#me when it’s my birthday today
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three superheroes, anpanman! for @sopekooks ♡
cr. jung-koook
#btsgif#dailybts#btsedit#bts#bangtan#sopekook#hobi#yoongi#jungkook#usersky#usersan#usermaggie#userkelli#tuserandi#raplineuser#*jk#*yg#*hs#*gifs#tw flashing#happy birthday my darling crystal!#can you believe that another year passed already? it's crazy#I hope you have an amaaaaaazing day today#that you're being showered with all the love#that you laugh a lot and eat great food and that people tell and show you how wonderful you are#thank you for being here with me for another year. I'm just. SO very fond of you my angel#even when we don't talk much I hope you know how much I adore you and that I'm always rooting for you#you're my longest bts tumblr mutual that is still here and I love you so much#(this clip was supposed to be in last year's set already but I didn't have the file yet back then! so here it is now!#they're sliding right into your heart <3 jungkook's smile makes my heart melt :(((( )
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I'm really struggling with communication right now, so I'm gonna be a bit distant for a bit. I really appreciate the patience n kindness 💗
#i feel like ive been struggling to get back to people all month#ty especially to the anon who sent a kind message irt my post about processing familial death / alienation when#everyone related to you has passed with society valuing blood relation etc#im gonna try and find a therapist soon (again) bc. Just a lot going on internally.#like. today i realized that I have only seen a message of 'i love you' from my mom written for someone else.#bc she didnt get to ever write one for me. or if she ever had it was kept from me#and it really messed with me today#idk I just always get messed up in the period between birthday and holidays n overthink. but i hope everyone else is well#and im sorry if i havent been able to be there for you if youre reading this and have been waiting for my response.#I really wish that as I got older I got more well / stronger mentally.
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so here's my grandmother's pumpkin pie recipe -- it is her own personal recipe, it's 100% incredible, she stands by this because it "lets the actual flavor of the pumpkin come through, instead of smothering it in all those other spices, you get a pumpkin pie when you're out somewhere and it's all dark because they've used too many spices and you don't even taste the pumpkin, you just taste spice!! with my recipe you taste the pumpkin!!"
for the crust you're on your own though!! I did not get her crust recipe. use the crust recipe or premade crust you prefer, just crimp the edges. she does not pre-bake the crust, but she does keep it cold while making the filling. by putting the pie dish with the crust in her garage. maybe just put yours in the fridge though. please don't put it in a garage.
for the filling --
1 15-oz can of 100% pure pumpkin (she uses libby's)
3 eggs
1 cup of sugar
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon cinnamon
1 1/2 cups of evaporated milk
beat ingredients well, pour into pie crust. don't overfill over the crust edges!! (you may have some filling left over.) bake at 425°F for 15 minutes, then lower temp to 350°F for (at least) 45 minutes. check interior by sticking the tip of a knife into the pie filling, and if it doesn't come out clean, give it another 5-10 minutes (but this will also depend on your particular oven, so just keep an eye on it, yknow.) the filling will have puffed up a little as well. cool completely on the counter (the filling will slightly deflate), about 4 hours, then keep it in the fridge (it is basically a custard, after all). I think she believes it'll last an age in the fridge but I would say 3-4 days. you can top it with whipped cream but honestly........you may not even need it. 🥧
#she doubles the recipe so she can make 2 pies at once -- she was making one for me and my brother today and another for my cousin#bc it is her birthday soon and this pie is her FAVORITE pie. no one else in my cousin's house is allowed to eat the pie when it arrives.#not her daughters. not her husband. it is merry's pie and her pie ALONE!!!!!
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Fourth of July is so funny cuz it’s the one time every year that people decades past their hetalia phase will wake up in a cold sweat and go “there’s only one character I can draw for this day… 👁️👁️💦”
#the haunting sounds of the American theme sneaking up on them the closer it gets to the fourth#like the jaws theme but it’s an eagle screech#eagles don’t even screech the usa’s a sham#this is a very usa centric post#I dunno maybe people in other countries wake up in a cold sweat on their foundation days and go#no… it’s time 👁️👁️💦#shoutout to all my American Hetalia fans waking up today and remembering that they’re hetalia fans#we will get through this together#I hope I get to glimpse fireworks this year#dude last year was such a bummer#I wanted to do sparklers in the backyard but no one wanted to join me so it was just me doing em myself while my family kept trying to#convince me to come back inside :(((#then my dad went hey this year we should get fireworks#NO#no one can have fun cuz you guys were mean to me last year >:(#slash j btw it’s not a big deal I’m just salty lol#when you’re the only one full of whimsy in your family 😔#happy birthday America#get your shit together#❤️🤍💙#hetalia#aph america#hws america#alfred f jones
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prank
based on this meme
#art#my art#digital art#deltarune#noelle holiday#deltarune noelle#shes not here but ill tag her anyways becauses shes relevant#dess holiday#deltarune dess#december holiday#deltarune december#gonna prank dad when he gets home#gonna prank dad when he gets home meme#this is probably only funny to me lol#fun fact: today is my cats birthday
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//And I can't recall that special way, she told me each and every day, her name. I can't recall the fact that I always said I loved her back, the same way, every time the same//
#btw friends dont look at this post its probably spoilers#i was rereading my fics and reading the hunger games today and it made me think of anna and paul#anyway in hunger games katniss' mom basically becomes a ghost in their home after their dad dies#and i think thats the way i think of anna. someone who just shut down when it was their responsibility to take care of their kids#her birthday dialogue will always haunt me. shes so flippant and nonchalant. care comes home after 6 months and she doesnt CARE#obviously she cares about care bc of the door dialogue but its just so off putting at the party#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#petscop#paul leskowitz#petscop paul
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Symmetra and Lifeweaver being able to celebrate 11 years worth of birthdays for the first time and certainly not for the last is always on my mind
#symmetra#symweaver#lifeweaver#overwatch#overwatch 2#satya vaswani#niran pruksamanee#starlight dancing#I forced myself to work on this when i finally got home because it's her birthday today and I couldnt miss it#i actually originally had the background as nirans fucking mugshot on this map but i kept laughing too much that I changed it to this#its my fave map because of that stupid picture i love them#him being the first person to ever give meaning to her birthday and now being able to celebrate them with her again makes me sob and throwu#technically I didn’t finish this tho but y’know 🤫 might fix it tomorrow
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the thing about grief is everyone’s like “it’ll never get smaller but you’ll grow around it” and yeah that’s true. i definitely have grown around my grief and it’s not constantly all-consuming anymore. but it hasn’t gotten smaller, and i don’t think people realise what that means. i think people figure it’ll feel smaller because they did grow around it, but it just means that it’s on the back of your mind now instead of at the forefront. you can do things and live your life without constantly only thinking of your grief. but sometimes it will also make itself known, and the sheer enormity of your grief will overwhelm you because ultimately it’s the same size as the day it arrived
#as always with my grief posting. i’m ok. i just have a hard time around winter and february especially#today is my birthday. the day after tomorrow is when my dad died#it’s not a good combination and it makes me a bit varied emotionally#this is the first year i can’t be with my family for the anniversary of his passing so it’s just hitting extra hard right now#also his yarzheit was yesterday. so.#dead dad club#grief#vent tw#yall can rb this btw
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✨🤍 some steddie softness for @thefreakandthehair's birthday, i hope it's the very best so far! 🤍✨(please please your day comes first, read this whenever you have time and space to breathe 🤍)
Eddie is not a religious man — far from it, actually. But there are a few things that make him believe in higher powers. In angels. In destiny and luck and a love so strong it could conquer everything.
This very moment is one of them.
Stevie, soft and sleepy beside him in the back of the car as Nancy is driving, the dim light of the passing street lamps painting his face in hues of gold like the light itself favours Steve Harrington, caressing his features with the softest of shadows.
He’s beautiful. Ethereal. Perfectly angelic with his eyes closed, his whole body turned towards Eddie in the warmth of the car.
It takes Eddie’s breath away, his heart taking up space where before there were his lungs and ribcage, growing in size until he feels like he is about to burst. And even then he keeps looking, staring at that pretty face that looks so at peace with the whole world right now. Eddie has never seen Steve like this, but now he understands why people start wars. Why people defy gods and death itself to be with their one true love. Why Orpheus looked back.
He understands. Because Steve, his Stevie, warm and safe and perfectly fine in the backseat of a car? That is everything. He doesn’t even need to kiss or touch so long as he just gets to look. And be. Oh, to be at the same time that Steve is.
That might just be life’s greatest gift to him.
A tiny sigh falls from Steve’s lips and Eddie really, really might be about to burst.
“Hey, angel,” he whispers, because moments like this aren’t made for anything but hushed words, their truths too heavy, too sincere for the world to hear and keep on spinning. He doesn’t need the world to spin as long as there is Steve.
“Hi,” Steve whispers back, his eyes still closed but the smile lighting up, luring Eddie in like he is but a moth drawn to the flame.
Eddie leans in and rests his forehead against Steve’s, his hand coming up to cradle a light-kissed cheek. Steve leans into it, following Eddie’s hand like maybe they are twin stars pulling each other closer until there will be an explosion of light and creation. Steve nuzzles against his palm and leans further into Eddie’s body until they share the same breath — but still it’s not enough.
Eddie wants to say so many things now that their hands are entangled, their soft exhales mixing. But after a while he notices that Steve is humming before gently singing along to the song coming quietly from the speakers.
“Take it easy with me, please. Touch me gently like a summer evening breeze. Take your time, make it slow. Andante, Andante. Just let the feeling grow.”
Eddie knows the song, recognises it instantly, and his breath gets stuck in his throat once more. Because he has a secret. He loves it. He has imagined for the longest time that one day, someone would make it his song. Sing it for him, to him.
He’s never told anyone because he has a reputation to uphold and more than enough metal music to listen to, but of course Steve wouldn’t care about his secrets being secret, and just oh so casually make his deepest, most private of dreams come true.
He’s an angel, that one. A hero. Myths and fairy tales should be woven around that heart of his, folklore speaking of his name until history itself wouldn’t dare to forget. No one can convince Eddie otherwise. Not in that moment, not with Steve singing so quietly, so gently, so adoringly.
I think I love you. I think I can’t ever stop, not when I’ve seen you like this. Not when you’ve just shown me what life can be about, what it should be about. Gods, I love you and love you and love you.
That’s what he wants to say.
But all that comes out is a marvelled, “Shit, Stevie.”
It has the desired effect of a huffed breath, an even wider smile, and Steve cuddling further into Eddie’s side, eyes still closed. Eddie brushes a kiss to Steve’s forehead and feels like maybe his love can make it into the fairy tale, too.
It will. Oh, it will, when Steve finally lifts his head from Eddie’s shoulder and looks at him through hooded eyes, all soft and sleepy and safe. A moment passes like this and Eddie can’t breathe, maybe he can never breathe again — but it only lasts until Steve slowly, so very slowly begins to lean in to claim Eddie’s lips with a kiss so gentle it could bring him back from the dead.
Eddie kisses Steve back just as slowly, because in moments like this there is no rush, no hurry. There’s only them, there’s only this. Only a kiss until there is another.
And with Steve, there is always another.
Nancy smiles as she is taking the long way to Steve’s house, rounding Loch Nora twice because she knows how comfy Steve gets in cars at night when he doesn’t have to drive and there is soft music playing.
Eddie kisses her goodbye on the forehead, fully aware of what she’s done. He doesn't tell her about the sun and the myths and all the wars he would start for Steve.
Nights like this are not meant for telling anyone about them. They can hardly be believed as it is. They can only be lived, hand in loving hand.
#steddie fic#steddie#eddie x steve#steve x eddie#dio words#hi lex happy birthday i hope you like this bit of incoherent softness i hope you like the sleepy feeling in the back of a car at night#when all the lights go whoosh you know?? with some music? idkidk but writing this was fun anyway :D#also because sincerity is for tumblr tags let me just say thanks again for being in my dms sometimes and listening to my whumpy rambles#here you have some fluff to make up for it :D no but seriously you deserve nice things so i'm happy to see you getting some today 🤍
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#I've had the cutest interaction today#So like yesterday? There was this post I saw on my dash that was like “you want to know extra info about museums? Just befriend a–#guide! That way you can also unlock the Secret Backscene” and I was like. Lmao. Who could ever befriend a museum guide I've never–#even personally met anyone who works at museums?#... Well. Guess what happened today#I was following this guided museum tour with a friend and when the tour came to an end I was happily chatting with her when the guide.#Shyly chimed in and was like “is that an Atsushi keychain?” And I was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#And I was like‚‚ omg‚‚‚ Do you happen to know‚‚‚ This one series‚‚‚‚‚‚#And they unsheathed their phone like a fbi distinctive in American movies to show me their fyo/zai background amjdsgawsjda it was SO cute.#They were adorable. And I got so embarassed but trying to keep my cool while internally I was like‚‚‚#Omg the Cool Museum Guide™ is talking with me about my hyperfixation‚‚‚‚‚‚ What is happening#We talked a bit about the manga it was such a nice and sweet exchange. They said they like Dostoyevsky and I was like yeah he's so cool!!!#They said they're sorry about Bram it was REALLY cute (´;ω;`)#I didn't want to hamper them too much so I took my leave shortly after but I'd actually really like to pay visit again–#when the new chapter is out??#Hhhhhhh I don't want to look stalkery and like go look for them on their job. But also like‚ they looked genuinely happy and as excited as–#I was when we were chatting and I believe in the power of human connections through shared hyperfixations#The possibly funnier part is that then my friend went “Wait you're into b/ungo stray dogs??” and like alright. This is less surprising.#I already knew she likes manga.#What actually left me quite baffled was that... She really didn't know I was into b/sd. When it's literally what I think about 24/7#Something very similar happened just a week ago. My friend gifted me a manga volume of a series she really likes for my birthday#But when she was giving it to me she awkwardly went “oh‚ just‚ it features romance between two guys. I hope that's okay with you...”#And I internally had to pause and realize that no.#In fact most of the people I hang out with don't know I spend half my time curating a bl focused blog.#It's just funny in a way? I got so used to concealing my hyperfixations I didn't even realize I actually got quite good at passing–#for someone who is normal about stuff.#random rambles
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it's your/our/my special day!
#my art#ruin spoilers#daycare attendant#ruin eclipse#eclipse#still not sure how to tag them#i honestly have mixed feelings on their ''happy birthday'' line.. eclipse doesn't make any sense to me#why do they seem so unaware of the state of things? sun and moon seem to be in denial but eclipse... do they know?#but there's no way they're some sort of new feature... wouldn't a reboot just make them start as their default state?#is eclipse their default? and sun and moon are deviations of it.. rather than eclipse being the two of them combined?#my personal theory is that eclipse was their theater personality.. and when the theater functionality was removed it made sun and moon into#their own two personalities... but before that it was actually eclipse functioning as both of them#it's all sort of complicated... but then again the dca was always complicated :/#but anyway... its also my birthday today. so thats why i drew them
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Kidnap The Series (2024) + text posts (9/?)
#ktstp#min x q#ohmleng#leng thanaphon#kidnap the series#ohm pawat#minq#ohm thiphakorn#title kirati#i really don't know why but this is the third week i've been watching kidnap while being drunk lmao#first it was my boss's bday then it was the company's bday and today is the birthday of two of my colleagues#next week? i wonder what next week will bring to me#NEXT WEEK WIIL BRING ME MY LITTLE FAMILY IN CHONBURI#anyway yes i'm a little drunk and very happy about kidnap#i'm here for the boyfriends era#they fed me well#this is my little family that should live in chonburi i protest against returning to bangkok#bring p'suea and khanomjeen together with you and stay in chonburi do you hear me#and james. this man is smth else lol#i can't believe it's just 3 episodes left what am i gonna do when kidnap ends#lena's drunk mumbling
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I got a government grant from a clean air project for turning in my '97 Corolla for a very hefty chunk of money off of a new (or new-ish) hybrid vehicle from an approved dealership, finally went to purchase my new car today with my dad, and ended up getting a 2025 Toyota Camry SE.
Sorry, Alastor, I think I'm with Vox on the front of technological advancement, ahaha. It's almost a 30 year jump in car technologies and I damn well feel like I've upgraded into the new century (or, well - millennium, technically)! This car does so many things and they all manage to feel like they are actually convenient rather than useless technology bloat. I think this is technically what Nietzsche meant when he said that to live is to suffer, LOL. Can't appreciate the good stuff if you haven't experienced the alternative! Also, y'know. My breaks lost pressure on me in the middle of a winding mountain road with no cell service last month, so. That was the sign to move on.
It's so wild to go from a car that's got a plain metal key, a phone charger operated through the cigarette lighter that only succeeds in making my phone lose charge more slowly, an AC system that would vibrate the whole dashboard alarmingly if it had to work too hard, and music that I played through a casette tape with bluetooth connectivity...to a car where I get in, put my phone down on the wireless charging pad, and watch the touchscreen automatically turn on with my Spotify and Google maps. Never again am I going to accidentally leave my headlights on and drain my car battery, LOL. Thanks, battery-attached jumper cables, you served me well. The car is so damn quiet and smooth, too.
Also, it's a very pretty car! I got it in white. Sorry, "windchill pearl."
Anyway, I'm just experiencing a delightful bit of awe and joy. Happy graduation and early birthday to me! <3
#personal#dear diary#my birthday's tomorrow on the 22nd so the timing on this was great#I was gonna get a corolla hybrid but we straight up could not find one in any of the grant-approved dealerships#and my dad convinced me to go for the camry instead and is helping me pay what the monthly payments are over my planned budget#for the next 3 years until I make attending physician money and can just pay the thing off posthaste#I'm also excited for dynamic cruise control instead of regular basic cruise control#and the safety features have already come in handy for pinging at me when a dude with a moped swerved into my blind spot#getting things squared away at the dealership took many hours so I had no energy to write today but man am I pleased as punch
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BOY I LOVE YOU SOOOOSOSOOO SO FUCKING MUCH<33333333333333
#i'm glued to him#he's getting kissed so fucking stupid#like so stupid#he'll be babbling like a baby after i'm done with him#WAHHHHHHHHH HE MEANS SO MUCH TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#i'm so bad with words when it comes to stuff like this though it's ridiculous😭😭😭😭😭#i can't really put it into words i guess#my love for him#even when i'm not talking about him#he's on my mind#ALWAYS!!!!!!!!#he has a very very special place in my heart i will never let him go i fear#i wish i could hold him i wish i could show him how much he means to me#wish i could show him how loved he is#would you believe me if i said i just teared up . let's ignore that#anyway#happy birthday satoru<3333333333333#i don't have anything special for you i'm the worst boygirlfriend ever i'm sorry#i really wanted to finish the prince!gojo thing today actually but i forgot i have a family thing so hhhhhhhhhhh#if it goes well and of it goes by fast then maybe i can still do it!!!!!!!!!!#anyway 2x#i love you i love you i love you#<333333333333333333333#mayor of loserville
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Okay I know I’ve posted about this before, but I just want to say thank you all one more time for the curly hair advice!!
My hair keeps getting curlier as it gets longer, and I haven’t quite figured out how to keep it this curly on days where it’s not freshly washed (or, more accurately, I haven’t found curly hair products I’m not allergic to) but even when it’s less curly I love it. It’s almost long enough for tiny pigtails!
#the person behind the yarn#my hair being curly makes me so happy it’s a little ridiculous#but like. most of the time my feelings about my appearance are neutral?#and I LOVE the curly hair. floofy! chaotic! could hide small tools in it if I wanted to!#I wanted curly hair exactly like this so much when I was a teenager I almost got a perm#and now I have it!!! no perm needed!#also I finally look related to my family????#I don’t look much like any of them. like. at all.#but now my hair looks like my mom’s!#anyway it’s my birthday my hair decided it would be like this today (I have very little control over the style)#and I love it so I wanted to share it :)
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