#maybe i wont get round to it
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honestly really glad I got over my snobbishness around games that weren't "narrative first" or whatever and finally gave the indie osr scene a proper try because honestly a lot of that shit like kinda fucking rules
its also honestly kinda especially highlighted for me just how bad dnd is at even being the kind of things dnd is supposed to be
#maybe I write a more detailed post about some of my specific thoughts and the ways in which the genre has pleasantly surprised me#as well as my favourite games from it#maybe i wont get round to it
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a selection of robins
#dc comics#dc robin#batman and robin#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#stephanie brown#damian wayne#damian al ghul#duke thomas#ill draw something that isnt a character lineup soon. or maybe i wont! lol#a couple design notes: its easier to see in contrast to some of the other ones ive done-- from yj-- but one thing the robins all#have in common here is the legs dont taper. and square-ish body types#its like poetry. it rhymes#also look at my picture of jenni and bart-- they share the same round shoulders lanky body and flipper feet#these are subject to change though as i get to know these characters more etc so well see#one more thing the yellow on dukes shoes was actually inspired by the yellow on his batwheels robin shoes lol#2024#charater design#comics#id in alt
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remember guysss if life gives you tomatoes, they can’t turn into melons
#never forget the wise words from monachan#(rolling on the ground trying to be okay)#(spent about an hour trying to fill up an employment form only to misclick and clear the entire thing i m f i n e)#time to try it again (round 3) after dinner… maybe.#ill be fine (hopefully) my job applications wont get ghosted (maybe) and even if they do unemployment is fun anyway—#anyways tomatoes are fruits not veggies ok that’s all see you for daily nghy in a few hours
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they need to make a killing myself I can do every weekend but only on the weekends so I can get up fine on monday and go to work again
#.vent#maybe i should start drinking so i can get blackout drunk every weekend. or fuck around w sedatives or pay someone to just whack me round#the head with a sledgehammer on friday evenings and hopefully ill recover from the concussion by mondays#its not even funny what the fuck is wrong with me that i have to spend all my free time trying not to kill myself i feel so sick#im literally fine at work i guess i just dont know how to have fun or be happy or feel wanted or cared for or loved by other people#but dont have to think about that when im working so its fine 5/7 days which is pretty good. im so lonely i want to throw up#tried to leave the house got ready and everything and then burst into tears for no reason ive spent the past hour trying to talk myself#down from hurting myself and i probably wont in the next few hours but i almost certainly will before the day is up. oh well#man who fucking cares. typing this isnt making me feel any better i dont really know what to do anymore#i have a drs appt in 2 weeks for smth unrelated but maybe ill ask abt antidepressants. theres nothing specific causing this#my brain just doesnt work right.i dont even feel like a person most of the time#well nothing else to say 👍
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job: interviewed
#mel.txt#its. not really what i want and i'm definitely overqualified but i need money so. yknow.#but thats assuming i get hired there is still another round of interviews so maybe i wont get it at all it is too early to say!
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imagine the road really was a trap made by the two of them and you as a witch decide to go down it with your coven and you manage to survive and then at the end youre fucking greeted with this:
#romance <3#not for you youre dinner but i bet they had fun#you will probably curse agatha harkness for the rest of your afterlife#maybe THATS why rio hates ghosts dfhgkjhgkj#'how do you manage to be the unfinished business of like 60% of all ghosts'#'HOW?? is that what i make an effort for; for you to ask /how/'#'no i know im just saying it gets repetitive is all'#'alright fine if you dont appreciate it then i wont-'#'i didnt say that'#'60?'#'rounded down. why'#'seems low'#'up to 90 if we only count ghosts of witches'#'okay see yeah that makes more sense'
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ok last personal rant ive ranted a million times before. last of the night not of ever.
when i say "oh this isnt gonna happen" im not being negative brother im making a neutral statement hello??? i dont need a Be Positive spiel its unnecessary man IM GOOD. RELAX.
#i said oh i dont expect ill get an interview for the jobs i applied for this round so its fine#and my folks are instantly down my throat like omg don't say that dont even think it!! youll totally get it!!!!#guys its fine...this is nawt a big deal lol#and then im saying like oh i want to do all the parks ive wanted to see since i was a kid now even if it's impractical#bc im not coming back to northam#and theyre like no omg dont say that you can you will!!!#girl no im saying i will be spending my money (in 5 years when i have earnt any again) on other things#i have other things i want to do and see thats what i mean. relax. i don't need your positive spin!! my god!#my ma is very reasonably and logically telling me maybe i should skip nyc bc its fuckoff expensive#and i can use that money for shipping my shit back or whatever else i need#which is true! shes right!!#but i wont have the chance to come back for a while probably if ever yknow and i just want to go#i dont care. i know its stupid as FUCK trust me i know. but i love that city and i want to make the absolutely idiotic decision to go. sorry
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But mainly, and really:
#red's week in music#STORYTIME WITH RED GATHER ROUND KIDDOS!#was at kids club tonight and went in knowing little 8 year olds mom had her baby this morning and lil girl was now big sis if two#and knew she hadnt come from home bc her hair was a mess of someone who didnt know curls trying to do it lol#shes generally emotional and dramatic but we can all see that shes a lil more so tonight. understandably. lotsa change#well she kinda hinges on this one thing of not getting the verses said to earn a jewel bc she wasnt able to say them-- totally fine! we'll#practice and get them later! but shes distraught bc she worked on them with mum and wont get jewel so i keep telling her when we'll work on#them together and when ill listen to her and we can get it done. cool. then lesson time shes up and down sniffly and the lesson says smth#about childbirth-- bursts into disarray. i ask her if she wants to step out and we blow her nose and she keeps talking about the verse so i#tell her solutions for that and then shes working herself up so i work thru calming down and she goes from#“i think im mad” to “mom would let me do what i want!” and i know the real issue isnt the verse but thats what shes telling me so...#adult shes staying with cautiously steps in and she calms down to tell me “its not the verse... i think i miss my mom”#oh my heart i know honey i give her a hug and we talk about the sleeover shes going to have and when shes going to see mom#and shes sleeping next to lil sis so shes going to give sis a big hug and tell her theyre going to see mom in the morning#and then i ask her if she wants to go back and she does and i just hold her and hug her the whole time#i give her another squeeze when she leaves and tell her to enjoy her sleepover#her friend shes staying with i should not did a very sweet of coming over and saying “hey lookit this new book i got do you wanna color it#with me maybe?“ which was such an emotionally mature thing for her and to see lil kiddo cheer up warmed me#teachers we debriefed and talked about kids going thru stuff at home and not being able to tell and process their emotions and stuff#and then i shared with mum on the ride back and she goes “yup. lil toddler will just miss mom-- its trauma at this age. this is why i#panicked and called my mother to come for your sis's birth bc dad said he could handle you but my heart couldnt for what you would go thru.“#i was six when my sister was born. my grandma being there before consistently made me giddly excited in that time waiting for dad to bring#us to the hospital.#anyway my heart was full and im praying extra hard for two lil girls in a sleepover missing their mom tonight.#red's personal sitcom#Spotify
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concept: i reread gone girl [book is forcefully ripped from my hands]
#it's about the 'noticing details u didnt the first go round'. sorry but spoilers (tho i suppose they arent spoilers now) r fun 2 me#mmm i suppose i will start gtn and see and maybe impress my irl too#but when i get back home i will see what other books i have and maybe one of those will catch my attn#I WONT REREAD THE CAT PROPOSED AGAIN. I PROMMY.#*googles 'bakeneko katatte sourou'* hey god it's me again.....#tbh i kinda wanna read that book where that guy keeps getting kicked when he's down#and he's just miserable all the time. idk it's a big book tho. which is daunting when i've been a bit of a slow reader lately#(ignore the fact i read gg in like three hours. that's not important.)#it just looks scary. y'know?#cupid de bunny
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with all the emphasis being put on being a "strong man" just like his father I think maybe Kazui isn't just gay but specifically an okama. but we'll see.
#milgram#kazui mukuhara#mukuhara kazui#we wont find out until this round is over and we get the status report from jackalope. maybe we wont even find out then#we might find out when the next round is announced. or. and this is the worst case scenario. we wont know until kazuis mv in the next round#which could take up to 2 years. help.#also this is just the vibe im getting. one thing im certain of though. kazui likes men.#but thats old news at this point#also im using the japanese blurry term here because i do not believe in any way that mg will make a legit trans character. lmao#tedpost#tedtalks
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the 20 dollar pair of throwaways I got for my sister's wedding were perfect for the like 7 hours I got them for but are really not perfect for like anything else ever
#i mean the WERE 20 dollars thats how it works but ya know#ive had to use them while walking around to do errands and not gonna lie wish i hadnt tossed the old busted pair#they were pretty far past done for but these things have given me. SO many blisters and i kinda just gotta keep goin#woulda taken the duct tape pair. shoulda just kept the duct tape pair#i seriously need to get some actual nice walking shoes but that would necessitate having more than 50 dollars at one point ever#and im outta weed lmao i had to bust out the emergency stash from the junk drawer#you know cause i get to where im sleeping and the ouch oof ache of my badshoes leaves me wanting a poofer choofer#its a cycle but ive been in worse cycles#if my mental health were also at an especially low point during all this i dont even KNOW what id be doing lol#i walkked. over 17 miles the other day in a haze of self harm after more bullshit happened and lost my wallet during the walk.#not a fun 6 miles of backtracking. drank outta someones hose once and the river twice to stave the clearly onsetting dehydration. didnt die!#found the wallet. drank maybe more water than i ever have in one moment when i passed the library and absorbed their entire drinking font#anyway my legs/knees were ruined and i almost sent myself to the hospital again cause i cant make bad decisions normal i get weird about it#but hey if a very specific set of circumstances fall into place maybe i wont be broke and just generally all around unwell goin forward#heres hoping it does before student loan payments roll round again lol
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ive gotten through 3 tiers in 2 hours and 14 games and i think its cemented im not finishing this battlepass
#i dont wanna PLAYYYY#i know i keep going back and forth between 'im finishing it' 'im not finishing it' blah blah blah but i am SOO DONEEE#weekly challenges reset tomorrow so i can get a lot of xp tomorrow instead <3#and my brother will be here so maybe i can convince him to play some rounds for me#honestly i should probably play competitive to get more xp but i just dont feel like playing games that are That long :/#i get so bored in comp especially if my team wont group up and my tank wont let themself get healed#simon says
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like yes i understand why boytoy is not coming over tonight (there is literally a no travel advisory) but also. i want him :(
#skipped work because the roads made me too nervous to drive 30 minutes round trip#so again i understand WHY boytoy is staying in town.#but also he failed to include me in a lie this morning so i busted his cover and he's been bad at communicating today#so idk i wouldve appreciated him being like 'the roads are bad i will be staying home tonight'#instead of some pissy excuse about not wanting to wake me up tomorrow#yeah idk. and he was weird last night too. he just didnt seem that into anything.#maybe we've had too much time together and hes getting tired#oh well. its going to be fine. we're both adults and hes very mature.#also i have his toothbrush so he wont be ignoring me anytime soon >:3#boy post#i will literally see him tomorrow night after derby but unfortunately i really fucking like him and want to see him NOW
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thinking about how the last time reed saw ailette in the 300th, she greeted him with "and i'm still on your side," and now she's definitely not on his side. im okay im okay im okay
#s-class heroine spoilers#reed#why are you with that bug from the 17th#this isn't where you should be. fall into the abyss with me#if it's only pity then you should be with me. since you feel more sorry for me#and then ailette straight up telling him that she'll be with 17th even if they fail to save the world#WHAT DOES THAT MAKE REED THEN?#the person who was told that you'll be by his side#is also him!!!!!!#round 90+ when he asked the bible where ailette is. i explode.#splats all over the floor#the amount of rationalisation he's doing rn is killing me!!!#although i do think part of it is him just wanting to provoke her#but also he really did just get up just to say hi and talk to her (side benefit of torturing tesilid)#im sowwy but the way ailette very clearly rejects him hurts me#she'll go to the ends of the world with the 17th but not him? the one who has tried to save the world an additional 80+ times#what. is he not noble enough for her now?#when he's tried to do that over 80 additional times already?#i need to change my url to reed apologist at this rate#maybe i'll just wait until his official localised name comes out#like i get it i get it ailette isnt suicidal she wants to live a nice long life with her loved ones#and reed wont listen to anything except for the destruction of the world bc he is THAT angry#so there's literally no communicating with them#BUT ALSO#the things that spending 6+ months writing about the regression period does to a person#i am so extremely biased rn#wait also i just realised. reed may be rejected rn but 117th is also listening to this LMAO#he's not just listening to 'she's with you only to save her own skin'#but also 'she doesn't place enough importance on reed's suffering to sympathise with him'#oh girl.... :(
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i wish i had time 2 draw
#the bin#WHY right round b4 artfight am i once again moving#last time it was actually some time before i moved but i was packing 4 so long beforehand that i still didnt have time 4 it#well i have 4 days to pack up all my stuff + help my sister pack her room + whatever is ours in the rest of the house#AND i have to work every single oneof those day#actually its 3 days..the 4th is the one stuff is bein moved n is happening at 2pm so like. no time before#im havin 2 leave work early bc of it :/ they KNEW me n my sister both worked that day but they chose that day anyway#well. once am in new place hopefully ill feel less stressed#at least work hasnt been too bad. its not bad except 4 creepy guy who hangs around the cds a lot and wont stopping talkin 2 me#telling me how 'hard i work' in the most uncomfortable way possible :/ and making a commwnt about how i 'look so much prettier without a#mask on' i will wear one to spite you. only reason i dont is bc its very dusty where i work and you wpuld think otd help but it actually#just makes tnings way worse and i end up sneesing inside the mask and its gross so. but maybe i just need 2 get a diffrent mask#would def be better to wear one overall and also i feel uncomfortable with ppl seeing my face so much. esp the weird creepy ppl#well. im stresses abt SO much. but at least ill be in a new better place soon. thats cool ig
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— dating stanford/stanley ! ✪
genre: soft + smut
characters: f! reader stanley pines + stanford pines (head cannons)
cw: not proofread, soft,smut, established relationship, all characters are 18+, MDNI
STANFORD PINES soft +nsfw hcs
- Ford as your partner would be so wholesome!!
- He's not the best at relationships considering you're his first, but he'll still try his best for you
- Would write you love letters
- He needs touches/ likes being touched etc, but his is subtle and more shy when you first started dating he'd do small things like hold ur hand wrap his hand around your waist. Laying his head on your lap/ shoulders
- He likes it when you compliment him and his work
- He 100% is good at baking/cooking, tell him your favorite meal and he'll cook it/learn it
- Matching science-y aprons
- his kisses will always start slow and passionate he likes the long soft kisses.
- He cant get enough
- he would 100% want to include you in his work/ adventures but sometimes he’ll have you watch from a distance because he's scared of something happening to you.
- play with his hair…yeah.
NSFW
- he can be soft when he wants to be
- Sometimes if he's too upset with his work..you're in for a treat
- He says he likes soft but you know deep down he LOVES being rough
- he wont admit it but something about being in control of your body gets him going
- he likes catching you off guard with how rough he can be
- I don't think he'd be into degrading but he definitely would praise you
- "good girl." "thats it sweetheart almost there.", "do you like it when I touch you there?","you're so
cute like this."
- Maybe a tini bit of humiliation and teasing
- he likes it when you ride him
- Big cockwarm fanatic omg he loves it
- When you first brought it up he was kinda confused about it but when the two of you tried it he wanted you to do it 24/7
- he just likes being close to you
- your chest is his favorite, he gets flustered when he touches them like it's his first time
- Grunts, gasps, praises your name allli the time He is quiet but when he close he gets loud
STANLEY PINES soft + nsfw hcs
- Stan as your partner, is very different compared to ford
- He can be charming, and kind but on the DL
-might seem like he doesnt care but he does sooo much
-super lovey dovey when hes needy for you
-"whats a'matter princesss?" "ya miss me?" "ya know you lovee me"
-will include you in his crimes
-he wont admit it but hes a sucker for when you kiss him he always wants more
-"aw c'mon thats its?!"
-he likes to hug you from behind and bury his head in ur neck.. if he's really needy he'll do some light kisses
-his type of love is more physical then words. he wont explicitly say your the love of his life and he would do anything for you but he'll get or do something to show it.
-takes you out on rides in el diablo
NSFW
-stan is ROUGH
-very rare of him to want to do it soft
-he loves pulling your hair
- call him sir (if ykyk)
-doggy is #1
-would degrade you
-"yeah? Feelin' good yet princess?"
-facefuckingggg
-if you want to ride him one day good luck cus he wont leave you alone
-"thats all you got?" "tsk your baddd at this."
-would do multiple rounds
-he would definitely smoke his cigarettes while he fucks you
thats all folks !! send some requests if u want :)
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanford x reader#stanley x narrator#smut#gravity falls stanford#gravity falls stanley#stanley pines#x reader
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