#maybeitsmyperiod

[dressagelifter]

I love when I get to do heavy singles for all three lifts. And I'm not talking fat dudes that are looking for fun in my area, either. . Vid 1: working up to a #mockmeet opener for my squat, an easy 225 followed by 230lbs in Vid 2. I did it twice more after that since I didn't like the feel nor the look of this one. Vid 3: An easy 115lb for bench which I followed up with another single at this weight then 120 just cause. Vid 4: My dead lift anxiety is back and bigger than ever. I have been struggling mentally with these for a few weeks and it's eating me up inside. I know this will pass as it always does but when 275 used to be my easy openers (hell, I prepped it out a few weeks ago!) and I couldn't hit that this week, well, that hurts my heart. This video is a very pissy 265lbs. . #sociallyawkwardSam #dressagelifter #hybridaf #ionlyliftsoicanhalfhaltdraftcrosses #hybridperformancemethod #hybridnutrition #fittoride #getoutofmyhead #justpickitupsam #maybeitsmyperiod #periodbrain (at 24/7 Fitness at Blackcreek) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3ZthsKg6zH/?igshid=1k6q6pe3k14ll