#maybe im just paranoid
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Guys, I'm kinda freaking out... we learned last episode that in the abscence of the previously estipulated successors, the position of principal of aguefort would fall upon the student's council president, right?
I'm going to state the obvious for a second. It's a given that Kipperlily is trying to win the election for more reasons than a personal achievement. She was 100% aware of the gap in the rules, which would mean Aguerfort's joke would be interpreted as the only manifestation of his will. This is the girl who said she's busy studying the student government and takes active joy in finding loopholes in the rules (like acing the year bc the rogue teacher found her).
But what is her angle here? It's a powerful position for sure, but the Rat Grinder's must be after something specific. So I started asking myself what specifically would help them in the plan of raising this Forgotten God from the dead. Aguefort's office must have dangerous items aplenty given the incident with the crown and his general personality. Do they want access to that?
Then it dawned on me.
Lydia Barkrock's body is under the fucking school.
For those who don't remember, in sophomore year it was revealed that Arthur Aguefort cloned Lydia while she was sleeping and placed her soul into a new body, hiding her original one in the depths beneath the school. Crazy ass move bc he did that without warning her, but that's what prevented Kalina from permanently killing Lydia in season 2 - upon the clone's death, she gained consciousness in her original body.
It's only fair to assume that Aguefort made this precaution again after sophomore year for the same reason: Lydia's death would entail Bakur's escape. And if Kipperlily is elected and becomes the principal... it's very likely she would have access to Lydia's original body since it's on school ground. Her vulnerable, unconscious body, the only thing preventing the fiend from escaping.
That's really bad, guys. Bakur knows how to do the divine ressurection ritual, he only failed because he picked the wrong place. But the Rat Grinders do know a place that would work!! Kipperlily specifically asked Jawbone about Yes! and he did tell her that this god was created by Kristen when she died in Prom and went to corn heaven. So, a god was born in corn heaven - that's why the Rat Grinders personally requested Buddy Dawn, a cleric of Helio. Maybe by using him, they can pass through the pearly gates to perform the ritual. After all, Arthur Aguefort did the same thing using Kristen.
Basically, if Lydia dies, all pieces fall in place for them. Together with Bakur, they have all the info necessary to pull this God from the Astral Plane back to existence. They would just have to kill her unconscious body and slay the clone holding her soul. What they lack right now is the access, which solved by gaining the position of principal.
PS: Also, there's a rat society under the school?? Perhaps it's close to where Lydia's body is localized?? Idk Brennan is insane
#maybe im just paranoid#i hope so#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fh#d20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy theory#kipperlilly copperkettle#lydia barkrock#rat grinders
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My non cuddly cat has been very cuddly with me
Orhinally i thought ti was cause she was on just coming off of a catnip high
But its been almost a week now
I don't
I'm worried she knows something that I don't
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the chain on my cross necklace broke seemingly for not much reason and im so scared its a sign God is angry with me or worse, turned His back on me as punishment
#i mean it was a weak chain but still#i havent done anything so bad that would warrant such a response#i think#maybe im just paranoid
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Ok i checked with my roommate and we both are getting sk8 episode 6 vibes of right before everything becomes painful. So now im more scared for the rest of the event...
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not to sound like a buzzkill but i wouldnt be caught dead wearing a red bracelet to signal i have an 3d to others in public
#prsnl#you know how the internet shows trends to people#imagine someone w/o an ed calls u out bc they happened to see a red bracelet post#maybe im just paranoid
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sometimes i freak out and wonder if a random acquaintance i know who i don’t know that well in person but is online and who doesn’t know i have a tumblr has seen any of my posts
#yes i know i have a small account let me DREAM damn it#maybe im just paranoid#anxiety#paranoia#scary#terrifying thought#reality#tumblr#fyp#tumblr fyp#viral#foryoupage#fypage#realistic#unrealistic#small account#small accomplishments#id be so embarrassed though honestly#good thing i’m NOT#cough cough#cough#anxious thoughts#anxious#im sorry pls don’t look through my tags
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Ah. Fuck.
Small reminder for my Texas/southwest peope. Going to be expecially nasty next week. Stay hydrated, stay cool, keep an eye on your neighbors.
#any such thing as a mini heat stroke?#maybe im just paranoid#fyi im fine right now im chillin but i have been Maybe Not Fine in the past
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I have no libido or even romantic inclinations of any kind on these meds I'm on (which is part of the reason I feel so milquetoast) but that doesn't stop me from day dreaming about the day when I'll finally meet someone who's good for me and who loves me and all I can do is hope that I'm enough for them but that's fully on me. I just hope I can be with them in a healthy way and I hope I make their life better. not now though. I have too much to deal with but it's hard to feel like that's the reason
#i feel like i dont get much attention of that sort anymore anyway#any time ive recently expressed interest in someone its just kind of been met with an oh. ew lol#thanks but no thanks type beat#idk#maybe im just paranoid#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i rarely vent im sorry i just have no one to talk to
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Is anyone else worried that they don't rlly form many close relationships or is it just me
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Today I realized that I have spent my whole life making sure that everyone around me feels comfortable and special only to realize that I never feel that way in all the time, no one has spent one second doing that for me.
And I realized the way in which I am just the journey and not the destination for everyone I meet, the way to get to the people they want to be. The way that no one stays, the way that everyone is so happy that they don't even realize I'm not there...
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am I the only person waiting until I actually have my hard copies in hand before reading the short stories? I've been avoiding social media all day because I'm scared of getting spoiled...
#i just want the excitement of having the books in hand before I read them!! is that so much to ask!!#I refuse to even log on to twitter rn because I know for a fact there are untagged spoilers flying around like crazy on there#idk maybe im weird for this but i just really want the pleasure of reading the physical copies first. to go in completely fresh#so i can enjoy them more fully#i caught a tiny glimpse of a spoiler yesterday (I scrolled before I could see too much) but I was so upset about it regardless#like!! idk man maybe this makes me old as fuck but i miss the days where you didn't have to worry about spoilers so much!!#i've felt so paranoid about it all weekend lmao can you tell#aftg#crow rambles
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Why do most of your voice designs have all their faces obscured? Also, could you draw what their faces look like?
This is a fun question! The real answer is a mix between:
- when designing them I wanted the voices to have the same "do they have a beak? Is it just a flat face?" deal that The Long Quiet has
- I wanted to keep the designs halfway between "bird monster" and "humanoid" (this resulted in a lot of them landing in furry territory)
- I can't draw beak mouths so that option was out but I didn't want to draw humans
Likewise, the actual answer to "what would they look like without their masks?" is just, a flat face without a nose. Which is kinda boring even if that's simply how I treat their faces when drawing them! So instead, I interpreted your question as, what would they have looked like if I went the full human route?
Ta-daaaaa! Honestly as interesting as this challenge was, the result is too unnatural for me! Where are my boys?? Who are these guys!?!????
#i wish i had a more “lore” based answer to this question#but i did not ask myself these questions when designing them#maybe someday I'll have one!#but isnt the mystery fun?#i can give you the ACTUAL answer but “story” wise? who knows#theyre certainly not telling!#thanks for the ask! :)#my art#ask#stp#stp voices#voice of the hero#voice of the cold#voice of the contrarian#voice of the smitten#voice of the hunted#voice of the broken#voice of the opportunist#voice of the skeptic#voice of the paranoid#slay the princess#honestly im not super happy with all these human translations? but eh like i said#probably just because im so used to see them with a bunch of feathers
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Woagh! 2 posts in 1 day! (Saying this like it’s not uncommon) but have my tma sona!!! These drawings are a month or 2 old but i’m finally posting them!!
This is just my sona from season 1-3 the progression of it n stuff, there were some sketches of 4 and 5 but i never finished them, idk if i will! But idk! We’ll see!
I’m wanna ramble a bit about my sona so if you wanna read it’s under the cut! Grahh
Got the idea from bestie @catattack08 to make it so i got hired at first for redesigning the institute logo, Because i’m a freelance artist, but then i started working on organizing physical files n caseloads on the shelves n stuff.
Hired me (mostly) because i had severe connections to a lot of entities, i had been touched by several throughout my lifetime :p
Nothing major happened to me through season 1 and 2 besides being kinda wary about john and probably agreeing that he murdered leitner in season 3.
So like- my sona story is involved with my friends a lot- and my friend was leaning towards john being innocent so managed to keep contact with him and we both went to georgies house to deliver some books, and i came with them to make sure they didn’t get murdered cuz i was still under the impression he murdered that guy.
John went out for a smoke, got kidnapped, i stepped outside to “have a word” with him abt what really went on and breekon and hope saw me, said “no witnesses” and dragged me along too, i have some drawings of that if anyones interested aaghh
When we were both together we had some time to connect and understand eachother (or as best we could) i was kept for the sake of extra skin in case john didn’t “fit” but anywayss- we bonded a lot and this is probably where i would’ve (in super canon) died, nikola kinda using me as a decoration for the ritual.
BUT i dont think abt that cuz i wanna see what happens if i live, so instead, micheal almost leaves me for dead until helen comes along and letting john and me pass through her door, we both make it back and i gain a lot more mutual respect and understanding for him, we’re both decently good friends now, then everything kinda moves forward from then on.
Until peter comes in, this is already getting long enough but long story short, i was used as a practice dummy for the lonely kinda, and i couldn’t kill em, so i got sent to super hell where martin found me. Talked me out of it, withhh the poowerrr of friendshipppp/j
Thennn i either go back home to @catattack08 orrr i stay and they come, and those have 2 different routes but grahhh idk if i should put it here, feel free to ask!
#art#my art#digital art#the magnus archives#tma#the magnus archive fanart#tma oc#tma oc art#tma ocs#tma sona#tma au#tma fanart#the magnus institute#possible polucule with john and martin#maybe#who knows#i do#its like a slow burn throughout#ladies… ladies please… theres enough of me to go around…/j#my friend is also involved in this#idk how much info im allowed to give out#so i will keep vague!!#self insert#self shipping#i rlly hope this is allowed#im prolly just being paranoid#the tma fandom is 99% a wonderful bunch so i have very little worry#except for the worm in the back of my head thats like#muahahah im evil and everyone thinks ur LAMEEE#like no ew kill that thing patrick anyways thanks for readinggggg
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im ngl with you i need people to stop saying mithrun is stupid. whether you're referring to him before or after the dungeon- he is canonically one of the smartest characters in the series. (he literally is 1 of 2 characters who have their intelligence at the maximum on their profiles?)
if you're calling predungeon mithrun stupid for going insane idk what to say to you. mithrun was completely alone with what is essentially his abuser- every other dungeon lord has had someone they care about or someone who was willing to extend kindness to them while they were lord of the dungeon, mithrun never got that luxury, the canaries literally waited till he went insane to save him and milsiril was seconds away from mercy killing him
as for current mithrun, his trauma, depression and how suicidal he is has effectively changed how he thinks- he is literally putting himself in the most danger when he fights
#also it feels really ableist. like what the fuck#this is ontop of the fact that im sure previous mithrun being paranoid and aggressive just sped up the demons treatment of him#ofc people call him stupid. or else they might have to contend with how trauma can change how someone thinks#maybe there is a smarter way to word this. someone smarter than me could talk about this but i wanted to get this out because it was pissin#me off so much. like jesus fuck.#dungeon meshi#mithrun#this post was specifically made bcs i see people calling him 'as stupid/stupider than a child'#my post
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I'm thinking... do we really get how the magnus institute worked in tma universe? cause the archives are not the only part of the institute sooo... maybe the institute described in tmagp is not really different from that in tma? it wouldn't be surprising if tma jonah would be interested in alchemy as it is connected to immortality...
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Ricky and Jules, the LD Rangers’ own portable generators!
#ortega put those AWAY#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVORITE FHR CHARACTER#i love you you obsessive secret-keeping paranoid lovely bastards <3#btw the colors are heavily inspired by @/cranitys go follow them pretty please#and im hoping you guys understand the pose because im sick of fucking with it#perspective kicks my ASS#cw eyestrain#maybe? just in case#fallen hero rebirth#fallen hero retribution#fallen hero revelations#fhr#ricardo ortega#julia ortega#my art
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