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does vale just have like wildly low emotional intelligence to be this delusional about their fallout (he’s ignoring like. large swaths of context for 2015 i think. like it’s crazy that his and marc’s stories are so wildly mismatched not just in terms of content but also in terms of TIMELINE) or are his unique trauma responses to a tough childhood and fame and competing in god’s most awful death sport just insanely damaging. wait just answered my own question. um.
#guy who is weird about competition and attachment i said oh im sure#but i can’t get over marc saying yeah the ranch visit was the tipping point#and vale identifying. argentina 2015. which he’s NEVER mentioned before ? like EVER ? if i’m not mistaken#ans saying it with the confidence of a well-rehearsed answer like he’s thought about it OODLES…#idk memory is a MONSTER and all of this is colored with nine years of confirmation bias and bitterness and retellings#but what kills me is he kind of got over sepang for a while there so what the hell is going ON in that NOGGIN…#motogp#callie speaks#the uccio told me and my spanish friends heard a rumor made me literally get up and start walking around i felt so insane btw
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Nothing is stronger than the bond between a girl and a piece of media they brushed off 10 years ago that they now realized is the greatest thing ever made
#In this context 'girl' refers to everyone this has happened to#I've already told the story about how I watched half of the first ep of khr and turned it off cuz I thought tsuna annoying#I did it with mairuma too I saw it coming out and just ignored it cuz I thought the concept was generic#And only picked it up when the manga was updating#Fukimono I read like up to when they go to the yokai world and never got to it till I got super sick actual YEARS afterwards#Sad to say but blue exorcist technically counts cuz I read 5 chapters ans stopped but it's cuz I got busy its not cuz I STOPPED liking aoex#I never stop liking blue exorcist this is for life#Jeweler richard anime I got to ep 6 and was convinced for a while it was mid and yeah the anime is but the manga/LN is amazing#I did this with a ton of vocaloid artists too#Let's not bury the lead (I say as bury the lead)#This post is actually cuz I've been binge reading yohaji#I have vague memories of looking at it so fucking long ago and thinking the first chapter was vulgar but once u get passed that hump wow#It's so good#I'm gonna make a separate post about hmmgm#Tell me what yall did this to thanks#Khr#Hitman reborn#Mairuma#mairimashita! iruma kun#fukigen na mononokean#fukimono#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#Jeweler richard#yohaji#Fuck what's the full yohaji title#Oh well
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"He can be bit odd but think you'd already knew that" - Ane
Character in first page belongs to @bweoo I saw them in the comic and I couldn't help but to think of that audio lmao 💀
Lil free context about my insert if yall wanna understand how they relate in marvel:
-Has the same ability like deadpool does from 4th wall breaking and going into comic panels like he and gwenpool do in the comics
-has a uncle to niece relationship with wade, she does enjoy being with him rather than tolerating his existence like most of characters tend to do since they both understand how it is living in a world knowing it's technically fictional (her situation like gwenpools)
-Logan's more a father/ teacher to Ane. Acts like she's annoying but will go berserk if another tries anything funny
#Marvel#marvel#self insert#ane#author#logan howlett#wolverine#other's oc#bweoo#bweoo's oc#marvel: a new life old memories#not just a kid#comic
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So what actually goes on in jojolion? What's that one about?
Ohhh brudder jojolion is probably my personal favirote jojo part
I love it so much, its unfortunately got some rough spots especially at the start with the character daiya. But as for the story at whole its really great
Its about a man who wakes up with no memories of who he is, where he came from, or why he was buried in the dirt. It's about the journey of this man as he discovers who he was to those around him before he lost his memories. It's about a man deciding who he wants to be in an ocean of perspectives of his character from others.
It's about family and the unbreakable bond with your mother no matter where you go and what happens. Even if that means doing things that no one else will understand or even hate you for doing.
#but as a real awnser#its about a man and a woman waking up in the garden of eden with the forbidden fruit#sorry dhsjsk#but its about gappy and his adventure to learn who he is after waking up with no memories#and finding reasons to fight beyond himself along the way#and about the family that adopts him and the curse their family name bears and the lengths some of them will go to in a chance to avoid fat#oh ans if your asking where my rock human wham fits in#they introduce a species thats identical to humans but can turn into rocks and stuff#it takes place in 2011 with josuke and yasuho#but theres a flashback af the end with joseph joestar and him moving to america to help lucy while she works at the speedwagon foundation#and mentions him meeting suzi q who works there ans them having their daughters#and i just wanted to expand wham into that for fun lol#the rock humans are like this universes take on the pillar men sorta kinda
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the difference between bobby s7 vs s8 is crazy to me bc you can tell how much lighter he feels. and just the obvious why he's much more relaxed and joking around is such a big difference . to me it's implying maybe therapy or he's done something to deal with the events of s7 in that 3 month time skip and i want details so badly.... how did he go from spiraling and sorta passive suicidal ideation to more relaxed and comfortable and peaceful almost .... sorry i can't shut up about this i need more people talking about it
#bobby nash#911#post s7 haunts me every day and so does the time skip#so much happened at the end of s7 and it was never talked about again and its infuriating#and also thinking the 118 probably still doesnt know exactly why bobby quit and possibly anything about amir...#this is kinda possibly confirmed in the newest ep bu hens comment he didn't quite there was fire and heart attack....#like she didnt believe he quit himself#AND ALSO BOBBY JUST SO EASILY TELLING ATHENA HE DIDNT WANNA REBUILD THE OLD HOUSE BUT SOMETHING NEW#bobby would have never done that s7 and befor#he would have ignored his feelings bc she was so excited to rebuild the same and have her house back that's more important#ANDhe probably would focus and let the guilt of the house burning down because of him get to him#it's his fault she lost her house ofc she should rebuild exactly and her home and memories back#BUT HE DOESN'T ANS HE TALKS TO HER IMMEDIATELY AND IT'S PERFECT#guys i could talk about this for hours#theyre so important to me#911 spoilers
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Insane to me that jaiden said she's more, if not most, suspicious of the Duck than cucurucho and it turns out she used to be a part of the Federation and has most likely crossed paths with it before...
#something something like a moth to the flame#the memory isnt there but theres an echo in her head warning her of this guy#her warm and friendly feelings for cucurucho contrasting with her distrust ans suspicion with the pato....#idk man i just want more qjaiden lore#paimon!speaks!#qsmp#jaiden animations
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Sirkka..... save me Sirkka.......
The little blue dude in the last picture is @valverii s oc btw :3
#ely doodles#got mauled by a zombie and ended up as a weird almost zombie#thing#and the new injuries they get get zombiefied#AND they lose recent memories if that injury is non fat#the bigger the injury the bigger the time lost#they keep a journal to keep track of their days in case rhey forgey stff#and theyre trying rly hard to cure themselves cuz#OHOH RIGHT#if they're unconscious they just deadass become a zombie#full on#so they hate sleeping it freaks them out#they have a basement they look themselves in to avoid hurting people but it took them a while to realize what was happening#and since they avoid sleep sm sometimes they pass out in public ans THATS a huge ossus#also they hate the tastw of meet now cuz of all the times theyve woken up w the taste of metal on their tongue#but their body cant process plants anymore#so theyre in hell#in short this guy is 1.isolated from their peers cuz they refuse to live close to anyone in case they hurt them while they sleep#2. not sleeping cuz of the afformentioned zombie moment#3. not eating either cuz both options make rhem ill for different reasons#my man is in the trenches#ITS OKAY HELL BE FINE#EVENTUALLY
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why do people still interpret light as actually smart… he literally believes that criminals and good people are two separate things and if youre one you cant be the other ever
#also when people say ‘oh thats because he became kira and evil’#no he was literally just like that. remember in the yotsuba arc when he was rationalizing his own memories#because his own interpretation of himself was ‘good person’ and he liked believing hed never commit a murder ever for any reason#ans so he just didnt say anything abt the huge gaps in his memory#hes not actually cool or smart in any way hes a lame ass right wing teenager
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Hi! "ML Up until now it's been like a dream" sounds interesting!
Aw thanks! I'm impressed you could scope out my one Mikoto wip...
It's a little normal au 0309 thing from Fuuta's pov. The general premise is that Mikoto crashes his bike on his way to work, gets a concussion, has (non-John-related) memory issues, and Fuuta is compelled to look after him. I wanted a fun comparison of videogame restarts/second chances -- Fuuta says something rash and the conversation gets weird, until a few minutes later when Mikoto has a lapse in short term memory, and Fuuta gets to try the exact same situation again. By the end of the day, Fuuta is using the situation to very carefully test out compliments/confessions since there's no pressure it'll be remembered and he'll have to deal with the consequences. It's basically my timeloop fic without a timeloop 😂
The title was the first thing that popped into my head (as all my first working titles are) and comes from a story from my dad's childhood when he got a concussion and his short term memory kept resetting. He kept telling his family "You know, up until now it's been like a dream!" until his brother quoted it back to him and he went "how did you know I was gonna say that??" It started as a silly joke title, but Mikoto has the whole line about dreaming, so I'm keeping an eye out if there's a way I can actually work it into the fic !!
#thank you for the ask pal! :D#i hate to tease you since itll be a bit of a wait 😅#the PROBLEM is i wrote the whole thing out in a super messy draft with other characters/plot points first before realizing this#configuration was the perfect setup -- and rewriting has been confusing on my brain#but every once and i while im drawn back to it so no matter how slow its going it still is going 👍#i wasnt sure if it was weird that mikoto is here with memory issues but it was completely unrelated to his canon situation#but he fit perfectly with my vision so im making it work 😂#ive been going back and forth whether john should make an appearance#my focus is on fuuta and him gradually learn to open up#and realize the right people wont see his 'mistakes' as such ans he never really needed to redo anything#and john will throw it into a whole new focus#but it feels weird to write a whole ship fic and just... not discuss him? so well see 😅#rose rambles#ask game#ask
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❝ your expectations for me have been set way too high. ❞
ㅤwhen a child's crib is made, is it the father who decides when his son is old enough to graduate to a mattress that's still far too big for his body? when builders put together stone and wood for a kingdom, do they have the foresight to build for the generations of royal blood who will sit upon the throne? stoick's throne becomes him—vast and foreboding, as foretold by the title he earned. now empty, the seat feels uncomfortably spacious. a freckled hand lingers on its armrest in reverence, but the verdant gaze cast upon it belongs to a mourner's. håkan's voice sounds resigned, defeated,ㅤyour expectations for me have been set far too high.
ㅤwith a breath, jack's steps are quiet as he approaches the newly hailed chief of berk from behind. his fingers trace the gilded patterns of the seat, frost ferns growing into the crevices, but the throne is already cold without the winter spirit's influence. he was not been there to witness stoick's—death, as it is rightly described, but jack sees what has been left behind. berk's viking queen returned to a throne that is still alone, relearning motherhood for a son still synonymous with stranger. the monument of stoick standing tall, now to stand witness at how berk will flourish for centuries to come, stone remaining polished even if it has been weeks since his passing. toothless, standing tall with his claim to protect dragons like the kin he never had, yet withdrawing wings around himself when his own best friend comes close.ㅤand then there is you—
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ“håkan.”
ㅤberk's pride is vulnerable.ㅤhåkan, with the dark circles that hollow his eyes. the expanse of freckles darker with the way his skin has become pallid. fingers with the minutest tremor that itch to busy themselves with another project, another errand, another request, another, another, another, each tireless task a welcome distraction. jack's hand slides down to settle beside hiccup's own, but it inches away like a reflex. a defense mechanism. shying away from his touch. though håkan has already taken the mantle that he was always meant to bear, a shadow in the shape of his father haunts him still. more a poltergeist of his own manifestations than a ghost that only seeks to watch. his father has been endlessly proud of what his son has become, and jack is sure he rests easy in the hall of the gods to know his wife is alive and a son that has exceeded his legacy. but does håkan realize this haunting is his own craft?
ㅤgrief is not a new weight on his body.ㅤthe steel prosthetic glints in the dim candlelight shifts when håkan drags himself in front of the empty throne. wintry eyes settle on hiccup's hunched form, a posture made only in private in contrast to håkan's raised chin and squared shoulders when the eyes of berk exalts him as the first dragon rider / a friend of dragons / the chieftain of berk. yet he carries his burdens all the same: quietly, punishingly, that his pain should be his own to bear. a leg for his people is nothing, perhaps that is what he'd like to believe. what is one man lost in the grander scheme of things? what of a tear through his soul when his life can and will continue without it?
( and by gods, he is ever stubborn even through his lamenting. he is not alone in his grief with a subsidence as cavernous as stoick himself. a blank to fill that is known to jack, to berk, yet denied by håkan:ㅤ everything, everything. )
ㅤthey have had this conversation before.ㅤworthiness:ㅤwhat should it mean? more than that, hasn't håkan always been worthy? he has always worn titles bestowed by others as if they were hung on the walls of berk's long hall. yet, all håkan sees are trinkets without meaning if he cannot live up to the name they bring.ㅤa soldier, poet, king—who among them is called forth first in war?ㅤalas, the order does not matter; loss and ruin come fairly and equally for them all, no matter how the tale unfolds. perhaps the true question to ask is this:ㅤ is he worthy to grieve a death with its ashes dusting his hands?
ㅤ“håkan.”ㅤjack repeats, as if to remind him that the name belongs to him alone. but what is in a name? who is hakan, and the great expectations of this name?ㅤ“you're everything.”ㅤhe offers a truth, one that jack finds certainty in this world.ㅤ“stoick—saw you as his entire world. you're more than the pride of berk, than the first dragon rider the world has seen. you're his son, and he loved you so much. you're enough.”ㅤgreen eyes squeeze shut, wincing and impaled by jack's words. by the mere utterance of stoick's name. shouldn't a name remembered and etched to remain bring relief and joy? jack glides to håkan's side, and pale fingers cup his cheeks.ㅤ“kærr min, look at me.”
( and he will look at you with those searching eyes. eyes that once searched horizons / destinations / skies and depths / the edge of the world itself, look to you for answers. you lose your words, your breath, lose your way into his grief. you don't have the answer. your answer has always been him.ㅤhow do you salve a festering wound?ㅤwith time, with patience, with stinging. )
ㅤfingers wrapping around his shoulder. the touch is gentle, but the crack is instant. håkan's expression crumpling / fists unfurling / the sob he suppresses still, even now. arms wrap around his frail form and jack holds him as he falls, his hair the smell of blood burning. jack kisses his forehead, the corner of his eye. oh, to kiss and bear his heavy heart if he could. ㅤ“come here. gods, gods, you've been through so much.”ㅤand they crumble in front of a dead man's throne, holding on because it is the best they can do. hold on.
#drakyns#╰ * ans.#cool cool cool c#thinking about how jack w/o his memories has never experienced loss#and does not know what the right words to say are#all he knows is that hakan is his north and his greatest comfort#so by gods he will try to be his rock for the love of his life#but is that enough! he believes hakan will power through this but is belief enough!!!!#╰ * ver :ㅤforsaken‚ astray.
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ok wth i just spent like 5 hours playing zeno remake, i’ve gotten all the endings except for the sin ones but WOW i loved that…
#i don’t think i’ve had this much fun since like yttd#the aka puzzle was FIREE just the right amount of pressure to be like fun#and then maybe i’m crazy but i love when cannibalism is like- poetic and meaningful (?)#like kuros twisted view of love!!!! guys i wanna put him in a box and put it on display like a collectors item#ANS THEN KURO WORKING CHILDCARE WTH#guys i love him so much /p it’s not funny#and then the older brother like sibling love like that is so relatable#and i feel recently i’ve been consuming lots of media surrounding like human memory and stuff#and i think it’s crazy that like your mind will really truly belive something unless it’s given a reason not to#btw i am NOT an intellectual the medias in question are yttd sdr2 and zeno#free me from the jp visual novels#aka and kuro is advanced zeno fandom reference u gotta be cool enough to understand /silly (i got it from a walkthrough)#I'll probably get to the sin endings like tomorrow or something
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King Harmonia should show up in legends Z-A but as a faller send post
#king harmonia#legends za#imagine if they make it canon that he’s AZ’s younger brother and the paintings of him ans AZ jog his memory…. AUGH
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Could you more drawing of Logan howlett (wolverine) him please if you don’t mind please and it if not too much trouble please🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
she gotta be included tho (the pupper too)
Only cuz u said pls uwu
#self insert#ane#author#marvel: a new life old memories#not just a kid#young author#young ane#logan howlett#wolverine#buddy the doggi#Pls do not expect me to draw anything suggestive about him it makes me uncomfy#monkeyqueen22#miracle's request#new tag everytime I get one of these#cherry answer
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#lmao my sibling was asking me questions yesterday and i was like yeah whatever blah and while on the treadmill i started thinking about what#they asked and my responses anyways long story short i think i’m depressed 💀#and it goes back to that god damn accident#which there was an update but it’s just that me ans 7 other ppl have to split the capped payout from the insurance 🧍♀️ so that’s cool they#only smashed the back of my car gave me a concussion memory problem insomnia anxiety depression slight ocd (w driving) back/shoulder pain#worse almost weekly if not daily headaches angry issues lost a lot of money from missing work and having to be part time dr bills hospital#bills an ultrasound bill that i have to pay out of pocket but couldn’t at the time but now that im finally full time again and have#finally managed my bills enough that i can this week finally pay it only x months later so financial instability money anxiety existential#crisis loss of self pushed back the weight loss progress lost a lot of money because of that over half a year of progress & money got the#weirdest sugar addiction after the accident haven’t gained weight but also haven’t lost any#lost any sense of motivation for work and hobbies lost work opportunities had to pause my going back to school but now i don’t even think i#wanna go back because what i wanted to study i can’t even be motivated about it#i thought i had an idea of who i was but now im not that i can’t be that i have to readjust my whole life to be what i can w what is here#except i’m 28 and wdym some person took everything from me and it’s been almost half a year since the accident and i still haven’t really#made any progress except for random memories that don’t really help me and honestly they just pmo because it’s not helpful#like yeah sure my back and shoulders don’t hurt as bad but now it have recurring pain while i didn’t have before so is it progress? like#in that time the most progress is that yesterday i realized that im probably depressed but i can’t afford a therapist rn so i just have to#keep repeating this nonsense until i can afford or i get the settlement money but most of that will go to said bills and the lawyer fees#again it’s capped and divided so yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 👍#anyways my silly little things will have to get me through this till i can actually get through this#but it’s fine it’s not like i had already gone to the therapist and had worked on these issues before and it’s not like i spent money on#that either to only be put back in that situation only worse lol def not in a cycle 🧍♀️
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There are humans on the shore - the selkies peek and peer at them
I spy with my little eye
#selkiemay 2023#akagami no shirayukihime#ans#snow white with the red hair#shirayuki#kiki seiran#myart#selkieyuki!au#i initially lost the first version to a software memory slip-up#so this is scrambled together#mom claims she recognizes those hills#hmmm
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everyday is out of touch thursday
#out of touch Sunday lets gooooo#wooo#music doesnt feel real anymoee ans i feel like shit and have a headache wowie so fun */#i have multiple gaps in my memory wahoooo#yay /sarc
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