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#sherlock and co#s&co#sherlock holmes#john watson#mariana ametxazurra#been messin around with this piece for like over a week now. I think this is just mostly to have a general pointer of their design in my#''proper'' style. literally named this file cover.png in my folders lmao#I feel like it isnt as candycore as the chibi version. but its still at a level of colors Im happy with. thats good for me#love giving john watson the default medium-size v-neck when canonically he wears like exclusively merch tees#(maybe its under the v-neck lets all believe that)#anyways. things are moving! lotsa stuff I cant show anyone but my coconspirators... but Im sitting on. Some stuff#gettin there with work... settin up stuff... being insane in march.... da whole package#gonna be having. a real interesting week soon. we'll see what comes of it!#but for now. I sleep. have a good night lads! look both ways before crossing the street
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I'm going to be asking a lot of artists I follow this question, but how did you develop your style? It SEEMS like most people find their style and stick with it forever, just making improvements and iterations. I tend to work in a lot of different styles because I enjoy doing that, though I know there are things I gravitate towards as well. But I wonder what your journey was and how you got feedback and improved while staying true to what you enjoyed?
Hi there!
I definitely wouldn't say that I've found my style and stuck with it forever-- I feel like each of my projects has asked for a certain kind of art, and has presented new challenges that push me in new directions.
Some of that comes from seeing someone else's work and having something click into place that might fix errors/faults in my own, and then I might try to incorporate that, such as bigger outlines on my characters to help distinguish them from the background, or maybe a way someone else simplifies eyes that can help make mine look less weird.
When I first started drawing, I can see where I encountered certain influences because my sketchbooks suddenly switch to incorporating some new stylistic element that I liked from whatever I was reading/watching at the time. But it was never QUITE right, it was never just copying, there was always something ~wrong~ with it. And that wrongness was my style! As much as I hated it, that was what distinguished my art from being just a copy of someone else's. I hate it less now, and understand that other people see something there that maybe I don't, because it's just what happens when I filter other people's work through my head. My soul, if you will.
There are definitely through-lines with my work, driven by what I like drawing and what comes easily to me-- hatching is almost always a major component, and I like making expressive characters. Here's some of my earliest available stuff, from my old webcomic:
Then not long after that, I started The Last Halloween, which pushed me to challenge myself in both layout and style:
And here's the same comic, years later:
And here's a series I did for kids, where I had to use full color and lay off on the hatching, as well as learn how to reconstruct animals that we have no photo references for, which is definitely a place where style comes majorly into play, whether I wanted it to or not:
Then there was the horror book I did, where I tried to push my work to be less cartoony overall, and to work very hard on improving my hatching:
Then I started work on Scarlet Hollow, where I incorporated a limited/muted palette and had to once again push myself to make less-cartoony art, as well as learn more consistency so I could draw sprite sets. This was a big challenge for me, and has helped me grow as an artist so much!
And most recently, I wrapped up work on Slay the Princess, which required that I go back in the cartoony direction, but in a very different way than I was used to. This took a lot of sketching to figure out, and there's still a decent amount of artistic stumbling in Chapter 1 while I settled into it.
She's drawing on anime/Disney influence, but each Princess required a bit of stylistic variability. Some are more anime, while some are more realistic than even the Scarlet Hollow characters.
So I wouldn't worry too much, honestly! A person's style is often something that reveals itself over the course of their career, rather than something they choose and then try to stick to forever.
Even if you don't think you have a style, you do. It might vary a lot piece by piece, especially if you're trying to closely imitate another person's art, but the more work you do, the more you'll figure out your own strengths and interests!
#long post#my art#junior scientist power hour#the last halloween#abby howard#scarlet hollow#slay the princess#once you work long enough on art#style starts to feel more like modes you switch in and out of#all based around a core of what you're good at and what you can do#which in itself will change sometimes!#and of course your style with different mediums is gonna be different too#like slay the princess is pencil which is why it looks more distinct from my other work#never forget that at its core art is about messin around#wait shoot i should've put all this in the post#but it's long enough as it is
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Jashtober Day 14- Blinded
points if you can guess what this is referencing
below is a smaller like, phonescreen size? Idea for my phone but idk how good it'll be lol v
#don't have an actual set idea on how heart went blind tbh. im open to most ones#but if i had to choose. i would go with basically what happened in HS tbh lol#explanation for others: Mind in some way forced Heart to look into the sun. Which is what caused Heart to go blind#i went a lil “HS style” ig with this in general. with the pixelated everything and over saturated pngs.#idk why there are pillars there. just felt like it should be#maybe if i make lands for all three of them. One would have pillars#again idk just messin around with ideas#also again here to say that Vriska & Mind have a lot in common and i find that hilarious#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj heart#cj mind#well mind implied at least#jashtober#jashtober day 14#KJ stop adding chains to every art piece challenge: failed lol#they look cool aight#also lore reasons#eye strain //#// bright colors#if this needs more please tell me or tag them!#i still cant draw pants#-atlas art-
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To Have a Crush: Savanaclaw
Warning(s): Gender-neutral reader, not proof-read, OOC
Notes: Procrastination hit me hard…also I did not expect to spend an hour finding decent enough emoticons for them. May just switch to regular bullet point style someday since I’m still trying to figure out what format I like(╥_╥). Never realized how hard it was to make a pretty format on tumblr until now. Also I’ve gotten pretty rusty too but my schedule has finally cleared up a bit so I’ll be able to be a little more active now!
Heartslabyul | Savanaclaw | Octavinelle | Scarabia | Pomefiore | Ignihyde | Diasomnia | Special
Leona Kingscholar
𓄂 A crown of love that the king wears. A herbivore was all you were to him. Another nameless face in the faceless crowd of people who he couldn’t care less about in the grand scheme of things. That’s how it was supposed to stay…until it didn’t. The proud lion will never admit this (or at least not anytime soon) but that day where you, a weak and stupidly stubborn human, stood your ground among all the dust and debris was both one of the most frustrating experiences in his life and also the first time he ever thought of you as ‘strong’. Every so often he thinks back to that moment and sighs before pulling you towards him to lay on the grass.
𓄂 A king should always be accompanied by his retainers. However, he’s not king and you’re definitely not his retainer. Just a stubborn herbivore who happened to catch his eye, that’s all. You’re not that great as an errand runner either but it’s better than just one. A help that Ruggie greatly appreciates but occasionally complains about how you always take the lighter load. Don’t think much about it, he just doesn’t want you messin’ up or anythin’. Strangely, whenever you do run errands for him, there’s conviently always an extra that he gives to you. Reasoning to you that the King of Beasts would’ve done the same thing to those under his care. The proud lion knows this is a lie he can’t keep using to play off what he feels inside. Not when his own ears and tail betray him.
𓄂 Tch, well this is embarrassing.
𓄂 Maybe it was a good thing that Leona already knew. From the moment his tail unconsciously wrapped around you, he knew what his heart was telling him as it beat in his chest. There, with you and him napping underneath the shade of a tree, he realized he had fallen in love. He didn’t know whether he should’ve laughed or cursed the world so he chose to do neither instead. Gently brushing a stray leaf off that had fallen on your face, he chuckled. Guess something like love ain’t all that bad.
𓄂 A crownless lion who’s more hated than loved and a visitor from a place far from here. An interesting duo you two make as he pulls you yet again away from class to nap in the shade with him. His attempts at catching your heart aren’t too noticeable, only noticed by the keenest of eyes. He’ll never be the ideal partner, that he acknowledges despite his pride. But being sappy and overly romantic isn’t his style. That’s why, he’ll win your heart in his own way. A path perhaps not that of a king, but of a man in-love. The prideful lion may not bow his head to no one, but for you he’ll take a knee.
“Huh, well aren’t you gettin’ bolder? I didn’t think you’d beat me to it.”
Ruggie Bucchi
シ Hidden amidst the dirt and grime was love. It’s ingrained into Ruggie to look after people but he’s learnt to not let it be given without a price. Outside of his family and Leona, the latter of whom was more so to help his own skin, he didn’t exactly feel any desire or need to look after you. Sure he felt pity, after all you’re in a tighter spot than him in the world, but aside from that you were just an after thought. Nobody of note that could be beneficial to him in any way. That was until Leona overbloted and well…he’s somewhat grateful that you don’t have much of a survival instinct. You’re a real goody two-shoes aren’t you? Still, he’s thankful that you’re the way that you are. Hyenas never forget a debt and this one he owes to you alone.
シ It really just started off with it being to repay his debt to you. Sure it’s not much but he can’t really do anything fancy like paying you millions of madols or giving you land. That’s why, the hyena has chosen to pay it back his own way. Simple as it may be, it’s all he really has to offer. It’s not like watching your back is gonna cause him anymore work than he’s already got. Soon enough, he found himself doing more than what he intended to. Giving parts of his lunch to you, claiming he didn’t feel like it or there was extra. Stopping during his errands whenever he spotted you to have a quick chat before going off again with slightly more enthusiasm than before. Or heck, sparing you a few madols so you can get what you need. It’s kinda a loss but he just can’t seem to make himself stop. Not when you smile at him so brightly.
シ Wait a minute.
シ Nah…nahh he can’t seriously be in love with you or somethin’, right? Being close to you is just to pay off his debt, not cause he actually likes your company or anything, right?? But as his eyes catch his reflection on the window panes of the college, he can no longer deny the blush on his face or the rapid beating of his heart as the thought of you runs rampant in his mind once again. Well, guess there’s no point in fidgeting around anymore.
シ He’s not much, really he ain’t. Ruggie knows he won’t hold a candle to anyone else in the school in terms of magic or madol but what he does have is his smarts. In his own way, he’ll try and appeal to you. Sometimes he’s confident, other times he feels like he wants to die from how embarrassing it must’ve looked. Still, he tries and tries and tries. Hoping that maybe, just maybe, you’ll choose him buried underneath piles of trash.
“You-…you’re really choosing me?”
Jack Howl
ᴥ︎ Love that resounds throughout the night. A team up was all Jack figured it’d be. An agreement to right the wrongs and set things straight so that one day, once more, Savanaclaw would be able to say from the bottom of their hearts that they won. Nothing big enough to lead into the friendship that came to be between you and him. Well then things took a turn for the worse and then the better and well…he’s sure you get it. An accident, a friendship, a bond, whatever it is, the stubborn wolf has decided that he’ll have your back. No matter what and no matter where, he’ll help you out.
ᴥ︎ Respect was all it was. A respect towards a magicless human who proved their own strength by courageously standing in the face of death. Not everyone has a spirit like that and the wolf beastman couldn’t help but look at that and think ‘Ah, now that’s strength’. In doing so, he wanted to be respected by you too. That’s why, when he could, he’d wait outside Ramshackle and walk with you to your classes, carrying your books and providing an umbrella if it’s a rainy day. Need help on the homework? He won’t tell you the answers but he’ll help you figure it out at least. Like working out? Great! He’s more than willing to provide some tips and tricks to achieving the goal you want. Well it wasn’t until Ruggie teased him about how much more happy he seemed doing all that stuff for you that it finally clicked for him. This…isn’t good.
ᴥ︎ D-don’t misunderstand him!
ᴥ︎ Actually no, maybe you should— wait no you shouldn’t! Jack doesn’t know how to feel about…this now that he fully recognizes it. Well- he does, in a way, it’s just…complicated. To be honest, he did have a suspicion that his feelings of respect towards you had turned into something deeper. How fast his tail wagged whenever you were nearby, how he wanted to put even more effort into whatever he was doing when you were watching, how red his face turned whenever he took a ‘secret’ glance in your direction, it really was way too obvious looking back on it.
ᴥ︎ Wolf-type beastmen only have one partner for the rest of their lives. Dedicating themselves entirely to whoever their partner may be. Jack always dreamed of finding his one true partner, he just never expected it to happen so soon. Yes, a crush to him counts as his one true love as childish as it may be. With exactly zero romantic experience under his belt and only equipped with the knowledge of the multiple times his parents told him their love story, he attempts to appeal to you. Surprisingly, for a first timer in love, they’re all thought out and not embarrassing. Jack isn’t good at hiding how feels about you in front of you or anyone else, but it has a certain charm to it. The charm of an adolescent boy in love who cares for you quietly, unable to hide how he feels, as his heart and tail follow the same beat.
“..Phew, you’re here. Prefect, I—uh need to tell you something.”
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#twst imagines#twst x reader#twst leona#leona kingscholar#leona kingsholar x reader#twst ruggie#ruggie bucchi#ruggie bucci x reader#twst jack#jack howl#jack howl x reader#Tbh I don’t have a full grasp on their personalities but I hope with more experience it’ll get better#Sorry (メ﹏メ) but I hope you all have fun reading!
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༺ Beautiful Dangerous ༻
A slashxreader fanfiction
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Chapter Seven
Rocket Queen
wc: 2800
smut warning
The one y’all been waiting for lmao
The anticipation of seeing Slash again was completely palpable. You bee lined your way to the stage door. A familiar sight of a dark alleyway surrounded by shady figures. But this time you felt less….afraid. All you could think about was him. You felt brave enough to let yourself in the stage door after a random crew member leaves and you slip your way inside. The backstage was a dark seedy cavern of chaos and crewmen. You feel a large heavy grip on your shoulder. You turn around hoping it’s him but are disappointed to see a large intimidating bouncer. “No groupies back here girl. “ he bellows. “It’s cool she’s with me.” A voice says from behind him. The bouncer doesn’t care much to verify that and walks away. “Looks like you found your own way in then.” He smirks as he approaches you. He’s almost stunned and takes a second to examine your obvious style change. His eyes eat up your body from head to toe and you blush. You pull nervously at the edge of your mini dress. Almost confident but not quite. “Look at you Foxey…” He says quietly eyeing you. As much as you want to be simply eye candy, you want to get to the bottom of his query of inviting you tonight. You nervously cross your arms. “So….you called…” you start
“I called.” He confirms cheekily, still eyeing you.
You shift anxiously. “ ….so?”
“So?” He replied again even cheekier.
“Soooo- is there something you wanted to tell me or?” You pry, desperate for answers.
“Does there have to be something to say? Cant a guy just want to see a pretty girl?” He replies boldly smirking down at you as he walks closer.
You nervously look around the two of you to confirm no one is witnessing this private moment.
“Follow me.” He turns sharply and heads to the back of the stage. This backstage was different. It was larger and had rooms. Private dressing rooms. While not fancy by any means. You follow discreetly behind him into a main sitting area where the rest of the band was passing around a bottle of whiskey. You join them. Slash taking a widespread seat on the couch and pulls you on his lap. This time, less layers of clothing lie between you and him. You could feel him underneath you. Hard.
Knowing and feeling this gave you a jolt of electricity and heat in the pit of your stomach. Did you sitting on his lap feel good to him?
“Our groupie returns!” Axl proclaims excitedly. “Fuck you.” Slash laughs. “Oh Right boys, this is slashes special toy, don’t be messin with her now or Slash will kill you in your sleep!” They joke. You wonder if they are at all serious. Special toy?
Slash snakes his arm around your waist from behind and holds you on him. This touch gives you butterflies. You need more of this, of his touch. As the conversation peters onward you can’t help but want things to go in a different direction. You start making small adjustments on his lap, slight shifts in movement that gave friction to him. You can tell it startled him in a good way and he tightens his grasp around your waist in response. He felt good underneath you like this. While you had never been sexual with a man before, all of this felt and flowed naturally for you.
You got more brave and decided to start tracing the denim seam on the outside hip of his jeans. A simple yet effective choice. You wanted him to know what you wanted but were too shy to say. What you’ve been wanting. The rest of the group too drunk or pumped up to notice or care, the backstage lights low gave way to much more freedom in the low light. As the conversation loudly carried on, the two of you slip into your own exchange. He leans you back on him so that his mouth is next to your ear. His warm, cigarette flavored breath heavy on your ear as he whispered to you. “Need something Foxey?” He whispers sultry. His words and cadence makes you weak. A feeling of warmth between your legs as his words warmed your ear. You can’t help but smile mischievously. Torn between the nerves of having never gone to such sexual lengths with a guy before and the animalistic ferocity that was taking you by storm.
You look to him. He looks at you with a bloodthirsty gaze. The two of you in a mutual agreement of sorts. He returns back into the conversation at hand. His hand wrapped at your waist begins drawing little circles in the side of your dress. Casual to any outside but agonizing to you. His reply in this little game. The group is getting up to go somewhere. “We’re gonna hit, you coming?” They ask as they all round up to visit the bathroom together. “We’re gonna hang back.” Slash says. Once they file out of sight it takes Slash all of one second to get off the couch and lifts you up over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. You let out a yelp of delight. “Slash!” You chirp as you laugh. Now what?
Slash doesn’t respond and proceeds to carry you down a dark hallway into a small dingy dressing room. He locks the door and as soon as he sets you down you’re up off your feet again and pressed up against the door by Slash. He lifts you up and you instinctively wrap your legs around his waist. “Slash!” You giggle again. Slash roughly presses his lips against yours. Sparks fly again. Harder now. His curls hiding your face into his in a little curtain. You melt into him. His touch is addictive. The way he holds you like your going to get away but that’s the last thing you want. He towers over you, cradling you entirely in his grip like it’s nothing. His hands grip your ass hard and he lets out a heavy breath against your lips. “You know how long I’ve wanted you?” He growls. The two of you fall desperately deeper into the kiss. His wet tongue dominates your lips and slides its way into you. He tastes so good. One of his large hands slides it’s way up from your bottom to your waist, and then up your side and finally, hugging over your breast. You let out a soft moan of pleasure. Something he had been imagining in his own head for some time. How you looked, how you sounded…He smiles viciously. “God I need you to do that again for me sweetheart.” He pants out in a frenzy and gives your breast another loving squeeze to which you oblige another soft moan out into his lips. He smirks again.
He shifts away from the door and carrys you over to a beaten down futon in the dressing room. Setting you down roughly. As he sets you down he stays low and comes to his knees, yet met you at your height sitting down. His large hands rested heavily on both your hips, he kisses you and then works his way with his lips and his hands down your chest, to your stomach, his hands slipping down your thighs, he firmly prys open your legs but for some reason, maybe due to the pure foreign nature of the action you reflex and slightly close them accidentally. This takes him aback and he looks up to you with a devilish grin turned concern. “What is it Foxey?” He asks while pecking sweet kisses on your knees. “Oh - sorry I don’t know why I - I - go ahead I-“ you stumble to find remedy. Slash looks at you in a total realization. “Foxey…have you ever…?” He asks. You shake your head shamefully. “Oh Foxey…” He coos sweetly and lowly. “Let me show you baby.” He continues without further conversation. You didn’t need convincing but hearing that helped you relax again and your body surrenders to his touch. He continues on and prys your legs open gently. It takes him all his strength to not completely devour you so quickly. He smooths his rough muscular hands up your inner thighs, mirror one another’s movement. He hikes your dress up further. Speckling sloppy wet kisses across your waistband and over the top of your panties. He looks up at you through a curtain of dark curls to watch you. “ I’m gonna make you feel so good baby, I just need you to do one thing for me.” He whispers and he slides down your panties and discards them. The cool air hitting you. “Yes Slash?” You ask with a breathy desperation. He smiles at your eagerness. “ I need you to moan for me baby.” He says and slides a finger inside of you effortlessly with the already slick wetness that had accumulated down there. You let out a soft gasp and moan. “Oh god!” You gasp. He smiles. “Good girl.” He smirks with barely an ounce of morality at his deflowering. He begins pumping his finger inside you. You feel something cold and realize it’s the finger with the snake ring. He never took it off. Nevermind that now. Pleasure swayed within you echoing through with each gentle pump inside you with his finger. “I wanna hear you baby.” He whispers desperate to hear your moans and adds a second finger. It only hurts for a moment but the pain turns to pure pleasure. He’s not hard with it, just soft gentle pumps into you like he’s fingering a guitar. You let out another moan. He exits you with a grin and climbs up to you, leaning you back onto the couch. He brings his wet fingers to your mouth. “Open up Foxey.” You obey his sweet command and he sticks his fingers into your mouth softly. “Suck” He commands in a low gravelly tone. His eyes piercing you as he watches through darkened eyes. You obey again. “You taste so good huh.” He affirms. This seemingly strange action gave you coils of hot sparks through you. You keep eye contact with him while you wrap your tongue around his fingers and suck generously. He returns to you below and this time flattens his tongue across your lips in one long broad stroke. You throw your head back again and let out a moan of surprise and pleasure. “Slash.” You moan.
Your voice moaning out his name drove him to his limit. He stood up and unbuckled his jeans. You take off your jacket and hike your dress up further. Need more of him. “I want you inside me. Please.” You blurt out in a breath. As if you even had to ask. He smirks devilishly at your admittance. “Just do it just go.” You beg. You’ve never wanted anything more. He pulls your towards him with your legs wrapped around him . In an instant you feel him push into you. Pain and pleasure spark out of you. “Fuck” You moan out. He lets out a sharp breathy groan and throws his head back and pushes his hair back although it falls back over him immediately. “You feel so fucking good Foxey girl.” He groans out. He slowly begins pumping in and out of you. Watching for signs of displeasure from you but all you feel is ecstasy. He throws his shirt off, exposing his sweaty happy trail to which you could now finally see where it led to and it was in-fact- happiness. His abdomen glistening again with sweaty specks. He looked so good on top of you. Thrusting into you faster and faster. He leans down and cradles your head in his hand while holding himself up with the other he rests it forehead atop yours as the frequency increases bigger and bigger. The two of you moan in harmonious rhythms, he rocks his hips into you. This incredible dance of rough and romance. His moans sound so pretty. His curls swayed with every thrust into you.
You both pant heavily into each others faces as knots of pleasure twist inside both of you. “Here.” He pants out like a dog and reaches his fingers down over your clit. The added stimulation sending lightning strikes down your legs. You start to feel yourself tensing up and be did too. “Slash-“ You pant out softly. “I-“ you don’t succeed in your speaking before stars are spinning through you. “Oh fuck-“ You cry out. He cradles your head through it and watches you squirm underneath him in pleasure. You dig your nails into his back. He doesn’t stop. As you begin to descend slightly, the sight of you underneath him. Everything. You, the way you moaned his name, the way you dressed, the way you looked, spoke, laughed, walked. All of his deep seeded infatuations with you built up finally coming to a grand release. He lets out a concealed rough grunt and quickly exits you as white hot spurts out over your legs. Still dizzied with pleasure, you watch. He finally halts and slightly collapses himself onto you. The two of you stay silent, staring into one another’s eyes, catching your breath. You had never felt so connected to something in your life like him, like this.
“What’d you think Foxey?” He asks smirking arrogantly. You blush as you come to your senses. Slightly embarrassed by the scene you made. “It was..so good.” You grin. This makes him happy and he comes back down to you and gives you a hot exhausted kiss. “God I could kill for a cigarette right now” you laugh at that sentence coming from your own mouth. He laughs and gets up. Before his pants are even fully buckled he’s got a lit cigarette in between his lips again and passes it to you, you take a big inhale and total cool bathed your entirety. You stay half naked lying down, staring at him and the smoke leaving your lips. “Do you think anyone heard that?” You ask him. To which he chuckles - “probably.”
You smirk. “ Good.”
#slash#slash fanfiction#slash gnr#slash x reader#gnr smut#slash smut#gnr#saul hudson#gnr x reader#saul hudson x reader
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Throughout the show esp in the beginning we see the Gallagher having each others back and the older ones are always protective over the younger ones so just thinking about how lip’s three boys would be with Amelia 😭😭 like she comes home crying from school one day cause someone pulled on her pigtails and her brothers come after the little boy and warn him to stay away. She doesn’t only have lip wrapped around her finger but her brothers as well. Like sure they’ll fight with each other and get on each others nerves but once someone else messes with one of them it’s over.
as much as they fight, and they do, that's their baby sister. they'd ride out for her.
i feel like freddie would be a good seven or eight years older than her just bc (following the show but eliminating tammy lol) he was a whoopsie. jude is two years younger than freddie and five years older than amelia, and ronan (we agreed on ronan right??? lmk if we didn't i don't think we've established baby boy number three) is fourish years younger than jude only a yearish older than amelia (bc she was a total and complete whoopsie).
but amelia rides the bus with ronan in elementary school. she's a little second grader, and he's in third so they sit in different places. he doesn't see until they get off that she's crying. some older boy, in his class, was messing with her.
she's crying in her room, won't tell anyone including you. ronan tells freddie and jude when they're like, "what's wrong with mia?" about the boy, and suddenly, the boys are gonna go outside to play. you don't think much about it until they come home later. jude's nose is bleeding and they're all dirty, like they've been rolling around in dirt. none of them will tell you what happened, not even lip- though he thinks he knows.
the boy's mother calls furiously, telling you that your boys beat her son unprovoked. you know your boys wouldn't do that, but you assure her you'll talk to them. lip offers to, going up to their rooms. gives them the classic "violence isn't the answer" type spiel.
"i don't care if this guy pissed you off, alright? you can't just go around beatin' people because they make you mad. the kids like ten anyways, so ronan, if you got an issue you can't get your brothers-"
"-dad, it wasn't ro. he was picking on mia." jude says.
lip pauses, his face falling. he really thought they were just being stupid like he and ian used to be. getting into shit because they were bored and wanted a fight. not this.
"what?" lip snaps, looking at each of his boys. "what'd he do to mia?"
"he made her cry on the bus." ronan admits. "i didn't see it because i sit on the other side, but she said he was yanking her hair and-and stole her pencil box and broke all her crayons and pencils."
"you didn't say he did that." freddie grit, eyes cutting to ronan's.
"i forgot." ronan shrugged lightly.
"stop." lip held up his hands, looking from boy to boy. "this kid was fuc-messin' with your sister? that's why you beat on him?" all three boys nodded slowly.
lip crossed his arms over his chest, shrugging lightly. "he gonna bother her again?"
"no. we scared him, pops. he pissed himself." freddie grinned proudly.
lip snorted lightly, running a hand over his face. "yeah? ok. well, i take back what i said. none of that shit applies when it's about your sister. good for you takin' care of her. all of you. proud of you." he beamed. "don't tell you mom i said that."
"we won't." jude nodded.
"but if he starts again, you tell me or mom ok? we'll get it handled. gonna call the school anyways and get her moved away from that little shit." lip muttered.
and that he did, calling the school board in true gallagher style and demanding she be moved, which she was. the kid never bothered amelia again, not when he knew the gallagher boys would be after him.
#thebearer#bearblahs#thebearerblurbs#lip gallagher#dad!lip gallagher x mom!reader#dad!lip gallagher#lip gallagher blurb#lip gallagher fluff#freddie gallagher#lip gallagher x reader#lip gallagher x fem!reader#lip gallagher x female reader#shameless fluff#shamless us#shameless#ronan carl gallagher#jude ian gallagher#amelia fiona gallagher
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CATHOLIC MC WHO GETS SENT INTO HELL?! NOT CLICKBAIT!!!!! (part two)
introduction, part one, part two (you are here), part three
Warnings: None? Mentions of religion (obviously) and GN but AFAB MC,Mammon being an idiot, and me not being able to type irish accents out phonetically.
The sound of the council room door beckons the brothers to look toward it, Diavolo’s gaze stays upon the litte human in front of him. How interesting! This was a rare insight into human world culture, he couldn’t look away!
Barbatos stands at the doorway, explaining that Simeon was helping Solomon with a spell and he would be in the student council room the moment it was safe to walk away from the cauldron.
Diavolo nods, looking back to MC, who is currently praying. (surprise surprise) Well Simeon would be here soon!
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Simeon arrives by the door with Solomon and Luke in tow, his calmed smile slightly strained as he asks what exactly the problem is.
"What the problem is?! This!" Mammon says, or rather, shouts. "This right 'ere is the problem!" He points towards MC and Simeon's gorgeous blue eyes widen, just a little.
Hearing a gasp from Luke, he immediately turns around, concern for the young angel quickly vanishes when he sees the stars in the young boy's eyes.
Simeon nods, so the young angel felt it too. The aura was pure..someone had been praying.
That someone must be the young human on their knees. Simeon chuckled, it was an adorable sight.
“MC was it?” he asks gently, making sure to shove on his halo before the human looked up, immediately, they ceased, their tense posture relaxing.
“Y-yeah.” MC nods, Simeon can see the relief on their face. What an adorable human, Diavolo seems to agree as he coos softly and tries to cover it up.
Simeon was doing just fine in calming the little thing down, before, like usual, the brothers had to be chaotic.
“So MC, are ya normal now”
Simeon swears to Michael he is going to glare somewhat meanly at Mammon.
Thats all it takes to send MC back into panic, except this time they’re more of a logical approach and…
…bless their bottle of riverrock water.
…Making it holy water.
…And then chucking it at Mammon….
…and missing…
(moreso Mammom dived to the ground Rocky Style so it hit Asmo)
..the champagne haired demon screeches like all nine cricles of hell just went up in flames AGAIN.
Its a bit of an overreaction seeing as Asmodeus is one of the most powerful demons in the Devildom so Holy Water is more like a dull bee sting.
Lucifer sighs. Simeon tenses. Solomon is fucking cackling.
All the while MC stares at their hands, “…I can make Holy Water….Im not a priest…” they look down at their very much female school uniform “or a biological male…”
The confusion, thankfully, is what allows Solomon to swoop in like the housefly he is and take the bottle of Holy Water from the clearly dazed human.
This is an opening that Diavolo exploits. “So MC, we truly mean you no harm…! I’m Lord Diavolo, Prince of the Devildom and Acting Ruler! You’re here as an exchange student for a year as we chose you!” He says cheerfully, careful eyes watching MCs reaction.
“What.The.Fuck.” MC says, more to theirself than anyone else.
“We sent you an email.” Barbatos adds in gracefully.
“Oh. Must be in my spam folder. Also who checks their email.” MC looks around the room calmly. “So who are these emos?”
The black haired man from before steps forward a devilish smirk on his devilishly handsome face, “I’m Lucifer, the eldest brother and the Avatar of Pride.”
“Gay.” MC then turns to the Irish One who’s suprisingly not paler than milk (the Irish don’t exist)
“I’m the Great Mammon! Avatar of Greed…don't be messin’ wi’ me human.”
MC nods shakily, making a clear note to ask later if he has an Autism diagnosis.
Speaking of an Autism diagnosis, the third born introduces himself quietly before hiding into his game again.
The introductions go so on and so forth until MC stares at Lucifer, their head tilted like a dog not understanding something.
"…Pride, Greed, Envy, Wrath, Lust, and Gluttony…Theres supposed to be 7 deadly sins. Where's Sloth?"
shit.
#obey me headcanons#obey me shall we date#obey me x reader#obey me imagines#omswd#obey me mammon#obey me lucifer#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me x catholic reader
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19
WARNINGS: MENTIONS OF WAR
1914
"YOU'VE got a what?" Finn asked, the expecting couple.
Isaiah's gasped, "In where?"
Days had passed since the celebratory drink in honour of another Shelby baby and the boys were still confused about all of it, so Tommy and Eden pulled them aside from their learnings to explain as much as possible, considering he and his brothers would be leaving in very soon.
"How is a baby in there?" Isaiah turned to his best friend.
"Sex," Finn answered, despite not knowing what he was saying.
The couple looks at each other in shock watching the two interact.
"How does he..." Eden was too stunned so Tommy took over.
"Boys, Eden's got a baby in her tummy, just like Martha did –"
"-- she might again," Eden mumbled, luckily only Tommy heard but she gave him an 'I'll tell you later' look and he continued.
"The baby will come when I'm not here, so you two need to be on your best behaviour," Tommy instructed, leaning down as they stared up at him with their innocent faces, "no messin' around, no gettin' on her nerves, just be good, alright?"
His words went straight over their heads, "Does that mean I still get sweets?" Finn asked no one in particular.
Tommy pinched the bridge of his nose, "Finn you've been told you're gonna be an uncle for the second time and you're worrying about sweets."
The Shelby boy awaited an answer.
"Yes, you'll get sweets Finny and another niece," Eden reassured him.
His brows pinched together, "What's that?"
Finn understood that he was an uncle but nothing more than that.
"Is it a girl?" Isaiah questioned, folding his arms, when he received a nod, the boys exchanged grimaces, "Ewww."
Immediately they ran off and went back to their books, leaving the couple alone.
"What the fuck?" Eden blinked rapidly.
Tommy took her hand, before palming her stomach once again.
"Now that's done, let's go," he said, nodding to the basket on the floor.
"But what's up with 'em?"
"Fuck knows."
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Two days, the lads were leaving in two days. Tommy's heart hammered in his chest at the thought, nevertheless, he promised Eden a perfect day, filled with chocolate slices, sandwiches and a flask of tea. She wore the sweetest frock she could dig out of her closet, it was cheery red, matching the colour of her lips. He adorned a crease-free shirt which was concealed by his favourite navy blue jumper, his shoes were polished, and the gifted horseshoe and box were in his slacks.
Despite not carrying his gun with him, he decided the blades in his cap would suffice and along with the knife he knew that clung to Eden's thigh, they would be safe.
They rode Shadow once again, this time Eden was much more relaxed and free, the light wind combed through Tommy's hair and luckily didn't move a strand of hers, being that she styled it into a low bun.
After tying the horse to a nearby tree, they found the spot overlooked the city, allowing them to spread out the blanket and sit down, basking in the heat.
The sun felt like hot kisses against Eden's skin, leaving her with tints of amber, drawing Tommy's attention as he pulled out all the food he'd spent making up that morning. She was everything he dreamt of and more, the very thing that he yearned for in both body and spirit, she challenged him in ways he hated to love and often drove him to madness, but brought him back with only the right sequence of words. Eden bloody Dawkins, she was his home.
"What?" she felt his stare.
Tommy simply cocked his head to the side, raising his brow at her as a smile tugged at his lips.
"Aren't I simply a dream Tom?" she teased, winking at the man.
"That you are my love."
Eden bashfully laughed at his response and started to dig into the spread, she carved anything and everything, the previous night she'd woken up Tommy so he could make her some rose tea, he didn't have a clue of what she was on about and cautiously told his aunt about it. Polly wasn't pleased with being pulled out of her slumber but aided him anyway.
"How's the little one treatin' ya?" he gently palmed the slight swell of her stomach.
"Can't feel much, bumps don't show properly for another two months," when you're away, she wanted to add, but decided not to, "nausea's died down for now."
"Can see that," he nodded to a half-eaten sandwich in her hand, making her snort.
"And you can say it's a girl, Tom unless you don't believe your aunt," she gave him a pointed look.
"I believe her, things might change, just being realistic."
"'Cause you want a boy?"
"Did I say that?" his hand didn't leave her stomach as he picked up the flask.
"Y'know she's a girl, so you're not havin' a peaky blinder," she narrowed her eyes at him, "but by the grace of god, we have a boy he ain't becomin' a blinder Thomas alright? Promise me." he shrugged, making her hit his forehead, "You promised a perfect day so promise me."
He nodded after gulping down some tea, "Alright, I promise... if it's a boy he ain't becoming a blinder," he paused, "I'll make sure he goes to London and becomes one of those established toffs."
She scrunched up her face, "Ugh, I think I'd prefer a blinder."
They both started to laugh, but in truth wanted a bright future for their child, their children, not wanting them to be subjected to the same misfortunes they inherited, but it was a lot to ask for, let alone dream about. Money could change a lot, but it couldn't change blood.
"You thought of any names?" she asked, as he rested his head in her lap.
His eyes fluttered shut, "A few."
She gently patted him, "Spill."
He inhaled sharply, "It's a lot to ask..."
"Go on."
"Somethin' to do with my mum," his reply had her intrigued.
"Mara Shelby," he stiffly nodded at her mention, "it's a pretty name," she said smiling.
"Esme too," he added, recalling how he and John were up a couple of nights ago talking about it. Arthur joined in, and so did Ada before they passed out in the front room.
"Esmerelda," she liked how it rolled off her tongue.
He chuckled before saying the next, "Pollyanna, but don't tell Pol 'bout that."
"Secret safe with me," she giggled.
"You thought of any?"
"Nothing's come to mind, none have felt right, my mum told me that she spent months thinkin' of what to call me and then changed her mind on the day," she said, combing her hand through his thick locks.
"Really?"
"Yeah, spontaneous thing right?"
"Sounds it," as a man who made part of their child, he didn't want to influence Eden too much with the name of the baby, but the fact she was taking his input made him grateful.
"Just picturing the little girl, runnin' 'round, with a dog chasing her..." her eyes fluttered shut at the image.
"A dog, what one?" he questioned, envisioning the image also, it made his heart swell.
"Bullmastiff," she breathed out.
His eyes fluttered open. "Those big dogs?"
"Yeah, family dogs apparently, but can be brutal when needs be," she continued with the vision, believing it would be the perfect addition to the home they already dreamt of.
"Ballmastiff it is, anything else Mrs Shelby?" and with that question her eyes snapped open, glancing down at the smirking man.
She swallowed the lump at the back of her throat, "Not Mrs. Shelby yet, haven't even popped the question."
"That's true," Tommy sat up, then rose on one knee, rendering Eden to softly chuckle behind her shaking hand, "Now, I was gonna do this a while ago, back when I got permission from your parents. And yes even your dad gave me 'is blessin', a shock to me and all, but I promised I wasn't gonna fuck this up, and I'm not am I?"
"No, you aren't, keep it up."
"Been thinkin' of all the ways I was gonna ask you this, dreamin', talkin' talk my self 'bout how I was gonna ask you to be my wife, did it so often Pol thought 'bout 'avin' me admitted," a teary laugh escaped her at his confession. "So I thought what would my Edie do when she's stuck? She'd write it down wouldn't ya love?"
"I would," she admitted.
"But I couldn't do that," he jokily tutted, making her laugh even more, "I scrapped the paper and thought speakin' from the heart was better, even though I think I'm doin' a crap job at it, but you're smilin'" her smile reached her teary eyes, making his heart hammer once more, "best smile I've ever seen, the brightest too," his voice cracked slightly, "and a great woman once said 'you have to be a bright ball of fire to be seen' and I've never not seen you, Eden. You're everything to me, my bright ball of hope, Christ how sappy is that?"
"Keep goin'" She softly nudged him, despite her tears.
"Oh right," he reached into his back pocket, "even before that little one starting growin' inside you, I was gonna propose. We speak about the future and mine wouldn't be right — it couldn't be without you in it. You've always been in it, so Eden Mary Dawkins would you –"
"Yes," she practically fell into his arms, covering his face with kisses.
"Darlin' I 'aven't shown you the ring yet or properly asked the question."
"Fine, ask me," she playfully rolled her eyes, not letting go of him.
"Will you marry me?"
"Yes, it was always gonna be yes," she exclaimed.
An uncharacteristically wide smile broke out on his face as he produced a small box, but that didn't stop her from kissing him and he immediately kissed back, flooding her with feelings that burst through his chest and she did the same, swirling his mouth with the joy that took over her.
Pulling away, he presented her with a ring, that she squealed out, much to his shock, sure it shone in the sunlight, but he didn't think it was much, in honesty he thought she would hate it, but it was the best he could do.
"Brought it for cheap, don't be mad," he said, settling down onto the blanket again.
Her brows furrowed slightly, "And why would I be mad?"
"You deserved better."
"It's perfect," she wasted no more time and slid it onto her finger.
She even laughed when he fitted his cap onto her head.
My secret blinder, he thought.
She wouldn't stop looking at the ring, so he took his time to speak again, "I want us to have the best weddin', but can't do it now only when I come back, so promise me you'll tell people we're married."
"For protection?..."
"Exactly, protection, our little Shelby needs it, just like you," he and his family agreed to it as well, making sure to spread the word that they'd wed, so no one questioned it. Even asking Jeremiah to pretend he performed the ceremony and Polly to put together a fake marriage certificate.
"'Course," she smiled at him, watching as he slipped on a wedding band of his own. "Should we make up our own vows then?"
"If you want," he couldn't stop smiling.
"Well, I... promise to be loyal to you, always, mind body and soul."
He let out a nervous chuckle, "Not to love ey?"
"You can love someone and hurt 'em right?" she blurted out, eyes widening at the words she spoke. It was out of experience she wanted to be cautious, she loved Tommy and he loved her, but the future they planned wouldn't be plane sailing. "I promise to always love you, also, but loyalty, our loyalty to each other can't be brought, or made, it was always there, alright?"
Tommy couldn't disagree despite himself.
"I promise to be loyal to you, always, mind body and soul."
They sealed that vow with a kiss, arguably far more meaningful and sacred than the last.
The sun brightened, bearing witness to the faux wedding, shining down on their rings with its harsh rays, before Tommy turned to whisper something to her bump, putting on voices for his daughter to hear, making his fiancé laugh at his utter foolishness as she ran her fingers through his hair. Thirty weeks left of her pregnancy to go and Tommy had to make the most of this moment, imagining what their child would look like before she popped out.
He was about to go through the flames of war, but right now all he could think of was his family, and how he would make sure to cherish them, despite how little time he had.
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a/n:
for a while, i was trying to figure out how far along eden is and she's roughly two months pregnant, give or take a week.
we all know when it comes to tommy loyalty is more vital than love, merely because he's committed atrocities in the name of love and family, so he's really not one to be trusted.
how did you find this chapter? the proposal? the happiness between teden?
next time chapter will be the last before the epilogue and bonus chapter, guys so might want to bring some tissues.
#wattpad#fanfic#black reader#black girl#tommyshelby and edendawkins#edendawkins#edenshelby#tommy Shelby#tommyshelbystory#tommy shelby x reader#tommyshelby x black!reader#Birmingham#1914#great war#peaky blinder fanfic
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STAY WITH ME
warnings: fem!Riri x black! fem OC (cs we need for fem on-fem representation), fluff, pampering, nicknames
OC: Novalie Pierce(Williams) — no-va-lee
word count: 1.3k+
A/N: ignore any and all mistakes in this, I've changed the POV like three times 😭😭. And the way I wrote this is it's in second person but instead of Riri saying "y/n" she'll say Novalie, Nova, or Novs
You stare at yourself in your bathroom mirror for a few seconds, figuring out how you were gonna style your braids today. You settle on a low bun just to get your hair out of your face for now. You turn on the faucet, wet your toothbrush, put toothpaste on it, wet it again, and then start brushing your teeth.
Riri comes up behind you, wrapping her hands around your waist. "Morning, ma." She kisses your neck then your cheek, "You sleep good?"
You hold up a finger and finish brushing your teeth and rinsing your mouth out with water then mouthwash. You hiss softly at the tingly feeling the mouthwash leaves but ignore it otherwise. "Didn't go to bed til four," you say, turning around.
Riri lets you go, now leaning on the door frame with her arms crossed. "I thought we talked about that, Nova. Ion care how much work you got, you shouldn't be messin' up your sleep schedule over it."
"Baby, I know, I do, but I needed to get it out the way so that we could have this weekend off, remember?"
"Yeah, I remember but still. We can't have a good weekend if you sleep durin' the day and you awake durin the night."
You take Riri's hands in yours and kiss her on the lips. "I'll be okay, ri." you say softly, "I promise."
"Okay. Okay, I believe you. You want me to cook us some breakfast before we take a shower?"
"Uh uh, we gon clock out on the couch after we eat, so shower now."
"Yes ma'am." Riri takes two bonnets out of the small bin full of them while you turn on the shower then hands one to you.
"Ma, you want pancakes or waffles?"
"Waffles, please."
"With chocolate chips on top?"
You smile at the fact that Riri remembers. "Yes ma'am."
A few minutes go by and Riri hands you your plates. One with a double stack of waffles, the other with cheesy eggs and bacon. She puts down a tall glass cup and fills it with apple juice.
After Riri makes sure you've got everything, she sets her food down and sits next to you. She made herself the same thing with the same drink, but a different main dish, french toast with strawberry syrup.
"You ready to eat, baby?" You ask.
"Hell yeah. You got everything you need?"
"Yup." You press play on the remote, the T.V. now playing Law and Order: Special Victims Unit.
The two of you eat silently but you find yourself staring at Riri once she's finished. Riri's a slow eater, she pays more attention to whatever she's watching instead of the food itself.
The sun was almost up now and the light from the windows bounced off her, giving her face the most perfect glow you had ever seen.
Riri does a double take from you to the T.V. and catches you staring. "What's wrong? I got somethin' on my face?"
You shake her head, "I'm just staring at my beautiful wife. I can't do that now?" you ask with a smirk on your face.
Riri snorts and rolls her eyes, "Oh, shut up. You're so corny," she says, but you can see her smiling.
You lean over and kiss Riri on the forehead when she turns her head back to you. "I love you, Mrs. Williams."
"I love you, Mrs. Williams." Riri stops eating completely, her attention on the T.V.
"Eat, ri." You remind her, and she does.
"Food was good?" Riri says, "You ate but didn't drink til you were done."
"That's cause if I did I wouldn't have finished my food, you know that, ri."
She hums softly, finishing the food on her plate.
As she was about to pick up the dishes, you stopped her.
"You cooked, lemme clean up."
Riri smiles and holds her hands up in defense, "Aight." She finishes the juice then hands you the cup. "Thank you, ma."
There wasn't much to do since Riri cleans up after herself when she cooks, usually only leaving the dishes you guys ate out of.
When you came back to the couch, Riri was laying down on her back, her eyes dropping and opening.
You get the blanket you put under the coffee table and place it over Riri.
You sit down slowly, not wanting Riri to feel the dip in the couch. Gently, you pick Riri's head up and put it on your thigh, watching as her chest rises and falls peacefully.
You put your hand on Riri's cheek, caressing it softly, and eventually falling asleep alongside her.
When you woke up, Riri wasn't by your side anymore. But she was still in the apartment.
You can hear the shower running in the bathroom.
You pick your phone up off the coffee table and lay down on your back, scrolling through Pinterest, trying to find new nails to show your nail tech.
"Whatchu doin', my love?" Riri asks, coming out of the room. She wears her natural hair more than you most days, today being one of those days. She has on a spaghetti strap singlet with shorts. "And so much for not falling asleep early, huh."
"Lookin for some new nails. I need somethin' new to show my nail tech also, you fell asleep first, remember?"
Riri makes a fake thinking face as she walks over to you and sits down, "Ion remember that happening but whatever you say. You find anything you like yet so we could get our nails done?"
You pause and look at Riri. "We? You're getting your nails done with me?"
"Yeah, ion wanna leave your side today."
You giggle and kiss Riri on the lips, "I love you."
"I love you. Now, find something you like so we can get going."
You stare at your nails once they're fully dry, loving the way they look.
Riri wolf whistles behind you, grinning. "You look good, mama."
"Shit, I feel good." You laugh and get up, thanking your nail tech.
Riri pays her and the two of you head out.
You open the car door, smiling at the red and pink bouquet of flowers on your seat. You look over at Riri, who also has a smile on her face.
"Ri, when did you have the time to get these?" You finish your sentence while getting in the car, the flowers on your lap, "They are literally stunning."
"I got em while you were napping during your foot massage. Figured it was the only time I had to disappear for minute without you noticin'."
"Well, you were definitely right."
When you guys reach home, Riri tells you to freshen up because she had a surprise for you.
"Ri, can I open my eyes yet?" You ask, hesitantly moving around the apartment, Riri's hands covering your eyes as well as your own.
"Just a few more steps, Novs." She stops you, taking her hands away. "You can look now, ma."
You open your eyes slowly, letting yourself adjust to the low setting lights. Finally, you take in what you're looking at. More flowers on the dining room table, they're blue orchids, the only flower that both you and Riri like. The plates of food with the half full glasses of wine next to them. It smells amazing, you know this took Riri hours, maybe. Despite acknowledging everything, you can't fathom how real this moment is, how real everything is. You and the love of your life are here together-
"Novalie?" Riri using your full name snapped you out of your thoughts.
"Baby, you completely outdid yourself with this," You say in a whisper.
She smiles and you kiss her on the lips. "I love you, Ri."
"I love you."
#riri williams#riri wiliams x reader#lesbian#wlw pride#fluff#black wlw#fem x fem#yn#black panther#wakanda forever#you guys are married#oc character
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Wild Horses - Five
Summary: Amber Crosby didn’t end up with the life she’d expected, but that didn’t keep her from following her dream. A young, up and coming country recording artist, she and her band set out to do just that. Trying to leave her past behind, it wasn’t until meeting Harry Styles that she realized just how her life could take a turn and alter her future forever.
A/N: Please note all portions in italics are meant to be flashbacks :).
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Chapter Five Word Count: 4.3k+
“Who’d ever thought that I would have the guts to change…” - Maria McKee; I’ve Forgotten What It Was In You (That Put The Need In Me)
“So what city are you in now?” asked Faith.
“Wilmington,” Amber replied.
“Delaware? What the fuck is in Delaware?”
Amber chuckled. “Beats me.”
“When are you coming down south?”
“Well, I’ll be home for Christmas, as the song goes. But we don’t play Atlanta until February.”
“Oh, that sucks. But at least you won’t be on the road for the holidays,” remarked Faith. “I don’t think I could live like that. City to city.”
Amber rose from her hotel bed and dug inside her suitcase for her cream sweater while Faith continued to chatter through the speaker. Although she’d been on the road before, Amber wasn’t prepared to give her cousin a response to her comment. She’d only been on the Harry Styles tour for two cities so far, Wilmington being the third. While she missed Pauline and Laci, this had been her dream since she was twelve. Being on the road, living in a suitcase...it was just part of the life that she’d accepted, if not actually looked forward to.
“So are you gonna tell me what he’s like?” Faith asked.
“Who?”
“Fucking Orlando Bloom. Harry, you idiot.”
Amber laughed. “He’s great. Really, really sweet. Every good thing you’ve ever heard about him is true.”
“Yeah? Even the size of his pecker?”
“Shut up!”
Amber heard Faith cackle through the phone, a little squeak at the end like a tiny mouse.
“You know I’m messin’ with you,” she said. “Although inquiring minds do wanna know.”
“I’m sure you do,” Amber muttered as she tied the laces of her Nikes.
Finishing up her conversation, Amber semi-promised Faith she’d make sure she had a ticket to the Atlanta show before hanging up. She wasn’t really sure why it mattered to Faith at all, seeing as she hadn’t bothered to come see her perform since she’d moved to Savannah, and probably hadn’t ever listened to her music - or Harry’s for that matter - but there was still a certain comfort that came from chatting with her cousin that she couldn’t explain. So somehow, deep down, Amber felt an obligation to be kind to Faith.
Just as she was dabbing on some lip gloss, a knock sounded on her door. She knew who it was before opening it. For the last couple of days, Carter had been oddly nice to her. Though he never mentioned his mood at the first concert, nor the night before when he’d pushed her against the wall in his drunken state, he’d seemed to find some kind of resolve, perhaps finally admitting to himself that they were just friends and bandmates. He’d also been showing Jeff and Harry some kindness, always shaking their hands when either of them walked into the room, though he never seemed to stick around for more than a minute or two.
It was a start, Amber decided, and the smile on his face when she opened the door only reassured her more.
“Mornin’,” he greeted, an arm stretched out against the door frame. “Are you hungry?”
“Starved.”
“Good, me too. John and Bren are already downstairs.”
“You’re chipper this morning,” Amber smiled.
“I’ve been up a while,” Carter shrugged. “Went to the gym.”
“Look at you,” Amber raised her brows in amazement before shutting the door behind her.
“Yeah. Styles was there.”
“You worked out with Harry?” Amber asked incredulously as they reached the elevators.
Suddenly, the image in her head of Harry working out made her flushed, and she pretended to look down at something on her phone.
“I wouldn’t say with,” Carter chuckled. “But he was there. I talked to him for a little bit. He’s a nice guy.”
“Yes, he is,” Amber nodded as she stepped onto the elevator.
“He asked about us.”
“Us?”
“Yeah, you and me. I guess he wanted to know if we were a couple.”
Her stomach lurching, Amber glared at Carter. “What exactly did he ask?”
“He was curious about our history.”
Rolling her eyes, Amber ran a hand through her hair.
“He probably meant how we met and you became my drummer, Carter. Not if we were together!”
A smirk grew on Carter’s face as the elevator doors opened.
“Maybe so.”
“Carter!”
“Don’t worry, I didn’t tell him anything.”
“Yeah, because there’s nothing to tell.”
Fuming, Amber strode briskly past Carter and toward the hotel restaurant. She knew Carter’s pleasant mood had been too good to be true, and she was pissed off that it had taken him all but five minutes to ruin hers. She stopped when she walked into the restaurant and saw Brendan and Johnny sitting with three other gentlemen and two women. Harry and his band.
Stealing a glance back at Carter who’d followed her, Amber silently gave him a warning to which he merely shrugged. With a deep sigh, she put a smile on her face and walked through the tables toward Harry’s. When their eyes met, she instantly felt her rage dissolve.
“Good morning!” he greeted before she had a chance to say it first.
“Morning,” Amber said softly, taking a seat on the other side of Johnny, across from Clare who smiled up at her.
“Oh, it’s nice to have everybody!” she cheered. “What a treat.”
Amber couldn’t help but grin back, relieved that Carter had chosen to sit at the other end of the table.
“Harry doesn’t usually get to join us for meals, and last time was a fiasco,” Clare continued with a chuckle.
“Was that the night in Nashville?” Amber asked, recalling the evening she’d met Harry.
“Oh yeah, he was mobbed right outside the restaurant,” Mitch pointed toward the doorway.
“It wasn’t so bad,” Harry shrugged. “I still made it inside.”
“After what? A hundred autographs and selfies?”
Amber heard Mitch’s words, but he might as well have been sitting at another table. Harry’s eyes met hers again, and with the added smirk on his face, she couldn’t seem to look away. She suddenly felt warm and cool all over at the same time, and if it hadn’t been for the waiter coming around to take her drink order, she might have continued staring.
“Wasn’t that many,” she heard Harry say after she ordered coffee.
Clearing her throat, Amber reached for her water glass and took a sip, her gaze finding green eyes once again. She knew she had to be blushing, just as she’d been that night in Nashville when her eyes caught his staring at her from across the room. Perhaps it had been the other way around, she admitted to herself. But either way, his emerald eyes were like magnets pulling her in.
The rest of breakfast was filled with light chatter as the two bands got to know each other a little better. Amber found Clare to be delightfully friendly and pleasant, a calm aura about her, much like Harry’s. She suggested that when they get to the next city, they do a bit of shopping together since they had a couple of days.
“If Jeff lets me out of the hotel,” Amber remarked with a smirk before biting into a slice of bacon.
She heard Harry chuckle next to Clare. She eyed him, knowing he caught the sarcasm in her tone.
“I reckon you should be okay,” he offered. “Jeffrey will have a car if you need.”
Giving Clare a smile and a shrug, they agreed to make plans.
When all the plates had cleared and Amber couldn’t swallow another sip of coffee if she’d tried, the gang rose from the table and said their goodbyes. While Harry stood chatting with Mitch, Amber secretly hoped she could walk out with him and possibly get an idea of what exactly he and Carter had discussed earlier. She wasn’t quite sure why, but she didn’t want him to get the impression that she and Carter were an item. Feeling a hand on her back, however, she dropped her shoulders and sighed.
“What time’s soundcheck?” Carter asked.
“Two o’clock.” She gritted her teeth, knowing damn well that her drummer was aware what time soundcheck was.
“Oh yeah,” she heard him say. “You ready to go?”
“Go where?” Amber asked, finally turning her head. She saw Carter wasn’t looking at her at all. Instead, his gaze pointed toward Harry and his guitarist who were still having a conversation.
“I don’t know,” he shrugged, giving her a side-eyed grin. “Breakfast is over.”
“Ugh,” she scoffed, turning for the exit.
“What?” Carter called after her. Catching up with her at the elevator, he stood between her and the doors. “What did I say?”
Amber crossed her arms, her jaw tight. “It’s not what you said, Carter, it’s what you’re doing.”
“What am I doing?”
“I don’t know exactly,” she rolled her eyes. “But it’s pissing me off.”
“That’s nothing new,” Carter muttered, shoving his hands in his pockets.
“Huh?”
Carter puffed out a breath and shook his head. “All I ever seem to do is make you mad. I can’t win with you.”
Furrowing her brows, Amber considered his comment. “Yeah, you’re right.”
The elevator doors opened then and an older couple stepped off. Giving them a fake smile, Amber ignored the scowl on Carter’s face as he stepped in.
“Are you coming?” he asked, holding the door.
“No.”
“No? What the fuck is with you? You can’t even ride on an elevator with me?”
“I wanna be alone right now,” she replied.
Carter scoffed. “You always wanna be alone. You used to need me, Amber. What happened?”
Blinking, Amber dropped her arms and stepped back.
“I grew up,” she said.
Rolling his eyes, Carter released the door. As it shut, Amber heard him mumble something about her becoming a bitch too.
With a shutter, Amber sniffled, realizing she had tears in her eyes. Quickly wiping them, she waited a few moments before pressing the button for the lift to come down again.
“Hey, everything okay?”
Jumping when she heard the voice, Amber cringed, hoping he hadn’t seen or overheard the exchange.
“Um, yeah,” she nodded, turning to meet his concerned face. Or maybe she was just imagining the concern. “Yeah, I’m fine.”
“Thought you’d gone,” said Harry.
Amber tried to think of the best excuse she could in two seconds, but only came up with, “Not yet.”
“Oh,” Harry smiled gently. “Good then, because I just got a text from Jeffrey, and he wants to talk to you. We’ll go up together.”
“Okay,” Amber managed a breath as the doors opened.
“I chatted with your drummer this morning.”
Biting her lip, Amber braced herself for Harry’s reveal. She watched his ringed fingers as he pressed the button for his floor, and the doors shut again.
“An interesting lad, that one,” Harry added.
“Carter talks a lot,” Amber blurted, unable to control herself.
Harry grinned. “Actually, I found the opposite. I tried asking him several questions, but his responses were short and minimal.”
“Oh.”
“You sure you’re fine?” Harry asked with apparent concern. “Your eyes are all…”
“Oh. Yeah,” Amber lied. “It’s fine. I have allergies. Not used to this cold, either.”
“Ah yes. I get a fit of hay-fever myself from time to time.”
Amber smiled meekly and wiped her eyes, completely embarrassed.
“Anyway,” Harry chuckled low, “it wasn’t until I asked Carter how you met that he finally started talking.”
“Oh.” Amber felt the blood rush to her cheeks. She was afraid to ask what Carter had said.
“You two have a history?”
Amber wasn’t quite sure if it was a question, though Harry’s inflection did rise a little at the end.
“History? Um…”
“I mean, you’ve been through a lot together, it’s no wonder.”
“I’m not sure…” Amber pulled at the sleeves of her sweater, worried she might confess what had not actually been confessed.
The door opened then, and Harry held it as Amber stepped off. Waiting for him to lead the way, however, she was surprised when he stopped next to her.
“He’s quite fond of you,” remarked Harry.
Amber glared at him, her mouth agape.
“He said that?”
Harry shrugged. “In so many words. He didn’t really have to, though. I could tell.”
“Hmm…”
“Although…” Harry added, his eyes shifting toward the opposite wall. “He might seem just a wee bit...possessive.”
Amber gasped. “What?”
“Perhaps possessive isn’t the right word. Protective, maybe? But I can understand that, I suppose. I mean, after all you’ve been through.”
Narrowing her eyes, Amber crossed her arms.
“What exactly did he tell you?”
“Oh, don’t worry, love, it wasn’t anything bad. No intimate details or anything,” Harry smirked, and Amber swore she saw the color rise in his cheeks. “He just told me about your desire to become a singer, your ambition. About your mum and your baby sister. How you were determined to make a better life for them. Which I find very commendable, by the way.”
“Oh,” Amber mouthed, blinking hard. “Thanks.”
“You’re welcome. You’re very strong-willed, Amber, and I like that about you.”
Knowing her face had to be bright pink, Amber felt like a dumbass.
“C’mon,” Harry gestured. “I’ve said too much. Let’s go see Jeffrey.”
“Whoa!” Carter laughed as he wrapped his arm around Amber to keep her from falling.
“Oops,” she giggled. She tried her best to stand upright, but she only managed to do so for a second or two before starting to sway again, her knees giving out.
The band had played a good show that night - a damn good show. Amber had been in her element, taking requests from the audience and singing them as they if she herself had written them. Anything from Tanya Tucker to Pat Benatar to Elvis, she’d performed them all with a certain amount of both grace and audacity, proving she was worthy of being up on that stage.
The drinks had started coming after the first request and hadn’t stopped until she’d said goodnight into the microphone, her weak limbs and last call from the bartender the only things keeping her from letting the night continue.
“Probably shouldn’t have had that last tequila shot,” Amber giggled again, planting her palm on the brick wall before twisting and resting her back against it.
“The last shot was over an hour ago, Ambs,” Carter chuckled. “I think you had a few more drinks after that.”
“Were you keeping score?” Amber asked, her eyes merely slits.
“Nah,” he grinned. “Just noticed.”
“Are you as drunk as me?”
Carter laughed again, stepping closer to her. “Not even, babe. I’m drunk but...it’s kinda hard to keep up with you from behind the drums.”
“Oh,” she blinked, letting the sound of him calling her babe roll around in her head and make her tummy flutter. Or maybe it was just the alcohol.
“You were great tonight,” he declared, letting his hand rest on her hip.
“Thanks,” Amber said low. Then with a groan, she reached out and grabbed a fist of his shirt.
“Help me to my room, Carter,” she insisted. “I’m too wasted to walk.”
With another chuckle, Amber’s drummer gladly obliged, wounding his arm around her again and leading her down the hall to her motel room.
“Where’s your key?” he asked when they arrived after a few stumbles.
Amber groaned again, trying her damndest to remember where she’d put it.
“Um...back pocket.”
Carter smirked, letting his hand linger a bit on her butt cheek as he retrieved her key. He smiled wider when she didn’t slap his hand or pull away.
Sliding the key inside the lock, he waited for the green light before pushing the door open. Then guiding Amber toward the bed, he set her down.
“Where are you going?” he heard her ask as he started to back away.
“Um…” he hesitated. “You should probably drink some water.”
Carter walked to the sink, poured a glass of water and handed it to Amber.
“Thanks,” she muttered before taking a sip. Realizing how dehydrated she was, she soon gulped down the rest of it, handing the empty glass to Carter.
“Want some more?” he asked.
Shaking her head, she reached down to remove her boots, but she found the movement too difficult. Carter set down the glass and knelt in front of her.
“Let me help,” he insisted.
When he’d removed both of her boots, he looked up and met her blue eyes, wider than he’d seen them since they’d left the bar.
“Please don’t leave,” she whispered.
A small smile crept up on his face. “You want me to stay?”
With a tiny nod, she grasped Carter’s bicep and pulled him towards her. Stumbling slightly, Carter kicked Amber’s boots away just as his lips met hers. As she reached for him, he paused only to kick off his own boots before joining her on the bed.
“I need you,” Amber cried in his ear as his hands roamed up her sides and underneath her shirt.
“God, yes,” he moaned, nipping at her neck. “I need you, too, babe. So bad.”
Soundcheck went off without a hitch, giving everyone more time to rest before the show. As the band made their way to the backstage parking lot, Amber stopped Carter, letting Brendan and Johnny take the car back to the hotel.
“Hey, can we talk for a sec?”
“What for?” he scowled.
Amber frowned. Okay, so he was still mad at her, despite having a decent rehearsal and soundcheck. At least he was able to remain professional, she told herself.
“I wanted to apologize,” she sighed.
“Oh yeah?” he quirked a brow.
“I talked to Harry.”
“Oh,” Carter’s expression faltered, the scowl returning to his face.
“He told me what y’all talked about. And I just wanted to say, I’m sorry for jumping to conclusions.”
“Okay,” Carter crossed his arms.
“I was afraid you’d...told him things.”
Rolling his eyes, Carter shook his head. “I told you I didn’t. You always think the worst of me.”
“I know…” she hesitated, looking down at her hands. “I guess that’s not really fair. I’m sorry.”
Amber heard Carter sigh before he stepped closer to her, his hands grazing her arms.
“Ambs…” he said, making her lift her head. Her blue eyes questioned him as he ran his fingers down her wrists and took her hands in his. “We’ve been through a lot together. I want this band to make it as much as you do.”
“I know,” she nodded meekly.
“I guess I…” Carter paused. “I guess I just don’t want you to shut me out. Talk to me. Hang with me.”
Carter playfully twisted back and forth, making Amber dance with him. Cracking a smile, she nodded again.
“Can you still do that?” Carter asked.
“Yeah.”
“C’mon,” he grinned, tugging on her hand. “Let’s go grab a burger or somethin’.”
Amber crinkled her nose. “I was actually thinking about a nap.”
“Hmm,” Carter sounded. “That sounds good, too. Your room or mine?”
“Carter.”
“I’m joking! I swear, I’ll keep my hands to myself.”
Making a face, Amber thought for a moment. “A burger does sound pretty good.”
“I’ve got the keys to the van,” Carter beamed as he slipped them from his pocket and twirled the keyring around his finger.
“A good one with everything on it,” Amber announced as she followed him outside. “Mayo, no mustard.”
“Of course.”
“Maybe with avocado. Or mushrooms.”
“Whatever you want, babe,” grinned Carter as he opened the passenger door.
“No bacon though,” Amber added when she crawled inside and grabbed her seatbelt. “I never understood why anyone wants to add more meat.”
“Now you’re just being ridiculous,” Carter chuckled as he rounded the front of the van and climbed in his side.
Harry made his way down the hall, hoping to run into Amber to wish her luck before her set. He’d also hoped he could ease her mind a bit after the chat they’d had on the lift before the meeting with Jeffrey. The look on her face had been a mix of astonishment and embarrassment, maybe a little bit of relief in there as well. He wanted to reassure her that everything was fine, though he wasn’t quite sure why himself.
Perhaps he’d given her the impression he was leery or even jealous of Carter, and that certainly was not the case. At least not the latter. While he still didn’t know the man very well, from their short exchange in the gym that morning, he’d gotten the feeling that Amber’s drummer was more than just a bandmate. If they were romantically involved, he was still unsure, but he definitely could tell they had a history together.
He was just about to her dressing room door when it burst open and he heard a loud, boisterous laugh.
“Shut up!” he heard Amber say emphatically. “You’re a tool.”
“And you love it,” chuckled Carter.
Stopping in his tracks, Harry watched Amber stumble out of the dressing room, her drummer’s arm around her.
“Oh, hey man!” grinned Carter. “How’s it goin’?”
“It’s going well, thanks,” said Harry. “Everything okay here?”
“Yeah, man.”
“Just fine,” added Amber, tucking her hair behind her ears as she tried her best to stand up straight.
Harry could detect the glossiness in her gaze. She was definitely more buzzed than he’d seen her that evening after sharing the bottle of champagne.
“You sure?” he asked.
“Mmhmm,” Amber nodded, blinking her eyes. “I feel great. Ready to get this show on the road!”
Carter smirked, pulling her closer to him. For a moment, Harry considered suggesting to Carter that he make sure his singer was actually ready to take the stage, but seeing as she wasn’t falling over or slurring her words, he reckoned it wasn’t his place to step in.
“Alright then,” grinned Harry. “Just wanted to come wish you luck. Have a great show.”
“Thanks, Harry,” Amber beamed her pretty smile at him, and for a split second he forgot the other man was standing there.
“Thanks, man,” Carter offered his fist for a bump.
Harry obliged before watching the duo make their way down the hall. Just as he was turning away, he heard her call his name.
“Are you gonna watch again?” Amber asked, her head turned to look at him, Carter’s arm still stretched across her shoulder.
“Always,” he grinned.
Keeping his promise, Harry watched Amber’s show the way he had the first two nights, from the side of the stage, behind the equipment. To her credit, and a little to his surprise, Amber seemed to use whatever alcohol she’d consumed to fuel her performance. She no longer seemed to be the somewhat shy girl he’d met that summer in Nashville. She had attitude and grit, and if he was being honest, a bit of sex appeal. He even caught her making a few jokes with the audience and found himself laughing at her audacity.
Still, when he watched her make several trips to the drum riser to grab another drink of beer, or whatever was in the cup, he felt the urge to protect her take over. And when she turned around to face Carter for a count-off, and he saw her wink at her drummer, his own stomach began to turn as though he’d just swallowed an entire bottle of whiskey.
When Amber was finishing her set, introducing her final song, Harry felt a hand on his shoulder.
“Where’ve you been?” he asked his manager.
“Out there,” replied Jeffrey. “I wanted to watch her from the audience this time. She doesn’t know, though. I didn’t wanna make her nervous.”
“I don’t think you could have,” chuckled Harry. “She’s a little firecracker tonight.”
“Stop using my words.”
“Your words?” Harry raised a brow. “Did you coin that phrase?”
“No, but I just said it to Sarah and Mitch.”
Harry laughed again just as his band joined them.
“Where has this girl been?” asked Sarah.
“She’s come out of her shell,” Clare commented.
Crossing his arms as he nodded to the beat of the song, Harry agreed with the others. Amber Crosby was certainly in her element tonight. Even the rest of her band seemed to be feeding off of her energy, playing the best they ever had. Harry had to admit, he was proud, and he hoped to continue seeing her like this.
The crowd went wild when the song was finished and the band took their final bows. When Amber met Carter halfway and he slung his arm around her again, however, Harry was reminded of the sour feeling in his stomach.
Standing back, Harry allowed his bandmates to congratulate Amber, each of them hugging her one by one. When it was his turn, she gave him that same beautiful smile from earlier.
“You were a-” he began before he was interrupted by Carter.
“Is my girl the shit, or what?” he cheered.
“Absolutely fantastic,” Harry replied. He felt his jaw set, but immediately dismissed it. He had no real beef with Carter.
“We’re gonna go watch you from the audience tonight, Harry,” Amber said. “Is that okay?”
“Oh yeah, sure, of course. Hope you enjoy.”
Amber beamed wider. “I know I will.”
Before he could say another word, Carter pulled Amber to the left and down the hall where the others had gone, leaving him alone.
Running his hand down his face, Harry took a deep breath and headed toward his dressing room. He could hear the chatter from his manager and bandmates, but he wasn’t in the mood to join them. Instead, he shut the door behind him, poured two fingers of tequila and sat back on the leather sofa. He quickly realized his jaw was clenched again, so he dropped it, wiggling it back and forth to loosen it. He knew it was no good to let the tension build in his muscles now, not right before a show.
Taking a long sip from his glass, he sighed, leaning back on the couch as he took in the smell of his candle. It reminded him of her now. Closing his eyes, he could see her pretty face smiling back at him.
“God damn it,” he muttered to himself.
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Chapter 11: Four-Fanged Offense (Section 2)
The town's atmosphere, previously joyous as the people prepared for the upcoming ceremony, had changed to one of complete chaos.
All manner of weapons were being used, from sword and axe to magic and bows, and the battlefield had expanded to the edges of town. Any attempts now to tell either army not to cause any chaos would be in vain.
As Eliwood fought the Black Fang while being very careful to avoid hurting the townspeople, he noticed something strange.
'...They're trying not to get the townspeople involved either?!'
Those clad in black were refraining from attacking any of the locals, as regular citizens would not be associated with Eliwood. They also avoided casting any spells or shooting any arrows that had a chance at catching one of them in the crossfire; and even when slashing away with their weapons, they made sure none of the people were in range before acting.
Their way of fighting was so fair and just that it was unthinkable they could be Nergal's underlings, and it shocked Eliwood.
"Hey! Are you Eliwood?"
A man's voice rang loud and clear in his ears.
He laughed fearlessly and glared at Eliwood.
From both his bold demeanor and appearance, Eliwood knew very well that he was no ordinary man. "...Are you this group's commander?"
"The name's Linus. Not that my name is something you'll need to remember when you'll be dead soon!"
"...In that case, there's something I want to ask you. I've been told the Black Fang is a group with strong convictions. …So why are you siding with a man like Nergal?”
Linus looked like he was thinking about Eliwood’s words, but only for a moment. He quickly drew his silver blade, shining in the sunlight. "...Nergal? That creepy guy Sonia introduced to our Father? I've got nothin' to do with him! I just carry out my orders!"
"And you haven't doubted whether those orders are right, even once?"
"Doubted? What is there to doubt? My father and brother's decisions could never be wrong!!"
"That's exactly why I…"
"Quit messin' with me!" Linus shouted to stop Eliwood from continuing the conversation any further. "I don't need Brother's help for this. In the name of the Fang, I will execute judgment!" That was the last thing he said before ferociously lunging at Eliwood.
Eliwood himself also decided that there was no more room for conversation, and immediately fought back.
"Take this!" Linus put all of his strength into a single swing of his blade.
In comparison to a standard, lighter sword made out of steel, his silver blade was much heavier, but he swung it with ease, fighting as if he was mad. Even Eliwood, who did not know his title, got the impression that he fought like a mad dog.
But Eliwood was not the kind of person to be put under pressure by such a fighting style.
“Haa!”
With a battle cry, in the blink of an eye, he brandished his rapier and cut a shallow wound into Linus' nondominant arm.
Linus licked it and flashed a violent smile across his face. "Not bad. You're the second person to ever hurt me head on!"
The first was of course Lloyd.
"But I won't let you do it ever again!!"
He started his ferocious assault once again, forcing Eliwood to go on the defensive.
Linus swung his blade down, thrust it in front of him, and ran forward to stab Eliwood with it. Eliwood either dodged or blocked each and every attack. To an observer, it looked like he was struggling, but the reality was quite the opposite.
"Dammit… Stop messin’ around with me!” Linus yelled in frustration as he continued his onslaught. He was actually becoming very angry. It irritated him that no matter how many times he attacked, he could not land a decent hit.
That was what Eliwood was waiting for.
The frustration built up inside of him would create an opening. When that happened, Eliwood would have his opportunity to claim victory.
"Eat this!" Linus raised his sword over his head and put all of his strength into swinging it down on Eliwood’s head.
But instead his attack only sliced through thin air, and became lodged in the cobblestone laid out through the street.
"I-I failed?!"
As Linus shouted, Eliwood did not let the opening go to waste, thrusting his rapier in a blow intended to stab its sharp tip through Linus' throat.
However…
"Grrraaaaah!!"
Linus poured every ounce of strength in his body into pulling his sword out of the cobblestone. The force sent chunks of stone and dirt flying into the air, blinding Eliwood, and making him hesitate for a moment in his attack. For Linus, just that one moment was plenty.
He jumped back to put some distance between them, taking a moment to catch his breath and fix his stance.
"That was close. You're makin' this pretty fun!" He said with a fearless smile on his face.
However, to Eliwood, this was not a time to be smiling.
After being on the offensive for so long and failing to take advantage of the opening his enemy created when impatient, he could not use that same tactic again. And Linus was a dangerous foe for him to fight head on. Both his strength and stamina were far superior to Eliwood's. With the opportunity he'd waited for gone to waste, now Eliwood was the one getting frustrated.
Meanwhile, Linus, on the other hand, was enjoying their fight so much he could hardly contain himself. "It's been a while since I've found prey with this much fight in them! I'll be the one to take you down myself!"
“You won't have the chance!"
“Huh?”
Eliwood whirled around towards the source of the voice that had suddenly cut in between their fight from behind, and there saw the blade of an axe swinging down towards Linus' face.
Linus swiftly blocked that attack with his blade, but the man - Hector - stood up and followed up with a second and third attack.
“I won't let you kill him!" Hector swung Wolf Beil and shouted.
“Alright, if you wanna die, then I’ll take you out first!” Linus raised his blade and roared.
They matched each other in both stamina and strength. Their head-on fight could only be described with one word: ferocious.
Axe and blade clashed viciously, and their overflowing energy sent sparks flying. At its start, their grand battle overwhelmed all who saw it, but over time, it was Hector who became overwhelmed.
When two opponents are matched in strength, stamina, and skill, then superiority is determined by the difference in their weapons. In comparison to swords, axes have a shorter reach and smaller turn radius. Of course, victory against Hector would not be determined simply by what his foe was holding, but if his foe was just as strong as him or stronger, then that was a different story. The more equal they were in strength, the slighter the margin in the outcome would be.
“Hiiii-yaaaaaah!” With a thunderous battle cry, Linus unleashed a powerful attack.
Hector tried to block it with his axe, but in the end was pushed back. With the dry sound of scraping metal echoing into the air, Hector lost his grip on Wolf Beil, and it rotated through the air before finally lodging into the cobblestone.
“That was fun. But this is the end for you!” Linus shouted and swung his blade into the air.
But oddly, Hector, though he had lost his weapon, was smiling calmly. By the time Linus realized how strange it was, it was too late. At some point, Eliwood had gotten behind him, and was aiming the tip of his sword at Linus' back.
"Dammit, were you two plannin' this from the beginnin'?!" Linus said in regret as he threw his weapon on the ground.
One foe was closing in on him from the front, and the other was taking him from behind. Linus thought that they had him completely trapped, but that wasn't really their intention. Hector had seen his best friend in trouble and saved him, and Eliwood had searched for an opportunity to help Hector once he was cornered again. They were in true harmony with each other.
From the very beginning, this fight had never been a one-on-one duel, but one where they risked their lives together. Linus did not think of Eliwood as a cheat, but was ashamed of himself for focusing so much on the enemy in front of him that he neglected to watch his back.
“L-Linus!”
“Don't come over here!" Linus barked at one of his men, who was coming his way to help him. "They're my prey! All of you get out of here! Now!"
"But…!"
"Shut up! Have you forgotten the laws of the Fang?!"
Though it was obvious by the expressions on their faces that his words pained them, they slowly retreated.
To maintain their structure as an organization, the Black Fang had several rules. One that Linus’ followers could not betray was “Your superiors’ orders are absolute.”
After seeing that every last one of his followers were gone, Linus turned his head to look at Eliwood, who had the tip of his rapier positioned right up against his back.
“...I’ve lost. Brother was right. You guys are strong…” He said, expressing how deeply impressed he was, then took both of his hands off his blade, still lodged in the ground.
With that act, they could no longer sense any will to fight from him, and Eliwood relaxed.
He was too soft.
“But that doesn’t mean I’m gonna die like this, without anything to show for it!!” The moment Eliwood let his guard down, Linus moved with unbelievable speed for someone so giant.
He swiftly pulled away from Eliwood’s rapier, then immediately whirled around and wrapped his thick arms around Eliwood’s neck. “I’m takin’ you with me!!”
Crushing his enemy’s neck bones was nothing for Linus.
Like a large snake strangling its prey, Linus’ arms slowly began to move.
Though Eliwood knew that he was staring death in the face, his expression did not change.
“...Do as you wish.”
“...I’m sorry, what?!" At Eliwood’s unexpected response, Linus’ arms stopped moving.
“...I noticed something while we were fighting. All of you… were careful not to get the townspeople involved.”
“Of course! Our target was always just you!” Linus said with pride.
Eliwood looked at him and continued,
"We don't think the Black Fang is an evil group. …Why do we have to fight?"
"That's because you're the bad guys… Dammit!" Linus clicked his tongue, loosened his grip on Eliwood, and let him go.
"I don't get it either! Sonia told Father you're evil, and he trusts her, so he gave us this order!" Linus shouted, getting everything that had built up inside him off his chest. His expression was a complex combination of both and pain and confusion.
He was visibly wavering and questioning everything he had trusted.
"Sonia? She's…"
"...I'm gonna leave for now. Once I get the details straight about you, I'll be back." Linus did not answer the question Eliwood began to ask, instead leaving the conversation at that before walking off.
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you miss your hat? here, have this new one! (it is a baseball cap)
"Oh. Uh. Thank you. But I'm not so sure that's my style - and I'd rather not wear any sorta hat right now, anyhow. There's all this—" he waves his hands vaguely around his head. The Hair. "—stuff to have to worry about messin' up."
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"Ulp…C'mon! I’m not that bad, am I? So what if you’re my new role model, that doesn’t mean I’m going to gunk up the way you operate like a sweaty fangirl!”
After a brief bit of pouting with a bit of grease around her mouth and the remaining quarter of her third burger in her free hand while she gesticulates with the other, the delinquent notices the table is getting surprisingly more empty between the two of them in such a short period of time. Weird.
“Whateuuurrrr-OOOOOooooooouuuuuurrrrp!!!…Oof…at least you like the grub enough not to wreck the place. Here, lemme order us some more.”
Table manners aside, the crude redhead is doing her due diligence by making sure that her new superior doesn’t leave this restaurant unsatisfied. On special occasions like these, or at least on special occasions related to Satsuki specifically, you have to eat your fill and then some, that’s the unspoken rule. She’s gone through too many neglectful cup ramen dinners at her grandpa’s to know how an half-full stomach only leads to discontentment. Satsuki is stubborn about these sorts of things, so she’s damn well ensuring Rika hits her capacity, and maybe a little over just to be safe.
Of course Satsuki will match the Yakuza bite for bite just to be courteous, even if her tummy felt like it was bloating up a bit.
“Eh. Ya are not that great either. I’m still not very fond of ya, even if I know ya won’t be messin’ up with me or my style. We both know what’ll happen if ya do.”
Taking a big bite out of her third burger as well, meat juices and condiments dribble down the corner of her lips, reaching her sharp chin. Lost in the nature of idle conversation and banter with the newest addition to her gang, Rika had lost notion of just how many burgers she had consumed. After all, whenever irritation got the best of her, either or eating some delicious food or pummeling some douchebag’s face would help ease her tension. At the moment she couldn’t possibly punch Satuski, even if her desire to do so may be growing by the minute, so it was up to the meaty burgers to soothe her anger.
Whether it was a cook at the Yamaguchi-gumi clan’s hideout offering a high-class meal, or one of her underlings paying for her meal, Rika had never been one who lack the appropriate amount of calories in her diet. This didn’t stop the hoodlum from having a big appetite and a strong affinity for salty and savory dishes. As long as the bothersome redhead kept ordering, she would keep eating.
In contrast to Satsuki, Rika was just getting started.
“This joint may be safe, but yer still not entirely off the hook...”
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"Yeah, yeah, I got it boss, don’t worry about li'l ol’ me. Hey, old man! We need 6 double cheeseburgers over here, stat! No pickles! Oh, and 4 baskets of fries please!”
Nonchalantly shouting out Rika’s slightly modified order, it seemed like Satsuki didn’t care about the cost in the slightest. The best thing about beating the shit out of hooligans around here is that you can get a decent discount from the local restaurants who were getting harassed after all.
“I’m not going to lie, you seem pretty stressed. I get that you don’t fully trust me, but I’d like to ask you to put aside those feelings just for now. Nothing like a nice hot meal to unwind, yeah? This is the good stuff, so you might as well go all out and burn off the calories during training later.”
Satsuki’s initial apprehensive attitude when she met the Yakuza girl has melted away completely, and was replaced completely by a chill, friendly demeanor as she heavily bit into her first burger. There were no ulterior motives, she just wanted to treat her new teacher boss person to a nice meal. There was an afterthought of the larger than intended meal might slow Rika down the next day during training, but the delinquent brushed it aside. There was no way that this beast in human form in front of her could be shackled down by a measly stuffed gut after all!
“I’m not worried. If they beat the shit outta ya, such is life. If ya die in combat, such is life. If ya manage to learn a thing or two and kick some ass, such is life. Whatever happens to ya, it’s on ya, not on me.”
Funnily enough, Rika’s gang of troublesome ruffians hadn’t disrupted this establishment yet since it was out of their territory. Now that Satuski had surrendered and disbanded her group, this bar/fast food joint belonged to her. It would be a shame to lose such discounts and generous offers, so the rowdy woman would make sure not to attack the old man who was handling Satsuki’s orders with the utmost care and massive amounts of patience.
“I’m not too big on the idea of fangirls like yerself. Ya are nothin’ but trouble for me. Ya talk too much, ya do stupid things to get my unnecessary respect, and ya interfere with what I do. Ya have no respect for boundaries or personal space and ya get excited over every little thing I do or don’t do. It’s bothersome. But keep the burgers and the beers comin’ and I may relax enough to tolerate ya. This is some quality beef for bein’ so cheap. Better start chargin’ more if ya want to keep the business runnin’, old man!”
While Rika still kept her inhibitions around Satsuki, at least for the moment, the redhead’s carefree attitude did help Rika relax. Add some alcohol and some delicious food to the mix, and you’ve got an a gangleader who may slowly open up to her new suborndinate. Grudges don’t last long in the realm of turf wars, something that’s vastly different from the yakuza world. The strong beat the weak to a pulp, and that’s that. If you don’t move on and try to improve, you won’t last a second in the streets. It’s easy to accept new underlings into her gang. What will prove to be a challenge is accepting Satsuki as anything more than a follower.
As for the food, Rika may need a day of resting depending on how many patties and alcohol she consumes, but her fast metabolism will take care of it unless the chill girl finds a way to keep the ravenette idle and busy with food for longer than needed.
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“Why is it in movies and books and stuff when a man with glasses is trying to be hot, he takes his glasses off? It’s like,” and he mimics the action in question with his own glasses, blinking and adding, “Wow, you’re fucking blurry.”
#ain't got time for messin' around and it's not my style: charles#good food brings folks together from all walks of life: charles / open#i'd rather be me: charles / interactions#and we talk too: charles / convos
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anything i draw slowly morphs into the flash bastard and his ineffable boyfriend
#anthony j. crowley#aj crowley#aziraphale#good omens#ineffable husbands#doodles#crowley#messin around with styles and all!#i like this#generally supposed to be me figuring out how to draw crowley's hair#i think i've gotten a bit further figuring it out#why is he crying? it's a mystery#my bet is he's just lost aziraphale but yknow#anyway ya here#m'gays
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