#mdrn music

[jowrites]

When the Dahlia sings Her Song - 13. Love like the bees and flowers.

TW: Mentions of death, physical abuse, mental illness, depression, anxiety, parental death, verbal abuse, mute disorder, mentions of sex, SMUT-oral(f receiving), fingering, vaginal intercourse, so much FLUFF tbh, unprotected sex(wrap it up, kids!), cursing

THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SMUT MDNR! MDRN!

I'm not used to writing smut to please be kind hehe enjoy xoxo

Strangers to Lovers. Lee Heeseung x F!OC(I like giving names).

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Heeseung and Kai were in a very heated makeout session, Kai still on top of him and she began running her hands through his hair, rubbing her clothed cunt over his without realizing. He left out a groan, quickly picking her up and flipped her so he was now on top. If she continued he knew he would release a lot sooner than he wanted to and he needed to wait. He peppered her neck with kisses, sucking on the skin below her ear and leaving a trail that were sure to form marks; his favorite kind. 

He began filling around, his hands going up her pajama shirt, their tongues were fighting for dominance and she didn’t even realize when he reached her nipple and gave it a pinch, causing her to let out a jolt and whimper. He smirked, sitting up and looking at her, seeing her in a glazed state.

“How are you so fucking beautiful?”

He leaned back down, his hand still playing with her nipples as he gave more kisses to her neck. To his surprise, she reached up and started unbuttoning her shirt one by one for him. Soon, she sat there with her shirt open and her chest out on display for him to see. His cock grew hard just at the sight of her looking up at him with shy eyes, she tried covering her chest in shyness and he shook his head.

“Don’t hide from me, ever. You’re beautiful.”

She smiled pulling him back down to her, feeling another boost of confidence as she felt his cock twitch on her leg. She snuck her hands down his sweatpants and boxers, gripping his cock in her hands and pumping him. He let out a hiss, holding up his weight and exhaling loud. She started leaving kisses down his neck then and he couldn’t wait anything longer. He pulled away, sitting up and quickly removing his shirt, this gave her time to remove her shirt fully as she kicked her shorts off next leaving herself in her underwear, him doing the same with his sweatpants. 

The two sat across from each other, knelt on the bed just staring at one another. Both knew what each other were saying in that moment, it was like all that existed in the world was them, nothing else mattered. He reached out, cupping her face in his hands and pulling her to him.

“Are you sure?”

She nodded, sighing and closing her eyes as he gave gentle kisses to her face. Her eyes first, her nose, then her lips. He loved her. He really really loved her.

He laid her down, grabbing her panties and she nodded to him giving him permission to take them off. He did so as he leaned down and started peppering kisses down her chest. He gave some attention to her nipples, pinching and sucking on each of them, she let out tiny moans arching her back for him, her fists gripping the sheets below her. Soon, he started peppering kisses down her body, finding himself between her legs. He kissed her thighs and started biting and sucking them which he knew would leave marks, the noises she made were music to his ears.

He looked up at her, watched her chest rise and fall in heavy strokes as he gave her cunt a small kiss, looking for her reaction. He bent down and gave a long lick up the slit before diving in, attaching his mouth to her dripping cunt. He began to suck harshly, earning quiet moans from her. She put her arm in her mouth to keep herself from crying out, never once experiencing this feeling before. How good it felt. Heeseung stayed, devouring her pussy like it was his last meal. He inserted one finger and she jolted, whimpering out, suppressing the cry with her arm and he wondered if it was too much for her. He looked up and just then she pushed his head back down, he chuckled, going back to pleasing her. He knew she was tight and he needed to prep her before she could take him. He inserted another finger and started scissoring her; her body was jolting and moaning, her thighs closed around his head suffocating him to her core, but he didn’t care, as long as she felt good.

He continued his movements, sucking on her clit and she let out a loud whimper, pulling his head up. The feeling was weird and tears formed in the brim of her eyes. He knew she was close and he nodded, not removing his fingers.

“It’s okay, it’s okay, baby, you can cum now. Cum for me.”

He went back slowing his movements as he sucked and soon her body convulsed and she cried into her arm, tears falling down her cheeks as the pit in her stomach released all over Heeseung’s tongue. Her body stayed convulsing a bit, jolting slowly as he sat up and helped her through her high. He removed his boxers, taking some of her juices and coating his own cock with them, his precum already leaking out from just the sight of her. 

He placed himself between her legs, going back down and kissing her lips, and she could taste herself all over his tongue. Her body was tired but she felt his tip start rubbing up and down between her folds and she was suddenly awake with excitement. He pulled away, just looking into her eyes, a faint smile on his face.

“This might hurt, okay? Anytime it’s too much tap me, okay? I’ll be as gentle as I can, it will hurt but it soon should feel good.”

She nodded, trusting him with her every being. He gave her lips a slow and deep kiss, moaning into her mouth as he began to insert himself between her legs. She gave a slight whimper, feeling a burning sensation as he continued pushing into her core. His dick was a lot bigger, long and girthy. How would it fit? He slowly, little by little continued, the burning feeling hurting so much tears brimmed at the corner of her eyes and Heeseung kissed them away, whispering sweet nothings and encouragement to her. He stopped as she let out a cry, worried and looking at her.

“Should I stop?”

Kai regained her breathing and shook her head, she just needed to get used to it. She nodded for him to continue and he began filling her up, finally bottoming out all the way in. He does not dare make a move, letting her adjust and get used to the foreign feeling between her legs. Her legs were on fire, as she was spread out for him, his cock ripping her open. Soon, the burning feeling started going away slightly, and she gave him to go to move, which he obliged, slowly pulling out a bit, then pushing back in, gaining a moan from her. He repeated the movements, slowly, getting a small pace as her fingers gripped her back. He could hear her moans of pleasure in his ears and she sighed out in content. He knew she was feeling it too. 

He picked up his pace, hitting that spot which caused her to jolt and gripped him tighter. Her toes curled and he knew she was close. He began to ride her out faster, the sound of his skin slapping to hers and her moans in his ear were the only thing he could hear. She kept sighing out, feeling an immense amount of pleasure and soon the feeling deep in her stomach was felt again. Her brows furrowed as he watched her face, he knew she was close as she pulled him closer, gripping him tighter, he knew there would be marks all over his back. He was feeling it too, knowing he was close so he started ramming into her with a fast pace, her moans getting louder.

“H-Heeseung,” she softly said and his thrusts began to slow in shock. “I-I love you.”

And just like that, his release came and he painted her walls white with his seed. She followed shortly as he continued to ride out their highs together. His mouth latched onto hers and he didn’t realize it until he looked back into her eyes and saw tears falling down on her face. His tears.

“I love you so much!”

He stopped but did not move away from her, she nodded, giving him another kiss, giggling with him. His Dahlia finally sang her song, and it was just for him.

[mdrngoth]

https://youtu.be/PtZ5NJYBnkU

“Where is My Voice,” by Estonia’s Bedless Bones, via Cold Transmission Music.

[davidblunkthesecond-blog]

“Astray,” by Spitz Lang.

[mdrnmusic]

Dua Lipa has NO chill...

@dualipasource @dua-daily @dualipastuff @dualipa @dualipagifs @dualipa-style

[mdrngoth]

Great Silent Servant review!

# 2,601

Silent Servant “Harm In Hand” 12” (2018)

It’s been six years since his first and then-only full-length Negative Fascination (2012). Now, Shadows Of Death And Desire will sneak in before years’ end. Juan Mendez has fed some meat to the starving wolves in the form of the lead-off single “Harm In Hand”. If your life depended on Silent Servant’s heavy arpeggio attacks in the past few years, then consider it saved for another year. The title track has a rare vocal appearance by Juan Mendez himself; indistinguishable-at-first but helps to create the mysterious vision behind all the wild heavy-heated synthwave lines hitting all its’ targets. The exclusive b-side “Death Of Decadence” pushes further a side Mendez has been showing in his previous works; high-energy synth-lines thar cut up and shatter the atmosphere around it into many pieces. December 8th sees Mendez’ performance as the Shadows Of Death And Desire’s kick-off at Hospital Productions’ annual noise festival. Time to welcome winter with open arms.

100 clear and 100 blue vinyl copies were also pressed.

[thepermanentrainpress]

New Music Video: “The Dark Place” - GHST MDRN

[mdrngoth]

Author & Punisher, explaining his live rig.

(via Author & Punisher @ Elektron Studios - YouTube)

[themclbird]

Personal Tag

Rules: tag 10 people you want to get to know better

I was tagged by @joy-mcl. Thanks babe~! ♥

- Relationship status: Single Pringle

- Favorite color: Blue

- Lipstick or chapstick: Lipsticks. No competition.

- Three favourite foods: Cupcakes, Burgers, BBQ

- Last song I listened to: E.Y.T.Y.K. by Cemetery Sun

- Top three shows: Black Sails, Batman: The Animated Series, and Daria

- Top three bands: Cemetery Sun, Mdrn Love, and oh gosh i don’t know. I’m just going to leave it at two.

- Book I’m currently reading: Call Me By Your Name by André Aciman

I tag: @judailover, @otometrashgaygirl, @tea-parti, @vrael-mcl, @kahasan, @mclcastielsass, @lavendears, @ondriaprice, @deadlymagickitten, @luce-n-syd-rp. Only do it if you want to/haven’t done it already~!

[hinterhof-jargon]

This song means so much to me. It reminds me of a girl that i‘m really into. She showed me the band and this song and i fell in love with it within a second. She has such a beautiful taste in music and fashion. She‘s amazing. There‘re no words, that can ever describe how amazing she is... but anyway.

Ryan Hennessy, the band leader, once told in an interview, that he wrote this song really quickly in like five or ten minutes at 2am in the morning in his room. And i think this is were you kind of most emotionally aware. Like wow.... i can relate to this lyrics so much and it also means so much to me. „Everything or nothing“ is about being totally confused in your feelings in a relationship. Am i actually in love with this person? „Or just the image in my head?“ is this relationship really everything, or is it just nothing? That is literally kind of a heartbreaking talk to have with yourself. This song asks the questions most people are scared of. But i think it is not a negative thing to ask yourself that question and to be able to say if its everything or nothing. And at the same time this song gives so much hope because each following line contradicts the lanes before. „Does it mean everything or nothing, that i think about you and i cry? Did i get so used to something? I’m gonna love you till i die. Not knowing how i feel, just hoping that is real“. And i think sometimes you have to make emotional investments. Sometimes hope is everything you have and need. No matter if you wound up broken again with a messed up head. Be strong, stand up and give your all again to someone, who maybe will be everything to you one day.

[mdrngoth]

Attending this, tomorrow! Quite excited.

[mdrngoth]

MDRN HEROES

[davidblunkthesecond-blog]

Mesmerize--a collaborative playlist by David S. Blunk, II and MATTE BLACK of MDRN GOTH.

[mdrnmusic]

Choose your fighter

[farfromthstars]

i promised peyton @groundopenwide i would do this even though i found it impossibly hard to choose, so here they are: my 9 favourite albums of 2019!

in no particular order:

the highwomen by the highwomen

divinely uninspired to a hellish extent by lewis capaldi

colours by walking on cars

mdrn lv by picture this

a place we knew by dean lewis

inner monologue part 2 by julia michaels

without fear by dermot kennedy

girl by maren morris

happiness begins by the jonas brothers

runner-ups are: where the shadows end (banners), lover (taylor swift), western stars (bruce springsteen), doom days (bastille), jade bird (jade bird), now the lights have changed (little hours), heard it in a past life (maggie rogers), the sun will come up, the seasons will change (nina nesbitt), syml (syml)

it was a good year for music, if you ask me!! i’m not sure who hasn’t done this yet so i’m tagging @eiqhties @mitskeen @ziallerslouve @irked-adjacent @spaceziall and anyone else who might want to do it!

[mdrngoth]

MDRN ROMANCE