#micro memoir

[mercurial-thrills]

Just An Average Tuesday - a micro-memoir

I realize how I'm routine oriented to a particular, specific point. 

I wake up between 6 and 7. It used to be 6 on the dot - now it's somewhere around 6:20 on average. I eat my breakfast of Cheerios - used to be a green smoothie from Food Basics before I went on medication. As soon as my abdomen throbs, I know that after I poop, I brush my teeth. Then, I put on my day clothes - it used to be "pants first" everyday, all the time - now I end up only in my underwear before throwing my bra on top, and dealing with everything else. 

I go to the bus at the same time, all the time, and feel immense stress when it doesn't come when I expect. On Tuesdays like these, I leave at 6:50 and watch it come by 7- and then I'm at school by 7:45, preparing to start my day. 

Everything gets planned in my calendar. Day in and day out, I modify it based on my plans. On any other day, it would start with walking the dogs - always the small one first, otherwise he'll sob and wake up the entire neighbourhood. Then, I'd meditate for 8 to 10 minutes. After that, I'll get started on schoolwork, treating the Pomodoro method like gospel, taking 30-minute breaks at 10, 11:30, and 2. 

I'm the type of neurodivergent person who thrives on this: the type where routine to me is like fish to water. It's my bread and butter, the apple of my eye, and most of all, a way to navigate an anxious life. 

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If you found this piece insightful, or felt inspired by it, I would highly suggest you write about your own routine, how you react to change, how you add variety to your day, and more. If you post it here on Tumblr, feel free to tag me 😊

[rozmorris]

Questioning our notions of home – memoirist and writing coach Jennifer Lang

Where is home? What does home mean? For memoirist, essayist and writing coach Jennifer Lang, that question takes a while to unravel. In her early 20s she married a man from a very different background and lifestyle, and their life path has been full of choices and dilemmas. These are the subject of her collection, Places We Left Behind. I’ll let her explain. It’s a love story with a lot of…

[unusuallysized-nsfw]

Wanted to try something weird for a vingette (thats what i call short fiction like flash in the pan one offs) so heres a monologue written from the perspective of an unknown entity in another unknown entity's gut post Nomming.

This version of it will be safe, that means no digestion or panicky themes. this entity expected to be here.

Inside Them; A Post V0re Memoir

I'm not certain what all I expected when I landed in here. I guess i anticipated it being darker? but apparently skin and organ tissue...isn't that thick...its still dark but not pitch black...

I did hope to hear a heartbeat, but it seems the only real ambience ill get is the sloshing of...well the acid and muffled sounds from outside.

oh!

and an occasional gurgle...

The walls are...tougher than i imagined, bit rubbery but somehow slicker aswell; touching them causes a reaction hehe.

There isnt any air in here...as to be expected. any that was woulda got burped out, but i came prepared. Always be prepped when spelunking!

I can feel them moving. when they do my whole room moves...well their stomach rather.

I read once that it would actually take HOURS to be digested since stomach acid isnt that powerful on living tissue. but luckily i wont be here long enough for that to happen...even if i wasnt protected.

I feel...very calm in here. away from the world.

there is a comfort in being in them, hidden from all but them, its a feeling that makes me happy. we are about as close as we can ever be!

Perhaps... This is what safety feels like.

I think i'll take a nap, they'll prolly wake me with a drink haha...

[devinsturk]

a 50-word micro essay on trans rage by Devin S. Turk

[doublebarrelslopgun]

The Classic Hysteric

Limbs ever-warping, orchids growing out of her sleeves, the classic hysteric walks the frigid urban wilderness alone. Her eyes snap like firecrackers, taking in the options and possibilities of every heartbeat around her. Every pulse has an opportunity, a choice to be next to her if she curls her tongue in the right directions at the right times. It’s an exhausting game, but it’s what comes naturally when you’re too firm on your feet to be a dancer yet too loose in your words to be a singer.

She didn’t choose this life, but make no mistake: it was handed to her on a silver platter. Beezlebub knocked on her door one day when she was still a child, starved by everyone who even noticed she was still standing with knees locked inward, and commanded her to eat the only thing she had left: herself. So she relished in the taste, it was better than any meal she’d had in her life, one that wasn’t quite poor enough to be pitied by most. She refuses to admit it, but every twist in her stomach that bends in the direction of whoever’s closest is a futile chase of that long-gone high.

Her indecisive nature lives in the consciousness of everyone that’s ever known her, like an ever persisting lump in their throats, choking them to death on their own distaste. She lingers like a ghost of opportunity at every gathering, permanently adorned in a mourning dress for the funeral of a little girl who died right next to a playground while everyone else felt the first flicker of light behind their eyes. She is forever in love with the idea that one day, someone will return her heart in the mail with novelty stamps and a note saying, “It’s okay, none of this was real. Nothing you felt was real. You can rest now. None of it was ever your fault, and you can go to bed and do this all for real this time. Love from mom and dad.” Yet, she knows deep down the closest she’ll get to such prose is the ephemeral justifications from the people that come and go like waves on the beach.

She keeps that thought in the hole in her chest, next to the red aluminum flag that will always be down.

The classic hysteric strides across the town square, wilting petals falling with every step, a reminder that no one is coming to save her for longer than the moment contained in the choke before a sob. One day the wretched plant will finally tighten enough around her spine to put an end to this wretched cycle of desire without a cause to desire, and she can fall to nothing as she finally tells the damn truth.

[halfelven]

i water boarded myself in my bathroom bc i was “bored” and my psychiatrists are like “oh you’re so high functioning” and “we can’t help you”

[pretentious-librarian]

It’s hard to remember a moment so soaked in adrenaline but I’ll try anyway. I remember teeth clashing against teeth, sand grinding between my toes when our lips connect. My hands have no destination, only a brief exploration of the warm body before me. My lungs burned for air as his hands sloppily caress the curve of my hips. Giggles and squeals fill my ears as that translucent bottle spins round and round endlessly. Has it a thousand years or a single second? Then all of the sudden, the rich smell of his colonge is replaced with simple smell of the sea, his soft lips no longer intertwine with mine, leaving me with a feeling of profound emptiness. I lick my lips clean of him, my tongue swiping away the taste of his beer and cigarettes as the pale moonlight illuminates his silhouette against the darkness of the sea behind him. His dark curls sway in the ocean breeze his sharp jaw clenches into a drunken smile in response to my wide eyes fill with every feeling a person can experience. I can feel the heat of my cheeks that he has made flushed, and my heart pounds rapidly, yet inside it is a dry, desolate desert, devoid of feeling. I become aware that my bikini straps are too tight. That my bare thighs are chaffing. I don’t know what to do with my hands as my fingers intertwine with themselves. And suddenly I am no longer 17, standing on the moonlit beach with the tall stranger. Now I am again a little girl reading fairytales, imagining the passion, love, and excitement of a first kiss. But that little girl is disappointed; tonight there were no fireworks within. When our lips connected, he tasted of beer and cigarettes but overpowering them all was the taste of empty lust.

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[writingquestionsanswered]

Hi. I'm the person who asked for help with the enemy of the week type thing. I was wondering if you could explain the different types of writting? (fanfic, novella, all that stuff)

Different Types of Writing and Stories

By Word Count: *

Drabble: 100 word story Micro Fiction: 50 to 500 words Flash Fiction: 2000 words or fewer Short Story: 1000 to 10,000 words Novelette: 7,500 to 20,000 words Novella: 20,000 to 50,000 words Novel: 50,000 to 120,000 words Epic Novel: 120,000 words or more * (estimates vary)

By Type:

Poetry: literature using figurative language and crafted verse Fan-Fiction: fiction written by fans of existing canon material *** Diary/Journal: personal account of life experiences Travelogue: personal account of one's travel experiences Fiction: prose literature describing imaginary events and people Non-Fiction: prose literature about factual events/subjects/people Creative Non-Fiction: creative writing used in non-fiction narrative Play: a script for a story to be performed on stage Screenplay: TV/movie script including acting and scene directions Technical Writing: professionally written technical information Critical Writing: personal reviews of a product like film/food/book Expository Writing: provides facts and research about a given topic

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[corsairesix]

The title of Why Necromancy Doesn't Exist comes from the memoir Why Fish Don't Exist, which includes lots of taxonomy and cladistics. I was a bookseller at the same time this book was popular, so the name stuck with me

The title of the book is based on the argument that, cladistically, "fish" is not an actual category. A salmon is more closely related to a camel than a hagfish. Why Necrromancy Doesn't Exist was based on a worldbuilding exercise I did that argued something similar about magic

In the exercise I wrote about how necromancy isn't actually an inherent school of magic, it's a trade. A dozen different schools of magic, just applied to dead bodies. It was fun to write, so I made a game out of it

I've always been interested in taxonomy (not just of animals, but as a subject), especially when it's heated and personally or politically motivated. I love odd results like the Catholic church classifying capybaras as fish. If you also enjoy this stuff, check out this game

[harryandmeghansussex]

PRINCE HARRY, THE DUKE OF SUSSEX Prince Harry, The Duke of Sussex is a humanitarian, military veteran, mental wellness advocate, and environmentalist. He has dedicated his life to advancing causes that he is passionate about and that bring about permanent change for people and places.

He spent the first 10 years of his adulthood serving in the British Army, during which he undertook two tours of duty in Afghanistan as a forward air controller and an Apache helicopter pilot. After completing his military service, The Duke founded the Invictus Games Foundation, a platform for wounded, injured and sick service personnel to use sport as rehabilitation. The international event is a globally celebrated display of resilience, community and athleticism that is universally recognized for its impact in celebrating those that serve.

Prince Harry is also the founder and patron of a number of global charities and organizations including Travalyst, Sentebale, African Parks, and WellChild. In 2021, he was named Chief Impact Officer at BetterUp, a world-class coaching platform that helps people everywhere achieve their own peak mental fitness. That same year, he served on the Aspen Institute Commission on Information Disorder, which brought together critical voices across the public, private, and civil society landscape to respond to today’s mis- and disinformation crisis.

Most recently, he co-founded The Archewell Foundation, alongside his wife, Meghan, The Duchess of Sussex, to serve communities in need at a micro and macro level. The couple also created Archewell Productions to produce programming that informs, elevates and inspires through a creative partnership with Netflix. He is a New York Times Bestselling author with his literary debut, Spare, a memoir of his life through the lens of compassion, vulnerability, and unflinching honesty. Spare is notably the fastest selling non-fiction book in history, selling over 1.4 million copies on its first day of publication.

Prince Harry resides in California with his wife Meghan, and their two children Prince Archie and Princess Lilibet.

[economicsresearch]

page 562 panel a - Of course you are welcome to tell yourself that the machine connects you to more of your life, in the same way having access to wikipedia makes you smarter. It doesn't. You are an empty vessel that sometimes feels filled but moments later you are drained and vacant. You don't remember anything. You just look and move on. You have farmed out the hard work of memory to a tool and you are now slave to it, your abilities of recall atrophied. Plenty obliterates all nuance and subtlety. Unless your goal is to be a shit cyborg whose experience of the world is a shallow one, you are not better for your tools.

The cost of it all only adds to the humiliation. Not just the cost of having emotional profundity erased and overridden by visual overabundance, but there is actual treasure we hand over to be treated in this way. A worse product at a higher price. Remembering for ourselves is free but now there's rent. Maybe only cents on the day but still we tithe a corporation to keep a dead parent alive or remember an ex who we hated at the end. Why are they still here? Monetary cost, emotional cost, such small amounts you barely notice, but real all the same. The ghosts of memory we can't quite see, the ghosts of wealth drained that we never knew we had, they all grow fat and laugh at us.

Memories gained, memories lost. It feels natural, like the moon and the tides, ceaseless and without worry. As the night draws on this moonrise is lost but there will be another tomorrow, it goes. But once we decided to hoard and fortify, make memories permanent now that they're safely stored outside our fallible biology, it all becomes brittle and a loss is catastrophic; there is trauma in preservation now. Our technological aide-memoire (usurper-memoire?) make us think it can all be retained, we just need to use the tools, pay the toll, be conscientious, have some goddamned personal responsibility. But a harddrive melts, a password is lost or a company goes bankrupt and once again there is the same old loss. Only this time it's your fault. If only there had been a third back-up or a fourth, then I wouldn't have so foolishly deleted this piece of my soul. And we are left ill and worried by a buzz inside us as we try to keep it all safe, but we can't. We can't control the corporation that dances and sways in capitalism's breeze or even the micro solder that has some imperfect weakness at an atomic level, We can only pray.

[haveyoureadthispoll]

PSYCHIATRIST: So how can I help you? ME: I don't know, I'm – what's the word – depressed? Do I have to go into detail? Baek Sehee is a successful young social media director at a publishing house when she begins seeing a psychiatrist about her - what to call it? - depression? She feels persistently low, anxious, endlessly self-doubting, but also highly judgmental of others. She hides her feelings well at work and with friends, performing the calmness her lifestyle demands. The effort is exhausting, overwhelming, and keeps her from forming deep relationships. This can't be normal. But if she's so hopeless, why can she always summon a yen for her favorite street food: the hot, spicy rice cake, tteokbokki? Is this just what life is like? Recording her dialogues with her psychiatrist over a twelve-week period, and expanding on each session with her own reflective micro-essays, Baek begins to disentangle the feedback loops, knee-jerk reactions, and harmful behaviors that keep her locked in a cycle of self-abuse. Part memoir, part self-help book, I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki is a book to keep close and to reach for in times of darkness. It will appeal to anyone who has ever felt alone or unjustified in their everyday despair.

[bernie-jsyk]

Friends! Strangers! Weird-Dream-Havers! Sleep Masks is now open for submissions!

Navigating COVID's many conflicts--from familial gatherings to conspiracy theories to economic pressures to the deepest grief and loss--is an ongoing struggle.

How does this impact our dreams? What do we dream about, and how have these dreams changed over the pandemic? Sleep Masks: A COVID Dreams Zine is meant to lend insight on these questions through a collection of micro-memoirs.

Dream descriptions of up to 500 words are welcome. Submissions are open until July 31, 2023, and contributors will be notified by mid-August (and will receive a print copy of the finished zine!).

Further background and guidelines are available in the form. If you have any questions, feel free to send me an ask.

Thank you so much, and I look forward to hearing about your dreams!

[doublebarrelslopgun]

My Father Wrote Poetry

"Your father used to write me poetry and cook me food."

That's what my mother said with her usual snark as she turned to pack the old photo away. The man in that picture wasn't my father, rather a memory that had rotted away into the workaholic graying man I knew.

My father, he could count stanzas and tell you with almost frightening precision what key a song was in. Yes, he could do that. However somewhere in between finishing college to do his mother proud and raising two children, one of which was nothing like him and the other too much so, those skills faded out of color and turned into another way he measured his own life going past him.

Of course, half of these criticisms mean nothing when you're the latter of those aforementioned children. Like some sort of twisted science fiction movie, I've watched myself grow in his image. We walk in the same awkward manner, our hair has grown to the same length, and just like him, my youth has been consumed by writing poetry.

That doesn't mean I don't take him as a cautionary tale, I'll have to watch myself. I'll have to value the words over the lines, the notes over the keys, and most importantly, I'll do my damndest to never lose my muses.

[not-goldy]

Oh Goldy I've seen literally every explanation and excuses from this 'fandom' on why Jkk decided to enlist together

They've tattoos, they are same hometown, they didn't had option, it's fanservice, it's because Jin is there, JK is forced, they are real brothers

"Do you think it's a gay bar for gay couple to go together ? If anything this canceled Jikook ship as a whole as a couple in homophobic country won't enlist together"

How shitkookers feel after saying this: 🤡💪

If 2017 GCFT was what made them mental retraeds for 1st time... this enlistment is making them totally lose it. I hope bt travel show coming out they'll consider jumping off the cliff 🥺🤞🤞🤞 because it's better not to be alive as a tkkr to face post military jkk lmao...

They are grasping at straws because they have nothing to stand on. The best they can do is troll. That's all they doing is trolling 🤣 😂 💀

They sound as if Gay men don't go to the military together all the time. It's mandatory service they won't be exempt just because they are queer.

And yes, they are going to be under close scrutiny especially on mere suspicion of their sexuality- their privacy will be violated, people will be suspicious of them- unfortunately all that will happen because that's just what homophobia is and from what I hear it's quit prevalent in the SK military and even straight dudes who get suspected of being queer get burned.

The difference here is, Jikook have some clout and some privilege going in there. I don't expect them to be given special treatment just because they are the most successful boy band on earth right now but that type of success comes with social clout and currency.

Unfortunately they won't tell us the struggles they face in there because of their fame, looks, sexual orientation, skintone, height, features- even if we know they do face these micro discriminations- I mean we know they make fun of eachother jx because they get tanned etc.

I'm being sensitive because I find a lot of these things triggering for me. It's giving boarding school all over again.

We might wait have to wait for their memoirs and autobiographies for their honest thoughts and experiences of these things in their lives.

Whatever it is, I still stand with them.

But for me, being queer, having experienced bullying, homophobic violence and knowing the grave danger queer people face in certain unwelcoming spaces I wish people would understand just how terrified I am for them right now. And it's not just for them, but for every single queer individual that has to mandatorily serve. The stories that come out of there is brutal.

This is the most stressful moment of my life in this Fandom. And I think some of us are rightfully concerned for their safety- as any one who thinks they are queer should. Hopefully, nothing happens to them. At worst, they get outed for being queer and get prosecuted for having gay sex while in the military.

And what these dummies don't understand is- its immaterial whether they think Jikook are a couple or not. What is at stake here is, even if they should individually have sex with their "boyfriends" off duty off base- they will still be prosecuted for having gay sex while serving.

So yes, even if you think Jikook are not a couple- if you believe they or anyone in BTS is queer at all- you should be very much concerned for their safety and human rights regardless.

If they are queer, them enlisting will not make them straight and is certainly not evidence of they are straight because there are gay men, Trans and non-binary individuals in the south Korean military. Enlisting into the military is not some magical test of straighthood. All that enlistment means is enhanced risks for the queer individuals who actually enlist- but no, of course that's not what people are concerned about.

Like I said in an earlier post, I haven't come across any gay law/ regulations that prohibit queer couples from enlisting together or at all. If there is then Jikook would be violating those laws as closeted gay men which only put them in graver danger.

If such a law exists at all its cruel, draconian, machiavellian, and outright discriminatory and I don't know why people would use that as plot device in fan/ship warfares. It's downright stupid and insensitive, and oppressive against LGBTQIA's.

In times like this I think we can appreciate the privilege of silence, of being closeted, of being straight passing- because it becomes easy to move through a world that caters for straight people and is designed for them.

Not gonna lie, I find the minimalizing and trivializing of the risks Jikook face IF THEY ARE INDEED QUEER, insensitive and disgusting.

Because I'm sure parents siblings and friends of actual queer men- shit their pants, pour ash on their heads and quiver at the knee at the thought of their gay relations going into the military.

Some of you will never know how it feels and to that I say, it's not fair😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

The fact I even have to explain the reason for the fear anxiety and worry makes me sick in the stomach 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I don't hate straight people but also I do😭

Hate you all 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭