#maybe i’ll try to write it today.
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i’ve had this scene in my head when kieran is figuring out what tzipora is (i named her btw) and she’s like the god/creator of all creatures, and i just have this specific vision of him being like “you’re the mother of all.” and she’s like “i am no one’s mother. i am your creator, but i do not care about any of you.”
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Ui idea tests, thrown together bc im eepy. Was planning on doing more but I spent all my days energy on the second one oops
#Danny phantom#I need to draw more or I’ll die <- guy who’s meds exhaust them#writing is so hard how do u not make everyone sound like you through a bad filter#Ik that’s unavoidable in some ways (like how art style will always look like u did it+not someone else)#but ugh. I’ll figure it out eventually takes practice+learning+all that#was planning on writing today but then I though ‘huh it might b fun to make some fake ‘’screenshot’’ concepts#also the portal basement has a more complex design but again#eepy#I think the gimmicky MySpace-inspired boxes r fun but idk how well I could keep that theme going w/ some characters#I also never used MySpace so that’s maybe just a kill issue#*skill lol#the command prompt one would basically just be for the portal#I keep saying that this project isn’t feasible buy my hyperfixated ass keeps trying anyways
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PROGRESS!!!!!!
#out of queue#ani rambles#so the problem i had earlier was ‘i made 2 chains when i wasnt supposed to and everything was whack’#but i fixed it so now its Less Whack.#this is gonna be the hood i have like 12 more rows to stitch which might be a full ball of my yarn#also im understanding how motherfuckers listen to podcasts#i listened to like 4 video essays dissecting hozier lyrics and comparing them to dantes inferno#like my other hobbies (drawing and writing) require imagination and concentration and Specific Vibes#crochet requires a different kind of concentration#but so far its good for listening to new music and videoessays so maybe i’ll try a podcast tomorrow. or friday#tomorrow meaning later today because ITS FIVE AM#AAAAAAAAA
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the day the earth stood still is the day i felt your presence leave it, and then every day after that.
#tw grief#sigh sigh sigh.#apologies in advance as this is not the happiest yap ! i would just like to write out some of my feelings on this day#the heaviest heart weighs under an insurmountable amount of grief — the ghost of love#days like today are a twisted reminder that has every emotion flooding through your soul#longing . guilt . anger . an indescribable melancholy that could only be consoled through the sands of time#a year ago i lost my best guy friend and it’s never really gotten easier . but ive heard it never does#all i can do is bundle up the love i have for him and search for him in the clouds that take up the sky#the circumstances around his passing will never not haunt me and rather than go into it all i’d like to say is this#if you have a loved one or a relationship or a friendship you cherish .. then never ever stop fighting for it - for them.#as time never really seems to be on our side#each day i’ll live as he intended . to greet the world with kindness and a smile and passion for positivity#in his wisest words (or rather after every phone call we’d have hehe) i’ll try my best to stay awesome & encourage you all to do so as well#if you’ve read this then i’m taking your hand and thanking you#it didn’t feel right not acknowledging him at all on this blog . he’s the one that introduced me to anime + more importantly : one piece#i wish i could talk to him about it all so he could see how far down this rabbit hole i fell just as he had done#will be spending the day enjoying his favorite episodes and being gentle with the world that surrounds us#this is not like my usual yaps & i feel vulnerable posting it but i wanted to carve out a space for him on this blog#forever missing the connie to my sasha . maybe in another universe we’ll get it right#have a wonderful sunday my sweet friendz and if you can — hug your loved ones & blow a kiss up to the sky 🤍💫#thank you for being here & helping me make this a safe place .#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims
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A couple of years ago, a yoga teacher told me that your ability to balance is worse when you’re menstruating, and I have no idea if it’s actually true, but I almost brained myself twice during standing splits and Warrior 3 today, and got home to discover I got my period during the class, so !! I guess!!!
#on the plus side I genuinely think I write better smut when I have my period too so it’s truly a story of wins and losses haha#maybe I’ll try and re-write that last sex scene in that today
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*glances at Elastic Heart* Time, holding Sky in his arms:
…uhh help guys
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hypnotizing you to write me fluff and tension…
#on the way home now!! and i’m eepy but itching to write!!#might try to write some drafts in my lil notebook but we’ll seeeeee#i’m just in such a soft mood and also thinking of mal again… i think i gotta flesh him out fr and bring him in bc he’d be so fun to write#when i have my computer maybe i’ll do a proper write up on him and search for fc’s#anywayyyyy i’ll at least be lurking for now 💜 hope today is kind to y’all 💜#get ready to ramble | ooc
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do you have ao3? I wanna share ur fics but none of my jjk friends have tumblr😭😭
aaa hi anon !!!! 🥺🥺 i dooo have an ao3 acc but . only one of my fics is up there. and it’s not an x reader. i do eventually wanna post all my fics there but it just ……. feels like such a hassle 😭😭😭 it takes sm work just adding tags and making sure the formatting is fine….. i don’t really like writing on ao3. it stresses me out . (<- creature w a fragile brain structure)
anyway!! this is my ao3 acc but like i said, i only have one fic up atm !!!! maybe i’ll throw a couple good ones in there someday soon :’3 i’m kinda tempted to do it now but. my brain is a fickle creature so no promises….!!! sorry to disappoint you anon, i’m really happy that you’d want to share my fics w your friends!!!!! 🥺
#ao3 is just .#dont get me wrong i really love the Vibes#but posting fics on ao3 is….. such a pain????#for some reason??????#like even if i copy paste my fics there they’ll come out looking weird :’3#i don’t actually remember what the issue was i just remember that i posted one of my fics there and that it took a heinous amt of effort#……….#but . do kinda 👉👈 wanna know what ao3 nation thinks of my writing ….#i used to have my cult geto tea fic up there but i deleted it#anywayyy . maybe i’ll try throwing some of my fics in there today 🫡 wish me luck anon#ask tag ✩
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I cannot survive this day lol
#it’s only noon and I need to go to bed immediately and start over#our one triumph today: at the dentist he had his first truly epic blowout - we’re talking poop all up his back inside his onesie#no changing table in the bathroom#and my mom had taken the car so no access to the more elaborate changing setup in the car#so I had to change him on the floor using the three remaining wipes in the pack#while he screamed like he was being tortured and kicked poop everywhere#but we did it we made it and then he chugged a bottle of milk like a soldier who’d just survived his first skirmish with the enemy#I have to take ruthie to the vet in a couple hours but she’s started acting fine today so I’m afraid I’ll be wasting a huge amount of money#meanwhile Pip has started vomiting everywhere#but I think he’s just stressed about baby/sudden change#naturally though I had to have a huge crying jag in the bathroom about the fact of his mortality#anyway friends I’m hanging in there#I need to just simplify simplify simplify#I will lie down for a bit now#then I will try to walk the dogs so it’s out of the way#need to leave by 2:30 to get Ruthie in#and I can listen to a hockey podcast and feel more human on the way#then once that’s done I can just do nothing tonight if I need to#my mom is leaving around 4 for the evening but#I’ve mixed the formula and cleaned all the bottles so I think I can just like#hopefully lie around with the baby#the other thing I need to do is write my mom a thank you letter before she leaves#I just haven’t had the energy but maybe I can ask her to take the baby for an hour tomorrow#and sit outside somewhere and work on it#postpartum tag#today has just been a higher difficulty level lol but I’ll have other kinds of days too#all will be well
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birthday headcanon that jouno doesn’t like parties or much celebration in general because it’s often too much for him. the sounds of people talking, lots of heartbeats/breathing, and the strong smells of different foods are just way too much at once so he prefers to celebrate on his own or with 1-2 people
#bsd jouno#saigiku jouno#idk idk i’m writing a small birthday lonely jouno little bit of tetchou#idk if i’ll get it out tofsy but. maybe#ill Try ti havé it done today but i’m having unexpected people over tonight so that threw my schedule off#axls rambling
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Been getting the itch lately…
… to do some writing. 👀
#probably cuz I don’t have much time these days#isn’t that always the way#but idk maybe I’ll try later today#ww83 writes
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Saturday Morning Confessional
Hell lingers behind every shadow;
I leave the lights on, yet they stay.
Electricity bills climb higher,
Nights get longer,
Temperatures colder.
You’d think Hell could pay a heating bill
Once in a while, but in spite,
The nickels and dimes stack up.
I miss the sun.
This daughter of God thrives on routine,
But the clock shifts back and forth;
The government’s grasping attempt
At brighter mornings. Bitter as I may be,
I am grasping with them.
Light, light, God grant me more light;
Even if it casts shadows, at least
I’m not in the dark.
For all the scrambling to daylight,
I sleep longer, frittering away
Morning hours. Shorter days chopped
Ever slimmer. I used to sleep
When the sun went down; beat the
Dark to my bedrest and
Flee from the fear. Now, it’s 6:30PM,
The night already creeping, dinner
Not yet made. I stay awake,
Forget time, shiver in the gloom.
It does not bode well for winter.
Thanks be to God, who turns the planets on their axes
My alarms went off on a Saturday, and
I could not get back to sleep. Thanks be
To God, from whom the sunrays burst
In helium-synthesis glory; the day was
Majesty’s declaration, cool and bright and joyful.
Thanks be to God, I got up early, amen.
The laundry’s in the dryer, the food bought
For the week, the carpets are all vacuumed;
I’m resting, not asleep. May every chore I do
Be prayer and praise together:
Thanks be to God, I’m having a good day.
Hell lingers behind every shadow;
May God’s angels clear them away.
#orchids write poetry#I’m not sure if it’s really sufficient to call it seasonal affective disorder#but I do get more sad and tired as the days get shorter#I miss the sun#and this fall I’ve had a lot of change. wresting w roommate troubles#wrestling with my faith. trying to find God without being consumed with fear or anger.#and tbh I’m kinda at the point where most days I’m Goin Through It a little bit#but last night I called my friends and talked about a lotta stuff#and had a real good sleep and dreamed about visiting them irl#and today I woke up early and thanks to some encouragement was able to get a lot done#(by a lot I mean grocery shopping. laundry. vacuuming. and taking out the trash)#for me that’s a lot of chores to do. but I did them! and now I can rest while I wait for my clothes to dry.#and then fold them and put them away#and maybe if I’m feeling so brave about it#I’ll change the sheets on my bed.
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omg I felt SO nauseous last night I can’t believe how early I fell asleep
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#it was meant to be a nap but I slept for…#7 hours? which is quite a lot for me LMAO#it’s only 5am right now though YUCK#I still don’t feel 100% :(((#idk if I’m getting sick or if I ate something bad#maybe putting my desk up with my back problems wasn’t the best idea 🥲#who knows but I’m gonna take it easy for sure today#I think I’m gonna play some HSR and then maybe read and see if I can get some more sleep#I hope ur all well I’m sorry I’ve been so quiet recently#I wuv u all v v much <333#I’ll try and get some new writing done this week too hehehe
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I just wanted to say - your writing is so lovely and has so much thought and care put into it. You are writing LITERATURE. I want to leave more specific comments on a fic but am overwhelmed by the fact that I'd have to quote every second line back to you. How do you do it!?!
Anonnnn 😭 *pinning this ask on the fridge* This is so kind of you to say. I am an overthinker, and a thorough lover of words and language and character, and a silly, and often I think my reach exceeds my grasp—but that’s okay, because there’s joy in the reaching even where I fall short. Thank you for enjoying what I write. <3
#asks#anon got me feeling Some Sort Of Way <3#i’ll try and post another excerpt from ‘off the handle’ today as thanks?#and maybe finally upload the next bit of ‘menagerie’#most of my writing lately has been for my big bang fic but that is Secret 👀#all i can say is that i got paired with an incredible artist and i am very excited#fleet post#fleet answers
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I’m so grumpy that I was too sick to see my friends today :((( it’s like the one fun thing I get to do every week, otherwise I’m just stuck at home or going to the doctor and this is the first time I’ve had to skip this and I’m feeling very bitter abt it
#it’s just like a writing group it’s not a big deal but it is to me!#idk maybe I can ask if anyone wants to meet up again on like Friday#but what if everyone says no! that seems v scary#I think I’ll try to get them to join me and if no one wants to come I can try going to the cafe we meet at by myself#bc I’m a full grown woman and am capable of going places by myself!#I’m just feeling grumpy and sad bc my rabbit died and my roommates leaving and I’m meeting new doctors which I hate#and then I was so sick today and had to take my pills which are giving me really bad side effects#and I just hate that this is my life sometimes#I’ll be fine I just need to be upset for a little bit I think
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hope everyone is having a great day/night!! ☀️🌙 what’s one thing that made u happy today !!! / u’re excited for !!!
#i am thankful for my bed 🫶🏻#& looking forward to stay in it 🫶🏻#i am still sick today 🤧#i lost my voice aksnkdd i think from coughing too much so#i am resting !!#but also !!#i feel a lil bit tired !!#so 🤧 i’ll get to the asks later today maybe!! so sorry !!!#will also try to get some work done ! and write maybe !!!
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