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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#yuji itadori#nobara kugisaki#fushiguro megumi#itafushikugi#inside me are two wolves one is dead on the floor bc this took ages and the other one is screaming from the rooftops bc i am so PLEASED#im so . im so happy w this im in love w flat markers and chisel brushes im sorry fr ever being frustrated with the harsh angles#opacity down square chisel....layers upon layers of polygons...#i love u so much the effect is a treat to play with#hard shapes thin lines my beloved i think ive struck a good balance between sharp n smooth vs textured render#idec that these kids took probably 12 hours each#worth every minute worth every second#nobara's hair here alone is some of my best work idec#god i love. making things tht make me happy i know how to draw i love when i make smth tht makes me say wow im good @ my hobby
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a … a gift from the talented @kruinka 🥹 thank you so much!! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
#彡 moevie!#彡 cherishing.#kruin …. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in#your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say — i am in the chattiest mood despite my#sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for#eternity really 😭 !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up … gaze at it before i sleep …. gaze at it when im sad … when im happy ( to#amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style … i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i can’t just say ‘i like how you do this’ ‘and this’ because it’s the literal entire thing that i love#aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that — i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know you’ve been busy — and of#course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this — so i’m just so soft over the fact#that you spent time to do this for me and i :’) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart — i would like to say ‘you really didn’t#have to!!’ BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME — YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i#awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin … it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK#ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . i’m dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE#LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO#ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE ….. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i#will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so — instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A#oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i don’t want to talk about it !!!!! but you — the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a#cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me#to even make any type of comment ( instead — i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long …. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl#explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front#of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh#the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are#there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE#tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!
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no one asked for it but i brought some very crunched mizunene
#hi. is there anyone to hear me#thyed be so cute n silly n explore gender in so many ways n also hack n pirate tons of stuff#w rui. she will join them too i just had very limited time#sorry for my nene favoritism it looks like it would be one sided but theyd equally admire each other in so many ways do u guys hear me#n theyd share their interests... n learn many new artistic ways of expression through it..... peace and love...#blacks out falls face down dead on the floor. i swing between breakdowns bc i dont have enough time to finish all assignments#n doing this in one of the few evenings when im not dead tired instead of some homework. ok#nene kusanagi#mizuki akiyama#honami mochizuki#minori hanasato#mizunene#project sekai#project sekai fanart#pjsk fa#komashkart#i missed them sm#also also like robonene. it links them sm. the costume. the fact that she way faster hacks n finds info#mzk n nene both bullying their haters online. can u imagine the power theyd have combined. GAHHHHH
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Posting this with permission of @skal98k since not on tumblr anymore but look what buddy drew for my graduation…. 😭😭😭💖💖💖💥💥💥
#the way i almost threw up when it got revealed to me /POS#i need a moment#THANK YOU JACK YOU ARE THE PERSON IN THE WORLD EVER#NOT MY ART#check em out on insta too#awesome art#mochagaming#reverse 1999#lucy#reverse 1999 lucy#they gave my other pals art of ocs and i get lucy bc now im known as the mf who likes lucy a normal amount#friend art#i am floored buried dead thanks to this oriyehejhehdi
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Jayvik they could never make me hate you
#jayvik#viktor arcane#jayce talis#jayce x viktor#jayce arcane#i BEAM when it comes up on my fyp#send me more#im begging#its so good#that youtuber/coffee shop au????#im DEAD#ON THE FLOOR#DECEASED#CALL SOMEONE
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we dont have enough fanart and fanfics about sauron in numenor. im begging for scraps im manifesting im sending signals to the universe
#angbang#mairon at the edge of his grief. going insane the whole religion temple human sacrificies prophet thing for his dead master#i need him on his knees in front of a huge melkor sculpture DESPERATE like a dog searching for his owner after they are gone#like normally in first age its different but when melkor isgone and after everything that happens#i need him at his most pathetic.like hes doing all that and hes cunning hes powerful his mind is still sharp but sharpness goes into insani#and inside he is absolutely torn and in pieces and everything he was suppressing and running away from catches up with him#and then cue fall of numenor#but like. i need a really good psychosexual fic with grief. i really am manifesting. my prayers will go to the universe#and one day a writer on ao3 will go into some kind of trance to create exactly that and better i believe it#and on fanart wise. 1. mairon kissing melkor sculpture with tears. 2. mairon on his knees in front of the sculpture#perhaps forehead to the floor too full on worship style#for extra i would not say no to a h*rny psychosexual grieving fic where mairon does some stuff with the sculpture#you know the kind of fic that makes you miserable and turned on at the same time#anyway. another post to delete later#&#no one will read this but im open to any recs too like send me links fanart fanfic it doesnt have to be like what i said#i just need sauron in numenor i am starving
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Showing roger my tattoo and him touching it and smiling and saying "high honor, huh?" Literally has been in my head. on REPEAT.
#bex babbles#roger clark#the way he just smiled and nodded a bit#and when i thanked him he said no thank you#when he touched my tattoo and almost traced it#i was floored#because no one ever traces my tattoos and he just did#anyways im glad hes a happily married man because RUFFRUFFBARKBARK like the wedding ring was evident#another thing is i kept looking away bc i was flustered and overwhelmed and i told him that and everytime i looked back at him#he was looking at me then would look away#like our conversation wasnt with maintained eye contact#but it was still attentive and he was listening#because the next day he called me by my name#everyone was very cool#id yap about it but i dont want to#my precious experiences are my own#rdr2#red dead redemption 2
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i wish i had working memory 4 many reasons but a big one is so that i could actually remember what ppl say vs the evil translations my brain does with the little pieces that it holds onto
#it always twists it so bad ill b having the worst horrors n then go read it back like. wait a min#thats completely different . thats fine.. they dont want me dead? strung up? detailed all the reasons they despise me?#this is esp unfortunate for irl interactions where i cant just go back because my replay is altered to match#when i had my doctors appointment i was stuck writhing on the floor for weeks bc all i cojld see was their angry faces#despite the fact they were wearing masks#and werent angry at all#but in my head it was just >:( You.....#anyway i am left to horror#because i cant find the message if the instance im being blasted with o(-<#all i know is i need to change my body Now#i need to be perfect Now#i need to be smaller
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promising myself that if I send in five job applications or more in the next 24 hours I can give myself a little treat (an 8x10 of paulie I saw on eBay that made me downright critically DEHYDRATED for that man)
#do we think I can do it?#I've got one already that I want to apply for but I haven't yet because Laptop#unfortunately I need to find a new job in a new fucking city that I don't necessarily choose but I'm hoping I can make a great new start-#outta this. but jesus in this job market my anxiety is turbo charged#for someone that is Aggressively Mid at pretty much everything I touch I'm shitting BRICKS#on the bright side I can consider myself a jack of all trades; master of none#so like. that's handy I guess? that's basically what being a PA is. you just do whatever needs to be done#but you never do specific things on a regular enough basis to be like Oh I Fuckin Got This#except floor directing. floor directing my BELOVEDDDDDD#you'll have to pry it out of my cold dead hands. gimme the late nights free flowing coffee and summoning cheerleader energy out of nowhere#and im in my fuckin ELEMENT. bitch you better believe I make sure my talent knows what needs to happen and when it needs to happen!!!!#I have never been good at being social for a day in my life but. put me in an environment I am at home in with majority people I'm-#-comfortable with and I turn into a fuckin social BUTTERFLY#I have at least one mutual here that's a witness. I swear on my life. something in me changes when it's five minutes to studio
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#over two weeks since my baby boy passed#i miss him more everyday. and its only getting worse#and i feel so responsible so fucking guilty its tearing me up inside#he was only 8 my tiny angel was only 8#i still cant believe hes gone#i miss him everywhere he isnt anymore which is. well everywhere#i havent wanted to die this badly since like my early twenties maybe not even then#spiralling bad ngl#when i bursh my teeth and he isnt at the faucet just hanging out. when i find some of his fur somewhere. walking by his favourite boxies#his sleeping places. my desk where he helped me study#just one breakdown after the other. all day#i miss him so fucking much every second of every day. he was with me ALWAYS all the time he was just there.#im still waiting for him to just. u know come back to me where he belongs#had one day where i was so dead inside i didnt even weep wail cry weep wail again for a whole day. 👍#but its convulsing on the floor o'clock yet again. oh well#u know the spiel. ignore me ignore this i just. needed to type this out#bb baby#txt.me
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s02e01 — the fisher king
s02e15 — revelations
#thinking about him saying “i” in the first one and “you” in the second#to me that implies he's more confident about what hes saying in the first#and less so in the second#im not sure if its because he's just more confident in the first choice#or because when hes reassuring himself the first time#its because his actions have put a team member he cares about in surgery in critical condition#and his actions the second time have his mentee/surrogate son dead on a dirty floor#and the second time he had to watch#he doesnt know at this point that tobias is going to perform cpr btw from his pov reid is fucking dead forever#because of him#elle and reid parallels make me siiiiick#not fic#criminal minds#criminal minds rewatch#criminal minds s02e01#criminal minds s02e15#the fisher king#revelations#parallels#jason gideon#criminal minds 2x1#criminal minds 2x15
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hello! i am here because im very much a quadranT enThusiasT. im curious: have you heard of alTerous aTTracTion? To me iT seems preTTy pale and id like To hear whaT you Think :]
i have heard of that! to me alterous attraction is very similar to queerplatonic attraction in that it's an intentionally queer nebulous thing that hang out outside of actual defined boundaries.
i don't think that moirallegiance is actually queer or outside of any social boundaries for trolls... it's just a regular old, government mandated or biologically mandated, normative relationship.
moirallegiance is something normal for trolls that they feel a romantic impulse for. it's a separate branch off from their romance, the same way blackrom is-- but i never see people jumping to describe kismeses as qpps. simply because humans are better at understanding something is "real" romance when they explicitly have sex lol -_-
moirallegiance is still a strong romantic feeling for a troll even though they don't have sex, basically.
however.... i can run myself into the ground talking about this over and over, and it won't change the fact that for (most) humans, moirallegiance is something alterous or platonic! and in the end that's okay. relationships, sexuality and romance can't easily be defined or have boundaries put on it no matter how much explaining someone does.
yeah, maybe for humans having a moirail WOULD feel like a strange alterous middleground between platonic and romantic, because a moirallegiance has elements from human platonic friendship and romantic partnership. maybe for some people it would be exactly like a qpp even! the thing is relationships are dependent on the people in them, and different for every single person.
so really there's no use for me trying to explain why moirails are different than qpps or anything, because for most humans, they're probably not. and maybe at the end of the day that's fine and i shouldn't be wasting that much energy anyway lol ^^;
although, no matter how much i try i can't not be annoyed when people equate moirallegiance to platonic best friendship. it's dumb and nerdy of me but like come on, multiple trolls in the comic have said otherwise... T^T
#whateverrrrr though. whatever. i cant ever be Fully correct or in the authors brain so i think i should just relax about it#maybe some moirallegances are more romantic and some are more plantonic. i mean im sure the same can be said abt human partners too#[man lying dead on the floor emoji]#its whateverrrr. its whateverrrrrrrrr! i dont even care that much#i mean eridan basically called his pale relationship a friendzone so maybe it is platonic and inherently lesser in worth than matespritship#but he also called it 'breaking up' when feferi broke their moirallegiance off so. STOP SENDING ME MIXED SIGNALS ERIDAN#wait im not supposed to care hold on. let me go back to not caring......#moirallegiance#op#quadrants
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#it's always sunny in philadelphia#i've only watched the first two or three seasons and i have so many questions#when did he get so ripped#what is happening#why is this beautiful scene happening in THAT show#are they in prison#wat#also you couldnt pay me a million dollars to dance on a wet floor lmao#shit is that where that gif of danny devito is from im dead
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Programed my regular degular electronic weekday thermostat. U know faffing with a manual and all. Okay okay.
#some shit#dollar picked off of floor!!!!#might have to tweak when exactly i want the morning warming up to happen. cause i hope warm room might wake me up. but i dont wanna over#optimisic it ad just heat the room im dead asleep in lol. under my blankies??
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Also puppy got to see a child today (Collies' favourite thing ever) and did so well! I did warn the child and their mom that puppy is a bit boisterous, they're bigger than they realise, but they were very gentle with the child and got their wiggles out with mom. As they were walking away I could hear the child telling their mom how cute puppy was, such a cutie, etc. It makes my heart happy 🥹
#a friend is coming over so puppy will have to be social today#theyre currently knocked out on the floor next to me#which is a relief because i hate just throwing them in the crate whenever they need a nap#(i can tell they were starting to get restless)#anyway puppy needs a lot of work with distraction#they get sooo excited when there are people or dogs#dogs less so i think its more the human than the dog that excites them#but there are 2 nutcase dogs in the building that i now know of but their owners are good at managing them#keeping them away#and so on#a silver lab and a weird dilute piebald bully thing#but actually people have been great here about either staying away from us or asking if its okay to say hi#and taking no for an answer graciously#and i havent seen a single dog at the dog park so? thats a positive sign too#anyway puppy is being forced to get on my schedule today because they have to go to work with me tomorrow#wish us luck#theyll be crated because warehouse moment but theyll take breaks with me#last week was so dead at work this week miiight be another story#but idk because of the socal situation#anyway im rambling. im sleepy. two cups of coffee does NOT cut it with puppy haha#i wanted to watch their breeder judge but nobody is streaming the show on facebook. sad#it would be so fun#theyre probably done judging now but i dont know this super so idk when theyll be posted#alas
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genuinely though its kind of insane the transmisogyny and fear trans women just have to live with and how much of it is waved away as exaggeration or paranoia. all i can think of is that bit from infect your friends and loved ones, “THE WHOLE WORLD MONITORS AND MOCKS MY EVERY WAKING MOMENT”, literally it is the strongest part of the entire book just because of how well that describes this shit
#while i was in college on the so called lgbt floor i was basted in it#given weird looks going into the gender neutral bathroom and when wearing my fem halloween costume#told directly when they say nonbinary that they didnt intend people like me#and now that im graduated and moved its just different shit#im pressured to out myself by ‘liberal inclusive’ companies and ghosted after interviews#theres small local terf radio broadcast near me#tme nb lesbians joke in front of me about getting in fights with them while they shit-stir at pride and other events#and i have to laugh along when they 'they dont even know im trans too!' as if theyre playing duck duck goose. meanwhile im wanted dead#and its like nobody else can see the pattern. like everybody sees bits of ugly gray and blue but nobody sees the rotting mold as it is#the state of things is miserable! so we cant stop until young trans girls can experience respect before the age of like 17 or later#sasha seethes
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