#maybe someday tho 😔

[nobodybetterlookatme]

😭

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ghost!toji x reader ….. hmmmm hm hm hm

[kcciny]

I love how nobody who has seen Fairy Tail turned out straight

[tizzymcwizzy]

Hi! You don't happen to have a place where we can buy your art as prints and stuff, do you?

i don't actually, sorry,, i hadn't thought there was much interest in it. but i have toyed with the idea of making a redbubble or inprnt, maybe i outta make a poll 👀

[phagodyke]

yeah I'm not gonna talk abt it am I...

[orcelito]

Gencon is very busy...!!!

Ummmmm highlights of the day..!!!

I maybe bought 4 Naruto figurines. Thankfully not individually expensive (though perhaps a little expensive all together...) see I wanted Sasuke but I also wanted Kakashi and I couldn't have Sasuke without Naruto and well it would feel wrong to have the 3 of them without Sakura and so I somehow. Got all 4. Haha. I'll most likely post pics later, whenever I end up opening them. I'm still at the convention center rn lol

(Putting the rest of this under a cut bc it got a little long lol)

I was on the field of the Lucas Oil Stadium, aka the stadium that the Indianapolis Colts play at. I've attended all of One game here (not professional football, it was a high school game lol) so I've felt the size of it, but it's still fucking crazy being on the field. It's so BIG...... and obviously they've got the grass covered rn, but it's still pretty cool!!!

I maaaade dice!!! Pretty precise process it seems, & definitely would require a Lot of work (after the sanding and the painting etc etc). I do still wanna get into it, but if I wanted to spring for stuff like the vacuum chamber or the pressure pot...

Yeah, it'd get expensive. Add in the fact that I don't have a good place to do this away from the cats & it really is not feasible to start rn. But!!! Eventually!!!! I think I'd really enjoy it. I just need a dedicated workshop space where I can spread out without worrying about poisoning my cats lol.

Here's some cool game set stuff I saw in the event hall. This picture is maybe... hm... a fourth of the event hall? And then when you consider that the vender hall (connected to the event hall, though it's closed right now) is maybe 1.5 times as big as the event hall?? Give or take a little...

Aka just imagine booths upon booths upon booths... I'm gonna have to take a pic of it tomorrow. I was there too briefly to think about taking a pic. Honestly I maybe managed to get through like a tenth of the whole vender hall in an hour of wandering. It's fucking huge. And So Many Dice... I bought one set of 14 (I think it was) dice. Aka an extended set. And then I got a random set bag of dice (just a basic 7). And then a d20 with a cat on it. And a dice of LETTERS. Aka I guess a d26 (I totally did not have to double check that there were 26 letters in the alphabet)(I have 702k words written & posted to ao3)(😂😂😂 I'm very tired) but with letters instead of numbers. And it's glow in the dark!!! And I found some hxh buttons, and a mighty nein poster, and uhmmmm. A cute lanyard. And that's all I bought. Which really is such restraint for me. (Omfg I just saw a dragon cosplay)(someone just dressed as a dragon)

OH YEAH I saw a fucking. Persona 5 Ryuji cosplay. Hanging out with the biker lady from Durarara. Featuring the Ryuji holding her scythe hfksbfmd which was such a funny image. I was too shy to ask for a pic but just trust 🙏 i saw this

Anyways yeah the only real big thing I bought is the naruto figurines. I'll show pics later once I got the stuff again (I dropped it all off in the car earlier)

Omfg literally as I've been sitting here (on a bench at the side of a main hallway) someone stopped by and gave me a handmade bracelet !!!

DND's 50th anniversary!!! So cute!!!!

[a-sad-moth]

I've made so much art since like. Idk. Last time I posted art I just DONT HAVE THE braaainn power to poossstt ittt..

[clownpalette]

I miss her sometimes </3

(Gave up on the legs..i was tired 😔‼️)

Didn't mention it yet but this is one of my first ocs- NEX, there were like 11 of them and I couldn't keep up w the amount of characters 😭

The story was so stupid too, I remember she was some demon princess that wanted to rule the world w her team and then she was supposed to betray them or something

A lot of her definitely got recycled into my other works tho (*cough cough*, Taiyō-)

Her hair is her whole personality probably

Dunno, maybe I'll revive her someday but she's definitely not my priority rn

Old art

[greythemed]

𓂃 ♥︎ⴰ bloodhounds . kim gun-woo

˚ TITLE 𓂃 ♥︎ⴰ how is like to date kim gun-woo. ˚ WORD COUNT 𓂃 ♥︎ⴰ 1775.

dating gun-woo was like listening to my love by justin timberlake but the difference is that he wouldn't ask you to be his love bcuz he's a shy boy and would act exactly like only by lee hi

holds the door for you EVERYTIME like it's not even funny how gentleman-ly this man is

first time meeting your family? gun-woo is bringing every dish his lovely mother is capable of preparing in one day because he wants to impress your parents so bad (especially if you come from money while he doesn't) like he is so scared he'll mess something up

LISTENS TO YOU! i think gun-woo would be a good therapy friend but an AMAZING healing-era boyfriend. like family issues? imma suffocate you so hard with my love that you won't need anyone else anymore babygirl.

late-night therapy sessions where you both trade one secret for one kiss because it's cute and vulnerable while laying upside down on your bed and w pinkies intertwined. and if something about the relationship (or smth the other did on the day) is bothering one of you, late-night calls are a MUST - no matter where you are or which time it is.

his only source of relationship advice are guilty kdramas he has watched during the pandemic (when he wasn't punching random henchmen lol) and woo-jin so expect A LOT of misunderstandings from this guy

like one time he thought it'd be cute to surprise you with flowers at your work because he saw it in one kdrama and wanted to do the same but completely forgot you worked at a morgue as a young autopsy so you were horrified for a whole week💀

buys you sweet snacks every time he goes out like it doesn't matter if he's BROKE, he'll bring something for you, and don't bother stressing he'll keep doing the same till eternity no matter what

miss here has a late-night craving? gun-woo is running to the closest store at the darkest crack of dawn to buy you your wish, even if you try to stop him "don't worry, love, i'll be quick" and proceeds to kiss your head while putting his green puffy jacket on and rushing.

honestly let’s talk about that. IT HAS TO GO AWAY. definitely going to be your first gift for him: A NEW JACKET. like give her a break gunwoo-ya, she's not goin' nowhere bestie ✊😔

your 'dynamic trio' is a little stressful at the start. i truly believe woo-jin would test the SHIT out of gun-woo's partner, no matter how much the boxer tries to prove to him you're no threat. like mister mayweather fan won't let you breathe the first time you guys meet, making direct questions like "what are your intentions with my babyboy right here? 🤨" or "if you're planning to leave him someday and brake his heart, i WILL find you"

super-protective woo-jin boyfriend mode is off the instant he finds out you're striving to be a doctor one day and help the world to be a better place and stars are starting to accumulate in your eyes while you talk. (he still threatens you sometimes tho).

after that the DOUBLE DATES' SEASON starts (because woo-jin also has his partner after all) and suddenly your group of friends consists of your boyfriend, your boyfriend's boyfriend, and another unfortunate third wheel caught in their bromance.

he's such a shy baby and you're such a social butterfly girlie so we might have some contradictions about where to go on date nights. like one week is staying in movie nights where you’re all cozy and gun-woo is sleeping at the first five minutes of the movie (“i swear it wasn’t on purpose babe🥺”) and the other is freaking museum rides and “i heard this new place at the mall is SO good we have to try it!!!!”.

but when it comes to physical activities? you’re SO done. like NO GUNWOO I DON’T WANT TO WAKE UP 5 IN THE FUCKING MORNING TO RUN AT THE BEACH WITH YOU😡😡😡. (he dreams of the day you’ll say yes).

watching? maybe. he gets all sweaty and sexy for you, i can imagine his partner just staying there in the corner wrapped in a cozy blanket and eating some snacks while he’s working the fuck out in the garage. like i got you bae don't worry! from right here🧍🏻‍♀️ . and he loves it. 

absolutely adores praising, especially regarding his physic or gym evolution and gets all shy when you do it because “really? have you been payin’ attention to me?🥺”.

really values traditional corny-ass attitudes like protecting your head every time you get out of the car, walking on the side closer to the street, holds hands so he literally doesn’t lose you (it happened one time, you saw a rainbow-y burrito trailer and went for it without even thinking), ladies first always, pays for food when you get out or buys you flowers.

after he and woo-jin took their part of the money, the first thing gun-woo did was open his mom’s café and buy them a house just like mister choi said. he started working out more and working on his physic to maybe try and win one more tournament but he ends up meeting you and your father and meeting so many new people that wanted to take him under their wing 😊.

he literally had to pick which sponsor he’d choose to run for the belt. he got quite famous for jumping two categories in one year and from then on gun-woo made a few winning his pro fights.

he did what he loved so you supported him, biting your nails every time he’d take more than one round to knock his opponent out and cheering with his mom beside you in her new apartment every time the fight ended.

you’re so his passenger princess. this man will be moving mountains to do what you want and he’s so good at it.

on days when he’s more clingy and vulnerable expect this tall man to be glued to you. sometimes when you can’t be reached he will just call you to hear your voice on your break from work and straight hit the gym to soothe his anxiety.

in death’s anniversaries, he’d be the same. would stay silent the whole day if you don’t talk to him because it’s so painful to remember what happened to them all in one day. so you need to be careful and engage him in soothing activities or just distract him respectfully. 

nsfw under 🤗

gun-woo is such a giving person and he wouldn't be different in his relationship. sexually speaking? this man doesn't know where to start. you guys end up having a real conversation about this because gun-woo doesn't know how to enjoy things where he's the benefitted one and only wants to give, give, give. its sick.

it doesn't help the man is fixated on eating you out too. like, honestly he'll die a happy man if it is between your legs. at first, you had to teach him a lot of things (you were basically his first everything, after all) and the boxer took that as a fucking challenge. picture that every night he'd be knocking at your door not even saying hello and going straight to business because "i want to do it right this time, angel. is this okay? am i making you feel good?".

*dies while writing this*

there is a gun-woo before ep.6 and another one after ep.6 and we all know it. but the thing he didn't change was his heart, right? so the boy that watched netflix kdramas with his mom after gym sessions during the pandemic while eating ramyeon is the same man that takes you to bed after a romantic date and not only DOESN'T rush you to do anything but also asks if you want him to sleep on the floor because maybe he'll make you uncomfortable?🥺 and he doesn't want that. (even though you've been dating for ages by now lol)

so when you glance at him asking “bae, what are you doing?” he is stuttering like “sleeping on t-the… floor?” “get your ASS back here mister kim imma teach you how to be a man😾”

honestly, he finds you SO funny that even during sexy time he’ll laugh at your jokes. like genuinely laugh and you’d consequently laugh at his reaction too and then sexy time is gone for the next 10 whole minutes till he shuts you up and goes back to business.

big boy up and down we've all been through that already, right? right.

sometimes it pisses you off that he takes everything so serious and it takes the sparkle away for you. but it’s because everything is so new to him that he feels like he has to be amazing on his first try and it infuriates you.

“you good?” he raises his head and looks into your eyes in confusion. “you’re doing it again, can’t you please just feel instead of thinking for once?” you question and his big round eyes make an appearance. “oh… i’m sorry”. and starts doing it right because in his head, that was also a challenge.🙄

gun-woo is a shy man. while i do not agree when i see people calling him a bottom, he’s not approaching you first babe get over it. gun-woo is the type of man that needs a little “it’s okay i want sexy time now pls” so his key is finally turned and the beast is unleashed. not saying he’s a freak because he’s probably a super traditional guy but you know what i mean.

that drabble i wrote? he needs your okay first to iniciate anything. my man could be busting his pants, fully hard n leaking and won’t even utter a word.

stamina>>> he's an athlete like c'mon

don't expect any replies from this man if you send him nudes in the middle of the day someday. boy will be BLUSHING the rest of his chores forever. and he won't have the heart to stare at you for a whole week if you don't approach him first.

you'd be all "lol you're blushing baby 🤭😆" and he'd be like "why did you do this to me?🥺🥺🥺 now i want you more for the rest of my life and forever".

you cannot say that this man doesn't feel like some of justin bieber's songs (specially company like ok i might have to make a playlist just about him)

i'm going to end this here and let y'all starve.

making a playlist about him after this for safety purposes. i could make this for hours and hours no joke, mom come pick me up pls i'm scared.

[bunnywand]

shameful to admit maybe, but as much as i used to fucking Adore reading, i haven’t actually read any books in Years.. 🫣

so if i was going to get back into it, i think some of these series that i used to love, but have since neglected, would be a way to start:

animorphs: Top of the list, i was fucking Obsessed with animorphs as a kid, after a swedish internet friend recommended them and i then somehow managed to find The Score of The Century of (most of) the first 22 books in a charity shop 😳 unfortunately tho, as obsessed as i was with it, and altho i’ve read summaries of what happens after, i’ve never actually read past the david arc.. so i’d Rly like to get back to that someday 🥹

death note: i’ve read the whole series (excluding supplementary books like the “death note: another note” which i do own but have never read) before.. but that was fucking Eons ago, and i think re-reading it would be a) a fun experience + b) a gateway into me reading some other manga series i’ve never read but always wanted to, like evangelion and yu-gi-oh 😅

garth nix’s “the keys to the kingdom:” i think i got a copy of “mister monday” free as a pre-order bonus for pre-ordering either harry potter’s “half-blood prince” or “deathly hallows” (ee-yikes!! 🫣) ..and altho as a kid it took me a while to finally read it, as a random book that was randomly given to me, i got fucking Hooked into it 😳 and i can still remember being so into it that i begged my mom to take me to waterstones on “superior saturday’s” release day.. but after that, i think i’d “grown out” of reading the books when the finale, “lord sunday,” came out, so i’d really like to revisit and finally finish that series 😔

garth nix’s “old kingdom” series: off the back of my obsession w/ the keys to the kingdom, i then also rly got into the old kingdom series, like “sabriel” and “lirael” etc.. but altho i read everything up to “across the wall” and even bought “clariel” when it first came out.. i never actually read it 🙁 so I’d rly love to revisit and catch up on those books too!!

skulduggery pleasant: honestly probably even more formative to me than some of these other series.. but i’d kind of completely forgot abt it til i searched my blog to double check i hadn’t made this Exact post before, and found a similar one mentioning it 😅 i was So into skulduggery pleasant that i think even as a kid, i was pre-ordering the new books from the 3rd one onwards.. and altho i *think* i’ve read up to at least “last stand of dead men” and own everything up to “dying of the light” ..i Severely dropped the ball on keeping up w/ this series, and i’m surprised to see it’s still ongoing, even now?? i Truly have some catching up to do.. 😳

[awrkive]

Heyyy, I discovered your blog September last year and followed straightaway, I’m literally obsessed with your stories and the characters in them, they’re all so good, and the way you write is so cool, and I love the little extra as well for tlp they were so cute! I hope our tlp couple are doing well I literally have FOMO with them 😔

One question tho: would you ever consider writing something with an arranged marriage/marriage of convenience trope? .

THANK YOUUUU!!!!!!!!!!! glad ur enjoying here so far!!! ALSOOO marriage of convenience is like top 3 of my fave tropes so i would really really love to write something like that but i dont really have any solid ideas yet 😭 maybe someday!!!

[musicalpancakes77]

People l'd like to know better game

For some reason i feel like im gonna take a nap right here in the living room chair so lets get this started before i pass out a;lksdjf

Tagged by @ablogbyacryptid and @jfkisonthemoon

last song: i actually have music on rn to help me focus and so im listening to Everything Black by Unlike Pluto and Mike Taylor :)

fav color: usually I say purple, but I'm also a big fan of blue

last book: Frankenstein, the 1818 text published by Penguin Classics!

last movie: well i work at a movie theater, but the last one I saw in Full was Ocean Waves by Studio Ghibli. It is a television movie however, so if that doesn't count, I also recently watched That Christmas on Netflix. Super cute movie btw, I recommend it!

last show: mmmmm i think Pokemon Horizons? If it's not pokemon horizons it's Natsume Yuujinchou. I don't watch a lot of TV shows rn sadly.

sweet/spicy/savory: A reasonable landslide for sweet, though I don't mind savory! I have a poor spice tolerance, though I am trying to work on it 😔

relationship status: Nah! Been too busy this year trying to live for myself and get myself back on track and towards the next period of my life. Maybe someday though, I'd really appreciate something new.

last thing i googled: literally Ocean Waves to make sure it was a television film, like what I thought I'd read LMAO. On my phone though, it was Ryan Reynolds, since I was heard about the drama and just took a cursory skim.

current obsession: GREAT question. Hard question. Ace Attorney, Pokemon, Professor Layton, etc. I guess Zero Escape is new for me this year. I haven't changed my tastes too wildly tho... I guess I've been obsessed with this one sk8 matchablossom fic that's been posting every day since the beginning of the month advent style? It's been keeping me going during this rough week of work :) (The fic is Best Nightmare Come True by who_la_hoop on ao3 btw hehe)

looking forward to: A lot of things! A normal work schedule as the holidays pass. Hearing back about grad school decisions. Finishing my LT fic (posting tonight or tomorrow for all my LT babes ;)), New World of Steam, MHA Vigilantes anime, for Toni to finish aai2 and get back to miracle mask LMAO. Also spending more time w/ my friends!! Just a lot of fun things I hope to hold onto.

Tag: I'll tag some friends in general, but its more a fun and friendly poke than a demand!! Also free for anyone who thinks its fun and wants to take a crack it it :) @4ragon @rivalsforlife @ibroughtyoumybullets-ningy (idk if jessie tagged you too but you're getting tagged again now LMAO) @nebul-anna @lettersfromcassiopeia @puppayy @transannabeth

[rise-my-angel]

I’m sorry but am I the only one who’s like a little fangirling here? Like I know it’s so weird but everything time I sent an anon message I check your blog every minute to see if you have answered it😭 like I always get so nervous and excited when I do that (I know that’s so weird but it took me like 2 months till I could sent a message even tho it’s anonymous💀 maybe because of my social anxiety😭) but like I love you and someday maybe I even can ask a question without the anonymous thing😔😔 (I wish I could but it’s embarrassing for me😩) I hope I don’t come of as weird or anything..if I’m so sorry😃

Oh no please I am an awkward mentally ill loser, I don't want you to feel nervous or awkward about sending me an ask. I am happy anyone has anything to say to me at all! Also don't feel pressured to send something off anon, if you want to say something to me, I want you to feel comfortable! I am just a big crybaby loser, so please don't feel nervous about sending me anything!

[theivydorms]

ROSEWOOD RENAISSANCE READATHON DAY TWO (part two)

THIS IS YOUR SPOILER WARNING and yappuccino warning

the second hand embarrassment from Lottie calling her house "Florence Ivy" is insanely strong, tho binah saves the day for both mine and Lottie's "oh god, im already a social outcast and an embarrassment" vibe

honestly props to Freddie for being able to repeat the same thing all day while still being a bit chipper because god that would be really boring by the end of an hour surely

anisaskia mention! (ive forgotten the ship name, forgive me)

Lottie constantly mentioning her mother and making her proud just wants me to give her the biggest hug ever (canonically she is three years older than me but she is a baby to me (esp. in books one and two))

I love the detail of the path becoming cobbled as they approach the ivy dorms (what a great name, it would be so cool for a username for a rosewood fan account no? ehehe) since connie said they were in the oldest buildings and cobbles are like the oldest street paving yadayada we know history its cool *picture evidence of this knowledge*:

not rylely THE STAG distracting Lottie from CORRECTING BINAH ON THE CORE MISUNDERSTANDING FOR THE PLOT, linking to Jamie (who is a core element and HAS REPEATED THEMES OF DISTRACTION FOR BOTH HIM ADN LOTTIE) being described as a stag, having antlers, Bambi links etc etc throughout the rest of the series. CONNIE YOU'VE DONE IT AGAIN

"Lottie gulped at this thought; she did not deal well with being shouted at." Lottie hating being shouted at 🤝 Me, equally scared and horrified of being shouted at

Lottie mentions "anxious loneliness" in CHAPTER FOUR OF BOOK ONE, girl doesn't even know what's coming next

I have wanted a purple Persian rug since Lottie mentioned it, maybe ill find one someday 😔

"Was she ... asleep?" girlie, she's just flown seven hours after leaving the only building she's ever known and is now on the otherside of the world! she's gonna need a nap

WHAT A MEET CUTE

and would you look at that, too much yapping once more, see you for chapter 5 in part three lol

[threadsun]

Ah, Shaun, poor guy never really got to meet you when you were little. I mean, he knew of you of course, but he was too busy pretending to be a cat to really pay attention to anybody. The first time he ever made a friend is when he noticed a crying Ian sitting all alone clutching onto a necklace at recess. So he got off all fours, sat next to him, and told him that they were friends now, no takesies backsies

Shaun is one of the three more “normal” people in town. Sure, he’ll praise your name but he, Nick, and Berry seemingly have better things to do than pray to you all day. Besides, everything he directs and or films is related to you in some way, whether subtly or through straight-up propaganda all his work is centered around you from the start, and I do mean start

See, your worship is relatively new, the town used to worship the founder before he died, but he’s always been more fascinated with you than your dad. Maybe it was because he was so close to Ian, the guy who built a shrine for you in his closet when he was like nine. Shaun didn’t like to ask Ian about you but if you ever naturally came up he was always looking for answers

Shaun’s love of the macabre also stems from his interest in you. A lot of the rituals the cult performs, especially the one on your birthday, are very bloody. He won’t admit it, but it’s always been a fantasy of his to be chased by you into the woods for being unholy and leading him back towards the light by fucking him senseless. He’s always felt guilty of these fantasies because of how obsessed Ian is, but the founder himself had a harem, maybe you’d also like one?

Shaun would love to meet you someday, the thought of having you star in one of his movies alongside his best friend makes his heart soar. He just wants to know you, the way you yawn, the way you sneeze, the way you look after you wake up next to him, the way you feel about Moonpie. He’s sure you’ll love her just as much as he does, and he hopes you’ll love him even more

Poor guy was too busy roleplaying (a cult-approved edit of) warrior cats to notice you 😔I love that so much tho!! Especially bottom!Shaun content, let that man get fucked in the woods!!

[helenawa-art]

I had a dream that you were coming to stay in my house and I was sooooo excited and kept thinking about all the fun things we could do but then I woke up and remembered reality where we are separated by sea 💔💔💔

OMGGG I WISH 💔💔💔💔 I don't lose hope tho maybe someday we can meet I believe in it 🙏😔 they should made a big bridge from my house to yours so we could hang out and do cool things together... Literally the dream