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Vitamin Emmy for serotonin needs.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#my art#mentally struggling rn#just needed a tiny vitamin Emmy to help#lost track of time#cried a lil#but at least I’ve got blorbos that can make me smile a lil#hope everyone has a better day#and stay safe the world is scary and sad
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soo... how does moon feel about never being able to physically be with sun? just curious <3
not very good.
#fnaf#fnaf sb#fnaf dca#dca fandom#fnaf moon#no copypastas in the daycare#doodle dump#dialogue dump#now look what you’ve done. you’ve made the poor boy sad :(#Sun is mentally comforting him rn but it’s not very effective#at least Moon’s struggle with accepting affection is something Sun can help Moon with. this though… this is not something he can fix#fun fact! playing his music box helps calm Moon down :)
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I've never done a poll before, so good luck
Who do y'all think Time'll handcuff to him be with for his group in the dungeon? I've seen a lot of people say he will try to control who goes with who since he's scared for their lives rn (valid)
The options are the individual boys, just go with who you think is most likely to be in his group I guess?
Anyways like I said I've never done a poll so it might be messed up or make no sense, should be fun :D
Let me know if this doesn't work. And yes I know it's not well organised.. it's ok. right?
I think that unlike when they split in the Divine Dark Reflections arc, they might try to stay in bigger groups, and I think Time would probably want to have as many close to him as possible (his group have three or four), but I uhh didn't know how to incorporate that.
It's silly, but right now I can't stop imagining a scene where they reach the central room and everyone sprints off into the groups they want before time can argue.
Anyone who goes with legend will survive physically and anyone who goes with four will survive mentally.
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#just. scatter thoughts it's fine#I never thought I would think this but Wild might end up as the most mentally stable in a group if he's with time or twi#I struggled to find and say a reason for hyrule but. he's important ok. a very powerful magic cave boy#looking forward to legend stepping up since time is out of it and wars will walk in the wrong direction half the time#<a prev tag I wanted to include#this poll should be done in time for us to be proven wrong in the next update! :D#this is terribly put together and that's ok... right? yeah...#tell me if it doesn't work!! I don't know what I'm doing! :DD#I haven't posted in a bit because damn yall#I was waking up to so many hundreds notifications a day#I waited till it's died down a bit but I'm counting on this post to get five notes max#except I have no idea how polls work. lol#sorry my words are terrible I can't even tell rn. is 'most probably' proper grammar? if not that is not fair
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Someone please tell me the chances of a Transformers one sequel aren't zero because I am so very sad right now.
#transformers one#maccadam#transformers#he speaks#im mentality ill and struggling so fucking bad rn please i need a w
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oo u want 2 draw soo bad..

#i hate that my ability to draw is so conditional#its soo frustrating but i dont know how to break it. this has been the one thing thats never changed.ill never be free#times like rn i just do studies but its soo fking BORINGGG euuhh...#but if i try 2 draw something for funsies i just stare at the blank canvas. literally immobile. & u know how people r like just draw#something anyways. a line. something. and its like no i cant do that oi cant even do that u underestimate my freak#i want 2attack myself from the pov of someone else#i think im having the realization tht i will never be able to do art stuff frls and its driving me crazy i think.#like im actually sick and unwell frm the thought of it.my friend commissioned me and im ab 2 send the money back#after two weeks bc i cant do it im literally frozen dude.i want 2 cry and die and explode into a million pieces#wait im back to add more.idk if anyone feels the same way but its like. i know its entirely a Me issue its a mental block issue#theres something thats not connecting in my head but its like.why is it so easy for everyone else ykwim...and thats a lie too right#like everyone else struggles w art and its not.it cant exist Without you struggling and practicing hard and trusting yourself#but in my brain im just convinced that like.i cant do this i cant do this like everyone else can do it like second nature and it freaks me#tf out#but also its the one thing i want to do more than anything else in my life and so like if i cant do it i dont know what to do.ughh.#not me freaking the fuck out rn lawl.lols.even#and on top of it i feel like i cant express myself well and i think my friend. < SOOO awesome and well meaning and NICE and legitimately#pushing me to try and believe that i can do this stuff but i feel like they wont understand the sort of like.mental block im struggling wit#like its less that i hate my art or something i dont its more like.i just feel soo physically restrained and incapable of doing it.suddenly#i cant think and i cant do anything.i have no creativity i have no ideas my mind is quite literally blank and empty
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fucked up trying to paint traditionally so bad I turned it into harry

I'm starting to see him in everything
#disco elysium#harry du bois#100% not my usual shit but I'm posting this anyway#struggling through mental illness rn but we ball#☆ •• art
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"What are you doing?"
I glance up at Law from my spot on my knees, just as I'm about to shuffle under his desk. I frown at his question and mumble out,
"... nothin'..."
He narrows his eyes slightly before asking a little harder,
"What's wrong?"
I frown and slide under the wood table, knocking his thin, goofy ass legs aside before hugging my knees to my chest, resting against the covered side of the desk.
"Nothing. I just... need some quiet."
I look up at him with a slightly smaller frown as I continue softly,
"I just need to feel safe right now."
His eyes soften and he nods with a sigh, gently leaning down to pat the top of my head before going back to his paper work. His voice is gentle but firm as he replies,
"I'm here if you need anything."
I pat his knee and barely reply,
"... I know."
#mandies mumbles ; blurbs / hcs / ect...#this is 110% for me bc i am struggling mentally and emotionally and i need my mans rn#Trafalgar Law#one piece#ok to rb#selfship#feel free to ignore lmao sorry yall 😞
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life has thrown me some CURVE BALLS recently- I promise I've not forgotten my lil freaks in my phone <33 I always come back... anyway um -




#🔪 ————— ʜɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ɪɴ ʜɪs ᴄᴏᴀᴛ ɪs ᴀ ʀᴇᴅ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ʜᴀɴᴅ — ooc.#happy hallows bbies i love and miss u sm I'm just really mentally struggling rn LMAOOO
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Can we agree?
There should be a phobia for the fear of being asked to "Share a fun fact about yourself " Us: Can I pass Rando: No, everyone has to share.
The struggle is real
#memedaddy#meirl#me irl rn#me irl lol#me irl tbh#memes#lol#humor#me irl tho#funny texts#funny#phobia#Life#mental health#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#struggle#therapy#the struggle is real
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veep dad comfort art
#veep dad :]#i have Not been well mentally tbh the second im with friends i DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE anyways ill be VENTING A TINY BIT HERE#i need excitement in my life but im like#has no social life#oopsies...!#so i thought yknow what would make me happy rn. My Veep Dad#yea thats it#also ive been struggling with motivations to play ttcc and draw so....#apologies for being in the game less. especially as im in the post game with almost everything done#im usually kinda really goal oriented in games and yeah having no tasks or close friends to play with#im just kinda THERE and getting that initial push to do stuff is very hard#my motivation has just been at an all time zero (again) and it upsets me bc i do wanna do stuff...not bc ohh productivity but bc#i just wanna HAVE FUNNNN#anyways erm.... thanks for listening to my little rant here again. i dont know where else to express this sort of stuff. feels wrong to dum#it on strangers who i know are there for my art but. whatever. yknow#just wish i was more motivated in general but my life is Just Kinda Sad and im an Antisocial Anxious Wreck Dear Cog#senior vice president#sr vp#veep dad#personal tag if i dont wanna main tag....#doodles#traditional art#guz art#toontown
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My fcking bitch
#my art#fate grand order#salter#arturia alter#ive been sketching but this is the only postable thing the rest is naked women#I AM PRACTICING MY ANATOMY#its a struggle#this salter wasnt practice this salter was a warmup because she is the easier bitch for me to draw rn#<- mental illness#sorry ushi i was mentally ill about salter because of the sims 4#i have the sims 4 now#ofc i made salter jalter
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Primrose: It just feels like something happened that wasn't supposed to, you know? Something in him died that night, Fress. *voice wavers* I don't know how to bring him back.
Fresca: ... I once felt the same thing about you, Rose. It took time but you came back to us. Maybe all we can do right now is wait for him to ask for help.
#ts4 legacy#ts4 storytelling#ts4#berry sweet sims#pastel rainbowcy#dream bpr#dream gen 3#fresca de sandia#primrose dream#the big thing rose is worried about here of course is andromeda#if hib really starts to struggle it opens the door for her to make contact and potentially even worse#just like we saw with primrose when she was younger#hooray mental health allegories!!#also fresca ;-;#she's reliving some painful memories rn
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lays down. chews on sippy cup straw. i am so bad at setting boundaries with friends and standing up for myself and my time. sigh
#tl posts#not abt anyone here a different friend#just. hhh.#sorry m not. looking for advice just need to vent. capri's helping me think of ways to address it w them. sorry venty in tags#one of my best friends and theyve had a really REALLY tough time lately#and ive been trying hard to support them so much but it feels like they're taking advantage of my time and stuff sometimes#and we were supposed to play games at 12 today but they forgot to put the time down (despite picking it themself) and so they told me 3-4#and then told me four. and then spent most of 4 literally in a discord server we're both in#and when i asked if they wanted to move it to 5 they apologized and said they got caught up in scrolling thru the new dating app#and then asked if i wanted to do some bob ross paintings instead of playing#and look i love his videos but they make me feel like such an ass artist and im just not in the brainspace to struggle with that today but-#i said yes bc they were really excited#and i just wanted to play game with my friend but#and im not even TOUCHING the fact that it feels like they dismiss my issues to talk abt theirs rn#ngl them saying “we gotta stop having mental health issues at the same time” really upset me last night#like they were JOKING i KNOW we've made jokes like that b4#but i just was not in the space tobe dismissed like that last night q_q#guh. sorry
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twerkability of marauder characters:
lily: 3/10 she tries her best….
sirius: 9/10 bro practiced 💀
james: 7/10 hes a natural but he actually gets quite shy with it lolll
peter: 6/10 hes ok
remus: 0/10 he wont even try smh
marlene: 5/10 she doesnt pack much but she works with what she has
mary: 10/10 twerk god
regulus: 2/10 skinny ass
severus: 0/10 would rather die then ever attempt that
dorcas: 8/10 they’re good at everything for some reason
xenophilius: 7/10 surprisingly twerkable
pandora: 9/10 absolutely shocks everyone
benjy: 10/10 has been shaking it since forever
caradoc: 2/10 but he can hip dance for some reason
lucius: 4/10 on a normal day but 7/10 when he actually tries
narcissa: 5/10 very average
alice: 9/10 minus point because shes too polite about it
frank: 10/10 bro doesnt hold back whatsoever
emmeline: 1/10 will throw it back once but then become immediately aware about how embarrassing it is to twerk and will suddenly stand up straight mid-shake
evan: 4/10 he thinks he’s good but nooooo
barty: 7/10 what he lacks in skill he makes up for in energy
#this is what my villain era looks like btw#she is struggling mentally rn 🤣🤣#harry potter#hp#marauders#marauders era#james potter#lily evans#severus snape#barty crouch jr#evan rosier#pandora lovegood#xenophilius lovegood#alice fortescue#alice longbottom#frank longbottom#remus lupin#sirius black#regulus black#caradoc dearborn#benjy fenwick#peter pettigrew#narcissa malfoy#lucius malfoy#mary macdonald#dorcas meadowes#marlene mckinnon#emmeline vance#narcissa black#lily potter
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taking a little break from writing for a few days to cool down the brain but first... yaad&thistle au fic preview under the cut. this is clocking in at 12k atm, i haven't finished drafting all the scenes yet, but i am deeply enjoying this one.

#context: yaad Attempts Diplomacy. thistle finds this offensive. curses him to be an old man in a petty fit.#(side note thistle here is sort of in between his pre-dungeon self and his far-gone dungeon lord self)#however in this au he's in exile and trying to curry favor with delgal which means playing nice with his grandson#so now he's like ah shit that was. random. <3 i can undo it <33 you didnt tell grandpa about this did you#yaad should get a little fed up as an old man. as a treat#they're incredibly fun to write so far... the thing is they do resonate on a similar wavelength once they reach a point of civility#theyve got this shared Servant Of The People mentality it's just a matter of finding common ground wrt how to effectively go about that#thistle runs the world but yaad governs it too (delgal is um. comatose) so. figure it out. chop chop#once they do hit that stride though it's like unclogging your windpipe. kind of nice#that aside their experiences and struggles overlap sm it's so ripe for exploration#lots of scenes discussing Adult Matters while playing house like kids with dolls#not rlly knowing how to make sense of their lives and the world around them bc they have no healthy/Real frame of reference#(psychological trauma?? in MY golden country??? it's normal to constantly dissociate but okay)#but knowing for certain that they have Obligations and duties to fulfill... theyre doing their best your honor#i'm such a thistle & yaad shill rn i think i mightve come off as a hater in another post but oughh they are Everything#anyway tangent over i just needed to yap a bunch before my 2 day break shfjkhkf#roomba writes#dungeon meshi fic#thistle & yaad#thistle#yaad#txt#fic: wtsh
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lotus eaters drops the same day im going to the doctor for my Various Mental Illnesses
it will be A Day 💀
#andro talks#i dont like venting but im so stressed ab it#i have Various Mental Illnesses but rn im trying to get an official diagnosis and help for at least one of them#lotus eaters dropping the same day is just what i needed#a little treat for me after hopefully getting officially told theres something wrong with me. thanks i know im fucking struggling#just give me meds and i will be out of your hair
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