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oh hey! i was reading a fic the other day where Wangji was once misspelled as Wangu. which leads me to: MDZS Pingu-style??? noot noot!
Do you think love can bloom on the sea ice?
#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#digital art#Club penguin#ask#I've drawn a lot of strange crossovers for MDZS but this one really takes it up a notch#I saw this ask and thought âyeah why not. I've been meaning to do style studies. Let's experiment.â#And the moment my pen hit my tablet I was struck by the need to make it even worse.#Perhaps I am just nostalgic for club penguin and pengu but I think there is something magical about them holding hands.#Anyways I think younger WWX would have loved club penguin. It's the joy of the minigames and hanging out with your friends online.#Lan Wangji could never get past the fact the 'Ask your parent/guardian!' part of registration.#Either because he knew Lan Qiren would have said no *or* because he asked once and got turned down.#Lan Xichen probably was like 'Hey I can help you with that :)' to which LWJ said no because that was breaking the rules.#But if I *had* to put wangxian in a club penguin AU? Yeah 1000% it's LWJ as a mod and WWX as a notorious (nootorious) griefer.#WWX would be trying to speed run how fast he can get banned or how much he can get away with.#Getting removed and returning over and over earns him the 'necromancer of CP' title in the community. Loathed by many.#Meanwhile LWJ is about to seriously consider doxxing this guy just to get him to stop making his volunteer hobby less of a nightmare.#Cue 10 years later. They meet up on the ice flow on the last day before the servers get shut down. They have a genuine heart to heart.#Three years later on Club Penguin rewritten: two grown men decide to relive their childhood one more time.#Fate draws them to the same server.#I ask again. Do you think love can bloom on the digital sea ice?
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Prompt 139
So. Dan has somehow found a small child. A practically newly born ghostling who had literally fallen right on top of him. A ghostling who had practically formed right above him, far away from nurseries and instead above him of all ghosts?Â
Him, the Sunkiller? The Worldeater? Jordan Vladimir FentonNightingale-Foley-Manson? Son of Space and War? Bringer of the End?? Seriously, what the hell! Ghostlings shouldnât even be able to form within other ghostâs Lairs, and he knew for a fact this wasnât his own ghostling seeing as he wasnât interested in such things.Â
So here Dan is, feeling more confused than he ever has with a newborn ghostling clinging to him and sobbing in his arms about wanting his dad. What even is his unlife right now.
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#dad dan#Phantastic Four#or at least implied lol#The moment Dan learns joker is alive heâs going to do a murder#Heâs killed entire worlds before whatâs a single mortal#Itâs not like his parents or sister will notice a singular mortal dying- and itâs revenge for the ghostling#Dan: I am not attached to this lil shit but if anyone hurts him I will make them wish their death was permanent#Dan when Jason disappears back to the world of the living: WHERE IS MY BOI#Jason when he revives: Where is my dad- wait what dad- wait I have Two dads???#They get reunited when Jason gets thrown into the Pits#Big Fucking Pit creature emerges from the waters with hair like the flames of the dying suns and eyes as red as blood#the whole Red Hood thing definitely goes differently with Joker dead & Dan there#Dan still refuses to admit that the now-halfa is his kid but the others want to meet their grandson/nephew#I wonder if Bruce knows that Dan is the one who killed joker or if he mightâve been there
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house đ#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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i think the whole cringe is dead, radical sincerity, depth of genuine emotion, earnest effort, and unironic love thing that tumblr has going on the past few years has transformed my outlook on things and changed me for the better. but it does mean that now the people i know irl will give me strange looks for being too sappy or too poetic or too dedicated or too excited about about something because they're still stuck in their "well i only like this ironically" phase. guess that's their problem tho not mine <3
#like on here i could spontaneously decide to write a poem about life & love & death & the dying peace lily on my parent's porch#and everybody would be like omg love it#or i could write essays analyzing mcrp. or dig up documents from 1910 and 1956 for fanfic research#and everyone is like đ€©#and in real life there's like a 90% chance anybody would just be like. that's good for you....you're a little weird though.....#or i will say something i was thinking about and people will get all cynic on me or something#SORRY for having a writer's/artist's/photographer's brain i guess and seeing the beauty in the world#idk idk so many people i meet irl are allergic to genuine expressions of emotion or artistry#there was a lady i saw on the train once who was reading a densely-written pocket sized planner...from 2013#i think about her sometimes. was that her planner? were those good memories? was she trying to remember something? has it been a kind decade#and when i told my dad he couldn't at all see anything i saw in the moment. he just made jokes about her being crazy#but i liked the moment
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I just caught up with Mechi and my god I love Kwahu, the comics with them are so sweet. I hope you have a nice day!
I'm so glad you like Kwahu as much as I do <3 <3
What could be better than one grouchy researcher with no social skills? That's easy! Two grouchy researchers with no social skills! Long live the Jones "twins"
#asks#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#The Jones âtwinsâ#how delightful and mortifying it would be to meet someone who knew EXACTLY what life was like through your eyes#someone who shares every experience#every memory#Kwahu has the same parents as Mechi#they went to the same school#they went on the same adventures#read the same books#watched the same movies#held the same sister's hand in hospital#every single moment shared#they know every embarrassing secret and they KNOW the other knows#would it be reassuring or horrifying?#I can't decide#I don't know if I'd be best friends with a duplicate of myself or if I'd hate her#I hope I'd like her#that's why Mechi and Kwahu are going to be ride or die for each other#because everyone should love themselves enough#even if yourself is actually a clone gifted to you (inflicted on you?) by the void itself#thanks for the ask!!#have an incredible day!!! xoxoxo
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Journey to Mor Pankh rerun already so I can write a piece on Kumar and Shamane and how they never couldâve been happy siblings but Kumar wouldâve had a breakdown over not being able to direct her anger at him.
Shamane genuinely wanted nothing more than to be by Kumarâs side and grow up with her the second he found out she was his sister. In his flashback talking about her you could really tell that he was so dazzled like âhuh I donât really get why this cool researcher is hereâ but rationalized her as a friend of the family. Hell she IS his driving point. And heâs her driving point too. The second he found out that she was his SISTER? He ran away and thatâs where his character story started. Which is such an important and noteworthy choice because not every character event is a backstory or tells you what a characters bond to another was.
And Kumarâs arcanum WAS strong. She MADE it strong. She wasnât born with a gift like KB or Matilda and grew it, she had to start from what was implied to basically be nothing. Then she still became such an incredibly strong arcanists and diviner that she discovered a star far before anyone who was born with strong arcanum did. She needs more time and steps to channel a strong arcanum but KB inherited her techniques and her ability and sheâs a POWERHOUSE. She throws a STAR at people and she learned that from Kumar!!! She didnât start with talent but she built it up so far that it took basically two people on the level of someone she taught and raised from childhood to bring her down!! Even then Kumar didnât suffer extreme of injury considering how bad a rebound on a spell like that has to be on the mental state.
Shamane was driven to the city purely because he sought out Kumar who sent him that letter. After living and learning his entire life out there he went out to find and her and I can only imagine how stoked he was. Cause he likely knew that Kumar wouldâve resented him and looking at how she turned out he was the first one to understand and accept that the bridges between them were already burnt.
At the same time I canât imagine how Kumar mustâve felt learning that the prodigal child her family tossed her aside for left them. I couldnât begin to explain the kind or visceral bite that news mustâve had. She couldâve had everything with them and in a way she mustâve built up her arcanum, at least at first, so they might accept her one day. I wouldâve grown to hate everything too.
#yapping#reverse 1999#journey to mor pankh#Shamane genuinely wanted nothing more than to be with her#it was super heartbreaking#cause you see his flashback and he really saw the world in her yk?#she was this smart and kind person who came to visit them come to find out this amazing person was his sister? bro was dazzled#she was the biggest reason he ran away from home too#also the fact that her arcanum IS strong#itâs not an easy arcanum since she needs far more steps involved to use it to its full potential#but the fact that she reached such a height in her skill says a lot about her#I thought a lot about it when I first played the event of like ah#if they had talked things out and got a chance to exchange stories things wouldâve been so different#I think Kumar would be so lost because she blamed her entire family and the entire city for what happened to her just because of her arcanu#so learning that the child her parents truly wanted in turn just wanted to meet her again and get to know each other?#it be a moment of ââwell if you arenât the one hurting me?.. who is?â#kumar reverse 1999#kumar#I love her but also I think itâs in turn my duty to harass her#this post goes out to mocha cause you get it fr#stan Kumar there isnât any other choice#honeystar
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Part 5 of Different Meeting AU
This part is going to be very sappy, enjoy! The boys do imply a little bit more about their sex life so TW for this part: implied sexual content, discussion of torture, mentions of character death
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After Steve left the trailer park, he strapped the new bag of Eddie's things to his bike with the food, grabbed his backpack and started biking toward the lake. To stay out of sight he followed the train tracks, then split off from the woods when he reached Holland road. He pulled up to the house and hid his bike around the back, hurrying over to the boat house.
Steve carefully opened the door, peeking his head inside. "Eddie? I'm back, where are you?" At that, Eddie threw the tarp off and nearly ran to pull Steve into a hug. Steve could feel the anxiety thrumming off of Eddie like a physical thing and just held him tighter for a moment before finally pulling back to look him in the eyes. Eddie gave him a small smile, eyes still tight.
"Hey, did you get snacks?"
"Yeah, I grabbed you some clothes too. Went to see the guys, let them know what happened. I saw Wayne too, he was smart enough to hide anything illegal or incriminating before he called the cops this morning, so I have all of your drugs and my clothes from your place. He did leave the handcuffs and condoms though, probably figured they didnât scream Homosexual too much." Steve quickly spoke up when he saw the almost feral grin on Eddie's face, "and I am glad he did, we do not need to be getting carried away while hiding from the cops." Eddie's grin dropped, practically pouting.
"Not even a little carried away? Itâs not like we ever really use the condoms anymore."
"Eddie, we had sex like two days ago. And we donât exactly have the ability to clean up around here.â
"Tell me about it, that's two whole days." Steve just rolled his eyes, ignoring the warmth he always feels in his chest whenever Eddie shows how much he wants him.
"C'mon, horndog, let's go into the house. We never cleaned up our picnic last weekend so all the blankets and pillows are still out. I brought our book too, so you can read to me tonight." Steve held out his hand, Eddie grabbing it quickly and pressing a kiss to the back of it as the head toward Steve's bike. They grab the bags and head into the house, setting them down on the kitchen table. "The food is in the duffle bag, can you put it away while I talk to Robin and let her know I'm back? I promised I would walkie to tell her." Eddie nodded, pressing a kiss to Steve's shoulder as he passed him to go put the food away.
Steve dug his walkie out of his backpack and tuned into the right channel. "Robin, are you there?"
"Steve! Did you get back to the lake okay?"
"Yeah, I just got back. I stopped by the trailer on the way here and saw Wayne, he had all my stuff packed up from the trailer, along with any incriminating items." Robin snorted through the walkie talkie.
"So he found all of Eddie's drugs and sex toys?"
"No!" Steve paused as he blushed. âWe donât leave that stuff at the trailer.â He only blushed more when Robinâs laugh came through the walkie.
âBut he found all the drugs?â
"Shut up, Robs. Yes, Wayne found all of Eddieâs drugs. I just wanted to let you know I got back safe. Now can I get back to my boyfriend?â
"Good. Also, you're welcome, by the way. I managed to keep Dustin from outing you, I figured you would want to tell Nancy yourself." Steve sighed softly, so unbelievably grateful for his best friend.
"Thank you, Robbie. I'll have to find a time to tell he when we all meet up to plan, hopefully soon."
"Yeah, Nance actually was at the trailer park earlier. She said she had gone to investigate and ran into Eddie's uncle, he said something about Victor Creel? She said he was like a crazy murder from the 50s so I think we're planning on going to the library tomorrow to do some research."
"Alright, keep me posted on whatever you learn. I'm starving and I know Eddie must be too, so I'm going to go make us some food. Stay safe, Rob, over and out." Steve listened to her quick goodbye and pushed down the antenna of the walkie, setting it on the table before heading into the kitchen. "You hungry? I know I am." Eddie was sitting on the counter, flipping a butter knife in an attempt to look cool.
"I'm always hungry, and I have definitely missed your food this week." Steve smiled at him and got out the ingredients for quick goulash, knowing it was one of Eddie's favorites.
"I meant to tell you, Wayne wanted me to let you know that he never thought you were guilty." Glancing over at Eddie, Steve could see his shoulders visibly relax. Clearly, that had been weighing heavily on his mind.
"Yeah?"
"Yeah, he knew you would be worried about him thinking you were like your dad, and he wanted you to know that he never did."
"I love that old man." Steve laughed, leaning his hip against Eddie's knee where he was still sitting on the counter.
"He loves you too." Steve cooked quickly, getting their food together so they could move into the living room to eat. Once their food was in bowl, he and Eddie went into the living room, sitting down on the blankets they left there.
After a few minutes of eating quietly, with only the sounds of the silverware and Eddieâs knee bouncing to fill the silence, Eddie finally spoke up. âSoâŠ. Tortured by Russians?â Steve sighed, setting his mostly empty bowl down on the floor. Without commenting first, Steve turned and grabbed the bag with his items in it, pulling it closer. He dig through the front zipper pouch and pulled out a small square box, opened it and pulled out a small blue piece of plastic that he carefully wrapped around his left ear. Steve saw the realization on Eddieâs face when he looked up, Eddie reaching a hand out to gently touch his left ear. âSugar, why didnât you say something?â
âI was scared, mostly. With the kids... I'm the one who keeps them safe, I didn't want to give them a reason to think I couldn't do that anymore." Steve looked at his hands as he spoke but was forced to look up when Eddie cupped both of his cheeks in his hands.
"Stevie, they are always going to need you around, it is okay to need help sometimes. So, from now on, you are going to promise that you will wear that hearing aid, understand?" Steve stared at Eddie for a moment before he nodded, placing his hands over Eddie's and just keeping him there. The moment was broken when a sharp pain radiated from behind Steve's left eye and he gasped, dropping Eddie's hands to push his palm into the eye socket in an attempt to stop the pain. "Migraine?"
"Fuck, yeah. Of course I didn't bring my good meds with me, shit it's bad." Steve squeezed his eyes shut to keep out the lights and he heard Eddie stand and walk away. Distantly Steve heard the stairs creak then footsteps on the second floor, before the stairs creaked again and Eddie was sitting in front of him once more.
"These aren't your good ones but I figured some motrin is as good as we can get right now. Here, give me your hand and I'll give you the pills." Keeping his eyes shut, Steve put out one of his hands and felt three pills be placed into it. After he popped them into his mouth, Eddie grabbed his hand and placed a glass of water in it so he could swallow the pills. "Good. Did something set it off? Normally you have a trigger."
"Well I would say I'm pretty stressed today so that would explain it." Eddie huffed a quiet laugh.
"Alright, that's fair. Let's lay down for a bit and once you're feeling a bit better we can keep talking." Steve let himself be guided to laying down and he curled himself against Eddie, using his chest to block out the light. Once the medicine kicked in Steve was able to shift backwards enough to look up at Eddie who was looking right back at him. "Meds doing their job, honey?"
"Yeah, you still want to hear about last summer?" Eddie nodded and Steve sighed, closing a fist around Eddie's shirt and gripping it tight. "Alright, well we told you about how we found out that the Russian's had a base under the mall but we didn't explain how we got into it. We had to drag Erica in, which I still feel so guilty for because she was only 10, and she went through the vents to get into this storage room they had on the loading dock. She opened the doors for us and we all went inside to investigate but the doors shut behind us and locked. Next thing I know the room is dropping because it was actually an elevator. We got stuck in that elevator for hours before some guards came to collect stuff from the room and we got out of there only to have to walk for miles. I think Erica actually knows how far we traveled but I wasn't there when she did the math so I don't know how far it was."
"Wait, Erica just did the math for how long you guys traveled?"
"Yeah, Dustin said she did at least. That's why he calls her a nerd apparently. Anyway, we got to the center of the base and Erica spotted the comms room, I won a fight against a Russian guard and then we found the gate they were opening to the Upside Down. At that point, Dustin and I knew this was really really bad. Then the alarms went off and we all had to run. We got cornered in a supply closet and Rob and I held the door shut so the kids could get into the vents and escape."
"You didn't..."
"I did. I couldn't let them get ahold of Dustin and Erica and Rob wouldn't leave me behind so we got captured. I knew Robin would start talking if she had the chance because she was nervous so I decided... I decided I would just be louder and more annoying so she wouldn't be their main focus. It worked and we got taken to separate rooms where I-" Steve cut off, his throat closing up from the memories of what he experienced in that bunker. "I would rather not go into detail, but, uh, they kept asking who I worked for and I had nothing to say other than the truth which they didn't like. I got knocked out eventually and when I came to I was tied back to back with Robin in a different room. She was yelling about needing a doctor and she said that she thought I might have been dead because she couldn't see me breathing. I'm pretty sure that was the broken ribs though."
"Jesus H Christ, Stevie. They nearly beat you to death."
"After I came to they asked us more questions before deciding that the best thing to do next was to give us some truth serum or something. They grabbed these syringes full of blue stuff and stuck it right in our necks. That's why I'm so spooked by needles now."
"Shit, that- well, that explains so much. sweetheart. I cannot believe you went through that and are still willing to put yourself in more danger."
"Yeah, well, the kids would get involved no matter what, and you're involved now. There was no way I would leave you to deal with this alone. There, um. There is something else. I think now that you know everything, itâs probably a good time to mention it.â Steve tilted his head up so his chin was resting against Eddieâs sternum and felt Eddie push a hand under his shirt to rest against the small of his back, radiating heat and comfort.
âWhatâs up? I thought I knew everything at this point, do you have another head injury to tell me about?â Steve huffed out a laugh, he could tell Eddie was trying to lighten the mood for both of them. He was so glad that he didnât have to hide things anymore, even if he was terrified about Eddie being involved in the Upside Down.
âSo, uh, Iâm pretty sure we mentioned how after Billy beat me up in â84 Hopper took me to the hospital, right?â
âYeah, someone mentioned it.â
âCool, um, the thing is that wasnât just it. After-after the hospital figured out my parents werenât coming, Hop stepped in as uh, he said in loco parentis, but basically he was acting as my parent since I was still 17. He ended up bringing me back to his cabin after they discharged me, the hospital didnât want me to be alone since it was a grade 3 concussion and I had the cuts on my head from the plate.â He felt Eddieâs hand curl a little tighter around his waist at the mention of the head injury again and Steve pressed a kiss to Eddieâs chest. âIâm glad he stepped up, I didnât have anyone else. But, after that, I donât know how it happened, somehow I sort of got absorbed into their little family. El and I got really close and thatâs why Iâm close with Max, and Hop-â Steve paused as his throat closed up, it had been so long since he had even talked about Hopperâs death and it still hurt. âHe became the first real father figure I had ever had. But then, Starcourt happened and he-â This time Eddie cut him off, pulling him close so Steve didnât have to push himself to say it.
âI know, I saw the news. Iâm so sorry, princess. I had no idea you were close to him.â
âIt wasnât a long time, just around 8 months but it was enough for me to get attached to both of them. And now-now heâs gone and Elâs in California, which is the best place for her but it still hurts. Itâs why I was so emotional about Wayne just⊠accepting me the way he did. Hop had just⊠it had only been a few weeks and Wayne was so much like him. Heâs- Wayne has helped a lot with that healing, he and Hop would have gotten along really well, I think.â
Eddie paused, just holding Steve close and rubbing his back gently. âYeah, I think youâre right.â He hummed gently before shifting them around so he was pressed up against Steveâs back. âWayne really loves you. Sometimes I think he loves you more than me.â Steve just laughed, holding Eddieâs hands in his own.Â
âNo way, youâre his son, Eds. He does care though which I appreciate.â
They lapse into silence, just holding each other before Steve suddenly snorts a laugh.
âI donât think Hop would have liked you very much.â Eddie pauses for a moment and then starts laughing.Â
âAbsolutely not, youâre totally right. I donât think he would want a drug dealer hanging out with his kid. Much less dating that kid.â
âI saw how he was with Mike, and that was just because he thought Mike was annoying. I think you dodged a bullet, possibly literally.â Eddie just laughed and held Steve closer to him. "Eds?"
"Yeah?"
"How are you doing? With all of this stuff." He can hear and feel Eddie sigh against the back of his neck and Eddie squeezes Steve's hand.
"Honestly?... Shit, Stevie, I'm scared out of my mind. For me, for you, for Robbie, for those god damn kids. I was prepared to have a spring break full of alone time where we got laughably high and fucked on just about every surface in this house. Now? I'm potentially on the run for murder and there's an evil wizard from another dimension that can possess people and kill them without leaving any evidence. If you hadn't shown up in that boat house, I think I would have gone insane."
"Eddie, it's okay to be terrified, you know? The first time, hell, the second time too, that I did this I thought I was going crazy. I couldn't stand having the lights off and any time I saw a bulb flicker I jumped. Even last time, you know what I did to just be able to sleep. You're allowed to be scared. So you and I are just going to lean on each other and we can make it through this." Steve felt wetness on his neck and knew Eddie had been crying at some point, so he turned around to face him and he pressed a kiss to Eddie's nose. He was smiling but when they were able to see each other's faces Steve saw Eddie frown.
"Is your nose bleeding?" Eddie asked before Steve reached a hand up and wiped under his nose, finding blood on his fingers when he pulled them away.
"That hasn't happened in a while. Don't worry though, sometimes it happens with the headaches."
"Alright, if you're sure." Steve just curled back up against Eddie without further comment as Eddie's hand carded through his hair. "You want me to read a bit before we go to bed."
"Yes please." He felt Eddie twist to grab their book before a kiss was pressed to the top of his head and Eddie started to read.
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And that's it for this part. I had the part about Hopper written days ago but I wasn't sure how to work it in until today. I'm obsessed with Accidental Parent Hopper who stumbles into being a father for two kids.
Also, there is a good bit of foreshadowing in this chapter, both from the show and some of my own
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#steddie#steve harrington#stranger things#eddie munson#different meeting au#Jim Hopper accidentally adopts people and he complains about it constantly but refuses to stop being a parent#Eddie is obsessed with Steve and he witnessed the âtell me about itâ moment between Steve and Nancy#he regularly shows Steve how much he loves him by using that line#i don't know if I said it but they're reading through LotR together -> adding to my dyslexic Steve agenda
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for the first time in my life i was just asked if i have kids instead of if i'm in college yet. the years start coming and they don't stop coming huh
#stooooop#i know i have been old enough to have kids for a while but đ”âđ«#im always behind on all the milestones in life tho but it never stood out before bc people always thought i was 17#literally from when i was 13 until very recently people always guessed i was like 16-19#which was great bc i am an autistic late bloomer who lives w my parents and sucks at being an adult#so giving off the vibe and appearance of being a teenager was fine#but now i look like an adult#đ§ââïžđ§ââïžđ§ââïž#yet i am not good enough at being one for these questions and assumptions đ#i hate it hereee#anyway weird old guy at the store started telling dumb blonde jokes then asked me if i had kids#never in my life have i been asked that#late twenties fr the worst age bc u still feel young but start getting treated old and also u don't have ur shit and life together yet#but everyone thinks you do or should by now#alas#irl i'm 27 what am i a child bride moment#not that having kids is for old people#but im not even good at being responsible for myself yet let alone an entire baby#i do want kids but im not ready for that yet#also never been in love đ« #or even seriously dated anyone ever#not that it's a requirement#in fact im planning to adopt esp if i dont get married but still#anyway i do very much want kids im just not in that place yet#and didnt feel that behind in life about it bc nobody ever asked me that before#thsi better not be like how everyone asks you as soon as they meet u about ur job or school i dont need to be fielding this forever
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Cammy went on a trip for a month to meet up with old friends and told Harvey to do the same. So, Harvey had to fend for himself socially without his emotional support fairy and he realized, "Hey, I can do this. I don't need to have Camellia with me all the time to do these things I've been afraid to do....but I do *want* them here."
For Cammy's side, they realize that it's nice to have a home to keep coming back to. The fairy village used to be that, but Harvey's garden is their home now.
And yeah, I cry, what of it?
#its a canon event. but in the back of my mind it would also be the moment they realize how much they love each other#but thats between me and you#ill say this is harvey around 28 when the garden is more homie. hes on his feet now and has a clearer memory of old friends and family#so he would reconnect with cammy's push since cammy travels around alot and makes a lot of friends and tries to visit whenever possible#but cammy doesnt want to be his crutch forever. harvey CAN stand on his own. he was just afraid to take the first steps without em#he doesnt reconnect with his family eli and his parents until 29 ish. he has the means to do it but#there is a fear he cant describe that kept stopping him#cammy goes along with him for this. to meet eli and even fly to the philippines with him to finally see his parents again#THATS where the canonical ending of the narrative is. when his trip to the philippines is over and says his goodbyes#it ends when he says like 'i have a garden back home to take care of' credits roll#and then we have an open ending for all the fanfic writers to interpret and fight about#grow as we go#harvey#camellia#comic
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everyone prioritizes their family and that means even extended chacha ke chacha fufa ke tau etc and i can't even prioritize my sagi one i hate myself
#and its not that they're bad or anything#but im such a people pleaser i feel validation from strangers is more important than family#its because maybe ive watched them too closely and nothing about them fascinates me anymore i know the pattern#and my fun is meeting new people cracking the code#but still#i hate that people will cut your calls leave your message unread kyunki aaj poora din bua mausi aaye the#wish i was that focused on my relatives#ill literally text call anyone even in a middle of a fucking apocalypse#idk yall should tell me if im doing something wrong do yall keep your phones away and forget to text your friends#but i can't focus one thing for too long i cannot physically see messages decking up and not reply#i hate this#do people simply not check. there phone as often or am i an addict#or have i still not learnt to be in the moment#and tomorrow night i leave for home and my friends have planned a meet up#now frn 1 comes to home for one month in her holidays so giving one day or even two days to friends doesn't matter#frn 2 lives in hometown so there's no problem but mind you if she comes she has to leave in 2 minutes because her mom calls every five#minutes just to get her back to home for nothing#frn 3 comes home same as me aka 4-5 days so giving 1 day to friends is parents saying tumhe hamse matlab nahi hai tyohaar mei bhi har baar#milne jaana hota hai#etc#but im home past 4 days ivd literally done nothing papa bhai se utni hi baat hui jitni phone par ho jaati hai#haan for mummy i spent time with her#but most of the time i was on tumblr or scrolling insta to kya hi matlab hua mere ghar aane ka#that means unhe bas meri physical presence chahiye#na ghar par bua aayi na mama na koi#lekin ab kal mujhe jaana hai to kal mama aa jaayenge#why are things this way
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DOCTOR JIMMY SHOWING UP ON SET EVERY SINGLE DAY LIKE IM ABOUT TO DO INSANE THINGS WITH MY EYES ALONE
#IMAGINE SAYING THIS MAN CAN'T ACT#THE WAY HE'S ALWAYS DOING THE ABSOLUTE MOST WITH HIS EYES AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT#DOCTOR JIMMY PAY FOR MY THERAPY BILLS#ALSO IM DEVASTATED ABOUT P'RUNG AND HER RELATIONSHIP WITH MORK#MORK TAKING DAY TO MEET HER AND HIS PARENTS WHEN#monica watches last twilight#last twilight spoilers
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@beatingheart-bride
"I felt like I had sworn in front of a princess!" Randall admitted with a shy laugh, the rest of his family laughing along as he rubbed the back of his neck: Though he would freely admit he could cuss a blue streak with the best of 'em, he tried to keep his mouth clean in public, and certainly keep it extra-clean in the presence of an upper-class young woman like Emily. Needless to say, his failing to do so absolutely mortified him in the moment, though he could certainly laugh about it now.
"I, uh...I didn't want to sound like I had no manners," he continued sheepishly, adding, "It, uh...it did take a while for her to convince me that she wasn't offended by my cursing-I felt awful, I really did, in the moment, though, I felt like it made it seem like I was born in a barn..."
"Awww, reminds me of when August and I first started getting to know each other," Josephine giggled amusedly, seeing a lot of similarities between her husband and grandson in the moment as she went on to explain just how nervous her future spouse was in the early days, very flustered being around such a confident, forward, and scantily clad woman (which quite flattered her, honestly).
"I used to have him over for coffee after performances, and bless his heart, he was so nervous-the only thing louder than his racing heartbeat was the way his cup used to clatter against his saucer! Well, one day, he got so wound up that he dropped his cup and spilled coffee all over the rug (which didn't bother me much; if anything, the coffee stain made that cheap ol' thing look better), and between his very rapid-fire apologies, I could hear him cursing under his breath, and that only made him apologize even more!"
"I'm not usually one for vulgarity," August admitted bashfully. "But I was just so frustrated and embarrassed by my inability to sit still that it just...slipped out, and I felt awful, just awful, swearing in the presence of a lady!"
Most people wouldn't bat an eye at swearing around someone in her profession, but he was a consummate gentleman to everyone he met, and so he didn't think twice about apologizing to her (even though, as she told him, she'd heard worse).
#((it would be *very* different! they really have brought so much warmth; there's been so many heartwarming moments))#((that have come from their presence on this blog and their appearances both in this series and in other au's!))#((i wouldn't trade it for anything! randall reconciling/having a better relationship with his father))#((emily having supportive parental figures in her life; june and wilhelm getting to be a part of their grandchildren's lives))#((so much good has come of it; and it's been so wonderful to explore!))#((and i agree; i think the burkes are an absolute shoe-in; and i'm so glad you've enjoyed getting to know them))#((AND i'm delighted to have sprung that on you out of the blue! i had it in my notes about august being a teacher))#((and it's been mentioned that josephine worked with fabric; but i just thought it would be really fun))#((if-keeping in the trend of the pace family being full of odd couples-if she had a wild streak))#((while august was more buttoned up and reserved! i admit i was watching 'abbott and costello meet dr. jekyll & mr. hyde'))#((and the leading lady in that film is a chorus girl as well as a suffragette in victorian-era london))#((which certainly ruffles a LOT of feathers and gets her in quite a bit of trouble; which doesn't faze her))#((and that gave me the idea of josephine being an ex-burlesque performer; i thought that would be really fun))#((and i knew it'd get a big reaction from both you and from emily! i'm absolutely DELIGHTED by the response to that! XD))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Two Worlds; One Family
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Me? Going absolutely insane over every single Kanej moment in both the books and the series? Itâs more likely than you think
#for the past hour my brain has been a jumble of just#âyou inej youâ#âeven the idea of being near someone should have set his skin crawling. instead he thought what happens if I move closer?â#âShe could see it took every last bit of his terrible will for him to remain still beneath her touch. And yet he did not pull away.â#âHe needed to tell her ... what? That she was lovely and brave and better than anything he deserved.â#âI can hear the change in Kazâs breathing when he looks at you [âŠ] it catches every time like heâs never seen you beforeâ#âKaz ran toward her without logic or planâ#âIâm going to get my money. And Iâm going to get my girl.â#[insert the entirety of the knives drawn pistols blazing quote here]#âThe harbor wind had lifted her dark hair and for a moment Kaz was a boy again sure that there was magic in this world.â#âShe'd laughed and if he could have bottled the sound and got drunk on it every night he would have.â#all of the bathroom scene bc oh my g o d#âCurse you and all your Saintsâ he said to no one at all then realized he was smiling.#(Inej outsmarting Kaz and leaving him on a rooftop my beloved đ„°)#âshe smiled then her eyes red her cheeks scattered with some kind of dust. It was a smile he thought he might die to earn again.â#the âis my tie straightâ before he meets her parents my hearttgdsxbhd đ„čđ#oh oops this actually did just turn into a compilation of every kanej moment fhdjdhdjjs#anyway i love these two violent criminals with my whole entire heart đ€#kanej#no one cares sage
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I don't know how much sense this makes but I need a Langelique Cinderella AU, I think it'd work pretty well
#brought to you by:#my last post about angelique's fuck-ass sneakers#& juliet#and juliet#&j#okay but genuinely I think it would work really well#like Angelique is working for lady and daddy cap right#ignore how I called him daddy cap we did Romeo and Juliet for the school play this year and that's what we all called him#and like May and Juliet are the quote unquote evil stepsters#but you know they're not evil they're just like way nicer in comparison to their parents#and like you know the prince holds a ball to find a wife and it's this like whole thing#because lady and daddy cap want Juliet and may to go to like end up with the prince#and like the prince is still Frankie here because maycois is goated let's be real#and like this is kind of where you could either make it centric to a specific ship or you could just do like the whole thing as an au#you could say that like Frankie likes May but when they approach the capulets they're like oh Juliet you want Juliet and it's a whole thing#and you could do jumeo because I don't know maybe Romeo is like you know what Paris was like in the actual Romeo and Juliet play Romeo is#like Paris and the capulets hate him because Lance has kind of like pushing Frankie to be with Romeo but Romeo wants to be with Juliet#and Juliet wants to be with Romeo and blah blah blah but Lance and Angelique specifically comes in where it's like okay but what if Lance i#also looking for a new partner at these balls because you know his wife like died and he needs someone else to share the throne with and#that's why both may and Juliet end up going because their parents don't care about the age difference because their parents suck and they'r#just like you're going to end up with royalty one way or another and you know Angelique is like be safe and actually parenting them and#and warning them and making sure they're prepared to like actually go out to this ball because royalty or not it's still dangerous and#they're both like why don't you just come with us and it's a bit where like maybe April and William play the role of fairy godparents#and you know Angelique is able to go and she meets Lance and they have their little shoe thing and they have the Cinderella ark meanwhile#there's the whole love square with May Frankie Juliet and Romeo and Juliet gets to have a moment where it's like how are you so controlling#that you're pushing May to get with a man like 30 years their senior yet you cant deal with me getting with the wrong rich guy and may is#like screw y'all Juliet was The Golden child anyway okay I get what I want now and it's all happily ever after#and angelique gets Lance a magical girl transformation and some CLEAN FUCKING SNEAKERS EVEN MINE ARENT THAT DIRTY N I DONT CLEAN EM FOR SHI#anyways
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#had my meeting w my addiction support worker#went pretty well: cried a lot#got into some of the root causes of why i drink in excess and mostly its just bc i hate living in my brain#and my life to some extent at the moment (my partner is wonderful and my friends are wonderful but other than that my life kinda sucks#its like my parents taught me that my feelings and problems are wrong or dont matter or arent real or#and its seeped into every aspect of my life i just have no regard for my own wellbeing#i literally sat there in front of the worker sobbing when i said that out bc iâve never realised that before#but anyway. the appointment was fine my worker is lovely#and im doing a week challenge where i try not to drink at home At All#and he also told me to drink a glass of water when i wake up every morning and brush my teeth every day#oh and he said i should do one (1) nice thing for myself this week#personal
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some more thoughts about Andromeda's conservatorship:
their conservator has legal ownership of them and everything they represent. it started off as them becoming their guardian when they were itty bitty, but after a bad episode that was unfortunately public, they were coaxed into the conservatorship they're currently in. it wasn't a huge change honestly though because they were already used to being so restricted in everything they do. they're EXTRAORDINARILY sheltered, and not just in a "you haven't had to experience bad things" way.
I think their conservator/guardian is a normal dude when they're not working with Andro. they have a husband and some fur babies, nieces and nephews they love very much, and are all-around seen as a charitable, good person by the media, although as reclusive as Andromeda themself is. they've compartmentalized their mistreatment of Andromeda. Andromeda is a brand, a thing, they aren't a person to them anymore- maybe they were in the beginning, but certainly not now. they make their job "easier" by thinking of Andromeda less as someone with needs and more of a checklist minimum of things they have to accomplish in order to maintain the brand by keeping the icon compliant.
#i think they TRIED to be more of a parent. but they weren't ready for it#so after raising andromeda for a little while they shuffled all of their child-rearing responsibilities on to hired hands#who could take care of the dangerously powerful baby reaper#and then turn around and allow the conservator to use andromeda like a prop#they're both a child musician and child actor and they kinda had this disney moment where they grew up and tried to resist the ways they'd-#-been groomed to behave. but they could only do so much at the time#which lead to their first 'rebirthing' of their pop identity they have going on when they meet felix. undertones of sad#and they finally get to shed all of those layers AFTER their guardian mysteriously disappears#oc: andromeda#oc ramblings#oc#my oc#whoops! accidentally attached my oc to your oc universe (silly intent)
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