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Kinktober Day 8 - Breeding
John Price x Reader - 1k (on ao3)
summary: You worry that your boss sees your relationship as more long-term than you do. (Reader POV, second person)
cw: implied stealthing, under negotiated breeding kink, one-sided daddy kink
You tell yourself it’s just a kink.
You’re not ready to become a mother - you’d like to be married for at least a year before even trying for a baby, and you’d like to have an established career before even getting married. For you, the idea of a bun in the oven is so far down the line it’s not even visible on the horizon yet.
But you know it’s not the same for Price. He’s older than you, has lived a far wilder life and lost it what must be nearly a dozen times over. He’s a weathered man, with deep lines on his forehead and wrinkles around his eyes, just the tiniest hint of silver creeping into his beard.
You know it’s not smart to have a fling with him. Not only is he your boss and a controversially older man, but he’s also the exact opposite of a commitment-phobe like you. He’s always looking for more commitment in fact, something you hadn’t expected considering the illicitness of your relationship with him.
You'd assumed an affair with your boss would involve mostly quickies in closets, a refusal to be in the same room as one another during the workday, maybe even pretending to dislike each other around other coworkers. Instead, he talks to you more once you start sleeping together than he had before - he parks himself on your desk at any time he pleases, invites you to have lunch in his office with him (alone), and laughs when your co-workers call him your work-husband.
So you know that he wants more, that he wants you to really be with him (he hints at far more than just that, but doesn’t dare say it aloud, which you’re glad for) past just being his secretary and his fuckbuddy.
In fact, he’d nearly torn you into two when you’d giggled and called him a “bootycall” after he called you back into work hours after you’d gone home. His face had gone from eager and affectionate to what you can only call scolding, and he’d been rougher with you than normal. You enjoy a few smacks to your ass, but that night he’d spanked you hard enough to leave you squirming the next morning when you sat at your desk. You’d been pouty about it, had glared only half-playfully at him when he smirked, but the way he ate you out on his desk for lunch more than made up for the discomfort.
And he makes these… comments sometimes, while he’s buried inside you. Things that allude to a future you’re not ready for.
Gotta come after me, sweetheart, it takes better like that.
Hips up, don’t let any of me drip out.
Gonna make me a daddy, pretty thing? Huh? Gonna take my cum and grow me a baby?
My good fuckin’ girl, lettin’ me breed her pretty cunt.
Gonna look so pretty, all round for me. Gonna take such good care of you.
C’mon, honey, wanna make sure it sticks this time.
You tell yourself it’s just a kink. He plugs you up with a couple fingers once he’s finished, says “Just to make sure you don’t lose any of my cum, can’t be wastin’ it right now,” and licks your clit until your legs shake.
He hardly fucks you in any position that isn’t bent over his desk, no matter how much you whine and beg for me. He just smacks your ass, gives you an extra orgasm or two to keep you placated. More often than not he leaves you bent over the desk after he’s finished, tilts your hips up a little higher and gives you a kiss on the temple as he sits back in his seat to get back to work.
You’d told him to use a condom the first few times, even though you’ve been on birth control for years. You’ve always been responsible with flings, been more than willing to send a man packing at the first hint of whining if he didn’t want to wear protection. A baby has never once crossed your mind as an option, and it certainly doesn't now.
So it was instinct to tell Price to put on a condom before he fucked you the first time. And he had, without kicking up any fuss about it past a furrowed brow and a grumble or two.
But then the condom broke, and you were left with his cum dripping down your thighs. You’d had a moment of panic, but he’d given you money for Plan B, and you told yourself the odds of getting pregnant with Plan B and birth control were so low it wasn’t worth stressing out over.
The condom broke the second time. And the third. And the fourth. And the fifth. And every time after that you asked him to wear one.
At some point you stopped asking, and he never remembered himself. A few muttered questions about what brand he’d been using between fevered kisses, thick fingers at your cunt a distraction, and eventually you told yourself it wouldn’t matter as long as you kept taking the birth control pills.
It would be rude to demand Plan B after every round, right? Plus, asking for cash minutes after you'd both gotten off always made you feel a bit... dirty. When you feel him drip down your thighs, when you pull your panties up and feel the mixture of both of you gather there, you tell yourself that the birth control will surely do it's job, and you try not to worry.
Now, pulling open the drawer where you keep your pills, you wonder if maybe all his talk of babies and his cum taking is more than just heat-of-the-moment dirty talk.
You stare down at the empty drawer and every time he’s called himself Daddy echoes in your ear like a choir.
#this one is aggressively meh to me so sorry#reading through each kinktober before i post the day before and like. more than i expected have very little smut#bo writes#john price x reader#john price x you#price x reader#price x you#captain price x reader#captain price x you#how do people tag for him#captain john price x reader#captain john price x you#cod fanfic#call of duty fanfic#kinktober 2023#kinktober#kinktober day 8
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Attempting to get the beast used to a dental hygiene routine is… well, it’s going.
(She stayed that way for a solid 8 seconds despite hating being held belly up so I think it’s safe to say that Mim is not beating the ‘tiny speaker playing elevator music instead of a brain’ allegations any time soon.)
#cecil blogs her life#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#Mim the cat#cats on tumblr#cat art#comics#black cats#she’s actually pretty good about it normally - like she doesn’t enjoy it but she lets me do it without too many complaints#ofc I make sure to do it as quickly as possible and give her lots of dental friendly rewards lmao#she’s currently sleeping on top of me so I think I’m forgiven#I don’t believe she has any current dental issues so it’s mostly preventative#esp bc we don’t know exactly how old she is or what her life was like before I adopted her#this is probably seven different kinds of heretical but anyway#shout out to Tom my childhood priest who once told me not to take the bible literally after I asked him where the dinos were supposed to#fit into genesis. incredible. anyway I’m a non believing heathen now so meh#who cares#these tags are a RIDE wtf cecil
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Low effort non shaded drawing on the Villainous shenanigans from Christmas SDJFJDF
dumbest thing i have ever drawn
#quzenart#twst#twst art#idia shroud#jamil viper#azul ashengrotto#malleus draconia#how the fuck else would i tag this...#im hesitant to even do so considering how low effort it is but meh#its silly enough to me
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drew this almost 2 weeks ago and decided why not post it. after all this did take me like... 10 hours dkjhfdjkhfh
#i generally like how most of this came out!! theres one specific character im sorta... meh about but most of them i like!!#do i... do i tag all of them...#ace markey#arei nageishi#arturo giles#charles cuevas#david chiem#eden tobisa#hu jing#j rosales#levi fontana#min jeung#nico hakobyan#rose lacroix#teruko tawaki#veronika grebenshchikova#whit young#xander matthews#danganronpa despair time#drdt#purple8cat
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I started this at the beginning of the month....
TDLR, I hate rendering.
Anyways this is a screencap redraw of one of my fav scenes from season 2!
Process Pics below :)
Side note: I need to improve how I do backgrounds as I tend to over blend and over texturize it- which usually clashes with my foreground characters. Idk, I put a lot of time into this piece and it kinda just kept getting worse but the sunken cost fallacy told me to continue so here I am a month later TnT
#gravity falls#dipper pines#pacifica northwest#dipcifica#i spent way too long on this#too long for a meh drawing TnT#the power of obsession and spite carried me thru :p#fr tho#screencap redraw#fanart#how do i tag shit
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Dr s2p1 save me
#yard posts#ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago dragons rising#god how do i tag this#god.#lloyd garmadon#sora ninjago#ninjago arin#nya smith#wyldfyre#kai smith#ras ninjago#GRAHHHHH#time for my tags rant#I LOVE PIERCE THE VEIL#song is death of an executioner#I actually have another ptv ninjago edit in the drafts#of Cole#but I don’t like how it came out#so meh#um um um#had a lot of torment with this one#I intended for it to be shorter I swear#that’s all I have time to type. I have to go. to work.
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The Rhaenyra/Laenor marriage is very fun to think about imo, because like it's such a mess of power play and yet it reads as oddly balanced to me?
He's the husband so he should have more power than her, but she's the princess of dragonstone, so she outranks him. He's marrying into her dynasty, but she needs him to keep her inheritance (since her father threatened to disinherit her if she didn't go through with it). He's gay and she's a woman having an affair, both of these things are scandalous and seen as a betrayal of their society's genders norms but their marriage is already a weird betrayal of gender norms?
I personally feel like theres some evidence that their marriage was actually a great success on a personal level, just not at all by the standards of their society and not at all in the way their parents intended. What I mean by that is... Rhaenyra clearly didn't want to marry Laenor but she was forced to by her father. We don't know Laenor's feelings on the matter, and I think in some ways it's easy to not consider his feelings at all. Or to simply consider him some hapless victim, forced into a marriage he didn't want and then equally forced to acknowledge children that weren't his. What I think back to is how when Rhaenyra bestowed her favor on Harwin Strong, Laenor laughed and did the same thing with Joffrey Lonmouth. This is framed as a scandalous little moment in universe, but I feel like it symbolizes how Rhaenyra and Laenor are on the same level with each other. They don't want to be married to each other, they certainly aren't romantically or sexually interested in each other. And strangely... this unites them (will get to that in a little bit).
Laenor remained at High Tide after the wedding while Rhaenyra remained at court (and later Dragonstone, after the situation with Alicent became worse). Certainly I think Laenor had very valid obvious reasons to not want to be at court what with Criston Cole being named the queens protector after killing Joffrey Lonmouth. But again there’s something interesting here where there’s a parallel/understanding with his wife in how they act apart from each other. He takes up with Qarl Correy and Rhaenyra takes up with Harwin Strong. When Rhaenyra starts giving birth to brown haired children, Laenor raises no issue and in fact seems very happy with these children, given how badly he wishes to name one of them Joffrey. Notice too that he's overruled in naming them Joffrey by Corlys, not by Rhaenyra who also seems to love her children fiercely.
I think what I'm getting at in this, is that you could interpret Rhaenyra and Laenor's actions, not as those of a couple who hated each other, but as those of a couple who were actually very united in their goals. Look at it this way, their marriage is arranged by both of their fathers. Rhaenyra is strong armed into the marriage, Laenor is at the very least indifferent to it, though he may have been forced into it as well. Despite both fathers seeming somewhat indulgent, this is a marriage arranged expressly for the benefit/ambition of Viserys and Corlys and their political ambitions, not for the personal comfort of their children. Afterwards, both children remain within their respective fathers homes (under their power) and they carry on affairs under their father's noses, in a way that seems to flout and disrespect the marriage their fathers worked so hard to set up. Point being, there's an interesting lens where Rhaenyra and Laenor living apart and carrying on affairs is actually a mutual "cuckolding" of their fathers rather than each other. Viserys and Corlys express ownership over their children's sexuality by forcibly marrying them, Rhaenrya and Laenor express their agency by taking back ownership of that sexuality and in doing so, actually have a very happy marriage. See again Rhaenyra not only having children with Harwin Strong, but Laenor attempting to name them Joffrey... we're talking about Jacaerys and Lucerys, the future heirs to the Irone Throne and Driftmark. Again, there is this subtle push-pull for control, not between Rhaenrya and Laenor but between Rhaenyra/Laenor and Viserys/Corlys.
To be clear, none of this is saying Viserys and Corlys were just these evil monsters who actually hated their children and only used them for politicking. They were clearly portrayed as men of their time (TM) doing of their time (TM) things. They honestly both appear relatively indulgent, considering they pretty much fall in line with the state of Laenor and Rhaenyra's marriage after the fact. Viserys is certainly very proud of Rhaenyra's children ("one day this will be your seat lad") and Corlys... as much as giving them Velaryon names is a sign of control, it can also be viewed as a sign of pride and he does acquiesce to the third child being named Joffrey. In fact, I think you could argue that this flouting of societal norms could only be done by children who, though strong armed by their fathers in one thing, were ultimately reassured of their position and their fathers love.
#a fabulous time#fire and blood#rhaenyra targaryen#laenor velaryon#I'm continuing my reading slowly but surely#with a ton of breaks as always#the interesting thing is I'll read a section and be like meh no thoughts#and then a while later I'll be like.... actually I have a ton of thoughts#IDK basically my headcanon is that Rhaenyra and Laenor like#didn't necessarily want to spend any time together and yet they were still very happy with each other from a distance#I'm getting very brave with the tagging#also how do people end these sorts of metas#I feel like I just meander around and then end it at certain point
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why tf is everyone saying kinich should have had an anemo vision
its literally just because he's a short boy with trauma isn't it???
i thought we as a fandom moved on from the stupid ass 4nemo phase but nooooooo... short boy + trauma = anemo AGAIN...
he deserves that dendro vision; it makes much more sense lorewise than an anemo one
#hot take: the only good anemo boy was xiao#idk???#the others dont stick with me#wanderers cool and all#but meh#kinich#genshin impact#genshin#hot take#how do i tag this
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the idol sings you a song...
... and pronouns ! w/ a feminine lean <3
★ names
[pt: names /end pt]
amelia / emelia , camelia , noel , noelle , blaire , dawn , winter , aspen , january* , idolle* , maybelle , maribelle , edelgard , amaryllis , heather , peony , aster , marigold , clover , sunday* , ivy , clementine , adelheid , eve , evi , lisl , fleur , fleurette , nova , meadow , nell , nelly / nellie , sunny , amable , angel , angeline , armelle , augustine , colette , nicolette , cyrille / cyrielle , ferr , blanche , noire , noirette , strawberry , strawbie
ones with an asterisk are names that the idol also uses!
★ pronouns
[pt: pronouns /end pt]
she/her , shey/shem , shay/sham , shx/hxr , shy/hyr , shy/shyr , shu/hur , shwe/hwer* , hwe/hwim* , sh/hr , che/cher* , chi/chir* , sie/hir , shh/hum* , hu/hum* , fae/faer* , fem/fems , coo/coos , croon/croons , sing/sings , xu/xur* , fwu/fwus* , chu/chus* , soft/softs , shi/shine , fluff/fluffs , fu/fur , wub/wubs , wuv/wuvs , luv/luvs , love/loves* , lae/lace , flou/flounce , fri/frill , ruffle/ruffles
ones with an asterisk are prns that the idol also uses!
notes;
graphics better viewed on dark mode ^_^
this was very self indulgent so its catered to me more than anything... sorry
names are soft-sounding (to me) rather than having soft meanings, if that makes sense ^_^
#other . 🖋️#meh . how do i tag this#mogai#qai#mogai blog#mogai post#actually mogai#npt list#name list#pronoun list#why is tagging so fucking embarrassing omfg#i did not use my taglist cuz i didnt know if anyone would wanna be tagged in this
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in the moment drawing of deku + my take on some au versions i like to see (left to right: normal, ghost, villain, some type of monster IDK, prototype)
#mha#bnha#my hero academia#izuku midoriya#mikumo akatani#mha au#feel free to be inspired by something here go write go draw#tagging me is optional but i would rlly like seeing it#also i have no idea whats up with villain!deku here unfortunately i never know what to do design-wise for villain!deku#so he's kind of meh#everything is a little meh tbh i drew 3/5 of these for the first time ever because i'm rlly fixated on mha this particular morning#also i like messing around with how green vs black his hair is#also i like messing around with his freckles#he's such a specimen to me
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Decided to post a small thing while I’m at it. I was listening to ROAR’s Christmas Kids for the first time this morning, and it took me a few lyrics to get a gist of the meaning. And the direction my scatterbrain would go with it.
The good thing about having Cryptid Sightings and Sleuth Jesters brainrot at the same time, though, is the fact that you get to switch between them in your head!! Oh, and yeah. I haven’t had the time to post about it like I want to, but this past spring I did finish reading Sleuth Jesters!! Took me long enough, lmao. The fic is phenomenal, if you haven’t read it already. Highly, highly recommend it!! Both it and Cryptid Sightings are, naturally, written by the lovely @naffeclipse. Be warned, though, operating on the assumption that cryptid Sun and Moon are collectively called Eclipse, the Eclipse in Sleuth Jesters is way different from that in Cryptid Sightings <3
Link to Cryptid Sightings
Link to Sleuth Jesters
#cw stalking#just in case#now. how to tag this.#should I tag myself? I do tend to draw myself pretty often#sure!! why not#star persona#may change that tag later#cryptid sightings#sleuth jesters#fnaf eclipse#fnaf daycare attendant#daycare attendant#dunno if I should use the main tags or not considering they’re only mentioned#meh
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Screw it, abobados sketch dump time.
#nokomitsu#gumwrightworth#narumitsu#mitsurigi reiji#naruhodo ryuichi#itonokogiri keisuke#i just want them to rest and be happy#sketches#my art#sleepover shenanigans are never over#not sure how to tag this but oh well#i just love them your honor#particularly proud of eepy edgeworth#you know he is going to complain about backache in the morning#and i like the umbrella one though the colour was meh#everybody say “goodnight lads”#the fact that i keep drawing sleepy people might speak to my own insomnia but i care them#ace attorney fanart#why is the last one showing up bigger than the rest. tumblr what is that about.#as always I was happier with the sketches than after I inked them. But what can you do.#mostly nokomitsu because though I ship these three together I have been thinking about Gummy a lot lately and he deserves coddling#abobados
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everybody is rightfully excited about the upcoming season but whilst i think if he adapts well and keeps his head on straight marc will win the title, i do think people on this platform (and reddit) are highly underestimating pecco and honestly if marc does any marcism like last season where he just crashed and crashed and kept on crashing, the title could just as easily go to pecco. also pecco’s racecraft is very good and the victor of their wheel to wheel battles will not be a given. the cutbacks alone!! plus on his « specialty » tracks he is very very fast. and he’s younger. i also get the feeling ducati will not let marc try any mind games or whatever and he’ll try to be cordial as he’s the one going into an established team and he won’t get preferential treatment which would kind of be a first. not to meantion pecco will be his toughest teammate to date (except maybe pedrosa but a lot went right for marc when he was racing pedrosa before he literally started sabotaging bike development slow him down). i kind of want pecco to show how good he is and if marc has to win then like i beg it’s at least not a walkover haha
welllllllll idk I was kindaaaaaa there mid-season, I'm not sure if I'm still there. it's not even as much the wins that I find a bit spooky as I did the sepang/catalunya ii performances, admittedly with the proviso you only get limited prop points for going fast and then crashing. idk, I do think at a basic level the case for the prosecution is pretty compelling. the gp23 was a lot slower than the gp24, marc was still adapting to the ducati and was that fast anyway, marc's crashes were often explainable by having to push the package too hard.... does all sound reasonable yeah
that being said, it's not an open and shut case for me. I think it's a bit tricky because my sense is the commentariat is basically united in thinking it's a slam dunk situation next this year, and I am more inclined to defer to their expertise than I would be in a sport where I know what I'm talking about. idk, I don't think it's quite as cut and dried (to continue to mix metaphors) as they do that marc's going to wipe the floor with pecco - I think that's a completely plausible scenario, but not a foregone conclusion. my open questions are based more on like,, logic than they are on understanding motorcycle racing. but this is what I would make the case for the defence:
while marc's speed of adaptation is undoubtedly impressive, that doesn't mean there's any reason there's more adaptation to come - this is probably roughly as good as it gets. this is low-hanging fruit and I don't feel like many people are arguing that marc will dominate because he'll get even better with the ducati, but I thought I'd get it out of the way
this is a bit trickier to articulate but... let's see what we can do. so we know that the gp23 was slower than the gp24. but we also know that a marc-level talent could ride the bike close to its theoretical performance ceiling, which is closer to the gp24 than other gp23's made it look. 'outperforming the bike' is one of those stock phrases that are useful but obviously not true, like you can't LITERALLY outperform your machinery, that's not how physics works. what you're basically denoting is that a rider is outperforming what we believe to be its 'natural' place in the pecking order, often by riding very close to the limit. given the michelin rear tyre, the peaks of the gp23 were very hard to access this year, which is of course where marc's immense natural talent comes in. but that does mean that... I kinda feel like,, logically, surely there's a problem with the idea that you can just rub off another three tenths or whatever to estimate how fast marc theoretically would've been on the gp24? like surely it is at least possible that pecco and jorge and occasionally that other guy were riding very close to the ceiling of the gp24 - it's just that this ceiling is a lot easier to access in a controllable way. so in that sense, a better bike might just... take that last extra bit of talent out of the equation a little bit. I guess the comparison I'd make is... so I think we can probably safely assume that nobody, including any of casey's rivals at the time, could have done with the ducati anything like what casey did. but when casey moved to the honda, at the time a more rideable package, casey wasn't completely brutalising dani on the rare occasion where they both had all their limbs intact. so in a way, a 'better' bike does at least somewhat neutralise that particular strength. pecco readily admits he needs a well-sorted package to be good - but crucially, when he does have such a package, he does seem to be very fast. idk, I just don't feel like it works to pretend like we can talk about a uniform swing here, like surely it's more complicated than that
yes, I do broadly agree that people underestimate pecco. I also think, and I know this probably isn't a great time to voice this opinion, that it's still possible for pecco to become better as a rider. idk man, I really would struggle to say that I felt his 2024 campaign was worse than his two title-winning seasons. if anything, his edge in raw pace felt more pronounced, and not just because of the bike factor. now, look, I do think he was an idiot at times and there are some forms of idiocy that are incurable but... I'm not sure pecco's malaise falls into this category. first off, I think he's clocked that he needs to take sprints more seriously - which, okay, yes, does feel a bit belated but fine. secondly, the racing incidents thing... idk, I live in hope. if he has another clash with marc then this time round it's fine as long as you're taking both of you out, because now he's your title rival so whatever. if it's another rider... I mean maybe this is just in his dna as a rider but it doesn't HAVE to be. valentino please, I know you think sports psychology is fake but I could fix him. and thirdly, the other crashes... y'know, some of that is inevitable, but something like the misano ii crash where it's not a riding thing as much as it is a decision-making thing, I do again kinda feel like you could probably tackle that. idk, one thing about pecco is that he does have the capacity to Get Better, which is rarer than you'd think really and maybe he'll do it again
the marc crash thing. yeah, idk! it's super feasible to me that this was just a function of marc over-riding a poor package and that he goes back to posting prime!marc numbers of crashes - which with the exception of 2015 were mostly like... okay in races, less okay in practise but idk clearly his body must be built different. but also, maybe not! maybe you just crash this generation of bikes more when you're pushing hard! maybe there's just a lot of races and inevitably you're going to crash a few times when you're constantly riding that fast! marc assembled a decent number of dnf's for himself this year - and while a few had Something Odd attached to them, some of them were just ... crashes. again, it's plausible marc gets it completely under control and pecco doesn't but... yeah. foregone conclusion? idk man
*wiggles hand* nebulous age-based/worn-down-by-injuries factor plus the qualifying question. idk I just won't entirely believe the marc raw qualifying pace is back until I actually see it. just feels like the thing that goes with age so you're kinda primed to be on the look out for it anyway. and also say what you will about pecco as a complete package, but that man is fast over one lap. personally I do kindaaaaaa suspect pecco will win the qualifying h2h this year - doesn't mean it'll matter as long as marc can regularly qualify in the same general bit of the grid. which feels likely. but still. idk, in general there's still a few unanswered questions about how this marc compares to 2019!marc, and obviously you'll never get definitive answers to that but this year will make some things clearer on that front
anyway, I still think marc will win the title, and if you put a gun to my head I'd probably say with a pretty comfortable margin without getting to a ridiculous territory. I actually think you're completely right about pecco's strengths - I think he's going to be dominant some weekends and I even think that pecco might come out and win most of their extended wheel-to-wheel encounters. but the thing about marc is that neither of those things necessarily matter. if you look through prime!marc's title winning seasons, he generally either wasn't posting a) all that many wins OR b) a great h2h in direct w2w duels. exception is 2014 I suppose. wins titles despite losing silverstone 2013, catalunya and mugello 2016, austria and motegi 2017, qatar and austria 2018, qatar, austria and silverstone 2019 - ofc he also wins a few but it tends not to be a positive h2h... big exception really is 2014. and with the ducati margin over the field I would be expecting him to post more wins than in a 2016-type chaotic season
where marc really gets you is relentless pace and a degree of consistency in that pace. so you get a 2018-type season where marc can afford to have an argentina *gestures* whatever that was - but all his rivals are so busy tripping over their own feet that you get to half season and turn around and his only 'title rival' is five hundred year old valentino, who is in pee two in the standings on the sheer power of not binning it every other race. or, okay, vinales also wasn't crashing but he did that trick where he just doodled around in the shadow realm for a whole stretch of races. and this is where pecco's problem is - he just lost a title in a season where he won eleven races. I'm not saying I think that'll happen this year, but like,,,,, this is the issue right, there's a world in which pecco's raw pace is extremely respectable in comparison to marc's but the title winning margin is still comfortable,, because marc's bad days are mostly pee two and pecco's bad days are... remember that aragon sprint where you blinked and he was suddenly fighting with fabio? that. idk, I basically think that if pecco rides a perfect season, he has a fair shot, but there's just more plausible paths to the title for marc. which doesn't mean it's a done deal but does just make marc very much the likely winner to me
about the ducati box dynamics, idk man, who knows. I don't actually have much faith in ducati's skills at rider management, not least since I did watch them get bullied by marc like half a year ago in a completely avoidable situation. I mean ideally they just completely lose control and it becomes a bloodbath, but seeing as that's fairly unlikely... you are right in that idt it'll be as easy for marc to steer ducati's development direction because there also just won't be the same dependency relationship (unless some stuff changes a lot in the near future). does ducati's tolerance for mind games really matter? ducati seems good at figuring out how bikes work in recent times, less good with human beings since basically forever. I do like the idea of another portimao situation, preferably with them 1-2 this time, just to see the ashen faces in the ducati box. but also, some stuff can't be reigned in!! yamaha TRIED with valentino and jorge, they also would've loved to tell both of them 'no mind games', but you'd have to say it didn't really work. pecco and marc aren't valentino and jorge, but they will inevitably play mind games. you play mind games with your competitors, it's part of the game to some degree or other. worst case scenario is that marc doesn't really bother since he's winning so clearly, so. hopefully we can avoid that
(also as a fan of Narratives I do kind of want to see marc pushed. like the whole charm of 2008-09 is that valentino is having to operate from a place where in at least one of those years, he probably wasn't the 'faster' rider compared to his title rival but managed to win anyway. poured his heart and soul into the psychological warfare front because that's how he had to win. and he almost pulled off something far more drastic in 2015 with quite a radical pace deficit, where at best he was the third fastest rider that year and by a comfortable margin. idk, that's fun! I like that kind of arc where ideally the older rider doesn't have this massive raw pace margin anymore, or has SOME kind of limiting factor - even if it's that marc can't afford to crash a million times (though going by the 2024 season apparently he's not too worried about that) - so they have to use other skills to win the title. ideally your wits and nerve. but obviously that only works if you don't have a massive pace advantage over your opponent, which is objectively very nice for you but also is kinda.... idk, it's more satisfying if marc actually has to draw on something new and interesting to win the title, something he's learned since the last time he won the title. if marc dominates the title, my response will be 'wow, marc sure is a very good rider', which I think we all already knew. if marc slips pecco poison to win the title decider, THEN we're talking)
in conclusion. I too would like the margins to be kept respectable. the way I usually operate in title fights is I kinda automatically at least casually root for whoever's currently in second, because there's something wrong with my brain and I don't like winning. I mean, mainly I am hoping for a) a competitive title fight, and b) good racing. since (b) seems like a bust at least for another year, we do kinda need (a). idk I think a lot of fans can just kinda enjoy winning for winning's sake and I envy them but... the thing about 2019 is that it was just about watchable because the quality of racing was consistently very high. qatar, mugello, austria, silverstone, misano, thailand, phillip island... even ones that aren't 'classics' like cota or argentina or catalunya generally had interesting stuff going on. this stuff matters!! it mattered that valentino back in the honda days had a principled aversion to being in the top five at the end of a first lap, just to spice things up a bit. this year we had a competitive title fight and a lot of godawful races. the action is almost always concentrated in the first half of the race or even the first few laps, after which it becomes exceedingly processional. and, look, none of this is the fault of the riders except insofar as they're not testing michelin tyres, but it's still bad! next this year could become a real slog if the title winning margin is massive and the races are dull as shit. but also, what can you do. hopefully pecco will try not to roll over and die
#grouping this one and the last ask together for thematic purposes. nice range of opinions#btw that penultimate paragraph is broadly my complaint with casey's 2011. implicitly he agrees given how he narrativises his own career#talks a big game about how laguna was the turning point of his career and how he confronted the monstrosity of humanity or whatever#but won the 2011 title by just gliding thirty seconds ahead of the field for half the season. like okay that's very nice for you but... meh#most significant arc culmination for him is jerez but that's entirely an off-track learning curve. it's just a little bit unsatisfying#i'm not saying i wanted casey to be 'forced' to do something kinda sketchy in a 2011 race but i'm not not saying that either#also losing sachsenring as one of like two w2w battles that entire year really pissed me off like lock tf in come ON#current tag#//#batsplat responds#brr brr
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My gender is weird, being genderfluid is weird, if I had a single say in this I would’ve picked something easier for me to wrap my head around
#sometimes I hate how femine I am#sometimes I hate how masculine I am#I mean- I’m sure part of it is that I just don’t like my appearance at all#is a non dysphoria way as well#but like- figuring o my gender was easy#it’s gender that isn’t easy#I wish I could pick one thing to dysphoric about#instead of a back and forth‘I love this about me no wait I hate it no wait it’s meh no wait it’s not [gender] enough no wait it’s-‘#ya know?#does this make any sense?#genderfluid#does the genderfluid tag do the pride flag thing?#it’d be cool if it does#edit: it does not :(
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What if I scripted Stephanie Meyer's "The Host" into a TV show, and I kept all the rad as fuck sci-fi concepts and the messaging about human love and resilience, but I removed all the nasty bioessentialism and openly advocating for teen girls to date adult men. What then?
Probably would keep the focus on Wanda and Melanie's relationship, rather than the love square/jealousy plot. I never liked how after Melanie started "fading" in the book she basically became a nothing character. Also the way she completely lost all sense of self and/or rationality whenever her dude was around was uh. Dumb.
Also the cast of the human survivors are so potentially interesting, but we never spend any time with them. They could have sub-plots! We could get to know them! The funeral scene of that one guy would be way more emotionally effective if he like. Actually had a character before dying.
We're keeping all the alien species as they were described, like the telepathic underwater plants, or the polar bears with hand blades, or the bats who communicate entirely by singing. Also benevolent parasitic communism. That's good as is.
But yeah every scene with Jared or Ian needs to be at least slightly reworked, so we can get them to the level of "flawed yet compelling" instead of "irredeemable assholes". And we're aging Melanie up a few years, that's going to solve a lot of our problems from the get go.
Uncle Jeb and Jamie are mostly good, they can stay. And the basic plotline of the human characters being rightfully terrified of Wanderer because of what her species has done to the human race, but as a result mistreating her, since there's no way for her to adequately communicate she's not a threat to them, and then slowly learning to accept and to trust. Honestly that slaps. I love when characters get the shit beat out of them because of Circumstances. I love when people who think that they have to be enemies, because they have every reason to be, because not only are they on opposing sides but they have actively harmed one another already, decide to become family instead. Favorite storyline, has the same vibes as that one ATLA fanfic where Zuko's taken captive on a water tribe ship, y'all know what I'm talking about [you likely do not know what I am talking about].
Basically The Host would be one of my favorite books ever if it didn't suck so bad. Also no one ever cared about the movie adaptation. A TV show could be so kickass. Thank you for attending my ted talk.
#i was looking through my drafts#it is mostly unfinished fandom rants#this one was already done though#why didn't i post it? presumably i was embarassed to be talking about stephanie meyer's the host#as i probably should be#also i dont know how to tag it because it's half negative#meh oh well#i will do my worst#stephanie meyer#stephanie meyer's the host#smeyer the host#oh also apparently twilight is getting a tv show???????#so maybe this is even relevant???????????????#stephanie meyer negative
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Okay now that I've awakened and had some good (but late) sleep, I can finally share my thoughts on 29 verse (mostly (there's probably some stuff I forgot to add)).
Well firstly, I do like how this song was made with the 2nd gen groups in mind, as well as it basically being an opener to the third season (since the main verses are split between the two units). As much as I grew to love the new content in rap guerilla, you can really tell that the new groups were sort of stuck onto a song originally made for the 1st gen groups (even with buraikan honestly). However, with this song they're all very much integrated into the song (I mean that should be obvious but still thought to mention it). I also think this is the first alternate 'all units' song that features the new groups+buraikan. If the stageplay ever adapts rtl, I'd love to see this performed by the stage actors at some point (probably after the first half tho).
I'd say that my favourite verses overall (at least right now) are cozmez, AMPRULE and VISTY. VISTY's verse in particular I thought was a nice way to end the revengers section, especially Kantaro's part (I'll bring them up again later). Individually I'd say that Reo's and Shiki's verses are some of my favourites too. Reo's verse is literally so addictive and there's just something about the way that Shiki delivers his (more specifically this line at 3:26) that I'm obsessed with for some reason (Ryuu's verse is also starting to grow on me as I'm listening to this song on repeat while writing this).
Also as a bonus I'm glad that Anne has a better verse in an all units song that's not just "fuck the racist, I don't need no fake ass" (minus the songs from the stage adaptation).
As far as the group order goes, I'm pretty sure they were planning to alternate between the 1st and 2nd gen groups (using the order given for the revengers and avengers teams of course). However with the avengers team, I think they just decided to put BAE at the end right after they'd already swapped them around which put 1Nm8 at the start of the avengers section...which also brings me to my next point.
So as mentioned before VISTY ends the revengers section, but do you know who is right after? 1Nm8 and as we all know they'll be going against each other in battle of unity. But ALSO do you know who starts/ends said verses? Kei and Kantaro.
So in conclusion: THE QUEERS ARE FIGHTINGGGGGGG (and the battle hasn't even started yet)
#currently writing this as my brain is barely awake so let's see how this goes#I'm not sure if I articulated the last point well but I'll keep it as it is#i swear if i skipped over some words (not gonna read this over)#I've been writing this for like three hours#paradox live#paralive#bae#the cat's whiskers#tcw#cozmez#akanyatsura#akyr#buraikan#visty#amprule#1nm8#i can't be bothered to tag the individual members of certain groups mentioned here (at least right now) so I'll just tag the group#gokuluck is the only group that wasn't mentioned lol#I'm feeling sort of meh about it atm but I do like shion's verse#thoughts#rambles#kia's posts#kia's thoughts#paralive 5th anniversary
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