
they put him on a pedestal. they take his words as law.
they've made a scholar into a god.
that's why 'fools' is repeated so much in that screenshot -- it's emphasizing the moment he truly detaches himself from everyone else. he realizes the differences of mindsets between him and his 'followers', of how needy they are for pitiful comfort. it's the first time he's ever referred to other people as fools - but it just... makes so much sense, the moment he utters it. that's what the repetition is: the accuracy of the term echoing, doubling itself, taking hold of his mind as nothing but the utter truth.
he does initially feel disgusted with his own cruel words and inability to feel empathy but... but the longer he thinks on it, the more it makes sense. the less he's able to feel bad. because he just can't see the rationale behind such... frivolous, emotional, nonproductive, pointless behaviour.
and i understand that.
#one of the cut lines from that written blurb was#"begging me for my wisdom#WHICH I THINK. EATS. but also i'm not a writer so what do i know LOL. i'm very cringe y'all. anyways that line -#- would show the diff between what smc values VS what his 'followers' value#anyhoo i might add more to this later bc i wasnt. even in a write-y mood rn i'm just procrastinating LOL. i'm sure i'll realize there's mor#- that i want 2 mention#okay i'm done for now i have so much work to do :P#hope this isnt too cringe .. idk wat else y'all would expect from me tho#byeeee <33#shadow milk cookie#blueberry milk cookie#nothingburger
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