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swaps55 ¡ 3 months ago
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Mezzo - 11 - Gravity
Pairing: mshenko | Rating: M
Tags: Canon-typical violence, trauma, dealing with your problems poorly, body autonomy struggles  
Summary: The twists and turns of ME2, through the eyes of everyone but Commander Shepard.
Chapter Summary: The aftermath.  
Chapter 10: Gravity | Read on Ao3
12 December 2185, Shadow Sea, Iera System, Horizon, Kodiak 9755, Normandy SR-2 Approach
The Kodiak lifts off with a jerk that Miranda feels in her gut. Shepard stands rather than sits, gripping a handle hanging from the ceiling tight in his fist, eyes gazing out the shutter as Horizon disappears beneath them.
“Shepard,” she says quietly.
“EDI,” Shepard says into the comm before she can say another word. “I need that ship. Do we know where it was headed?”
“I was unable to extrapolate likely destinations based on relay vector. However, it is likely they are returning through the Omega 4.”
“Can we catch them before they get there?”
“Negative.”
Shepard slams his fist against the bulkhead. It leaves a dent.
“We can use the data from EDI’s scans—” Miranda begins, but Shepard cuts her off.
“What was Project Overlord?”
She stutters. “I—”
“What was Project Overlord?”
“Shepard, I don’t know. But I will find out.”
He holds her gaze before striding out of the hold in favor of the cockpit.
Silence reigns.
“Solus, if you don’t shut down these oscillators I’m going to rip them off,” Jack speaks up eventually.
“Certainly.”
A few keystrokes to his omnitool later, the gravity well shifts, that heavy, cold feeling evaporating. Grunt groans in relief. Miranda stares at her hands.
“You knew Shepard’s former crew was down there,” she says aloud, directing her attention to Vakarian.
“Alenko, yeah,” he admits. “Shepard didn’t say anything about the others. I…don’t think he knew.”
Her fists curl into her lap. The Illusive Man told Shepard, but didn’t tell me. Shepard had told Vakarian but hadn’t seen it necessary to inform his second in command. How can I do my job if I am perpetually left in the dark?
Shepard reappears moments later, eyes on Grunt. “As soon as we dock, take those salvaged weapons to Taylor. I want to know everything about them.”
“The more we know, the better we kill,” Grunt declares, smashing his fist against the arm rest. It buckles.
Shepard paces the compartment with an almost frantic, nervous energy, rattling off his orders like he’s afraid of the space between the words. “Solus, I want a personal debrief on the seeker swarm countermeasure in two hours.”
“Countermeasure effective, but hoping data collected during mission will provide insight for improving efficacy while minimizing side effects.”
“Thank fuck,” Jack says, eyeing Shepard warily. The gravity well ripples as she twirls dark energy in her fingers.
Shepard grits his teeth. “I need to know if we learned anything about their physiology. Technology. Communication. Get whoever you need to go through the data. I want answers.”
“Understood.”
“Lawson, I need a better plan than ‘figure out the Omega 4.’ I need a damned target. I’m not playing cat and mouse with these assholes.”
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zumicho ¡ 5 months ago
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cr4yolaas ¡ 5 months ago
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every year, with you — kageyama tobio
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content: timeskip tobio, established relationship, self indulgent, fem reader, angst if you squint but mostly fluff, not proofread
note: happy bday to me !! i’m not celebrating irl, so this is my way of appreciating the day :) (p.s. mezzo forte will be updated eventually — i unfortunately don’t have the energy for anything more than this rn 😓)
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tobio doesn’t usually celebrate his birthday.
he isn’t attracted to the notion of a sweet sixteen, nor does he find the idea of bar hopping at twenty one appealing. he’s content with whatever is below the bare minimum — quick greetings, maybe one small gift, and a normal day. that’s all he needs.
as such, he doesn’t find it necessary to do much for his friends’ birthdays. he’ll usually purchase something small, like a plushy or a gift card. it’s simple. it’s easy.
but with you, his routine shifts. he marks down your birth date on his phone as soon as he catches wind of it, and in the weeks leading up to the day, it fails to slip his mind. he wants to do something more than simple, something more than easy.
after all, he thinks you deserve more than that.
if you were to peer into his notes app and figure out the password for a locked note with an ambiguous title, you’d find a list of everything you’ve ever mentioned — the show you watched religiously for two months straight, a clothing collaboration you were particularly excited for, the animated character whose merchandise is littered throughout your bedroom — all neatly listed for him to remember. the contents vary; some items are specific, like the shade of the lip tint you searched up a week ago, and others are vague, like ‘silly white mouse with big round eyes.’
tobio finds that, when it comes to you, he wants to give you the world. he wants to cradle you gently in his arms, as if you’re the most important figure in the world (to him, you are). he wants to make your special day just that — special.
the summer heat pierces through your air conditioning, even in the middle of night. your boyfriend has yet to return home, presumably preoccupied with volleyball practice, and you decide that tomorrow you’ll greet him with extra kisses as a reward for working so hard.
but as soon as your hand flicks the lights off, the front door squeaks open. you’re silent. soft footsteps thump against the floor, and if you listen hard enough, you can hear tobio’s heavy breathing in the kitchen. your rationality overpowers whatever yearning has festered within your heart throughout the day during his absence. a soft wave of quietude washes over you as you lay down, opting to wait for him to come to you when he’s ready.
it comes sooner than later, however. tobio slowly opens the door to your shared bedroom, assuming you’re fast asleep given the time. he’s a little startled to find you awake.
“i got you something,” he whispers against your forehead. he doesn’t realize you just laid down — he’s quiet, as if there’s sleep riddled in your system. but there isn’t. he doesn’t know that. and yet, he’s still careful in his movements. his hands reach to brush away hair from your eyes, and his lips ghost against your skin as he stamps his affections onto your flesh.
he slips away for a moment to carry something up onto the bed. it weighs heavy in his hands, although you can’t quite make out what it is in the dark of the room. “well, it’s a lot of somethings,” he muses while he reaches around for the bedside lamp. when the warm light floods the bed, you see it — a gift basket, overfilled with everything you could possibly like. you look at tobio and find his ears dusted with pink and his eyes cast aside. “i wasn’t sure specifically what to get you. so… i got a lot of different things, in hopes that you’d like at least one of them.”
it’s hard not to laugh at him (endearingly, of course). “tobio, you put all of my favorite things in here. i’m not sure why i wouldn’t like it.”
his lips, albeit chapped from his troubles of the day, curl up into a smitten smile. “there’s more, by the way. it just didn’t fit into the basket. and i’m way too tired to bring everything here right now,” he speaks as he curls up on his side of the bed. his athletic wear clings to his muscles from the coalescence of sweat on his skin, but nonetheless, he finds himself clinging to you. the gift basket sits on the table beside you, and in the morning when you arise, you’ll thank him for it, again, but with a little more energy.
“happy birthday,” tobio mutters into your shoulder. he looks like a sleepy baby. “i love you.”
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trikaranos ¡ 7 months ago
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TRIKARANOS CHAPTER II: THRESHOLD (part 1)
TRIKARANOS is a comic about Crassus until it isn't. Intended for an adult audience.
SO! Chapter 2 clocked in at over 20 pages, which means I'll be posting it in batches of like, five or six pages as I finish lettering because trying to format 20 pages in a single photoset is a nightmare and I'm not going to do that lmao
⭐ Trikaranos will always be free to read. In the near future, you’ll have the option to support this comic & my ability to spend time making it through Patreon! currently, I have a tip jar!
⭐ There is no set update schedule (chapters vary in length and will be posted as I finish working on them)
⭐ alternative places to read it (coming soon!)
CREDITS all additional art used are in the public domain, and the specific images used are open access, etc
📌 The Mouth of a Cave, Hubert Robert
📖 PREVIOUS CHAPTER | START HERE | ToC (under construction!)
UNDER THE CUT entirely optional: the creator’s commentary, ancient citations, stuff I thought was neat, etc.
on the topic of legendary ancestors and gods and heroes, T.P. Wiseman's Legendary Genealogies in Late-Republican Rome is a really fun read
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also have you ever noticed that caves are fucking weird. like. what's up with caves. however: caves perform the same function as a forest (and a maze)
Nel mezzo del cammin di nostra vita mi ritrovai per una selva oscura, chĂŠ la diritta via era smarrita.
-Dante, Divine Comedy
(it's a transformative journey) (a transformative underworld journey, even!)
speaking of which. parents. brothers. oof. can't think too hard about how crassus grew up eating meals with his whole family otherwise I'll feel like I have to walk into the woods and start screaming.
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Sophocles’ Antigone (trans. Ruth Fainlight & Robert J. Littman) / Catullus 101 (trans Anne Carson)
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forestgromlin ¡ 4 months ago
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intro post!!
blog where i reblog stuff: @forestgromlinreblogs
card thingy:
if you want to follow me on pinterest just ask, my acct is private so i’ll have to send you the link :]
warning: this is very long, and i will probably update/edit it as time passes
Basic Stuff
call me: bee
minor (nothing weird please)
pronouns: she/they preferably, it/its sounds cool but i haven’t tried them enough, tbh any are fine idrc
sexuality: lesbian oriented aroace, specifically aegoromantic
also:
adhd
autistic
speak english and spanish, am learning french and somewhat learning asl and norwegian
i have a cat named Socks! i love her <3
Interests
books:
harry potter (I DO NOT SUPPORT JKR)
little women
anne of green gables
the hobbit
lotr (need to finish the 3rd one still)
pjo
musicals:
newsies
hamilton
six
shows:
the owl house
she-ra and the princesses of power
bluey
good omens
music:
maisie peters
laufey
conan gray
cavetown
boygenius
phoebe bridgers
taylor swift
clairo
plus many more!
plus random stuff:
the marauders!! (harry potter)
hermitcraft smp
life series / traffic smp
empires smp
etc.
tea!!
coffee!
drinks in general!
languages! all that funky stuff*
gremlincore
music <3
candlessss
choir and musical theater! (i’m a mezzo soprano, i sing soprano in my musical theater/choir class and alto in choir)
cats
fanfic
uhh i do art sometimes (about once every 10 months)
writing is cool but i have 0 motivation ever
MUSIC
music!!
pinterest
baking!
im one of the people that saw tumblr stuff on pinterest before joining tumblr
im very friendly online and would be happy to chat!! feel free to tag me in whatever
*grammar, linguistics, etymology, learning new languages, etc.
tag system
#bee’s thoughts - random original stuff, ramblings, thoughts, questions, etc
#bee’s ultimate quiz - i made a really hard quiz about myself and had y’all take it to see how much you know about me :]
#bee’s song of the day - i’m gonna try to do a song of the day everyday!! feel free to remind me if i haven’t posted one lol
#bug!! - @musical-dash-trash
#rye bread!! - @kutie106
#lucy! - @chickencentaur
#rin! - @rins-batcave
#laceyy - @theodditylacey
#patch! - @toooster
#quinn! - @quintessentially1
#erin! - @kitab00m101
#duck! - @duckieselz
also @ all of my moots, i love y’all!!
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nihilnovisubsole ¡ 8 months ago
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trip update: [muffled aria di mezzo carattere in the distance]
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determinedowl23 ¡ 4 months ago
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Question for altos and mezzo sopranos: what’s your vocal range? And does your primary form of vocal practicing come chorus, musical theatre, opera, or somewhere else?
I’m a theatre kid who just joined a choir relatively recently, and aside from noticing my vocal style was very different than my friend. What we had in common, though, is that our range was VERY similar- the thing was that she was an alto and I’m a mezzo soprano. Every time I mentioned the phrase “mezzo soprano” to my choir director whenever he asked what my range was, he seemed to need to process that and then asked me to do the alto part. That made me feel like the concept of a mezzo soprano is more of a theatre and opera thing than in choir, but please correct me if I’m wrong!
The real reason I’m asking these questions is because in my musical theatre class, me and a group of other people are performing a song that has a soprano part. The leader of the group asked “so can anybody hit that note or are we all altos?” I told them that I could hit the note (E5, which I can hit relatively easily) and so they assigned me that role. That made me remember my friend from choir who occasionally sung higher notes that were around E5 and was also an alto. So now I’m just confused and wondering what the guidelines are to being an alto vs a mezzo soprano and whether those guidelines in a choir vs theatre vs opera vs anywhere else
I don’t actually know my full range off the top of my head, but I think it’s somewhere around F#3-G#5 (I can reach an E3 sometimes but not consistently enough that I’d consider it in my range) but I’ll update this if I find a more concrete answer to my own range
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gautierprotectionsquad ¡ 1 year ago
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The non english version based on the notes of the other poll (translations are not mine. Apologies for any inaccuracies)
Update: I realize after i made it i put the same Don Quixote quote twice but i cant edit polls so 4 and 9 are the same. oops
update 2: I accidentally put the first line of ch 1 instead of the first line of the prologue for Posthumous Memoirs. the correct quote is "Ao verme que primeiro roeu as frias carnes do meu cadåver dedico como saudosa lembrança estas memórias póstumas".
Translations and sources:
– Iliade by Homer. (“Sing, goddess, of the anger of Achilles, son of Peleus”)
Anna Karenina by Lev Tolstoy ("All happy families resemble one another; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way.")
One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel GarcĂ­a MĂĄrquez. ("Many years later, as he faced the firing squad, Colonel Aureliano BuendĂ­a was to remember that distant afternoon when his father took him to discover ice.")
Cervantes from Somewhere in La Mancha by Don Quixote, (“In a place whose name I do not care to remember")
The Aeneid. ("I sing of arms and men")
The Metamorphosis by Kafka ("As Gregor Samsa awoke one morning from uneasy dreams he found himself transformed in his bed into a gigantic insect.")
the Inferno by Dante ("When halfway through the journey of our life")
The Stranger by Albert Camus. (Mother died today. Or, maybe, yesterday; I can’t be sure”.)
Miguel de Cervantes by Don Quixote (“Somewhere in la Mancha, in a place whose name I do not care to remember, a gentleman lived not long ago, one of those who has a lance and ancient shield on a shelf and keeps a skinny nag and a greyhound for racing.”)
the Posthumous Memoirs of BrĂĄs Cubas by Machado de Assis ("to the worm who first gnawed on the cold flesh of my corpse, I dedicate with fond remembrance these Posthumous Memoirs")
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ashleywool ¡ 1 year ago
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For the last few days, I’ve been getting really into How To Dance In Ohio and, my goodness, I adore the cast EP and have watched and re-watched every YouTube video about it I can! But, from what I could find, there isn’t a Wiki page or anything like that with information about the characters! If you can, I would love to know some fun facts (maybe pronouns, likes, dislikes, whatever else!) about the seven lovely autistic people we follow in the show!
I’m hoping to see it sometime next year! 💛
Hey there!
The Wikipedia page does exist, although it's still pretty sparse as the show is still in previews and there are rules about what the updates are allowed to be. Everything has to be substantiated by a published article on an established platform or a first-person interview.
Here's the character breakdown from the Equity Principal Audition, with some of my own notes added for context. I've included some of the nicknames we've come up with for the characters also, some of which are canon.
Johanna: 40s-50s, she/her, powerful mezzo-soprano. Caroline’s mother, perky and positive, keeps a watchful eye over her daughter, artsy mom vibes. (Note: it's pronounced "yo-HAH-na.") Also known as: Jo-Jo (pronounced "yo-yo;" not canon) Currently: played by Darlesia Cearcy, and understudied by Marina Pires. (Note also: Darlesia's name is pronounced Dar-LEE-see-ah.) Fun fact: Darlesia isn't much of a public social media user, but when I looked her up on Twitter, this is the first thing that popped up, from her time in Shuffle Along. If I were her, I wouldn't even bother with a headshot and resume anymore, I'd just hand casting directors a copy of that tweet. It pretty much says it all.
Terry: 40s-50s, she/her, powerful mezzo-soprano. Jessica’s mother, patient, loves leopard print, gives her daughter lots of space, cool mom vibes. Also known as: Ter-Bear. (not canon) Currently: played by Haven Burton, and understudied by Marina Pires. Fun fact: Haven plays my mom but she's only seven years older than me in real life. Marina P is four years younger than me. Best of all: when we were premiering in Syracuse, this role was also covered by an SU junior (Elana Babbit). She didn't get to go on, but if she had, I would've had a mother who was almost half my age!
Michael: 40s-50s, he/him, mid to high tenor. Marideth’s father, blue-collar, doing his best, is anxious in new social settings. Also plays: "Derrick," a pharmacy technician employee at Columbus Community College, who has a brief interaction with Caroline (and may or may not be a murderer). Currently: played by Nick Gaswirth, and understudied by Martín Solá.
Amy: 40s-50s, she/her, soprano. Drew’s mother, cultured, a housewife with a master’s degree, adept at managing her husband and son’s needs. Also plays: Shauna Parks, a super hawtt reporter from the Columbus Gazette. Currently: played by Melina Kalomas and understudied by Marina Pires.
Kurt: 40s-50s, he/him, mid to high baritone. Drew’s father, white-collar, conservative, a bit formal, has high expectations for Drew. Also plays: Hawkins, Mel's manager at Paws and Claws Pet Shop, who's kind of a douchebag, and Rick Jenkins, a blogger (not a reporter) who has no idea how to write about disability with any shred of respect. Currently: played by Carlos L. Encinias--who calls his collection of roles "The Villain Track" though I assure you is an exquisitely kind and funny anti-villain in real life--and understudied by Martín Solá.
Dr. Emilio Amigo: to play 50s, he/him, high baritone, Cuban-American. A clinical psychologist, founder and director of Amigo Family Counseling, great at his job, charismatic, full of empathy, recently divorced, at a crossroads. Currently: played by Caesar Samayoa, and understudied by MartĂ­n SolĂĄ and Carlos L. Encinias.
Ashley Amigo: to play 22, she/her, mezzo-soprano with a strong mix, of Cuban-American. Amigo’s daughter, a dancer recovering from an injury, is at a crossroads. Currently: played by Cristina Sastre, and understudied by Marina Pires and Marina Jansen.
Drew: 18, he/him, mid to high tenor, autistic. He needs structure, a bit formal, knows a lot about electricity and electrical grids, is looking for deeper connections in life, possibly romantic, on track to go to his dream college. Also known as: Drewby (by his mom; canon) Currently: played by Liam Pearce and understudied by Collin Hancock, Jean Christian Barry, and Hunter Hollingsworth.
Marideth: 18, she/her, alto with a strong mix, autistic. Raised by a single dad, loves to research facts, hates shoelaces, doesn’t like to be touched, is anxious in new social settings. Also known as: Wolf (not canon) Currently: played by Madison Kopec, and understudied by Marina Jansen and Ayanna Nicole Thomas. Fun fact: Marideth isn't the first canonically autistic character originated by Madison Kopec. I first heard of them back in 2019 when they were cast as Emma in a reading of a new musical called Indigo, which eventually had its world premiere last summer in (funnily enough) Ohio.
Caroline: 19, she/her, soprano with a strong mix, autistic. Perky and positive, goes to community college, is best friends with Jessica but is obsessed with her boyfriend. Also known as: Menace (not canon) Currently: played by Amelia Fei, and understudied by Ayanna Nicole Thomas and Marina Jansen.
Jessica: 20, she/her, full-voiced mezzo-soprano, autistic. Wants to live on her own, loves fantasy but is surprisingly practical, has a flair for drama. Also known as: Rachel Berry (obviously not canon as that's copyright infringement) Currently: played by Ashley Wool (yours truly) and understudied by Ayanna Nicole Thomas and Marina Jansen. Fun fact: Lol. 20. That's adorable. I'm absolutely not 20.
Mel: 24, she/he/they, earthy alto, autistic. The oldest member of the group, a seeker into self-help and mindfulness, a natural leader, works at a pet shop. Also known as: Head of Reptiles (technically canon, but we also just like to imagine Mel as a mythical creature with a reptilian head) Currently: played by Imani Russell and understudied by Marina Jansen and Ayanna Nicole Thomas. Fun fact: way back in 2021, when they were casting the first reading of the show, my agent at the time submitted me for Mel--the character was initially conceived as a cis woman on the breakdown--but I had already gotten a callback for Jessica from my self-submission, and I had a gut feeling that there was somebody better out there for Mel. I couldn't have been more right--after Imani was cast, it was largely thanks to their creativity, insight and influence that Mel evolved into the distinctive non-binary icon (non-bicon?) we know and love today.
Remy: 18+ to play 16, he/she/they, mid to high tenor, autistic. Into cosplay, makes a How-To costume and makeup tutorial videos online. Currently: played by Desmond Luis Edwards, and understudied by Jean Christian Barry, Ayanna Nicole Thomas, and Hunter Hollingsworth. Fun fact: Dez's involvement in HTDIO is the ultimate "Cinderella story." In 2021, Jacob Yandura was running a summer camp in Florida, and Dez was a student there; upon finding out Dez was autistic, Jacob said, "hey, I think you'd be a good fit for this musical I'm writing." The first time I heard Dez sing at the rehearsals for the reading, I was like, "you're SEVENTEEN?! I quit." How many actors out there go from their third high school musical DIRECTLY to Broadway? Another fun fact: Dez created all the cosplay designs we used onstage in the Syracuse production. Check out his art account here!
Tommy: 22, he/him, mid to high baritone, autistic. Funny, self-conscious, studying to get his driver’s license. Currently: played by Conor Tague, and understudied by Hunter Hollingsworth, Collin Hancock, and Jean Christian Barry. Fun fact: In real life, Conor does not drive and is staunchly anti-driving.
Ok, I gotta shower and head to the theater for work notes, but I'll happily add more later!
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swaps55 ¡ 2 months ago
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Mezzo - 12 - Truth Like Blood
Pairing: mshenko | Rating: M Tags: Canon-typical violence, trauma, dealing with your problems poorly, body autonomy struggles   Summary: The twists and turns of ME2, through the eyes of everyone but Commander Shepard. Chapter Summary: Kaidan faces the truth. Jack hits a nerve. Dr. Chakwas isn’t buying this bullshit. AKA, everyone is stubborn and making it everyone’s problem.     
HAPPY N7 DAY!
Chapter 12: Truth Like Blood | Read on Ao3
20 December 2185, Serpent Nebula, Widow, Citadel
Kaidan’s ears ring as he delivers his report to the three people sitting around a small table in Admiral Anderson’s office, though he finds it easier to bear the scrutiny of Admiral Hackett than the hard stare of room’s third occupant.
He can’t look Hannah Shepard in the eye.
She sits so straight she doesn’t touch the back of her chair, clasped hands resting on the table, with a preternatural stillness her son didn’t inherit. But looking at her is like looking in a mirror at what Sam would – would have – looked like in a few decades.
Anderson fixates on his hands, with an expression that belongs at a funeral. Except he’s been to this funeral before. Hackett, however, gives Kaidan his rapt, unwavering attention. 
The entire time Kaidan speaks, he sticks to the facts. It’s a report, so he gives it. By the book. By the book is what he’s good at. Someone had to catch it every time Shepard threw it out, and his reflexes are good.
When he finishes, he rubs sweaty palms across his thighs under the table and nearly spills his glass of water when he tries to wet his dry throat.
Silence fills the room. Hackett is the first to break it.
“So it’s your conclusion that the person you encountered on Horizon is not Commander Sam Shepard.”
“No, sir. It isn't him.”
“I don’t understand,” Captain Shepard says with a scowl Kaidan has seen dozens, hundreds of times, on her son’s face. “He knew you. Your service history. Your squad. He was traveling with a former alien Normandy crew member who believed it was him.”
“Garrus Vakarian isn’t biotic,” Kaidan replies, fists clenching under the table. “He can’t feel what I feel.”
“His…biotic field,” she says with a skepticism that sets Kaidan’s teeth on edge.
Hackett leans back in his chair, hand to his chin. “Tell me more.”
Kaidan gladly turns his focus to Hackett. “Every biotic emits a field that other biotics can…sense in close proximity. It’s unique. Like a fingerprint. Put me in a blindfold and I could tell you when Commander Shepard entered and left a room. I know his field. The field on that biotic was one I’ve never felt before.”
The persistent knot that formed in Kaidan’s stomach on Horizon tightens when Hackett asks the question he’s staunchly refused to ask out loud. 
“Could something have altered it?” 
“Not…not that I’m aware of.” 
But what if something could? He shifts in his chair, and glances between the three of them.
“It isn’t him,” he repeats. Has to keep repeating it. It has to be the truth.
Hackett exhales. “We have reasons to believe that it is.”
Read from the beginning | Read the rest on Ao3 | The Mezzo Playlist
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msperfectsheep-posts ¡ 7 months ago
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The IDOLiSH7 Swap AU Masterpost
Hi! I decided that it would be fun if I tried to take each of the main sixteen i7 characters* and gave them the backstory of one of their peers as randomly generated by my computer. I decided to try to keep the integrity of each character and their personalities intact, but with some of these, it's very clear that the "nurture" part of their upbringing shaped their personality in a way that cannot be ignored. Some elements of backstories were shifted to stay similar but not beat for beat the same, and I never go into anything but the introduction of these characters--i.e., only what they would be like going into the plot from when they're introduced in the story. However, because I'm dealing in backstories, backstory spoiler warnings for all the main characters*! Some are much vaguer than others, but I want to give you a heads up that hey, if you don't want to know anything about Nagi's backstory before finding out yourself, then skip the - Rokuya posts!
These swaps are mostly for my own amusement, but I encourage anyone to be inspired by them and make their own, reply to these, etc!
I think that's a good enough introduction, so let's get this party started!
(Links to each post will be under the cut)
Universe 1: The Beginning
Touma Izumi
Minami Nikaido
Ryunosuke Izumi
Mitsuki Yotsuba
Iori Osaka
Yuki Rokuya
Tenn Nanase
IDOLiSH7 & MEZZO"
Haruka Yaotome
Torao Kujo
Tamaki Tsunashi
TRIGGER
Nagi Sunohara
Yamato Orikasa
Re:vale
Riku Mido
Momo Inumaru
Sougo Isumi
Gaku Natsume
ZOOL - COMING SOON I MADE AN OOPSIE
Universe 2: The Aya Update *I added Aya as a chaos factor. For fun.
(CURRENTLY UNPUBLISHED)
Aya Izumi
Yuki Nikaido
Touma Izumi
Torao Yotsuba
Haruka Osaka
Riku Rokuya
Sougo Nanase
Mitsuki Yaotome
Yamato Kujo
Tenn Tsunashi
Minami Sunohara
Nagi Orikasa
Ryuu Mido
Tamaki Inumaru
Momo Natsume
Gaku Isumi
Iori Kujo
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cr4yolaas ¡ 5 months ago
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mezzo forte — non-confrontational
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track 7: pity party | masterlist | track 9: homesick v.2
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heavy, purple bags weigh his eyes down. it's the first thing she notices when she swings open the door with a little too much force. he's exhausted, that much made obvious by the droopiness on his face and the unkempt nature of his hair. for a moment, she forgets why she came there.
he doesn't make a move to let her in. instead, he rests the entirety of his weight on the doorframe, the old painted wood creaking ever so slightly beneath the pressure. it's as if her presence is a hindrance to him. her feet plant themselves on the floor in retaliation to his foreign detachment, and slowly, the confusion and anger that motivated her visit come crawling back in the form of pinpricks clinging onto her spine.
"hajime," she mutters, and the forgoing of his usual nickname makes him falter just a bit. "what happened that night? at the reunion party?"
he shifts his stance from one leg to the other. he doesn't know what to say.
"you and tooru have ignored me since, and it- i don't know, i just feel lost. i don't know what happened. and i hate that both of you are hiding it from me," she rambles, and he can tell she's upset.
truthfully, he's horrified. he doesn't want to tell her the truth -- if it even is the truth -- but he knows that nothing will happen if he doesn't say anything.
"who have your songs been for this whole time?" he asks, his voice cracking and his hands shaky. the creases on her forehead only increase tenfold, and he's scared. a heavy sigh falls from her lips.
"it's always been you, haji," she heaves out, unloading a burden that had hung heavy on her shoulders for years upon years. "they were all for you. i don't- i don't understand how you didn't see it. and i feel stupid for not making it more obvious."
he pauses. his mouth hangs agape and with every shallow breath he takes, a bit of his pride and confidence seeps out. disbelief weighs heavily in his heart and overpowers every other rational sense that's kept him going for so long.
"it can't be me. it really, really can't."
it comes out as a whisper, his words nearly lost to the gentle summer breeze. she hears it as a rejection -- an admission that she cannot write syrupy, silly melodies for him, because he cannot satisfy the sickly sweet sensation rotting her heart. she loathes how aloof he seems to be about it.
something bubbles up within her throat. she's scared that, if she so much as breathes another breath, she'll say something she doesn't mean. so, instead, with an ache in her chest and a pounding in her head, she walks away -- because she cannot bear to face the end of the road that she's been running on for so long.
he doesn't chase after her, nor does he depart from the scene. hajime maintains his posture against the door. guilt gnaws violently at the sinew between his bones and every ligament that ensures his stability, and he swears he can feel the pitter-patter of his heart diminish into something slow and scattered.
hajime is terribly non-confrontational when it comes to her -- that much had been a consistent truth since they met, in their little suburban neighborhood at the unripe age of 7 -- and he curses his own weakness for destroying what he'd been holding onto so desperately.
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♪ i’m lowk rushing thru this bc i’m too eager to end mezzo forte i’m sorry 😭😭 i love it but i canr wait for it to end if that makes sense
♪ yn got nothing done in the whole week of no contact with the other two. she was quite literally paralyzed with fear she couldn’t finish any of her work
♪ yachi thrives on severe retail therapy habits if u couldnt tell
♪ msby 4 was lowk listening from the hallway they love the chismis but also they r actually invested in this relationship
♪ i think we might get the triple update tn 😭😭
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kamapon ¡ 1 year ago
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GREAT NEWS!✨✨✨
From October 16th, my latest doujin will update every Monday on my P*atreon.
This time it's an Idolish 7 fancomic about Re:vale's wedding. The main ship is Ioriku, tho (sprinkled with NagiMitsu, GakuTsumu, Mezzo...).
Please look forward to it ~
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calaverage ¡ 8 months ago
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Update - Mezzo 'attacked' me
@stuck-in-the-future
Rip
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meenawrites ¡ 2 years ago
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Again with Trudy y’all!
Okay SO! We all know that Trudy HAS to have excellent taste in music. Like look at her.
I’m sure this woman has been gradually building up her musical library since she could afford it and now she has like 10 000 songs or something.
I think she sings a lot by herself like just jamming as she works on her kestrel or does stuff around the lab and eventually she starts sharing the music with Spider.
So it becomes like a mama-son thing for to give him one of her earpieces and they just sing at the top of their lungs together and have dance parties. Trudy used to be way more private about people seeing her sing or dance but like after the shit she’s gone through on Pandora it seems pretty trivial, plus it makes the kid happy so she’s just like whatever.
I also think that Trudy would have a great voice. Like I think she’d have a strong belt with a bit of a rasp to it (think kind of voice like Persephone from Hadestown’s voice). Like she can go pretty deep in her voice, her range is good. She can’t hit super high notes though, her throat tightens up at those and just like refuses to work.
Spider also has incredible range. He’s been a good singer since he was a kid both in Na’vi and in English and Spanish. He just has an ear for music and he loves it because it’s a different form of storytelling for him. He can hit those high notes even as he grows older, not like soprano level but mezzo-soprano or something.
Now I’m not enough of a music connoisseur to give a definitive look at what Truyd’s taste in music is but I can try from what I know. I think her vibe would be like 80s and 90s rock and some indie music. Like Spider, she also really listens to the lyrics of songs and not just the sound so most of her song collection has what she considers to be meaningful lyrics, with only a few staple generic pop songs that she can’t help but like. I think she’d be into indie music as well and some grunge. The type of music that comes to mind from my limited knowledge would be Paramore, Pink, Pink Floyd, Nirvana, Journey, Aerosmith, etc. I think she’d have some Taylor Swift songs up in there; though I’m not like a die hard Swiftie, I’ve listened to her lyrics and her writing is honestly great so yeah she’s on there. I also think her guilty pleasure would be musicals; she doesn’t even show Spider those at first because she had a bad experience for her fellow soldiers judging her about it when she first joined the army, but eventually Spider gets unlimited access to her collection. And he eats that shit up! Yet another form of storytelling for him to explore that mixes narrative and song and sound and she finds out because she finds him belting along to like a Heathers song or something cause he has already memorized the lyrics.
I also am so sure Trudy has some sort of sex playlist listed an an obscure name with some dirty songs. That isn’t really my area of expertise though so I don’t know what would be on there per se but yeah. Though I am picturing this one song I know called “Kiss or Kill”. I don’t think she’d have any songs on there that are like super explicit but more just capture the feeling of when she’s in a sexy mood. I’m also picturing Dove Cameron’s “Boyfriend” being on there.
And we can’t forget her roots! She’s gotta have a huge Spanish playlist. Again this is not my expertise but I have a friend who does know! So hopefully I will make like an update post for that to include some songs she would have on there soon! If anyone does have any ideas I’d love to hear them.
So yeah Spider and Trudy have song alongs and dance nights together and that fills my brain tbh.
If anyone is interested in submitting songs you think Trudy would listen to, I would love to see them and maybe make a playlist out of them to share on here!
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thecuratxr ¡ 1 month ago
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Rules here.
Howdy ya'll! Call me Morgue - or just M (he/they, 30+)
➼ Can also be found on @scrrcwdestined (Obi-Wan Kenobi, HIATUS) & @mccseadjacent (Sam Winchester, HIATUS) & @ageofdragcns (dragon age multi) & @littlekenobi (SW OC)
➼ Selective, mutual only
➼ OC & Crossover friendly
➼ Multi-ship, Multi-verse, Multi-Muse xo
➼ Minors DNI pls
Mobile Friendly Muse List Below (updated 11/10)
PRIMARY MUSES
Star Wars (HIATUS): Enya Luz (OC) // Qui-Gon Jinn // Amore (OC) // Sol
Moulin Rouge: Christian
Doctor Sleep: Danny Torrance
Shallow Grave: Alex Law (Heavily Headcanoned)
The Walking Dead: Glenn Rhee
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SECONDARY MUSES
Star Wars (HIATUS): Paul Atreides (Star Wars AU is main verse, Dune verse is request only) // Kaz Eclissu (OC) // Mir Ladon (OC) // Mezzo Ladon (OC)
Lord of the Rings: Thranduil // Legolas // Bard the Bowman
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TERTIARY MUSES
Fandomless OCs: Saem Atoel (OC)
Scream: Stu Macher
FFXIV: Alora (OC) // Dio (OC) // Chotai (OC)
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REQUEST ONLY
Baldurs Gate 3: Gale Dekarios // Halsin // Juniper (Forest Gnome Tav) // Valxori (Tiefling Tav) // Kithala (Wood Elf Redeemed Durge)
Star Wars (HIATUS): Anakin Skywalker // General Grievous // Kian Astor (OC) // Mata Bomux (OC) // Rysstix Fenarel (OC) // Lahani Jinn (OC)
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PRIVATE
Riverdale: Sweet Pea
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RETIRED
Birds of Prey: Dinah 'Black Canary' Lance // Roman Sionis
Star Wars: Luke Skywalker // Teeka the Jawa // C-3PO // Remi Cline (OC) // Nyx Cade (OC) // Cobb Vanth // Brax Kayt (OC) // R2D2
World of Warcraft: Velaana (oc) // Alathilyia (oc) // Makou (oc) // Tarko (oc) // Velindara (oc)
Those About To Die: Hermes // Titus // Domitian
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