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Six years since "I care about you Asami. More than I've ever cared about anyone." Korrasami Gang how are we feeling.
#me personally? i am unwell.#technically it won't be 6 years until tomorrow but time means nothing. to me.#korrasami#tlok#lok
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emotionally repressed dalish assassin meets the evil god he's looked up to all his life, folds immediately
#my art#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#elgarook#elgar'nan#rook#faolan de riva#was rereading fal's character desc i wrote in my google doc and one line absolutely took me out#“he clings to elgar'nan like a scared child to a stuffed toy rather than someone in the arms of a lover”#the poor guy is traumatised as fuck and leaps into the arms of the first person who offers him security and comfort#and that happens to be the god he was compared to all his childhood who he thought was the only being that truly understood him#so anyway yeah. that inspired this. i am unwell.#also fuck that crown it's so hard to draw
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screaming crying wailing lamenting she was the heart of the group she was young and ambitious and callous and cunning and ruthless and she was the heart that tied them all together she was their daughter their sister their lover their friend she was their heart and she was living on borrowed time and for a moment she was loved and in that love she allowed herself to give in to stop fighting and it cost her everything and still she was their heart. she was spy and a murderer and soaked in blood and violence. she was rotting before she even started to ripen and still her last words were those of love.
#karna solara#the ravening war#trw#dimension 20#d20 aso#the ravening war spoilers#AABRIA IF YOU'RE READING THIS I AM UNWELL#something about a person determined not to care or be cared for#being immortalised in the memories of people determined to love them anyway#call me colin provolone because i'm throwing up a little
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Big Thanakorn Kuljarassombat as KIN | KYU && Frank Thanatsaran Samthonglai as POOM | PURE —OMG! VAMPIRE THE SERIES · Episode 1
#omg! vampire#omg vampire the series#omg! vampire the series#big thanakorn#frank thanatsaran#omgvampireedit#thai bl#thai drama#bl drama#bl series#(sorry frank but big is ult)#lextag#this scene with big fundamentally changed me as a person#i need to lie down#i am unwell#i am not immune to vampire!big#this series is very silly and very cringe (yes good!) but the vampire teeth are on point (lol)#by pharawee
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I posted this on reddit and already have two people convinced to try the Neve romance - so lets see if I can boost those numbers. The cult of Neve worship must grow.
I will preface this with: I'm a lesbian who is really into the 'appears cold on the outside, but is soft on the inside' archetype (Aveline, Cassandra, Miranda and Cora in Mass Effect) and finally I get to romance that with Neve. So I went a little feral. Neve is a woman who at her core is a kind person who wants to save everyone, but reality has shown her she can't and she's beaten down by that. She's cynical, thinks about the future rather than living in the moment. She flirts with absolutely everyone easily, but when it's more serious with Rook, she freaks the hell out. She struggles to say she loves you because she's terrified of losing you. And her flirts at the start are actual flirts (and she flirts back) as opposed to a lot of the flirt dialogue imo. As for Grey Wardens (as long as you save Minrathous - otherwise you miss out on some cutscenes and flirts), she talks about the stories her uncle told her, and a Grey Warden Rook can flirt about being a hero. She also gets the second most romance content imo (after Emmrich) from what I've seen - with characters (including Rana the Templar) bantering about it, combat romance dialogue, and she gives you a cute nickname that she'll refer to you as in combat and banters. She also (not romance related) worries about Solas' blood magic on you once that's discovered and it merges well with the romance. In my biased opinion, she works perfectly with an optimistic heroic Grey Warden Rook - you break down her defences, and help her live for today. And it's so romantic imo.
#dragon age#veilguard#dav#dragon age spoilers#veilguard spoilers#neve gallus#neve x rook#rook x neve#warden rook#i know Neve isn't actually cold on the outside#but she still fits that archetype for me personally#and so many people think she's cold and mean (they're wrong)#so...#i am so unwell about this woman#dragon age veilguard
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#I NEED TO BE PUT DOWN.#SHIT.#ANYWAYS THE SOPHOMORE YEAR REWATCH IS GOING GREAT. IM HAVING A GOOD TIME#LET IT BE KNOWN THAT I ALWAYS KNEW THERE WAS ONLY ONE PERSON CLEVER ENOUGH TO FIND THIS#AELWYN ABERNANT YOU MAKE ME FUCKING UNWELL. I AM PHYSICALLY SICK#aelwyn abernant#fantasy high#fhsy
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one day i will write up an explanation for you my sweet
#mine#its hard when a lot of it is my own personal theories but there is someone genuine stuff#even stuff like him being a TV actor being played with in wider fanon would make me so happy.#also it is like sort of not serious but it is. It depends on how unwell I am
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its the same story every damn time though, like no matter how impractical it is there's still always that same devastating and tragic scenario where they couldn't save their district partner and by snow's logic it shouldn't matter since in this dog-eat-dog world of the hunger games alliances/caring about another person is impossible. yet again and again you see some kid always watching someone he knew from home die and how it hurts him. and you see this pattern from three (probably more) different districts over 74 years - treech and lamina, haymitch and maysilee, cato and clove.
#i am unwell about my triad of tragic district partner pairs#and like i love the shipping aspect too obviously but that also doesn't even matter#like being romantically compatible or not these are pairs of kids who cared about one another deeply#and they all had vastly different personalities/upbringings/relationships but at the end of the day it was still#3 soft and tender relationships and they're all summarised by katniss's really simple yet pretty words#'she can't be saved' like okay that fucked me up forever thanks#clato#treemina#haysilee#these and everlark aka the ships that live in my head rent free#thg#tbosas#the hunger games#anna speaks#the ballad of songbirds and snakes
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to be alone by hozier is SOOOO arkayne coded
#malevolent podcast#kayne malevolent#arthur lester#arkayne#sorry not sorry i dont make the rules#“honey when you kill the lights and kiss my eyes i feel like a person for a moment of my life”#“but you don't know what hell you put me through”#“to have someone kiss the skin that crawls from you”#“it's the god that heroin prays to”#I AM PHYSICALLY UNWELL#this could also be jarthur coded but i like arkayne better#private eyes already has a song
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“…Baru put her head down and, broken by this last loyalty, by Muire Lo’s scrupulous destruction of the Stahki woodsman’s book and the sins it implied, at last began to weep.”
#the traitor baru cormorant#baru cormorant#muire lo#the traitor baru cormorant spoilers#my art#i am so unwell reading yhis why would seth do this yo me personally back in 2015
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thinking about Cam in BOE custody and holding so tightly onto Palamades' bones before she even knew for sure he was really in there, through BOE torture and electric shocks and Judith & Crown's... everything and how she didn't talk for weeks. "Cam was gone". hollowed out and gutted and razed to the fucking ground by grief. and she was grieving Palamades, of course, but how much of that grief was also for Dulcie, who Cam found out was dead maybe fifteen seconds after Palamades himself exploded?
im thinking about how she and Pal and Dulcie had been exchanging letters for over 10 years and Cam had saved every one. EVERY single one. sharing your whole life your whole self with two people that you love and then suddenly you're alone. two parts of her gone, one of them she didn't even notice until it was too late. she didn't notice. grief and guilt and destruction. she never got to say goodbye to either of them. what the fuck.
#camilla hect#harrow the ninth#the locked tomb#AND NOW SHE'S DEAD. like she's happy and transformed and finally one with the person she wanted to share a heart with but WHAT THE HELL!!!!#this post brought to you by me reading a scene w cam stoically shedding a few tears and i am unwell!!!!!!!!!! hello!!!!!!!!!!!#AND THEN. she had to third wheel not only gideon's suicide but also whatever the hell judith and crown were doing. for months.#i would say she is suffering more than christ on the cross but. well.#jesus is already in this series.#trb.txt#tlt thoughts
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#wicked#wicked musical#wicked movie#personal#random#y'all#i am not okay#i am unwell#crying screaming throwing up#defying gravity#killed me#im not gonna#survive part 2#help 😭
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You know... it's okay to trust your body. If you are separated from your body to such an extent you feel you cannot trust it, I truly from the bottom of my heart empathize and feel grief for you, but you can trust your body.
It's okay to listen to your body and to heed what it is telling you. I wish you (and your body) well wherever you go. You deserve the peace of mind to feel able to do what you want.
#positivity#mental health#mental health support#gentle reminders#this is something i struggle with myself so that's why i said i empathize (well... i guess as much as you CAN empathize)#(because even if you have gone through the same thing... it's not going to look the same as somebody else going through that)#(and while it can be valuable to express empathy it doesn't mean you truly 'get it' from the other person's point of view)#i struggle sometimes not to feel like my body is fucking with me because sometimes i expect it to function at bare minimum#or i just assume that when it is in debilitating pain that it's just... somehow to fuck with me and i am cognizant that this isn't true#i am cognitively aware that the body isn't Specifically Designed to have a Fuck With You mode even if it feels like it#but my experiences with disabilities and general unwellness made it easy for me to alienate myself from my body#in order to preserve myself i felt the need to separate myself from every flaw (or 'flaw') i have#so when people are confused about why you could mistrust your /own body/ it's stuff like this that can somewhat illustrate it#i think we don't really talk about this but i think it's more common than i would assume#(mostly based on the There Are Eight Billion People principle)#hm making this also makes me realize that abuse absolutely plays into how i mistrust my body. hm.#mistrust in your body feels like self-protection and self-preservation in this weird and almost twisted way (at least in my experience)#but then you start mistrusting *everything* and nothing feels... GOOD or NORMAL anymore#i'm going to play mahjong about this 🫡👍
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right. okay so the problem with severance is its one of those shows where the only thing you'll ever read about it is people sucking it off for being the Best Show In The World. and that gets annoying when its about shows you haven't watched. and most people haven't watched it because its on apple tv and who the fuck has apple tv. except unfortunately and I really hate to say this about a redditor-endorsed apple product but it really is the Best Show In The World and I simply will not stop sucking it off. and neither will anyone who watches it. because it's epic
#this is like my 9th post shilling for this show but oh my goddddddd ohhhh my god#its not a particularly long watch. and i know some people dont like how slow it is for the first few episodes (i personally do because#it gets you accustomed to the premise and introduces the characters and dynamics before throwing you into the nightmare spiral)#but im like. gghfgh no other television series has made me this deeply unwell and i am far from the only person#go watch helly r girlboss her way to hospital
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at the risk of sounding like a Very Hurt Person ill be frank. Seto Kaiba being set up as a traumatized, mentally ill kid with PTSD, who had to cope alone and heal alone and bury his past and reinvent himself, proving to and deeply convincing himself that he can do anything in the process, resulting in this narcissistic double ended blade persona, which, narratively speaking, only gets stomped on, by the good guys, antagonized, by the good guys, and as the Merciful course of action the good guys: Force Him Back Into Accepting And Becoming His Past Self (literally cant imagine a worse fate for anyone who had to erase their past and remake themselves tbh) With Its Past Loves And Past Hurts:
this shit suck lol
#not art#seto kaiba#yugioh#ygo#i might hiss like a wounded animal when Atem is near Kaiba. but worry not. its only because im personally offended when he speaks to seto#i AM projecting before anyone accuses me of it. but the interpretation is solid sadly. this post is canon compliant!#do with that what you will#would literally rather die than to have a a gang of friends following me and forcing me to accept FURTHER BACK the past i escaped like#wdym??? ill kms?????? right now??#and the secret past is one where he was your SERVANT???? this man with THIS ego???????YOUR LOYAL SERVANT?#AND HE LOST THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE THERE????? and he spent the rest of his life MOURNING after both yall???????#no id rather kms than acknowledge im sorry#i get him#this is why im a kaiba kinnie and youre a kaiba shipper with atem or yugi or joey#LMAO came out swinging at the last sentence im unwell rn
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,,,does human skin count as one of my safefoods, i wonder
#personal#arfid#avoidant restrictive food intake disorder#bfrb#body focused repetitive behaviours#dermatophagia#this is one of those sentences that make me remember how unwell i am ghghghhg
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