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ca-d · 17 days ago

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lots to think about this year

#feel like there’s going to be a lot of forced change #but in a beneficial way #maybe move maybe a new job #want to expand my photography and look deeper into it #want to sell prints and buy a drone #it’s something I’ve wanted to do for years but never felt good enough #I want to take care of myself and all the small things #work on limiting access to me #things I let slide or interrupt my calm are no more #want to take little trips this year #and then plan a big one next #my sister wants to go to Oregon so that seems likely #she went with me to az so it’s fitting I go with her to her dream spot too #always down to adventure anyways #want to enjoy my likes and not dim them #I want to read more and spend time with me #learn to not always react and breathe #learn who I am alone and not always depending on people #maybe try to make new friends #been better at reaching out to people instead of waiting #idk I’m not planning big goals - little ones for now that’ll get me moving #but something needs to give #I need to do me

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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erik will genuinely jump at any chance he can to steal charles' last name and be so catty about it i know this for a fact WHAT is his deal

[Magneto (2011)]

#cherik #snap chats #if i had a nickel every time erik went by 'mr xavier' at some point id have two and its making me wheeze #like at least the first time it was to be headmaster or whatever so it at least makes sense but vjaevlEVEKJV WHY #needed our mandatory charles mention for the magneto issue ig alright ill take it #legit tho why did he feel inclined to steal charles name vjelkvjeaklj like his names 'erik magnus' in this #while i was trying to answer that fashion ask i stumbled upon this thing and gave it a quick read #its only one issue and fairly short so why not #Context Squad I Guess this issue's just sharing the first time erik moves to new york #hence. stealing charles name i guess vjaLVKJAJKL like girl you didnt do anything evil yet ..... alright .... just to be sure ig...#do you ever think he freezes getting called mr xavier or is he so used to it at this point #maybe he twirling his hair and giggling to himself every time he hear it idk #oh but yeah he didnt do anything evil yet. he actually gets his suit in this issue from a woman named cassandra .....#not charles sister of course but still im laughing anyway because he wants her to join him in his Not-Brotherhood group #and shes like 'i met you like five days ago youre insane' and the sort #its an ok read. its unnerving seeing erik smile so much- especially so broadly but its not like. an offensive issue. its standard #it does the job on sharing the story. not that im a critic of any sort vjalkjkaLJ #at the very least it's implied erik has a notable accent in this so thats very cool 🥰#its always cute whenever erik admits hes a drama lover too like vjeLVJEalkvjelkj like at least hes self aware this theater kid 😩#ok bye ive been meaning to work on something but ive been running around all day valkvjkae

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dykedvonte · 2 months ago

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Is there any proof that Curly got Jimmy the job? "He joined because of me." and "Someone's else's words in my mouth." sound to me more like he only gave him the idea to apply for a position using Pony Express' false promises without realizing. He sounds more regretful about becoming a recruiter for Pony Express against his own will. But it's talked about as though he literally hired him personally or pulled some strings with the Big Guys. When everything hints at Pony Express seeking out people like Jimmy specifically because someone who has a harder time on earth will be less likely to leave.

I feel like we can assume that Curly also put in a good word for him.

I think it’d be really interesting if that’s all it was because otherwise, that’s not something we can really fault him for. You bring up a good point in that if all he did was recommend he apply, then it was on P.E for hiring someone so unstable in such an important position. They are a very predatory company and a person like Jimmy is the exact type they like to take on and break into a ideal worker, obviously not in the vein of Curly or Anya but more like Swansea, resigned and okay with the monotony as long as there’s a paycheck at the end of the week/month.

I think it’s another thing people immediately fault him personally for despite it being left intentionally vague. That statement doesn’t mean he got him the job just the reason Jimmy is there is because of what he told him. Maybe he’s still partially to blame for putting the idea in his head to apply but you also can’t blame him for P.E deciding Jimmy was okay to be a pilot. I mean, looking back at the eval, Curly is shocked Jimmy is adjusting/adjusted well to the position. Those are not words of someone who was expecting their friend to be in that specific role, at least for as long Jimmy was.

Curly doesn’t have the power to hire Jimmy and seeing as he couldn’t even get corporate to listen to him about the cryo pods, a necessity, I think it’s actually more far fetched that he could use his title to get him hired in such a position. They were just filling a position with a candidate. The game subtly tries to show how little sway Curly actually has outside of the ship with the company in minor ways, so playing with the idea he’s still taking responsibility for what is ultimately a decision he couldn’t have ever really affect makes a lot of sense.

#like also Jimmy never talks about how he got the job #curly mentions it and maybe it’s guilt and regret over how much he helped Jimmy or the domino effect of getting there #we don’t know if Jimmy moved up or was just immediately given the position cause he personal referenced Curly vs Curly putting in a word #which adds a whole new dimension of how Jimmy uses and abuses his relationship with Curly #mouthwashing #ask #mouthwashing game #curly mouthwashing #jimmy mouthwashing #captain curly #anon

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chevs-and-spiders · 5 months ago

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numbers going wild

#infinity train fanart #infinity train #simon laurent #cartoon network #i am once again in simon hell !#cant watch one IT clip w/out watching all the simon ones #he's so ughhhhh....#what a mess what a mess #obsessed w him #artists on tumblr #anyway i got a new job like a month ago and so farrrr its ok like appreciating getting paid again #but also !#cant wait to move and ditch my native state and start seeing what else is out there #maybe potentially?? idk #took a nice stroll on the beach today after work and it was :)#anyway hope everyones good! <#<3

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shitouttabuck · 6 months ago

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what if i wrote a twisters au……….

#storm chaser eddie diaz loses his wife trying to capture tornado data realises it’s too dangerous now that he’s a single parent #packs up his life and son and moves from north texas tornado country to LA takes a desk job #one of his old buddies calls him up tells him they’ve got new tech and can really study tornadoes now #but. they need someone who Knows storm chasing to do it #it could change everything it could keep people safe he just has to get them the data. one week.#enter: hotshot cowboy scientist tornado wrangler evan buckley #with his stupid hat and stupid sunshine smile and stupid heart of gold under all that nonsense #is he taking risks for the hell of it. putting himself in danger for internet clout and attention #or if eddie looks a little closer is that all going to fall away. someone smart and silly and only wanting to help #because buck and his friends are there Before During and most importantly After every disaster. making sure everyone’s taken care of #and maybe with him in eddie’s corner eddie can figure it out this time #can make it so he doesn’t always have to worry about his family being in danger of natural disaster #and maybe he can keep buck with his dumb jokes and giant heart and boneheaded bravery #ok sorry i’ve seen twisters three times in the last week i cant stop thinking about it #will maybe scribble some of this down when i have a minute #n

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sciderman · 9 months ago

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i opened tumblr during lunch and the first thing i saw was peter parker britney spears. two of my friends stared at my phone and audibly went “oh” thank you for the blessing

i've had so many people tell me "sci. the only thing i know about you is spider-man and britney spears". and i think that's all there is. you're welcome.

#sci speaks #sighs. i miss my old workplace. those guys were so fun. i miss playing britney in the office all day every day.#i was myself. so unapologetically. sighs. siiiighs.#this new job is killing me. i need to find a way to be more aggressively myself but i don't have the energy.#the job exhausts me so much. or maybe it's my biology that's doing it.#whatever it is something is fucking WRONG !!#i think working in a big company you kind of have to lose yourself a little. just because there are so many people.#like you don't know those people. you just don't know all those people. you could never hope to know all those people.#but in my old place i knew everyone and they knew ME! knew all my sexy nonsense. it felt like home. kick off my shoes.#sighs. what do you do sci. what do you do.#i don't think if i moved company it would help. it might get worse.

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sovlstr · 1 month ago

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fuck my stupid baka life

this is just a random prompt for, hm, around chapter ~25 for them. The story mostly plans up to their death, but thats if i ever intend on finishing it. Bittersweet, you understand.

#digital art #digital artist #new artist #oc art #mafiafell #undertale au #mafiafell sans #selfship community #Donfell #female artists #small artist #artist #if you like my art please reblog! this tumblr is very lonely🤍#please reblog #well no pressure but ya #i rlly like this doodle it took 3 hrs tho idk why #just expression practice #basically for context #sans moves hee into her own apartment but shes away from her job and dependent on him now #so she gets lonely and upset being alone because her families in other territory and shes mostly alone yk #so she asks him for a child and he declines #maybe ill play with the idea of offspring but Maria doesnt really see it and Sans is quite fatalist too #sans fangirl #selfshipper #selfshipping comfort #cw: suggestive #cw: pregnancy #well suggested oregnancy yk #idk man im so tired and its ovulation week #let me live please

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badgopher · 1 month ago

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Friday (the 13th)

After 3 weeks of going all the places and doing all the things, I have zero plans for this weekend and I am so! excited!

At work, they're aiming to finalize the potential third option that we're (still) not talking about yet by the end of the year. It's probably the best outcome for my dumb lil work saga, but it's also the least illuminated path forward. I'm happy? but I have questions (and nobody has answers…yet?). More vagueblogging to come, I'm sure.

I forgot to re-stock my supply of Burt's Bees peppermint lip balm as soon as this year's batch was released and now I'm waitlisted 😢🤞.

It's a week and a half 'til Christmas? Hmm.

Wait, it's a week and a half 'til Christmas? That means the days are about to get longer again!

#they re-opened the botanical garden building after like 3½ years and it's all shiny and new #i may still opt for the second option where i quit in a few months and move to a different part of the country #or maybe i'll keep my job and move to a different part of the country???#who knows? (not me!)#maybe i'll just skip mailing out christmas cards this year #i was going to wear my Jason mask with christmas lights on this morning's call but nobody knew what it was when i wore it last time 😞

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moeblob · 11 months ago

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I am really tired of a situation rn.

#fe three houses #felix hugo fraldarius #me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet!#anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine #can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 !#why am i getting your insurance company calling me today !#also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp #and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene #so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth #literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic #i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck!#im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like #bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved #cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered #idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy #got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam #and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified #there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them #and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious #its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it

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wuntrum · 4 months ago

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saying this in a normal and not serious way. but i think my local library has a vendetta against me (in any context outside of being a patron)

#personal #like. trying to get an entry level job and never hearing back #(or being insta rejected if i try to follow up) depsite #a friend of mine getting a job there w/ similar experience #and then i applied for a gallery show. Got in. dropped off my work #and then i was completely snubbed? like not in the main show #not in the 'community submissions' part. even when i asked #if they got my work (they did. and said it would be installed). like what the hell man #like idk man 😭 they just dont like my vibe i think #it is what it is. but also it feels ridiculous. but also none of this is actually true #necessarily. but it feels that way. anyways #if i get my masters in library science im deadass gonna have to move to a new city or something 😭#sigh. maybe museum round 2 will be successful 🙏#courtney job search update once more..

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thebirdandhersong · 4 months ago

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Lol

#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting #with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy #and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because #your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED #OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered #being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal #anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this #can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws #worries #and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please #also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up #in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite #but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying #you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents #but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents #not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up #that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY #you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard #i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation #and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far

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septimusmoonlight · 5 months ago

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any update on the ao3 front?

no updates yet unfortunately ✌️😔 august has not been. a relaxing month for me. but i'm hoping to make some progress this weekend since labor day is monday, so i'll at least have the time off my Normal Big Guy Job...........guh

#luckily nothing overly bad has happened but my sweetheart has had some family with health issues :(#plus walgreen's has been giving me the runaround with my meds so uh...maybe could use some work on that front #plus we moved a month ago so we're still settling into the new place #and i moved up in my job so there was another set of training i had to do #but like i said it's not like life has been overly cruel! just. hectic #moonlight.pdf #asks #anonymous #not sexy #i am alive though! so at least there's that #any of yall play rimworld ive been going full autism mode on that shit #that's been my current means of relaxation

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fedoraspooky · 12 days ago

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Spooky you're in california right? Are you safe??

As of right now I am safe, yes! Deffo been having some close calls with smaller fires springing up nearby, and the four-ish days of white-knuckle stress and anxiety probably isn't doing me any favors, but I have stuff packed and ready to toss in my car if it comes to that... I really hope it doesn't. xnx;;

#maybe this is my cue to finally move outta this place;;#i'm not sure the animation industry's worth risking my life for and i doubt things are gonna be getting any better weather-wise;;#or job-wise even #fucking hell #unfortunately i dont exactly feel safe being stuck back in the bible belt either... *sigh*#it'd be going back into the figurative closet to escape the literal fires;#my new year's resolution was to survive though so I guess i'd better figure it out #sorry to be a bummer- this week's been having some awful effects on my mental state #between the physical danger and the bad sign of all the major social medias taking a fashy turn #canaries are dropping dead in that coal mine left and right... it's hard to feel positive #but hey... new years resolution right? I'm really gonna try and stick to it this year so wish me luck!

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icewindandboringhorror · 8 months ago

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