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writers will be like "here's my current wip! can't wait to share more :)" and then you never hear about it again

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not gonna lie but I actually wouldn't mind that lol especially if it means I can see more of my faves - heartbeat anon

LMAO YOU SAID GET RID OF HIM!!

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BREAKING UP WITH ATSUMU

This was not how you'd pictured your vacation.

You stormed ruefully down the marble steps. Your footsteps echoed, and so did the sob that tore out of you as you whirled around, facing the man who so urgently shadowed you.

"I can explain," his eyes were wild, coiffed hair desperately messy, hands gesturing wildly. "Please. Please, I beg. Just— let me explain, okay baby? I'll get on my knees. Just hear me out, okay baby?"

Atsumu sure knows how to put on an act, you realized.

All this time, you'd known he was theatrical. You just hadn't expected his performance to be so good.

"You, you beg me?" The fresh wave of tears surging stung your skin, sensitive from the millions of tears you had already shed. "That might just be the most ridiculous thing you've said tonight."

You'd thought you were playing the role of a lover. You see now you've been given the role of a fool.

Three months ago, when Atsumu showed you the reservation he'd made — a five star resort, the most luxurious spa package available, private pool access, a whole suite for the two of you — you thought he was bringing you here to propose to you.

It had all checked out. You've been living together for a couple of years, he loved your family and they loved him, and — perhaps the most soul-baring of them all — you had just told him your deepest, darkest secret. I used to be cyber bullied, you told him, blushing because you didn't want him to think that something was wrong with you, like that anonymous bastard did.

I was bullied really badly.

So badly that you had stopped going to school for the rest of the year. So badly that for the rest of high school, you took online classes for a graduation certificate instead. So badly that you'd suffered so many violent panic attacks, anxiety attacks, and nightmares that you contemplated ending things.

The next day, Atsumu had surprised you with a large envelope in his hands.

So yeah, you thought he was about to propose. Not in a million years did you think Atsumu was bringing you here to confess all these years later that he had been the bully. The one who sent all things demeaning and hateful to your inbox, the one who humiliated you for the whole school to like and comment and retweet and reblog.

"I—"

"No," you spit. "You don't get to talk to me."

Your mother had cried on your behalf. Your father had gotten on his knees at the police station so they would pursue the case seriously.

"I just one thing to say," Atsumu says breathlessly. "I know I'm an absolute piece of shit. The worst. I can't even begin ta explain or make amends, ever. I know,..."

You'd prayed for revenge. And here, finally, the opportunity presented itself.

Fate took weird twists and turns, but in the end, you came out on top.

Because you knew his vulnerable spot. You knew Atsumu had a violent fear of being abandoned.

His mother had left when he was in junior high, leaving him and his brother to fend for themselves. His father was emotionally distant for most of his life. His brother had deserted their dream of pro-volleyball to become a chef, and though Atsumu spoke heartily of Miya Onigiri, you knew that deep down, the betrayal still stung.

You used to think that Atsumu's suffering was precocious, that his terror of being left behind was a sign of his humility. Now you thought it was simply a by product of being so wholly self-obsessed, of being dangerously self-entrenched.

"...just wanta let ya know. I love you. I can't undo the past—"

"That's right," you said coldly. "You can't undo the past, but I can fill in the future. I don't want to see you ever again."

Suddenly the air tore, sounding like a paper ripping in half.

Where the hell was this sound coming from? Atsumu felt like he couldn't breathe. He sunk to his knees, clutching his throat.

He looked up at you with wide eyes, clutching his throat. How could you be so composed when he was dying?

You stood still, wiping the last of your tears coolly. "Oh, you're fine," you told him. "You're only having a little panic attack. And you know what? You deserve it." You turned on your heel to leave.

"Wait!" Atsumu managed to rasp. "Wait!" He was crying, he realized. Salty tears dropped from the tip of his nose, leapt from the edge of his jawline. "Ya can be mad at me, ya can hate me, ya can want to kill me, but ya can't leave me! Ya can't not need me anymore! Ya can't go," his voice cracked.

You became a silhouette, then a speck, and then part of the horizon.

"She'll come back," he whispered to himself as a mantra. "She'll come back. She'll come back. She'll come back. She'll —" something was digging sharply into his backside. The pain managed to somewhat snap him out of his trance.

Atsumu pulled out a velvet box from his back pocket.

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Well, it sounds good so far.

Idk how they are, either. The movies need to be like 30 hours each. Seasons would have been better! - heartbeat anon

i saw this on instagram and its a possibility 😔

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What's the fic about? I'm the same right now. What movie announcement? - heartbeat anon

it’s a slice of life/drama fic and that’s the most i’ll say for now 🫣

and the finale movies for haikyuu btw 🥲 im in shock they’re gonna attempt to cram in 100+ chapters into two movies somehow

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New blog and atsumu series, huh?

The news is so bittersweet, too! I'm excited for new stuff but I wanted more seasons 😭 - heartbeat anon

yes !! the atsumu fic highkey got away from me because it was originally supposed to be like 5 chapters but now it’s at 50k words with no signs of stopping 😃

and the movie announcement…. i will not speak on it bc i am trying to conceal my disappointment ❤️

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new blog coming soon i need to write more in preparation for it lol

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no s5 just 110 chapters crammed into two movies?? im gonna jump nobody talk to me

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the way i wrote a 40k+ series about atsumu and haven’t even posted the first chapter

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ok so yeah i did say i was in an indefinite hiatus but i somehow wrote a new 20k+ atsumu series in two days

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hi kinda odd pop in but if we were moots or anons when i was still active i’d love to hear from u <3 my dms r open bc ive been really nostalgic lately idk

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hii !! im just wondering if you used to have an smau with atsumu and y/n moved from karasuno ?? there’s more to it i couldve sworn it you wrote it 0.0

bae i do not think that was me 🫣 i wrote the atsumu fake dating smau w the wedding theme !!

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2022 sophia:

2013 sophia: wow haha i wonder if they’re gonna kill all the titans

2021 sophia:

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omg i open the app for the first time today and ur at the top of my dash

a rare soph sighting 🤥

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hey~ i was a char mod on here and was wondering if you accept charanons again

i will always accept any anons! however, i’m not very active these days besides for the occasional pop in or two so it might take a little bit for me to reply, but you are always more than welcomed to come into my inbox! i love all interactions + seeing anons again :)

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oh em gee it’s sophia !!! so glad to see that you feel better and have been taking care of yourself <3

aw thank you my love <3

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