#maybe it's gonna be okay

[flame-shadow]

hey did you know??? that if you stop stretching and maintaining mobility in your body then it goes away?? things get tight and you can't move the way that you used to??? and when you decide to try getting a stretch routine going that the first week fucking sucks because you keep going 'damn i used to be able to do this no problem' and then you have to switch gears and be kind to yourself and just focus on getting better from here instead of berating yourself for dropping the good habits in the first place??? and your body never stops aging so you gotta keep taking care of it and sometimes you gotta take care of it extra in certain areas because of things that happened when you were younger and it's boring and sometimes hurts but it's so necessary???

i am yelling this at myself right now i am going through An Experience (trying to get into a routine of body maintenance again for my physical and mental health)

[nnasstuff]

I just realized that i DO have hyperfixations, despite telling myself for the past 5 years that i don't, and i want to share with someone

I have been thinking about this for a while but this, at 23.30 on a tuesday night, was the moment i really realized that i probably am autistic and possibly also have adhd. (i mean i've done research and spoken with a psychologist and shit but i wasn't completely convinced). And holy shit

I thought that my attention span is just short /it has shortened or that my interests have just changed when I have grown up but no. Like I still have hyperfixations, some being extremely short-lived

here are some of my dearest /longest ones

donald duck (I still love donald duck, but it's definitely not as intense as when I was 10 or sumthing)

watercolors (this is really sad for me, because i still like it, and i wish i painted more, but the light or whatever is just not... there anymore. like it was a few years ago)

macramee (kind of same, but much more short-lived)

piano (I still play piano!! but i definitely wouldn't if it wasn't for the teacher and my musical friends. i still enjoy it too, it's just not a huge priority/fixation(!!) like it used to be)

crocheting (this is also really sad, and i wish i'll get into crocheting again.)

knitting (same but much, much more short-lived lol)

math (i dont know about this one, and i definitely dont know how i feel about it possibly being a hyperfixation. it's not, in the same sense as others, but still. it's kind of my thing, and i feel sad. but i also know that the level of my interest has varied vastly, and i do kind of get hyperfixated on it sometimes, like with my other fixations...)

programming (again! i dont want it to be just a hyperfixation! but i have to face the reality: it probably was. I've been telling myself that life has gotten in the way, but i just grew tired of it. Too boring. too serious. But also, i feel like this is gonna be my next (big) hyperfixation, because i've started getting back to it... kind of)

Italian/Italy (this one is also really hard to come to terms with, but this probably definitely was a hyperfixation. I started learning italian, was excited, learned everything, now i have forgotten )

space stuff (dark matter, galaxies, black holes, etc. i'm still interested but it's definitely not the same)

baking (not sad at all, it was fun for a while and I learned some of my comfort sweets now that i still make)

people (yeah) (this is the hardest one) (I'm so sorry) (I'm so so so sorry)

[lylahammar]

Falin isn't comfortable in these kinds of clothes but I'm a big fat Falin kinnie so I had to draw her in some of my outfits anyways ✌️😗

[ollies-moving-castle]

If this gets a two thousand notes I’ll ask my mom for a binder

GOAL REACHED no need to spam anymore

you have till may 1st (had to change it it was way to long of a time period I apologize)

go on tumblr

You can do it

I don’t believe in you

Just try not to spam reblog (keep it under 20 okay?) but tag comment to your hearts desire (but y’know….dont spam me over 50 times with comments by one person maybe? I have no doubt someone would do that)

[raphaerolo]

Tasuki

[felsicveins]

Follow up to this

[forgettable-au]

FORGETTABLE-AU (Page 44-47)

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[dobythealpaca]

thinking a lot about tf2 but eviler and gayer and made these two,,,

only a few sketches as of rn but there WILL be more cuz i am ill and its become its whole own thing now

[simikae]

She asks that I tell you to remember her. You won’t.

[napping-sapphic]

*gives you a gay little kiss that feels like home*

[murcielagatito]

lets talk abt the stylization of danny phantom

so ive been an observer of phandom for a reaaallly long time now and ive noticed something thats had me thinking about this for a while. a lot of artists have mentioned they dont really know how to translate some of the characters into their own styles. this is something ive mostly noticed be said about tucker so i thought id make a little reference sheet type situation comparing the style of the show with a toned down version of my own

and its the fucking cheekbones!!! thats the part thats tripping yall up

-paulina has a slender face with high but soft cheekbones. shes a latina character so she translates to me as someone whose indigenous features are more prominent

-meanwhile sam has a rounder face and lower cheekbones than paulina does. the pic i chose honestly wasnt the best bc sams hairstyle covers their face a bit but moving on c i gotta to to sleep lmao

-valerie is NOT SKINNY and yet ppl stay drawing her that way. the show had its own issues with that itself but if you look at these characters by their faces alone it provides the necessary information to know that valerie has chubby cheeks

-dannys cheekbones are sharp and high but not as high as paulina's

-meanwhile tuckers cheekbones are sharp and low pero tambien el es un cachetón so he would have chubby cheeks as well. also it might not look like it but tucker wears a beret! id love to see more art of him wearing it :(

tucker danny and sam have natural eyebrows!! they dont do anything with them so if you wanna get more fun with it give em stray lil hairs n stuff!

and now the word cheek looks wierd to me ANYWAYS I REALLY HOPE THIS HELPS if yall want more facial breakdowns of any of the other dp characters lmk!

[archonfurina]

Random Astarion Gifs 6/~

[robindaydream]

A Few Days After A SLARPG fancomic

minor SLARPG spoilers contained within

[crabsnpersimmons]

exam 5 for me... tomorrow!

honestly have been feeling really nervous for this exam since my classmates have either failed it or just barely passed. and i had less time to study this time around because i rushed to book the exam.

so i drew this little encouragement early cuz i need the reminder that no matter what happens tomorrow, i did what i could and i didn't compromise on my boundaries—and that is its own victory.

and i hope that you'll be reminded to celebrate your own big and small victories too!

"You are nervous and that's okay! You did your best! You set boundaries! You took breaks! We're so proud of you, Starlight! Whatever happens, we'll always be here, cheering you on!"

[polinsated]

[vcrnons]

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