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butchdykekondraki · 10 months ago

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ouuhhh i Need to play ultrakill

#[ren]#i am yet to beat gabes fight #so.#maybe ill finally beat that #if my FUCKING HAND STOPS SHAKING.

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iangallagherisadeadman · 7 months ago

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paul by big thief (masterpiece, 2016)

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ thank you @fionnagallagher and @shamelesscreencaps for the screencaps ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

#sign.... i shouldve been studying #maybe one day ill learn how to edit videos and ill make a video version of this one #i tried to make all the memories extra warm and vibrant and sad heartbroken moments all blue/gray tones i hope you guys noticed it?#also while hes remembering the memories are all in descending order so s4 bar fight then s3 leaving ned beat up behind and then s1 <33 #anyway theyre soulmates #john wells 2015 season 5 finale the hollywood reporter interview:#“[mickey leaving is sad] but it [also] may be an interesting time for Ian to discover how important Mickey was in his life”#"It’s that thing that often happens when you’re younger: you have a relationship that’s really difficult and passionate and messy and...#...then you go away from it and you discover the rest of the world and sometimes you come back to that first person anyway”.#shameless #shameless us #shamelessedit #gallavich #gallavichedit #ian gallagher #mickey milkovich #big thief #og.

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o-mellowy · 10 months ago

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The Chariot - Peace Through Tyranny Zine @allsparkzines

In depth overview of the card n stuffs below:

✨ DESCRIPTION ✨

The card depicts a figure (in this case Megatron) standing as the chariot, where (in replacement of Sphinxes in the original card) two figures stand on either side. One represents positives or the past (Optimus) and the other represents the negatives or the future (Starscream). They pull in opposite directions, but the Chariot must steer in the direction that he wants and avoid the temptations of the two Sphinxes. Note that the rope is not connected, and shows that he's able to manifest his future with his hands and mind, and not held taught by the pulling of both past/present. He stands tall and sure of himself with the abstract city scape behind him, as he sets forth on a new course.

✨UPRIGHT✨

The "card" in its upright position represents willpower, strength, determination, & assertion.

✨REVERSED✨

The "card" in its reversed position represents lack of control, aggression, & hesitation.

thank u biddytarot.com for helping with this ^

I added plenty of little details please psychoanalyze everything I would love to see someone notice them hehehe

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rebellum · 2 years ago

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I feel like... Perhaps... Arguing that transphobia is defined by murder and that anything other than murder doesn't even matter... May NOT be conducive to fighting for trans rights.

Like... people want the right to exist as they are. They want to have access to hrt and surgeries and prosthetics. People want access to clothes that fit them and reflect how they want to be seen. People want access to medical care (eg. Getting screened and treated for sex-based forms of cancer can be impossible if you have the "wrong" sex listed to receive those tests). People want to be respected and treated well. People want to not be sexually assaulted and beaten and abused. People want to have access to housing and jobs, and the protection to not lose those things for being trans. People want access to shelters for homeless people or survivors of domestic abuse. People want name changes.

Acting like all of those things don't matter because at least they weren't murderered by an individual (and instead die of suicide or state violence, or survive and suffer) isn't okay.

#'hey people are forcibly detransitioning you and raping and beating you and you lost your job and are going to be homeless and #probably die of infection from being stabbed for trying to go to the bathroom. but at least you arent part of a demographic that has a #higher murder victim rate! shhh just ignore that we dont actually have data on the murder rate of your group.'#do ppl like. forget state based violence exists. and that thats most violence minorities face.#idk man im just. mad about people on here acting like youre only oppressed if youre a perisex trans woman who was AMAB.#cause i exist at the intersection of multiple minorities and being told hey u experience violence but at least you wont be murdered by an #individual feels like a slap in the face.#like it doesnt matter if i have to mask my neurodivergent behaviour bc if people see they could assume im on drugs and call the police and #i could potentially be really hurt but not die but hey at least i wont die just be horrifically traumatized by police brutality!#there are millions of people with mental illnesses similar to my own around the world who are institutionalized and forcibly medicated or #living on the streets or dependant on horrifically abusive caregivers #but hey at least they arent being murdered!#like. the way the transphobia discussion on tumblr rn discusses (and doesnt discuss) race and ability and class and health makes me #feel very invisible.#like if people had to choose who to believe about my experiences between listening to me a black/mixed mentally ill maybe disabled (used to #be disabled) hella nd trans nonbinary person #or listen to a white middle class trans woman's take on my experiences that theyd choose her. its such a weird weird microcosm.#its like a monkeys paw like people are finally listening to trans fems and finally recognising the violence they experience and finally #actually caring about them but for some reason decide that in order to do that its necessary to throw every other minority under the bus #like fuck man have you seen how 'anti transandrophobia truthers' discuss race? its NOT okay #we all matter we all are so similar and are part of the same groups and same communities we need to stick together #stop using trans fems as a battering ram to hurt other minorities challenge #cause like. yes its some trans fems. but its mostly NOT?#like its non trans fems telling other non trans fems that they arent oppressed #and even when many trans fems are like what the fuck dude of course other trans ppl matter whats wrong with you #the group of like 80% non trans fems 20% trans fems are like 'hmm if you are defending other trans people you must not really be trans fem'#like. denying trans fems their identity bc they disagree with them?? dude someone doesnt stop being a trans fem cause they recognise #people other than trans fems matter and exist #its just all so WEIRD its a weird little tumblr microcosm #i wanna stress. for those of you who dont have access to other lgbtq+ communities. how much it seems to be primarily a tumblr thing. to

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productofaritual · 10 months ago

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Imagine

After killing c!Dream and running around to tell people about it, c!clingy actually makes it to c!Punz in time.

They see him in the middle of reviving Dream. They realize what he's doing. Tommy tackles Punz, Tubbo grabs the revival book. Punz is knocked out. They don't know what to do.

They talk about it. Figure out what he was doing from the half written "Dre" in the pages. In a fit of rage, Tubbo beats Punz to death with the revival book.

Fucking ironic.

But it's over. It's done, well and truly done. Dream is dead. They have the revival book.

It's time to plan their trip to L'Moonburg

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inkats · 8 months ago

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i need to get better at art.. god please i need. to . draw so much. why dont i draw more every minute i have free i should be drawing

#^the mental desires that led to the fuckin arm pain in the first place.#no u dont you need to take like. a week to let ur arm finally recover and do so much watching and reading and observing.#anyway im . normal. i dont have any passions #ppl have told me to 'get a hobby' because i am so bland and passionless.#god i really wanna get better at writing too but im way too. extinguished. not even burnt out extinguished.#they did this on pupose type beat. one day. ill have a brain again. its been a year without brain i really need to. shake off the rust #maybe make new guys. would be fun. my boys arent. playing or having drama enough recently. need to properly look through old sketchbooks to

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zaynes-left-chesticle · 4 months ago

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Surprised it took this long, but I actually had a dream about L&DS last night and it honestly could have been a movie, it was so intense! Even ended with the 5 of us teaming up together and defeating my brain's weird-ass-version of Onychinus and reclaiming the N109 zone and saving humanity from certain doom.

I actually woke up feeling happy for the first time in who knows how long??! .... And then I realized it was Tuesday at 5:30am, I'm not in-fact about to get victory shawarma with 4 gorgeous men, and I had to go to PT ☠️

#love and deepspace #l&ds #ash dreams??#im gonna pretend the final battle was Open orbit 80... maybe its a sign ill beat it this week 🤣

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m0thkiller · 1 year ago

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It just hit me that its been a long time since ive self harmed in August. ive cut it close a few times but im getting close to 100 days clean heresoon. thats like, kinda insane to me.

#i honest to god never thought id get this far with so few incidents #ive been doing it for like three years and trying to stop for half of that #never beat 30 days #then never beat 50 #ive finally gotten past 70 days #and sometimes i still relapse and relapse hard #i was at 72 last time #i really really fucked myself up #burned myself easily over a hundred times #and then in the weeks following didnt even bother counting cuz itd be like every day or two #all said and done once my episode was over i tagged myself 148 times #i counted #i felt so fucking hopeless #like any promise of getting better would just be soothing words to assuage my friends and family before inevitably disappointing them again #but now i actually *feel* like im getting better. im consistently beating personal records #im still not hopeful enough to think ill never do it again #but episodes are getting tangibly less intense and less frequent #someday maybe i can be happy #cw ////

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tomaturtles · 1 year ago

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Blink. Bliank. Trick or treat 👁

HARU!!!!!!!!

#got around to reading his lore the other day he's sooo cool #poss tag #asks #trick or treating #nge ocs #and that's a WRAP ty everyone who sent me one :] it helped me beat my art block with hammers #maybe ill finally finish something this week if my Responsabilities allow it. we'll see

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strangerhands · 8 months ago

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ohmygodddddd i am a fucking genius...👁️ the fic idea i just came up with. the Specific Line i thought up. its such a random idea but its so so cute and sweet and ugh its gonna plague me forever. kinda proud of myself to be honest so lets just hope i can Actually write it soon🧎

#mmm brain isnt always bad sometimes i guess.#its some unapologetic jake fluff btw #bc he deserves it #also i forgot i cant really spend time on tumblr today bc ill be busy again lol so tomorrow it is (hopefully)#but its gonna be a good day bc me and my bestie are going to see love lies bleeding And immaculate together😋😋#and probably get some lunch and maybe ice cream too #excited #have been looking forward to today #and then after today im looking forward to finally crawling back into my little tumblr cave #hopefully i can Actually Read.#and yk. writing would be nice too.#also im goin back on sertraline today and apparently it can be used for ocd too so i will try to see if any of That feels different as well #raaaaaa #still havent fully researched ocd tho🧎ive been procrastinating🧎as i do🧎#anyways goodnight its 5am.#shouldnt have had that 8pm iced capp #i downed that shit fr #ok bye bye love yall #talkin shit #FUCK YES THIS POSTED LIKE ON THE VERY SECOND 5:15 WAS ENDING YESSS #sorry i actually like am distressed when the minute(s) of my posts arent posted on a 0 or 5 or like the same as the previous number #and when it is i feel like actual relief and joy #and when it isnt i contemplate deleting and waiting until the desired minute to post again.#anddd sometimes i actually do.#i also will just wait several minutes to post something when its not the exact minute i want yet #or ill queue it for like. literally a couple minutes in the future.#yeah i have many issues #okay gn thank you for reading if you read🧍🫶#i always either suck my own dick or beat my own ass.#rarely ever is there an in between

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phagodyke · 1 year ago

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god what a fucking terrible country this is to be trans in. it rly just keeps getting worse huh

#if the tories somehow get reelected next term. i dont even know what im gonna fucking do man. or any of my friends #the current state of the world is so bleak #AND i have a job interview tomorrow 😭 (<- in the tone of and prom is tomorrow!!) if a meteor wants to just obliterate me rn idm #ourghhhh #change of topic to smth less depressing i finally beat leshy + got to the second stage of inscryption!! genuinely wasnt expecting-#it to be the way it is (<- no spoilers) but sooo cool. im not always into turn based rogues but its such a well crafted game #excited to see. what happens next 👀 ill be honest i mainly got into it for the po3 fanart i kept seeing around so 👀👀👀👀#and i made soup and brownies and i have parkour tomorrow and maybe a trans swim meet next week so. perhaps not all hope is lost #my flatmate said smth earlier abt how all of the negative shit atm seems so huge and beyond out control. and the positives so tiny #in the face of that. which is really tru cosigned some rl shit she said. but what else is there to stay afloat clinging to innit.#anyway. need to change my sheets + watch another adventure time ep + get my shit together for tmr morning + read + SLEEP #hope everyone is holding up alright ily #.diaries

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infizero · 7 months ago

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grgrhgahahh i wanna read more pokespe but i cant do it on my phone and im not unpacking my stuff until the morning

#this is not a real issue i am plenty entertained rn and also am going to be going #to bed soon anyways. i just am rlly in pksp mood #im in a pkmn mood in general lol ive been reading reguri fics as previously stated #but also i got back into legends arceus earlier today which i havent played in TWO YEARS. which is crazy #and man i fucking loveee playing pkmn i rlly hope they make the next #mainline game not half baked. i didnt get scarlet and violet bcuz of that :(#i had a playthrough of it in the bg but. its not the same #it makes me sad that im not up to date like i dont know any of the new #pokemon i dont know anything about SV's region or characters or story #i want to though. maybe ill get around to actually sitting down and watching a playthrough at some point #i also want to get caught up with pokespe in my reread so my first #experience w SV might be thru spe. which is weird to think about #thats never been the case for me with a pkmn game before #i mean. in terms of just being familiar w the game not playing it myself #i have not played every mainline pkmn game lol #my first one was pokemon pearl. which i never beat. but after that i #got alpha sapphire which i was CRAZYYYY obsessed with. i played that game to the bone til there was #literally nothing left to do other than grind to lvl 100 for the hell of it #pokemon moon is INCREDIBLY special to me for a number of reasons #mainly that it was my first pkmn game that i ANTICIPATED. i remember watching the trailers #over and over. every time they dropped new info i was eating it up. i remember when the starters final evos #were finally revealed i was so excited. and ofc the INSANITY that was the red and blue reveal. good times #but yes i similarly played the shit out of moon til there was nothing left to do. and it was the first one #where i was INCREDIBLY invested in the story. i cared and still care about the alola casrt #soooooo much they were literallyyy my friends. i drew them sooo much. and ofc lillie was one of my #most specialest little blorbos ever. i was in LOVE with her as a kid. it was serious #anyways and then i played pokemon sword which i also love dearly. i beat the main game but i #actually still havent finished the dlc.... but i also care very deeply about the galar cast and drew them a lot as well #and thats all not mentioning from my years long obsession with pokespe lol. but anyways yes #serena.txt

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lesbeet · 1 year ago

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oh also i finished the last two divine beasts in botw and with daruk's protection (i did rudania last) i finally was able to get past the fucking guardians and into the castle for the first time and accidentally stumbled into the sanctum without realizing, and i died facing calamity ganon obviously bc i was completely unprepared but i actually did much better than i expected! i held my own pretty much until the stage where he goes on the wall in his full armor bc i couldn't do any damage to him and my arrows and various ways of regaining health eventually ran out so i'm gonna wait till i'm better prepared w stronger weapons and better food and exilirs etc but i was really proud of myself! i was scared when it started but then i was like eh i can always go back to the previous save with zero consequences so i may as well try it

#remember this is like my second video game ever after stardew (i dont really count mario kart)#so i really didn't think i was ready but i did really well considering it was an accident lmao #botw #i leave for europe on monday so im wondering if ill finish it this weekend and ill can download totk for the 10 hr plane ride #i only have like 80-some shrines done and have some side quests obv (i found 2 stables today i had somehow totally missed)#but i feel like i could be done and get to totk and then maybe play them both again. im just excited for totk it sounds really cool lol #like ill def do the final boss fights and Beat The Game but i feel like after that i might wanna do totk #ass creed is on the back burner which is disappointing bc i wanted to use it to learn italy since I'm going there #but im refixating on zelda i cant help it

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chipchopclipclop · 2 years ago

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YOU'RE INTO PROJECT MOON STUFF??? You don't have to drop the Limbus ID, but who are your favorite characters so far?? Don Quixote is my daughter and spirit animal

ive been peripherally into projmoon stuff for years bc i have friends who r really into it so ive always had like, proximal knowledge of their stuff (lol) but limbus was the tipping point finally for me bc gregor sex appeal too powerful ig............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i made this after i blasted through the story if u r that curious LOL

#chitter chatter #profooflemodeon #maybe ill go back and beat lc and lor finally #AFTER I BEAT OCOTOPATH *LOOKING AT MY ACCURSED BACKLOG*

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volfoss · 1 year ago

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I need to play more old rpgs...

#twist rambles #i need to get worse Abt morrowind. i need to beat fallout 1 and 2 eventually. one day #like i beat witcha 1 i got this... but unfortunately i am deep in comics hell bc i do not feel well enough to game most days #but one day maybe. or ill get thru the matn fallout 1 and 2 playlists finally idk

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feeferden · 1 year ago

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i bought a cheap 3ds (very clearly used. the home button rarely works and the case has a few scratches and etc etc) because my brother broke my old xl 3ds in 2015. im having a BLAST replaying my old games (got emotional seeing my lost pokemon omega ruby/y save) and i bought ultra sun too...so awesome

#txt #with this...after i beat this..i can finally say ive actually fully played through every mainline game region. maybe ill make a tier list #ppl were NOT joking abt the alola games having so many cutscenes. i dont mind them too much rn because i dont know what all of them -#- are but godDAMN they are long cutscenes

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