#maybe i'll change my mind idk
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I decided to continue Criminal Minds, I'm currently watching 4x15 and I realised I don't really care / like Rossi....
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oh dear.
from what I've seen (on my dash) I feel like I'm the only one who was okay with that ending?
BBC ghosts spoilers in the tags
#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts spoilers#maybe i'll change my mind idk#i daren't venture into the tag yet#like people are making some very valid points but i just like that it keeps various possibilities open while also being a close#im glad nothing shocking happened to the ghosts like all moving on or smth#that would have been much worse imo#and I remember before s5 people were suggesting an ending like that and lots of people liked the idea??#i think sometimes ppl build things up too much only to be disappointed by any outcome#i guess my main criticism is that it should have been a longer episode or two parter to build up to that ending properly#like one ep about betty and the exorcism#and the second one for the ghosts to decide alison should leave and bringing her around to the idea#but they were probably constrained on that front by their bbc contract#it'll be interesting to come back to this one with a whole series rewatch in future and see how it feels then#kinda sad that so many people will see it as one of those shows with a disappointing ending like many pre-existing series#and just want to erase their knowledge of it#maybe im just so determined not to make it one of those bc i want to love this show forever
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Oh em gee!! Playing Choo Choo Charles! Totally scared af!!
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would u ever accept art commissions
Currently? Probably not...
I'm a full time graphic designer so tbh I spend 40 hours of my week doing commissions for my boss lol
I don't have a lot of time for personal art and I'm already spending a lot of my creative energy at my job so its more refreshing to be able to draw stuff that I wanna draw :]
Every so often when I need some ideas I ask my followers for suggestions! and I try to make sure I'm incorporating drawings that you guys would enjoy as well. But for now I won't be selling any art.
Also I am still working on those Guardianship AU asks, but for the reasons already stated above... I'm a little slow LOL
#littlecrittereli#sona art#artist sona#asks#I find my art tends to look better when its something im passionate about#ive taken commissions before but they've never turned out as good as I would've liked#i spend a lot of time studying the characters I draw and it's hard to put the same amount of time and studies into a one-time commission#but idk maybe one day I'll change my mind!#(aka if I ever lose my job LOL)#watch me get laid off and then come crawling back here begging for spare change in like a week /JJJJJ
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yesterday the trailer for the crow (2024) popped up on my fyp and the misinterpretation of core of the graphic novel just fucking sends me.
the horror at the centre of the novel, the utter despair and pain that shroud Eric, both in the source material and the 1994 movie, works because Eric and Shelly were a normal couple of lovers. It's because of such mundane tenderness that the horror of the murder leaves such a staggering and profound impact on the viewer, the violence is totally uncalled for and highlights how humanity's depravity can befall anyone, even the kindest of people (following the drammatic personal story of O'barr).
twisting Eric and Shelly's backstory into a kind of wattpad misfits' one, the viewer looses the element of immedesimation that held inside the emotional value of the movie. By depriving both characters of their normality the intimate sorrow is lost. What was a desolate tale of personal loss, to me, feels more like the search for the next halloween costume.
#idk mybe i'm wrong or maybe i understand shit but these changes makes me feel like there's no real understaning of the original meaning#maybe the movie will surprise me and i'll hopefully change my mind but the crow was such a fundamental graphic novel for my past#i truly care for it#thecrow#the crow#the crow 1994#eric draven
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It's actually kind of funny how naive the 2012 turtles are.
They just went through their first confrontation with Bradford and Xever, but rather than thinking they'd be coming back for them or that this would get the Shredder's attention, they assume they're done with them. But Splinter has to tell them their fight is far from over, and they're so caught off guard and disappointed, like, did y'all really think that was the end of it??
And they did.
They're incredibly intelligent and street smart, but they so often think they've done enough to rid themselves of trouble.
#no time for a random 8 paragraph analysis today—there doesn't really need to be an analysis about this anyway since it's so obvious#idk maybe i'll change my mind someday—just not today#analysis#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2k12#tmnt splinter#tmnt leonardo#tmnt raphael#tmnt donatello#tmnt michelangelo#tmnt leo#tmnt raph#tmnt donnie#tmnt mikey#2012 splinter#2012 leo#2012 raph#2012 donnie#2012 mikey#hamato yoshi
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i dont remember if i ever shared that polaroid/compliant is conductor but yea here you go
spoilery concept stuff but i dont careeeeeeeeeee
#madness combat employers#i already have scripts so maybe i'll work on some of them#im obsessed with employers for no reason whatsoever at the moment#aahw and employers invading my mind#its over#idk idk i feel like if an employer is sick their colour will change but the colour will be related???#so conductor is blue but idk i was thinking he got jaundice-like illness so it mixes with his blue to be toxic radiation dumpster green LOL#and aura i think they can just change it for their own personal preference#or identity change#i gotta stfu im ruining everything#🌚🌝
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#might disappear from here for a little bit... i havent decided yet i might come back immediately lol#im just doing... so bad. worse than ever. idk how i'll make it...#being so incredibly lonely only makes it harder to be anywhere that's social where i can witness all the human connection i lack#but yeah... ^-^#maybe i'll change my mind soon maybe i'll just.. disappear for real but we'll see#either way i'll still be on insta & goodreads if anyone wanna interact there c:#i have lots of scheduled posts tho so if i disappear they'll still come#and maybe i'll be back later today sksksk who knows omg 🙃
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Oh! I nearly forgot, but can I ask the significance of this panel?
It comes directly after Dee explains that he can’t come and see her from the future whenever he wants. (Which is one of my favorite moments where Dee’s true eldritch horror leaks in to the story), so I assume it’s… sort of a metaphor? How Emily finds herself at the foot of something she realizes is much, much bigger than she contemplated before?
(Also, I just wanted to compliment you for this panel)
(The first time I saw it, I imagined Dee was showing her this on purpose, time traveling from sometime the same day to really show her what it would be like. An object lesson.
The second time I saw it, I started to wonder
Because Dee himself doesn’t really look aware of what is going on behind him.
And maybe, just maybe, this one moment in time has become the only moment that Dee allows himself to come back to to see Emily, the one moment where he can get lost in the crowd with every other time he came back to look. The one moment where he’s explaining why he can’t come back.
Just… Makes me sad, and I wanted to say thank you for that too, because I love these characters and the story they tell, the sweet and bitter.)
Oh!!!
(Quick test of my ability to find which chapter stuff happens in)
I love your reading of that Uluru panel!! I think I probably didn’t intend anything that deep with it; these time skip montage style chapters are pretty choppy and I’m usually trying to figure out a way to touch on all these brief scenes or moments that I don’t want to spend a whole chapter on for whatever reason, and arrange them in a way where the cuts aren’t too hideously abrupt. For visual reasons I try to contrast different locations and not put 2 dialogue heavy moments directly next to each other. Mood wise, I don’t really want to cut from something serious and angsty to something that’s a complete backflip on that. I also sometimes just feel like drawing a nice landscape and hope it achieves my aims on these fronts haha.
I think also here I was trying to move from that final sentence, “The present is more than enough”, to demonstrating them appreciating having that present together - being able to go do cool and enriching stuff, something not completely mundane but not completely fantastical either. (I mean... sightseeing within your own country is extremely normal, but going to Uluru from Melbourne... not a convenient day trip, since it’s 2000km; 25 hour solid driving, or you can fly in a few hours but I think you have to go via Sydney, so that makes it take at least twice as long I guess. Not that it's specified how long they're there for. I haven’t been myself but I’d love to one day...)
So, yeah!! More of a mechanical/compositional rationale than an intentional metaphor, but I think your reading makes complete sense and actually improves the page! (Sometimes I do intend visual metaphors... but sometimes they’re just happy accidents.)
And thanks for the compliment re the crowd of Dees!! I also love the moments I can lean into his eldritch qualities... they’re sadly few and far between but maybe that helps them be more surprising?? Definitely your first reading was what I intended, that he zigzagged back pretty quickly, probably even from within the conversation, but there is an inherent ambiguity to Dee’s time travelling where unless I take pains to spell it out, there really is no way to know when he’s come from. Even if he can be assumed to be taking every interaction chronologically, there’s no knowing how much time has passed for him between each visit. I don’t even know how to estimate how long his experience of time is, when he’s zigzagging back so densely all the time; even the number of living things on Earth any moment is an incomprehensibly mind-boggling number. That eldritch horror again!
Truth be told I hadn’t thought of him coming back to this moment and blending in with the crowd for the rest of the future ;_; but that’s so real... he could well be, the sad sack...
I had a different sillier thought from slightly misreading your question on first pass, which is that maybe he doesn’t originally know what’s going on behind him, but then later on as he’s just going about his business he goes “oh I know exactly how to punctuate that thing I said earlier!!!” and then does it as an afterthought. Oh to have the ability to add the things you wish you’d said to an earlier conversation 😂
#kind words#man i could ramble on about dee's time travel for so many words but i PROBABLY shouldn't#there's a page coming up (in chapter 54) where on one panel i have drawn dee multiple times#and for this ONE panel it's supposed to be showing time passing while he does stuff#but because he's a time traveller and every single other time i've ever drawn him multiple times in a panel it's been him doubling up#it's way less obvious a use of that device than it is when I do it with emily!!!#i have also commented on this on the alt text on that page#because i think it's fun and whatever i'll repeat myself i guess#ALSO. deciding when i can imply that dee has teleported off panel and when i feel it needs to be drawn explicitly... tricky!#for the panel above i decided i didn't need to draw it but it sure leaves that ambiguity#on a different page in chapter 54 i originally left it implied but then changed my mind and added it explicitly to the page#idk. ask me about which moment later if u remember and/or care to lol.#and the funny thing is i think there is an in universe version of this#where - in my head at least - dee can teleport and return with great subtlety and precision when he wants to#such that he could do it without people noticing unless they're watching very closely maybe#so he adds a bit of performativity to when he teleports so that emily always knows (or doesn't know that he can be sneaky)#BUT this will probably never come up unless i can either find a clear way to indicate it or for some reason Dee decides to mention it#so it will probably remain non-canon#i only consider the comic itself canon. i say all sorts of stuff outside the comic that i change my mind about later#plus death of the author and whatever
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#personally: against#i get it must be THRILLING to a child and that is fantastic for them. that's lovely. it really is. and in an ideal world that would be ok#but i just think it's way too risky. especially with assholes that rock the boat#what if someone falls out? what if some kid doesn't respect personal boundaries?#but most importantly i feel like it's sending a bad message and possibly encouraging adults to do the same#which we've seen they rightfully don't like#i'm very interested to see other responses! idk maybe i'll change my mind. educate me
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Guys do you fw my Gaia Online avatars
#trying to get into gaia online again#but uh i don't think i want to interact with the community#i'll probably just only do things for platinum#since i just want to dress up characters#idk though#maybe i'll change my mind
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i know that when carlo suddenly decided that he needs to marry guy made a whole list in his head n like had a deadlines n shit. like it was some kind of a task he needed to do
#whole fkin campaign. idk still not sure how it was but man was in his peacock era for sure#n it's like i need to find a wife i need to make it in 2 (or whatever) months etc etc#but its like a bg task n he didn't speak bout it w others. like he just said that he needs to marry#also idk if i mentioned this but i wrote lauretta/carlo first meet long ago n she was w her fiance#i just listened to “pretty music” again sorry. i like that uh governor or tf this character is#changes his behaviour from one woman to another so real. n that fkin “but im a lucky guy who gets to dance w u”#and “since u know what i need i'll even take your lead” <- fr like im sure lauretta screwed him for several times#just to see if he's really serious good old manipulations w men nothing new nothing superstitious#upd. he probably made a mind budget for this (i mean finding a wife)#n bout lauretta screwing carlo its like in this ukranian song Ти ж мене пiдманула ти ж мене пiдвела#but since he's a strategist he's patient (like i wanted to accent this quality sm i wrote#that carlo started thinkin bout taking moretti's place back in 1932)#anyway. “Challenge accepted” situation and idk fr for some reason when it's carlo eddie lauretta it's always bout playing#so lauretta started playing n he entered this play too. i don't even think he was exactly mad (maybe only for the 1st time)#at this point i have a clear image of how they met n their first dates (cringe word) n how he proposed#ie how it started how it ended. ending was fast i believe (deadline is approaching 🤯)#what was in between i don't exactly know but i wondered just now if he also screwed lauretta (i think yes)#bc i don't knooowwww frrr all this is so bout playing to me#but bout ending its like. boss fight (<- sex) game credits (<- marriage) ((speedrun))#also i was thinkin if he even ever met lauretta's parents (i always thought that no but idk)#can imagine lauretta calling carlo a good friend. i also hm ok#i started to write a comic like a month ago just bout falcone polycule n it starts w#carlo who says that he finally needs to get married n lauretta's mother askin (in a pushing way) why#her n her fiance still aren't married like girl tf. she jinxed it i guess#upd. carlo/lauretta is funny in my head bc right before marriage he did fell in love lauretta didn't but guy's profitable we'll take him👍#she did only after marriage i think bc it was the time when u can finally relief bc it's over#u don't need to think bout no yes no no yes yes will it work or won't etc#woman was able to fucking chill at last. she got the money sorry i mean the man#he's not runnin away let's finally look who the fuck is even this man. why he won't shut up bout astronomy can i get a divorce <- jk#but yeah “я тобi брехала” is so lauretta right after marriage to me (“i dont even know the color of ur hair”)
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okay its not even that i dislike the idea of alison moving out but having a whole episode dedicated to the question of should they sell the house ending with yes the ghosts are awful but what are you gonna do? its family. and then in the next episode, only twenty nine minutes later, its 'we're family, we can be a pain. and you need to be your own family now. goodbye!' like what.
#yeah im not done here.#like it just didnt work for me sorry! felt very rushed and underbaked!#like the concepts were there i guess but... idk maybe i'll change my mind when i find the will to rewatch it#getting heated over ghosts on christmas day how terrible...#bbc ghosts spoilers#anyways how great was that episode of doctor who like WOW#mine
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I just started isat so I'm not sure how much this is accurate but Odile doesn't feel old like a middle aged person to me, based on the dialogue and the jokes she feels so very 27-30 in an majorly early 20s group
#The Nya#The way she goes along with the jokes and then makes a point of saying I'm old I'm so old y'all but babies to me#That's not an older person to me that's someone just slightly older doing it for the bit#Siffrin Isabeau and Odile just feel very close in age to me based on how they talk to each other idk#Isabeau feels somewhere from 22-25 and Siffrin 23-27 but in that depressed and missed years of my life I'm not accounting for if I don't#Think about it way#And Odile feels very 27-30 academic burnout to me#While Mirabelle just sounds 17-20 pushed into a position of responsibility that I'm not yet ready to take up because I have been a child fo#Most of my life but now everyone expects me to be able to be an adult and I'm not ready please let me take one more college class before I#Have to figure my life out#Bonnie is ostensibly just a kid and everyone is trying to act responsible by comparison but they don't feel to far from being kidsthemselve#I think idk#In stars and time#I've just started playing tho so maybe I'll change my mind as I learn more about the characters
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i'm ngl none of the hades 2 character designs have impressed me that much
#they just don't seem as unique. or maybe unique isn't the right word.....more like they're just not as visually interesting to me? idk#then again i guess i haven't taken a super close look. i've only really seen them in passing so maybe i'll change my mind who knows#hades 2#🎮 tag#send tweet
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Playing tictactoe on dulcinea's forehead in approximately 4 hours guys
#bell.txt#canto 7 spoilers#i really like the outfits of the parade bloodfiends... i would like to see.... some character redraws of them 😏#in general the visuals of this canto are def the best!!!#the canto has been Fun im hm... hong lu is the star for me this time donqui was right BWHAHA#im also really happy with sinclairs writing... for don idk how theyre gonna deal with it i guess we'll see#i think its hard to make you feel involved in an amnesiac character but theres like 2 outcomes to the story and one would be nice...#i just feel like theyll go with the other 😔 idk idk i will finish playing myself when im home again maybe I'll change my mind a bit#I AM EXCITED FOR DULCIRODYA THO. FINALLY WE GET SOMETHING
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