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I def wanna color these when I have the energy BUT..... back on a Pokemon kick.... ever so slightly......... also second sketch is so rough SORRY (I DO WANNA CLEAN IT UP!!! But I was mostly focused on conceptualizing the outfits!!!!)
I have soooo many other sketches too but I wanna save em for later.... but let it be known, this is just an elaborate excuse to play dress-up. Esp for Moe I'm gonna be so real, it has SUCH A SILLY OUTFIT and it is SO. SOOOOOO jackass rival coded. Guy who is gonna pick fights and cause problems for NO reason. Or for gay reasons. Most likely gay reasons tbh
#fire emblem#feh#pokemon#moe being a jackass rival is SO FUNNY TO ME. ESPPPPP THAT ILLUST FUCKING CAPTURES IT ALL SO WELL#i am. always thinking it. but moe really does have little dog energy. like it's more cat-like and above all it is some hooved creature#but it really really is. like a little dog that barks and growls at anything at least three times its size like 'yeah i can take that!!!!'#i've also had these outfit concepts in the back of my mind for a LONG TIME ACTUALLY#i just. got distracted. and promptly forgor about it. had to dig through prev sketchbooks to find my initial concepts!#alfonse and sharena's concepts are p much the same just w the added jackets. my old concepts are v early gen design wise#but esp moe here feels like it could be a current gen trainer design. like! there really is a distinction!#so i wanted to add something more for al/shari too. maybe i'll post those v first concepts#but like. i have negative spoons rn. and i got an early day tomorrow LMFAOOO (and!!! i wanna refine everything more!!!)#maybe... even make themed teams... moe is SO fucking easy. i'll spoil it rn it also has a gogoat.#i'm... THINKING.... about alfonse and sharena though...#<- tag that sums up my entire blog#anyways! i've just been busy and out of practice and needed to take a break twofold 🫡#fe alfonse#sharena#moe tag#summoner oc#my art
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"I haven't spoken to my blackmailer in two years. Do I miss my sister? Yeah, every day."
Lisa Ann Walter as Melissa Schemmenti in Abbott Elementary | 01×12: Ava vs. Superintendent
#melissa schemmenti#lisa ann walter#abbott elementary#abbottelementaryedit#abbottgifs#abbottelementarygifs#abbottelementaryedits#abbottedit#my gifs#she had such great lines this episode it was honestly very hard to pic only one quote#love the “This is so exciting OMG I'm gonna go to the mall right after school and get a new shakedown sweater.”#and of course “Being able to spot ops runs in the family. That's how we Schemmentis got so successful in... business.”#anyways only one more episode after this one :')#maybe i'll cave in and star giffing season 2 soon#also can't wait to watch the new episode i'm definitely setting my alarm earlier than usual to watch it tomorrow morning#and probably giffing it too#notsosecretlyalesbian.gifs#notsosecretlyalesbian.law.gifs#notsosecretlyalesbian
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was very excited to sit around and dash watch and answer asks but it's almost 9pm and we've had people over All day,,,,and i've had no time to stretch so my shoulders are killing me
agh!!!!
#they just left so time to go clean up and try to stretch some of the pain away#and maybe i can get a couple hours to chill#fredspeaks#i'm busy tomorrow too.......i wanna use the sprites i just made so bad please
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God the loneliness has been hitting real bad since yesterday
#vent#not many irl friends to hang out with#i signed up for an event tomorrow and monday but#so many online friends but none that are either available or that I'm cozy with to talk#my best irl friend has been so busy for months that we barely exchange a few texts a day#and the larger friend group i had has been gone for months#it fucking sucks man i feel miserable#sure i get out and go outside and like volunteer and stuff but that's not friendship yknow#i spend maybe like 2-4 hours a WEEK talking to someone who isn't family#it's not enough i miss having friends and i miss being able to see people in person#all the ppl i relied on either left or are too fucking busy to talk#on certain days of the week i can reliably spend the whole day not once talking to a real life person. like today#it's slowly getting to the point that i'm getting existential dread and anxiety just from existing#because the only thing i can reliably look forward to every day is being fucking alone
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I got a job as a bookseller!!!
#nat talks#listen. it's not the dream bc I've already worked in a bookstore and it's actually terrible at times#but I only really worked during holidays and people were just so rude#BUT I do have higher hopes for this location#also I tentatively know two people who work there so it will be fun!#it's a sub role and a little unclear if I'll only work during christmas and the book sale in feb or more#it depends on if the people who are on sick leave will return and when#but I can keep freelancing and apply for corporate jobs I want in the meantime#at the very least I can work during december either way and if I end up finding something else maybe I can work weekends during the booksal#so to not let them down too much#I honestly am just looking forward to getting out of the house and meeting people and working with my body more#because my mind is very fried#I have a short shift tomorrow to train#then I'll see when I'll officially start but it will probably be soon!#I've had a very busy few days so I wish I had said I could do my training shift next week#bc they gave the option of this wednesday or next#but I didn't want to turn it into a “thing” by letting too much time pass bc I might get anxious about it#but now I wish I had lmao I'm tired#also forgot I was gonna be home alone with the dog tomorrow#had been looking forward to it tbh#oh wellll#work stuff
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skipping class but staying on campus to do work for. another class. bc i said i'd have it done before friday bc i'm scared of telling profs no so now i have to read all of robinson crusoe this weekend and watch the nbc pilot of the crusoe series on top of finishing the 2 late essays bc i deluded myself into believing i have a chance of finishing this annotated bibliography in 2 hours. without half the books i'm citing. tee hee <3
#if anyone knows anything about anything hit me up 🫶🙌☝️#also one of my sources is essentially just synthesizing all of my other sources with So Little original commentary bc it was originally a#dissertation that got published as a book but i need to use it bc it's the only source of its type i could find and my prof has a checklist#-_-#and she said that if i explain why it's so late i can maybe get an extension of my extension but how do i tell her that i'm sick and burnt#out and got locked out of my room for 24 hours and am depressed and haven't been sleeping or eating well and i miss my friends and having a#library to work in and my antidepressants have taken away my ability to have my quarterly sobbing dry heaving breakdown that i rely to give#me the adrenaline boost and catharsis and clarity to actually lock in and force myself to finish big scary assignments#i can probably tell her about the sickness and the room thing but truly i'm just overwhelmed and not coping and that doesn't feel like a#real reason (bc i'm depressed)#i need to knock myself out at like 10:30 tonight so i can wake up at like 7 tomorrow and work somewhere that isn't my house but i have#rehearsal until 10 amd i need to shower before i actually have a freak out that no one finds endearing or relatable#i think the shower might be a big part of the brain fog . who could've seen this coming.........#i meant to shower last night but i was too busy reading 50 shades of grey and mists of avalon (both for class) and i was up until like 5#god i need to sleep. tomorrow will be better#if you see me on here past like 11:30 please yell at me to go to bed i've lost the ability to stop my self-destructive habits#that was super tmi . sowwy gang#a post
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Okay phew they're at the airport
Oh lol trying to hide it
Yeah fair enough I think he'll be alright xd
Ohh they weren't originally gonna go by plane :o
Oh gosh 😬 xd
Okay that's good enough
Right go go go 😬!
Oh dang yeah they running okay o.o fair enough yeah!
Ahh yeah 😬 idk I think we can trust her but they better not pull something with her xD
Okay phew they made it :)
Oh hey Bobby :)) nice to see you again
Oh they're eating
I was wondering what those were, like a weird table read or something xD
Ahh real lol
Ooh I was thinking he might know :o
Or also they were kind of doing this as PR a bit, like to get him out there, be clear he's still working, idk something along those lines
Anyway
Ohh I see I see :O
So he wants to learn like real stuff lol
Yk he reminds me of Nick Blood but I don't think he is
Oope okay everything xD
OPE everything LOL XD
Poor Bobby xD man is not the type for this
Like I don't think anyone is eventually but him from the beginning xD
Oh gosh xd this is not gonna go well lol
Hey guysss
Lol the bee guts xD
Because Gerrard's not satisfied?
Ahh because you go out on call again xD
Ah well that's good :D
Aaaoh gosh and there he is xd speak of the devil lol
Sighh xd
Is he pointing at the floor xD
Okay good job Buck
We hate him but it's for the best-
Sighhh
Ohh no 😐😭 :')
Buuuck
Uh ohhh
Their sighs xD
Lol Eddie's "stop it 😬"
Okay Gerrard chill
Ik he sucks but still xD I can say chill lol
He won't follow it but I can try 😭
U h
U h o h
IS THAT HIS PARENTS WORDS IN HIS HEAD TOO 😭😭💔-
Okay no just Gerrard I think but dang o.o still
That would've been crazy though
OHHH NOOOO
BUCK ARE YOU ABOUT TO FIGHT HIM
BECAUSE WHILE THAT WOULD BE AMAZING YOU WOULD ALMOST DEFINITELY LOSE YOUR JOB O.O
Ohhhhhh nooo Buck Buck Buck Buck
OH C R A P HE WENT FOR HIM
- OH WAIT NO THERE WAS A FLYING SAW
AND BUCK SAVED HIM O.O OH DANG :OO NICE GOING BUCK :D
Not that I love Gerrard but yk saving somebody's life
Unless he was actually trying to attack him and it was chance but xD I don't think it was
OH C R A P
NOPE DIDN'T YOU KILLED HIM O.O
LOL EXACTLY LOL
UH OH
U H
O H
Crap xd
That's not good
Hey guysss
Ope yeah police, good idea
Oh well at least we're almost there
Nahh it's happening lol
Like to call the police?
Ahh the captain lol
Oh nice :D
Ohhh no
OH CRAP
THAT'S NOT GOOD
AHHH CRAP-
DANG THEY GOT HIT O.O
Ohhhh noooo 😬😳😬😬
OH NO ATHENA
Well that's not good o.o
Ahhh crap
Gosh they can't have one day of peace can they xD
I know it's the first episode but xD these poor babeys lol
#9-1-1#911#oasis's 9-1-1 chatter#listen. xD#I got very distracted (but I do mostly remember my thoughts though they may be out of order - I really couldn't remember what came last at#the end but I think it was like this xd) and was also waiting to see if the episode would be put up so I could rewatch bits lol#unfortunately no such luck#but!! really fun episode :D#review not out tonight but hopefully soon 🥰🥰#maybe tomorrow - I'm not too busy#see y'all later :D!
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[..]a garden,—once stocked with such hard plants and flowers as could best brook the soil and climate, and such trees and shrubs as could best endure the gardener’s torturing shears, and most readily assume the shapes he chose to give them,—now, having been left so many years untilled and untrimmed, abandoned to the weeds and the grass, to the frost and the wind, the rain and the drought, it presented a very singular appearance indeed. The close green walls of privet, that had bordered the principal walk, were two-thirds withered away, and the rest grown beyond all reasonable bounds; the old boxwood swan, that sat beside the scraper, had lost its neck and half its body: the castellated towers of laurel in the middle of the garden, the gigantic warrior that stood on one side of the gateway, and the lion that guarded the other, were sprouted into such fantastic shapes as resembled nothing either in heaven or earth, or in the waters under the earth; but, to my young imagination, they presented all of them a goblinish appearance, that harmonised well with the ghostly legions and dark traditions our old nurse had told us respecting the haunted hall and its departed occupants.
so i did a fair bit of reading on garden symbolism for an essay i wrote on the yellow wallpaper last year, and - with the caveat that this was about colonial america, not england - one of the things that did firmly crop up was the garden as a site of patriarchal control. and just looking at the word torturing i wonder how exactly we're meant to read an overrun garden in this context. like on the one hand it was stocked with hard plants, appropriate to the climate, and on the other it also contained soft plants that would submit to and be shaped easily by a man's guiding hand. i'm certain there's a deliberate tension there. also relevant, i think, is the way the name of the house seems to reflect this unruly garden: wildfell. anyway, there's a decent amount of really fascinating stuff going on with nature in this novel which imo shows that anne bronte did have a clear capital-r-romantic influence even if she's usually shunted into a different category from her sisters, and i think it's worth paying attention to.
this is incidentally what stevie davies has to say on it in her notes:
the topiary details add a unique twist to the theme of recidivism played out both by Wildfell Hall and Wuthering Heights (see S. Davies, Emily Brontë (Harvester Wheatsheaf, etc., 1988), pp.130-54). Nature, 'tortured' to an art which represents nature (the boxwood swan, the lion) is in process of reverting to nature. However, swan and lion belong with laurel towers and fabricated warrior as armorial tributes to dynasty - a dynasty which has died out, subverted by nature. For Emily Brontë's mystery, Anne Brontë substitutes grotesquerie, in a chaotic vision in which human aspirations are in process of recrudescence, paralleling the disintegration in the ethical sphere of the novel: but the author fails to develop these implications.
#maybe i'll try dig up that essay tomorrow or something but idk if i'll have time cos i'm set to have a p busy week#laura talks books#the tenant of wildfell hall#wildfell weekly#bronte blogging#i don't think that mention of the ethical sphere is too spoilery but anyone who thinks it is is welcome to let me know
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Say say say say hero's true colors like this
#seventeen#svt#hoshi#my art#my first svt comeback :'>>#super is such a bop honestly#i love his expression in this part so much#when one eye is more closed than the other it makes me go feral akdkakaioakd#i'll try to draw other members too but no promises cause i'm kinda busy rn#this is my cool fanart for the day but i'll post some silly gose art later or maybe tomorrow :>>>>
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any time there's Sigyn hate in the tag, I just imagine Sigyn sitting in a nice meadow with a book and her cats, completely oblivious to the existence of anyone who cares enough to hate her
she's in the sunshine, far from the cave, and she's content. and nothing some rando on Tumblr can say will ever change that.
#She tends to treat Asgard and its nonsense the same way.#“That is simply none of my business.”#(returns to book)#sigyn#idk y'all maybe i'm just Too Old at this point#or too chronically ill#to understand devoting this much time and energy to this shit#I could get taken out by an asteroid tomorrow#I don't want one of my last hours alive spent on hating something#that frankly has very little relevance outside of a few circles.#Like. Fascism is on the rise again and THIS is what you're focused on? Couldn't be me.
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Somewhere in here I gotta fit a speech bubble BUT. Sillies...
#I KNOW I SHOULDN'T SPOIL THIS ONE. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T. BUT AT THE SAME TIME.#i feel like it WILL hit different w the context/dialogue. so. i'm not spoiling anything at all actually.#i'll probably have to move around the sparkle effects anyway. but. it's so funny to me. the way it is rn#I'M MAKING PROGRESS!!!!!!!!! almosd ALL THREE PAGES have basic pencil work done now!!!!!!#LIKE. THAT'S SO CLOSE TO BEING INKED. WHICH IS SO CLOSE TO BEING COLORED. WHICH IS SO CLOSE. SO CLOSE ......#i'm. really not all that close i shouldn't set myself up for unrealistic expectations LMFAOOOOO#BUT... BUT...... I'M MAKING PROGRESS.............#i am gonna be a little busy though! so. unfortunately won't be able to keep chipping at it lmfao#but maybe that'll help too. i do almost feel i was stuck in a rut about it.#ALSO. CRAZIEST THING. WAS DRAWING ALFONSE'S HAIR LIKE. CONSISTENTLY. FROM PANEL TO PANEL.#like yes i draw him all the fucking time. but i am developing A Method for it. after like. don't make me count the years again .#i gotta rest up though i got an early day tomorrow! helping out the neighbor 🫡🫡🫡 yard sard....#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#wip#my art
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i can't believe i'm seeing a.c.e in less than 24 hours
#i'm kinda freaking out#mostly about the being in the 2nd row i truly don't know why i thought that was a good idea#park junhee is gonna be like#less than 10 feet away from me#maybe less than 5 i dunno#we could in theory make eye contact that is absolutely terrifying#for the rest of them too but i'm the least normal about junhee so i'm specifically the most worried about him lol#i was like oh its not first row it'll be fine but i saw a video of what they see recently and oh no it is not fine lmaaooo#also i already know work is going to be hella busy and stressful and annoying tomorrow#at least i'll be distracted
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Imagine if either Olli or Aleksi (or maybe both??) is used to sleeping with someone and just can’t fall asleep without another person and of course a bro helps another bro out and volunteers to cuddle but oops feelings
(also may I introduce this collection of them cuddling 🥰)
noooooooo that's one of my favourite tropes!! 😭💞
and why not combine this with the 'coming up with excuses to sleep together' trope because 🥺💞💕💓💗💕💞💕 the excitement of getting under the covers, the wondering if the goosebumps on the other's skin is just because they're feeling cold or something else... the perfect excuse to cuddle closer anyway 🥰
#(i saw your other ask too but to me it seems these are the exact same pics? 😅)#also since you're here - a little update on the olli/allu fic i'm writing:#i got stuck with a scene and will probably have to start all over since that's how i work lol#but i've been unwell lately because of my period + i had another busy weekend so i haven't been able to 😭#i get these awful migraine-like headaches before/during/after my period#just terrible headache that doesn't necessarily go away even with painkillers. the kind of headache that makes you wanna throw up#and this time i've gotten that both before AND during (usually it's just one of those options) 🥲#and i'm so frustrated because i really want to write olli/allu making out (and maybe doing something else) on the beach 😭#i just love them so much 🥺💕#but i can always try again tomorrow eh?#thanks for putting all this cuteness in my askbox again! much needed 😭💖#ollixallu#answered asks#sparfloxacin
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Half finished cat I drew on my hand at work
#i didn't finish it because I'm washing my hands a lot right now because we have a stomach bug in the department#amd i don't want to get sick#so i washed it off before i did its face and whiskers#also i was so busy today because i was the only one in again so i had to do all the emails and calls by myself#as well as the stuff i usually do like voicemail and patient waiting list#tomorrow my coworker is coming in so she can help me though :D#also hopefully the office manager in the other office will be back from being ill as well#because when she's not there her staff don't seem to answer the phones as often so it gives me more work to do to help them#i think she must make sure they're working because i heard some of them are a bit too chatty but maybe thats just department rivalry#omg it's so bad as well because when they don't answer the phones and i have to check the voicemail for them the patients are all getting#sooooo angry because no one is getting back to them about sometimes urgent matters and i feel so bad#because i can't help them (i don't have permission to contact patients directly or change clinics) but i want tooooooo
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google how to stop being obssessive about things and enjoy them casually
#out of candy : ooc .#when i say i'm tired !!#tbd .#anwyays i finished work things but#the last 2 days were soo busy i am still tired#so i'm gonna chill tonight and maybe get stuff done tomorrow#i have to answer on disc too i just havent had the energy yet i am sorry
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wait I have a pose drawn for a northoming drawing I just need to. draw them on it. Okay then I guess ill be fine
#tomorrow will be busy so I'm gonna go to sleep soon but I am Planning#maybe ill draw grifsouth too because I cant not draw grifsouth it's such an intriguing concept I need other people to talk abt it with#I dont like the dakota twins btw. but they can have fun dynamics
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