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And you're never truly gone As long as a part of you in me lives on - 🎶 Immortal by Reinaeiry
#asdlkjlkgjdfksgfdg i dont know what hit me#'hey leo you could make an animatic out of this song'#how about 'hey leo YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO DO THAT' i stfg#adslkjgkldsjgklfjdg#anyway enjoy#ill reblog this in a second with a lil more commentary but fuckin. damn#the chokehold this had me in this morning#i suppose. i should use proper tags. since im actually creating original content this time#personal#my art#one piece#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#corazon#donquixote rosinante#monkey d luffy#heart pirates#thats all of them im too lazy for more aslkdjklgfd#and yes i did have to use wiki to check my spelling :/
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Michonne: A Color Study
#the walking dead#Michonne#twdedit#twddaily#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#richonnegifs#I’ve been taking a break from gif making bc I wanted to create fanart#I’ve decided to get back into art so I decided this would be a great way to make content while motivating myself not quit#as I continue my art journey#I actually started this piece as practice to try out coloring techniques I studied on YT#my first two attempts were ABYSMAL#lolol but I learned base color is crucial or the coloring will be all wrong#similar to traditional painting#this took HOURS for me to finish painting#I lost track after 10#but it came out surprisingly well so I decided to post it#denim rose graphics
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I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT
#when i tell you that this almost killed me.#this is such a beautiful reward after having to hear actual boyfriend asmr#God's worst form of content created on this here inter net#sergle.txt#video#tiktok
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if you see absolutely anything that has kabru in it. And are unable to stop yourself from making it about L/abru (even when Laios doesn’t even appear or is irrelevant to the content in question!) and reduce kabrus entire deuteragonist-level character into wanting to fuck laios. I’m stealing something out of your house!!!!!
disclaimer: If you ship l/abru and gaf about kabru and don’t do this then this post isn’t about you 🤓
#I love kabru so much but finding content of him is so painful bro I cant#Flames flames flames up the side of my face!#I constantly consider just nuking my account and forgetting I ever read or cared about dungeon meshi many times bc of this lol#I care him so much. More than I care about dungeon Meshi as a work as much as I respect it and it’s fun to create for#I can’t be normal about this genuinely I never get like this but I turn into A.M from I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream#Laios and kabrus connection is really sweet in the end and I don’t ship it but like the ship it’s so inoffensive in abstract just not for m#But in reality every day I get jumpscared by the things people are doing to my angel#Like just do laios self shipping that’s clearly what you daft cunts actually want why puppeteer kabru free my boy#I promised I would never post like this but like it really makes me so mad lol. And want to just go back to not looking up anything online#And I already specifically curate my experience to a crazy degree.#But the way that this fandom revolves around babying laios is crazy dude#Like every single thing is about poor poor laios#like he’s the main character but it’s insane even people who LIKE him have to put disclaimers when saying even jokey mean things#Because then 1000x idpol white autistic people will descend upon them otherwise#And I say this as an autistic person of colour it’s annoying asf lol I do not respect any of you! To put it mildly!#If the only way you can engage with characters or stories is through vectors which You can personally project onto and relate to#I’m doing a lot more than fucking stealing something out of your house!#It’s the most normal thing on earth to not like the main character of a series but I feel if you genuinely hated laios#And are not just “guilty” of criticising him or appreciating his flawed character. Then the legions of cornballs will descend on you#The only good spaces are small pockets of people engaging with each other together. The rest lol nuclear devastation#but I suppose that’s the nature of fandoms lol why complain about clowns at the circus 🚶#Like there’s literally characters whose main purpose in the story IS their relationship/dynamic with laios. Kabru is NOT JUST THAT!!#He is a deuteragonist!#Treat him like one!#Like why are people talking about labru on my freaking kaburin and kabushuro posts dude free me
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have i talked before about how crazy it drives me that in old bdubs videos he would super abashedly talk about his love for making things pretty? because. it drives me crazy.
at the beginning of mc4 when everyone was clearing out spawn so it was a lifeless flat plot of land to build on and bdubs took it personally and added grass and foliage once everything was built to make the whole landscape more lively and cohesive. and how hed get made fun of for thinking about little shit like that.
also when he got asked what hed be doing if he wasnt doing mc and he mentioned music (i think) and basically was super embarrassed to be like “i know its not very manly, but im super into artsy fartsy stuff”. as if that is a bad thing.
anyway im getting so emo thinking about how in hermitcraft, everyone knows and admires bdubs skill as a builder and its not ever something thats made fun of anymore. thinking about how bdubs never talks down about his own abilities anymore and instead of feeling weird about being a dude whose into artsy fartsy stuff, hes really embraced his career as a creator of beautiful things.
#sorry this post is literally so self indulgent#last rb got to me okay#remembering when i first got into bdubs and id see him in other ppls content and was like ‘oh hes silly haha’#but i didnt actually start watching him until i saw his hc8 base and thought it was one of the coolest things id ever fucking seen in mc#i started watching his videos and the way he talked about block palettes and gradients#and the way hed try things i’d never think could work really blew me away#and hes always been like this#i remember even in hc4 with his modern house#the way he used snow to create a slope was like. mind blowing to me.#ten years after he first did it LOL#hes taught me so much about minecraft as an art medium its fucking crazy#anyway#its been a while since ive gushed about bdubs this feels really good actually#i love him :(#edit: i wasnt gonna say anything when this was a dumb little personal post but ppl are actually rbing it#so i will correct myself#in my tags when i said hc4 i meant mc4#lol
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fairest of the fair
#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical#six the musical fanart#katherine howard#thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art#this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self#aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying#redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me#back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit#also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill#multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me#notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts#of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was#pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes#3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume#and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to#explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is#darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall#outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet#within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah#8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck#anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)
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I’m happy for the little life I built for myself
#there’s a lot of ways to go#i am nowhere NEAR the dream life I really want to attain#or the dream person I want to be#but high school me#hell even freshman in college me#would GAWK at the life I have so deliberately made happen.#the solid network of friends I have#the confidence I’m slowly but surely growing into#the discipline I’m harvesting bit by bit. i do not claim perfection but I am 100% improving#I’m just happy idk! i don’t compare myself at all now bc I know I’m on the right track#especially compared to where I was like 5 years ago. such a different mind state from now#and no one can take that away from me#there’s a lot more to go. a lot more. but I thought I’d pause and be intentionally grateful for what has been accomplished#bc it actually puts things into perspective to look at the past rather than just look to the present. it creates contentment#i get so caught up being hard on myself for not accomplishing certain things yet#that I forget I pulled myself out of such a deep rut by the skin of my teeth#and that’s important to keep in mind even as you progress to your goals#anyway <333 happy content in my own lane etc etc#p
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Hi, just a curious question but when will you write/draw about how doctor y/n first met sun and moon? because in the FAQ, you said that you will show or answer the question we might ask but it has been a year and i haven't seen any spoilers or more details about the au?
I'm saying this not only to you but to everyone out there who is asking similar questions. Stop treating creators like content generators. You're not entitled to the content you're shared with for free.
Firstly - you're not being curious, you're being rude.
Secondly - if you're not monetising the creations you like, you have no word on deciding how soon they will come out. I'm the host, you're a guest, I'm not a seller, nor you're a customer, nor a consumer.
And finally - the more you ask the less motivation I will have. The best thing you can do is engage and support. This will result in the opposite outcome.
It will come out when it will come out. I am a living person with who knows what type of everyday struggles and you're in no place to say "it has been a year".
The fact that you've read the FAQ that said "no need to ask this question" and still you decided it was ok to do so just shows how entitled you think you are to my creations.
#you're making my own au less enjoyable for me to create when you treat me like a robot#the fact that you created an empty account tells me you knew how rude this question actually is#ask xitsen#i appreciate a lot of my followers and just this community. the sense of support and positivity here is crazy#and i would never create so much content for dca without the sense of community#feeling like you're being appreciated and valued is very important#if anything this makes me feel rushed and pressured. the opposites of what rhe community should be
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I've created life
#ocs#my ocs#fishe ocs#original characters#character design#fantasty#original story#story wip#revived an old comic#ask me about them i begggggg#when my hyperfixation is my own story so i have to actually create things in order to enjoy content
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My hottest take is that you are actually NOT allowed to complain about lack of fan content if you never comment and interact with creators. "Why is everyone leaving the fandom" idk, maybe bc you never bothered to let them know you liked their work???
You’re only allowed to be sad an author dropped their story if you were commenting on it. You’re only allowed to be sad artists stopped posting on the tag if you were reblogging their work. It’s not hard.
If you can’t be bothered to take five second to give creators feedback, why tf would you expect them to bother giving hours of their free time making things for you?????
#some people might say I’m being harsh but idc actually.#i have yet to hear a single valid argument for why you WOULDNT comment and encourage creators#also before anyone accuses me of being an attention whore; I’m not saying this for me;;; but seeing my favourite creators get basically#nothing back despite creating some of the most jaw dropping pieces of art and fiction#…yeah maybe you guys *dont* deserve an infinite amount of free content actually idk#fandom#actually yk what lets kick the hornets nest and tag this#Snowbaird#blue is ranting today sorry team ✌️#blue talks#burntblueberrywaffles
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… no wonder JP twitter went apeshit IM CURRENTLY LOSING IT HOLY FUCK??? HE’S SO??? CRYING??? YELLING??? PRAYING TO HIM LIKE HE’S THE GOD OF MY NEW RELIGION RN??? HE’S SO 5★ WORTHY HERE GOD???
#fate grand order#fgo#antonio salieri#I saw JP Twitter calling digital Salieri ‘Drak Lord’#he sure as hell is a Lord (and savior)#also posts about Salieri being an AI created off actual Salieri and suit (armor??) clad body is just a metal puppet he controls to interact#oh my god he is a fucking vocaloid now#alter ego? moon cancer? whatever the fuck I’ll eat it all#me cradling this salieri content like a thirsty person lost in a desert#king is so back#we’re so back#aggressively pray for this and Monte Cristo’s kimono to become game skins#I B E G#also god this man’s LEGS#he’s so fine#someone in FGO team clearly shares my opinion on salieri and heels/high boots
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How do you feel about the increase in really weird NSFW ads on here (advertising panels that look like sexual encounters, and AI art apps that pride themselves on porn) but will take down NSFW posts from their users, even if it isn't technically sexual.
i hate all social media and it's consistent prioritising the advertisers over the users and the internet simply was a better place before capitalism sunk its hooks into it
#i could write essays about how capitalism ruined the internet.#i was actually talking to someone earlier today about how youtube was kind of effectively ruined by monetisation.#and they were raised in the soviet union and we had a bit of a talk about how art was better because it wasn't for profit.#the people who made art made it because they wanted to do it and because they loved it.#she said that communism was terrible for every aspect of life for her. people's lives under communism wasn't pretty.#but the art was better. and i feel like it's true for the internet – it was better when it was a free-for-all.#the companies didn't know how to exploit it yet and turn it into a neverending profit-driven hellscape.#people created content because they wanted to. because they wanted to make something silly to make people laugh.#not for profit. not for gain. not for numbers. not to further their career.#i miss the days of newgrounds and youtube before monetisation.#capitalism has soiled everything that's joyful and good in this world.#people should be able to share whatever they want.#people should be able to tell any story they want without the fear of being silenced by advertisers.#that's what made the internet so beautiful before. anyone could do anything and we all had equal footing.#but now we're victims of the algorithm. and it makes me sick.#i'm quitting my job in social media. i'm quitting it. it makes me too depressed. i have an existential crisis every freaking day.#every day i wake up and say "ah. this is the fucking hell we live in#i'm so sorry i feel so passionate about this.#social media is a black hole and it is actively destroying humanity. forget ai. social media is what's doing it.#i miss how beautiful the internet used to be. it should've been a tool for good. but it's corrupt and evil now.#sci speaks
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you know, I am many things; exhausted, overworked, verbose, emotionally distant, an asshole at times. but at least i'm not the kind of major fucking asshole who blasts people's personal arguments and strifes in public for everyone and their mother to see? Dude straight up what the fuck? To namedrop me and claim you deserved better?
#I was content to part ways and just have it be that#but. Seriously. What the fuck.#My issue was literally just with how you treated people and now you're showcasing exactly my point. Good job.#Delete later#chow.txt#'I believe we can create a better community' does not mean name dropping someone publicly over disagreement#I'll say this before someone accuses me of nefarious behavior:#a nonbiased third party sent me a screenshot asking about it because they were concerned.#i dont hateread blogs because i have better things to do with my time#like having an actual life. Being outdoors. Touching grass. Doing things in my community.
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this is probably a controversial opinion but that’s never stopped me so i’m going to say it…i don’t think bllk powerscalers “ruin the fandom” and tbh as much as people on tumblr love to dog on them they consistently have the most accurate predictions for the manga out of everyone 😱 yeah a lot of them are jerks about being in the fandom so i dislike them for THAT reason but i hope everyone who hates on them just for which aspect of the animanga they focus on realizes that they literally sound exactly the same as them LMAAOAO like it’s okay to enjoy blue lock for purely the sports/action aspect it’s not doing anyone a disservice and their analyses are actually quite interesting as well!!
#‘oh but i want to see more character analysis’ do it yourself then!!#truly i think all of you would be happier upon realizing that if you want to see a certain kind of content you MUST create it#you cannot expect other people to cater your tastes just like they in turn cannot expect you to cater to theirs#and yeah do i find it irritating when bllk dudebros gatekeep and act like you can’t watch the animanga if you’re not into soccer? absolutely#plenty of them are assholes i’m not denying it but plenty are just as passionate abt the fandom and have a diff way of engaging w it#maybe it’s not YOUR preferred way but the instant you start saying they’re ruining fandom you actually become a douche on par with them#‘you’ in the abstract form of course idk what you reading this believe or do#anyways like i said. controversial opinion. ESPECIALLY on here#i woke up annoyed today so i’m in a complaining mood ig idk whatever keep it civil in the notes don’t call me names etc etc#m’s thoughts#bllk
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Something something the spot’s goofy antics distract from how dangerous his own entitlement and resentment is
#I don’t want to be that guy but I feel a little bit like spot gets sanded down a tad into just the fact he’s funny#and he IS funny I get it. but what makes him scary is the power to lash out with his entitlement and resentment towards miles#it’s you did this TO ME (miles didn’t#he was busy getting pummeled by kingpin and then venom shocking him back and the building was being EVACUATED it’s literally no one’s fault#but spot’s that he was there AND miles didn’t even know he was there when the collider exploded)#so I’m owed the role that you made me into <- miles literally didn’t do this#I’m OWED being your nemesis because I created you <- when all of itsv is about its miles own choices that make him heroic and not the bite#spot can’t even take ownership of his own actions. he’s like oh IM not robbing you that’s the bank. well buddy I don’t see you robbing the#bank I see you harassing some guy owning a corner store#like I get it. ur a cosmic horror and it sucks capitalism is pushing u down and u can’t get a job but like OWN UP TO WHAT THE HELL YOU DO#LMAO#and even miles trying to genuinely reach out and say look I’m sorry I made u feel bad (even though this isn’t an owed apology) and spot#STILL is hellbent on breaking miles back for an imagined slight#I AM GOING TO KILL YOUR LITERAL FATHER BECAUSE I BLAME YOU FOR SOMETHING YOU DIDNT DO#like god lmao. he’s a fun silly villain but there’s legitimate anger and spite and RESENTMENT motivating him purely to try hurt miles back a#as* badly as he imagines miles hurt him. when it’s like dude. own tf up to who’s responsible here#I’m not angry at the spot btw I actually think he’s a fun villain but I think recognising that resentment is what makes him effective as a#*frightening* villain and one that poses legitimate danger#tunes talks spiderverse#apologies xinakwans ik u said you didn’t want to read any spot posts hopefully this snags on ur filtered content block shdjfjfk
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11/21/23. truly a day to be remembered. i compiled a highlights video to commemorate this devastating event in my life 😭
#i felt so loved that day. by everyone except anthony burch (derogatory)#THIS ISNT EVEN EVERYTHING. like it was SO much it was a crazy evil day for me#least fave episode <3#i wanna create some actual content very soon but ive been sick and burnt out and just RECOVERING. but i made this stupid thing lmao#rip herman 'hermie' the unworthy my favorite fictional character from any media in the world#who i have been severely fixated on every single day the past almost 8 months#hermie the unworthy#hermie unworthy#dndads#dndads spoilers#dndads s2 spoilers
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