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trickinabucket · 11 months ago

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Fuuuuuucccckkkkk i was in front of my lightbox for…probably more than the suggested 20 min. Possibly more than 30.

Gdi. I hope i dont end up going manic bc of it. This is extremely not the time.

#maybe itll be okay?#i might be able to spend all day #playing w my son boy #for potentially his last day.

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ghostorbz · 2 months ago

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My September

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payasita · 1 year ago

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sometimes monsters

#cotl #narilamb #cult of the lamb #doodles #okay ive procrastinated enough homework #ive decided i like leshy. woe #at this point im just hoping if i lean even harder into the toony style maybe itll be less obvious im not a furry

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cent-scratchnsniff · 2 months ago

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reread tiphs dialog recently. i love them lots

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #lobotomy corp spoilers #lobcorp spoilers #i cant help it. the boxes....#i never know what to tag as spoilers and what not to. so just to be safe #tiphereth #tiphereth lobcorp #chesed #chesed lobcorp #do i do all of them..? some of them are smaller. ahh itll be okay i hope..#netzach #netzach lobcorp #ill stop there. there is gebura yesod and malkuth but its just one drawing for both #just general thoughts of mimicking others and trying to potray what maturity is. the dialog from story 1 when you meet them i think abt tip #talking abt being stern stoic and strict. then netz talking abt yesod and the two behaving similar like that #just thought some others would be cute. trying to get used to how id draw her. ah the gebura tiph one was a loose idea in gebs story to #where the two talk and tiph advises against asking to much and to hold onto that hate iirc. been a bit. then the idea of her able to replac #parts. then the degradation of the soul after being destroyed. maybe tiph might check up on her or peek in to see how shes doing considerin #the idea to hold onto hate was advice She gave. iirc. anyways the concept of having black coffee to look cool and grown #they put the shortest next to the tallets in the same layer. had another idea to have the two tiphs stack atop one another to be as tall as #chesed and gebs but i got too tired. its a cute idea though might do it later. another thing i wanted to do later on was pertaining to #singing a song of homeland and lisa stating she wanted to dance. that and the backdrop from c comand being a giant stage. preformance arts #malkuth is there because the three all do a command team. lots is stuff and responsibility. feel like tiph would have beef w her . also an #iirc moment i recall something abiut the two teams havinf a rivalry or competition of sorts? kind of funny what beef u got w some kids bro #more likely pertaining to the agents inside of the teams itself to be honest. i think id be cute is malkuth would give some help tips thoug

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mcytegg · 17 days ago

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i think im in too deep w charmander duo. bc i was thinking abt how flame thinks very little abt bans, and how theres a genuine possibility he helps the Guardians ban people not even bc he thinks bans should matter, but just like for fun bc he doesnt think of it that seriously. which led me to thinking "wait but pangi could help him change his mind ^-^" nd now im just thinking of an au where pangi does Just That .

#lifesteal spoilers #charmander duo #pangi #flamefrags #i gen think only losing mane or pangi could help change his perspective tbh #i don't see pangi doing this realistically but that's why its an au :D #bc to me in this au its like worst case scenario of flame banning more than just already banned players #maybe not at the end of s6 but approaching the end #so thats why i think pangi would be more okay banning himself to help flame see things differently #i think hes aware zam and derap seperately will Not let him stay banned too bc zam is zam #and derap would stop at nothing to revive pangi like theyre buddies!!#but he would at least say he wont come back to emphasize how permanent it is and how no matter who is banned #it will matter to at least one person. itll impact SOMEONE. just like pangi is intending for his own life to matter to flame #tho if pangi did ban himself i think itd upset zam and derap a lot ToT #like esp if its for the guy whos been banning other people. even if it does change flame its like #itd feel like a loss nonetheless for the team intent on keeping everyone alive #esp bc its someone derap actually cares abt #sry idk if zam cares abt pangi like that which is why im focusing on cringe and charmanders #LOL #ik empires are a thing but zams way of treating pangi def doesnt show his care tbh #like the only people who actually seem to value pangi on ls is derap and flame #and even they would never choose him first #but they care enough that I think pangi being banned would impact them the most #sorry for angst posting on christmas #it might happen again #later #it depends. im in a Mood.#n e ways! im gonna nap before my social obligations ^-^

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scissorcraft · 7 months ago

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i really want to make isat friends…

#in this moment…#but i’m too scared ;-;#you guys all seem rly fun n cool n sweet #i love seeing tags on my art n everyone is so so nice!!! i’d love to reach out n make friends so bad #but i’m. terrified.#my usual method of making friends is starting a private discord server #n it usually goes amazing - it’s how i met my current family and how i’ve made so many friends!!!#but i’m petrified right now. something in me broke a while back and i don’t know if it’ll fix…#i hope that… i can make one soon. maybe after i get back on my meds i’ll be okay.#but!! like. in the meantime #if anyone. wants to try ? i may be slow and scared and overly guarded bug i want to make friends #and i’ll Try if anyone feels up to reaching out? ;-; i’d appreciate it tbh!!! but no one has to!!!#i wrote myself a lil script tfgvu for a comic maybe. itll be so annoying but it’ll be a very person piece n i think it’d b good for me to #make ngl… a good look into my Twisted Mind (/s/s/s thats a joke!!!!!)#SORRY THIS IS REALLY REALLY VENTY JGUGGUG #i have difficulties my whole life with feeling like a perpetual outsider <3 i need to work on that somehow

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ridragon · 1 year ago

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You guys should read 17776. It's best to go in blind. It's about how football will look in the future.

(Warning that there is a very fast moving part specifically in the beginning in case you have photosensitivity, and the story includes gifs and videos. If you are sensitive to unreality some parts may bother you.)

#i cant really say too much because part of the experience is the confusion and slight unreality.#there was a post going around sometime in... 2015-18? maybe earlier linking people to it #i havent seen it in circulation in a very long time and this is an extremely good thing to read.#so maybe we can get this into tumblr circulation again #if you like homestuck youll probably like this? it's a multimedia story. but its a hell of a lot shorter than hs lol #ri rambles #stories #recommendations #but yeah if you are confused it's okay you'll understand. youre supposed to be like ??? in the beginning. just fyi #it's not super duper long.#maybe a few hours read?#probably less #something is terribly wrong #17776 football #17776 #im bad at guessing story length because i read really fast #it will make you feel things. i promise.#you WILL be confused.#but itll clear up

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michameinmicha · 3 months ago

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love my voice changing, very gender, very cool! but it absolutely sucks that i have to relearn how to sing along to all my favourite songs from scratch because now i cant hit my usual high notes anymore and i'm not used to singing low at all so it's very awkward! And it keeps changing too! can't wait for my voice to settle in somewhere so i can actually find the right range and keep it :/

#oh also my dad keeps calling me 'cute' when my voice cracks 🙈#and i get embarassed because i can't control it and every time i get excited or talk a bit loudly i sound hickupy #im sorry i just cant talk in a monotone voice! i need to be funny! and dramatic!!#anyway im listening to a playlist and i cant sing along like im used to :<#do i need to learn the lower parts of california dreaming now? i alsways sang the high parts since i learned the song in school #mine #t diary #oh fun fact im going to a karaoke thing with friends next week which usually sounds fun (i like singing!) but maybe ill just watch this tim #today i really cant get any of my usual songs right and its a bit frustrating #probably not too fun in front of people i dont know #anyway im sure itll be fun either way #(btw singing stuff on my own works more or less okay but singing along to a song just doesnt work)#ill just keep practicing :)

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crowrelli · 6 months ago

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I hate pmdd bc it’s like oooooohhhhh there is no jooooy and love in this wooooorld every hurdle in front of u is a mountain and you shall break every bond in your soul if you dare try and climb them so sit there and wallow in your wasted, rotting potential and then a week goes by and everything is fine again (:

#pmdd #safe to rb #vent post #literally sitting here like why do I feel like this why does nothing bring me joy maybe it’s not worth it to eat and try and be happy…..#smacking myself on the back of the head like DUDE JUST WAIT IT #ITLL BE OKAY ITS JUST UNCONTROLLABLE HORMONES CAUSED BY AN UNDER RESEARCHED CONDITION!!!! you’ll be fine eat some Mac n cheese and wait

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kavennnn · 8 months ago

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end of ch 32 oh god oh god oh fuck

#magic and mystery #m&m coil #allegory_for_hatred #coil #m&m #i love them but dear god PLEASE dont kill all those ppl #ik cedric and collin and the cat are also dying w/ pomfrey #cedric cant be in the tournament this way so maybe that'll be important later #will the st.mungo's healers be imprisoned instead???#godddd pls dont kill pomfrey neither of you actually want this pls #we have one ch left in coil i will not be okay #oh god #if someone catches them itll prevent the murders but totally fuck them over #god #fuck #fuckkkk #are yall excited for after next ch when we might not even be getting a year three #and even if we do it will at the very least take months to write #i will not be normal then #if there is no year three i will laugh so hard tho #anyway i feel there is no other way for this to go other than dazai and blaise getting away w/ the murder #bcos pomfrey would tell and there'd be big isues w/ mori #so yeah

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morchine · 6 months ago

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sketchy sketchy

#nights #nights into dreams #nid #nights journey of dreams #f/o #self ship #selfship #self shipping community #sorry for again the poor quality LOL #also ive been slowly running out of ideas aagh i think im getting a little art burnout #probably becuz ive been drawing nonstop for the past couple of weeks #oops!!!#its okay!! ill take care of myself #im excited to go to a convention tomorrow so maybe itll make me feel less down!!#🌙 stars only for you and i ✨#my art

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majorasnightmare · 2 months ago

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i know that technically the lack of party reactions to several of the act 2 Dark Urge Lore Reveals (and general lack of reactivity to non cutscene durge plot in general) is because of development constraints and budget and Releasing The Game On Time At Some Point, but PERSONALLY i just find it enjoyable and interesting to interpret it as addressable character flaws in them 💔

i love when characters are incidentally shit friends to people they care deeply about for very understandable reasons, and also i love when those seemingly small decisions explode into disproportionate consequences and maybe also have a body coubt

#bg3 durge #bg3 #bg3 dark urge #bg3 the dark urge #dirgecore #dirgeposting #like i love the tadpole gang but MAN sometimes yall SUCK 💜#like i think its a combination of awkwardness and a lack of social scripts for the situation.#and that the second is in part due to their own reliance on dirge as emotional support. and that its a kind of one sided relationship #a habit that started off VERY early during act 1 that blossomed into full on Avoidance of the topic post alfira #where everyone pulled away and dirge stopped offering those conversations up and no one challenged him on it #while he simultaneously tried to prove himself by refusing to let THEIR issues just lie #and so the end result is No One Talks To Dirge About His Problems except for astarion (occasionally) and minthara #(who wasnt there while that habit was being solidified)#so like everyone hears+sees the genuinely deeply awful violating shit kressa did to him and just. says nothing.#its been months since anyones even tried but hes still being as helpful as usual like nothings changed so maybe itll be okay?#narrator voice: it was not fucking okay.

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lavender-gloom · 2 months ago

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i saw god and she is a trans woman riding across campus on an electric longboard holding a blahaj

#this was in oklahoma #maybe itll be okay after all #queer pride #trans pride #blahaj #i saw god #funny #lgbtq community #transfem #this could be a midwest emo song title

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dreamdripdistance · 9 days ago

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hey why do i work myself up into like genuine panic attack levels of anxiety over just the most stupid shit. rude

#just thinking about how i own a lot of craft stuff. and how i take up an amount of space in my house.#which yo be fair. is my parents house.#i think i need. to get rid of things #idk why i feel so anxious over it i feel like im gonna throw up when like. in comparison #my dad has a whole garage full of shit he barely uses. maybe this is where i got it from...#but like. its been that #and lik3 #a bajillion other things #like going to the grocery store (which has never made me this anxious before . lol)#or petting or not petting my cat (scared shes gonna die soon or she doesnt like me or shes unhappy)#or talking to coworkers (thats just scary!!!!l #or going to a cafe or restaurant (So many things there. hate it)#or being a person that exists thats making me feel like im absolute dogshit im guilty to be alive rn #everything is wrong with me and i Should feel guilty for it and i should be punished for it but im also not changjng to fix anything #bc i get heart palpitations when i thjnk too hard about anything wrong with me or doing anything really just like breathing and existing #i really thjnk i need to see a doctor because this is constant i dont think this is okay lol #(<- IS TOO SCARED TO SEE A DOCTOR)#im gonna fully fucking lose it one day maybe thatll. maybe itll fix something idk idk gotta break a few plates or whatever #god im actually making .myself freak out even more good night tumblr #words

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mercless · 6 months ago

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🗡 thinking of talons modern verse but theyre literally just a loser who plays video games all day, has a part-time job at a pizza chain and a very illegal knife collection along with a hobby and passion for parkour and ninja warrior-related sports who is trying so hard to not be caught up in the Huge rich family drama they were adopted into and partly the cause of.

#‡ ooc #modern tbt.#... maybe....#'chimes why does talon work at a pizza chain' it is old blog lore #they not only deliver it they dress as the mascot & have no worker rights #one more thing they also make those parkour videos about getting onto buildings illegally and getting away from security #i need to keep telling myself once i get all the stuff done that i need to this upcoming week itll mean more free time for writing.....#okay goodnight everyone rest up so you can meet the week stronger than it 😤

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brekitten · 6 months ago

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Danny Phantom, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Danny Fenton, Original Characters, Peter Parker Additional Tags: Crossover Angst Week 2024, Human Experimentation, Needles, Guys in White | GIW Organization (Danny Phantom), Ambiguous/Open Ending Series: Part 1 of Bre's Crossover Angst Week 2024 Summary:

Peter has done some really dumb stuff over the course of his life, especially when he became Spider-Man.

Breaking into a government facility out in the middle of the woods when he's supposed to be camping with his aunt really takes the cake, though.

Surely this won't backfire on him too horribly, right?

Or,

Peter does a dumb and very quickly comes to regret it.

GIW experimentation

So, I'm a tad bit late to the party, but tbf I did just find out about this today, and I'm pretty happy that I was able to get this out in just a few hours XD

Anyway, here's Day 1! I'm planning on writing something for every day of the event, including the days I missed, such as this one. Yall can look forward to more angst to come >:3

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