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Do you think in the Underworld Eurylochus heard voices of the drowned men asking him why he opened the bag?-
#like when Oddyseus heard#~why would you let the cyclops live when ruthlessness is mercy~#do you think Eurylochus heard something like#~Why would you open the bag you've doomed us all Eurylochus~#or something like this#yknow#the wisdom saga is out and I'm still mentally stuck in the Underworld saga help#epic the musical#epic the underworld saga#epic the wisdom saga#eurylochus#eurylocus epic#tagamemnon#the oddyssey#oddyseus#jorge rivera herrans#mr jalapeño#someone probably already did this
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I am once again working on a big drawing so have this in the meantime lol
#goodbye radar was on tonight and I miss him already mannnnnn my little brother !!!!!!#I'll draw radar soon I promise#my art#mash#mash fanart#mashblr#m*a*s*h#mash 4077#hawkeye pierce#francis mulcahy#father mulcahy#hawkahy#I feel like I'm posting a LOT lately sorry I've been manic lmao#hawkahy fueling the mental illness...
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The Mighty Nein Reunion: Echoes of the Solstice
#critical role#ygifs#cr lb#echoes of the solstice live show#ashley#marisha#laura#ETHEREAL WOMEN. DEAD TO HAVE SEEN THEM LIVE#me sitting there already mentally giffing all the moments I need to chew like IT'S SO GOOD Y'GUYS I'M STILL#they're so fucking beautiful so fucking hot I'm just
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I just cant stop im sorry
#hi i am back :)#my mental health took a severe nose dive these last two months (it already wasn't great to begin with)#because of that i've been struggling with a lot of self doubt and anxiety about my art which caused me to just kinda disappear#I've been applying to jobs but have had little luck so far#and i need to really work on a portfolio but its hard to make one when you barely feel like picking up a pen.#i feel really pressured to become insanely good at art cause its the only thing i've got going for me#but i'm not sure I can keep up with industry demands#and its hard to want to make things when your livelihood is on the line#not to mention the current state of the US lol#but despite this i'm going to continue to make art even if I never make a living off of it#cause I don't think I could imagine myself living any other way#I’m only 22 after all#my life is far from over#my oc#myart#oc#oc art#original character#illustration#digital drawing
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off to battle he goes! (count your days b1tch @ seelie queen) here's the sketch
#i just need him to rock someone's shit ONCE#pls pls pls dont bring me to tears by not making this happen when i'm already having a mental breakdown#or however that sabrina song goes#kit herondale#tsc#the shadowhunter chronicles#twp#the wicked powers#shadowhunters#cassandra clare#the last king of faerie#artists on tumblr#digital art#art#illustration#tsc fanart
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[ID: Digital drawings of Needles from The Magnus Protocol on a gray background. He is a thin, shadowy figure in a brown raincoat with the hood up and dark gray pants and gray shoes and black fingerless gloves. His only visible facial features are his large eyes and mouth, and needles make up his eyebrows and poke out of his chin like a goatee. He also has needles coming out of his fingertips. The first drawing is a bust showing him smiling at the viewer, and the second is a full body drawing of him posed as though walking with his hands near his sides making clawing gestures. He is smiling at the viewer with extra needles poking out from between his teeth. end ID]
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a hesitant needles design!! keeping my design pretty vague and ambiguous for now, waiting until we get more description cuz i feel like we're def going to soon enough. I imagine the needles are usually under the skin and then poke out as needed (i just drew them as brows and beard to get the Needles Thing across) (no i did NOT mean to give him a goatee it just happened)
#fg's art#the magnus protocol#tmagp#needles tmagp#needles#needles tw#i really like this guy#i Do have a more solid mental image of him but im just hesitant im like Too Excited ough#also it's like. really different from the needles designs i've already seen and i'm Anxious About It <3 but maybe i just haven't seen enoug#edit: not me forgetting to trigger tag the needles guy. FOR NEEDLES.
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some rough colour blocking done with the mouse, extremely pleased with the direction so far!
#madness combat#_myart#madness combat deimos#madness combat sanford#idk if i'll keep it but i'm still giggling at the fucking. topper on deimos' radio backpack antennae#i'm not super proficient with my mouse but sometimes the mental energies are low and u gotta do with what u got#but i won't lie. my heart grew twice as large with fondness for these two doing this. liked them a lot already and am liking them even more
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the mr beast pyramids thing is fucked up for several reasons but here are some of the ones that i personally have been thinking about
1. historical significance and capitalism (aka "why does this white man get special privileges? why is he allowed to rent out a world wonder and why do we live in a world where that's possible") - it's not that renting out the pyramids is unheard of because it's definitely happened before. @jehadism even mentioned that the location was rented out for a rave recently. but why do we live in a world where it's possible to reserve access to historical monuments for the rich white foreigners? and how is it that one (1) man has enough money to do this?
2. contemporary cultural significance and the egyptian government (aka "my egyptian mutuals hate this and i've been friends with them long enough to at least have an introductory understanding as to why") - how much access does the average egyptian have to their own history? what with white foreigners looting graves and the egyptian dictatorship destroying monuments, how much easier is it for a white american like myself to go to a museum in person and see the results of white colonialism in "ancient egypt" exhibits as if egyptians aren't a real, still-living community of people? and how much harder is it for an egyptian under dictatorship to visit historical monuments in their own city? what hoops does the average egyptian need to go through just to view artifacts that should be preserved by egyptians, for egyptians, in egypt? why is it that mr beast doesn't have to go through these hoops and can make a public youtube video about it and yet egyptians get disappeared by their own government if they try to speak up against that very government desecrating historical sites?
3. information dissemination and the indoctrination of white supremacist youth (aka "what does this mean for future attitudes towards egyptians and egyptian culture") - mr beast's fanbase is predominantly children which is something mr beast himself has full knowledge of and has stated as such. especially with the more recent allegations against him and his various business pursuits, any adults who happen to watch him already don't care about the moral truth of his actions. the children that watch his channel are the target audience here. he has an ethical responsibility to carefully consider what he shows to the public. he has a moral obligation to show these children how to be a good person and to educate them. or at the very least he has a duty to not model 'how to be human scum' for the kids on the other side of the screen. and yet, here he is, promoting an orientalist view of egypt. planting little seeds in their minds that (white) egyptology is cool and mysterious and fantastical. not to mention he has no historical or archaeological certification. he's showing these kids that it's okay for the most average of white americans (albeit very very rich but other than that still extremely average) to waltz into an egyptian burial ground and play make believe about solving mysteries and getting trapped in mazes and chased by the living dead despite having zero certification. even when the white people invading egyptian historical sites are literally trained historians and archeologists, they still exemplify white supremacist, orientalist notions about egypt. the problem isn't that mr beast's opinions about egypt will inevitably suck (well. it's a problem but given that he's a rich white man and literally mr beast, i'm treating that as a given and it's not what i'm gonna focus my thoughts on) no the problem here is that he's teaching children that it's okay to have said opinions. he's teaching white children to mistreat the nonwhite children around them and to grow up and continue to oppress egyptians in the exact way they saw their childhood idol do. he's teaching any egyptian children who watch him that white people will always devalue their history and their culture
#swingset#all of this has been said by egyptians already#all of this has been said by my egyptian mutuals even#i'm not really writing this for other people so much as gathering my own thoughts#talk to mina and jehad and bapbas#not me i'm just some white american#really it's the last part that i find the most disturbing#the continuous cycle of indoctrination#i mean on a logical level ofc the other stuff is bad too but i only really start to actually feel things about it when i think abt that part#<- doesn't feel strong emotions easily and also has a history with child endangerment via indoctrination and mental conditioning
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★ 159 // “Mental Inventory Check”
#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#steel ball run#sbr#johnny joestar#offerings#tools used:#ibispaintx#// Yesterday had to be one of the most emotionally whiplashed days I've had#Started out SUPER rotten but thankfully improved once I got to Reno and saw my friends#The background is actually an edited photo of the Arizona desert I took on the plane.#Anyways. I haven't been taking my meds because I kinda just... lost em. Whoops!!#I'm only really diagonosed with clinical depression and anxiety in terms of mental illness#PMDD and autism if you count those?#But one of the meds I'm on is apparently an antipsychotic. And after stopping I feel... psychotic lol.#So it got me wondering if maybe there's more wrong with me than I already understand.#Which like. Is a daunting realization in of itself.#It could just be a withdrawl symptom or perhaps it points to something else. Only a doc can say.#I think Johnny clearly has his own mental health issues too. What exactly? Up to opinion.#Mental health probably wasn't a topic like it is now in the 1890's so but.#I do find a great comfort in a character who clearly has similar struggles but still goes on.#I think that's a massive reason I came to like Johnny. I saw a reflection of my own depression in his story.
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i saw a post that which triggered me to say: hate in sport is normal. sport genuinely wouldn't be sport if we didn't revel in our rivals' losses every once in a while. however, f1 fans don't know how to hate like normal, sane people.
#as a football fan the concept of anti tags was so foreign and shocking to me because if i'm hating on another team i just wont tag the team#but people in this community think that they MUST infiltrate spaces they don't belong with hate#they think its ok wishing death on a driver who's in a sport that already has a higher probability of death than 99% of sports out here#they think there's gratification in hating on a driver for speaking out about mental health.#this fandom lacks so much progression it's pitiful to see#formula 1#f1#lando norris#carlos sainz#yuki tsunoda#franco colapinto#alex albon#george russell#lewis hamilton
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I found an absolute treasure today. A Penguin Illustrated Classics edition of Pride and Prejudice from 1938.
(I love that you can see on the inside of the dust jacket on the bottom right the price in 'old' money of 6d... aka sixpence or half a shilling!)
#jane austen#pride and prejudice#classic lit#classic literature#pretty books#my collection#copies of pride and prejudice#now the oldest book in my collection! i have emma from 1939(?) i think#i forget but i should photograph that too#eagle eyed observers will note yet ANOTHER copy of northanger too#the cover is gorgeous and i already had persuasion in that set#then i found NA MP and S&S in that series too today for £1 each and you know#would've been rude not to so they came home with me lol#i also found longbourn which i haven't read yet and godmedsham park by gill hornby#so very excited about them too#today was really my day !!!#and i got notified that i'm FINALLY at the top of the waiting list for therapy ! only took 10 months when they said 3-4 djdjdjf#but i'm gonna be unstoppable when im mentally stable omg#won't stop me buying jane austen books though <3
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Abled person: you always talk about your disability.
Me: i know right? it's almost as if it actually disables me, affecting my life everyday??
#disability#if this has been done already I'm sorry to op#i think it has but i couldn't find it again on the whole internet (spent way too long searching and not sure where i saw it originally)#actually disabled#disabled#disabled and cute#spoonie#abeist things friends say#ableist comments#ableism#sorry not gonna be turning ur ableism into more internalised ableism as seems to be ur goal#chronically ill#chronic illness memes#schizospec#actually schizospec#autistic#actually autistic#actually schizoaffective#actually schizophrenic#schizophrenia#schizoaffective#actually psychotic#actually delusional#mental health awareness#mental health#mental illness#neurodivergent#actually neurodivergent#add your ones! 🥰#ableist things people say
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maybe i set my hopes too high, but when i imagined grand necropolis i thought of giant tombs, of golden sarcophagus, maybe just embalmed corpses laying on a golden stand in the middle of a room waiting for the next step of mummifications. huge underground mausoleums for members of specific families.
circle mages having inside rivalries, fighting for a mere chance to become an apprentice to some famous mortalitasi or get patronage of a noble family (because it's the only way out of the circle)
of mortalitasy combining entrophy/necromancy magic with herbalist knowledge to preserve the corpses better.
not the "spooky-scary-skeletons" doing the minimum wage jobs here and there
#those skeletons are in the grand necropolis so they possibly belong to some noble family there emmrich wtf are you doing??#veilguard critical#dragon age#datv critical#wait isn't it kinda.... slavery when you think about it?#like did all of those people agreed to their corpses being used like that? that's suspiciously a lot of people.....#but even then#did all those SPIRITS and WISPS agreed on that? can a wisp even realize what they are asked to do?#we already know that wisps have a mental capacity of a toddler (like manfred) so can they actually CONSENT????#what did solas said in dorian's banter again?#Dorian: There's no harm putting them to constructive use and most mages back home treat them well.#Solas: And any that show any magical talent are freed are they not?#Dorian: What? Spirits don't have magical talent.#Solas: Oh I'm sorry. I thought you were talking about your slaves.#the guy keeps slaying even after being character assassinated omg.....😩#somehow nevarra has more slavery than tevinter lol#anyway i wrote this post like back in december and forgot to post it lol
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It's been a while since I last plugged my print shop and ko-fi tipjar, and my follower count has doubled since then, so for everyone who's new here:
Hi! Thank you for wanting to keep up with my art, it means a lot! If you've ever wanted to support me beyond likes and reblogs, the print shop offers a variety of sizes and options and I can always add a print you'd like that's missing from the lineup (just shoot me a message!) Or leave me a tip on ko-fi if you want to make my day :)
I'm a small fry as far as tumblr art blogs go, and I don’t have it in me to spend my art time chasing trends and drawing for more popular fandoms that aren't my one true love, Mass Effect. Any small gesture of support means the world <3
#I'll try and get comms formalized soon. I've been meaning to make that official for forever but it's a big step#Even when I've been accepting them on the down-low for a while lol#Huge thank you and the biggest forehead kiss to anyone who's ever bought a print btw. You rock.#Do Not worry if you want to support me but can't. An art reblog is already worth a lot in this current likes-only economy#Inprnt is based in the US btw — if you’re from elsewhere and want a print but don’t want to brave the shipping and import costs. message me#I can send you the file and you can get it printed by a local service#I'm not really comfortable with giving out personal details on social media#but if that sort of thing matters to you I'm chronically ill and without a fixed income atm. haha. </3#mass effect#inprnt#shakarian#artists on tumblr#the mental pep talk it took to post this lmfaoo
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I was accepted to a paid video editing internship and a lot of the work is very reminiscent of what I used to do here. It makes me so happy to know that my silly little Tumblr blog gave me good practice :3 I hope everyone is doing well <3 Tell me what you're going to be for Halloween!
#I'm editing down video podcasts of tech bros yappin about whatever into tiktok sized chunks#getting good practice on trimming dialogue and adjusting subtitles#I'm already pretty good at getting the videos paced well though!#very reminiscent of trimming down and subtitling a Tingting video#or trimming down a long cooking video#I decided this year that my new goal in life will be to become a professional video editor so that's what I'm working towards now#hope everyone is well 🫶🏻#For Halloween I'm going to be Marina Domek from Fear and Hunger 2#fear and hunger has been my hyperfixation for over a year now lol#also I moved to a new apartment and then had a mental breakdown and quit my job and now I have no income so that's how life has been for me#chitty chatty#text post#not asmr
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@vinosscum introduced me to the first Mistborn book,
#doodles#mistborn#the final empire#cosmere#mistborn art tag#yeah this won't be all that comes out of my horrid little hands of course#vin mistborn#elend venture#kelsier mistborn#ok so i finished it earlier this evening and I'm already going to go bother local library staff about book 2#anyway Vin sweetie ur doing great#amazing how one girl can attain So Many Dads in such a short time#I haven't had too much time to look for like. proper illustrations or anything so here have my mental image#of the girl herself while I was reading#and the slightest hint of kel in the you're my dad meme#anyway. yay! books!!#this totally won't destroy me in any way!!!
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