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[munadrawson]

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[poppythetoppy]

[F4A][Upperbody & Foot Tickling][Femdom][Light Humiliation][Poppy's Ultimate Lee Fantasy] Your Partners Watching

Too bad sweetie, I'm not going to stop tickling you. I'm loving this far too much, and from the looks of it, so is he.

ITHIS IS AN 18+ BLOG AND THIS IS NOT FOR MINORS

Wakey wakey Poppy... Looks like I've caught you. Don't you look cute all spread out, trapped and tied in my little web of fun here. Hehe, don't look so nervous. It's not like we're alone in here, you and I. Look around... OOH, do you see him now? There he is~ look familiar?? Hahaa! Doesn't he look so sexy standing like that in the X frame, locked over in the corner of the room.

👋 Hiya sweetie, look whose up! 👋

I know he looks a bit sweaty and um a little *EHEM* stiff over there. But thats only because my fingers had been tampering with him until you were ready to stoop up out of that slumber. So I think its somebody else's turn for some attention. And I think ALL eyes are going to be on you this time, hehehe!

So, are you going to try to tug down those outstretched arms as I'm straddling your waist? Te-he, oh oohh!! A bit flinchy when my FINGERS start to prod at those sides. Hahahaha! Mhmm, isn't this fun? That cute laugh of yours echoing off the walls.. Hmm, I think I need to count ribs and check to see if they're all there...

1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. Oh wait, maybe it should be.. 2.. 4.. 6.. 8.. 10..? How many are there supposed to be, 14? I don't know, I dropped Anatomy class. Better count again, 2.. 4.. 6.. hmm hmmm.. hm hmmhhmm.~ HIP CHECK! Hehe found them, quite ticklish here too! Aww are you blushing already? Oop, looks like his face is red over there too. But thats for a completely different reason isn't it? Still kinda 'standing stiff' over there huh? You like watching me tickle her? You do? I think he does Poppy. Lets give him a show.

I'm just gonna make myself comfortable down here, and put your right foot in a bit of a head lock. Now I want you to do something. I want you to look at him, and I'm going too as well. But I don't want you to look away, no matter how BAD it tickles. Okay? One, two.. HAHAHA, Errrr!! I got your foot!~ Yeah? Hehe. Curling your toes isnt gonna work, nm-hm, not with me. Having my long sharp nails draw along these cute wrinkles. So delicately tracing each and every crevasse on your foot. Look at you two look at each others, who's enjoying this more him or YOU!? Haa!!

Don't break eye contact. Don't break eye contact. Don't bre- *nomnomnom* hehehe, aww can't handle a little toe nibbles? I didn't know you could scream that loud? *nomnomnomnom* Aww-haha, is that too much? Too bad sweetie, I'm not going to stop tickling you. I'm loving this far too much, and from the looks of it, so is he. How does this sound, I'll stop when he goes limp, okay? Hahaha, it might be awhile!

Lets see, is that neck up there ticklish? Now lets migrate up there and see, let my fingers marinate against your collarbone a bit? Mmhm, thats it, giggle for me. I can get a much better look at those tears from up here. I wouldn't take my eyes off of you either if I were him. Are your ears ticklish? Would you rather me tickle there or have me coo at them some more?

Haha, aww alright. Breath breath. I don't want to wear you out so quickly now do I? You lay and rest for a moment, I have him to keep my fingers busy. Oh yoo-hoo~ Boy Toy! Did somebody miss my fingers making them cackle like a little girl? Don't think I've forgotten about you. Those underarms have just been screaming my name since they left havent they? Hahahaha..!

Look at you dance, how precious. Ooh, theres just soo much ticklish skin to ground here. Hmm, I know. I've got a little idea. I think... I need to make a few phone calls. How do you like the sound of watching me and some friends gang tickle your partner while she's all tied up over there? Don't worry, I'll make sure someone's here to play with you too. Think she's listening over there? Haha, I think so, just look at her glistening with excitement.

Don't worry you two, I'll be back with reinforcements. Don't go anywhere!~

So I uh. I have DIED. Holy shit @prettymeredith you are a QUEEN

[hidden-dreamland]

Now look what the cat brought in!

It's me. the cat brought me in. Hello again whump writers of tumblr.

You may know me from my previous account, @localvoidwhumper. Yeah thats me!

So hi again! I'm Void

im 18 and use they/them

I decided to make this new account to freshen things up for myself! This one will probably be actually used for whump lmao.

I'll try to post more regularly, but I make no promises

So let's get

~Into the Intro~

About me:

I write whump on occasion, but mainly I draw!

I'm currently working on a writing project thing which I've been calling Whumpers Inc.! It's a cyberpunk dystopia with a fuckton of lab whump and government approved torture!

I have a bajilion ocs, some of which I might introduce in a later post

I have many disorganized ideas. so expect random concepts thrown at the wall.

I'm a wee bit socially awkward

My interests, in no particular order (whump):

Lab whump

Dehumanization

Pet whump

Whump that's grounded in reality

But also, Fantasy whump.

Nonhuman whumpees, whumpers, and caretakers

Immortal whumpees mhmm yeah

Gore

Body horror

Psychological whump!

Creepy whumpers yessss

Smart defiant whumpees

Stupid defiant whumpees

Stoic whumpees...

Pathetic wet napkin whumpees

and more

i won't list squicks because i just avoid them when i find them.

Random media I like:

Houseki no Kuni/Land of the Lustrous. This fucking manga. god. i cant i cannot it has my heart and soul. Always anxiously waiting for suffering another chapter

Bungou Stray Dogs. All i can say is VIOLENT SCREAMING. I'm all caught up with the manga too... which means more VIOLENT SCREAMING. Highly recommend.

Girl from nowhere! Fuck i love this series?

Dead poets society. This move makes me cry without fail.

Very cool people who inspire me:

@whumpshaped

@wormwriting

@meowsikbox

@painsandconfusion

@whumpzone

@whumpster-dumpster

Wow youve gotten pretty far huh? yeah this post got long. but you get a prize!

DOODLES! MADE BY ME :D

Warnings: broken nose, blood, mouth gore, injured eye

And yeah thats it! thanks for reading this intro :D hope you enjoy my stuff!

[undercoverangell]

thinking about pok lives and goes on spring break au heres everything in my brain atm

Pok gets enough money working for the government to get a new house so they no longer live in an apartment and instead are in like a nice lil 2 bedroom 2 bathroom house and the bad kids come over freshman year bc riz is like "oh my dad should know something about these palimpsets i feel like he'd know about them" and he's not of much use but like. to give yall some perspective on how i imagine pok in this au he's like this goblin w huge scars covering him who is like?? kinda athletic?? and he is also still a spy and still goes on missions so when they first meet him hes in this fairly nice house in like a button up and cardigan w plaid pants and has his hair like tied back (bc i think he would grow it out) in a low ponytail drinking coffee. and they've never met Riz's dad but suddenly just everything about Riz makes sense this guy is his fucking dad?? and he works for the government as an accountant?? dude this guy is cool as hell wtf.

He's just very eloquently spoken and seems to know a lot about things accountants shouldn't care about (why did riz send us to his accountant dad to look at a palimpsest why would his dad know anything about this?) and so thus begins the convincing riz who knows what his dad does that his dad is in the mafia.

also doesnt help that they do have a thing in the gukgak household about bringing new people directly to the house bc obviously pok does have a bunch of like secret rooms and drawers in the home and so the very first thing he says around them is "Kid you know how i feel about strangers in the home" and riz just goes "yeah yeah sorry i know we can meet at Basrar's or something next time-" "okay well im assuming its an emergency or something important if you brought 5 people over that i've never even met so what's up?" and its immediately weird bc... wtf.. hi ig??

"dude like why is he so like ..... that. like?? dude hes not an accountant i know that at least." "guys my dad is just some dude who works in accounting hes not a member of the mafia" "the ball im so sorry your dad has been lying to you he is a member of the mafia. does your mom know?" "i dont know?? probably??" "poor woman..." "oh my god"

theyre all so confused as to why he is so casual not knowing that like since he was 13 riz has known his dad is a spy and does missions and stuff and everytime they see pok literally just getting a coffee they confront him immediately even if riz is there

"so mr.ball....whats in that coffee???"

"vanilla. some cream and milk."

"theres no mafia secrets????"

"no. i got it with two shots of espresso."

"....weird....."

"if you want me to buy you a coffee you can just ask like a normal person."

"i dont need your MAFIA COFFEE....."

"okay, the coffee here is really good though."

".....maybe i would like just a small coffee with two shots of vanilla."

**hands them 10 bucks** "go ahead."

obv pok cant just tell his sons friends he barely knows that hes a spy so he just continually insists that he "works for the department of foreign affairs as an accountant. i work in accounting kids. thats it." and they all get it HORRIBLY WRONG and are like "oh yeah kalvaxis rlly wanted to eat an accountant JUST SAY UR A MEMBER OF THE MAFIA AND GO KINDA SUSPICIOUS THATS UR WIFES A COP ARE U TRYING TO MANAGE THE POWER SYSTEM SO U CAN GET AWAY W UR CRIMES???" and he just straight up "....YEAH IM A MEMBER OF THE MAFIA! YEAH U GOT IT RIGHT. IM A MEMBER OF THE MAFIA." and riz finds it fucking hilarious bc as hes busting out laughing his dad is going "riz the mafia is serious business u know this idk why ur laughing about it : (" and the bad kids think theyve cracked the case!! theyve done it!! (they have not!)

pok and garthy know eachother very well bc pok has been sent on numerous missions to Leviathan and so there's like little hints as to what pok does "oh you're still working for the department of foreign affairs! you been moved out of accounting yet?" and the bad kids are like "garthy he works for the mafia. sorry we had to break it to you...." and garthy who knows for a fact pok is not in the mafia just goes "....oh?? the mafia?? that's new! i cant imagine the wife likes that very much!"

Pok and Riz have a little moment in Leviathan where they just sit and talk and Pok assures Riz that he's cool and his friends like him and that he wouldve kill to be as cool as riz is when he was his age. Riz falls asleep on Pok and his dad is just glad hes getting some rest. he also sees the tattoos and goes "if your mom asks you got those when i was asleep and i didnt know."

He absolutely hates fallinel but hes been there on so many missions he is just used to high elves and their bs. "Ah.... Pook GikGuk..." "Mhmm. you got it right buddy." While there he just constantly looks so done with just about everything bc he has seen this place so many times there is like no "ooo new place!" value in it is literally just "yep. high elves and their high elven shit." he tells riz if he ever becomes a spy (which he definitely would btw i will die on the secret agent riz hill) to just. get used to this bc he is going to have to deal with this a lot.

In the nightmare forest he finally is like "guys im not apart of the mafia im a spy. i dont work in accounting lol u think my wife would marry some fucking accountant when shes as cool as she is??" and they're like "???? but... u admitted... u were in the mafia.. why would u lie..." "im a spy i literally lie for a living also i barely knew you guys except when you would come over to our house sometimes and stare at me suspiciously while I scrolled through twitter on my laptop" "MAYBE U WERE LOOKING AT UR MAFIA MEMBERS TWITTER" "WHY ON EARTH WOULD MAFIA MEMBERS HAVE TWITTER" "I DONT KNOW?? THEY WANNA LOOK AT MEMES!"

everything for this au is under the "pok lives au" tag bc i have. so many ideas. i am more than willing to take drawing ideas for this please ask me about this au (srs)

[bladekindeyewear]

Boots reads Homestuck Epilogue(s) Part 5 - Meat Page 7

==>

Okay, time for Rose and Dirk to talk delicious politics or something.

Heh, customary show-end riots.

Rose, stop causing all of us undue alarm.

Ascending? Is she going to fade out into a concept or something???

Oh shit, Dirk’s doing something similar.  Some sort of inevitability once God-Tier is reached or some such.

Dirk has a solution to the problem in the works.  That’s... well, Rose already cautioned that that could be ominous.  I hope it doesn’t involve decapitation.  Or robot bodies, or turning her into an omniscient cueball or something.

==>

Okay, stage play time.  I can see a weird-seeming text color choice for Caliborn down below, hm.  Time to read down to there...

Ah, the classic finale-callback thumbs down.  Nice.

...yeah, reinforcing the point he was trying to make a little less explicitly with his earlier finale of Homestuck that Lord English had really just, sort of, trapped them in this narrative that their ultimate reward would be to escape, realizing it never really mattered too much compared to their own long lives and happiness or something.

==>

Epilogue TWO??????  D:

Okay now it’s, like, Andrew commenting isn’t it.

Oh shit, it DOES suck them up and trap them? Huh. That explains how Jade was dealt with, I’d forgotten. Also because it was one of the huge goddamn unanswered fucking hugepoints that made it seem like a slap in the face when we were told it didn’t matter and-- yeah okay let me just keep reading.

Huh, broken glasses.

And, phew; the ages it takes is from an OUTSIDE perspective.  Let’s see what it is from an inside perspective...

==>

Jaaaane!!! :D

Okay let’s read about Janey.

Mhmm, that’s not that surprising... Dirk knew that Karkat was going to run against Jane, but Jane didn’t, even though Dirk was ostensibly “working” for her.  There’s definitely a plan here.  Maybe it involves Jane and Karkat smooching publicly at the end.  ...No, that’s just my wishful imagination talking, isn’t it.

Oh my god she’s screaming into a pillow at hearing she has competition.  That’s adorable.

YES, JANE.  UNDERESTIMATE KARKAT.  YOU WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM LIKE EVERYONE ELSE (though probably platonically).  It does upset me that they’ve taken this long to really get acquainted, though; I’ve argued for years that their personalities are naturally compatible as the straight men for all their friends’ bullshit.

In fact, Jane is pretty sure that Karkat Vantas would probably literally burst into flame if too many people happened to look at him at the same time, like a vampire walking out into the sun.

Yes, but he’d get over it.  And be a flaming president or something.

In fact, Jane cannot remember a single conversation she’s ever had with him that wasn’t about the economy. She thinks back to one time at John’s eighteenth birthday when Dave engaged her in a rigorous and rather one-sided debate about deregulation and the failure of “neoliberal austerity measures” until Karkat had to come over and put his hands over his roommate’s mouth to make him stop talking.

Oh my FUCKING god, it’s true.  Dave’s appropriately liberal in the modern, Krugman-esque, statistically grounded way.  Karkat has my vote already.

She’d be happy to accept a graceful, temporary defeat and let Karkat play president for a couple of years. After all, unlike her, he was not immortal.

Hey fuck you.  Also, why the FUCK haven’t they used one of the myriad likely ways to extend Karkat’s lifespan basically indefinitely yet???  Heck, JANE could probably do it with Life powers if she crawled back out of her own butt!  We already know the Condesce could extend other trolls’ lifespans with weird troll powers so Life powers are almost certainly enough to suffice.  >:(

Ohhh, so maybe Jane is just, like... slightly traumatized by trolls? And thus a little tiny bit predisposed against trusting them cause of the Condesce? :(

Interesting how she views her past reliance on / pursuance of Jake as something that made her “weak” specifically.

Okay, I’m getting a slightly uncomfortable vibe that Jane is willing to almost play at seduction with Jake falsely to get his endorsement on--

And she’s willing to do more than that, too.

Okay FUCK, JANE.  GET YOURSELF UNDER CONTROL.  I’m starting to believe the shittalking the others have given about you!  You’d better shape up by the end of this epilogue or what have you.

==>

Okay, trapped John can hear the other three through the walls of their prison or something.

Conversation and musings, conversation and musings.....

Wait, Jade LIVES with Dave and Karkat in that SAME HOUSE and they didn’t even mention it??!??  What is even up with their thing.

Heh, John’s thinking he really could have used a nice kismesis riling him up to better himself.  That’s what they’re for, really.

There there, John.

==>

Oh my fucking GOD, Jane rolls with supply side economics???  TAKE.  HER.  DOWN.

And Jade is just... here?  Huh.

Yeah they DEFS weren’t listening.

JADE: especially when JADE: there are much better things we could all be doing with our mouths.....

HOLY SHIT.  HOLY SHIT.  JADE IS SO INTO EITHER OF THEM THAT THEY CAN’T TAKE IT, CAN THEY.  THAT’S FUCKING AMAZING OH MY GOD

Her tail swishes from side to side

SINCE WHEN DOES SHE HAVE A FUCKING TAIL HOW IS THAT SUDDENLY CANON

I’M NOT MAD IM JUST SURPRISED

Wasn’t that something that the ask-responses from Andrew said she canonically DIDN’T have or what the fuck

Since I guess it wasn’t confirmed IN CANON he just decided he liked it enough to offer it here or???? I DON’T KNOW????

Wow why am I all worked up by this all of a sudden.  It’s just transferring from her earlier line isn’t it.

three of her bras

Okay no nevermind Andrew’s just fucking with us.

...Even though this can probably still be considered canon.  Which only makes how he’s fucking with us work even better, really.  I mean, why WOULDN’T he lob this at us on the ten year anniversary and watch us squirm, really.  There’s no incentive not to.

--oh wait wait never mind reading further these are just bras from different days she threw over the couch.  PHEW.  I thought for a second that we were dealing with dog anatomy stuff that would REQUIRE multiple bras on her.  Jesus.  I wonder if Andrew intentionally phrased things so some people would think that for a minute.

JADE: also you know trolls dont actually have two dicks dave thats an offensive stereotype

Pffffff

Wait, is it that Dave and Karkat’s relationship isn’t quite full-hearts sexual and Jade is incessantly shipping them?? :O

because that’d be hilarious too??  --*reads*

YESSSS JADE BEING SUPER STAT WHIZ WITH HER SUPER PARTOMNIDOG SPACE BRAIN YES

The thing about Jade Harley is that she’s not as good at personal things as she is at other things. Like science, or mastering fraymotifs, or kissing, the last of which she has definitely put a lot of levels into over the past few years because, well, what else are you supposed to do with immortal godhood once you hit the age where the dog hormones start kicking into overdrive? 

f uck

dog hormones

i’m wheezing

Alright, Jade’s springing a thorough relationship talk on them.  That’s cool.  Also she’s throwing statistics in there and I LOVE that now that Jade is older we’re reinforcing just how scary science smart she is, I can’t wait to see other people roleplaying her properly because of it too.

...Yeah Jade would definitely date a chess couple

Jade sighs and crawls closer. She takes one of Karkat’s hands in hers.

JADE: i think wed all work good together

AAAAAAAA :D :D :D

JADE: and i think weve been dancing around that for years now JADE: i wanna try dating for real KARKAT: HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED KARKAT: SORRY IF WHAT I’M ABOUT TO SAY TOTALLY BLOWS YOUR MIND KARKAT: DATING A SINGLE PERSON, FOR MORE THAN HALF A SWEEP, FOR REASONS OTHER THAN INITIATING THE CONCUPISCENT EXCHANGE OF FLUIDS?

PFFFFFFFFFFFFF OH MY FUCKING GOD THIS IS PERFECT

Jade being

literally the thirstiest person in this ENTIRE CAST OF CHARACTERS

to the point that everyone’s calling her out on it

in something that’s virtually goddamn canon

holy fucking shit I love everything.  I love life.  Living in a universe where this hilarious shit happens is fun.

....pFFFF JADE DIDN’T KNOW OBAMA WAS REAL THIS IS AMAZING

Ooh, dueling god-tier powers for petty reasons.

OH NO DICK DRAWINGS ARE LIKELY IMMINENT

THAT OR A CHART

OR BOTH

...yeah her hair would get everywhere, wouldn’t it.

yes make fun of ship names some more

What Jade leaves in her wake is not quite the emotional scorched-earth situation that she was going for, but a few of her needles have definitely gotten under some skin. Dave and Karkat both stare after her, silently caught in their own private rationalization spirals.

So this whole time Jade’s been all “JUST KISS ALREADY” and they’ve been all “what no” and now she’s just laid it all out in the open and left them to it.  Yeah that sounds about like what would’ve happened.

Aaaand of course, since this is Dave and Karkat, they just choose to stall some more and play video games.  Jade really DOES complete this relationship with her pushing them to accept reality and stop downplaying their own feelings and self-esteem and all.  But that’s what I thought would happen BEFORE I even read any epilogue stuff so I’m biased.

==>

Pff, Vriska time.

You’ve now got two bitches of either gender at your side

Vriska, shame!  Don’t use that kind of language!!

Yep, this version of her didn’t learn her lesson and is still pretty much completely delusional.

Alright, Real Terezi™ is still flying out in the abyss trying to scoop Vriska out of this jam, cool, cool.

Flailing and spinning, screaming, not being able to see the final event or whatever-- someone save her already we know it’s gonna happen!

JOHN: Emerge from the juju.

Oh.  Well, that’s uncomfortably in line with earlier presumably-discredited theories.  About John saving Vriska from the black hole the Green Sun left in its wake and all.  :|

Yawns too wide and snaps in half?  The moment he was dreaming about?

==>

Oh hai Jake.  This really IS the perfect time to get to see some attempted-exploitative discomfort between Jane and you.  I mean that!  The narrative timing is pretty hilarious.

The sunset has turned the head offices of Crockercorp into a shimmering glass monolith—a beacon, if you will, of the future, visible for miles in every direction.

Jane probably likes to think about it that way at least.

Wow, Jane REALLY sounds like she needs to be knocked down a peg or seven.

The whole place is candlelit, and Jane is reclining on her desk, sprawled out like a lounge singer on a grand piano.

OH MY FUCKING GOD JANE STOP BEING A SLIMEBAG!!!! D: D: D:

Thank you, Jake, for coming through and tanking this.

This is not really the kind of conversation you initiate if you’re looking to extract a sexual deal out of someone. It is, however, the kind of conversation that you might have with a childhood friend who has become somewhat emotionally estranged from you.

THANK FUCKING GOD.  Jane has been saved from herself for the moment.

Okay I see a whole bunch of paragraphs of black text down below just as these two are likely coming together for a kiss.  Uh oh.

...Yep, kiss there.  And, uh...

Okay whew, most of it is Jake privately soliloquy-ing to the narrative about the circumstances leading up to this. I can deal with that.

...Oh my god he keeps thinking of Dirk while getting in close to Jane.  This is gonna blow up in his face isn’t it.

Reading on....

--Ah, yeah, he just realizes he’s more into Dirk I guess.  Ouch.  Ouch, Jane.

DIRK: Were you nice to him? JANE: Well, I... DIRK: I told you, you can’t be nice to Jake. JANE: ...

PPFffffffffff

DIRK: Why don’t you leave Jake to me?

Now ain’t that telling?

Ooh, getting down to plot business with Rose.

==>

Back to John.  I see a bit that says “Listen” there, is he going to hear Vriska screaming? Or is Terezi going to pick her up? Since, like, I mean she has the jetpack and has been searching for her longer and stuff.

Yep, big ol’ LE tantrum.  Though alt!Calliope seems at least as much at fault for the end of the universe as him, if not moreso.

Ah, right, Andrew wanted us to THINK he’d hear Vriska screaming just so he could troll us like that.  Makes more sense, anyway.

Huh, the Juju just pops away.

OW.  Down a spare Rose, just like that, huh?  Probably part of why main Rose knew what the plan was supposed to be for all this.

Ah right, can’t use your Green Sun powers here, Jade.

OW.  Another quasi-doomed side-character death.

Yep, you have to make a tough, leaderly decision and let go.  :C  --Oh crap, you saved her body.  Are you gonna put the ring there or what, I’m not sure where that’s going plotways.

Pff, the whole fight going south just due to John losing his glasses... that’s pretty funny from a perspective.

Oh huh, real ghost Tavros gets nuked.

Oh shit, Meenah’s going in!  Don’t die, I actually care about this version of you!!

--Ah, thrown out and fate unclear, that’s a bit better than clear death.

Hm, Davepeta vs English round two?  I wonder what the purpose of all of this really is, anyway, beyond just a sense that some only implied-wrapped-up things are being actually wrapped up?  This whole Meat arc?  Is Candy going to be ultimately more important to everyone, as was part of the point, or?  Huhhm.

Final Round!!

Hammer buffet!

Slight obligatory feelings allusion via hammer!

Oh no! VORE!!! D:

DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < wrow you almost got vored to death

Phew, avoided

Ow, another decapitation.  There’s a killing blow and being trapped forever in a black hole for LE to look forward to, though.  Weren’t there theories about him being trapped forever at the center of that black hole or whatever?  Huh.  I mean there WAS the garbage disposal that his metaphorical Jigsaw-head gets stuck in early in the comic after all.

Alright, Davepeta sticks him in there?  Cool.

Yeah, you just had to remind us that he’s going to be plunging into his dead sister’s gaping hole, didn’t you? >:|

Davepeta. How they were so unfettered and brave. How they sacrificed themselves by flying right into the black hole like...

Like a fucking piece of garbage, you can almost hear Dave saying. May God rest his soul.

Yup.  Closing another callback.  Why is it silent, though?  Did the black hole stop sucking now that it’s gotten almost everything but John, or is it just his blackout?  I mean, is the end of everything just a thing that “happens” (which is still pretty fine, Paradox Space had a pretty good run), or did it just stop, or is it yet to be resolved or re-John-creates-Paradox-Space’s-beginning-because-hes-the-only-thing-left-constituted if he inexplicably doesn’t die from his heroic wounds or?  And Terezi definitely didn’t go flying around Paradox Space’s dying remains just to get sucked in too, right?  I definitely haven’t seen the whole picture yet I guess.

==>

Alright, back to Rose... actually this post’s getting long so I’ll cut here and keep going in another post.

[forever-yoongis]

My Chemistry Of Love

Ships: Yoongi x Reader, ft. Namjoon x reader :3

Genre: Fluff, angst

Yoongi only had to stay for a week now. His wounds had healed completely, but we held him in for another week so that he could have a few more days of rest since once he went back, his schedule wouldn’t allow him to relax. Fresh out of an injury, it was necessary that he took as much of rest as possible. I usually went right to the reception after getting my breakfast to adjust the schedule, so that I could check on Yoongi and also make him take his meals.

Drawing lines between your patients and yourself, I thought again as I put on my surgical gloves and got ready for the surgery. I had completely forgotten that I had to go and make Yoongi eat. Gloomy,strange thoughts clouded my mind as I thought that there was no point in going after him. Where would we even be after this week anyways? And Alex had been right. I had to learn to draw my lines.

The surgery got over only after five and as I slowly walked towards my room I realized that Yoongi probably hadn’t taken his meals. I turned around and ran towards the room, overcome with guilt. I was the one who first agreed to this in the first place, I thought in a despair. What am I to do now? I thought when I suddenly ran into the nurse in charge of his room. “Did he take his meals yet” I gasped out, panting from running all the way down the stairs. The nurse smiled. “Don’t worry doctor, he seemed a bit grumpy since you were late. But when we explained that it was because you got caught up in a surgery, he understood and had his meals. “Don’t want to trouble her unnecessarily”, he had said.”, the nurse ended. “Oh then it’s fine. Thank you”, I left the corridor. There was no need to visit his room then.

As I trudged up the stairs, I thought of ways in which I could explain that it wasn’t possible for us to be this friendly anymore. But then, considering how stubborn he is, he might not listen, I told to myself. Just ignore him, another voice inside me added. It’ll be difficult for you, but he’ll eventually understand you’re not interested and will give up. I felt like sobbing in despair then. I had finally found someone i could trust, and now I had to let him go too. But steeling my nerves, I went back to my room thinking of ways to execute what I planned without breaking into tears in front of me.

Unfortunately for me, l couldn’t do what I had initially planned. On entering his room in the evening and seeing his face, I couldn’t bring myself to say what I wanted to. “Heard you were busy in the afternoon”, Yoongi grumbled. “But I was a good boy and had my meals”, he looked up to flash me a gummy smile. “Now you need to spend extra time with me to make up for the afternoon”, he pouted. I shut my eyes to try steady my breath. Why are you making it so hard for me Yoongi? I whispered in despair. How am I ever gonna let go of you? I tried to ignore him and went to give him his medicines. Seeing that my spirits were down, he frowned at me. “Whats wrong Ann?You seem really down”, he frowned again. “I hate seeing you this way. You can tell me what happened. I’ll listen”, he tried to hold onto my wrist as I finished checking his vitals. I stopped in my tracks. Forgive me, Yoongi, I told him in my head. Shaking his hand off, I kept his things on the table. “Ann~”, he whined. “Don’t do that. It hurts”, he complained. Wow, there’s a lot of crying to do once I reach home. “Yoongi, I think you need to get used to feeding yourself for the rest of the week. I won’t be there to make you eat after this anyways”, I told him bluntly. Before he could say anything else, I shut the door to his room and left.

I really didn’t need to visit Yoongi nowadays. He didn’t need to have his meds anymore, for he had healed completely. As about his meals, I’m sure he’ll have them on his own now. He’s mature enough to not go on a hunger strike coz I didn’t go to give him his meals. After turning towards the VIP section by mistake again and again whenever I passed that area, which hurt a lot because it took me a lot of will to stop myself, I finally stopped visiting him entirely. The nurses, at first, would peep in my room to inform me that Yoongi is asking for me. My heart would hurt a lot to tell them to inform him that I’m too busy, but I kept steeling myself. It’s only for the best, I told myself. I had to cry a lot on reaching home. This was different than before. Alex had cheated on me and never called again. So I stopped caring after a while too. But Yoongi? He never gave up and kept asking to see me. That hurt a lot. So I cried a lot whenever I would be alone. Sophie and Exci got tired of explaining that he won’t be a patient after a week when he’d be discharged. They would try to push me towards his room. They once even pulled to the corridor that lead to his room, but I bit Sophie's hands that held me and ran (yeah yeah I know, not very mature and hygienic of me, but whatever).

This was his last day at the hospital. I had to visit him today to give him the reports and papers so that he could sign. Being his doctor, there was a whole lot of formalities to be done before the hospital discharged him and let’s just say I tried to delay my visit to his room as much as possible. As I walked down the corridor after almost a week, I was fairly confident that he had given up on me by now, for he didn’t ask for me for the last two days. But I was afraid that I might just start sobbing on seeing his face again. As I pushed open the door to his room, probably for the last time, I thought back wistfully on the memories we had made here. God, I’ll be missing this man.

“So it’s your last day here. You’ll finally be able to go back to your company now”, I tried to smile without looking at his eyes and handed him the papers. He didn’t take them.

• “Where were you?”, he asked me, with a look in his eyes that held so many bottled up emotions in it that I dared not try analyse them. When I didn’t reply, he asked me again, whispering “why didn’t you come here even once?”, his expression would’ve made me cry right there, but I managed to hold back my tears. “I’m sorry”, I replied softly. “That is all? I really didn’t matter to you at all right? You were 'busy' every time I asked for you”, he scoffed at me, then looked away. “Tell me Ann, what did I do? Was I too nagging? Was I too clingy? Had this”, his voice cracked, “all been an act?” He didn’t look at me once. I could see his hands were trembling by his sides. Yoongi was making me feel like the most horrible person that lived on this Earth. I had thought giving and ignoring him would make him give up on me too. I couldn’t have been more wrong. “Just saying Anna, the last few weeks might not have been real for you. But it had been real for me”, he looked at me again. I couldn’t take it anymore. I didn’t know when the tears had started falling, but I started crying uncontrollably after that. I wrapped my arms around myself to stop myself from sobbing but I just couldn’t, til I felt a pair of arms grab me. “I’m sorry, Yoongi, I’m so sorry”, I sobbed into his chest. “I was afraid. I was afraid what this was leading to. I was afraid that I would not be a doctor if I didn’t know how to draw lines between my patients and myself. I was afraid what I’ll be left with once you left this hospital. I was scared that you might leave me, and that this may not have meant as much to you, as it had meant to me. I...I shouldn’t have fallen for you, but I did, and-“ I felt a finger stopping my lips from moving. I looked up to see him chuckling softly, but even his eyes were a little red. “You’re stupid, a fool. How did you pass your meds exam?”, he smiled at me. “C’me here”, and he hugged me again. “You’re afraid to cross a line with your patient? Let’s change that right now”, grabbing my shoulders, he pulled me up from his chest where I had been crying and looked at me, “be mine.” I started crying again, nodding furiously and hugged him again. Stroking my hair softly he told me,” you’re afraid of what we might be after I leave? Well, we’ll be the best doc-idol couple anyone has ever seen”, he says. “Thats cheesy!”, I whined as I laugh in between my tears against his chest. “Yeah? So let’s be a lil more cheesy. How about I officially declare you as my girlfriend tomorrow when my company comes to pick me up?”. I laughed again. “Do whatever you want”.

“Mhmm”, he jutted out the bottom of his lip as if thinking hard. “i think I’m missing something else”, I informed me. “And what is that?”, I tilted my head a bit to look at him.

“A kiss, duh”, he smirks and leans in. My eyes flutter close as I feel his lips against mine, and I kiss back.

The kiss lasted for a few seconds when he suddenly pulled away. He sat facing the glass door of the room, while I faced away from it. I saw he was staring hard at something outside the door. “What’s it?”, I asked. If it’s some nurse, I thought, let them see. They will get to know anyways, I snickered to myself. “Hon, are you seeing anyone else right now?”, he suddenly spoke out. “eh? Nope. Why do you ask?”, I asked confusedly. “ I thought I saw a guy outside the door who looked really shock—well never mind. He’s gone now”,he ended. And before I could say anything else, he kissed me again.

“Holy shit. It’s really late now”,I scrambled to my feet. “ I won’t be getting a cab at this hour. And I didn’t even bring my car today,” I said frantically. I didn’t even notice how late it was, because I was, well...uhh, Yoongi. You get it. “Stay here then”, Yoongi yawned. “Dont go out now. It might be dangerous”. My eyes seemed to pop out of my sockets. What the hell does he mean? I mentally slapped myself. Stop thinking such things. I scolded myself. Ugh, but still...

“What are you thinking, you lewd woman?” , Yoongi winked at me. “Hey what the fuck. Nooo!!Don’t make up stuff like that!”, I spoke frantically. “Yeah yeah, I know, now come on, get inside”, he lifted the covers beside him patting the empty space beside me. “Get in”.

I was really tired after all that happened today. Plus,it was dangerous to go outside this late and the space beside him looked inviting.... I hope no one sees us. I giggled to myself and I got inside the covers beside him. “Yes that’s like a good girl”, he smirked, turning to hug me closer. I blushed at the nickname he gave me, and punched his arm lightly. “Ow girl, what have you been eating?”, he complains, rubbing his arm and I laugh. Soon, I doze off to sleep.

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So naturally, I didn’t notice that Yoongi kept his hand under my head as a pillow, and brought me closer shielding me so that I don’t get hit by the iron studs that stood by the bed.

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I woke up that morning to people talking. Confused as to where I was at first, I tried to get up. But I saw a pair of arms holding me to the bed. Then I realized it was Yoongi's and I blushed at my memory of yesterday. I nudged him a bit, at which he replied in his husky morning voice, “hon, I don’t think it’s the best time for you to wake up right now ...”, he trailed off laughing nervously. I leapt up immediately thinking that we might have been caught, only to see that Yoongi's parents stood gaping at us.

The BTS members had come to pick Yoongi up. I walked beside him, his hand clutching mine as he walked up to his bandmates. I could not help but think back to the morning incident where his parents caught us sharing a bed. I remember blushing furiously, shaking my head and my hands frantically as I tried to explain the situation. I turned back to Yoongi who sat calmly against the wall, looking very amused. “Yoongi!! Help me here. Explain that they have got it all wrong”, I told him. “But they aren’t wrong! We did sleep with—” “YOONGI”, I squealed. “Whats wrong with you?”

“Relax sweetheart. It’s alright. We know that you didn’t do anything, you’re still wearing your clothes”, his mother laughed at my condition. “Oh God”, I had facepalmed in embarrassement.

I could see his bandmates kept teasing him, nudging him and Yoongi looked quite flustered but he still flashed me a smile. I got introduced to each of his bandmates and we shook hands politely. J-Hope tried to give me a bear hug, but got stopped by a death glare from Yoongi,at which we all laughed.

“Oh!”, I heard someone call out. Yoongi and his bandmates have already started going towards their car that would take them back. I saw Sophie on the floor, with files scattered everywhere and Kim Namjoon bend down to help her out. “Im so sorry, I really didn’t mean to do this. I apologize”, and he tries to pick up the files. Sophie extends her hand to pick a file too. I rush forward to help, but stop mid-way.

Kim Namjoon blurts out a “im sorry”, and removes his hand and I see that he had accidentally tried to pick the same file that Sophie was going to remove and had put his hand on top of hers. I saw both of them blush furiously, and Namjoon trying to help her again but ended up putting his hand on hers once again. Looking at the two, I snickered and decided not to interfere.

Slowly backing away, I turned towards the door and rushed out, calling for Yoongi.

[a-writers-dreams]

Silven sighed and looked at his student.

She had been quiet those past few days, and that was not like her at all. Ever since he told her about the Spirits of Old, she had been awfully quiet, almost as if she was repeating his story in her head, over and over, not stopping once.

"You've been thinking."

She turned to look at him, her oddly coloured eyes searching for his own.

"What do you mean?"

"You know what I mean. Is it affecting you that much? It's just a story, you shouldn't take it that seriously."

"It's not just a story, I mean, it did happen at some point."

"Of course it did. But it has nothing to do with us, so why waste that much time thinking about it?"

Her eyes widened slightly, before she took a deep breath.

"Are you kidding me right now?"

Silven arched one of his brows. She didn't normally talk to him like this. Something that he said must have bothered her. He would have answered her, but she interrupted him.

"No, don't ask me what I mean. You never tell me those stories without a reason. You never did, and you never will. You wanted me to think about it. And, by the way, it does have something to do with us, Alaric Veldir." She huffed and turned to look at her feet. Another thing she rarely did. Addressing him using his title.

The sorcerer smiled slightly. He did teach her a few things after all.

"You're right. I shouldn't have doubted you, I'm sorry. But I'm curious, what exactly were you thinking about?"

"The tree thing."

He stopped walking. Devillia did the same, shooting him a questioning look. And then he chuckled.

"I told you about the origins of Chaos and Order..."

"Shrad and Kaida, yes."

"... And all you think about is the tree allegory."

Now it was her turn to laugh, out of embarrassment though. She shoved her hands into the warm pockets of her coat and smiled at him before shrugging slightly.

"I guess it was the one thing that I could identify most with. Or not at all, for that matter."

Another chuckle.

"I keep forgetting that you're only a teenager."

"Hey! I'm almost nineteen. Not my fault that you're an old fart already“, the Hybrid pouted. Silven just smiled and patted her back lightly before continuing his stroll through the gardens, the young heir following suit.

"I'm going to ignore that, for your sake."

She just rolled her eyes.

"I saw that. Anyway, how come?"

"Hm?"

"How come this is the thing that got you thinking."

She bit her lip, her tiny fangs grazing the slightly chapped, sensitive skin. And she shrugged again.

"I don't really know. I guess it's the branches that got me thinking."

She fell silent. Silven studied her face.

"That's whats bothering you?"

"It is, yeah."

"Why?"

"Because I have none."

"You don't have any... branches?"

"Not as much as other people, close to none actually."

"Devillia, I'm not sure you understood that story."

She scoffed, amused.

"I'm not stupid, Silven. I understood."

"Sure."

"I mean it."

"Okay, then tell me the story again, and why it bothers you. I want to know why you think you don't have as many 'branches' as other people."

"Fine."

Devillia took a deep breath, and held it for a few seconds. After exhaling, she rolled her shoulders back and thought of were to start.

Silven knew that gesture all too well. She had a demon trapped inside of her, a second conscience that was constantly trying to overthrow her own will. Because of that, she had had tendencies to lose her patience or be unusually violent in the past, but she had learned to keep them under control. She was able to keep the parasite out of her mind for longer periods of time, but some things, like talking about the Spirits, seemed to anger him to the point of almost breaking through her mental barriers.

"Sooo, about Shrad and Kaida. Chaos and Order, as well as the origins of every race. In other words, the story of each individuals personal tree of life, the connection between body, mind, and soul. Although, lets be honest, it's mostly mind and soul."

"Nice intro."

"Shut up, I'm telling a story here."

Silven laughed. "Alright, sorry. Go on."

"Mhmm. So in the Time before Azgor, both Chaos and Order, Shrad and Kaida, ruled Athadwyn. There were a few problems however. They were destroying each other with every second they spent in the others' presence, but could not be seperated, because in order to live, they needed each other. Because, you know, no Chaos without Order, no Order without Chaos. No one really knows why, but one day they decided that there had to be something else, something that would exist alongside them. Maybe they thought it would make keeping the balance easier, maybe they were just feeling lonely. Reasons aside, they created a bunch of new forms of existence, Whisperers, Athans, Shadows, Humans, Demons. Oh and eveything in between as well, obviously.

It didn't quite work though. Well, at least not for Humans and Shadows, given those were the only races to be both creatures of Shrad and Kaida, not either like all the others. Their objective of keeping Order and Chaos balanced was too much to handle, and their existence was never stable for long. They needed something chaotic enough to keep all the thoughts alive, while having a certain system that created order so they wouldn't escape. A skeleton for the soul, so to speak. So, one day, while trying to figure out what to do, Shrad was sitting beneath a tree. It was pretty old, without any leaves, looked as if it was dead. But it still had so many branches, all of them forming a perfect oval shape. And thats when they decided to shape humans and shadows like those trees."

Silven nodded approvingly. "Go on.“

Devillia bent down to pick up a little stick, before she dropped into a crouching position. After flicking a few small stones out of the way, she started to carve a pattern into the cold dirt, her mentor watching intently.

"Well, you see, the tree shape resembles a human. The roots are the body. It's the base, keeps everything else in place. The soul equals the trunk. It shapes our being and is shaped as we get older, it might take some damage over the years, it can even break, but it's alive, it's breathing, it grows. And then there are the branches and leaves, our minds. Every single branch symbolizes a train of thought, same with the leaves. They look like pure chaos, but there is a system that gives them a certain shape so the thoughts won't get lost. It takes a lot of time for us to figure out how to navigate through each individual system, but once we find out, we can find peace and order within our own chaotic selves."

She finished her small speech by drawing a circle around the tree on the ground.

Silven hummed, nodding again. His student looked up at him, waiting for the question she already knew he would ask.