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hiii hello
#i'm back!! kind of ;-; for a moment? i hava to get back to my essay aldjjsjdjdj#ANYWAY#GUESS WHO SAW THE ROSE LIVE !!!!!!#AAAAAAAA#dojoon is the most wholesome person on planet earth it needs to be said#he was so adorable hello?? man got me smiling like a dumbass for a whole concert#pls his little dance show during 'yes' haha it was lovely#i loved his energy so much#and guys GUYS#i've experienced i.l.y live. i can die happily now. i feel fulfilled 🙌🏻#i had a shitty place ofc but it was still a lovely experience 🥺#omg and can't believe that people got them into a disscusion about how to pronounce 'warszawa' 😭 it was a whole lesson aldjhdjakxjfk#also i discovered that people don't stomp during concerts in other countries apparently?? bc they were so confused why we're doing it#do you stomp during concerts? i think i'll make a post about it bc i'm curious#anyway it was cool i love them most wholesome group fr#now i have to get back to studying 😭 pray for me my deadline is tmrw and i'm kinda dead i didn't sleep at all last night#have a good everyone mwah mwah#agnes talking#omg also#maybe i'm old idc#but i didn't know people are still making snapchats during concerts?? and i also witnessed several bereals being taken 💀#live experiences are truly dead lol#but tbh i could make a whole post about things i HATE about concerts culture but whatever. as long as someone isn't ruining my fun#bc yes people were fucking mean to each other before the concert and yes i did end up being pressed between people#and couldn't move at all for some time#bc the lady in front of me didn't care to move even tho she did have space in front of her :))))#like when will people learn that it's about EVERYONE'S safety???#3 girls DID faint and shoutout to everyone who reacted very quickly in these moments but god#just. be fucking mindful about people around you#*a good day
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uhh another modern au agott follow-up. They've gotten progressively sillier
#witch hat tag#orufrey#hopefully you remember where she's at. the original one about her turmoils with art was so sincere....#but this is sincere too. being a 12 year old autistic lesbian is one of the most stupid things to experience. Like what is happening.#Yeah OK maybe i'm a wee lesbo. but i'm focusing on my CAREER rn so idc about that. SO i'm very upset that other ppl are not FOCUSING!!!!#A-AND FYI MY TEACHER HE CARRIES AROUND A GIRLY LIL PURSE!!! SO THERE!!!! Why are they walking away#agott helps me have to decide how to draw expressions i have never drawn before.#i actually realised looking at the concept art book stuff more carefully that coco is canonically 14? Ok....#it's a little too cruel if theyre dealing with periods on top of saving witch society from its foibles..but ok.. i do feel that riche is 12#also coco's hair is going to turn dark green when she's an adult or something. it's 'blonder' now due to being a kid🤔#abba is bc after a big long modern au orufrey comic where they got together i just strongly felt that they slowdanced to abba that day#feeling the mirth and hope of life and 'young and sweet only 17' why didnt we get together sooner but its ok like this & i love you dearly.#teen qif secretly listening to abba heartache songs after olly's caretaker drives him away..in that faded neopets hoodie.#it became 'their music' their silly little music.. right up there with the faerie bubbles theme.. (<- frustrating neopets minigame.)
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missing them
#my candy love#mcl armin#mcl lysander#people i'm forever going to miss them so so so so much omg#and not to be mean or anything because it's makes me sad too but i think that if there's like cameos of the OG characters#like they are probably going to be mainly Cas and mayyyyyyyybe Nath ig. maybe priya girliepop idk (i'm talking about LIs)#so i don't have the hope of seeing the loml in NG and of course they are not obligated to include them but. yk.#those two are the reason i'm in the fandom in the first place. every time i think about mcl i think about them#and i'm going to say it (i think i've said it before): i love the ep 3 thomas illu the most because i feel like it's soooo lysander route#also ep 2 thomas? armin route. people-#mcl high school life you'll forever be famous to me even if you are more than a decade old. idc ilysm.
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I swear I saw someone here fancast goran višnjić for mortimer a few years ago and revisiting it now, it's still a pretty inspired choice imo
+bluejay bluejay bluejay
most importantly he's 6'4 aka fucking huge??
#if cornelia wasn't so invested in mo's height maybe i wouldn't be either#2000s goran might be physically closest to (my image of) mo out of actors i know#idc let mortimer be hot as long as he's not too hollywood#imagine being resa and mo shows up all sweet and artsy and bookish PLUS looking like 20-something yr old goran visnjic#ps. i've seen timeless (2016) entirely via gifs/skimming and i'm obsessed with flynn
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#and i SADDLE UP MY PONYTA AND I RIDE INTO THE SIT-TAY#I MAKE A LODDA NOISE CUZ THE GURLS THEY R SO PRETAY#RIDIN' UP N DOWN BROADWAY ON MY OLD STUD LEROY AND THE GIRLS SAY:#SAVE A RAPIDASH RIDE A MEOWBOY!!!#JOHN WAYNE AINT GOT NUTHIN ON MY FRINGE GAME HELL NO!!!!#well stranger don't ya know i'd like to be yer friend... IF I HAD THE TIME TO STAAAAAAY.#BUT I'M A BRAMBLIN A BLOWIN IN THE WIND. I'VE GOT TO CATCH ANOTHER STAAAAAAAAGE.#I STRAP ON MY GUITAR JUST LIKE A FORTY FIVE. I PRAY EACH NIGHT MY AIM IS TRUUUUEEEE#and ACQUAINTANCES TURN TO FRIENDS I HOPE THOSE FRIENDS THEY REMEMBER ME#HOLD THE NIGHT FOR RANSOM AS WE KIDNAP THE MEMORIES#NOT SURE THERES A WAY TO EXPRESS WHAT U MEANT TO ME#SOMETIMES I GET TO THINKIN BOUT SETTLIN' DOWN. FADE OFF INTO A MEMORY.#BUT EVERY NIGHT THAT I STEP OUT TO FACE THE CROWD?#I KNOW THIS IS THE LIFE FOR MEEEEEEE#pokemon#meowth#ok context. to whomever it may concern. which is no one but idc i have a lot to say and no one to say it to#first off heres my like bi-annual post bc i 1. only draw f*rdekyl* and fucking detest f*re *emblem fans with a burning passion#so i hate sharing my 'art' . so heres a rare non-fk thing. bc i also hate social media as a whole it makes me sue of side all#but like 2. i have deliberately avoided scar/vio bc its a BAD GAME. and its not made well. also i know 'open world' formats#trigger my ocd. which it did exactly. but thats mostly irrelevant. but in anycase. i bit the bullet bc i was in a pkmn mood#esp after my long beloved n*te and dook*ie gave me a hankering for a pkmn game again#and my lil bro accidentally bought 2 copies years ago so i was like fck it ill give it a shot its Free#and yes the game is dogshit. however. everytime i see a meowth in the wild i lose my mind.#his jaunty little yee-haw walk kills me every time. i adore him. thus this was inspired.#alright imma head out i fucking hate this website as well as every other social media . maybe ill draw something non-fk in like a year#see ya in like a year maybe if i live that long. which i wouldnt count on bc tbh this year has been BAD in terms of my pain. im on the#EXTREME decline and can BARELY draw anymore. i want to die. i got nothin left. it just keeps getting worse so adios!#:(
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There is information that exists about the lore..... But just in my mind....
#okay i'm gonna yap but here in the tags#mostly about Valentine's clothes#is very on the nose tbh but ah! thoughts!#Valentine's main outfit being the one with his black coat (its actually his mom's) referencing his mourning and grief#his white scarf in more association with “innocence”#innocence as “inocent” as#a victim#i like to think about the white and black as lack of openess#achromatism#(does that word exist? idc)#hes not open to clive and he doesnt know him he can only see him as this man who killed his mother and thats it. thats what clive is.#as well as clive seeing valentine as one more person who hates his guts and wants him death#nothing new.#Under Valentine's coat hes using a pink shirt. Pink (as white) can symbolize innocence too. Is a bright color. Love is the most accepted#definition#Compassion too#Thats what Valentine shows Clive as their story goes on. Valentine later stops using his scarf too#ahhh well. i didnt describe it too much on the fic i wrote where they kiss#but that day was quite hot#Valentine's clothes were mostly white#old white shirt with short sleeves with paint stains#white as this innocent feeling that its stained#maybe with sentiments of confusion. fear. excitement. hope?.#short sleeves#hes showing himself to clive#this is as closer they got#(besides the kiss)#Clive dresses the same during all the story#whatever that means....! haha! (go listen to two birds by regina spektor)#well thats all for now
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Really truly the problem with internet addiction is that I need it for all kinds of shit. I can't just quit it like I could smoking or drinking and not have alcohol or cigarettes in my house ever*, I need my phone. I need the internet. So I have my phone and need to actively fight not to grab it all the time.
Even worse when I do need to use it to look smth up, sure I can use extensions and stuff to block tumblr and twitter and youtube but sadly the internet (or even just my phone/laptop) is so full of distractions, I can't eliminate them all - like just now I wanted to look at a picture I'd taken of an info I needed but my pictures are also full of recordings of my cheerleading team so I got distracted looking at our past stunt successes and fuckups.
(*disclaimer since this is the piss on the poor site, I'm not saying internet addiction is worse or harder than alcohol or nicotine addiction, just pointing out this one difference. It might be more difficult in this one aspect, obviously there are a lot of aspects in which alcohol and nicotine are much worse (like them actually being physically addictive substances))
#internet addiction#smartphone addiction#they say accepting you're addicted is the first step to getting better but uh#They don't ever really tell you the second step for things you can't actually fully get rid of#maybe a work phone? work computer? So at least I'm not logged in to all the distracting sites?#And don't take pictures of anything not work/study related on that phone?#don't really have the money for an extra phone but y'know#And even then again. The internet is endlessly distracting. If nothing else I'd probably find some old forum about a topic idc about#instead of researching the thing i actually should research#I tried to make a separate profile on my laptop the other day and tried to like. Block a bunch of stuff on there#But windows is the worst and I couldn't figure it out#I think it's only possible with like? Windows family? So I'd need a whole second windows account? No thanks#Yes yes I should switch to Linux#I'll do Linux on my new pc that I've still not put together#but my laptop... I don't think it's worth the effort it's not gonna live much longer anyway
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Not sure if this is an unpopular opinion but, I dislike old Moon. Not going into to detail why but if you are still curious watch derpy duck's video on how toxic old Moon was to Sun.
I like new Moon, just dislike old Moon. I say dislike and not hate because I don't hate old moon with a burning passion, just don't like him.
#the sun and moon show#tsams#sams#hot take maybe?#I'm sorry I just don't like old Moon-#idc if I get hate I just want this opinion out there#I just needed this out of my brain
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#me thinking about my 30 years old birthday:#maybe I should bake a cake? or order sushi? so expensive#my friend about her 30 years old birthday: London on Christmas to see my best friend!#life is SO wild#makes me feel shitty about my life tbh#which is totally a me problem and I'm still glad for my friend#I hope they get to do so#idk I feel weird#personal#anyway#gotta go get my rice milk and a stylus for my phone I guess#I think I feel weird bc my friend haven't told me about this before#and is making effort to visit their bestie#but visiting me is completely out of question#idk if this makes me selfish and idc#I just like to be in the loop okay#we haven't talked for like a month or something#and it's a lot of time for me
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immmm really starting to miss writing about [redacted] and what if i just
#what if i just.#i'm already planning a fic for the spite event#but kinda wanna rewrite an old favorite and maybe work on the sequel i'd started#idc if i'm not up to date on the lore i was basically writing OCs anyway#ness talks
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idk the "i only know a few mutuals of ieva’s from mutual friends while i was ceneid (who i won’t be mentioning here), but i do know a few, and i havent ever followed (or even heard) of a private blog from them." part gets me because me and ivy are friends (i love you ivy <3) and elise had this blog. elise was on this blog. she had a tag. THIS IS A PRIVATE BLOG!! SHE HAD AND KNEW ABOUT MY PRIVATE BLOG BTU IG THAT DOESNT COUNT!!! UGHHHH
#idk another part is just like. how she's like 'we could all constantly be lying'#but we could all be telling the truth.#how terrible is your life; elise? to have to always believe that you are not surrounded by love and truth? that people want to lie to you?#like maybe she doesn't know that me and ivy are friends but..#i'm on her blog?? like i've sent asks#nordicbananas has appeared there#UGHHHH#anyways <3 im sick of this.#this is EXACTLY like that one person#like. ok not exactly#but so manythings that she did. so many things that she says. just. echo them#sigh.#idk and idc how many pets she has like i dont think it's probable but i do not care girl why would you bring that up#if somehow she is reading this. babe don't make any more blogs. you dug yourself a hole until you reached the core of the earth and even-#-then youre trying to go further. just delete tumblr. dont go on the website. if you do; only read fics and then close the tabs.#dont do this to yourself. dont do this to everyone who knew you or ones who know people who did.#it's getting old; it's getting sad. it's just sad elise.#sighh.#:shroom is typing...#sorry for the worse than great subject on the selfship blog i just wanted to say *something* yk#i love you all <3
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HI BEE. I HOPE THIS IS OKAY RHEJRHSJD MWA
OMG THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL THANK YOU SO MUCH
I LOVE HOW YOU PUT THE ONES YOU WOULD TRUST TO HOLD YOUR DRINK I NEEDED TO.
#🖍️ — Silly doodles#🩷 — Lara!!!#I APPRECIATE SO MUCH SEEING VERMELHO WHERE HE IS. I WASN'T EXPECTING PEOPLE TO LOVE HIM SO MUCH ARGHHH#it would be really cute to see Maroon and Vermelho because you know.#They are kinda like family?? like I know it's not the same Red that they are related to BUT IDC#Maroon going full mom mode with Vermelho#pats his head and asks him how's everything going#imagine Vermelho talking about Kalei to Maroon. he would be so flustered and nervous and she would be so happy WIWIWI#clear be prepared for another kid#ACTUALLY IF VERMELHO WAS MAROON'S SON THAT WOULD MAKE MAGENTA HER GRANDDAUGHTER#GRANMA MAROOOOOO#WIWIWI#I NEED TO DRAW THAT TOMORROW#MAKO AND MAROON WOULD GET WELL TOO IT WOULD BE INTERESTING TO SEE THEM INTERACT#I have to think more clear how Mako's journey to Hoenn would be but yeah#I think because of the age diference between Mako and everything he would be younger than Red? or maybe same age when he goes to Hoenn???#idk to be honest#since in bw arc he is 24-25 yrs old#ANYWAYS. SECOND TIEE#NOT TALKING ABOUT VALENTINE BUT IT'S SO CUTE TO SEE HIM THERE HEHE#I LOVE HOW SECOND TIER OLD LADIES HAVE AROUND THE SAME AGE AND SIMILAR VIBES#and then db xenoverse ocs JDJSJSJSB#don't trust Cytruce with your drink tho! he would spill it on the floor or on someone else on accident (I'm sorry Pastelito)#SECOND TIER IT'S SO FUNNY BC. I MADE RUDY AND M3GA AROUND THE SAME WEEK SO#THEY ARE BOTH FACES OF THE SAME COIN DISJSJAJSJSJS SISTERS/HJ#Third tier is the real don't trust them with your drink (beetle. the last guy. only him.)#ILY FOURTH TIER ILYSM#COULDN'T DRAW VINCENT PROPERLY BUT. THIS IS PURE CHAOS.#📬#I'VE REACH THE LIMIT FOR TAGS FUCK DUCK FUCK
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once again eagerly reading and watching you liveblog your pokemon experiences hell yeah dude
i've been restraining myself from liveblogging pla for a third time bc i super super enjoy running my mouth and love paying attention to things that everyone else would find boring and irrelevant. but this time i was like ok it would simply look embarrassing for me to talk in detail about the entirety of the exact same game three times in a row. but then again each new time i've played i've had a different level of context. first i had absolutely no knowledge (save from a major spoiler, yet still one removed from context), then i had the knowledge from this game itself, and now i have the knowledge of both this game and its predecessor. there have been some new things i've noticed and some new thoughts and feelings i've had for the first time. i wish i'd written them all down to like document them now
and yeah baby i am so so so happy i've gotten the chance to play gen 4 now. both of these games make each other so much more special in my eyes in a sort of indescribable way. my relationship with platinum is bizarre bc yeah i only just played it for the first time this year but also having played pla means i can recognize all these callbacks and know where things are going. and even stronger than that- as a certified younger sibling i can verify having had the true younger sibling experience of watching one's older sibling play a video game and feeling like you're playing it yourself. granted i only remember bits and pieces of the games i watched them play (diamond from my brother and platinum from my sister). but like certain things are so vivid in my memories dude
the pokémon center theme and jingle (but granted those are so culturally significant anyone would know them). the pc box opening sound (dude that's such a small thing and yet it almost killed me hearing it again after so long). 'the water is a deep blue color...would you like to surf on it?' >yes< 'pippi used surf!' (empoleon cry and animation). the surf music. the sinnoh wild battle music (hearing that in pla was like hey i think i recognize that but with japanese instruments?). the biking music. 'chop chop machop! chop away on rocks!' (we used to say that to each other all the time it was like a little sung ditty). exploring the underground and digging and dodging traps and capture the flag and secret bases.. the sound of the map opening (it's such a satisfying crunch). like dude... i am getting nostalgia for my childhood... for something i myself didn't play and only faintly remember from forever ago... and only recently have been able to fully be a part of. it's such a surreal and unique experience. if anyone ever asks i'm going to tell them i played gen 4 as a kid bc i basically did (technically i did bc i used to beg my sister to let me play the mining minigame in the underground lol. that's the only thing i wanted to do). partially. i don't remember everything but like i remember a lot
#sorry for writing paragraphs again i love being talked to about this#every time i receive a message from a vet saying 'i love reading your liveblogs as a newbie! i gain a power boost#it is my favorite thing to have my adhd power media analysis brain validated and appreciated#next thing you know i will be playing. firered on my sister's ds lite (i have a dsi so it's not compatible)#now THAT would leave certain veterans feeling very very old when i approach it with childlike ignorance#(i think my brother is going to bully me into playing sword soon)#(idc if literally everyone says swsh is bad if my brother buys it for me i'll play it)#(a free game is a good game)#i would really love to play black/white next but i think i'll hold off#bc it seems likely that there'll be a remake in the next few years#but even then it might end up being bad so like. maybe there's no point in waiting#nah man obviously i'm waiting for them to release legends kyurem so that i can go into THAT with ignorance#and only THEN play black/white#gotta keep the trend going#asks#dittydipity#pok��mon
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I wanna keep playing totk but I think I'm gonna have to fight Ganondorf soon
#I have a few quests and plenty of shrines/lightroots to find still#but I'm definitely hitting that point where it's like okay. what now?#all but the last main quests are done#I've beat Kohga and now the yiga are pissing me off again#I have 2 more sage treasures to find so im gonna do that for fairness sake#(if mineru has one idc she annoys me anyways. that said I dont think she does)#most npcs have no new dialogue. I keep hoping Impa will say something else about ***** but no luck yet#so yeah. idk. there's a lot of old map stuff I haven't found yet#but I feel like I'm just dragging my playthrough out at this point#maybe I just wanna see the ending too#loz#totk
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would I be killed on the spot if I said I disliked lychee's final design so I made a little redesign of them rewrote them entirely and they're basically my oc now because FUCK I love jesters. would I be allowed to post my design or would I be burned at the stake
#cookie run#♦️charlie's miscellaneous#I'm feeling a little silly today. so i will elaborate a little bit#as soon as i saw lychee's first little jester design i got so excited and i couldn't wait for them to release because I LOVE CLOWNS#but then they dropped and they were practically a whole different character. unclowned in every possible way#and yeah they're cute but they just rub me the wrong way maybe it's just my romance repulsion talking but idk#and i was SO disappointed. i know it sounds dumb and petty but :( brain see clown and instant favorite#and yes ik lychee redesign is old news but idc I'm thinking about them and i wanna post about them but im scared of ppl being mean 2 me :(#anyways if this post gets 1 (one) comment telling me they wouldn't kill me if i started lycheeposting i will start lycheeposting
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#i opened commissions 8pm. it's almost 11pm and all i received is 1 like. no dm. no message. nothing.#i know i have to be patient. i know it's still early. but i've lived up to this moment for months - this whole week especially#i'm really beginning to doubt my decision to open commissions. maybe i should've chosen to sell ready products. or nothing at all.#there were just so many people (mostly who i know irl) who said they'd looove to buy from me once they got the chance#but nothing.#idk. i just feel so insecure and doubtful. babe tried to talk it out of my head but i just can't shake the feeling.#it's partiality old pain. not feeling good enough. doubting my abilities. lack of friends. putting myself out there and not getting anythng#anyways. i just needed to empty my head. will probably delete this later#and ywah i notice the spelling errors but idc to type it all over again lol
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