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Weekly Round-Up 3!
Welcome to our third weekly round-up! 🍆 3 times the kink, 3 times the bang! 🍆
Space Enough to Grow
Words by @tyranttirade; Art by @bdrixhaettc
“C’mon Steve, it’s not gonna hurt him,” Bucky pleads “We’ll make sure it don’t,” He says it so matter of factly that Steve already believes him a little bit.
Give it to Your Goddess
Words by Dracusfyre ; Art by @puddingpong
“After a series of stressful missions, everyone needs to let off a little steam, Clint in particular. Natasha knows how to make that happen, and enlists Bucky to help.“
A History of Breath
Words by Cymbidia, SoftObsidian74 ; Manip and fanmix by @incognegro2017
“Steve has a different relationship to breathing than most people do. He asks Bucky to help him explore this relationship with waterboarding. Bucky refuses on the grounds that waterboarding is dangerous and also torture, but reconsiders his stance when he comes into possession of a case of alien sex potion that would make the waterboarding Safe, Sane and Consensual.”
Demobilization
Words by @thefilthiestpiglet (AO3) ; Art by @artgroves / alby_mangroves (AO3)
Sure, Bucky and the Howlers brought down Red Skull and the plane months ago, but demobilization of an entire army takes time, so it’s only now that he got to turn in his papers and step back onto good old American soil. Steve came out of his final pro-boy checkup with face flushed, and looked around the Brooklyn streets. "Oh hey, my place is not far from here. Wanna go?“
Bucky nodded, and hurried to follow Steve as those skinny legs sauntered down the street with easy confidence. He liked it when Steve leads.
Or: fluffy 4F postwar canoodling where Steve tops
How Deep is Your Love?
Words by @defilerwyrm ; Art by @a-kinkajou
Steve and Bucky steal time on leave to spend in each other’s arms. The morning after is shaping up to be a lazier, cozier version of the fervent night before—until Peggy Carter invites herself in, in more ways than one.
Almost a full minute stretched by with her standing there, staring at Captain America’s second-in-command. In slow motion, he reached down to grab the blanket and draw it up over his groin.
“Mornin’, Peggy,” he said just as slowly. “Is the gun really necessary?”
Vrijheid
Words by SoftObsidian74 ; Art by @puddingpong
“On the run and living off the grid in Amsterdam, Steve stumbles upon a very old and exclusive BDSM society. After rediscovering a side of his sexuality he’s long repressed, he accepts the society’s invitation for membership consideration. There’s just one catch - he must be approved by the head slave, and rumor has it, that guy can be a real jerk.”
Beneath The Suit
Words by thefilthiestpiglet: Tumblr / Ao3 ; Art by Cryo-Bucky: Tumblr/ Ao3
“Tony decides to show his new friend Steve Rogers the future, and the future happens to involve some friendly, no-strings-attached light bondage and an exploration of the marvels of silicone-based technology.Or: Tony and Steve have sex (sort of), break up (sort of), and then reconcile (sort of)”
In Hydra, Vine Do You
Words by Quarra
“While the Asset is in the middle of an experimentation session with the Chem Sci department, an emergency happens in another lab. One of the other experimental creatures escaped its containment cell and the Asset is ordered to go take care of it. He’s hosed off, plugged up, geared up, and sent upstairs post-haste to deal with the problem. Unfortunately, the Asset is still flush with drugs that make him incredibly aroused. When the escaped creature notices, he takes an interest. Much to the Asset’s delight.”
Day Off
Words by @FirebirdScratches ; Art by @a-kinkajou
“Steve, Bucky, and Nat rarely get a day off to enjoy one another. They’re going to spend this one getting off. Kinky threesome, cuddly aftercare, happy healthy poly, with smoking hot art by a-kinkajou!”
Save Your Lovin’ Arms For A Rainy Day (I’ll Find Comfort In My Pain
Words by IndigoNight ; Art by sunrow
“Steve has to admit that even though it’s been over a year since he brought Bucky home, he’s still a little unnerved by what most of them charitably call Bucky’s ‘condition’. He’s part demon now just sounds so absurd, Catholic upbringing and the fact that they live in the same building as a literal mythological god aside. Luckily for them, the “Devil of Hell’s Kitchen” has exactly the skillset they need.”
Crime And Punishment
Words by NeutralChaos (Ao3) @neutralchaos1 (tumblr) ; Art by @whispering-imp
“You know… One of these days somebody’s gonna ask you what you’re stashing under your throne and then what are you going to do?” He asks, amusement clear in his tone as he pulls out the decorative box. “I mean I know that no one is going to be surprised when you admit that you’re keeping sex toys in damn near every room, because let’s face it, everyone knows exactly why you’re keeping all us around. But still- Hey!” He cuts off when T’challa gives him a small smack.
Hooked Into Machine
Words by @notlucy / Ao3 ; Art by @timeless-anarchy / Ao3
“Recovery isn’t linear - Steve’s heard it a million times. He never understood it until Bucky came home and got worse instead of better. Despite the doctors and the drugs. Despite Steve’s best efforts to repair the broken parts.
Bucky knows there’s a malfunction; something gumming up the gears. Not Steve’s fault - never Steve’s fault. Easier to blame the bagels. Force a fix through unconventional maintenance.”
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2018:
Stucky AU Big Bang 2018 | “Operant Conditioning”
2021:
WinterFalcon Big Bang 2021 | “Mission Report”
Bucky Barnes Bingo 2021 (Round 3) | MASTERPOST (Blackout Card)
WinterFalcon Bingo 2021 | MASTERPOST
Stucky Bingo 2021 | MASTERPOST
SamBucky Secret Santa | “this Christmas, I’ll give you my heart”
Steve Bucky Tony Bingo | MASTERPOST
Marvel Trumps Hate 2021 | [To be posted by November 2023]
YEAR END
2022:
Bucky Barnes Appreciation Week & Just a Pinch Zine | “the 107th (Fresh Plum Cake)”
MCU Kink Bang | “Slut for Hire” [May 2022]
Champion Week
Poly Armory Exchange | "Sine Language”
Cap Reverse Big Bang | "enchainment”
Mischief: A Loki Zine | Coming Soon
Coloring for a MARVELous Cause
Kinktober | Whumptober | Flufftober
Reforged: A WinterIron Zine | Coming Soon [November 2022]
Star Spangled Mini Bang | "precious”
Marvel Reverse Big Bang | "Aw, Balcony, No!”
Star Spangled Secret Santa | "clear as day, there was never any other way”
Bucky Barnes Bingo (Round 4) | MASTERPOST
StarkBucks Bingo | MASTERPOST
Captain Bottom Bingo | MASTERPOST
WinterFalcon Bingo (Round 2) | MASTERPOST
Stucky Bingo (Round 4) |
YEAR END
2023:
Bucky Barnes Birthday Bash | Coming Soon [March 2023]
Hot Bucky Summer | Coming Soon [June 2023]
All Caps Bingo | Coming Soon
Ongoing/Undated
MCU Kink Bingo
Bad Things Happen Bingo
SS Horniest Book Club content - courtesy of HBC
Writing Challenge
#events#my works#writing challenge#stucky#sambucky#winterfalcon#winershield#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes fanfiction
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2019: Year In Review
Seeing as how this is the first year that I’ve really written a lot (or anything at all), I thought I’d try out this ‘year in review’ thing.
This year was the first year (ever) that I’d really put my words out into the world. I was honestly terrified to post my first work on Ao3 - what if no one liked it? What if I got hate for it? And worst of all, what if it was terrible?
I’m glad to say that none of that even came close to happening. I’m so lucky to have fumbled my way into the Marvel fandom, specifically the Winterhawk portion of it, because it’s just such a welcoming place. Everyone I’ve met has been so welcoming and uplifting, and I can honestly say that there are a few people (everyone) that come to mind who I hope will be with me for years to come.
Back to fic - At the beginning of this year, I had one fic on Ao3 - a 2018 Kinktober fic. At this very moment, I have 100+ fics with over 380k words between them. I’ve written fic for people, gotten fic from people, and posted stuff just for the hell of it. 2019 was a good year for my wording progress, and I can only hope that 2020 beats it.
Accomplishments under the cut! :)
Stats
Word Count: 380,035
Fic Count: 130
Fics
Captain Cockblock - a Winterhawk fic in which Steve is constantly cockblocking Bucky and Clint. It was the very first thing I posted in 2019, and I can genuinely say that I was terrified.
Revenge Against Captain Cockblock - the sequel to Captain Cockblock, in which Clint and Bucky (and Sam) get revenge on Steve for the way he kept cockblocking them. First sequel!! I was excited about this one.
Aggressively Progressive - a Stucky fic where Steve tells the press (and other assorted people) exactly what he thinks about the not vaccinating your children (among other things).
How It Should Have Gone - This fic. God, this fic. This was really the first multi-chapter long fic that I had attempted, and I had no idea how it was going to be accepted. It’s set before, during, and after the first Avengers, and in it, Steve attends university, falls in love with Clint and Natasha, and saves the world. It’s canon-adjacent, and I swear this is probably the fic I am most proud of to date.
Steve Rogers: Unapologetic Slut - A 5+1 fic I did as part of the BDBD slutty!Steve challenge. It was definitely a ton of fun to write and as a bonus, it introduced me to the 5+1 trope which I can now say is a favourite of mine.
there is a house in new orleans (they call the rising sun) - A birthday fic for the amazing @kangofu-cb (even though it was late) because she deserves all the nice things, dammit.
i need something to believe in (throw my hands up to the ceiling) - I realized one day, that my best bro @flowerparrish has literally written so much fic for me (check out zir Ameriwinterhawk series, aka, the ‘pornathon verse’ and this Amerihawk sex pollen fic) and yet, somehow, I had not written zir a single thing? This could not stand. So I made my amazing friend choose a whole bunch of prompts from a list, then slammed together a bunch of them into one 68-chapter long fic to be updated as needed.
Events
MCU Kink Bingo Round 3 - Somehow, I am unsurprised that the very first event I joined this year was a kink bingo. A series of 16 works of various ships and kinks.
Clint Barton Bingo - Clint has always been one of my favourite Marvel characters, so as soon as I saw that this bingo was accepting sign-ups, I had to do it. And I did! It resulted in 19 works from the first round (and more to come from the second round) with Clint being paired with various Marvel characters (but mostly Bucky).
Mandatory Fun Day - At this point in the year, I was fully inside the Winterhawk dumpster. The lovely mods over at @mandatoryfunday provide weekly prompts for us Winterhawklings to enjoy, and although I haven’t made a fill for this in a while, I definitely enjoyed the ones I did make and hope to make more in 2020.
Star Spangled Bingo - Yes, another bingo. I think this was my third one, but there were plenty more to come. I had a lot of fun participating in this one!
Bucky Barnes Bingo - Bucky, next to Clint, is another favourite character of mine, and I am so glad that the mods over at @buckybarnesbingo decided to do a second round in 2020. They can count on my sign-up, for sure.
Stucky Bingo - While it’s only got one fic so far, I’m definitely planning on writing more for it. XD
Captain America Reverse Big Bang: A Tail of Two Idiots - This!! This was my first RBB and I was incredibly lucky to be paired with the amazing @astaraiches-oisinn. She created some gorgeous art of Steve and Bucky at a dog park, and somehow I managed to write nearly 31.5k and post it on time! But I could not have done it without her, love you bb <333333
Winterhawk Reverse Big Bang: Main Attraction - holy fuck, y’all. I’d been a massive fan of @kangofu-cb and her words and art for a while at this point, and when I found out that we’d been paired together for the RBB? I’m pretty sure my screech broke windows. She was an absolute joy to work with and I’m glad to say that we’re now friends (we’re friends, right CB? Please let me have this) and she brightens up my day whenever I talk to her.
MCU Rarepairs Bingo - Again, there’s only one fic here but I’ve definitely got some fics planned for it.
Winterhawk Bingo - Alright, look. While I am well aware that I join too many events (no one can stop me) I am also aware that I like to run things. Thus, Winterhawk Bingo was born. It’s been a joy to run and a joy to participate in, and I’ve made even more friends for me to love with this event.
Kinktober 2019 - This was my second year in a row doing Kinktober, but I had way more fun this year because I opened up the prompt list to a bunch of my friends and followers and offered to write them a kink of their choice (or five). Definitely going to be doing it again that way in 2020.
Marvel Bingo: oh, the good ol’ days - This series is absolutely one of my all-time favourite things that I have ever written. It starts off with Clint/Steve, but as the stories progress, Bucky joins the squad for eventual Steve/Bucky/Clint, or my all-time OT3: Ameriwinterhawk. This series has 24 planned fics, with 20 so far completed. I was aiming to blackout my Marvel Bingo card, so let’s see if we can’t hit that goal, shall we?
Winterhawk Wonderland: noticeable - Hawkie’s first gift exchange! I had a super great time participating in this event (run by the lovely mods over at @winterhawkwonderland) and I can’t wait to do it again next year (if they choose to run it again)!
Marvel Trumps Hate - I signed up for my first charity auction! Look forward to those fics in 2020!
Marvel Reverse Big Bang - Technically, posting is in 2020, but the majority of this event took place in 2019, so I’m counting it.
Fics for Events (that I’m particularly proud of)
Lime Blossoms - While technically a fill for Bucky Barnes Bingo, Clint Barton Bingo, MCU Kink Bingo, and Star Spangled Bingo, this fic holds a special place in my heart. It’s very soft, and it also happens to be the fic that I jammed four different bingo squares into.
Whatever You Want - A fill for the Soulbond square of my Bucky Barnes Bingo card. Winterhawk, of course, but with a twist. Clint has two soulmarks, and they end up being Bucky and the Winter Soldier.
Safe - This fic holds is very special to me because in it, Clint is asexual. He has a crush on Bucky but doesn’t know how to go about doing something about it while making his boundaries clear. As an ace person myself who hasn’t always had the best luck with that, this fic was basically me holding up a flashing neon sign going “THIS! THIS IS WHAT I WANT!”
Flags - Another ace fic, but this time with ace!Bucky! Clint helps him as Bucky tries to figure stuff out. It’s basically pure, self-indulgent fluff.
All Bark, All Bite - Ah, yes. Werewolf!Clint and Vampire!Bucky. This is absolutely what kickstarted my obsession with supernatural AU’s, no doubt about it.
i walked with you (once upon a dream) - Another birthday fic! This one was for a friend of mine who isn’t on Tumblr, but she absolutely loves marine life. SO! Of course, I wrote her a 5+1 fic with mer!Bucky and pirate!Clint that somehow turned into 16k words of basically pure fluff.
topsy turvy and upside down - This was a fill for the Mandatory Fun Day prompt “Clint as the Winter Soldier”. God, I had so much fun with this fic and I wrote all 7k of it in like, a day or something, because the words would just not stop flowing.
anything, anything - This. This was written for @flowerparrish as a part of Kinktober, and I honestly have no idea how it became an ace!Steve sex pollen fic, except that it did. I definitely plan to write more ace fics, and more sex pollen fics, and more ace sex pollen fics.
i ain’t proud of my address (in this torn up town) - Affectionately referred to by me as Demon!Clint, this fic will absolutely be updated and completed. At some point. But I give you my word.
That’s all, folks! That sums up my 2019! Well, the fic portion of it anyway. I made so many new friends that I hope stick with me for a long while, I got so many new ideas for fics I plan to write in 2020, and! I learned a few things about myself along the way!
Things to expect from me in 2020:
- Events. So many events. All of the events.
- Fics. SO many. A few for events, a few not.
- I guess you’ll just have to wait and see, won’t you?
#hawkie writes#year in review#ohhhh goddddd so many events#fuck#and more to come this year#why do i do this to myself
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Ten First Sentences Meme
Post the first line of your last 10 published fics, then tag 10 people
Tagged by my fav @jaune-chat
1. dying is easy, living is harder - explicit, MCU, Daisy Johnson/Bucky Barnes, written for Marvel TV Bang
Eleven years ago, on Christmas morning, British wizards and witches awoke to a horrifying message broadcast over the radio, sent through anonymous Howlers, and written in our very own Daily Prophet : “Out of the shadows and into the light.”
2. I Lube You - explicit, MCU, Hope Van Dyne/Scott Lang, written for MCU Kink Bingo
“Bye, Dad,” Cassie calls as she slips through the door of Scott’s apartment on her way downstairs.
3. idle hands are the devil's plaything - explicit, MCU, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes, written for MCU Kink Bingo
Steve blames the porn.
4. the point of a vibrator - explicit, MCU, Daisy Johnson/Deke Shaw, written for MCU Kink Bingo
At some point after they saved the world - again - and found a frozen Fitz floating through space - okay, so that was a new one, Daisy finally confronted Deke, as per Mack’s explanation, about the countless lemons she kept finding in her bunk.
5. Date Night - explicit, MCU, Karolina Dean/Nico Minoru, written for MCU Kink Bingo
When Nico texts her Meet at our usual spot and, a moment later, Don’t wear any panties , a shiver runs through Karolina, and she grows slightly wet.
6. satisfied - explicit, MCU, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes, written for MCU Kink Bingo
His heat hits unexpectedly when he’s at work.
7. First Day on the Job - general, MCU, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes
“Move it a little bit more to the left,” Bucky says, eyeing the frame that Rogers is trying to hang.
8. The Beginning - general, MCU, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes
It’s the end of a long, hard week full of disappointments and rejections, and Steve’s never felt so low since the first time he took the LSAT – he passed, but you never know with those things.
9. an aimless morning - explicit, TVD/TO, Caroline Forbes/Klaus Mikaelson, written as a gift for the KC Halloween Bingo
As the morning sun filters into the gap in the curtains, softly illuminating particles of dust floating through the air, Caroline burrows her head further into her pillow to avoid the bright light, head turned away.
10. a ghost with a beating heart - general, MCU, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes, written as a charity fic for Marvel Trumps Hate 2018
“When did you know?”
Woo! That was a rollercoaster...tagging @dottie-wan-kenobi, @itsnotacrimetoloveyou, @kickassfu, @thetourguidebarbie, @austennerdita2533, @misssophiachase, @accidental-rambler, @marleymortis, @havvkguyz, @wolfbarnes if you guys wanna do it.
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Fic year in review 2018
This version of the meme is from alaeaureae. I’m only looking at fics I posted on Ao3. If anyone else wants to do this version, I’d love to see your works!!!!!
Total Word Count: 206,566 Total fics written: 18 Fandoms written in: marvel comics, mcu, and star wars
Chronological list (by date completed):
January:
forty dollars a night, 7k, E, thorki, post-ragnarok
claims, 5.7k, E, thorki, pre-canon
February:
you know why, 4.3k, E, kylux, post-The Last Jedi, for @techiehux for the kylux valentines exchange
as I lay sleeping, 21.6k, E, thorki, post-The Dark World/AoU
a gift fit for a lover, 5k, E, thorki, canon-divergent valentines fic
of brothers and lovers, 9.5k, E, thorki, pre-canon, leiana’s prompt from the thorloki prompt meme
March:
and in grief shalt thou homeward go, 6k, WIP, E, thorki, mob/assassin au
April:
broken toys and tin soldiers, 4k, T, thorki, pre-Avengers
games with ghosts, 4k, E, thorki, post-Infinity War
May:
Satisfaction, 5.5k, E, thorki, post-Infinity War chubby thor
July:
Retcon, 90k, E, thorki, Infinity War fix it
Homeland, 4k, E, thorki, jotun!thor and jotun!loki, good!dad!laufey
August:
the rites of spring, 4.8k, E, thorki, fertility god jotun!thor with @thors-soft-cheeks
October:
quid pro quo, 1.8k, E, thorki, pre-canon
November:
half myth, half truth, 19k, E, thorki, fairy-tale au for the thorki big bang
party boys, 4,7k, E, thorki, a/b/o modern au for @cuppyren
December:
pizza and chill, 4.7k, E, thorki, chubby thor modern au
The Witch and the World-Tree, 3.8k, WIP, E, thorki, fairy-tale au for @ifall for the thorki secret santa
Did you write more fic this year than you thought you would, less, or about what you'd predicted? About what I predicted. 2017 was a very bad year for fic writing for me, so I really just wanted to recover, and that’s what I did.
What's your own favorite story of this year? Probably either Retcon or half myth, half truth. Both felt like full stories when I was writing them, true pieces of character development and plot where the characters took on lives of their own.
More thoughts below the cut:
Did you take any writing risks this year? Absolutely! I posted a/b/o thorki to Ao3, and I posted several chubby kink fics, which I really wanted to do, but wasn’t sure would have an audience. I also allowed myself to let go a little in how much I control my style, and I think my writing really improved as a result.
Do you have any fanfic goals for this year? To finish The Witch and the World-Tree, write the very long Trucker!thor au, and write the ballet au fic I’ve been dreaming of. I also want to write more things outside my comfort zone, like fantasy and hard sci-fi, especially because I’m always pleased with the results when I do.
What was...
My best story of this year: I’m not sure! Homeland has wonderful world building, and The Witch and the World-Tree is beautifully written, but Retcon is a fully formed novel.
My most popular story of this year: Retcon! I honestly never expected this story would get so much support. I remember running around excitedly when it hit 500 kudos, and staring dumbfounded at 2.5k. I poured so much time, energy, and feeling into it, and it was incredible to know people appreciated that.
Story of mine most under-appreciated by the universe (in my opinion): Of this year: half myth, half truth. I think it got a bit lost because it was a TBB fic without art, and it really made me sad, because I honestly think it’s beautiful, and I worked my butt off to write it.
Most fun story to write: the rites of spring, because I got to collab with @thors-soft-cheeks!
Hardest story to write: broken toys and tin soldiers. It was a prompt on tumblr where anon asked for loki hallucinating from thanos’s torture, and I think I cried while writing it.
Biggest disappointment: you know why. I was so terribly proud that I’d finished a post-TLJ fic, and then it got almost no reaction. And I guess it showed me that I was out of touch with what the kylux fandom wanted, which was really disappointing.
Biggest surprise: Satisfaction! I’m SO happy that a chubby thor fic did so well!!!!! It encouraged me to write more, and made me really delighted with the thorki fandom.
Favorite opening lines:
The king of Asgard is sick. He has been, for many a year, and all the sages in the land are not able to cure him. They have come and gone, murmuring incantations and strewing bags of foul smelling herbs about his room. Some have insisted that Odin eat the first fruits of summer, and some have said that nothing but a pear plucked during the depths of winter will suffice. Doctor and apothecaries, barbers and leeches, they have all come and gone, and then given way to the hedge wizards and the gnarled herb peddlers, all promising miracles.
-from The Witch and the World-Tree
Favorite closing lines:
“I don’t think I’ll ever stop wanting you,” Thor admits in a small voice.
Loki turns to look him straight in the eye, their faces so close that their noses almost touch.
“You mean that? You want me for more than this?”
“I want you for everything,” Thor admits.
Loki kisses him.
His lips taste of truth.
-from the rites of spring
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1, 3, and 14 for the end of year fic ask thingy :). (I'm really curious about the favorite line one)
1. favorite fic you wrote this year
ahhhh I’m going to narrow it down to 2 because I can’t choose between them XD
One is From the Ashes (of the past) which was my Winteriron Reverse Bang fic with @lilianox7′s lovely artwork!! It’s a medieval fantasy AU and it’s just everything I love reading and I always have fun writing it even if I couldn’t write fast enough to do it complete justice. There’s still a part 2 coming, and it’ll be fun to keep working on it!!
The other is The Winter King which was for a Stony Fairy Tale Bingo square and it’s only 1.4K but it took me forever to write because I really tried to use the poetic language from The Bear and the Nightingale by Katherine Arden, where I took the inspiration from (which is also based on the Russian fairy tale). And I think I succeeded ;) and so to me it just sounds really pretty, and I love it a lot.
3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year
This took me a long time to decide on. I don’t know if it’s my absolute favorite because I do generally like a lot of things that I write XD. But here:
“Her name was Maria,” Rhodey tells Tony softly, kindly.
This is from Her Name Was Maria, which is post-IW where the soul stone is weary of death and therefore will accept the sacrifice of the memories of someone you love. (Can you see where this is going?) and it’s just the fact that it’s Rhodey saying it so gently to Tony... hence the title of the fic, it’s just everything I felt while writing the idea down in a single line.
14. a fic you didn’t expect to write
I got 2 again - sorry not sorry. Basically both fall under the category of ‘I’m fine reading this but didn’t anticipate ever feeling the urge to write this.’ Aaaand then it happened.
1 is posted. That’s On Your Knees , which contains an explicit non-con scene between Tony x OC. It’s a fill for the MCU Kink Bingo square ‘begging’, and a winteriron fic. It’s the explicit non-con that I didn’t think I would write.
The other is the fic that might still be posted in 2018... at least part of it. It’s Winteriron & D/s. Didn’t think I’d get into writing D/s dynamics because I thought I’d a) be terrible at it and b) had zero interesting ideas regardless. Not sure if either of that has changed, but apparently Words Happened anyway.
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Saturday morning fic rec:
Author’s summary:
“Who are you?” Steve asks, eyes bright with anger and cheeks flushed with heat.
Bucky laughs.
His warrior, his Steve, is as brave and as incredible as Bucky thought him to be.
“Is this how you offer me thanks for saving your life?” Bucky grins, delight making him giddy and playful. “Pinning me to the ground without even a proper courtship first?”
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Or: Bucky is Horny. Steve likes his big rack.
Words: 52501, Chapters: 6/6
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Tony Stark, Clint Barton, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Thor (Marvel), Bruce Banner, Original Animal Character(s)
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, Steve Rogers & Avengers Team
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Twisted and Fluffy Feelings, POV Alternating, Fae Bucky Barnes, Wild Hunt, Canon-Typical Violence, Protective Bucky Barnes, Courtship, Courting Rituals, Slow Burn, Domestic Avengers, Avengers Tower, Touch-Starved Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers Has PTSD, Sharing Clothes, Jealous Bucky Barnes, Competence Kink, Marking, Possessive Bucky Barnes, Oral Sex, Intercrural Sex, Soul Bond, Captain America Reverse Big Bang 2018
My notes:
I really like the mix of MCU canon with the mythology, it’s all very sweet and adorable, and the slow progression of their relationship is delightful. And it was all inspired by art featuring a pretty magical horse with the boys.
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Weekly Round-Up 1!
Happy April 1st, Kinkbangers! One thing’s for sure: we’re not fooling about this round-up list! 🍆
Pretty, Pretty
Words by cryo-bucky (Tumblr/ Ao3); Art by frau-argh (Tumblr / Ao3)
“Steve and Bucky go to a sex club every few weeks, but this week the club is hosting a superhero themed Masquerade night, and Bucky thinks they should go, and wouldn’t Steve love everyone there to see how pretty he can be? Steve agrees.”
Pretty Pet
Words by SMDarling; Art by Glide-Thru
“Who loves being Bucky’s pretty pet? Spoiler Alert: Steve does.”
To Drown out the Noise
Words by awinterborn ; Art by Frau-Argh
“Bucky guesses there are worse ways to get back into his old life than giving a blowjob to a cute blond at a party. A shame the guy hasn’t called him back yet.”
Doctor Feelgood
Words by notlucy / Ao3; Art by thefilthiestpiglet / Ao3
“Things are practically perfect, as far as Steve’s concerned. He and Bucky are happy. Healthy. Working through their shit and living a normal life in Brooklyn. Said normality extends to their nice, regular, fulfilling sex life. Which isn’t to say it’s perfect - maybe Steve has a fantasy or two he hasn’t shared. Certain proclivities he’s happy to indulge privately. Why bother Bucky? It’s fine. Really. Until the day Bucky comes home early and catches Steve with his pants down. Literally.“
See How They Run
Words by jorychecho ; Art by coffeestainanalyst (art beta: thefilthiestpiglet)
“What starts out as an attempt to find Bucky and help him remember somehow gets Steve locked in a basement, without the serum, wearing only lingerie and staring down five very angry Hydra agents who want revenge.”
On the Absolution of Sin
Words by sparkly_butthole ; Art by cobaltmoony
“Bucky’s young when he makes his first sexual discovery, one that will change his entire life moving forwards in ways he can’t imagine. It’ll follow him through thick and thin, through love found and lost and found again, the way only true fetishes tend to do.The thing is, this isn’t just a fetish. It has a deeper meaning, one that Bucky struggles to even define, let alone communicate.This is the story of how Steve Rogers helped Bucky Barnes finally find forgiveness.”
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Monthly Fanwork Roundup (September)
This newsletter presents all the wonderful things that our lovely Steve/Tony creators shared with us during the last month. Please everyone give these fanworks and their creators some love in the form of comments and feedback.
Fanart
littleblackbow posted Happy Steve Bingo - Body Worship (616).
Fanfic
alexcat posted Living on Myrtle Beach Time (MCU).
laireshi posted Secrets All In View (616).
lilly0 posted Into your arms (MCU).
monkiainen posted Never Glimpse The Truth (MCU).
navaan posted Patch Yourself Up and Hold (1872).
scaramouche posted If I were a Bell (MCU) and Admiring the Scenery (MCU) .
sineala posted Ship of Theseus (616).
Community
TheCap-IronMan Tiny Reverse Bang 2018 posted its 2018 Cap-IM Tiny Bang Master Round Up.
Don't forget about the Cap-IronMan Kink Meme! Works are directly posted to the current Kink Meme post. A round-up for every round will be posted as soon as the new round starts!
You can find all of our event round-ups of past years, as well as links to collected fanwork recs in our Event Masterlists and Collections post.
How do I get listed in the Monthly Fanwork Roundup?
This monthly roundup is for all fanworks people felt like sharing with us during the month.
To have your Steve/Tony works included in the roundups they need to be posted to or announced (with a link to the place of posting) on one of our community spaces on Dreamwidth or Livejournal. Fanworks will only be listed once even if you crosspost. Some event and challenge works get their own round-ups that get linked in the Community section above and won't appear in the fanwork round-up (RBB, BB, TRB, etc.).
Come and share your fanworks and recs with us all through the year and don't forget to let your Steve/Tony creators know how much you appreciate their work!
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Day Off
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2vkNtjR
by FirebirdScratches, kjanddean
Steve, Bucky, and Nat rarely get a day off to enjoy one another - they're going to spend it getting off. Kinky threesome, cute aftercare, happy healthy poly, with beautiful art from a-kinkajou!
Words: 5053, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: Multi
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes & Natasha Romanov, Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov
Additional Tags: MCU Kink Bang 2018, Kink, three way, threeway, Threesome, Triad - Freeform, Polyamory, Superheroes, Pegging, Spanking, Strap-Ons, Dildos, Situational Humiliation, Teasing, Food, Sleepy Cuddles, Couch Cuddles, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Vaginal Sex, Sleeping Together, Sharing a Bed, Morning Sex, Morning After, Aftercare
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2vkNtjR
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Day Off
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2vkNtjR
by FirebirdScratches, kjanddean
Steve, Bucky, and Nat rarely get a day off to enjoy one another - they're going to spend it getting off. Kinky threesome, cute aftercare, happy healthy poly, with beautiful art from a-kinkajou!
Words: 5053, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: Multi
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes & Natasha Romanov, Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov
Additional Tags: MCU Kink Bang 2018, Kink, three way, threeway, Threesome, Triad - Freeform, Polyamory, Superheroes, Pegging, Spanking, Strap-Ons, Dildos, Situational Humiliation, Teasing, Food, Sleepy Cuddles, Couch Cuddles, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Vaginal Sex, Sleeping Together, Sharing a Bed, Morning Sex, Morning After, Aftercare
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2vkNtjR
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Day Off
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2vkNtjR
by FirebirdScratches, kjanddean
Steve, Bucky, and Nat rarely get a day off to enjoy one another - they're going to spend it getting off. Kinky threesome, cute aftercare, happy healthy poly, with beautiful art from a-kinkajou!
Words: 5053, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: Multi
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes & Natasha Romanov, Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov
Additional Tags: MCU Kink Bang 2018, Kink, three way, threeway, Threesome, Triad - Freeform, Polyamory, Superheroes, Pegging, Spanking, Strap-Ons, Dildos, Situational Humiliation, Teasing, Food, Sleepy Cuddles, Couch Cuddles, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Vaginal Sex, Sleeping Together, Sharing a Bed, Morning Sex, Morning After, Aftercare
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2vkNtjR
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2018 project list
I’ve been tagged by like four people to do this haha THANK YOU ALL *snuggles*
Rules: List all of the projects that you want to do this year, and tag ten people to do the same
OKAY *cracks knuckles* HERE GOES
- finish my MCU kink bingo card
- ETA ALSO POST MY SHRUNKYCLUNKS BANG ON THE 28TH FEB HOW DID I FORGET THIS ASDJSJSGSB
- at least one fic on the Captain America Reverse Big Bang
- try desperately to write enough words in one fic to sign up for the Cap Big Bang
- a Stucky classic movie au that literally no one has asked for
- my not entirely secret Stucky au of a certain britcom which is being cheerlead all the way by the lovely fabulous @thelittleblackfox
- a couple of Stucky romcom aus that I’m pretty sure no one wants
- a couple of fic/art collaborations (one of which is almost ready aaaaaah)
- the 1980s Winter Soldier fic for @tinybearswithjetpacks who made awesome art and then @esaael wrote a synopsis and I HAD TO WRITE IT OKAY (I’m currently about 1k in heLP)
- try to complete some of my wips???
- maybe do the Stucky Big Bang again if I can write another 20k fic which UNLIKELY BUT WE’LL SEE
- hopefully collab more with @edible-crayon on our Creatures Of Dark Air series
- probably a bunch of pinch hits for fests I didn’t sign up for initially if this year is anything like last year
And I mean idk is there anything else you’d like to see me write? XD
Tagging @edible-crayon @verhexen @nooowestayandgetcaught and anyone else who wants to do it! Say I tagged you and I’ll back you up.
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2018 Project List
2018 project list
Tagged by the wonderful @marvelsamwilson who is a recent mutual and who I enjoy SO VERY MUCH!
Rules: list all the projects you want to work on this year, then tag 10 people to do the same.
Cap Reverse Big Bang
MCU Kink Bang (already in progress)
Finish and post Little Steve on the Prairie
Research and write The Catholic Thing (uh, working title) which -- that's gonna be the majority of my year, let's be realistic
Finish two quilts (I realize this isn't a fic thing but it's a creative pursuit)
Outline a novel. Just one.
I tag @crockzilla @kat-atomic @esaael @chicklette @praximeter
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FIC: Piece by Piece - Chapter 10 (Marvel MCU, Tony/Peter)
Title: Piece by Piece Pairing: Tony Stark/Peter Parker Rating: Explicit Chapter: 10/13 Summary: Three years after the end of the Infinity War, the world prepares to celebrate its third anniversary of freedom. The world doesn’t realize that the heroes who fought for them are a little broken. But hey, maybe broken together, is better than broken and apart.
Notes: Written for Marvel Big Bang 2018 and originally posted on my AO3. Go there for full fic. Will be posting one chapter a day here.
CHAPTER 10
‘How does it feel?’
Peter turns to find Tony standing at the entrance to the workshop.
Tony’s panting as he takes a drink from the water bottle in his hand. He’s got the hoodie over his head. Sweat dampens the dark navy t-shirt he’s wearing down his chest in a V and beads of sweat pepper his face. Peter’s not sure if he’s come back from a run or if he’s been at the ring getting some training in. Peter hadn’t seen him since the previous night, each of them going their separate ways after they’d returned from Tony’s version of a “walk”.
The thing is, Peter can’t look at the guy that’s been mentoring him since he was fifteen without thinking about how he’d sucked his thumb into his mouth and how Peter would’ve gladly sucked more than just that.
It’s not that Peter has been oblivious to his attraction to Tony all this time. He knows his gaze has always lingered too long on Tony, that he’s always looked too impressed with whatever Tony accomplishes, always defended Tony that bit too hard when people decide to be dicks about him—okay, so sometimes they have a point? But Peter figures if people have something to say, then they should say it to that person’s face, you know? Jerks.
‘Um,’ Peter flexes his wrists, not realizing he’s frowning as he tests out the flexibility of his newly adapted web shooters. He’d spent all night working on it. ‘It’s okay? I think I might need to just make it more giving? It’s too stiff.’ Of course, the word stiff seems to echo in the silence. FRIDAY had offered to put some music on for him, but Peter likes silence now and again.
The sanctuary that Tony Stark’s home had initially provided against sleeplessness has disappeared. Although Peter isn’t blaming that on night terrors.
‘You’ve done a good job with it. Is the force field activating like it should?’ Tony walks further into the room, tilting his head back and squirting more water into his mouth.
Peter can feel the web shooter’s frame pressing awkwardly into the gland on his right wrist and makes a mental note to adjust the tightness of the band. ‘It works but something’s still not right, it’s creating the force field but it’s not sustaining it? So I need to figure out what’s going wrong.’ Peter makes himself look at Tony, fixes his eyes to Tony’s face and doesn’t let it stray. ‘But if I can get it to stay up just a few seconds longer then I can get it tomould the web—I just need it to stretch a bit more, make it so that when the web fluid hits the forcefield it’s taut enough to not cave around the objects.’
Tony’s mouth curls into a smug smile, almost as if he’s the one who’s worked it all out. ‘Sounds good. Alright!’ he finishes chugging down the rest of his water, slaps a hand on Peter’s shoulder and turns to leave again. ‘Gonna call Pepper before she comes back down here to bust my ass. She’s trying to get a hold of Thor for the reveal and not having any luck,’ then in a mutter, ‘plus those damn papers. Oh. And that cat of yours? Getting a little too comfortable in my bed. Talk to your animal, Parker. Get it a ball of yarn or something. You owe me a new set of silk sheets. In Ocean Blue.’
‘Uh. Mr. Stark I can’t really afford silk sheets? In any color.’
Tony just waves a hand over his head and keeps walking. ‘Don’t over do it, Parker.’
~
Peter’s wrists throb.
Of course, he overdid it.
He grimaces, holding them under the rush of the cold tap.
Alley Cat watches him from the closed toilet seat, face buried half underneath her tail.
‘You have a call Peter,’ Karen’s voice says, echoing in the room, ‘MJ Jones.’
‘Uh, thanks Karen, put her on!’
‘Hey. You busy today? I need your genetically modified freak genes for something.’
Peter frowns. ‘Nice. Thanks. I’m great by the way.’
‘Sure, sure. Focus, Peter. The shelter’s moving to its new location tonight and we need more hands on deck.’
Peter hisses as the cold starts to grate too much on his skin and yanks his wrists out from underneath the water, flicking drops everywhere. He snatches up the towel draped over the skin and dabs at the sore glands with them. ‘Um, sure. I mean I can do that. Oh! But I need to speak to Mr. Stark—’
‘Yeah, sure. Bring him too. Billionaires should do more for their community and we could use the PR.’
‘No, that’s not—’
‘And why do you still call him Mr. Stark?’
‘What? What’s wrong with that?’
‘It’s weird.’
‘It isn’t weird! What?’
‘Peter. It’s weird. It’s like you’ve got a daddy fetish or something.’
Peter’s mouth drops open and he stands there, like an idiot staring at the bathroom wall.
‘Ms. Jones has ended the call,’ Karen says.
‘Sure,’ Peter says weakly, ‘thanks, Karen.’ He finishes dabbing his wrists dry and tosses the towel in the hamper. ‘I don’t have a daddy fetish,’ he mutters under his breath and stalks out of the bathroom.
Tony’s standing by his bed.
Peter stops, one hand around his wrists protectively. ‘Uhhh…’ he can feel the color climbing up his neck as his whole body runs from hot to cold and back again. The embarrassment is swallowing him whole.
Did he hear that? Had he heard any of that—
Tony’s got his hands tucked into his pockets and he’s rocking back on his feet. It’s been a few hours since he left Peter down in the workshop and he’s showered and changed. The sleeves of his long-sleeved t-shirt are pushed up past his elbow and the top three buttons of the row that runs halfway down his chest are unbuttoned.
‘Didn’t I say not to overdo it?’
Peter looks down at the wrists, skin still cool to the touch from the cold water they’d been under for so long. ‘I didn’t?’ He licks his lips and clasps his hands together. ‘Mr. Stark, MJ didn’t mean anything by it she’s just—it was just a joke, um, sorry. I’m gonna head over there later to lend a hand with the—’
‘The shelter. Moving. Yeah, I heard,’ Tony says, voice wry. ‘What time are we leaving?’
‘We?’
‘This billionaire is supposed to do more for the community or so I heard.’
Peter closes his eyes. He’s going to kill MJ. He’s actually going to use his powers for evil. Because evil can only be countered with evil. May will understand. Ned will back him. Ned’s his bro. Peter almost wishes he could disappear. Except that’s happened to him and it wasn’t so fun.
The embarrassment is yanked out of his system as the recall comes to him without warning, intruding on a moment where it isn’t welcome—it’s never welcome—and leaving his stomach warped and unsteady. The world tilts around him and he opens his eyes quickly, panic elevating his pulse as his eyes dart all over the place before settling on the hands he’s holding out for himself. It takes him a moment to focus. To realize that they’re there. Not fading, not disappearing. Those are his hands.
Fingers snap in front of his face.
Peter jerks his head up, eyes wide. The air leaves him on a gasp.
Tony’s in front of him. Peering into his face and there’s a small sharp pain on the swell of his calf. Peter lowers his hands and finds Alley Cat staring up at him, standing on her hind legs, one paw clawing into the muscle of Peter’s calf.
‘Hey, hey.’ Tony’s voice is soft, coaxing. Strong calloused fingers curl gently around Peter’s wrists, drawing back his attention. His hands are warm.
‘Sorry,’ Peter says. The breath he lets out comes out shaky. He steps back, dislodging Alley Cat who hisses at him before turning her back on him and jumping up onto his bed. ‘I’m okay. I’m okay, Mr. Stark.’ He tugs his wrists away and starts walking backwards. ‘And you don’t have to come tonight, MJ was just being…MJ. I’m uh, gonna get dressed and head over there now.’
‘I don’t mind—’
But Peter just smiles brightly, clasping his hands tightly together. ‘I’ll see you later Mr. Stark. Don’t wait up.’
Tony doesn’t move for a while, his eyes narrowed on Peter’s face. Then he clucks his tongue once. He nods. ‘Alrighty. Guess I’ll leave you to it, then.’ He stops by the bed to run his fingers over Alley Cat’s head, dragging a reluctant purr out of her. Then with one more look over his shoulder at Peter, he makes his way out of the room.
Peter’s eyes are fixed on the point where Tony’s just disappeared. He lets his hands fall back to his side.
They’re shaking.
He’s not sure if it’s from experiencing his nightmare like this, or if it’s because he’d been so close to throwing himself at Tony.
Yeah. Peter’s screwed.
And the least MJ can do since he’s going to be carting around boxes for her, is listen to him.
Peter might get punched in the face tonight.
~
When Peter finishes setting down the fifth one of the boxes from the last batch that he’d been helping transfer from the truck to the back room of the new shelter, MJ is standing there, arms folded across her chest, glare pinned on Peter. Her hair has escaped the knot she’d put it up in, falling over her eyes in curly kinks. She blows at at it, tossing her head back to get it to move but it doesn’t work. She just huffs in annoyance but doesn’t bother to shove it out of the way.
‘What’s wrong with you?’ she asks.
Peter toes at the corner of the box he’s plopped down and shoves his hands into the front pockets of his jeans.
He feels warm, loosened up. The work has helped to distract him so far and as the boxes dwindled so had his temporary peace because it meant that he’d have to think about everything. Kind of like how he’s doing now. Yeah. He’s definitely thinking about it now.
‘Spit it out Parker. We still need to finish putting these in the back before we can close up,’ she says.
And because she’s MJ and lying to her is pointless and telling her he doesn’t want to talk about it is pointless—and also a lie because Peter needs to talk to someone else about it and although Ned is like, the world’s coolest best friend, Peter’s not sure if he’s the one he’d want to get advice on this from. Although. That gives him pause and eyes MJ. It’s not like the three of them are good at these sorts of things so she’ll probably be as bad at this as Peter or Ned.
Huh.
‘Okay. Let me guess,’ she rolls her eyes, ‘it’s Stark.’
Oh god is it written on his face?
‘Oh, please,’ she waves her hand at him, ‘yeah. Hate to break it to you but I’ve seen you make that face multiple times already. It’s pathetic actually. You need to work on your poker face. For a superhero it’s really problematic.’
‘What? How? I wear a mask—‘
‘Yeah. That’s a good thing.’
‘Hey!’
‘I don’t mean,’ she waves at his general self, ‘you’re pretty, okay? I’m sorry I hurt your feelings,’ another roll of eyes, ‘alright. So what is it?’ She hitches herself up onto what’s going to be the new welcome counter for visitors to the shelter.
Peter sighs and then goes over to hop up next to her.
They both stare out the windows looking out onto the quickly darkening street outside. The streetlights are starting to come on further down the road. At least this is a better location than the other shelter, more traffic noise but more visibility and the noise won’t be so bad that it’ll unsettle the animals. Plus, Peter’s seen all the space in the back and MJ had said that this place would be able to hold more strays as well. The even better part is that this one also has a bigger room for the in-house vets. They have a rota for the volunteer vets that means they have someone to cover each day of the week. It hadn’t been an easy thing to do, but MJ had volunteered for the task of securing that part of it. If MJ ever tries to leave this place, Peter’s not so sure the manager won’t sabotage every attempt she makes just to keep her here.
It’s not perfect but Peter thinks they made a good choice with the relocation and that the shelter will benefit from it.
‘Well?’
Peter groans and rubs his hands over his eyes, digging the heels of his hands in until dull stars burst against the black of his eyelids. Then he pushes his hair back from his face, blinking when his eyes smart against the lack of pressure and the bright lights blaring down from the shelter’s ceiling.
‘Mr. Stark…’
‘Yeeees?’
‘I—with Mr. Stark, I mean, I want—I think—‘
MJ is staring at him, an unimpressed curl to her lip, eyebrow arched as she watches him try to get the words out. ‘Okay. So, basically you’ve realized what the rest of us have known all this time, which is, that you want to fuck Tony Stark.’
Peter’s mouth drops open.
‘And call him daddy.’
Peter splutters.
‘I’m joking, relax.’
Peter doesn’t look away from her. He can feel how tight his jaw is as he gnaws on on his lower lip. ‘I did. I do. Uh—not the part about calling him daddy—’ MJ gives him a doubtful look which Peter ignores because yeah okay, it’s not like it wouldn’t turn him on to do it—anything with Tony would turn him on at this point, ‘but I guess I’ve always had some kind of feelings for him? It’s just…it’s just…’ he thinks about the time he’s been spending with Tony.
He’s spent time with Tony before. But not like this. Not so intimately. Not with Tony so tactile and transparent in his concern. Emotionally. Because Tony has always told him when he thinks Peter is trying too hard.
Peter drags in a deep breath and then shrugs. ‘There were these moments that were so—so—you know? And, I mean nothing happened. But I felt like it could? And he pulled back. I’m not sure if he—if he feels the same way. He calls me a kid all the time.’
‘I doubt Tony Stark is under the impression that you’re still a fifteen year old. Not when you’ve had,’ she pauses there and makes air quotes, ‘moments.’ She gives him a long look. ‘So. What are you gonna do about it?’
‘What? Me? No! Nothing. What am I supposed to do?’
Yeah. She does not look impressed with him. At all. ‘Tell him. For starters. I don’t understand why you’re this nervous. Hasn’t he had his AI stalking you forever?’
He huffs. ‘That’s different, that was because. Because.’ He turns away, starts to swing his feet, bouncing his heels off the counter. ‘We almost died.’ Trepidation rolls over him whenever he gets close to even thinking about it. But he doesn’t shy away from it this time. ‘I did die. And he was there. It was so bad. I don’t know if I’ll ever get over it. If any of us will, you know?’
Beside him, MJ sighs, soft this time, no irritation in it. She scoots until she’s sitting close to him, their arms pressed together. ‘Peter.’
He looks over at her. She’s looking at him, eyes soft and the smallest of genuine curls to her mouth. ‘Tell him.’
‘Right,’ he nods, faces forward again and watches the cars go by. ‘Tell him.’ He thinks about that morning. About all of those almosts that he’s sure weren’t felt by him alone. ‘Okay. Yeah. Sure. I can do that.’
‘So, tomorrow is the big night right?’
‘Huh? Oh, yeah. May already picked out this sweet tux for me and everything,’ Peter smiles. ‘I like it. I’m picking her up before we head over to the ceremony.’
‘Pictures. I want pictures, Parker.’
‘You know you could just come with us, right? Ned can’t make it either.’
‘Well, all the more reason for you to try and bang Stark tomorrow, right? Seduce him with your epic tux and non-existent charm.’
Peter shoves her—gently!—and can’t help but laugh when she flips him off.
‘Seriously, though,’ MJ says as she straightens and leans on the counter, really grinning at him now, ‘you suck at seduction.’
And yeah, Peter loves his friends.
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Alright, so what should be coming down the pipeline for the last of 2018 are 3 more bingo squares for the Tony Stark Bingo. This should get me a bingo, yay!
I also need to circle back to my Winteriron RBB, and start working away at Part Two.
Looking at 2019, There are 2 Marvel Trumps Hate fics, 5K each, that I’m excited to tackle. I also have intentions of signing up for the Tony Stark Bingo (round 2) and the MCU Kink Bingo (round 3). And I’ve sort of half-dropped out of the MCU Kink Bang because: stress.
I know I have open WIPs. I know I’ve gotten a lot of requests for sequels/continuations lately, for all the one-shots that have gone up recently (like, 14 in the last month). What I don’t know is how to handle all that. I don’t usually post this much. I don’t usually write this much. I know I’ll never get to write all the things I want to write but usually I’m okay with that more than I am right now.
I basically just don’t know what I want or what I want to prioritize. The readers leaving comments asking for more - it’s a compliment, I know it is, that’s not the problem - want more of whichever verse, which is great, but what if they knew what else was in my head? Would they want that more than what they’re asking for? Should I stop doing the Kink bingos/bangs for now, and do more plot based things? Should I stop doing 1-2K oneshots and just exclusively attempt longer fic?
Should I abandon absolutely everything and try an IW re-write and only ever work on that?? (that sounds exhausting. that’s not happening, but oh the ideas.)
In the end, it’s fanfiction. I should write what I want to write. But I don’t know what I want to write - I mean, I want to write all the things, that’s not the problem - I don’t know what to focus writing on, if there’s a direction I should go. Because attempting all the things is really just too stressful, tbh.
...and with these thoughts is how I approach the conclusion of 2018 and beginning of 2019.
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