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This might just be an 11:30 PM burst of inspiration but... Gabriel in Hammer of the Gods actually might be the thing that makes me write fanfic for the first time in my life because oh my GOSH this MAN. He's so fucking funny and such a diva and definitely loves brainrot and is also bi and listens to hyperpop music and teases Cas and loves Sam and I have so many headcanons right now what do I do (write fanfic).
So....
Anyone got any tips for a first time fanfic writer because I would GREATLY appreciate ANYTHING. I do consider myself to be a writer (even though I haven't really written anything in a hot minute, so I might be a tad rusty but not too bad) and I've written short stories and started WAY too many novels that haven't gotten near finished for years but I've never done fanfic with pre-established characters. How is it different from normal writing with OCs and original worlds and plots? And do you do anything different with the fanfic planning/writing process or do you just kinda wing it or what? Absolutely looking forward to any advice because I've wanted to write fanfic for a while but keep convincing myself not to.
#archangel gabriel the trickster god being the character to maybe start my fanfic career is not what I thought would happen#we'll see how I'm feeling in the morning#bc I have a ton of stuff to do tomorrow#and then school is BUSY next week#so I hardly have time to watch spn let alone write it#but we'll see how the motivation and inspiration is then :)#i've just got way too many gabriel headcanons rn and I need to start writing fanfic honestly as an outlet lmao#i'm just nervous about how premade characters are different than my own ocs#because i don't know how you go about writing characters that already have established personalities and speech patterns and everything#anyway#supernatural#spn#fanfic prompt#fanfic idea#fanfic#supernatural headcanon#spn gabriel
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I def wanna color these when I have the energy BUT..... back on a Pokemon kick.... ever so slightly......... also second sketch is so rough SORRY (I DO WANNA CLEAN IT UP!!! But I was mostly focused on conceptualizing the outfits!!!!)
I have soooo many other sketches too but I wanna save em for later.... but let it be known, this is just an elaborate excuse to play dress-up. Esp for Moe I'm gonna be so real, it has SUCH A SILLY OUTFIT and it is SO. SOOOOOO jackass rival coded. Guy who is gonna pick fights and cause problems for NO reason. Or for gay reasons. Most likely gay reasons tbh
#fire emblem#feh#pokemon#moe being a jackass rival is SO FUNNY TO ME. ESPPPPP THAT ILLUST FUCKING CAPTURES IT ALL SO WELL#i am. always thinking it. but moe really does have little dog energy. like it's more cat-like and above all it is some hooved creature#but it really really is. like a little dog that barks and growls at anything at least three times its size like 'yeah i can take that!!!!'#i've also had these outfit concepts in the back of my mind for a LONG TIME ACTUALLY#i just. got distracted. and promptly forgor about it. had to dig through prev sketchbooks to find my initial concepts!#alfonse and sharena's concepts are p much the same just w the added jackets. my old concepts are v early gen design wise#but esp moe here feels like it could be a current gen trainer design. like! there really is a distinction!#so i wanted to add something more for al/shari too. maybe i'll post those v first concepts#but like. i have negative spoons rn. and i got an early day tomorrow LMFAOOO (and!!! i wanna refine everything more!!!)#maybe... even make themed teams... moe is SO fucking easy. i'll spoil it rn it also has a gogoat.#i'm... THINKING.... about alfonse and sharena though...#<- tag that sums up my entire blog#anyways! i've just been busy and out of practice and needed to take a break twofold 🫡#fe alfonse#sharena#moe tag#summoner oc#my art
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who will win? my desire to finish this fic or the distraction known as BOTH OF MY DAMN FEET ARE ASLEEEPPP AAAAAA
#nikuniku spam#i'm so close SO CLOSE#my beta reader is too busy with work so i will have to do it myself#BUT IF I CAN FINISH IT TONIGHT#I CAN MAYBE POST IT TOMORROW#but then the dilemma.... here or the side blog#idk if i would want to put it there tbh it's such a ridiculous little thing...........
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there's been nothing in my queue this weekend i feel so fucking naked
#too busy working on top of my fulltime day job so i can pay bills as a creative professional or whatever#it's fine tomorrow is defs me day i'm gonna fucking slaughter my legs at the gym#and maybe FINALLY play ghosts of tsushima oh my god#reggie.txt
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I got a job as a bookseller!!!
#nat talks#listen. it's not the dream bc I've already worked in a bookstore and it's actually terrible at times#but I only really worked during holidays and people were just so rude#BUT I do have higher hopes for this location#also I tentatively know two people who work there so it will be fun!#it's a sub role and a little unclear if I'll only work during christmas and the book sale in feb or more#it depends on if the people who are on sick leave will return and when#but I can keep freelancing and apply for corporate jobs I want in the meantime#at the very least I can work during december either way and if I end up finding something else maybe I can work weekends during the booksal#so to not let them down too much#I honestly am just looking forward to getting out of the house and meeting people and working with my body more#because my mind is very fried#I have a short shift tomorrow to train#then I'll see when I'll officially start but it will probably be soon!#I've had a very busy few days so I wish I had said I could do my training shift next week#bc they gave the option of this wednesday or next#but I didn't want to turn it into a “thing” by letting too much time pass bc I might get anxious about it#but now I wish I had lmao I'm tired#also forgot I was gonna be home alone with the dog tomorrow#had been looking forward to it tbh#oh wellll#work stuff
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Okay phew they're at the airport
Oh lol trying to hide it
Yeah fair enough I think he'll be alright xd
Ohh they weren't originally gonna go by plane :o
Oh gosh 😬 xd
Okay that's good enough
Right go go go 😬!
Oh dang yeah they running okay o.o fair enough yeah!
Ahh yeah 😬 idk I think we can trust her but they better not pull something with her xD
Okay phew they made it :)
Oh hey Bobby :)) nice to see you again
Oh they're eating
I was wondering what those were, like a weird table read or something xD
Ahh real lol
Ooh I was thinking he might know :o
Or also they were kind of doing this as PR a bit, like to get him out there, be clear he's still working, idk something along those lines
Anyway
Ohh I see I see :O
So he wants to learn like real stuff lol
Yk he reminds me of Nick Blood but I don't think he is
Oope okay everything xD
OPE everything LOL XD
Poor Bobby xD man is not the type for this
Like I don't think anyone is eventually but him from the beginning xD
Oh gosh xd this is not gonna go well lol
Hey guysss
Lol the bee guts xD
Because Gerrard's not satisfied?
Ahh because you go out on call again xD
Ah well that's good :D
Aaaoh gosh and there he is xd speak of the devil lol
Sighh xd
Is he pointing at the floor xD
Okay good job Buck
We hate him but it's for the best-
Sighhh
Ohh no 😐😭 :')
Buuuck
Uh ohhh
Their sighs xD
Lol Eddie's "stop it 😬"
Okay Gerrard chill
Ik he sucks but still xD I can say chill lol
He won't follow it but I can try 😭
U h
U h o h
IS THAT HIS PARENTS WORDS IN HIS HEAD TOO 😭😭💔-
Okay no just Gerrard I think but dang o.o still
That would've been crazy though
OHHH NOOOO
BUCK ARE YOU ABOUT TO FIGHT HIM
BECAUSE WHILE THAT WOULD BE AMAZING YOU WOULD ALMOST DEFINITELY LOSE YOUR JOB O.O
Ohhhhhh nooo Buck Buck Buck Buck
OH C R A P HE WENT FOR HIM
- OH WAIT NO THERE WAS A FLYING SAW
AND BUCK SAVED HIM O.O OH DANG :OO NICE GOING BUCK :D
Not that I love Gerrard but yk saving somebody's life
Unless he was actually trying to attack him and it was chance but xD I don't think it was
OH C R A P
NOPE DIDN'T YOU KILLED HIM O.O
LOL EXACTLY LOL
UH OH
U H
O H
Crap xd
That's not good
Hey guysss
Ope yeah police, good idea
Oh well at least we're almost there
Nahh it's happening lol
Like to call the police?
Ahh the captain lol
Oh nice :D
Ohhh no
OH CRAP
THAT'S NOT GOOD
AHHH CRAP-
DANG THEY GOT HIT O.O
Ohhhh noooo 😬😳😬😬
OH NO ATHENA
Well that's not good o.o
Ahhh crap
Gosh they can't have one day of peace can they xD
I know it's the first episode but xD these poor babeys lol
#9-1-1#911#oasis's 9-1-1 chatter#listen. xD#I got very distracted (but I do mostly remember my thoughts though they may be out of order - I really couldn't remember what came last at#the end but I think it was like this xd) and was also waiting to see if the episode would be put up so I could rewatch bits lol#unfortunately no such luck#but!! really fun episode :D#review not out tonight but hopefully soon 🥰🥰#maybe tomorrow - I'm not too busy#see y'all later :D!
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they should invent a cold where you don't have to eat to keep yourself going
#i haven't been proper knock-down sick for YEARs so i can't tell if the struggles are normal#or if im just being a baby#the only thing i have motivation to eat is applesauce and that's not sustantive enough for the med that needs food#i HATE IT HERE#cough syrup is disgusting#i got myself to ingest some tea and orange juice by sheer spite (allowing myself to be grumpy about it but#i didn't have to do a hot shower if i did the hot tea and grumpy me found that acceptable)#i'm almost out of fig bars and getting tired of them too#probably shouldn't have logged on to work today but we're so busy and any bit i could do helped and i was able to sit at the computer#all day which i couldn't have done monday#v thankful for my sister making me go to urgent care and to my neighbor friend from school who drove me everywhere#but still grumpy#oh and the with-food med gave me NIGHT SWEAT which. ICCKCKCKKCKCKKCK#but i did reading online and apparently you're supposed to take it before 9 am with...more water than I did probably#so maybe that will help#IF I CAN MAKE MYSELF EAT SOMETHING PROPER IN THE MORNING#don't mind me just a hissing spitting grumpy cat over here *flops*#picked up a new podcast though so that helps too#dreamer rambles#personal#pls pray i feel better and/or find a sudden attraction to some form of oatmeal again before like 8:30 tomorrow morning lol
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[..]a garden,—once stocked with such hard plants and flowers as could best brook the soil and climate, and such trees and shrubs as could best endure the gardener’s torturing shears, and most readily assume the shapes he chose to give them,—now, having been left so many years untilled and untrimmed, abandoned to the weeds and the grass, to the frost and the wind, the rain and the drought, it presented a very singular appearance indeed. The close green walls of privet, that had bordered the principal walk, were two-thirds withered away, and the rest grown beyond all reasonable bounds; the old boxwood swan, that sat beside the scraper, had lost its neck and half its body: the castellated towers of laurel in the middle of the garden, the gigantic warrior that stood on one side of the gateway, and the lion that guarded the other, were sprouted into such fantastic shapes as resembled nothing either in heaven or earth, or in the waters under the earth; but, to my young imagination, they presented all of them a goblinish appearance, that harmonised well with the ghostly legions and dark traditions our old nurse had told us respecting the haunted hall and its departed occupants.
so i did a fair bit of reading on garden symbolism for an essay i wrote on the yellow wallpaper last year, and - with the caveat that this was about colonial america, not england - one of the things that did firmly crop up was the garden as a site of patriarchal control. and just looking at the word torturing i wonder how exactly we're meant to read an overrun garden in this context. like on the one hand it was stocked with hard plants, appropriate to the climate, and on the other it also contained soft plants that would submit to and be shaped easily by a man's guiding hand. i'm certain there's a deliberate tension there. also relevant, i think, is the way the name of the house seems to reflect this unruly garden: wildfell. anyway, there's a decent amount of really fascinating stuff going on with nature in this novel which imo shows that anne bronte did have a clear capital-r-romantic influence even if she's usually shunted into a different category from her sisters, and i think it's worth paying attention to.
this is incidentally what stevie davies has to say on it in her notes:
the topiary details add a unique twist to the theme of recidivism played out both by Wildfell Hall and Wuthering Heights (see S. Davies, Emily Brontë (Harvester Wheatsheaf, etc., 1988), pp.130-54). Nature, 'tortured' to an art which represents nature (the boxwood swan, the lion) is in process of reverting to nature. However, swan and lion belong with laurel towers and fabricated warrior as armorial tributes to dynasty - a dynasty which has died out, subverted by nature. For Emily Brontë's mystery, Anne Brontë substitutes grotesquerie, in a chaotic vision in which human aspirations are in process of recrudescence, paralleling the disintegration in the ethical sphere of the novel: but the author fails to develop these implications.
#maybe i'll try dig up that essay tomorrow or something but idk if i'll have time cos i'm set to have a p busy week#laura talks books#the tenant of wildfell hall#wildfell weekly#bronte blogging#i don't think that mention of the ethical sphere is too spoilery but anyone who thinks it is is welcome to let me know
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Imagine if either Olli or Aleksi (or maybe both??) is used to sleeping with someone and just can’t fall asleep without another person and of course a bro helps another bro out and volunteers to cuddle but oops feelings
(also may I introduce this collection of them cuddling 🥰)

noooooooo that's one of my favourite tropes!! 😭💞
and why not combine this with the 'coming up with excuses to sleep together' trope because 🥺💞💕💓💗💕💞💕 the excitement of getting under the covers, the wondering if the goosebumps on the other's skin is just because they're feeling cold or something else... the perfect excuse to cuddle closer anyway 🥰
#(i saw your other ask too but to me it seems these are the exact same pics? 😅)#also since you're here - a little update on the olli/allu fic i'm writing:#i got stuck with a scene and will probably have to start all over since that's how i work lol#but i've been unwell lately because of my period + i had another busy weekend so i haven't been able to 😭#i get these awful migraine-like headaches before/during/after my period#just terrible headache that doesn't necessarily go away even with painkillers. the kind of headache that makes you wanna throw up#and this time i've gotten that both before AND during (usually it's just one of those options) 🥲#and i'm so frustrated because i really want to write olli/allu making out (and maybe doing something else) on the beach 😭#i just love them so much 🥺💕#but i can always try again tomorrow eh?#thanks for putting all this cuteness in my askbox again! much needed 😭💖#ollixallu#answered asks#sparfloxacin
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Half finished cat I drew on my hand at work
#i didn't finish it because I'm washing my hands a lot right now because we have a stomach bug in the department#amd i don't want to get sick#so i washed it off before i did its face and whiskers#also i was so busy today because i was the only one in again so i had to do all the emails and calls by myself#as well as the stuff i usually do like voicemail and patient waiting list#tomorrow my coworker is coming in so she can help me though :D#also hopefully the office manager in the other office will be back from being ill as well#because when she's not there her staff don't seem to answer the phones as often so it gives me more work to do to help them#i think she must make sure they're working because i heard some of them are a bit too chatty but maybe thats just department rivalry#omg it's so bad as well because when they don't answer the phones and i have to check the voicemail for them the patients are all getting#sooooo angry because no one is getting back to them about sometimes urgent matters and i feel so bad#because i can't help them (i don't have permission to contact patients directly or change clinics) but i want tooooooo
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google how to stop being obssessive about things and enjoy them casually
#out of candy : ooc .#when i say i'm tired !!#tbd .#anwyays i finished work things but#the last 2 days were soo busy i am still tired#so i'm gonna chill tonight and maybe get stuff done tomorrow#i have to answer on disc too i just havent had the energy yet i am sorry
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For a small business though, losing a client that brings in about $40k per year.... Pray for Sophia
#I'm so sorry#just devastating#every time she needs money (which is like every week) she can ring him up and he'll pay whatever invoices he owes at that point#she won't have that#i feel awful#maybe he'll agree to let us keep doing his business' wages????#doubtful though#should i tell Colleen she's always wanting to know what clients have left#tell colleen before telling sophia lmao#hi Colleen just to let you know he's gone he's left us and Sophia is in hospital and we don't know how to tell her and#wait this isn't my text messages#it's 9pm is that too late to text#maybe tomorrow morning????#i don't know
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HAPPY NOVEMBER 5TH!!!
#it's a national holiday y'all lol#I see a post about how spn should end as the second thing on my dash lol so thst comes after this#maybe for y'all too (though that would be before) if I reblog it lol#anyway 🥰#november 5#november 5th#destiel#destiel drams#lol#nov 5#oasis's nov 5 chatter#by the way one of the reasons I haven't been on much is because I haven't been able to watch secret life yet and I probably won't#be able to till tomorrow lol xd#also I'm very busy xD#the reason I can't watch is another reason I'm not on#so reslly it's just the business xd#anyway lol#love y'all <3#nov 5 🥳🥳🥳🎉🎂🎂🥰❤️🎂🥳🥳
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Anybody have any advice for someone who can no longer move and has been completely defeated for like 6-8 consecutive years
#running out of things to like. do.#i thought i would get to where i wouldnt be overwhelmed all the time#but im overwhelmed the same amount and now my body is so exhausted i have already effectively collapsed#every means of supporting myself appear to be wearing out all at once but i have to keep scraping along somehow#how are you supposed to have a goal when you can guarantee you will be able to do less tomorrow than you could do today.#how do you plan something when your budget is negative and your executive isnt functioning#i was right about the pinched nerve i hope im not right about it already being too late to do anything#fuck#I'd like to avoid requiring a caretaker because nobody can afford to fucking do that#i dont want to start talking like 'well i had a good run' but holy shit i cant do things#I'm not sure what you're supposed to do if you can't do things#i know when you feel like you can't do anything you deal with it by doing literally anything#this isn't the same as that#maybe we shouldn't make medical neglect a business model
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wait I have a pose drawn for a northoming drawing I just need to. draw them on it. Okay then I guess ill be fine
#tomorrow will be busy so I'm gonna go to sleep soon but I am Planning#maybe ill draw grifsouth too because I cant not draw grifsouth it's such an intriguing concept I need other people to talk abt it with#I dont like the dakota twins btw. but they can have fun dynamics
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Somewhere in here I gotta fit a speech bubble BUT. Sillies...
#I KNOW I SHOULDN'T SPOIL THIS ONE. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T. BUT AT THE SAME TIME.#i feel like it WILL hit different w the context/dialogue. so. i'm not spoiling anything at all actually.#i'll probably have to move around the sparkle effects anyway. but. it's so funny to me. the way it is rn#I'M MAKING PROGRESS!!!!!!!!! almosd ALL THREE PAGES have basic pencil work done now!!!!!!#LIKE. THAT'S SO CLOSE TO BEING INKED. WHICH IS SO CLOSE TO BEING COLORED. WHICH IS SO CLOSE. SO CLOSE ......#i'm. really not all that close i shouldn't set myself up for unrealistic expectations LMFAOOOOO#BUT... BUT...... I'M MAKING PROGRESS.............#i am gonna be a little busy though! so. unfortunately won't be able to keep chipping at it lmfao#but maybe that'll help too. i do almost feel i was stuck in a rut about it.#ALSO. CRAZIEST THING. WAS DRAWING ALFONSE'S HAIR LIKE. CONSISTENTLY. FROM PANEL TO PANEL.#like yes i draw him all the fucking time. but i am developing A Method for it. after like. don't make me count the years again .#i gotta rest up though i got an early day tomorrow! helping out the neighbor 🫡🫡🫡 yard sard....#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#wip#my art
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