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there's no rage like the rage I feel when I'm working on a painting and it looks like shit.
#like ughhjhjjh it makes me so mad!!! it's so ugly!#I hate painting I hate colours I hate everything about this!!! *keeps doing it for 5 more hours anyway*#I'm not good at this and it makes me so mad but also I need to do it and it's the only thing that makes sense#ugh#and like it's just. so much worse when it's a portrait! it feels gross! what am I doing?! no he doesn't look like that! he's pretty and this#just looks like some kind of demon 😩 it's so ugly oh my god#maybe I need to keep painting just other things. like those damn hands. they also look horrible but it doesn't make me want to punch myself#quite as much.#maybe I should like. read a book. about how to. paint.#since I don't know shit.#maybe that's the problem#no no I'm the problem it's fine#personal
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we should've never let rusty shave
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Lil symmetrical design sketches are something that can be so personal
#my art#dnd art#moryana#wizard???#seriously someone tell her how to dress like a wizard#bladesinger#maybe that's the problem
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anyone else not seeing zombies run season 10 content in the app? do i need to un/reinstall?
update: it's there now
#it recognizes my membership#but i've never logged into zombielink on this device#maybe that's the problem#talk tag#i'm not prepared to fit zr into my weekly schedule again lol
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(me blocking random porn bots who are the only ones to follow me)
What misery it is to turn one's boat away fro siren's call. For though they would see you dashed upon the rocks and drowned, at least their voices were company on a dark and empty sea
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Wait, Rach, you understand this? These are not just random words to you?
‘we need to talk about the brat summer to demure fall pipeline’ i know this is all just for fun but how does it feel to have your sense of self just tossing in the wind like a lost plastic bag
#i'm not on tiktok either#maybe that's the problem#but i have absolutely no idea what is going on here
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#I feel like I don't ask for much#Maybe that's the problem#Maybe I do ask for a lot and I don't realize it#But I really don't feel like I ask for much most of the time#So it's funny when on the occasion that I do ask for something#There's a greater chance it gets turned down#And I don't know what happened#I don't know the reasoning#All I know is that I'm probably just not gonna ask for anything like this again#I am tired of being cancelled on#I would rather just be told no than be cancelled on#Just tell me it was a big ask and I shouldn't have said anything#And I'll learn my lesson#And I won't look forward to it#And I won't have such big hopes about it#And I won't feel so fucking terrible when it all#Inevitably and always and forevermore#Comes tumbling down around me#I no longer have a specific thing to bounce to#I am adrift#There are no immediate checkpoints in my future#My raft is sinking and the raft I was about to swim to just sank#Maybe if I was easier to be around then people would be willing to be around me#I said I wanted to start standing up for myself more and let people know how I really feel#Let them know what I really want#But when I look back at it#Letting people know what I really want has been fucking disastrous#'I should not be allowed to want' is my takeaway here#'I am not allowed to have feelings / feelings would complicate this' type vibes#Whatever I'll see Memphis when I'm thirty
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"he died for our wins" - 2024, LIDL Oil paint on LIDL canvas
#CAN YOU TELL I SHIFTED INTO PLANT MODE#HLVRAI#RTVS#I got so many houseplants this summer i have a serious problem#the problem is alocasias#and overpriced aglaonemas#nilryth draws stuff#orange oil paint sucks by the way#it takes forever to dry#pink sucks too#I could keep messing with it forever but i have got to paint something else before i lose my mind#it's still wet af rn#I'll post a high res scan eventually#update: thought of an equally demented 'prequel' painting to work on next#maybe a third too
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#gojo satoru#megumi fushiguro#jjk art#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#pulled another allnighter fr Angst's sake cries i havent slept.......but i couldnt help myself i was out all DAY i hadnt drawn all DAY#do u know what that does to a mf i felt all antsy and Wrong#so i cracked an energy drink i think i may have a problem honestly but hey at least u get ur daily dose of megumi angst#remember how i said i considered including gojo in the yuuji/tsumiki/megu squared train piece#well this is me making up fr Not including him there#i ws right his and megumi's relationship deserves its own homage smile :)#anyway @ anon who wanted a gojo/megumi hug.....ik it's not exactly a hug but you can forgive me im sure <3#dare i say it's better than hugs jeremy.....#honestly fr all my gripes w gojo i Did get kind of emo abt this?? but i feel like. the majority of my emotions r on megumi's behalf#also might have been the mukashi mukashi no kyou no boku on repeat that'll also do it#seriously debated putting translated lyrics as the caption but it feels like a copout doing 2 lyric-captions in a row#also i do have some shame. miku lyrics r a bit.#anyway art notes uhhhhh finally got gojo's hair to not look Yuuji#who knew the trick was to make it longer smh maybe sleep deprivation n 10 hours of staring at a screen Does make simple problems hard#oh file name 'proud of you' btw
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poc athlete supporting each other this olympics we love to see it
#this has been a great day to be southeast asian#and no i’m not going to shut up about it#you know what maybe yt people are the problem#olympics#olympics 2024#paris 2024#imane khelif#janjaem suwannapheng#boxing
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Why is it that ads on this site automatically play with sound but regular video posts don't?
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okay my eyes are still really swollen and my nose still hurts and my head still hurts and I'm so over it. it's been what, 9 hours?? I'm not enjoying this.
#all this just because I used some paint??#my eyes feel like immediately after you've been crying for 2 hours#not nice#and if I want to try again I'll have to accept that this will happen again and. that's kind of unpleasant. don't want that.#buuut. I only used them for a short while but it was already so much fun 😭 couldn't focus on it that well because everything hurt but it#was fun!#maybe if I wear a mask? don't know if that'd make a difference for my skin but I guess it won't hurt to try#sucks that it's winter and I can't open the window completely#maybe that's the problem#but if I can only use them outside or in summer it's pretty much pointless anyway#ugh.#overthinking this as usual but I wanna use these damn paints so bad!!#I've found a different brand that I can try. I don't know if they use a different oil or whatever but at least these ones aren't of unknown#age so I can rule out that it's just that they've. idk gone bad or something#personal
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genuinely bdubs going on abt the pythagorean theorem and everybody being pretty convinced he's actually meaning fibonnaci sequence but then he hops into a different world and what do you know he's on some way more advanced math and ratio bullshit than chat could comprehend. i love him so much
#blogging with bdoubleo#genuinely obsessed with this.#one day ill finish those geometry proof problems. maybe
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Does it ever drive you crazy...
...Just how fast the night changes?
Going out tonight, changes into something red//We're only getting older baby.
#Also Alexa play Accidentaly in Love by Counting Crows (from the Shrek 2 soundtrack).#So she said What's the problem baby? What's the problem? I don't know Well maybe I'm in love#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#Wade Wilson#wade x logan#logan howlett#hugh jackman#ryan reynolds#deadclaws#wade wilson#deadverine#wolverpool#xmen origins: wolverine#xmen origins
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unusually and exceedingly peculiar and altogether quite impossible to describe / blonde.
+ zoomed in versions :))
#youll NEVER guess who watched wicked#and its all your problem now bc i went feral fucking insane for this movie#ive been obsessed with wicked since i was 12#ANYWAY IM BACK DID YOU MISS ME#ILL POST DRAG RACE ART ONE DAY.. MAYBE..#(a joke i definitely will)#wicked#wicked movie#wicked 2024#ariana grande#cynthia erivo#galinda upland#glinda the good witch#glinda upland#elphaba thropp#wicked elphaba#wicked glinda#gelphie#glinda x elphaba#galinda x elphaba#wicked galinda#fanart#wicked fanart#my art
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for anyone too young to know this: watching The Truman Show is a vastly different experience now, compared to how it was before youtube and social media influencers became normal
before it was like, "what a horrifying thing to do to a human being! to take away their autonomy and privacy, all for the sake of profits! to create fake scenarios for them to react to, just to retain viewership! to ruin their happiness just so some corporate entity could harvest money from their very humanity! how could anyone do something so evil?"
and now it's like, "ah, yeah. this is still deeply fucked up, but it's pretty much what every influencer has been doing to their kids for a decade now. probably bad that we've normalized this experience"
#the truman show#sbs rambles#I keep thinking about how children on popular youtube channels should probably have laws to protect them#social workers assigned to them maybe#I dunno#they did not sign up to have their lives sold for profit#but here we are#tho#I guess none of us signed up for it#and our data is harvested more than ever#god#high-tech capitalism sucks turns out#OH WAIT because tumblr is bad at getting context sometimes#let me specify:#I am not saying that the movie The Truman Show is bad or that it normalizes this#like all good sci-fi (because it is kind of sci-fi) it's there to warn us of what the future could hold#and it did that in a very good way - it's a beautiful movie#I could see someone with a bad faith take assuming I meant that it was part of the problem#it absolutely wasn't. it didn't normalize this; we did#youtube did and social media#it's us that's the problem#or more specifically: big corporations and a lack of regulation#that's the origin of most modern problems
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