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erik will genuinely jump at any chance he can to steal charles' last name and be so catty about it i know this for a fact WHAT is his deal
[Magneto (2011)]
#cherik#snap chats#if i had a nickel every time erik went by 'mr xavier' at some point id have two and its making me wheeze#like at least the first time it was to be headmaster or whatever so it at least makes sense but vjaevlEVEKJV WHY#needed our mandatory charles mention for the magneto issue ig alright ill take it#legit tho why did he feel inclined to steal charles name vjelkvjeaklj like his names 'erik magnus' in this#while i was trying to answer that fashion ask i stumbled upon this thing and gave it a quick read#its only one issue and fairly short so why not#Context Squad I Guess this issue's just sharing the first time erik moves to new york#hence. stealing charles name i guess vjaLVKJAJKL like girl you didnt do anything evil yet ..... alright .... just to be sure ig...#do you ever think he freezes getting called mr xavier or is he so used to it at this point#maybe he twirling his hair and giggling to himself every time he hear it idk#oh but yeah he didnt do anything evil yet. he actually gets his suit in this issue from a woman named cassandra .....#not charles sister of course but still im laughing anyway because he wants her to join him in his Not-Brotherhood group#and shes like 'i met you like five days ago youre insane' and the sort#its an ok read. its unnerving seeing erik smile so much- especially so broadly but its not like. an offensive issue. its standard#it does the job on sharing the story. not that im a critic of any sort vjalkjkaLJ#at the very least it's implied erik has a notable accent in this so thats very cool 🥰#its always cute whenever erik admits hes a drama lover too like vjeLVJEalkvjelkj like at least hes self aware this theater kid 😩#ok bye ive been meaning to work on something but ive been running around all day valkvjkae
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What I'm hearing is that Davrin joined the Grey Wardens because he was lonely.
#Dragon Age#Dragon Age: The Veilguard#DATV#Veilguard#Davrin#something something you leave your clan because you feel like you don't fit in#but your new situation isn't really an improvement and you come to appreciate what you've lost#but you feel like the damage has been done so you can only move forward#you look for camaraderie in a group of warriors risking their lives to fight darkness who end their lives in darkness#now you have a sense of purpose‚ community‚ and can see the endgame clearly#something something your life has to have some grand meaning or what is even the point#and when that gets taken away? what then? how do you face just existing? for no particular reason?#remember when you were a little kid and you thought your adult life was going to be exciting? not boring like your parents'#and then you grow up and you're just a regular adult and it's nothing like the cartoons and shows and books you liked#maybe you're not even a particularly cool adult#you do your regular adult job or whatever and everything feels quite mundane#and you look for some meaning somewhere in there#hmmm
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Is there any proof that Curly got Jimmy the job? "He joined because of me." and "Someone's else's words in my mouth." sound to me more like he only gave him the idea to apply for a position using Pony Express' false promises without realizing. He sounds more regretful about becoming a recruiter for Pony Express against his own will. But it's talked about as though he literally hired him personally or pulled some strings with the Big Guys. When everything hints at Pony Express seeking out people like Jimmy specifically because someone who has a harder time on earth will be less likely to leave.
I feel like we can assume that Curly also put in a good word for him.
I think it’d be really interesting if that’s all it was because otherwise, that’s not something we can really fault him for. You bring up a good point in that if all he did was recommend he apply, then it was on P.E for hiring someone so unstable in such an important position. They are a very predatory company and a person like Jimmy is the exact type they like to take on and break into a ideal worker, obviously not in the vein of Curly or Anya but more like Swansea, resigned and okay with the monotony as long as there’s a paycheck at the end of the week/month.
I think it’s another thing people immediately fault him personally for despite it being left intentionally vague. That statement doesn’t mean he got him the job just the reason Jimmy is there is because of what he told him. Maybe he’s still partially to blame for putting the idea in his head to apply but you also can’t blame him for P.E deciding Jimmy was okay to be a pilot. I mean, looking back at the eval, Curly is shocked Jimmy is adjusting/adjusted well to the position. Those are not words of someone who was expecting their friend to be in that specific role, at least for as long Jimmy was.
Curly doesn’t have the power to hire Jimmy and seeing as he couldn’t even get corporate to listen to him about the cryo pods, a necessity, I think it’s actually more far fetched that he could use his title to get him hired in such a position. They were just filling a position with a candidate. The game subtly tries to show how little sway Curly actually has outside of the ship with the company in minor ways, so playing with the idea he’s still taking responsibility for what is ultimately a decision he couldn’t have ever really affect makes a lot of sense.
#like also Jimmy never talks about how he got the job#curly mentions it and maybe it’s guilt and regret over how much he helped Jimmy or the domino effect of getting there#we don’t know if Jimmy moved up or was just immediately given the position cause he personal referenced Curly vs Curly putting in a word#which adds a whole new dimension of how Jimmy uses and abuses his relationship with Curly#mouthwashing#ask#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#captain curly#anon
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numbers going wild
#infinity train fanart#infinity train#simon laurent#cartoon network#i am once again in simon hell !#cant watch one IT clip w/out watching all the simon ones#he's so ughhhhh....#what a mess what a mess#obsessed w him#artists on tumblr#anyway i got a new job like a month ago and so farrrr its ok like appreciating getting paid again#but also !#cant wait to move and ditch my native state and start seeing what else is out there#maybe potentially?? idk#took a nice stroll on the beach today after work and it was :)#anyway hope everyones good! <#<3
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i opened tumblr during lunch and the first thing i saw was peter parker britney spears. two of my friends stared at my phone and audibly went “oh” thank you for the blessing
i've had so many people tell me "sci. the only thing i know about you is spider-man and britney spears". and i think that's all there is. you're welcome.
#sci speaks#sighs. i miss my old workplace. those guys were so fun. i miss playing britney in the office all day every day.#i was myself. so unapologetically. sighs. siiiighs.#this new job is killing me. i need to find a way to be more aggressively myself but i don't have the energy.#the job exhausts me so much. or maybe it's my biology that's doing it.#whatever it is something is fucking WRONG !!#i think working in a big company you kind of have to lose yourself a little. just because there are so many people.#like you don't know those people. you just don't know all those people. you could never hope to know all those people.#but in my old place i knew everyone and they knew ME! knew all my sexy nonsense. it felt like home. kick off my shoes.#sighs. what do you do sci. what do you do.#i don't think if i moved company it would help. it might get worse.
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fuck my stupid baka life
this is just a random prompt for, hm, around chapter ~25 for them. The story mostly plans up to their death, but thats if i ever intend on finishing it. Bittersweet, you understand.
#digital art#digital artist#new artist#oc art#mafiafell#undertale au#mafiafell sans#selfship community#Donfell#female artists#small artist#artist#if you like my art please reblog! this tumblr is very lonely🤍#please reblog#well no pressure but ya#i rlly like this doodle it took 3 hrs tho idk why#just expression practice#basically for context#sans moves hee into her own apartment but shes away from her job and dependent on him now#so she gets lonely and upset being alone because her families in other territory and shes mostly alone yk#so she asks him for a child and he declines#maybe ill play with the idea of offspring but Maria doesnt really see it and Sans is quite fatalist too#sans fangirl#selfshipper#selfshipping comfort#cw: suggestive#cw: pregnancy#well suggested oregnancy yk#idk man im so tired and its ovulation week#let me live please
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Friday (the 13th)
After 3 weeks of going all the places and doing all the things, I have zero plans for this weekend and I am so! excited!
At work, they're aiming to finalize the potential third option that we're (still) not talking about yet by the end of the year. It's probably the best outcome for my dumb lil work saga, but it's also the least illuminated path forward. I'm happy? but I have questions (and nobody has answers…yet?). More vagueblogging to come, I'm sure.
I forgot to re-stock my supply of Burt's Bees peppermint lip balm as soon as this year's batch was released and now I'm waitlisted 😢🤞.
It's a week and a half 'til Christmas? Hmm.
Wait, it's a week and a half 'til Christmas? That means the days are about to get longer again!
#they re-opened the botanical garden building after like 3½ years and it's all shiny and new#i may still opt for the second option where i quit in a few months and move to a different part of the country#or maybe i'll keep my job and move to a different part of the country???#who knows? (not me!)#maybe i'll just skip mailing out christmas cards this year#i was going to wear my Jason mask with christmas lights on this morning's call but nobody knew what it was when i wore it last time 😞
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…catching up on everything I’ve missed, and uh…wow…

#hello again everyone!#will I be on this blog very long? maybe and maybe not#I’ve been gone to try and recenter myself on multiple things#started a new job and that’s been going really well#started working a little harder on my irl relationships with friends and what not#broke up with someone who had been gaslighting me for like 4 years as well so that’s helped me recenter myself significantly#I may start a new blog entirely to have a fresh start#but idk#i became so comfortable in this one that I feel like moving to a different one would suck#but who knows#we shall see#hope you’re all doing well!
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carefully crafting my outfit to look as sweet and innocent and unfireable as possible in hopes of making my boss feel too bad to fire me for breaking the work phone
#he left my message on read on my last shift when i told him i broke it so im guessing its not gonna be a hahaha dont worry about it these#things happen reaction when i inevitably talks to me about it today#WHO USES AN IPHONE WITH A THIN CASE AS THE WORK PHONE ON THE WAREHOUSE FLOORS ANYWAY IM SORRY BUT THIS WAS BOUND TO HAPPEN EVENTUALLY#got the cute embroidered pinafore dress over a frilly shirt and baggy knitted cat cardigan. fluffed my hair as much as possible put a little#cute headband on and cute earrings. even concealered over the dark circles under my eyes to make me look more youthful and innocent. maybe a#bad move tho maybe the dark circles wouldve made me look more pitiful#is this excessive and pointless MAYBE BUT I HAVE TO DO WHAT I CAN IF IT HAS EVEN A FRACTION OF CHANCE AT KEEPING ME EMPLOYED AND ALIVE#i literally dont even knoe if its legal to fire me for dropping a phone anyway lol. but the lack of response to my message means i hsve no#idea what the consequences are#i also madr the mistake of peeking at the order errors spreadsheet and my initials were on there A LOT and i know for a fact that gets peopl#e fired because thats what happened to my old coworker#starting to think maybe i need a new job if this one feels so unstable all the time. also everyone there unintentionally makes me feel like#im stupid which i also dont appreciate too much lol
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any update on the ao3 front?
no updates yet unfortunately ✌️😔 august has not been. a relaxing month for me. but i'm hoping to make some progress this weekend since labor day is monday, so i'll at least have the time off my Normal Big Guy Job...........guh
#luckily nothing overly bad has happened but my sweetheart has had some family with health issues :(#plus walgreen's has been giving me the runaround with my meds so uh...maybe could use some work on that front#plus we moved a month ago so we're still settling into the new place#and i moved up in my job so there was another set of training i had to do#but like i said it's not like life has been overly cruel! just. hectic#moonlight.pdf#asks#anonymous#not sexy#i am alive though! so at least there's that#any of yall play rimworld ive been going full autism mode on that shit#that's been my current means of relaxation
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ok sorry for whining. i have hope that a happy adult life is possible for me; i will keep working & keep having hope
#txt#this might sound corny but i was really happy reading the new rook content & i realized i havent been that happy in months which is why i#but i cant just Hit Da Bricks right now bc i have a vacation coming up + also want to get pto to pay for my top surgery recovery time. which#- it will i just dont have the surgery appointment yet#but anyway after that i want to find a new job.#they r actually thinking of making a new position at my work that i would likely get if i applied for & it sounds a lot better but im#- certainly not going to Wait for it. just might mean a change to this plan#but anyway after getting surgery i want to get a motorcycle license bc i wanna get places but hate cars lolol#and then i want to get my own apartment. by that time i hope i'll have a job that pays a little more and that gives me more time to relax#- and be creative#so yeah that's my 5 year plan lol. ideally many fewer years than that. maybe the 5 year thing is moving somewhere warm#in the meantime i want to hang out with online friends more; take more walks; draw more and try to fit more relaxation time into my schedule#that's another thing i look forward to about having my own place. the house i live in now has a balcony & i really hope to have one wherever#- i live
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Spooky you're in california right? Are you safe??
As of right now I am safe, yes! Deffo been having some close calls with smaller fires springing up nearby, and the four-ish days of white-knuckle stress and anxiety probably isn't doing me any favors, but I have stuff packed and ready to toss in my car if it comes to that... I really hope it doesn't. xnx;;
#maybe this is my cue to finally move outta this place;;#i'm not sure the animation industry's worth risking my life for and i doubt things are gonna be getting any better weather-wise;;#or job-wise even#fucking hell#unfortunately i dont exactly feel safe being stuck back in the bible belt either... *sigh*#it'd be going back into the figurative closet to escape the literal fires;#my new year's resolution was to survive though so I guess i'd better figure it out#sorry to be a bummer- this week's been having some awful effects on my mental state#between the physical danger and the bad sign of all the major social medias taking a fashy turn#canaries are dropping dead in that coal mine left and right... it's hard to feel positive#but hey... new years resolution right? I'm really gonna try and stick to it this year so wish me luck!
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guys i cannot wait to move
#it’s my new goal and like usually those switch but my psychiatrist said it best the other day: I’ve outgrown this town#and honestly? it makes sense because I’ve been doing a lot of growing over the past year or so#and with all the work trauma why would i want to stay here?#but here’s the real kicker is that it will take time to get where i want to go#so like. whatever ya know? but also. mhmm. i cannot wait to get there#it’s kind of wild cause I thought I’d always be in this town and maybe this is just a spur of the moment impulsive thought#but like. it genuinely makes me so happy thinking about moving#there’s nothing for me in this town anymore especially since the job i wanted fucking fired me and the guy i like definitely friend zoned me#so like. idk! im just…its time to move on. literally there’s one thing I’d miss from here and it’s my friend just cause yeah okay#we won’t get together but i still like him as a friend and care deeply about him#but like yeah idk. i just. there’s nothing for me here now so fucking a i might as well!#but moving where i want is gonna take some money so i gotta stay here and save up#anyway. sorry. it’s galentines weekend and like it is really chill and stuff but my friends who I haven’t seen in a while#were all catching up and then they got to me and were like oh and what about you? and I was like y’all just talked about how you wanna move#closer to each other but uhhhhhhh I am not doing that lol#anyway. just thinking thoughts. can’t wait to move. gotta just be patient now#i'm rambling again aren't i
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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shit man, I'm going to be so checked out from the holidays this year
#dyntalks#vent#maybe it's just the 2am brain talking but a lot's on my mind tonight...#family#work#friends#holidays and presents#personal projects#like I was so excited for what 2024 had in store at the beginning of the year#I was really hoping my job would get a step up by the end of it#but sadly life didn't progress much for me#and the entirety of 2025 looks exhausting#the fact that I'll be moving yet again next year#the fact that this'll be the last year my fam will have a get together here#the fact that I just started a new art project and it's already looking like I'm going to have to take my first break from it#sigh... just feeling overwhelmed and a lil down on the dumps man
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:')
#happy 3 weeks since i moved back in with my parents#those three weeks had been *kinda okay* to the point i started to consider that maybe theyd changed#and maybe i was so freaked out for nothing#readers they have not#there was a grace period#and it has ended#today was. rough.#and im sad#just over a year to go!!#(if not longer depending on how fast i can find a new job and save up enough for a decent place back in the city)
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