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Rowan always calls Aelin by her name.
I’ve been thinking on the significance of this (because every word in good writing is carefully chosen… hopefully…).
During Heir of Fire: Aelin starts off still calling herself Celaena, as does the book perspective (until the final chapter when both shift). However, Rowan (from the beginning) calls her Aelin never Celaena. At first it added to my hesitation with him (chosen names are important & should be respected) & even she brings it up at one point… The difference is it is not rooted in a refusal to accept her, but instead in her own refusal to accept herself. He is (as he says) calling her by her name, not because he does not accept her identity as “Celaena”, but because she does not accept her identity as Aelin. This is not because she is comfortable in her chosen name (in that case he would be in the wrong) side note; Celaena isn’t even her chosen name, Arobynn picked it & Adarlan’s Assassin (she never had a claim to… well… anything) but because she is horribly uncomfortable in any version of herself; she is running from Aelin, she loathes in dredged guilt over the terror of herself as Celaena, she misses Elentiya (she grieves herself with Nehemia) mini note; she was never fully/really Lillian… (hence the lack of mention). This is why he lets her pick a name & introduce herself (as she is comfortable with), but reminds her of who she is & can be (she doesn’t have to be afraid). And when she does pick he does listen… she begins to request the same of everyone else (Chaol, Dorian already had, etc.) when she comes back (Lysandra being my favorite because she literally doesn’t care or flinch & the acceptance & comfort in that is palpable).
Now we get to Queen of Shadows (& a lil HoF ending): he always calls her by her name (of course), or on occasion “the queen” (or my favorite his queen; almost to the point of being a pet name). But my favorite is how he always uses her full name in the most loving moments (this is what started this post to begin with). He calls her Aelin Galathynius “I choose you, Aelin Galathynius.” “You make me want to live, too, Aelin Galathynius.” (Etc.) Something I think is really endearing, because he makes sure she knows what she is — what she is to him — her, “no one else”.
#rowaelin#rowaelin moments#meaning behind words#rowaelin quotes#rowaelin ship#Rowan Whitethorn#Aelin Galathynius#Celaena Sardothien#Elentiya#Lillian Gordaina#name significance#a soulmate per life theory#Sarah J. Maas#SJM#Maasverse#Heir of Fire#HoF#Queen of Shadows#QoS#EoS#TOG#TOG series#Throne of Glass#Throne of Glass series#random thoughts#shipping post#writing analysis#current thoughts while reading#just thoughts#I love them a little too much what can I say I get into books when I get into books
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Word Building by Myke Y.U.N.G.
I’ve been inspired by poems,
Novels, and stories before, amazed
At the visions of beauty and spectacle
It creates in my head that will make an
Architect desire to have wings so they
Can make a building that can’t be limited by
Height, but have you ever wondered what do
The words we read build from and I mean deeper
Than verbs and sentence structure, but the emotion
The author had in bringing meaning to their words.
Was it from them feeling on top of the world from
Falling in love, from experiencing heartbreak for the
First time, from maintaining a shaky grip on reality
Dealing with stressful situations, from looking back
On memories of past celebrations and happy events
That carried them through when darkness tried to
Overtake their pure joy. While we rarely get to see
These works of literature before they’re complete
And ready for viewing, it would also be eye opening
To see when these words were nothing but a raw
Blueprint and see the journey it went through to
Becoming a major landmark in my heart that helped
Me start my own word building yet time will tell what
Its opening day will look like.
#poetry#myke y.u.n.g.#april assault round 7#words#emotion behind words#meaning behind words#word building
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To any Palestinian folks who have sent me requests for aid: I’m so sorry—there are active scammers going around posing as folks in Gaza, and I don’t know how to figure out which ones are real and which ones are scams.
En lieu of those. I’d like to direct you all towards NGOs which I know are not scams
#if anyone reblogs this like#WELL I HATE TO REBLOG A ZIONIST BUT#I will end you#being a Jew and a Holocaust historian who points out anti-Semitism within Western Palestine-oriented movements#is not Zionism#learn what words mean#yes there is a Story behind these tags ok now move along
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I'm not explaining why re-imagining characters as POC is not the same as white-washing, here of all places should fucking understand.
#personal#delete later#no patrick. “black washing” is not as harmful as white washing.#come on guys get it together#seeing people in my reblogs talk about “reverse racism” and double standards is genuinely hypocrisy#say it with me: white washing is intrinsically tied to a historical and systematic erasure of poc figures literature and history.#it is an inherently destructive act that deplatforms underrepresented faces and voices#in favor of a light-skinned aesthetic hegemony#redesigning characters as poc is an act of dismantling symbols of whiteness in fiction in favor of diversification and reclamation#(note that i am talking about individual acts by individual artists as was the topic of this discourse. not on an industry-scale)#redesigning characters as poc is not tied to hundreds of years of systemic racism and abuse and power dynamics. that is a fact.#you are not replacing an underrepresented person with an oft-represented person. it is the opposite#if you feel threatened or upset or uncomfortable about this then sorry but you are not aware of how much more worse it is for poc#if representation is unequal then these acts cannot be equivalent. you can't point to an imbalanced scale and say they weigh the same#if you recognize that bipoc people are minorities then you should recognize that these two things are not the same#while i agree that “black washing” can lead to color-blind casting and writing the behavior here is on an individual level#a black artist drawing their favorite anime character as black because they feel a shared solidarity is not a threat to you#i mean. most anime characters are east asian and i as an east asian person certainly don't feel threatened or erased. neither should you.#there's much to be said about the politics of blackwashing (i don't even know if that's the right word for it)#but point standing. whitewashing is an inherently more destructive act. both through its history of maintaining power dynamics#and the simple fact that it's taking away from groups of people who have less to begin with#if you feel upset or uncomfortable about a fictional white character being redesigned as poc by an artist on twitter#i sincerely hope you're able to explore these feelings and find avenues to empathizing with poc who have had their figures#(both real and fictional) erased; buried; and replaced by white figures for hundreds of years#i sincerely hope you can understand the difference in motivations and connotations behind whitewashing and blackwashing#classic bixels “i'm not talking about this chat. i'm not” (puts my media studies major to use in the tags and talks the fuck outta it)
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there’s such an attitude among ex-christian atheists that religions just spring up out of the void with no cultural context behind them. like ive heard people say shit like “those (((zionists))) think they own a piece of land bc their book of fairy tales told them so!!!” and they refuse to understand that no, we don’t belong there because of the torah, it’s in the torah because we belong there. because we’re from there. the torah (from a reform perspective) was written by ancient jews in and about the land that they were actively living on at the time. the torah contains instructions for agriculture because the people who lived in the land needed a way to teach their children how to care for it. it contains laws of jurisprudence because those are pretty important to have when you’re trying to run a society. same for the parts that talk about city planning. it contains our national origin story for the same reason that american schools teach kids about the boston tea party. it’s an extremely complex and fascinating text that is the furthest thing from just a “book of fairy tales”
#txt#jumblr#i’ll never forget studying parashat noach one week#and i was discussing it at face value as if it was a real historical event just bc that was the most interesting way for me to approach it#and our clergy associate was like ‘okay but we know this is a fable right?’#that just. *chefs kiss* perfectly encapsulates reform judaism to me#this is also why i cant stand when ppl act like reform jews are somehow less religious#i LOVE torah. i love diving into the text and discussing it w people and exploring the historical context behind the words#and treating it as a document written by a human society rather than coming directly fully formed from hashem#adds such a FASCINATING dimension to analyzing the text#what were we thinking when we wrote this? what had recently been happening around us that might have inspired this passage?#what practical meaning did this particular commandment have for daily life in that time?#i love torah i love history i love anthropology and i love judaism#AND THE NATIONAL ORIGIN STORY AS A NARRATIVE FRAMING FOR ALL THE PRACTICAL LAWS!!!!!!! oooooohhhh i love it
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My page for @kairizine. It was such a huge honor to be part of this wonderful book with everyone, I had so much fun!
[id in alt!]
#kingdom hearts#kh#kh kairi#kh xion#kh namine#i don't really feel proud of my own stuff usually but#i really think this is the drawing i'm most proud of from this past year!! it made me think 'oh maybe i can draw' haha#i'm still kinda bad with colors but something clicked with this one. and i feel like i got the sentimental feeling i wanted!#ooh but this project's about flower symbolism so ramble incoming:#protea symbolizes resilience transformation and diversity; hollyhock means 'please remember me.'#so my general theme was finding a sense of self.#these 3 have struggled with finding their own identity; they tend to get left behind both in-universe and in general plotwise#and naminé and xion both resemble kairi and were overshadowed by her memory. but i feel like all 3 have transformed into their own people#xion and naminé have their faces covered partially by hollyhock to show their wish to be remembered for who they are-#instead of the parts that they share with someone else#and the protea bouquets show how they each held on and resiliently grew into their own person despite it all#i put a little swervy path on the hill behind kairi to give that hopeful sense of growth and moving forward. it's a little hard to see#hopefully that makes sense! i really love symbolism but i think in visuals so i'm really bad with words#but gosh working with everyone on this project was so fun. it was like impossible not to get swept up by the team's hype for this zine#i need to hunt down everybody's work and rb it#ohh and everybody's flowers are so crisply drawn it's insane!! i think if i lined all these flowers and leaves i'd die haha#fan art#my art#project stuff
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Can you tell I love this guy?
(I'll delete this little edit later, but: I'm still selling prints, among them Trigun stuff, so check out this list if this might be smth for you!)
#an A2 format love letter to the babygirl#there were no real composition thoughts behind this I just wanted to fill a big page with Vash faces#trigun#fanart#vash#vash the stampede#trigun maximum#(oh btw with 'delete' I only mean the little edit with the prints haha whoops. Maybe a bit confusing wording)
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Media: here is a realistic sibling relationship that clearly displays the love they have for each other even if they haven't seen each other in ages and were separated by war
Half the fandom for some fucking reason: clearly they hate each other!
#'we know regulus hates Sirius for leaving him behind' who's WE?#did I miss this meeting or are you just parroting stuff and pretending everyone thinks it's word of god#if you think either of them would let the other suffer and refuse to help bc he's 'not a hero' you're dumb sorry#it's not about heroism it's about being a sibling#y'all just don't know what the word siblings means and it's painful#regulus black#sirius black#marauders era#the black brothers#not so much the sisters in the fandom but if you squint it's there too
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Katsuki would never in his fucking LIFE call Deku pet names. Fuck no. FUCK NO. His one and only exclusive pet name and term of endearment is Deku. Nothing would come close to being even a fraction as meaningful as that two syllable name.
#his name is Deku and nothing you will ever do can change Katsuki's mind#that's HIS Deku#every other term of endearment is so shallow#so face value#so unoriginal#so nondescript#so impersonal#theres no meaning behind the words#but deku?#theres a life time of meaning in two syllables when kacchan is the one saying them#ugh theyre just so gay#bkdk#bakudeku#mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bnha#bakugou katsuki#deku#izuku midoriya#mha headcanons#headcanon#babe? gtfo kacchan would never
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The WALL-E au no one asked for
#i can't even watch an animated film without finding a way to shove those stupid homo pilots in it#anyways i was thinking for this au it follows the same premise/story as wall-e where the human race has left earth due to uninhabitable#conditions but instead of robots it's select groups of people chosen to stay behind to “clean up”#by clean up i mean they're actually being left for dead because the ones being left have rendered lawless by upper command#or troublesome/rebellious etc etc#but the groups they're able to live for a few generations with the resources and stuff they have. hence mav#mav is out scouting or doing whatever solo when the ship lands and out comes one (1) iceman kazansky#looking for some sort of proof of life (those among the space vessel assuming everyone/everything has perished by this point)#shenanigans ensue#they fall in love and bring the ship back to earth yadda yadda#idk it's too late to form coherent sentences#hope you enjoy my silly word vomit#top gun#top gun au#tom iceman kazansky#pete maverick mitchell#icemav#wall-e! au#top gun art#top gun fanart#frozen's art tag#tw blood#< just in case
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The Start of the Truth [End of season 1]
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan jingyi#lan sizhui#a-qing#xiao xingchen#tulu xuanwu#And that's the end of season 1! 70 + (6 bonus) comics since I set out on this quest....and I would do it again B*)#I really wanted to push myself for this comic and make something pretty to really cap off this journey.#Art is actually very fun I love having a vision and making it into physical reality! Everyday I get a little better! Yippeee!#I never imagined I would have the kind of support I currently do as I've been making these comics#Hard to imagine I thought art was something I wouldn't have a shot at. Much less have the opportunity to have a community behind me#I want to keep growing and improving! I appreciate every single comment and tag and encouraging message!#I have a *fanart* folder. The me from a year ago could have never thought that could be a thing#Just...wow....thank you all so much for everything. I mean it more than I can put into words B'*)
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I will fully admit that Dan's (over)reaction to Kevin revealing that Wymack is his father puzzled me for the longest time. When Neil breaks the news and they're discussing it, they talk about how it isn't fair to Wymack that Kevin shouldn't have kept that information from him for so long. And I thought, "I mean, yeah must be shocking for Wymack...but like...how exactly is that anyone else's business?" Seems a bit...childish to hold it against Kevin?
I mean, ok, Dan clearly idolizes Wymack and thinks of him as a father figure. She's been taking care of everyone around her for so long, being the breadwinner in her family when she was in highschool, and now she's the captain of a NCAA Exy team. Dan might be tough and independent enough to handle anything, but for once, she doesn't have to. With Wymack watching out for them, Dan gets to lead without the crushing weight of the responsibility of taking care of everyone else's wellbeing. That's something she didn't have growing up and...That's when I realized that's the point.
The reason Dan was so angry with Kevin is something that we've seen multiple times from different characters. Neil says, "Why did Kevin always get more?" As Seth puts it: "All he has to do is ask for it, and someone will give it to him. Doesn't matter what. Doesn't matter who. The world is dying to give him anything he wants." Riko was so jealous of Kevin that he devoted the rest of his life to ruining him. Dan may be saying "It's not fair to Wymack," but what she actually means deep down is, "It's not fair to me."
That might have been the moment that Dan realized how much she had been hurting for a parental figure. She's been doing it on her own for so long that it's perhaps not occurred to her that there's part of her that is still just a child wanting someone to care for her and to shoulder her burdens. She frames her anger as something she feels on Wymack's behalf, but deep down, it's probably something really simple and childish-sounding: "Why does Kevin get to have Wymack as a father? If it should be anyone, it ought to be me." For the first time in the series, we see Dan acting sulky and immature. She storms off and rebuffs even Matt when Matt tries to talk to her. For the first time, we're shown a glimpse of the trauma and hurt that Dan is carrying around with her beneath her competence and strength.
#i can't believe this wasn't obvious to me at first#perhaps i was once again swayed by the words themselves and not the actual meaning behind them#anyway#dan wilds everybody#aftg
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Jaiden: Cucurucho, you have a lot of power, right?
Cucurucho: ...I don't know. Maybe.
Roier: Ah... Yes, you know, don't act like a dumbass, you have it. You have it, man. Eh?
Jaiden: Is there a way for us to protect all the Eggs? Do you know? I don't want anything to happen to the Eggs that happened to Bobby.
Cucurucho: Ha ha ha
Roier: WHAT? [Smacks Cucurucho]
Jaiden: [Bops him] Headpats.
Cucurucho: Maybe.
Jaiden: [Continues to bop him] Headpats. C'mon, I can get it out of you! Headpats! Chin scratches! Belly rubs!
Roier: [Joins Jaiden in bopping Cucurucho, chuckling and laughs]
Jaiden: Yeah? He's comin' around!
[Jaiden and Roier both laugh]
#Jaiden Animations#Roier#Cucurucho#QSMP#Jaiden#Animations Family#There is. So much I could say about these three#and so much I could say about their relationship / interactions with Cucurucho and Osito Bimbo#Cards on the table... I really would have loved it if Cucurucho / Osito genuinely cared about Jaiden#I mean I know they DID care about her to some extent that much is clear#But they / the Federation were also ABSOLUTELY using her. I'm not arguing that they weren't#But how could anyone not be charmed by Jaiden? The boba the tea parties the head pats–#The empathy and kindness and everything that made q!Jaiden who she was–#Cucurucho and Osito were tools of the Federation but I do want to believe they cared about Jaiden. Albeit in their own fricked up way#I dunno. I know this sounds like massive copium probably but I watched all of her and Roier's streams interacting with them#and I personally think that conflict and duality makes for a more interesting story#But that's just me and my own personal biases. I dunno how to properly put it into words but I am cradling them all close to my heart#I loved Cucurucho / Osito and I thought they were interesting and I'm SO SAD we'll never know what Jaiden did for them in the past#Anyways. For anyone who's read this far into my rant– you know how Cucurucho saved the Eggs and Jaiden said she died in Purgatory?#I like imagining that she survived the bomb and wound up finding the Eggs in the aftermath#and she helped them survive until Cucurucho found them#I imagine that Jaiden was the reason they were able to escape from the Island / The Watcher / ElQuackity#She stayed behind to slow down their pursuers. And Cucurucho rescuing all the Eggs fulfilled his agreement with Jaiden—#A promise to protect the Eggs#Like I said a lot of this is copium but that's what I like imagining#TLDR: Cucurucho / Osito did care about her in a weird way but that doesn't mean they weren't manipulating her#May 31 2023#Idk man I got a lot of emotions about q!Jaiden#Roier too but I feel like I've done way more analysis posts about him and Cucurucho. Jaiden needs time in the spotlight#Anyways there's my monthly tag rant
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anyway related to my "gullible" post i do think bonnie didn't really have a lot of friends / any good friends. i'm taking a watsonian approach to "some of the things bonnie does seem more like age 5-8 than 10-12", and a doylist approach to "everyone in this party grew up kinda lonely and feels disconnected from their peer group"
#thoughts#thoughts about bonnie#bambouche is so small no one woulda gotten away with being Mean to bonnie. and people were generally Nice anyway#they still had friends and got to do fun things with them#they just.. didn't get invited to play Every game#and the person they considered their best friend didn't consider bonnie to be even top three#yknow#lots of factors...#bonnie wasn't there as a baby/toddler - they arrived right at the age where kids start to remember and care who's already their friend#and bonnie and nille were 'the newcomers' and will remain as such for 10 or 20 years#and for the first couple years bonnie was behind in most social-emotional and academic skills due to their early years in an abusive house#and while they mostly caught up#'forming close bonds with peers' is just a rly hard thing to catch up on#bc if you're too far behind you just don't get the chance to practice and thus you fall even further behind#and then specifically some of the words bonnie needs help with i would expect them to already know / have no issue pronouncing#possible explanations could be that vaugardian is a second language or they've got some language or auditory processing issues#and either way - having trouble communicating can rly isolate you esp as a kid#also everyone in this party is autistic. to me#isat#bonnie#isat bonnie
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ANNIVERSARY BLAST
#kaitou joker#chiimo art shenanigans#damn it really has been a decade#i just want to gush for a bit because while kaijo isnt a perfect anime#it means so much to me#i mean it basically kickstarted my love for the phantom thief genre#and it was such an important part of my life growing up#im just really happy im able to draw a little something to celebrate#i also love how the people behind kaijo still care about the series#we got a new manga serialization which is crazy because!! i wasnt expecting that!!!#words blanking rn bc im sleepy but genuinely#thank you kaijo for everything :]
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Chilcille huh... ngl I was a little suspicious. like why would you do that, huh... hope youre not mischaracterizing anyone in your weird and wacky ship. a little weird. but then you said they both had flat asses and you know what? I salute you and your perfect characterization
The fact you seem to think you managed to not make this ask insulting is baffling. What the hell. Fuck off.
If you actually care to be open minded about the ship, I talk about marchil on my sideblog 24/7. Funnily enough I’m currently 4k words deep into an analysis of their character arc together in canon, but that’ll take some more days to get done. Some notable posts:
Of course without counting the analyses of Chilchuck on his own I’ve made, like my masterpost on his family situation. Or better yet you could also read my fics for them, see how weird and wacky they are here.
Wanna talk about mischaracterisation? They’re literally a comedic duo who interacts 24/7. Marchil is crazy bc ppl are like "did those shipper read with their eyes CLOSED?? They have no chemistry!" Meanwhile canon is like: "She’s obsessed with knowing everything she can about him and she reads him like a book." In her eyes he’s like that extra rare and hard and shiny unlockable dating sim character, that brooding mysterious character trope that’s thrilling to crack open and typically is at the center of the plot. The wife roleplay???? "Hey, did you know his type is blondes. Hey did you know he likes his women pretty and blonde. Hey did you know he likes her hair. Hey did you know that he teases her 24/7 and it’s one of the few things that consistently gets him grinning because he finds her reactions cute." Like a schoolyard bully pulling on the pigtails of the girl he likes.
It’s not like they have any thematic narratives or relevance. It’s not like she’ll live to 1000 and has existential dread about it while he’s logically gonna be her next friend to die at 50 and wether it’s romantic or platonic it’ll terrify her to lose him. It’s not like it’s fear of death x fear of rejection so they’re both obsessed with the thought of loss looming, past and ongoing. It’s not like it’s half-elf x half-foot and there’s an inherent journey that was and still is to dispel prejudices and truly come to see each other. It’s not like he’s painfully real and raw and flawed but still a good man, that he’s not the figure of prince charming that she’s always dreamed of while still being virtuous and worth fighting for. Or you know, her hair being golden and it being the epitome of beauty to him, and his hair turning silver and it being Marcille’s worst nightmare.
Just a weird wacky ship who means nothing but shallow things to people who have weirdo reasons for liking it. Like can you not. If you’re not imaginative enough to think of reasons why this ship may have an appealing dynamic that’s not my issue. But yes, yes, they’re both flat asses to me, thanks.
#Dungeon meshi#Ask#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Marcille donato#chilchuck tims#Marchil#You me the parking lot after i finish and post my arc analysis#Sobbing……… we’re 20 over here in the rarepair pit come on. Like do u not see how obsessed i am. Do u think they like. Mean nothing to me#Do u think it’s all incidental and i slipped and the 10 thousands of words I write for them had no thought or feelings behind them or#Their arc is so beautifuuuuul they come to see each other and her standards become more real while he allows hope and openness#Into his heart again 😭😭 not the way two of their scenes lowkey read as a proposal…#Anyways I hope this makes it clear I’ll fight to my dying breath for them.#I don’t want trouble and i imagine you don’t either so just don’t come shitting on my doorstep#In positive news my fic Grind Me Down Sweetly recently reached 100 likes and 1k hits <3 it can also be read as just platonic so if you like#Them as a duo even as friends give it a shot#Every time I see someone shitting on marchil I start making marchil content faster btw#Not art#Unstoppable force x immovable object my beloved. They need someone stubborn loving methinks. One who loves stubbornly and one who confronts
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