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uncaught-coolfish · 2 years ago
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actually so nuts about my own fic btw. not apologizing just stating the facts
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lunaritex · 1 month ago
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𓏲࣪ ִֶָ ︎ִֶָ LIGHTS, CAMERA AND LOVE 𖤐. — nishimura riki
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↺ CONTENT: idol au, both reader and riki are idols, reader is female, brief tooth-rotting fluff.
↺ FROM HYE: this was inspired after watching his artist of the month video heh…
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“Hello everyone. I’m (Name) and today, I’m on the set of Studio Choom to film the video for the Artist of the Month,” you introduced yourself, clapping and bowing a little as you sat on the chair provided by the staff. 
“(Name), how does it feel to be chosen as the Artist of the Month?” 
Laughing, you shyly tucked your hair behind your left ear. “Ah, to be honest, I’m not that confident in my dancing abilities. So I was quite shocked when I heard I got selected. But thank you so much for the opportunity provided to me. I will show my best self for everyone and my fans.” 
“Can you tell us what you have prepared for us?”
Humming, you slung your left leg over your right as you rested your hands on your left knee. “I’ve chosen to perform two songs: Rude Boy by Rihanna and Work it by Missy Elliot. I have gone with hip hop and pop, as I always wanted to try dancing to these kinds of songs. And I like challenging myself to new things too.” 
“How would you rate the choreography?” 
You purse your lips, pondering over it before answering. “If you know Pass the Mic by ENHYPEN, take their choreography and multiply it by… three times? It’s quite hard and it took me a while to master it.” 
“Speaking of ENHYPEN, how long have you been dating Nishimura Riki?” 
You gasped, taken aback by the sudden question about your love life. Your face flushed red when you heard the staff laugh at your embarrassment. “We’ve been together for about six months now, and our monthly anniversary is coming tomorrow. Which is also the day the video will drop too. I hope everyone looks forward to it-?” 
You paused when you saw a familiar figure entering the place. You ignored how you were in the middle of an interview, face brightening at the sight of your beloved boyfriend entering. You excitedly waved as Riki got closer. He chuckled, leaning down to press a loving kiss on your forehead as he stood beside you. Due to him being too tall, the camera was not able to capture his face. 
“What are you doing here? I thought you’re still busy with your schedule,” you asked, having to tilt your head up to look at him. 
“We ended early and I decided to surprise you. Although, it looks like you’re in the middle of something,” he sounds sheepish, but the staff merely shrugged his apology off. 
You giggled, leaning against him and faced the camera. “Now that my boyfriend’s here, maybe we should hear some encouraging words from him. Right, Riki?”
“Huh? Why are you suddenly interviewing me?” His eyes widened, not expecting you to change the direction of the interview just like that. You laughed at his reaction, pulling at his hand. 
“Come on, just say a few words!” You begged. 
Sighing, he bent slightly to reveal his face to the camera. “Hello, I’m Nishimura Riki from ENHYPEN. Uh, I don’t have much to say but please show lots of love and support to (Name)’s performance video. It drops tomorrow and I can tell she has put in a lot of effort into making the video. Thanks.” 
“Before we end, could we have the both of you do a dance together?” 
“Aish, I knew there was something else after this,” Riki mischievously wagged his finger at the staff, eliciting a round of amused laughter from them. 
You chuckled, rising to your feet. “Sure, how about we cover Riki’s dance on Studio Choom? The Artist of the Month video and we can do the moment of the video where it's most replayed.” 
“Don’t tell me…” Riki’s voice trailed off, recognition flickering across his face when he saw one of the staff handing both of you sunglasses. 
“Yup.” 
Both of you got into position. Once the music started, the staff were amazed with how in sync you were with one another. Your facial expressions were on point, easily matching the vibes of the song. Thankfully, you did not have to perform the whole choreography and instead, only showcase five minutes of it. When it ended, you were panting and catching your breath. 
“Since when did you learn it?” Riki asked, amazed as he ran a hand through his hair. 
“It was meant to be a surprise, but I guess it’s out of the bag now,” you sheepishly scratched your head, squeaking when he embraced you in a hug, his taller frame hiding you from the camera. The staff took it as a cue to end the recording, wanting to give the couple their much-needed alone time. 
Seeing this, Riki took it as his cue to squish your cheeks with his hands. You made a noise of protest but he ignores it, sniggering at your offended expression. He could no longer hold back, leaning down to give you a searing kiss on your lips. Before you could react, he had pulled away. A satisfied smirk appeared on his face at the sight of your dazed look. 
“You’re so cute,” he teased. 
“Riki!”
Needless to say, the video did well and most of the comment sections were filled with people squealing over your relationship. 
‘(Name) and Riki are so cute together! And the way they are in sync with one another is so cool! Truly the power duo we need.’
‘Forget Riki, I want (Name) instead.’
‘The part where they threw their sunglasses at the same time… chefs kiss.’ 
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court-jobi · 2 months ago
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Let's Heal Each Other
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((banner by me! I don't own Horikoshi's work OR the mindblowing art of @gsony24))
Pairing: Midoriya x reader (fem!reader is a semi-retired pro hero)
Words: 3.6K
Rating: T+ (18+ near the end for some spicy themes)
Warnings: talk about scars, past traumas, FEELINGS, body image issues, hurt/comfort, body worship, kissing, use of petnames
Summary:
You play a game only you keep tallies of: lay hordes of kisses onto your boyfriend until he breaks and gives into your sweet affections. It works-- making him reconsider keeping the majority of his skin (and insecurities) hidden from you, until he believes wholeheartedly that your love for him goes beyond scar tissue and that he literally never wants you to feel an ounce of self-hatred anymore, either. "I don't think I like this uno-reverse treatment. Aren't you supposed to be the flustered one, green eyes?" "You want me to stop?" "..no." "Then respectfully, hush your mouth, honey."
A/N: a love letter to sweet, sweet teacher!deku… I've lowkey always wanted to write for him~ horrified I'm not caught up on the manga/anime as I write this, but I had to dabble! Back into my MHA era I go~
For my My Hero Academia Masterlist, check it out here!
Read on AO3
What began as you looking through his journals and hearing each and every one of your sweetheart’s passions from over his shoulder turned into a game of placing whisper-soft kisses on his cheeks. It was a private game that only you kept tallies of. 
Rules are… anytime he opens his mouth, the timer starts: how long can you hold out before forcing him to stop and take a breath after a quick pebbling of affection? Seeing him sigh at the first touch only encouraged you to do it more. He’d allow a few little pecks here, a few more there, or -like tonight- he’d suffer every one of your little presses until his patience broke, and he had no choice but to give you a kiss back.  It wasn’t that you didn’t want to hear the content of what he shared– he was your own personal podcast, after all… but sometimes the fight to resist kissing him silly just turned tail and was nowhere to be found.
One long kiss turned into two and under the trae lit ceiling of his study, a bit of a makeout session grew as your lovely Izuku Midoriya relaxed into your affections, his hands roaming to your back to pull you comfortably over into his lap from your spot on the couch. He hugged you close and placed plenty of pecks along your cheek and jaw until you ultimately pressed him back into place– all so you could straddle him and face him properly. This move finally made him flounder and start to lose his vocabulary- even at the ripe ‘ole age of twenty-eight. 
You had to giggle a little and tease him for it; you’d expect a boy half his age to sport such a reaction, not a faculty member at UA highschool.
 "This is ok? I just wanted to see that cute face of yours-" you leaned back to give him enough space if he needed, letting your hands trail along his arms, down to his hands.
Izuku, or ‘Deku’ as his friends and the Hero World still called him, grasped yours and fought his wavering voice  to recover.
"N-no no! uh, it’s ok- yeah, it's fine!” want and desire brought out Izuku’s voice flip, “I just uhhh-heh~ haven’t had you sit this close up, like this before. I‘m... like it a lot."
You brushed your thumbs along his hands and linked his dominant's hand’s fingers with yours– noticing the pull of some scarring there for perhaps the first time. 
Izuku swallowed and tensed, pulling back to simply squeeze your hand briefly before letting go. Turning his wrist to turn down his cuff sleeve clenched that fist  so tightly,  the scars turned white.
"U-um.. yeah, I know it's pretty rough to look at. I hurt myself a lot my first year at UA- as a student, I mean. It's kind of embarrassing..." Izuku laughed it off, massaging his hand palm side up so you didn’t have to see.
"Embarrassing? Why?" You brushed his hair back on one side soothingly. 
Izuku met your eyes, finding nothing but genuine interest. Any effort to keep him talking would reward him in the end– only now you feared this was not a game anymore, but rather a necessary act of reassurance. He shook off any initial nerves with a quick tease back,
“... You’re just–  trying to get me to lay off the stats, aren’t you.”
“Course not,” you defended, “but it seems like if I touched a nerve, it must be important and I don’t wanna gloss over that either. So, I wanna know all about that, too.”
Izuku quirked his lip and carried on, "If you insist. I guess the short of it is, I didn’t know my limits when I enrolled, and I damaged myself beyond repair while training with ‘One for All’. The tightness is a lot better now! But I overdid it... and I'll always have these scars as a reminder- they're… still there."
Care for his younger self flooded you. It’s clear Izuku still had plenty of regrets surrounding his former hero days, at least in how he went about discussing it. Were he still active as a hero, he might view battle scars differently - just signs of the lifestyle. Now on him, they must be more painful reminders  instead.
"May I see?"
Once again, the man looked up in surprise to see your little half smile and steeled himself– not having the heart to say no to you when you were being sweet. You were his girl after all. 
So, Izuku shimmied himself out of his sportek hoodie, and you scooted off his lap to give him room. You always noted he wore a black underarmor shirt, no matter the weather, and now realized why. 
Biting the inner of his cheek, Izuku kept his sights up and over your shoulder as he rolled each sleeve off, wrenching it between his hands. Jagged scars ran all the way up his dominant arm to a big patch behind his tricep. His shoulder remained largely untouched save for a dangerous slice following where the underarm curved upwards. Without the pop of a shirt collar or the bunching of a hoodie, you now fully saw the stiff scar that trailed up his neck and matched in color to the one gracing his face.
For all the years that had passed since those days which he’s fully told you were a time of intensive training and exercise, you were surprised to learn that he’s kept up a workout discipline. His body was scarred, yes, but still incredibly strong. He’s clearly prioritized keeping himself in shape, if for no other reason than to maintain  flexibility and range of motion. 
The whole moment fell quiet, but extremely intimate– even as he left his  base tank top on. You ran your fingers up his now bare arm and hummed gently.
"Well..." you leaned demurely towards the back of the couch, admiring the freckles that stood out between the changed pigments, "for what it's worth, I think they read ‘I lived’ rather than ‘I failed’. And I don’t think they’re ugly." You kissed a broad line on his bicep and met his eyes. " ‘Scars are tattoos with better stories’, right? Yours even have ‘sparkles’." 
Though touched enough to give a sweet little hum back, his expression held tears right at the surface. He looked at your arm in comparison and let out a little sigh, his own fingers caressing the soft skin there. Didn’t take anyone with a psychic quirk to tell what he was thinking. 
"Here–”
You sat up and turned around, starting to lift the back of your own shirt, and you heard his squeak of surprise–
"UhhhHWHATareyoudoing!!" Izuku reared back as if his scandalized mother would enter the room at any moment. 
"Relax, tiger,” you fitted a look over your shoulder and teased. Holding the shirt in place over your shoulders, you activated your kinetic quirk and doing so illuminated some rigid scarring across your lower back- what looked like whip marks as you'd seen from the surgery notes.
Gemlike light shone through even your underclothes, up your back, then on a diagonal across your neck. These were your own battle scars from over the years. You pointed with your thumb starting at the low spine, 
"These were from when I was first captured in Panama. Up here, when I tried to escape." Then you twisted to the side a bit where a big gash shone brilliantly to just under your left breast, "this, I got when I tried to make a quick rescue during my first internship in the States. I had a little boy in my right hand and couldn't drop him, so I took a hit on the other side." You shared these stories softly and he studied each with complete care.
 Izuku reached a bit with his good hand, but stayed his motion when he hovered an inch away. 
You encouraged, with ultimate trust, "You can touch it." 
Despite your kind chirp, his eyes checked over you briefly and simply brushed you with the back of two fingers at first. He let out a shaky breath at the sight that greeted him– the light danced around his fingers, interacting with his presence like ethereal steam rising around the contours. There were so many moments watching you in combat with these sorts of emissions that he remembered blackwhip- one of the more practical gifts ‘One for All’ had offered him, though equally dangerous and hard to control.
You had your own ‘blackwhip’ and it gifted you similar lessons learned- he wasn’t the only one. 
"See? It's not so bad," you resolved any concern Izuku had shown so far. He sought your eyes again, catching sight of the side of your other cheek which was also glowing a bit. "-- at least we match in the face shot department~" 
With a scoot, you slid back to face him again; he noted the scar across the temple of your hair trickling down to the top of your cheek bone. The way the light shone mimicked a tear’s tread down a fogged windowpane.
Ultimate care brought Izuku to reach up -to stop it’s run somehow- and touched the skin with a gentleness you came to love about him. Anticipating his concern, you mumbled something about it only really hurting when you have a glare headache after too much screentime, reminiscing on the throbbing sensation.
"Huh..." Why couldn't he see them before? Why would your quirk hold onto pain this way?
"They only show up when I'm actively using my power to its fullest, and these are usually covered by clothes or face shield when I'm driving." You tuned into his thoughts perfectly. "But… I know they’re there, even if I’m completely covered up. I see ‘em in the back of my mind anytime I’m in front of a mirror." 
As you deactivate your illumination and your skin settled back to normal, you righted your sweater down to your waist so it didn’t catch in the sofa cushions. If you were bothered at all, you barely showed it through your shrug.
"Everyone carries scars- not every single one can be seen, but we all have them. If not physical, emotional then." Running your manicured hand along the edge of his jaw made him lean into the touch, not unlike a puppy. "Please dont think less of yourself because of this... you're too wonderful to even think so poorly. If nothing else, it's proof of how great a hero you are." 
He was one, after all, according to the annals of the Pro Hero Japan Registrar… but Izuku  hardly felt like one anymore. It was an old pain in several ways past the tangible. Because ultimately, he had his chance of being an active pro hero– which was now fully over the minute he expelled the last of his power and ended the cycle for good. 
Help of friends, mentors, and loads of therapy have helped him cope with the memories and pressures of his time in school– all to bring him to a better, more healthy mindset in terms of his place in the world. Putting in the mental work was his largest success, to his credit. In many ways, his life was even more fulfilling now; Izuku fully recognized that and expressed gratitude vocally. Teaching gave him both an outlet and a purpose that he shined in. Still, a selfish twinge of him still hurt knowing how it all panned out- how different his life ended up from what he’d dreamed. 
‘What a great hero I am’…What kind of hero am I?’ his eyes grieved with distance behind them,  ‘Now that I'm no more than a living legend like All Might? He at least got to have a full career.’
Behind a tight lipped smile, Izuku wanted everything in him to sink into your loving sentiments as they often consoled him like none other; but now he found his delight dropping against his will. And how could he fight your praise when you looked at him so earnestly? Like you believed it? It seemed this sentiment upset him. Izuku never once doubted your sweetness so visibly, until now. 
It seemed dating you brought some old feelings to the surface– try as he might to ignore them.
As if sensing the turn of his thoughts inward, you read the tiniest of changes in his posture and pressed on, pulling your legs up to stretch over his lap. Unphased, Izuku dropped the hoodie to the floor and absently caressed your calves.
“You do know you’re still a hero, right?”
Izuku cocked his head, not understanding.
“You were one before any of that madness. They show it all the time at the schools, y’know,” you shared with a good deal of pride, “The sludge monster that had your friend– that was Deku’s first mission. Bet you didn’t know it then, anymore than you do now: even while you’re teaching the next generation of heroes. Your words, your mind, and your heart– you’re still very much a hero… by all three you carry with you.”
And just like that, Izuku truly didn’t think he could melt into the floor like Mirio– until that very moment. It was that pinnacle point that Allmight identified it, too. The instinct that turned the rest of his life upside down. 
Betrayed by his disciplined nerves, his weepy heartstrings eeked out a catch in his voice, 
"How is it you always know just what to say?..."
Your brilliant smile pressed your cheeks into the most charming lift, knowing him all too well and being proud of it:
"I feel like you do, more than you think. I've gotten really good at masking my own issues, so I get it.”
In a split second, Izuku channeled all  self-pitying energy into full, protective alarm–
"IsSuEs?? About what?!–Yourself- how could you say that??"
You chuckled with a full heart, and gave him another doting kiss on the shoulder to try and deter him. 
"Well I'm not exactly a tiny girl anymore, hot stuff~ Mah thighs have been particularly blessed since I took a step back from active duty, and they’re at war with any skirt or pants I find." You palmed down your legs briefly, stretching and doing your best to be alluring, "You don’t seem to mind too much ‘bout my size though, so I don’t sweat it nowadays… You inspired me, actually.”
Light suspicion glared back at you, listening but friendly. “How so?”
You turned introspective yourself- but voiced your train of thought rather than shut it up behind pretty eyes and stunted vulnerability.
“Oh, that silly voice in my head shouts just as loudly as anyone else, so I’m plenty guilty of keeping myself down. She doesn’t serve me though, and that’s taken some reframing to get over… I started focusing on making you feel better, when I met you. Share something outside of myself. That makes me happy. Helps keep things in perspective and not stay hung up hard on myself either.”
Before you could read into how tenderly your Izuku was listening to you, you bombarded him with a bite of your trademark humor..
“I mean, let’s be honest– you’ve done the impossible work of convincing me to finish an entire Stanley before lunch, all in the name of hydration! That’s true love right there…”
You reclined back fully now- an extension of your true level of comfort with him. Watching you ease your way down, Izuku would have been flustered at any other time, but now? All he did was fawn after you like you hung the stars yourself.
“You deserve some happiness, baby,” you reminded him. “If I can play any part in that, give you even a fraction of what you’ve given me? I’m honored for the chance.  Not for everything you've done– but everything you are. To me."
Seeing Izuku’s newfound appreciation and sentimental smile, you feared he would slide right off the sofa and take you with him– until a newly confident smirk took its place.
A flit of his gaze down your body proved he’d decided otherwise: you were gonna pay for the  emotional roller coaster this night has turned into.
Picking up one of your bent legs and chucking it off the couch, Izuku stole you from your comfy position outright: he scooped you up, then plopped you down again with the immense strength he did in fact still carry– all to snuggle up by pinning you where he liked. The surprise had its desired effect, as you giggled at your hero snatching you– squeezing him in a tight, full body hug.
"If you're going to let me not worry about my arms,” Izuku curtailed his laughing, “-then I'll see to it that you don't worry about these–”
He muffled a kiss to your thigh after scooting backwards- one kiss each, then settled his chin on your tummy. 
"You’re really beautiful,” Izuku marvelled, “I’ve always thought that. Inside and out." 
You stuttered a bit and leaned up on your elbows. Your earlier bravery was slipping now that the roles were reversed. 
Next, he set a loving course of affections there on your stomach too, and scattered more smooches across your midsection, regardless of the barrier your sweater kept between. The hand not supporting his weight caressed your side and even dipped underneath the hem a little.
"Izuku...." you sighed a bit, running through his hair again. There he goes, making you thoroughly embarrassed.
“You should take your own advice, sweet girl,” he shared wisely, “-- treat ourselves as nicely as we treat others– and I don’t mean about keeping you hydrated, silly.”
You snorted back. No argument there– but you hear him out all the same.
“You’re right about that, y’know,” his sights adored you inch by inch as he spoke. “I can wish and wonder how things might have been n’let that keep me down… or, I can be proud of what I’m making now… the future I get to live and see… with the loveliest woman on Earth.”
These comments would be the death of you. Death by Deku.
You chuffed at the change, “Well, geez what happened to my blushing bride?  A little pep talk all you needed?”
“Mmmyup. Your turn, now.”
“I dunno if I like this uno-reverse,” you teased his scalp– “it’s definitely.. different.”
Izuku mouths a minute at your wrist, puppy eyes locked on yours, “You wan’ me to stop?”
“...No.”
“Then respectfully, hush your mouth, honey.”
Littering compliments on you caused Izuku to kiss you a bit slower, crawling up your body, pressing tiny kisses up your middle, skipping your chest (politely) and going for the open space from your off shoulder top to take a taste of you on your collarbone. He hummed on contact with skin, brushing some of your flyaways up and away.  He muttered between kisses. 
‘You smell good… well, of course, you always smell good, always feel s’soft…’
Sighs and spoken praise passed the man’s lips as chose a new spot on your shoulder to adore, claiming you as soft and warm in the tenderest of ways, humming distractedly along every spot he deemed worthy of worship.
Without your noticing, those very strong, steady, scarred hands guided your chin– leading your head away so he'd have room by your neck. This was a great tactic to hide your dizzying aversion, so you’d be damned to stop him now.
Completely unfair. Wasn’t it his job to be constantly embarrassed?!
Taking your pitiful moans as a hint for a breather, Izuku pulled back to savor how cute your face contorted in shyness.
Your darling Izuku leaned down to your ear while you hugged him closer than ever now. The hot anticipation in your belly let its tight grip loose to something relieving to your senses; a refreshing blanket of comfort, rather than white-hot lust and drive. He nuzzled you as he spoke, whispering such caring words,
 "You hold onto me, love, and I'll hold onto you. Let's help heal each other."
You hummed in agreement and gasped a little at feeling warm lips meeting your neck for the first time. The sound that left you, involuntary as it was, did nothing but give him the confirmation he wanted. 
Izuku’s kisses fell gently and sweet from that moment forward, tongue lapping after some sucked areas to ease any harshness on his way to your waiting mouth. He seemed to be lost in his actions, moaning little utterances of your name as he went. You called  for him too in your lovestruck haze, rubbing his shoulders and holding him in place lightly by the hair once he graced your lips at long last. 
His hands trailed all over your sides and with your encouragement finally reaching his ears, he grasped at your waist a little firmer. Strength and assurance on full display, he turned the both of you over so you laid in his arms fully, and he met your lips with newfound passion.
Pausing to catch a breath, you both looked at each other with such respect and understanding and  damn near reverence that you couldn't keep a smile in. He could have sworn you were sunlight. Warmth you'd never felt before bloomed inside.
Not that you’d ever be the one to make him stop once he’s on a roll, but you caught sight of the abandoned notebook on the ground beside you. Still open, long forgotten.
“What happened to quizzing me on Present Mic’s sound wave frequencies per mile~” you mouthed to him, breathless. 
Izuku simply held you tighter, onto his brightest sunflower. “Nah, maybe later. ‘Wanna play your game first.”
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neverchecking · 1 year ago
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NSFW Alphabet- Wild Edition
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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
At the start, he's...not the best. But-BUT, hear me out, he learns. He's such a good learner and he's quick at learning things too. You could mention something offhandedly during... fucking lunch or something and he's remembering it for the next time you have sex. So while it takes time, he does eventually become a king at aftercare. Massaging muscles, lotion-ing bodies, helping Reader to the bathroom, etc...
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
His partner? Everything. All of it. Anything Reader is willing to bless him with he's all over. But if he had to chose? Their tummy honestly. It's a sign of their health to him. If it has a little chub? His favorite. It means he's doing his job and their eating well. Their remaining safe and healthy and happy. And he loves just holding it and anchoring his hands there.
On him? ...His hands. I know I said this with Twilight (Lmao I wrote Twilight's before Wilds), but Wild likes his hands too. They're talented. They have to be. With his knife skills, and his rock climbing and whatever else, he has strong fingers. And he knows how to use them. If it makes his partner happy, he's happy.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Oh, he loves painting his partner's chest and stomach in his cum. Watching the ropes paint their skin a pretty white while bliss makes their gaze loopy and blank drives him absolutely nuts, probably making him hard all over again as he's pouncing once more to do it all over again.
He'll never say no to giving you his own personal pie though. I'm so sorry for that I hate myself lmao /s
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He would love if you pegged him while he was wearing the Vai outfit. Lay him down and take it slow? Lace kisses up and down his scarred body? Take your sweet time with him and ensure his own pleasure no matter what while taking him apart? All of it. He wants all of it. He wants to feel you, hold you, let you take charge so he can let his guard down for once.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Nope. Clueless. If he had sex before dying, he forgot. He considered himself a virgin when you two met and says he lost it to you when asked. Maybe he had sex before he died, but fuck if he knows. He only knows you.
And he loves learning with you.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
This is a toughie because he is so erratic as a character. Somedays he probably loves you ass down face up, others he just needs missionary. Depends on his mood and how the day is going/went.
But his ultimate favorite is probably the pretzel dip. Having you on your side with one of his legs hooked over your bottom leg is perfect in every way. He gets that intimacy that comes with eye contact, and he gets all the benefits of doggy style. It has that special place in his heart.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
He definitely lets out a few jokes and quips. It relaxes him, it relaxes his partner. He sees it as a win-win. He loves making things as effortless as possible for both parties, and if that does it, so be it. Plus he loves his lover's laugh.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Oddly enough, yeah, I think he's pretty well groomed. It's a bush, but it's a controlled bush, yk? No. it's cleaned and groomed and trimmed. probably a little lighter than his normal hair color.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
He can be super romantic! Flowers, candles, soft words of praise. He can do the whole package. But he can also do everything else. He's a wild card, heh, in the sense that he can be whatever you need from him.
He does love those intimate nights of reestablishing your love for one another. Sure, you can have the bells and whistles that come with kinks and toys and whatever else, but those nights where its just you and him and the love between you two manifesting itself into this act are always going to be some of his favorites.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He used to do it every once in a while. Not often, but when the nights got a little too lonely he would take the twenty minutes to rub one out. It de-stressed him and got his muscles relaxed enough for him to take a breather for an hour. After meeting you? It's so incredibly rare. He loves just having you there because not only does the release relax him, but so does your presence alone.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
He definitely likes cuffing his lover's hands together with metal bracelets and using magnesis to hold them up. Or using just a bit of Cryonis to cultivate small ice cubes that leave shiny tails along your body. Or maybe he's uses stasis to freeze you place while he does whatever he wants with you? Hard to choose really.
For sure has a exhibitionist kink though. He loves the thrill of almost getting caught. Makes him feel alive.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Anywhere he can get his hands on you. If it has reasonable privacy and you guys have twenty minutes, he's taking you then and there. His favorite place is probably his own home. Or in an alley in Gerudo? Maybe behind a rock formation in Eldin? Perhaps a cabin up in Hebra?
Maybe he can't pick a favorite afterall~
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
He's kind of like Twilight in the sense of everything, but when there's something that gets the adrenaline pumping, he's especially ripping, ready to go. Especially if it's right after a near death experience. Those have him spitting out an excuse before pulling you out of ear shot and pinning you to the nearest tree while his body still thrums with the rush left over.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Anything that comes even remotely close to non-consensual play. Like consensual non-consent? He fucking hates it. He hates the idea that he could ever be capable of hurting you in such a way. It eats at him and he fucking refuses to do anything that bares any resemblance to that. He needs clear, verbal consent to any and everything.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Also a giver! He loves hooking your legs over his shoulders as you lean against a tree, fingers threading in his hair. Or slipping between you and the counter you lean onto for support pulling your hips in time with his tongue. Or simply letting you use his mouth as your own personal toy <3
When it comes to receiving, he is the biggest whiner. He doesn't have the patience for teasing, so he's constantly bucking his hips, and he doesn't keep quiet doing so either. He's begging and pleading for more, all while whimpering out your name. If he gets especially desperate, he may forgo your pace and fuck your mouth instead.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Can do both. He likes the soft and sensual side, being reminded that he's worth something, but he also likes just ruining you and having you beneath him. Putting him in charge and trusting he knows how to deal with you.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Loves them. All the time. He's a busy man with a lot on his plate and if he can destress and restart with just a twenty minute break? He's doing it. Any chance he gets he's taking it.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
So down for any risks. He loves the idea of it all. Sucking his dick in an inn bathroom while a group of men walk past? He's biting his lips at the thought of them walking in to see you on your knees. He's going down on you behind some pasture while people bargain for horse equipment? Nearly cumming in his pants at the though. Anything his partner is up to, he's ready to follow.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
So many rounds. You cannot stop him by trying to exhaust him. It doesn't work like that. His lover either taps out or their going until the sun is shining down on them, lettings its rays cascade over their worn and tired bodies.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He does. He's into all sorts of things and is always open to try something new. I don't know what the kink scene is like in Hryule, but Wild probably comes up with new things all on his own ;) Pretty silken ropes, or plugs made from shined and polished metal, maybe even a bar meant to keep his beloveds ankles spread just for him.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He loves teasing. Winding up his partner tighter and tighter, waiting for them to snap, and watching with glee as their own frustrations build up. He's letting his touches linger and his words dip into a husky whisper against their ears, only to walk away right after, whistling a hearty tune.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He makes the prettiest noises. Loud and pretty and even when he tries to muffle them, he just can't. It's like it goes against his very soul to hide how good you make him feel from the world.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Okay, so I know some people tag him a brat/ power bottom, and you're right, but I also like the idea of him just being this no nonsense dom. He's had a taste of being in total control of himself, and what he does, and loves it. From the bits he remembers, pre-Calamity, he wasn't happy. Not with his every move monitored and carefully dictated. So when his partner not only gives him control over himself, but also them?
He's drooling at the thought of it.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
Not overly girthy, pretty average in fact, but the length. 6.5 inches with a few veins running up the sides. The head is a darker red than the rest of his skin and he's surprisingly circumcised. (His dad was in the military as well, so it's probably a result of his dad following those strict guidelines.)
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Pretty high. He's under a lot of stress okay? He needs something to let it out on. Plus, that alone with his energy reservoirs leads to him needing something pretty near constantly. He's normally able to push it back, but if you offered him whenever the urge hit you, he'd be up for it.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Not for a while. Even after something like sex drains his energy, Wild has the innate need to ensure that his sweetheart is okay. He's watching them for a while, just making sure their chest is rising and falling the way it's supposed to. When fatigue does eventually tug at his bones, he's burrowing into their side and letting them hold him as he drifts to sleep, content their okay for the night.
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here4kpopfics · 2 years ago
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Hi, Kelly! Congrats on the milestone!!! You deserve all of that and so much more 💕💕
This is the first time I'm doing a drabble request, but I just couldn’t pass up the opportunity. I'm so excited to see what you'll do with everybody's prompts.
I was soo tempted to pick number 44.i’m only here for the dog for my boy Jungkook because I love Bam so much lmao. But I also saw that you maybe want to write more for other members too.
So I'm actually going with my other favourite virgo Namjoon and number 89. “YOU SENT ME PICTURES OF YOU NAKED WHILE I WAS IN A WORK MEETING!” if it hasn't already been requested 🥺 You can make it as smutty as you want!
Gongrats again, lovely💞💞💞
Iviiiiiiiiiii. I hope you enjoy. 💜 I had to hold myself back on this... 😅
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“Hyung, you okay?” Jungkook’s voice brings Namjoon out of his thoughts. 
“Huh? Oh. Yeah, yeah I’m fine.” He flips the phone around in his hand a few times, looking straight ahead. 
“You’ve had your jaw clenched since the meeting. Did you and y/n have a fight?”
Oh, if only it was a fight. 
“Something like that.” He mumbles, looking back at his phone, but refusing to unlock it. “Hey, I gotta go…fix things with her. The meeting’s done anyway. Let the others know I won’t be back in the studio today, okay? I’ll see you later.” 
Jungkook doesn’t get to respond because Namjoon is storming his way out of the room and the building, straight into a car that takes him home where he knows you’re waiting for him. He brings out his phone, suppressing a groan seeing the photos and sends you a text. 
🐨Joonie: you better be on the bed ready for me in the next twenty minutes. You’re not going anywhere else tonight. 
You quickly scramble to the bedroom, throwing your phone somewhere on the couch in the living room. You crawl up the headboard, turning to sit down with your back fully against it, legs stretched forward and your hands together in your lap. He said twenty minutes, but he has always been really shitty about his concept of time. 
So you wait patiently, and sure enough, ten minutes later, you hear the front door open and sit up straighter, making sure the useless bra and thong are on correctly, and put a big innocent smile on your face as he walks through the bedroom door. 
“What the fuck was that?” His voice is low, sending shivers down your spine and straight to your core.
“What was what?” You feign innocence, watching with joy as his jaw clenches before he leans over the bed, grabbing your ankles and roughly pulling you toward the end of the bed. You have to hold yourself up enough so you don’t hit your head against the headboard from the action. 
“Don’t even, baby girl. You sent me pictures of you naked while I was in a work meeting.” He seethes through his teeth, spreading your legs, dangling them off the bed from the knee. 
“And? What’d you think?” You grin as he removes his belt, tossing it on the floor along with his jacket. 
“Oh, you wanna know what I think, baby girl?” He growls, a hand sliding up your body to wrap around your throat, “I think you’re going to take everything I give to you tonight and say thank you with no complaint because you deserve punishment. That’s what I think.”
You can’t help the desperation in your voice as you whisper the word please in response. 
“At least you asked nicely. Now how do you want to come first? My fingers, mouth, or straight to my cock?” You whine in response and he lets go of the persona for a moment to laugh, leaning forward to kiss you. 
“Mmm, it’s okay, baby. I’ll take care of you.” He speaks between kisses. 
“I love you, Joonie.” 
“I love you, too, baby girl. Scoot down the bed a bit more for me.” You do as he says, watching the way his eyes switch from glimmering brown to dark with lust. 
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Heh. I really had to stop there because I could easily keep going with this. But alas, self control must be practiced. So. If this does well…I could see turning it into something…more? 👀
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mickmundy · 6 months ago
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DUTCH you have turned me into a RABID HUNGRY DESPERATE UGLY DOG and the food is BUSHMEDICINE and i am STARVING . Thou giveth fever has impacted me in such a way and honestly if i told this to any of my friends they'd laugh at me BUT YOUR WRITING IS A ORGANIZED FOLDER OF COMPLEX FEELINGS AND I LOOK AT IT TIDY AND PERFECT AND I LOOK AT MY OWN COMPLEX FEELINGS BUT THEY ARE MESSY so i carefully take out my feelings one by one and i organize them with the help of bushmedicine,,,,, thou giveth fever to me is like a big safe blanket that i wrap myself on when I'm torn and tired . Anyways can't wait for the next bushmedicine friday!!!!!!! symbiosis is already looking super dope i hopw they kiss!!!!!! You are Perfect Dutch i hope you stay good and Perfect and that you're always blessed with bushmedicine toughts god bless
AAAAWAAWAAAAAAAAAAAA OH MY GOD THIS ASK IS SO SWEET AND KIND IM SO ;___; this makes me so happy... NOOOOO DONT GET LAUGHED AT I COMPLTELY UINDERSTAND!! feelings are very complicated and difficult to navigate, that's perfectly okay!! i'm so so SO honored and flattered that my writing has helped you understand your own emotions better, especailly becuase thou giveth fever was my own way of dealing with My Own Unorganized Feelings!! ;_; it makes me so happy that i can be vulnerable with my readers and that my amazing readers feel comfortable enoguh to be vulnerable with me in return!! ;;;
i'm going to get kind of sappy so more under the cut... wuwaa..,
I PROMISE YOU MY FEELINGS ARE NOT TIDY AT ALL EITHER!! i'm happy they come off that way though ASD:FLKASDFAKSDF but honestly writing TGF has made me be a lot more In Touch with my philosophy on love (romantic and self) that I Too am still ALWAYS learning about!! things like guilt, repression, love, etc are soooo vast and there is so much to how we feel when it comes to those subjects that we often spend the rest of our lives unpacking and learning things about ourselves! total Old Hag Moment (lol) but i remember when i was like. 16 and was like "ohhh my god i need to figure all of this out RIGHT NOW before it's too late! it'll be too late! it's too late!" and now i'm realizing that we really don't Ever stop figuring All Of This Out. ykwim? 
i consider myself to be a "late bloomer" (i'm JUST NOW feeling 'in touch with myself' despite being "older") because i did so many things when i was older that it seemed like everyone figured out when they were younger. I started hrt at nearly 30, started gaining my sense of self in my late 20s, and i’m still unlearning a lot of Guilt… i won’t go on, but i hope you see what i mean.
i sincerely never imagined anyone but my girlfriend would read this fic and i cannot believe how many people have said that tgf is their ‘comfort fic’ or that they discovered things about themselves/learned things about themselves because of my humble fic series… ;__; it really means the world to me!
I hope you continue to figure yourself out, with the help of my humble series or not! remember my dear friend we are all growing infinitely, we are never done! be kind to yourself and your capacity for love and forgiveness.... with others and yourself! this ask genuinely made my entire week, i am so so so so so so so honored and emotional that you feel this way!! ;;;; thank you again so very much, and i hope you have a safe and wonderful weekend my dear friend!! ^u^ <333
and heh heh heh... i hope they kiss too! >:)c
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checkxmaster · 7 months ago
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are there any characters you wish to interact with as Kap that you haven't gotten the chance to yet?
{out of code} Below the cut because this got long, heh.
Honestly the character I've always wanted him to interact with the most was Rain, and over the years I've had the privilege of doing that with a couple of writers. Shoutout to @wanderingaroundwithmysoul, with whom I write currently on three of my blogs, for writing an absolutely incredible Rain. Just... *chef's kiss* She acts and sounds like she just stepped right out of the movies but also has her own unique aspects too, and it's been a lot of fun to write with her really talented mun.
Ironically, I would love it if he could interact with Matt Addison, but I've never met another person on this site who rps him, at least so far. I know I write him myself and I could do a fanfiction thing if I wanted, but... eh, it's not the same when you're rping with yourself, you know? So he's definitely one I would have liked. Matt's very empathetic and so is Kap, and they both have a big sense of justice even if their bravery level doesn't always help them act on it fully. Kap has more of a problem with that than Matt, but regardless. I think they could be really good friends and I would've liked to have seen them have more interactions together.
Also... Kap waking up in the hospital in Raccoon City when the outbreak gets starts and he encounters Nemesis. Having him there adds a whole new dimension because he can hack any computer system he wants, heh, so he'd be able to know what Umbrella's plans are in advance, he could find out what happened to Matt, he could even go so far as to remotely either change Nemesis' orders or disable the control chip entirely and set him free, at least mentally. Kap teaming up with Nemesis is something I need in my life, but like Matt, I've never seen another Nemesis rper on here before. Maybe someday someone else will pick him up. There's just so much potential there for deviating from canon that it makes me twitchy in a good way, haha.
Also, J.D. Really, anyone from his Sanitation team is high on my list, but J.D. would be an interesting interaction, I think. I feel like they really didn't always get along because their personalities were very different, but at the end of the day, they're part of a team and they're friends, so they looked out for each other. With all the guilt Kap has surrounding the elevator incident and J.D.'s ultimate demise, it would be interesting to see them reunited after the fact somehow in an AU where they both survive the events of the first movie. Maybe Rain succeeds in pulling J.D. out of the elevator and he gets to the antivirus with everyone else at the end. It'd be fun to have them both thrown into the Raccoon City outbreak together after waking up in the hospital, or to have them meet years after thinking they were each dead.
And finally, I realize they're from completely different movies and never even met each other, but... Jill Valentine. Jill's badass, no-nonsense, stop-whining-and-get-the-job-done, get-outta-my-way attitude juxtaposed with Kap's self-doubt, anxiety, and volatile emotions would be a total mess that I'd be so here for, haha. She'd probably find him annoying, but I could see them having a good working relationship, especially if she needs to rely on him to break into places with keycard access or find out information about Umbrella's plans and he needs to rely on her for extra firepower because hordes can overwhelm a lone person in seconds. I could see it working, but not without its strained moments, and that's perfect, heh.
I have a Retribution verse for Kap where he's working in the testing facility and has been for several years, basically the same as the clones except he's the real deal. He was recaptured by Umbrella after the events of the first movie, experimented on, and then had one of those mind-controlling spider-crab-tick things put on his chest, the same as Jill. So it'd be interested if he was somehow able to have a moment of clarity and could disable those and set them both free. I forget how he got free when I had a thread in this verse back in the day, but I'm the queen of bullshittery when it comes to bending or completely fucking RE canon, so I'm sure I could come up with something.
That's all I can think of at the moment! =)
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jils-things · 8 months ago
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JILLLL‼️ TACKLES YOU TO THE GROUND HELLOO... ask game 3, 7, 9, 10, 16 for Mrs. Jaide Stone please 🫶🩷 I know u already ramble a lot abt her and I probably already know almost everything, but I WANNA HEAR U RAMBLE STILL
GOODNESS GRACIOUS THAT IS A LOT. A LOOOOT. you trying to study her like a lil specimen for real and you know what. ill take that because she is nothing short of SMALL DETAILS she is so special to ME THANK U
3. how do the other characters generally feel about your self insert?
let's go with gold first, of course, hehe. gold has witnessed her change a lot, she used to be very playful with gold - rollerskating and skateboarding together in the park. she was not as refined as she is today and she's certainly rough around the edges when she was younger! he loves her for being able to find time to play with him even as an older sister (who can be busy). he's aware that she's changed so much but it doenst change the fact he still knows her deep down and loves her regardless. he's usually very relaxed with her, but he also knows when not to step on the "you are fucked" territory but he still does anyway lol because she will. probably be a little irritated by him HDFJKSAHJSFAHHAA just because theyre close doesnt mean she doesnt drag him out of danger and reprimand all the time 😭😭😭its tough love and big sister energy this is normal.
sapphire ADORES her. she looks up to her, sees her as her guardian and she sometimes goes to her for comfort when it comes to emotions because she's pretty bad at controlling them, especially romantic feelings. jaide sees a lot of herself in sapphire and does her best to counsel her and push her to the right path :3 sapphire picks up wild berries for her!
i wanna mention wallace here because hes so funny to me for being closely connected to steven and ruby ok listen. jaide is like. hoooly shit. you are the flashiest man alive. what the fuck. (<- in her mind). ruby is such a big wallace fan. ruby would go to his mom and go mommmm mom i really look up to wallace i wanna be just like him and his ability to make pkm.n ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS. ruby would show her how he looks like and shes like. oh..... ruby youre not gonna dress like that are you (SLASH LH IM REFERRING TO HIS ORAS OUTFIT ITS JUST SO FUNNY TO ME, LOOK IT UP) AND WALLACE IS CLOSE FRIENDS WITH STEVEN SO IMAGINE STEVEN GOING LIKE "honey i have a good friend of mine who has helped me a lot in the past. it would mean a lot to me if you met him too!" AND ITS WALLACE ASDJFAHFKSAGHSDDKJSDGJAS SORRY THIS HAS BEEN A RUNNING JOKE FOR ME I HAD TO MENTION IT. I PROMISE YOU I LIKE WALLACE AND EVEN MORE IN POKEMAS HES SO SWEET ASFSHDFSDJKHSDKJA
7. would any other characters (besides your f/o) have a crush on your self insert?
GOOD GRIEF LITTLE KNOWN FACT ABT ME AHSFDKGFDSGHSA I ALMOST FELL FOR PO.KESPE!BILL (YES THE ONE NERO IS KISSING) HAFSDJGHGDS BUT I RESTRAINED MYSELF LMAOOO so i guess i will associate him with that????? (THEY NEVER EVEN MET. CRACKSHIP TERRITORY LETS GO) i do wonder who would look cute next to madam stone however i would love to hear it sahsfdsajhf (no dont say riley im saving him AEHM) maybe himbos would cute next to her idkkk wiwiw guys help me find a cute crackship HEAUHAHAHAHHAA
9. who are your self insert’s closest friends?
AAIAUAUAUUU PROFESSOR SY.CAMORE!!!!!!!!!! WIWIWIWIWI (MY DAD IN ANOTHER UNIVERSE SHHH) steven has interacted with him in the anime and i loved it smmm huhu and they both have the common interest in mega stones and i think steven would take her with him to ka.los to meet sy.camore and they would get along very well!!! i think s.ycamore would be such a tease abt jaide being steven's wife ahuhuhu and he'd say stuff to make steven embarrassed. "dear jaide, did you know your - heh, husband steven tends to go on a daze when i mention your name? he's so fond of you that he had to bring you all the way here, huh?" and then he chuckles. STEVEN IS GONNA HAVE A WORD WITH HIM LATER 💥💥💥💥💥JAIDE ONLY LEARNED THIS TODAY AND WILL PROBABLY THINK OF THIS FOR THE REST OF THE DAY
can i say maroon hallo 🤓🤓🤓 NO BUT LIKE WWUWWAAA they are definitely best friends in my eyes, theyre both mothers and their son/brother are close with each other!!! how can i ignore that?!?!? maroon would always give her nice pastries for jaide and her family to eat - lots of well wishes from each other and i imagine jaide would occasionally visit ka.nto (since she also goes to jo.hto to say hi to her ma and brother) and they would just find a lot of solidarity with each other <333 heck i can even imagine if gold decided to visit silver and kris at maroon's place and jaide would call her and ask to watch over him wiwiiw JUST. MOMS BEING FRIENDS WWWWWW
10. how do the other characters feel about your self insert and f/o’s relationship?
AFJMSAKLGFSJGHSAFJSDFKSALGAS NUMBER ONE CONTENDER GOLD AGAIN GOTRDAMNIT GOLD WOULD NOT LIKE STEVEN AT FIRST because he thought he was a part of team rocket (he has the money, he wears an all black suit, something all team rock.et members wear, and gold's dumb brain thinking this makes sense to him) HES SO OVERPROTECTIVE TRUST ME ESP IN THE DATING PHASE DUDE WILLGET SO MAD IF JAIDE SAYS SHES GOING TO HO.ENN "no you are not talking to that blue haired kid" (aha reference) but is his complaining gonna stop? no <3 and then they get married and ruby is gold's nephew and now hes crying. whos winning huh? and whos the clown? gold. thank you.
eventually gold does warm up to steven and finds him to be a very fun battling rival,,, also would probably ask for cash because brother in law privilege i guess. LMFAO. yk steven doesnt mind that actually. jaide has told steven about her family so he knows when to be serious with him or not. he's a good man :3
overall i think many would not actually know about steven's love life because he's private about it. only certain people know about it (the dex.holders, jaide's/steven's family and friends, and zinnia unfortunately) steven is protecting her identity and he wants it that way because he's famous in ho.enn for many reasons. especially for the fact that he has a family, he's very protective of ruby because of the past events that occured and he hopes it wont happen again and it wont be exploited. the only tip of the iceberg knowledge that the public would know is that hes married, he has a child, thats all. heck, i bet people think it would be easy to spot steven's child for his classic blue hair BUT PLOT TWIST RUBY INHERITED 90% OF JAIDES DNA
16. freebie! name a fact about your self insert you want everyone to know.
jaide stone almost adopted blake (b.w2) before i settled with ilynne being connected to blake. cant believe nero called him blake stone once 💥💥💥💥 WAHUSAHUHFHSHFHSA
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yuukei-yikes · 2 years ago
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What are your thoughts on whatever tf is going on between Kano and Shintaro post-str?
HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEH OK LISTEN TO ME
kano is so in love with shintaro its embarrassing like ive reread the novels recently and girl.... hes down so bad its so embarrassing fgkjfdghjkfdghjhgnkjdhgkjdkj like post str shintaro has all this tomfoolery going on with ayano right. and kano...oh my god like.
kano finally got everything he wanted. everything he worked so hard for and acted kind of an ass for is here and now he's just like...left with all this self hatred and guilt bc hes like damn i shut out my siblings and dealed with all this myself and was a dick to this guy who wasnt even knowingly related to all this shit and i. got away with it? like i got everything i wanted? my sister is back? so he's just VERY depressed and feels so undeserving and guilty
everyone else is like in a relationship or whatever (im not a fan of when every single character has a love interest but damn kagepro does romance so fucking well has anyone ever noticed. anyways) and eventually before he realises it kano is living on his own and he's just generally so lost and without purpose and augh *dies* WAIT THIS WAS ABT KANOSHIN
sry i cant talk abt a ship if i dont talk a lil bit abt the characters themselves. like ok kano has All That going on and ON TOP OF IT.... HE LIKES HIS SISTER'S BOYFRIEND. THE SISTER HE'S BEEN TRYING SO HARD TO NOT LET GO OF ALL THIS TIME. THE SISTER HE'S SO INSANELY HAPPY TO HAVE BACK. so of course that makes him spiral down into guilt even more. shintaro and kano are sort of madeup too bc ok i know in the Good End we dont rly see moments like in the novels like kano coming clean abt clearing eyes or disguising himself as ayano but i like to think these moments happen at some point anyway. so going by this kano and shintaro ARE on good terms, shintaro has forgiven kano, he's all cute smiling to him and kanos like AUUUGHHH. and sort of. reverts back to being a little bit of a dick to him.
not super directly but sort of how he was at the beginning, acting how he acts with everyone but there's like a Vibe. shintaro notices and hes like damn i thought we were ok but ig its because im dating ayano and he's overprotective. and that's rly part of the reason too!! shintaros relationship with ayano is sososo messy so kano is so ANGRY because this asshole is out there making his sister cry!!! idiot bitch!!! BUT ALSO HE STILL LIKES HIM
i think when shintaro and ayano have Their Break kano and shintaro have a fucked up little thing that neither would qualify as a relationship bc both are busy hating themselves but like. they definitely kiss you know what i mean. that pic that's like we both have problems that making out won't solve but it can't make it any worse (except it does because this is so fucking messy KANO IS SHINTARO'S (EX AT THE TIME I DONT THINK HE'D CHEAT)GIRLFRIEND'S BROTHER. THAT SUCKS SO BAD FOR HER) also shintaros internal homophobia etc etc etc. lol a fucked up moment of shintaro practicing apologizing to ayano with kano disguising himself as her bc hey i need to practice while looking at her face. and its so messed up for them both. theyre the worst
when shintaro and ayano are back together he would tell her while kano would take it to his grave and augh it brings drama between ayano and kano which is exactly the last thing kano would ever want and hes so mad at shintaro. ayano isnt rly mad she's just surprised and worried for kano, because she doesnt rly see it as omg so fucked up my brother likes my bf she rather sees it like my brother is in pain and currently suffering from unrequited(?) love i need to help him!! and starts kind of helicoptering over kano and eventually kano has a breakdown etcetcetc i dont have an ending for this but these are basically my thoughts lol
ofc there's also shintaro just dates both and/or doesn't get back together with ayano... those are also good options that i like too heh
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therealvikingstrash · 2 years ago
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2022 End of the Year Fic Review
The wonderful @underragingwaves tagged me, thank you love! (I put the longest part under a cut)
1. What is your AO3 account? for the vikings fandom it's my pseud vikingstrash.
2. How many words did you write total in 2022? 117.233 *whistles* not too bad if one considers what a year it's been.
3. How many fics did you publish in 2022? How many multichapters vs oneshots? 39 one shots and 2 multichapter. All Hail the One-shots!
4. What was your longest fic? Your shortest fic? Longest was Kings of Kattegat with 39,878 words and the shortest Story as old as Time with 119 words.
5. What was your most popular fic? Your least popular fic? Most popular (going by subscriptions, hits, comments, kudos and bookmarks) has to be my VBB entry Kings of Kattegat. Personally, the most self-indulgent fic I ever wrote.
Least popular is Sweat. I guess it would be a lot more popular if it wasn't hidden behind the AO3 log in. And also if it had full on smut and not just teasing, but oh well, I like it and in the end, that's all that matters xD
6. What fic didn’t perform as well as you thought it would? Huh, that's a weird thing to think of, I never really give it much thought if my writing is going to be popular or not so that thought of a fic not "perfoming well" is kinda...absurd to me. Anyway, if I had to take a guess, I'd say Greedy Gods? While it does have a lot of hits and a couple kudos, it's weird to me that for a fandom with so many people claiming they want more fic about the female characters and how much they love Aslaug, there was not as much love for it as I would assume. Must be a me-problem.
7. What fic performed way better than you thought it would? Basically anything I wrote for D. P. - Deserter Pursuit. I didn't think there would be enough people in said fandom to read, kudo and comment, but was positively surprised.
8. What was your favorite fic you wrote from 2022? For Vikings: Valhalla, Daughter of the Fearless. I loved giving Altöra more background story and this glimpse of her relationship to Freydis. It was fun to write.
For Vikings, Strung up, Tongue-Tied. I mean....sub!Hvitserk restrained and dom!Amma playing with him? Ubbe observing, just being present without doing anything besides kissing Amma? Yeah, I loved that one. It's full of tension.
For D. P. - Deserter Pursuit, Pity. My dumb ass actually made it a published WIP because there was more to tell and I liked it a lot. Only the Gods know if I will actually write more though xD
9. What was your favorite fic that somebody else wrote in 2022? Well, for someone who couldn't be paid to read other people's fics, I managed to read quite a lot in 2022 for free. Mind boggling, I know. But here go my favs:
Gotta start with Not A Fairytale by underragingwaves, because...have you read that fic? It's really a fun read (for those who like crime stuff which is basically exactly what I love) and promising a bigger universe underneath that small treat she wrote.
Will totally never stop making hearteyes at Twice Now by ritual-unions. Love how Kara (heh) is so clumsy and unable to function in the real world and the way Ubbe basically just watches and smiles to himself, before his eye-roll moment that will make him intervene. I also love myself some good hurt and gosh, this is gonna hurt so damn bad at the end and I will love every second of it.
There were a couple to pick from and it was hard to choose, but when someone can make me read an Ivar fic, then it says a lot about that persons writing skill. The Mental Tyrant by grimeundglow deserves so much more love than it has been given.
Reactions Of Your Kind by Ulfrsmal was my fav of him in 2022, but only because I didn't really get to read the rest of his fics xD I'm sure there are more gems in his list, but this one stood out to me because...Hvitty and Ubbe 🥺
A Prize of Battle by Mercurygray, is absolute Emma/Canute goodness and Idk what else to say, because this womans writing skills are beyond anything I could muster, so hearteyes from afar will have to do for now.
For Mince Pie by emma-ofnormandy, another author that captures Emma and Canute's relationship so well and it's so fluffy, I wanna hold it really tightly against my chest.
And last but not least The Queen of Kattegat by northernxstories! I will remain deeply impressed by how effortlessly she managed to pull me into her story and made me read it in one go, even though it's 12k of words xD It was such a new way of approaching the characters and it's brilliantly written. An absolute treat in 2022.
10. Tag your friends to do this year-end fic review as well!
most have already been tagged, but perhaps one of you want to do this? But no pressure! @emma-ofnormandy @nothingtolosebutweight @author-morgan @lmillay @barnes-lothbrok @errruvande and anyone who feels like doing the fic review :D
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lycanthrotea · 2 years ago
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Self indulgent kinda 18+ but not explicit ya know?
“Tell me again I did a good job.”
“Well aren’t you full of… “the thought of not finishing that sentence made Lahortans chuckle.
“Ugh.. please.” Videl said with a half embrassed grin, turning his head away.
“Please what? You did a wonderful job. I could go on and on with the praise if you’d like.”
“Just avoid the details.”
“Aw… I wish you could be a tad less self conscious. After all your throes of pleasure are mine alone to see- and you know how much I don’t mind them at all.”
Videl felt warmed by the gentle affection that seemed to avoid the full abdomen, pinkish  breasts and instead their nuzzling below his head, as they brought their hand up to stroke it in loving reverence.
“Ugh, but plenty of people would get embarrassed! But I know I shouldn’t deny your reassurance. Blegh…” lets out a sigh, pulling Lahortans closer, reciprocating their affection. “Thanks for you know, indulging me.” Videl grinned, a first with a sigh of relax and tightning almost a teasing glee, “And telling me how much you love me over and over. Heh,” softer now, ”I know it’s just for me and you wouldn’t normally say it so fervently.. But I’m so happy you care enough to do it anyways.” A pause, “Oh. I just realized I got into a two-round position huh?”
They had welcomed a small wave of joyful comfort between his steady grip that grew firm by his voiced gratefulness, the last comment pulled them away from a dreamy tone they would have otherwised used to respond, into one of woken clarity. “As you asked of me (they almost wanted to dig and say ‘Beg’, as he actually did), would you like me to get the solvent? I won’t mind terribly I mean I did set my time for you but also, someone decided to take her time fixing and handing me her part of the data- And yes, I know, it was a very “”valid”” personal and unanticipated reason, and I didn’t let my judgement be noted.. But I would have already everything together by yesterday had we been on schedule- and though we do have over a week left, I really would’ve not like to start when I’d be so taken after you.. But I don’t mind starting later tomorrow you- ah right.”
Lahortans could hear the laugh caught in his throat.
” I think for now I’m fine, especially when the, aphrodisiac kicks in later. I’ll tell you if I change my mind.”
“You’re going to look beautiful.” They said with a kiss planted into his ruby shaped mound in his neck.
“Please, please leave those comments for when it actually kicks in…?”
“Very well I will not tease any longer, as much I find your flustered face adorable.“ They sit up from their warm comfortable position with much effort. “Why don’t I prepare some tea and grab some treats.”
“You usually do that, why don’t I do it for you?”
“No, no, you mustn’t move,” a brief pause to pivot, “I need you to keep this bed all warm and cozy.”
“You were going to make another joke huh?”
“I would have also said nest, but I stopped myself. No, but really, you have been having an ill time as of late, so, let me tend to you. And stop trying to poke fun at you.”
“It would be better for me not to stick around alone in the room but, honestly I don’t mind getting cozy alone for a few minutes and seeing what’s on tonight. Just don’t take too long.”
Videl pressed their snout into an ungraceful quick kiss to their lips and with a chrip reached to get their robe for Lahortans, who was already feeling the regret of leaving his cozy warmth but was determined to end the night in the most intimate and thoughtful fashion.
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writtengalaxies · 2 years ago
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hey hey! im down for a little chat <3
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i only found this blog like, 2 days ago but i can already feel myself getting the urge to go back and reread everything here. content of the highest quality over here <3 /gen
all the fics on AO3 would be really nice as well imo! although i cant say that i use the site that frequently, it could be a good way for others to find your works! at least thats how i see it
i think its due to how much i simp for this man, but i really love love LOVE the memory files. the trope is fairly common (from what ive seen) but the way you write it? chefs kiss. i am patiently but eagerly waiting for the next part mwah <3
the cup god chronicles were also a really fun read. i dont fully really see content (READ: fics) for him regularly so i was immediately intrigued and when i tell you, i was HOOKED. big fan, i love this doofus <3
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now imma ask you something. who's your fave ego? my guess is engineer lol
also, whats your pronouns? i havent seen them listed anywhere ^^"
if you dont mind me asking, how long have you been writing? just in general. it seems like a basic Q but the answers are fascinating.
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and as a last little tid bit of me im willing to share for the night, i read most of your works in around 2 hours. what that says about me is irrelevant,, goodnight, i hope this isnt too big of a text wall to answer <3
WAAAH thank you!! Also all of that in two hours?! Oh gosh! (And you're all good! I like big text walls!)
That was more or less my thought with posting them on Ao3! I know a lot of writers do cross-post them, so I figured "hey, why not". I...might end up doing that today, since I managed to pull a muscle in my back real bad in the night and I'm laid up in bed. gfhj
Ooooh, Lost Memory Files does tend to be a fan favorite. XD I'm really happy people like it! It...actually spun out of a similar idea but with Engineer and a Captain who can't remember wormholes and looping...heh. The next part, based on my loose notes, is likely going to continue the hurt.
Cup God Chronicles was really my first attempts at writing Night, the smug bastardass. The reader being a sarcastic little shit is in part I'm a sarcastic little shit, and in part based off of @ghostf1ux. I did notice there aren't a ton of fics for him that aren't...uh. Spicy. I have a couple more fics planned for it!
Favorite ego is 100% Engineer. "The smartest dumbass" was how I saw him described at one point and I'm like "yes. THIS ONE." There's something about like...realizing that even through all the hurt on both sides of that, he still fully trusts the captain? Despite everything. Never knowing the full extent of everything the captain goes through, despite his own misconceptions...
And well, hope is very important to me. So ISWM being very centered around never giving up hope kind of hit real hard, you know?
I DIDN'T REALIZE I DIDN'T PUT PRONOUNS ANYWHERE. ghjk WHOOPS. Honestly, almost anything! (My one exception is it/it's, and that's just because it doesn't feel like me. Big love to everyone who does though! Y'all rock it!)
I'm a genderfluid menace so they're always changing anyway!
How long I've been writing...the first thing I really clearly remember writing was either HP or Yu-Gi-Oh! fanfic waaaaaaaaay back in the day. I must have been about 10 or 11? So...20+ years at this point.
If I had to think about creative writing and doing it more consistently, that's closer to about...16 years? (I had to think about when I graduated high school and I felt like I aged SIGNIFICANTLY in an instant.)
One of my English teachers really drove a lot of confidence in my writing! Shout out to Mr. Craig, who liked some of my original stuff I had written for his class so much, he still has it and checks in from time to time on what I'm up to.
He's a big reason as to why I have an 111k original fiction novel and a novella I self-published for a while. He also did a front-flip off a stage with a lightsaber for a student-written play.
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sennenpharaoh · 3 months ago
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"Even still.." He caresses his lovers face. "You're allowed to show emotions around me. You're no longer having to hide how you feel in this time." He says honestly, "I am pretty sure he'd be proud of you." He says honestly leaning into kiss his forehead.
"You've done so much for me Atem. You have no idea how much you've helped me.. Your kindness shows in what you do. Yes, you're far from perfect, but I love you flaws and all."
He adored this man, it didn't matter how many sins his lover bared, he'd still love him regardless. He wanted to make him happy, to stay by his side should he let him.
"You're everything to me.. You give me a reason to keep moving forward. Not just for my own ambitions, but for myself too."
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"I'm glad to hear that. Truly." He kissed Roy's hand before bringing it back to his face, allowing it to rub at certain red parts of his face, if only to try to sooth it.
"I don't know how my father would have reacted to... how I am now. I suppose bad old habits don't change. But I'm glad to hear you think that he'd be proud of me. I'd like to think so."
"But that goes both ways. It's because of your strength, kindness, patience, and compassion that allows me to be myself around you. And... it honors me that you allow yourself to bear your vulnerable self onto me as well. That sign of trust means a lot to me. Heh. Only a few months and we've become... so close."
He's glad. This is exactly what he came back to the Modern World for. Memories and relationships like this.
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sharksa-shivers · 1 year ago
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Sharksty self care shiz, oooooooo, my favorite thing to write 💙💙💙~
Sharksty peeps, come get y'alls fix --------- (Sometimes The Trio derps will camp outside somewhere to save cash cuz hotels be goddamn expensive. Either way, had this thought, they're like taking turns keeping an eye out for shit that could attack em for context lol.)
Kristy:(waking up, she leaves her tent and sees Sharky's up near the fire. He's busy sketching some stuff, his sword at his side in case of demon shenanigans…Kristy goes over and sits down)Heyyyy, watch going good so far i take it?
Sharky:(drawing, tired, doesn't really look up)Ehhh, pretty quite so yeah. Nature sounds are pretty and peaceful. Haven't heard anything off…
Kristy:(caring)Well, speaking of peaceful, maybe i could take over shifts…I can't really sleep well and uhhhhh, you honestly look like you could use some shuteye heh…
Sharky:(shrugs, finally looking up, chill)I mean, i can stay up still. It's cool, i don't need that much sleep.
Kristy:(trying to nudge him into self care)Cmon dude, i can see that tired look…Your eyes are carrying so many bags i'm surprised it's not hurting your back.
Sharky:(self conscious for a moment)…Is it really that many? (Stares at Kristy who just stares back, sighs)Ok, ok, ok, i got the memo, fine. I guess i can try and snooze a bit…(starting to pack up his art stuff)I'll do it because i care about you and i wanna make you happy…
Kristy:(trying to navigate Sharky in a better direction)You should do it for yourself dude…
Sharky:(shrugging his bag on his shoulder, grabbing his scabbard and sword)See, the problem is i…Don't really……….Care much about myself…But i do care about you so…
Kristy:(stops him, getting up as he makes his way towards his tent, grabs his hands, looking him in the eyes)You should care about yourself. You deserve to care about yourself.
Sharky:(a bit confused, tired, a bit of of self hate in his voice)……Why? Like…Genuinely why? What even is there to like about me?
Kristy:(hugs him tightly, Sharky just looking down at her)You have no idea how long that list is but…….Alot…So so much…But you deserve to care about yourself because you're a person too…I love you and i just…I want you to love yourself too…
Sharky:(we see his eyes glimmer a bit with tears but he wipes them quickly with his hand, moving a hand down and patting Kristy's head, Moving down some and hugging her, tired after a moment, smiles softly)……Ok, i…i'll try to do better…I…I'll try and remember that…
Kristy:(moves out of the hug and kisses his forehead, caring)Please do…You deserve it…And yknow what else you deserve? A nice cozy rest.
Sharky:(standing up fully again, tired, smiles some)…Yeah, that does kinda sound good heh…Guess i'll go do that…You sure you got this shift?
Kristy:(amused)If i don't and something happens, i'm sure you 2 derps will hear it…And i'm not gonna stay up all night, i'm gonna get Max up in a bit for his shift since he's been sleeping like all day, it's only fair… Sharky:(moving into his tent, caring)Alright…Just…Get me then if you need me…Night Kris, love you.
Kristy:(sitting back down, caring)Love you too tuskuda… ----------------------
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These 2 own my fucking heart, i swear to fuck...Literally, i adore them so much, so soft and adorbs and ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH This is something that happens alot and just...I adore it, Sharky being like that with himself and then Kristy coming in and being like "Oh hellllll no, we're self caring today, you ain't gonna keep going without food and sleep while i'm here!!!" And Sharky just like...yeah...
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theshotsheardacrossworlds · 2 years ago
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Because of your fantasia escapades I had to ask this. How did Agni's kids and Estinien react to Elezen Agni?
"MUMMY'S GOT BIG EARS LIKE BAPA!" Hami shouted running towards his mother, who just returned home after a few days in the First. Going undercover on the First means becoming an elezen...erm, elf because being a lalafell...FUCK DWARF...makes one stand out more. "LOOK AT MUMMY!"
"MUMMY!"
"MUMMY!"
Agnes giggled and picked up her first son to give him a kiss. "Yes, yes Mummy's got big ears like Bapa! Were you all very good for Bapa while I was gone?"
Esme nodded. "Yes Mummy! I was Bapa's special helper with Celestine and Sylvaine."
Marcelin shook his head as he barreled into Agnes's legs. "I helped too, Esme! We all helped with the Sylv and Celestine!"
Oh dear! "Now, now my little loves, I'm just so happy you all helped Bapa with the littlest ones." She put Hami down and hugged each of the older children before going into the nursery to find Estinien changing Sylvaine with Celestine hugging his leg. "Never fear---the Warrior of Darkness is here!" She joked, crossing her arms over her chest. I'm essentially flat chested like this. Whoever made the temporary fantasia should be fucking shot. I don't feel like me at all. I'm rail thin with no tits like an awkward gazelle.
Estinien chuckled and then his eyes widened as he saw his wife. "O-oh, you're back."
Agnes's heart sank. Not "Hello my love" or anything. Just...that. Fuck. I need this to get out of my system. NOW. "I am indeed." She tried to sound cheerful but I'm failing miserably. "I heard you had quite a bit of help."
"Aye, all our little ones worked together and helped with some things. Hami is very good at getting Sylvaine to settle down for naps. Not like this one." He gestured with his head to Celestine. "You're a little menace, little miss."
Celestine giggled and then looked up at her mother. "Mummy?"
Shit. Agnes forced a smile and tousled her hair. "Yes, it's Mummy. I had to take a fantasia for work on the First, but I'll be looking like myself tomorrow."
The youngest Varlineau daughter's eyes narrowed. "Where's your tummy, Mummy?"
GREAT QUESTION.
Estinien, now finished with changing Sylvaine, shook his head. "Mummy took a special potion to change her appearance for a little while, but she'll have a tummy again soon." I'll be back to myself soon. Just keep telling myself that. "I bet Mummy could use a hug, Celestine."
Grinning, Celestine finally get go of her father's leg and toddled to Agnes, who lifted her. Gods, I missed you so much. My little grumpy girl. I love you. "Love you Mummy."
"I love you too, my little love. Do you think Mummy looks silly?" I feel ugly. So ugly. I'm don't feel like me at all.
Celestine thought for a moment and then grinned like her father. "Pretty Mummy!"
And that's a pinch on my ass! I NEED MORE BOOTY! "Heh, Mummy is always very pretty, no matter what." When his gaze met hers, Agnes blinked back tears.
I may feel ugly, but at least he loves me. Our children love me. And soon...I WILL BE MY USUAL THICK WIFE SELF AGAIN!
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brazenlystrong · 1 year ago
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Beneath the talk was the calm, the gentle gaze of their eyes, the relaxed nature of their faces. Unspoken tales are shared for the first time after practicing indifference for long. Love's healing power transforms Gojo’s emotions into a healthy perspective and the kind of good thoughts that build his better self. In his previous cases that love was destructive, sabotaging. Throughout the years Gojo has built a wall around his deeper emotions and his coping mechanism has been thinking of humorous ideas several times in the passing minute. He’d taught himself not to give into the negative feelings when that would only hold him back. That is why he isn’t afraid of voicing his thoughts. There are no consequences for his self-assured indifference. But even at times like these when his vulnerable self is semi-exposed like this he can take a moment to feel, to adapt. After all, he isn’t the only one being open right now.
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“I didn’t allow myself to think much about how you’ve been acting. Mostly to avoid misinterpretation. But I admit, you haven’t compromised this much before. I’d say it’s a record for you to direct your attention to me for more than five minutes.” He raises his hand with all his five fingers out as he points to it with his other, his lips puckered into a little pout.
That last bit of Nanami's words got him the most. The white-haired male is having a hard time speaking his mind even with his jesting mannerisms. Rose-kiss spreads in pale tones over his face as he rubs his cheek with a light mumble.
“I wanna make you happy too, y’know? It’s a two-way street.” And for once, he can feel a little more at ease to know his heart would be in Nanami’s cradle.
“Heh. I’m on board with this. Especially with the idea of calling you ‘mine’.”
Cold and calm. The blonde is normally the one wanting to admit his feelings. But lately. Something has been bothering him. part of him knew if things didn't work out how fast he could leave. but truly, he didn't know what he was going to do.
Part of him knew he shouldn't show his feelings. It was Gojo. He wouldn't take him seriously, him and his feelings. Yet, something in his chest needed to get it out and if he wouldn't let it leave his lips, drunk Nanami would say something dumb sooner or later. The fact he said his first name was more than enough to prove anything. It was Nanami after all.
His chest tightened as he watched the other move and soon he saw those eyes. rarely he saw them as an adult. The only time he saw them was when they would go out.
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"it was going to come out sooner or later. if I was sober or not. " he couldn't help but sigh a little bit. " I never wanted to tell you about it. but something made me do it. I don't know what it is, but the moment was right."
another sigh and eyes stared at him a little longer. There was no turning back. "if you haven't noticed with how I've been acting by now, then you must be blind. -- but no. I wouldn't break it, knowing how many times it has been broken." gojo's heart was broken a lot of time ago, and Nanami knew that. But could he be the person to fix it back up? Would this all turn right -- or would it go crashing down for the both of them? Shaking the thought he looked at the other.
"I'm willing to try and cross it, with you. If that's what you want. I want to see you happy for once, and not faking it. Now I don't know if I could do that. but... it's something you deserve --- and I want to see once again."
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